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The Mind of Sai MarieWritten in the Heavens: Reclaiming Who You AreSai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.Today, Sai sat down with Susan Reynolds for a deep dive into the heart of the cosmic narrative. Susan Reynolds, master astrologer and founder of Explore Astrology, for a profound conversation on the celestial rhythms that guide our lives.Susan brings over 40 years of wisdom to explore the intersection of cosmic timing and personal evolution. Through her deep mastery of the stars, she illuminates the interwoven threads of planetary cycles and hu...
2026-02-0727 min
The Mind of Sai MarieOscars 2026Thanks for reading Sai’s Newsletter! This post is public so feel free to share it.Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.This Groundhog Day, journalist and critic Albert Lanier joined The Mind of Sai Marie for a chat with Sai on the 2026 Academy Award nominations.They broke down a record-shattering year for cinema, including:* Ryan Coogler’s Sinners: Making history with a massive 16 nominations.* Guillermo del Toro’s Frankens...
2026-02-0224 min
The Mind of Sai MarieThe Ruby CradleThanks for reading Sai’s Newsletter! This post is public so feel free to share it.Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.Sai Marie sits down to chat with author James L. Hill to discuss his latest work, The Ruby Cradle, exploring the intricate world-building and emotional depth that characterize his writing. James shares insights into the creative process, the importance of pacing, and how current events influence character dynamics. He emphasizes the sign...
2026-02-0116 min
The Mind of Sai MariePower & WayIn this engaging conversation, Sai interviews author Paul Locander about his book Power and Way. They explore the personal experiences that inspired the book, the balance of pacing and emotional development in writing, and the complexities of character dynamics influenced by secrets and lineage. Thanks for reading Sai’s Newsletter! This post is public so feel free to share it.Paul shares insights on how global events shape his writing, his cinematic storytelling style, and his philosophy on endings. The discussion also delves into the creative process, character development, and the ev...
2026-02-0114 min
The Mind of Sai MarieDominion - AscensionSai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.Who holds the remote to your reality?In this episode of The Mind of Sai Marie, I sit down with tech executive and visionary author D.A. Murray to dissect the themes of her gripping novel, Dominion: Ascension.Drawing from her high-level experience in the tech industry, D.A. offers a rare, real-world perspective on the architecture of power. We dive into a world where gender roles are flipped, an...
2026-01-2714 min
The Mind of Sai MarieThe World, 'Divided'Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.In this episode, C.C. Robinson joins Sai to discuss her book ‘Divided’, exploring themes of societal division, character development, and the writing process. She shares insights on how her personal experiences and societal observations influenced her narrative, emphasizing the importance of relatability and tension in storytelling. Robinson also highlights her cinematic approach to writing and the significance of hope and reconciliation in her work.Thanks for re...
2026-01-2312 min
The Mind of Sai MarieNorth of Broken and Furever Home -Thanks for reading Sai’s Newsletter! This post is public so feel free to share it.In this engaging episode of the Mind of Sai Marie, Holly B. Gutwillinger joins Sai to discuss her journey as an author, the inspiration behind her books ‘North of Broken and Furever Home’, and the intricate process of storytelling that explores themes of healing, relationships, and authenticity. Holly shares insights into character development, the importance of pacing in narratives, and the role of personal experiences in shaping her writing. She emphasizes the significance of staying true t...
2026-01-2114 min
The Mind of Sai MarieThe Art of Fantasy StorytellingOn this episode of The Mind of Sai Marie, Sai welcomes author Zachary Hagen to discuss his new novel, Aisha’s Secret. The conversation delves into the inspiration behind the book, which originated from a TikTok live session where Zachary explored fairy tale retellings. He shares how the character Aisha, who carries a significant secret, navigates a precarious world, and the importance of pacing in suspenseful narratives. Zachary emphasizes the need for authenticity in character development, ensuring that Aisha’s personality drives her reactions and decisions throughout the story.The discussion also...
2026-01-2011 min
The Mind of Sai MarieSimpler Times and the Value of Friendship, The Wednesday Club:This MLK Jr. Day, I was joined by Kristine Jensen as we explored the intersection of intentional craft and community. Kristine is the author of the debut novel, Wednesday Club, for a deep dive into her creative process.Kristine shared the specific strategies she uses to weave love and connection into her prose. If you’ve ever wondered how to balance the “business” of writing with the “soul” of storytelling, this episode is your roadmap.Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subs...
