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Widowed AF: Real stories of love, grief and beyond - With Rosie Gill-MossS3 - EP7 - Understanding Addiction and Grief: Shirley Pegram's StoryIn this episode of the Widowed AF podcast, host Rosie Gill-Moss speaks with Shirley Pegram, who shares her journey through widowhood following the death of her husband, Adrian, due to liver disease. Shirley reflects on their 30-year relationship, the challenges they faced, and the impact of addiction on their lives.Shirley discusses the complexities of grief, the stigma surrounding addiction, and the importance of mental health awareness. She emphasises the need for empathy and understanding for those dealing with similar struggles. Throughout the conversation, Shirley highlights her personal growth and the steps she has taken towards healing...2025-05-061h 08
Widowed AF: Real stories of love, grief and beyond - With Rosie Gill-MossS3 - EP6 Thea Claire's Story; Love, Loss, and NeurodiversityAt just 24, Thea Claire found herself widowed and navigating the overwhelming world of grief while grappling with revelations she discovered about their relationship.In this episode of Widowed AF, host Rosie Gill-Moss chats with Thea, who shares her journey after the sudden death of her husband, T, from a brain tumour. Thea opens up about the emotional ups and downs of T's diagnosis, the challenges they faced together, and the unexpected twists that came to light during this tough time. She also shares her experiences with neurodiversity, including ADHD and anxiety, which shaped how she c...2025-04-102h 13
Widowed AF: Real stories of love, grief and beyond - With Rosie Gill-MossS3 - EP5 - Sophie Ransom – Young, Widowed and PregnantIn this episode of Widowed AF, host Rosie Gill-Moss speaks with Sophie Ransom from Suffolk. At 25 years old, Sophie's fiancé, Paul was killed in a motorcycle accident when she was 17 weeks pregnant with their daughter. Now 27, Sophie shares her experience of widowhood at a young age and the reality of navigating pregnancy, birth, and raising a child on her own.Sophie recounts meeting Paul at 19, marrying at 24, and becoming pregnant shortly after their wedding. She describes their last evening together sharing a Colin the Caterpillar cake before Paul's fatal collision with a lorry while riding to work t...2025-03-241h 11
Widowed AF: Real stories of love, grief and beyond - With Rosie Gill-MossS3 - EP4 - Coping with Grief: Cancer, Family Dynamics, and Support - Mark HeazleIn this episode of the Widowed AF podcast, host Rosie Gill-Moss speaks with Mark Heazle, a widower who shares his experiences following the death of his wife, Sharon, from a rare form of cancer. Mark discusses the practical aspects of navigating life as a single parent while managing grief. He provides insights into the challenges of parenting after loss, including the dynamics of raising children in a blended family setting.Mark details the process of advocating for his wife’s health during her illness, highlighting the importance of understanding medical conditions and the healthcare system. He addresses th...2025-03-101h 06
Widowed AF: Real stories of love, grief and beyond - With Rosie Gill-MossS3 - EP3 - Life After Loss: Rachel's Journey as a Pregnant Widow - Rachel HartIn this episode of "Widowed AF," host Rosie Gill-Moss engages in a conversation with Rachel Hart, who shares her personal experience of losing her husband to suicide while she was pregnant. Rachel discusses the profound impact of this loss on her life and the complexities of navigating grief during such a pivotal time.The episode addresses the stigma surrounding suicide, highlighting how it affects the grieving process and the perceptions of those left behind. Rachel emphasizes the importance of mental health awareness, particularly in understanding the signs that may precede such tragedies.Listeners will hear...2025-02-2656 min
Chatty AFS1 - EP11. - Raising Confident Girls & Navigating Puberty, with Kim McCabe of Rites for GirlsIn this episode, I had the opportunity to chat with Kim McCabe, founder of Rights for Girls, an organization focused on empowering young girls through community support and education. Kim shared her personal experiences of navigating a challenging teenage life and the lessons she learned along the way.We discussed the importance of creating safe spaces for girls, especially during puberty, a time filled with emotional and physical changes. Kim emphasized how vital it is for girls to have a supportive network where they can express themselves authentically, particularly in the face of social media pressures that...2025-02-141h 09