2026-01-1925 min
Around the Table with the AOTRAround the Table with the AOTR: Quick Update from SaiBev is currently recovering from surgery. Please follow her journey and offer support by reading her healing updates and journey, starting with Day 1:👉 Day 1: Beginning a Journey I Never WantedVIGILANCE & PREPARATION:In these times, we must protect one another. Record all interactions with "goons" or ICE using body cams, GoPros, dash cams, and smartphones.📚 Required Reading: On Tyranny by Timothy Snyder.UPCOMING SCHEDULE:Feb 11th: Around the Table with the AOTR returns with guest Savannah Hauk!Every Other Wednesday: Regular episodes resume in Feb...
2026-01-1402 min
The Mind of Sai MarieThe Mark of Compliance & The Great DistortionIn this episode of Mind of Sai Marie, we peel back the layers of modern religious nationalism and the dangerous “just comply” narrative. We examine the tragic cases of Renee Nicole Good and Keith Porter as mirrors to the biblical warnings found in Revelation.How did we reach a point where those claiming to follow Christ are the ones justifying the maiming and persecution of the widow, the orphan, and the foreigner? I explore the terrifying reality of becoming a “vessel of evil” through blind adherence to worldly systems, and why the “Fruit of the Spirit” is the only tru...
2026-01-1407 min
The Mind of Sai MarieBeauty and the Hell of It & Other StoriesIn this engaging conversation, host Sai Marie Johnson speaks with author Lynda Williams about her collection ‘The Beauty and the Hell of It & Other Stories.’ Thanks for reading Sai’s Newsletter! This post is public so feel free to share it.They explore the complexities of human emotions, the challenges of writing short fiction, and the themes of memory and consequence that permeate Lynda’s work. Lynda shares her insights on character development, the balance of light and dark in storytelling, and the importance of vulnerability in writing. The discussion offers a deep d...
2026-01-1312 min
Histories of HorrorThe Man from the Train: Paul MuellerThis episode of Histories of Horror season 1 part 2 opener delves into the chilling theory of the 'Man from the Train,' a serial killer who operated in the early 20th century, using the American railway system to evade capture. Hosts Sai Marie and AL Knuckles explore the killer's methods, the infamous Villisca Axe Murder case, and the origins of the suspect, Paul Mueller. They discuss the psychological profile of the killer, the societal implications of his crimes, and the haunting legacy he left behind. The conversation emphasizes the importance of data in understanding historical crimes...
2026-01-1214 min
The Mind of Sai MarieThe Architecture of Exclusion:This is one I feel everyone could learn something from, y’all! Thanks for reading Sai’s Newsletter! This post is public so feel free to share it.I. The Illusion of the “Marketplace of Ideas”The contemporary digital landscape operates under a dangerous fallacy: that every opinion is a valid “side” and that all statements deserve a seat at the table of discourse. This “Charlie Kirk” mentality—the demand for a performative debate—is a calculated tactic. It attempts to flatten documented historical facts into mere “perspectives” that can be haggled over. When one p...
2026-01-0704 min
The Mind of Sai MarieThe Quirky and Inspiring Ashlieya MarianoIn this insightful conversation of the Mind of Sai Marie, high-performance coach Ashlieya Mariano joins Sai to share her journey into coaching, emphasizing the importance of mindset and personal definition of success.Ashlieya discusses the interplay between mindset and strategy, the significance of daily practices for high performance, and the role of mentorship in personal growth.Ashlieya also addresses the challenges faced by modern leaders and offers advice for those feeling stuck in their personal or professional lives.Follow Ashlieya Online:Instagram: Ashlieya MarianoAshlieya Mariano - Official Website
2026-01-0633 min
The Mind of Sai MarieThings that need documentingThis is necessary information. Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe
2025-12-2313 min
The Mind of Sai MarieMoving Through Life With the HypeCrew's SmokeyJ QueIn this engaging conversation, Sai Marie interviews Smokey J, the TikTok influencer and creative performer, who shares his journey into the world of karaoke and cosplay, discussing the importance of authenticity in performance and the creative process behind his content. He emphasizes the need for balance in the fast-paced world of social media. Smokey reflects on the future of message-driven content, encouraging listeners to stay true to themselves and inspire others through their art.Follow SmokeyJ Que online:TikTok: @thesm0k3g0dsm0k3yjSnapChat: @j-tym3...
2025-12-2220 min
Around the Table with the AOTRAround the Table with the AOTR - S1 E 17 Special Guest, Gissele TarabaIn this episode of Around the Table with the AOTR, the enlightening conversation with cohosts Sai Marie Johnson & Beverly L. Anderson as they speak with Gissele Taraba, who shares her journey from child welfare to becoming a leading voice in conscious relationships and relational wellbeing. She discusses the importance of compassion, mindfulness, and the concept of Maitri, which embodies loving kindness. Gissele emphasizes the integration of mind and body in self-discovery, the transformative power of deep listening, and the challenges individuals face on their paths to self-awareness. She also reflects on her advocacy wo...
2025-12-1830 min
The Mind of Sai MarieThe Weight of Normal: an interview with Neurodivergent RebelIn this episode, I was honored to interview Lyric Rivera, Neurodivergent Rebel, on their amazing new book, which just launched today, The Weight of Normal, and their journey as an author/advocate for neurodivergence. Lyric joined me to discuss their journey into authorship, the healing power of storytelling, and the importance of community. Lyric shares personal anecdotes about their experiences with autism and how it has shaped their writing. They emphasize the role of literature in validating experiences and fostering connection among readers. Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive ne...
2025-12-1625 min
The Mind of Sai MarieLiisa Kovala: Advice on Writing, and StorytellingThanks for reading Sai’s Newsletter! This post is public so feel free to share it.In this episode of Mind of Sai Marie, I engage with author Liisa Kovala, who shares her journey into storytelling, the significance of family history, and the resilience found in personal narratives. Liisa discusses how her experiences shaped her writing, the turning point that led her to embrace authorship fully, and the rewarding connections she has made with readers. The conversation also explores the impact of technology on the author-reader relationship, highlighting the new opportunities fo...
2025-12-1519 min
Histories of HorrorDuckTown, USA: The Dumpster Killing - Pamela Lee BrunoSummaryThis episode, AL & Sai Marie delve into the shocking murder case of Pamela Lee Bruno in Eugene, Oregon, in 1978. The discovery of her severed remains in a dumpster led to a complex investigation and a courtroom drama that revealed the dark underbelly of her marriage and the chilling events surrounding her death. The case highlights themes of betrayal, violence, and the lingering uncertainty of the truth, even after convictions were made.
2025-12-1511 min
The Mind of Sai MarieThe Night Girl - Author InterviewIn this episode of the Mind of Sai Marie, I engage with author James Bow, discussing his novel The Night Girl and the themes of speculative storytelling, identity, and belonging. Thanks for reading Sai’s Newsletter! This post is public so feel free to share it.James shares his journey from fan fiction to creating his own worlds, the impact of his work on readers, and the role of literature in healing and empowerment. The conversation also touches on the challenges faced by emerging authors, the importance of cultural memory, and th...
2025-12-1218 min
The Mind of Sai MarieHorror Storytelling and ResilienceThanks for reading Sai’s Newsletter! This post is public so feel free to share it.In this episode, Sai Marie interviews author Seth Voorhees, who shares his journey into authorship, exploring themes of resilience, identity, and the healing power of storytelling. Seth discusses how personal experiences shape his writing, the impact of technology on authorship, and the importance of creativity in mental health. He emphasizes the need for community and support among writers and the role of literature in cultural memory and collective resilience. Seth also offers insights on...
2025-12-0546 min
The Mind of Sai MarieIrish Mythology and StorytellingIn this episode of the Mind of Sai Marie, Sai Marie engages with author KT Anglehart, exploring her journey into storytelling, the intersection of myth and personal experience, and the importance of connecting with readers. They discuss how technology enhances author-audience relationships, the therapeutic nature of literature, and ways to uplift emerging authors. KT shares her insights on the role of storytelling in cultural memory, staying inspired through challenges, and the affirming moments in her publishing journey. The conversation concludes with KT’s vision for the future of her writing and the communities sh...
2025-12-0225 minHistories of Horror🔪 The Missouri River Killer: The Unsolved Serial SlayingsThis episode of Histories of Horror, hosts Sai Marie and AL Knuckles delve into the chilling unsolved case of the Missouri River Killer, a predator who terrorized Kansas City from 1982 to 1994. They explore the brutality of the murders, the anonymity of the killer, and the lasting impact on the community. The conversation emphasizes the importance of remembering the victims as individuals rather than mere statistics, highlighting their stories and the need for closure in the face of unresolved terror.