Chatty AFS1 - EP10 - Teen Suicide, A Father’s StoryTrigger Warning: Child Suicide In this incredibly powerful episode, host Rosie Gill-Moss talks about the death of a child with Stuart Falconer. Morgan was just 15 when he died from suicide, leaving friends and family reeling. This is something that we all fear, and often don’t want to think about, but staying silent isn’t helping, young people are dying and we have to talk about it. This episode is, of course, a difficult listen but ultimately a very important one. Sadly sometimes unimaginably terrible things happen, and this is one man’s...2025-02-061h 32
Widowed AF: Real stories of love, grief and beyond - With Rosie Gill-MossS3 - EP1 - Welcome BackIn this episode of Widowed AF, Rosie and Jonathan Gill-Moss welcome you back for more insight from the frontline of widowhood. The couple discuss the challenges of managing family life, high expectations and grief during the festive season. They share their recent Christmas trip to Jamaica, which included unexpected complications, and a trip to hospital. Hear how their grief has changed over time, in ways they didn’t expect, and how important the telling and sharing of stories is for restoring hope. What to Expect in This Episode:Handl...2025-01-1535 min
Widowed AF: Real stories of love, grief and beyond - With Rosie Gill-MossS2 - EP23 - Katrina SmithEpisode OverviewContent Warning: This episode discusses themes of murder, trauma, and grief that may be triggering for some listeners.In this episode of Widowed AF, Rosie Gill-Moss speaks with Katrina Smith about the traumatic night her husband was murdered in their home. Katrina shares her harrowing experience of losing her husband, Josh, during a home invasion, exploring profound grief, loss, and trauma.The discussion not only highlights the emotional turmoil that accompanies such a devastating event but also addresses the failures of law enforcement in responding to domestic violence...2024-12-131h 17
Chatty AFS1 - EP9 - Breaking the Silence: Understanding PMDD : Insights from Ally of the PMDD CollectiveIn this episode, host Rosie Gill-Moss welcomes Ally from the PMDD Collective to discuss Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder (PMDD), a severe mood disorder that affects many women. They explore the symptoms of PMDD, its impact on daily life, and the critical need for awareness and support for those affected. The conversation emphasises the importance of understanding PMDD as a legitimate health issue and the various treatment options available, including lifestyle changes and medical interventions.Highlight MomentsWe learn that PMDD is distinct from PMS and is triggered by hormonal fluctuations.The discussion covers the severe...2024-12-0959 min
Widowed AF: Real stories of love, grief and beyond - With Rosie Gill-MossS2 - EP22 - The Assisted Dying Bill: A Landmark Moment8B6C4vedzt7k9SjguWRKIn this special episode, Rosie Gill-Moss shares her reaction to the historic news that the UK Parliament has voted in favour of legalising assisted dying. Recorded just hours after hearing the announcement, Rosie reflects on the significance of this decision, drawing from personal stories shared on Widowed AF and the emotional conversations that shaped the podcast’s early episodes.As the host of Widowed AF, Rosie has spoken with over 100 individuals about some of the darkest times of their lives, often compounded by the suffering they have witnessed. She questions, “Why are...2024-11-2908 min
Widowed AF: Real stories of love, grief and beyond - With Rosie Gill-MossS2 - EP21 - What About The Children - Otis MiddletonEpisode OverviewIn this episode of the "What About The Children" series, host Rosie Gill-Moss speaks with Otis Middleton, who shares his experience of losing his father to cancer at the age of seven. Otis discusses the impact of his father's death on his life, his feelings surrounding the loss, and the importance of open conversations about grief.Key Discussion PointsChildhood Memories: Otis reflects on his close relationship with his father and shares memories of visiting him in the hospital, highlighting the innocence of childhood during such a difficult time.2024-11-2419 min