2025-12-0109 min
The Mind of Sai MarieDrop Troopers: an Interview with Rick PartlowIn this episode of the Mind of Sai Marie, I dive into Rick Partlow’s compelling novel, Contact Front, a gripping adventure that thrusts humanity into its first, high-stakes encounter with alien civilizations.With a career spanning dozens of novels, Rick has become a defining voice in modern sci-fi, successfully blending tactical realism with visionary speculation. We explore the fundamental elements that make his stories so immersive and resonant:* The Craft of Immersive Worlds: Rick shares his process for building believable, complex worlds—from political structures to technological limits.* Science Meets Imagination: We disc...
2025-11-1718 min
The Mind of Sai MarieMonsters, Mirrors, and Mary Shelley:Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.In this episode of Out of the Encyclopedia of History, I unravel the stormy summer of 1816 that birthed Frankenstein and ignited a literary revolution. Through the lens of Mary Shelley’s radical feminism—not misandry—we explore her elopement with Percy Shelley, the infamous ghost story wager with Lord Byron, and the philosophical undercurrents of duality and monstrosity in Gothic literature. I also draw parallels to Robert Louis Stevenson’s Jekyll and Hyde...
2025-11-1107 min
The Mind of Sai MarieThe Sacred Continuum:A living tribute by yours truly. This is where we decolonize the narrative. I explore what it means to be Mixed Native—not as dilution, but as a sacred, complex inheritance. Discusses ancestral echoes, insurgent storytelling, and the daily practice of restoring kinship and collective memory. Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe
2025-11-1005 min
The Mind of Sai MarieMixed Natives Are Still Native:Mixed Natives Are Still NativeThis Native American Heritage Month, I’m reclaiming space for the truths colonization tried to erase. I carry mixed Native ancestry—and so do my children. Our existence challenges the colonial tools of blood quantum, disenrollment, and phenotype policing. From Cherokee Freedmen to Mexican Indigenous lineages, from intertribal marriages to those severed from tribal rolls, our stories are not anomalies—they are the norm across Turtle Island.This piece is a call to remember: Native identity is not defined by paperwork or pigment. It’s lived, inherited, and often reclaimed. While we...
2025-11-0903 min
The Mind of Sai MarieAnother Out of the Encyclopedia of History:Before they were canonized, they were scandalous. In this episode, we journey into the windswept lives of Charlotte, Emily, and Anne Brontë—three sisters who defied Victorian norms with novels that burned through propriety and left a legacy of literary fire. Raised in the solitude of the Yorkshire moors, bound by grief and imagination, the Brontës wrote themselves into history with Jane Eyre, Wuthering Heights, and The Tenant of Wildfell Hall.Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.We e...
2025-11-0905 min
The Mind of Sai Marie🎙️ Out of the Encyclopedia of History🖋️ Step into the dark heart of history with us as we uncover the astonishing and truly Gothic origins of Robert Louis Stevenson’s masterpiece, The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde.Did you know Stevenson wrote the entire first draft in just three days while dying of tuberculosis? That his wife made him burn the whole manuscript? And that he rewrote the 30,000-word classic in six more days—possibly while medicated with cocaine?Join me, Sai Marie, author and gothic enthusiast, as we explore the terrifying nightmare and the physical frenzy that gave...
2025-11-0811 min
The Mind of Sai MarieAn Age-Old Controversial Topic:In this deeply personal and philosophical reflection, I explore the cultural, theological, and psychological roots of why questioning God is often seen as taboo. From the fear of apostasy to the communal need for uniformity, I unpack the mechanisms that frame doubt as dangerous—and share how my own quiet rebellion led to spiritual clarity. This piece is for anyone who’s ever whispered “but why?” and feared the consequences. It’s a meditation on faith, fear, and the transformative power of asking hard questions. Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com
2025-11-0704 min
Around the Table with the AOTRAround the Table with the AOTR - S1 E 16 Special Guest, Vonte SevenIn this episode of Around the Table with the AOTR, hosts Sai Marie and Beverly L. Anderson welcome Vonte Seven, a multi-genre artist known for his impactful music that blends rap, hip hop, and R&B. Vonte shares his journey into music, the creative process behind his album 'Seven's World', and the messages of empowerment and positivity in his songs. He discusses the importance of authenticity in the music industry, his reflections on mental health, and his aspirations for the future of music. Vonte emphasizes the significance of creating music that resonates with...
2025-11-0624 min
The Mind of Sai MariePaper Roses: an interview with the authorNOTE: There was a disconnection during the original recording of this interview, and so it abruptly ended, unfortunately.Some good questions were asked and addressed before the tech mishap, however, and I’m happy to share that discussion with you all here now.💜 SaiIn this conversation, Sai Marie Johnson interviews Debby Show, author of ‘Paper Roses’, exploring the intricate relationship between family history, trauma, and storytelling. Debby shares her journey of writing the novel, inspired by her sister’s struggles and her mother’s past in Morocco.The discussion de...
2025-11-0306 minHistories of HorrorThe Baker Hotel: Echoes from the Seventh FloorIn this episode of Histories of Horror, hosts Sai Marie and A.L. Knuckles delve into the haunting tales of the Baker Hotel in Mineral Wells, Texas. They explore the tragic stories behind its ghostly residents, including a woman who leapt from the seventh floor and the legacy of Earl Baker, the hotel's namesake. The conversation highlights the emotional weight of architecture and the importance of honoring history through restoration, ultimately emphasizing that the past is alive and waiting to be understood.
2025-11-0305 min
The Mind of Sai Marie🕯️ The Portrait and the Pantry: Gothic Hunger & Sovereign CareThis week’s episode opens with a haunting radio-style reading of Edgar Allan Poe’s The Oval Portrait—a tale of beauty, obsession, and fatal neglect. A woman immortalized in paint, her body forgotten. A final line that chills: “She was dead.”But this isn’t just gothic fiction. It’s a mirror.As we approach the November SNAP cutoff, millions face real hunger. Food pantries are bracing. Soup kitchens are stretching. And still—people fade from view.In this episode, I draw the line between gothic horror and modern hunger. Between aestheti...
2025-10-3004 min
The Mind of Sai MarieAn R&B Artist and a Radio PersonalityIn this engaging conversation, Al Laye, also known as Norman Wakefield, shares his multifaceted journey as an R&B artist, radio host, and actor. He discusses his early love for music, pivotal moments that shaped his career, and the challenges of navigating the modern music industry as an independent artist. Al emphasizes the importance of authenticity in his music and the influence of various artists on his style. He also reflects on the evolving landscape of radio and the impact of reality TV on his career. Throughout the discussion, Al offers valuable insights...
2025-10-2426 min
The Mind of Sai MarieThe Vessel: a Flash Fiction Horror StoryThe VesselSai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.© Sai Marie Johnson 2025A story often begins out of nowhere – a walk into a hike, a day into night. And for Elias Royal, it was a bit of a lifetime spent building his world out of concrete and equations, and he liked to think that’s all it was ever going to be. He wasn’t the sort of man who was looking for event...
2025-10-2410 min
The Mind of Sai MarieLa Lechuza: Samhain is Close🦉 The Cry in the Hollow — A Sovereign Myth ReclaimedIn this haunting installment of Mind of Sai Marie, we descend into the folklore of La Lechuza—the owl-witch whose cry mimics innocence but whose wings carry reckoning.Sai Marie Johnson remixes the legend into a sovereign transmission: a tale of mimicry, boundary enforcement, and spiritual correction.From the spectral cry that lures the unwary to the talons that sever false intimacy, this episode inscribes La Lechuza not as monster, but as metaphor. She becomes the guardian of clarity, the enforcer of legacy...
2025-10-2113 min
The Mind of Sai MarieThe Legends of Rock N' Roll: In Honor of John LennonIn this episode, Sai Marie interviews Laurie Kaye, author of ‘Confessions of a Rock and Roll Name Dropper.’ Laurie shares her journey from a challenging family background to becoming a prominent figure in rock radio, detailing her experiences interviewing iconic artists like John Lennon, Paul McCartney, and George Harrison. She discusses the creation of groundbreaking Beatles specials and reflects on the impact of her last interview with Lennon, which occurred just hours before his tragic assassination.Laurie also shares insights on resilience, creativity, and the importance of music journalism, encouraging aspiring journalists to purs...
2025-10-2112 minHistories of HorrorHypnosis: the Art of Suggestion and Persuadability with Kevin StoneIn this episode of Histories of Horror, host Sai Marie interviews Kevin Stone, a renowned hypnotist, who shares his journey into the world of hypnosis. Kevin discusses the differences between hypnosis and hypnotherapy, the impact of hypnosis on both celebrities and everyday individuals, and addresses common misconceptions about the practice. Kevin emphasizes the therapeutic benefits of hypnosis for issues like anxiety and phobias, and provides insights on how to get started with hypnosis. The conversation highlights the evolution of hypnosis in modern society and its potential to facilitate lasting change in people's lives.