Widowed AF: Real stories of love, grief and beyond - With Rosie Gill-MossS2 - EP18 - What About The Children - Stephanie DixonEpisode OverviewIn this episode of the "What About The Children" series, host Rosie Gill-Moss speaks with Stephanie Dixon, who shares her experience of losing her father to suicide at the age of 14. Stephanie discusses the complexities of her childhood, the impact of her father's death, and the importance of open conversations about mental health and grief.Key Discussion PointsChildhood Memories: Stephanie reflects on her early memories of her father and the signs of his struggles with mental health and addiction.The Day of Loss: She recounts the moment...2024-11-2446 min
Widowed AF: Real stories of love, grief and beyond - With Rosie Gill-MossS2 - EP19 - What about the children - Roisin AldridgeEpisode OverviewIn this episode of the "What About The Children" series, host Rosie Gill-Moss speaks with Roisin Aldridge, who shares her experience of losing her father just two days before her 10th birthday. Roisin discusses the impact of her father's death on her life, her relationship with her family, and the importance of open conversations about grief.Key Discussion PointsChildhood Memories: Roisin reflects on her close relationship with her father and the normalcy of their life before his sudden death.The Day of Loss: She recounts the day her father died...2024-11-2446 min
Widowed AF: Real stories of love, grief and beyond - With Rosie Gill-MossS2 - EP20 - What About The Children - Jess YeldonEpisode OverviewIn this episode of the "What About The Children" series, host Rosie Gill-Moss speaks with Jess Yeldon, who shares her experience of losing her father to cancer at the age of 11. Jess discusses the impact of her father's death on her life, her relationships, and the importance of open conversations about grief and mental health.Key Discussion PointsChildhood Memories: Jess reflects on her close relationship with her father and the memories of their time together before his illness.The Day of Loss: She recounts the...2024-11-2436 min
Widowed AF: Real stories of love, grief and beyond - With Rosie Gill-MossS2 - EP 17 - What About the childrenJoin Rosie as shares her experience of widowhood and its impact on children. In this series Rosie addresses the critical question: What about the children?This series features four guests who have lost a parent at a young age, each sharing their unique perspectives on coping with loss and the support systems that helped them.Featured Guests:S2 - EP20 - Jess Yeldon: Jess lost her father at age 11 and discusses the importance of communication about grief and how it shaped her li...2024-11-2403 min
Widowed AF: Real stories of love, grief and beyond - With Rosie Gill-MossS2 - EP16 - Kassie McCleeryIn this episode of Widowed AF, Rosie Gill-Moss sits down with Kassandra McCleary, an American living in Paris who unexpectedly lost her husband to a lung cancer at just 37. Their love story began when Kassandra moved to France, where they built a life together, filled with travel, laughter, and a vibrant community of friends. But when her husband was diagnosed with terminal cancer, their world changed overnight, further complicated by the isolation of the pandemic.Kassandra opens up about the intense experience of caring for both a newborn and a terminally ill partner, navigating each d...2024-11-142h 02
Chatty AFS1 - EP8 - The Hidden Story of Service: How 9/11 Shaped Adele Garcia’s PathWelcome back to Chatty AF! In this episode, I sit down with Adele Garcia, an extraordinary woman I met at a retreat in Michigan. We bonded over shared stories, and I knew her journey was one I had to share with you. Adele served in the U.S. Army, and her story is one of courage, resilience, and tough choices.Adele opens up about joining the military at a young age, driven by a sense of adventure and a desire to see the world. Her early days in the service were fueled by purpose and curiosity, but...2024-11-121h 43
Widowed AF: Real stories of love, grief and beyond - With Rosie Gill-MossS2 - EP15 - Chatty AFIn this episode of Widowed-AF, host Rosie Gill-Moss is joined by Jonathan Gill-Moss to discuss various life updates and reflections.Rosie shares her experiences hosting a new podcast for Options Autism in a professional studio, highlighting her journey toward increased independence and confidence.They explore the complexities of managing their children’s disjointed half-term schedules, Rosie’s upcoming trip to Michigan, and the importance of taking time for personal care. The couple also talk openly about the challenges of their blended family, the necessity of honest communication, and the pressures and realities of mainta...2024-10-3128 min
Chatty AFS1 - EP7 - Why the BBC’s Menopause Documentary Misses the Mark on HRTIn this video response to the BBC Panorama documentary *The Menopause Industry Uncovered*, Rosie Gill-Moss provides her perspective as a patient of the newsone Clinic. She discusses her experience with menopause and hormone replacement therapy (HRT), addressing concerns raised by the documentary. Rosie shares the medical care and support she received at the clinic, detailing how her treatment, including HRT, was managed and adjusted over time.She explains the importance of proper medical consultation, the role of specialists, and the benefits of personalised care in managing menopause symptoms. Rosie also highlights the importance of staying informed and...2024-10-0205 min
Widowed AF: Real stories of love, grief and beyond - With Rosie Gill-MossWhy the BBC’s Menopause Documentary Misses the Mark on HRTIn this video response to the BBC Panorama documentary *The Menopause Industry Uncovered*, Rosie Gill-Moss provides her perspective as a patient of the newsone Clinic. She discusses her experience with menopause and hormone replacement therapy (HRT), addressing concerns raised by the documentary. Rosie shares the medical care and support she received at the clinic, detailing how her treatment, including HRT, was managed and adjusted over time.She explains the importance of proper medical consultation, the role of specialists, and the benefits of personalised care in managing menopause symptoms. Rosie also highlights the importance of staying informed and...2024-10-0205 min
Widowed AF: Real stories of love, grief and beyond - With Rosie Gill-MossS2 - EP13 - Jackie Rees - From Diagnosis to Goodbye: The Unseen PathIn the latest episode of Widowed AF, join Rosie Gill-Moss as she sits down with Jackie Rees from Glasgow, who shares her unvarnished journey through grief, love, and enduring connections.Jackie recounts a story that begins with an unexpected heart condition that leads her into an emotional labyrinth. We follow her and her husband David, whose life was tragically cut short by a congenital heart defect. Jackie talks candidly about their 23 years together—highlighting their shared passion for rock music, their travels to New York, and the life they beautifully built without children by choice, but full of...2024-09-231h 12
Chatty AFS1 - EP6 - Hormones and Health: Understanding the Female Body and Menopause with Dr Louise Newson"Did you know that hormone changes don’t just affect women’s bodies—they impact emotions, relationships, and overall health in ways many people don’t fully understand?"In this episode of Chatty-AF, Rosie Gill-Moss speaks with Dr. Louise Newson, an ward-winning doctor, educator, and author and member of the UK Government’s Menopause Taskforce , to demystify hormones and their impact on health. Whether you're a woman experiencing these changes or a partner wanting to understand more, this episode covers everything from the science behind hormone shifts to practical advice on managing menopause symptoms.2024-09-1650 min
Widowed AF: Real stories of love, grief and beyond - With Rosie Gill-MossS2 - EP11 - ChattyIn this episode of Widowed AF, Rosie and Jonathan Gill-Moss reflect on their recent experience hosting Woodstock, a festival that brought together a community. What began as a simple idea blossomed into a joyous day full of music, friendship, and celebration. Despite minor hiccups, such as missing stages and toilet issues, the event symbolised more than just fun—it was a testament to the healing power of connection.Rosie also opens up about personal challenges, from overcoming insecurities around sobriety to regaining her love for dancing, highlighting her journey of self-reclamation. Additionally, as they discuss their children’s bac...2024-09-0718 min