2025-10-2040 min
The Mind of Sai MarieRallying Support for The WorldThis transmission is a rally cry for mutual aid, legacy impact, and final girl resilience. I call on my community to vote in support of the Face of Halloween contest—not for vanity, but to channel donation votes into the Starlight Children’s Foundation. I invoke the spirit of Dolly Parton as a model of philanthropic power, reminding us that if I ever reach that level of wealth, it will be because of the people who believed in me—and I’ll use it to do good, just like Dolly did. This is about shining through...
2025-10-1522 min
The Mind of Sai MarieLiving a Life of Service and AuthenticityIn this conversation, Bill Hulseman discusses his debut book, ‘Six to Carry the Casket and One to Say the Mass,’ which explores themes of queer identity, family dynamics, and the importance of reflection. He shares his personal journey of writing the book, the challenges of navigating inherited identities, and the significance of discernment in shaping one’s self. Bill emphasizes the role of pop culture in understanding identity and the necessity of queer spaces for personal growth. He also reflects on his experiences teaching in Catholic schools as a gay man and the impact...
2025-10-1342 minAround the Table with the AOTRMUTUAL AID OPPORTUNITY: STARLIGHT CHILDREN'S FOUNDATION - FACE OF HALLOWEEN, Sai Marie!I’ve dropped to fourth after holding third through most of the 2-for-1 donation days. With just 3 days left, I need a final push—daily free votes and donations to the Starlight Children's Foundation are crucial. #halloween2025 #faceofhalloween #jamieleecurtis #matthewlillard #screammovieThey might do another 2-for-1 day this week, but I need everyone coming in hot every day. If I don’t hit first by Thursday, I’m out. But making it to third in the quarterfinals would mean everything—I barely missed it last year.Even if I fall short, helping these kids smile is a win. Let’s make this co...
2025-10-1304 minHistories of HorrorVOTE FOR SAI NOW! DONATE TO STARLIGHT!I’ve dropped to fourth after holding third through most of the 2-for-1 donation days. With just 3 days left, I need a final push—daily free votes and donations to the Starlight Children's Foundation are crucial. #halloween2025 #faceofhalloween #jamieleecurtis #matthewlillard #screammovieThey might do another 2-for-1 day this week, but I need everyone coming in hot every day. If I don’t hit first by Thursday, I’m out. But making it to third in the quarterfinals would mean everything—I barely missed it last year.Even if I fall short, helping these kids smile is a win. Let’s make this co...
2025-10-1304 min
The Mind of Sai MarieDonate to Starlight Children's Foundation Now.I’ve dropped to fourth after holding third through most of the 2-for-1 donation days. With just 3 days left, I need a final push—daily free votes and donations to the Starlight Children’s Foundation are crucial. #halloween2025 #faceofhalloween #jamieleecurtis #matthewlillard #screammovie They might do another 2-for-1 day this week, but I need everyone coming in hot every day. If I don’t hit first by Thursday, I’m out. But making it to third in the quarterfinals would mean everything—I barely missed it last year. Even if I fall short, helping these kids smile is a win. Let’s...
2025-10-1304 min
Histories of HorrorA Magical Interview with Michael DeezeThis episode of Histories of Horror delves into the themes of storytelling, with a particular focus on the representation of witches in narratives. Michael Deeze, author of Bless Me Father, discusses how these stories weave together elements of the natural world and the impact of historical influences, such as the Roman Catholic Church, on these narratives. The importance of immersion in the subject matter is emphasized, suggesting that a deeper connection can enhance the storytelling experience.Donate or Share AL's GoFundMe!https://gofund.me/21ea85a2aVote for Sai...
2025-10-1316 min
The Mind of Sai MarieUnpacking the Male Loneliness EpidemicThanks for reading Sai’s Newsletter! This post is public so feel free to share it.`This episode exposes the hollow performance of masculinity that demands submission without stewardship, loyalty without labor, and feminine grace without emotional reciprocity. I inscribe every breach, every deflection, and every misuse of biblical authority as a legacy act—naming the difference between spiritual leadership and performative control. Expect cadence, clarity, and cultural correction. No appeasement. No dilution. Just truth, sealed. Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimar...