Widowed AF: Real stories of love, grief and beyond - With Rosie Gill-MossS2 - EP10 - Geraint WilliamsSummary:Welcome to another episode of Widowed AF. In this episode, host Rosie Gill-Moss has a detailed conversation with Geraint Williams, who shares his experience of being widowed and raising two young boys. Geraint discusses his late wife Rosie’s ten-year journey with cancer, the impact on their family, and the adjustments he has made since her passing. The discussion covers their early life together, Rosie's initial cancer diagnosis, treatment, and remission, the decision to have a second child through IVF, her terminal diagnosis, and end-of-life planning. Geraint provides practical insights into managing life with young children during a sp...2024-07-261h 30
Chatty AFS1 - EP5 - MindJam: Gaming for Mental Health and Neurodiversity with Dan ClarkIn this episode, Rosie Gill-Moss speaks with Dan Clark, founder of MindJam, a unique mentoring service that uses video games to support neurodivergent children. Dan shares how gaming can help kids manage anxiety, trauma, and autistic burnout, and how it builds trust and emotional resilience. Through MindJam, children who struggle in traditional settings find a safe and therapeutic space to connect and grow.Key Highlights:How video games can help neurodivergent children thriveThe impact of gaming on emotional well-being and communicationHow MindJam mentors use games like Minecraft and Roblox to foster trust and teach...2024-07-181h 04
Widowed AF: Real stories of love, grief and beyond - With Rosie Gill-MossS2 - EP9- ChattyIn this episode of Widowed AF, host Rosie Gill-Moss catches up with listeners She shares updates from her busy life, discussing kids finishing school, primary school proms, and the usual juggling act of parenthood.Rosie talks about her recent chat with Dan Clark from MindJam. If your kids spend a lot of time gaming, Dan's insights on the benefits of gaming for neurodivergent and bereaved children are worth hearing. It helped put some concerns about screen time into perspective.Rosie also updates listeners on the upcoming Widstock event. Expect a cocktail bar, posh coffee van...2024-07-1714 min
Widowed AF: Real stories of love, grief and beyond - With Rosie Gill-MossS2 - EP8 - Audry Lynn HennigerIn this episode of Widowed AF, host Rosie Gill-Moss welcomes Audry Lynn Henniger, who shares her story from Texas. Audry discusses the events surrounding the disappearance and death of her husband, Bill, during a whitewater kayaking trip, highlighting the similarities between her experience and Rosie’s.The episode begins with Audry describing her life with Bill, an adventurous and lively man who loved extreme sports. Audry details the day Bill went missing, emphasizing the fear and uncertainty during the 30 days before his body was found. Rosie and Audry discuss the challenges of dealing with their husbands' risky ho...2024-07-011h 21
Widowed AF: Real stories of love, grief and beyond - With Rosie Gill-MossS2 - EP7 - ChattyIn this episode of Widowed AF, Rosie takes a moment to check in and share some thoughts. Rosie discusses the recent passing of Michael Mosley and reflects on how such losses resonate deeply. With the summer holidays approaching, she talks about the challenges of keeping kids entertained, especially with a wide range of ages.Rosie also gives an update on the Widstock event, encouraging listeners to get their tickets soon. She recounts her solo trip to Amsterdam, highlighting the unexpected experiences and personal insights she gained from the journey.Join Rosie as she nav...2024-06-2814 min
Widowed AF: Real stories of love, grief and beyond - With Rosie Gill-MossS2 - EP6 - Ksenija KrsticIn this episode of Widowed AF, Rosie Gill-Moss speaks with Ksenija Krstic about her journey through grief after losing her husband, André, in a paragliding accident. Ksenija opens up about the shock of sudden loss, the struggle to find solace, and the importance of support from friends and community.The conversation digs into the complexities of grieving unexpected death and the secondary losses that accompany it.Connect with Us: Follow us on Instagram @widowedAF Email: theshow at widowedAF.com Web: (https://www.widowedaf.com) Watch on (YouTube) 2024-06-171h 28