2025-10-1223 min
The Mind of Sai MarieSaga of a Philosophical Writer and Poet:Chronicles of a Philosophical Writer and Poet: Romance Lost, Heaven Bound, and All That Mixes in the Middle of SoundThis episode is a sovereign reckoning. A full breakdown of a spiritual entanglement that began in 2008 and unraveled through catfish breaches, poetic offerings, encrypted playlists, and emotional evasion masked in scripture. Names have been changed for protection and dramatization.I walk through the entire arc of this chronicled legacy saga. Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe
2025-10-1149 min
The Mind of Sai MarieTech Fathers? A Historical Figure in the World of ITOn this episode of The Mind of Sai Marie, Robert McMillen discusses his new book, This Is IT, and shares his unique experiences in the field of technology, with a particular focus on his role in the Enron investigation and the evolution of cloud computing.Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber. Robert discussed the challenges and misconceptions surrounding digital forensics, the impact of AI on cybersecurity, and the importance of individual relationships in the digital ag...
2025-10-0920 min
The Mind of Sai MarieKeep Sai Alive: Donate to Starlight Children's FoundationSai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.This contest is fierce this round!I was in first, then dropped all the way down to 3rd!PLEASE DO NOT DELAY TO GO SUPPORT AND VOTE FOR ME? TAKES FIVE MINUTES.faceofhalloween.org/2025/sai-marie GO VOTE AND USE YOUR DONATION VOTES FOR Starlight Children’s Foundation, I know you all got the hearts and spirits to do this, and it’s for a good cause, leading me to 13k, a p...
2025-10-0907 min
The Mind of Sai Marie72 Wisdoms: Advice on Philosophy, Philanthropy and HumanitarianismIn this episode, I interview author Jeff Rasley, as he emphasizes the importance of living life intentionally and creatively, likening it to creating a beautiful work of art. Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.Jeff’s work encourages listeners to be mindful of their thoughts, actions, and feelings, and to consciously shape their lives into something beautiful.Learn more at and Connect with Jeff:Basa Village FoundationScientech FoundationJeff...
2025-10-0722 min
The Mind of Sai Marie🟣 We Were Always Purple!In this urgent lecture, I dismantle the partisan illusion and return us to the original American language: tyranny, not ideology. With precision and reverence, she reminds us that the Founders did not rise against Marxism, Socialism, or Fascism—they rose against authoritarian rule. This transmission reclaims the Constitution as our unifying force and exposes the historical truths many fear to name, including Nazi Germany’s documented study of American segregation and reservation systems.Sai calls for a return to clarity:* Tyranny is the threat.* The Constitution is the shield.
2025-10-0704 min
Histories of HorrorMystical and Maniacal... Mark Leslie & the Things that Haunt & Fright In this episode of Histories of Horror, Sai Marie honors her co-host A.L. for her resilience while navigating personal challenges. Donate or Share AL's GoFundMe!https://gofund.me/21ea85a2aThe conversation transitions into a celebration of community support and milestones, including Sai's quarter-finalist achievement in the Face of Halloween contest. Vote here: faceofhalloween.org/2025/sai-marieThe episode features author Mark Leslie, who discusses his journey in horror writing, the inspiration behind his works, and his latest book, Haunted Hamilton. The discussion delves into themes...
2025-10-0636 min
The Mind of Sai MarieThe Order Was the Blueprint:They called it fiction. But fiction was the camouflage.This transmission unpacks The Order (2024)—a film most dismissed as a crime thriller, but which archives the real-life blueprint of white supremacist insurgency. From the 1980s heists of Robert Jay Mathews to the present-day rise of Christian nationalism, this episode of Mind of Sai Marie inscribes the warning we tried to issue long before the coup came to power.I do not debate extremism—I archive it. I do not entertain revisionist narratives—I correct them. This is a cultural correction, a sovereign refusal, and a...
2025-10-0511 min
The Mind of Sai MarieSue William Silverman - a Guest InterviewIn this engaging conversation, I interview Sue William Silverman, a prominent memoirist, about her journey into the world of memoir writing. We discuss the themes of vulnerability, emotional truth, and the blending of genres in Sue’s work, particularly in her latest collection, ‘Selected Misdemeanors.’ Sue shares insights on the challenges of writing about personal experiences, the importance of embracing messiness in storytelling, and the transformative power of memoir. The discussion highlights the significance of self-exploration through writing and the misconceptions surrounding personal narratives.Films Sue William Silverman was inspired by:S...
2025-10-0327 min
The Mind of Sai MarieThe $20 Severance: Kinship, Cowardice, and the Cost of ClarityIn this episode, I inscribe the emotional toll of one-sided generosity, ideological betrayal, and the final act of reclamation. When a relative chooses silence over spine, and proximity over participation, Sai responds with sovereign clarity: the gift is revoked, the debt is paid, and the gate is closed.This transmission archives the pattern of extraction that women of color endure, the refusal to entertain erasure, and the peace that comes with selling the gift and sealing the breach. If you’ve ever been used, ghosted, or expected to perform kinship without reciprocity: this episode is your permission sl...