Chatty AFS1 - EP4 - Sobriety and Grief: A Journey with Vicky ChadwickIn this episode of Chatty-AF, Rosie Gill-Moss speaks with Vicky Chadwick, a widow who turned to alcohol to cope with the devastating loss of her husband to COVID-19. Vicky shares how she navigated the dark depths of grief and addiction, and how she made the life-changing decision to become sober. Together, they explore the role of alcohol as a crutch, the process of healing without it, and the impact on relationships.Key Highlights:How grief and addiction intertwined after losing a loved oneVicky’s personal journey to sobriety and how it changed her lifeThe st...2024-06-0750 min
Chatty AFS2 - EP3 - Parenthood, Sobriety, and ADHD: A Candid Chat with Cat Sims (Not So Smug Now)In this episode of Chatty-AF, Rosie Gill-Moss sits down with Instagram influencer, author, and mental health advocate Cat Sims. They talk openly about the challenges of motherhood, navigating sobriety, and living with ADHD. Cat shares her journey from dealing with “mummy wine culture” to embracing sobriety, as well as the reality of being a parent and content creator in today’s digital world.Key Highlights:The pressures of motherhood and managing the "mental load"The impact of alcohol culture and addiction recoveryLiving with ADHD as a parent and influencerThe importance of self-awareness and breaking down p...2024-05-241h 17
Widowed AF: Real stories of love, grief and beyond - With Rosie Gill-MossS2 - EP5 - Rebecca Vogel-PittsIn today's episode of Widowed AF, Rosie welcomes Rebecca Vogel-Pitts from Colorado. Rebecca is not only a widow but also a member of the former Hot Young Widows Club, a group that provided vital support to Rosie during her grieving process.Rebecca shares the heartbreaking story of her husband Kevin's death in a skiing accident in 2016. Kevin, died during a family skiing trip to Breckenridge. Rebecca candidly recounts the traumatic experience of learning about his death over the phone, the confusion and frustration surrounding the incident, and the subsequent emotional turmoil.Despite the tragedy, Rebecca...2024-05-201h 39
Widowed AF: Real stories of love, grief and beyond - With Rosie Gill-MossS2 - EP4 - Jess WaltonIn this episode of Widowed AF, host Rosie Gill-Moss speaks to Jess Walton, a young widow from Swanley, North Kent.Jess shares the story of her late husband, Matthew, who was diagnosed with breast cancer at the age of 28. Despite initial dismissals by doctors, further tests confirmed the rare and aggressive cancer.Jess walks us through their journey, detailing the challenges of chemotherapy, a mastectomy, and radiotherapy, and how they managed these treatments while maintaining their daily lives.She shares their decision to marry in October 2018 and their honeymoon in Canada, as they...2024-05-2052 min
Chatty AFS2 - EP2 - Special Educational Needs: Understanding the System with Juliana NicholIn this episode of Chatty-AF, Rosie Gill-Moss speaks with Juliana Nichol, a special educational needs (SEN) expert with over 30 years of experience. Together, they discuss the complexities of the education system, particularly for children with neurodiversity and additional needs. Juliana shares her insights on how schools handle special educational needs, the challenges of diagnosis, and the importance of tailored support.Key Highlights:Navigating special educational needs in schoolsThe challenges of getting an Educational Health Care Plan (EHCP)How children with autism and ADHD are often misunderstood in the current systemThe impact of undiagnosed or...2024-05-102h 08
Widowed AF: Real stories of love, grief and beyond - With Rosie Gill-MossS2 - E3 - Kirsty CluffIn this new episode of Widowed AF, host Rosie Gill-Moss welcomes Kirsty Cluff, who joins her for a chat from Scotland.Kirsty shares her emotional journey, detailing her life with her late husband Pete, a dedicated soldier who unexpectedly passed away from an undiagnosed heart condition just weeks shy of his 22nd year in service.The episode delves into the complexities of military life, the challenges of sudden widowhood, and the grief process.Kirsty discusses the enormous impact of her husband's death on her family's future and the struggles of raising their two...2024-05-071h 33