2025-10-0213 min
The Mind of Sai MarieThe Guise of Debate:This isn’t commentary—it’s correction. In this episode, I break down the architecture of manipulation disguised as dialogue. From Charlie Kirk’s predatory debate tactics to the false equivalence peddled by tone-policing archetypes, we expose how coercion is dressed up as conversation and how refusal is reframed as stubbornness.We name the badger. We reject the bully. We dismantle the guise of bullshit that masquerades as discourse. We clarify the difference between boundaring up and blocking—and why refusal to engage with distortion is not weakness, but wisdom.This is for those who remember 2...
2025-10-0116 min
The Mind of Sai MarieLearning Who You ARE:Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.In this conversation, Sai Marie speaks with Lezlee Liljenberg, author of ‘If You Only Knew,’ about her personal journey of discovering unexpected truths through DNA testing. We discuss the concept of NPE (Not Parent Expected), the emotional impact of such revelations, and the motivation behind Lezlee’s book, which aims to provide a voice for those navigating similar experiences.Further on in this conversation, Sai Marie reflects on the t...
2025-09-2915 min
The Mind of Sai MarieWhen the Signals Meet StaticIn this episode, I discuss the moment cadence collapses in a space meant for resistance. And those one-deaf replies to fascist escalation. Performative allies who repost, but never listen, and those clarifying moments that breach not friendship, but witness. When the signal meets static, I chose clarity over appeasement, sovereignty over spiral.There is no more time to waste on a callout or the drama that would ensue at this point - producing more infighting in movements is yet another way these regimes succeed. Instead, the documentation of where respect was lost is...
2025-09-2822 min
The Mind of Sai MariePortland Is Not a War Zone:In this episode of Mind of Sai Marie, we seal a breach in the national narrative. Portland, Oregon, often miscast as chaotic or collapsed, is reclaimed in truth. With sovereign clarity and archival intent, Sai dismantles the myth of a war-ravaged city and ritualizes the real story: one of resilience, community-led safety, and living legacy. Featuring crime data, grassroots programs, and firsthand witnessing, this episode is a sacred act of correction. Portland is not lost. It is layered, healing, and sovereign.Listen in as we archive the truth, refuse distortion, and honor the...
2025-09-2808 min
The Mind of Sai MarieThe Wolf, the Dust, and the Least of TheseOn this episode of The Mind of Sai Marie, I name what Jesus warned us about: the wolf in sheep’s clothing cloaking oppression in religious language. This is not a parable—it’s a present-day confrontation between two lenses: one that weaponizes faith to uphold harm, and one that walks the path of the Messiah by defending the marginalized.I break down the full situation:* How Person 1 uses Christ’s name while opposing everything He stood for* How Person 2 lives out the prophetic tradition of justice, mercy, and truth* Why walking...
2025-09-2705 min
The Mind of Sai MarieFace of Halloween: Group Finalists to be Determined this week!Voting for Group Finalists ends Thursday, the 2nd of October at 7PM PST.That means you MUST BE 100% on point, every, single, day to get me to the NUMBER ONE SPOT next week, or I will be slashed out of the competition entirely. Only the top 1 persons will be advancing to group finalists for the finalist voting rounds which have yet to come.So, please - if you’ve been saving your dollars for 2-for-1 donation days, get on it when they happen and get the minimum $10 donation bid for 20 WHOLE VOTES to support Starlight Ch...
2025-09-2607 min
The Mind of Sai MarieWefayo: a Platform Built for the Differently Abled to Foster Hope & CommunityThanks for reading Sai’s Newsletter! This post is public so feel free to share it.In this episode, I speak with Kevin Field, co-founder of Wefayo, a platform designed to connect communities through storytelling, creativity, and healing. Kevin shares the personal experiences that inspired the creation of Wefayo, including his wife’s struggles with Crohn’s disease and his son’s challenges with special needs. The conversation explores the importance of community, the role of technology in enhancing support, and the power of storytelling in fostering connection and resilience. Kevin emphasiz...
2025-09-2515 min
The Mind of Sai MarieTara Hodgson: At Least I'm TryingIn this episode of the Mind of Sai Marie, Tara Hodgson, author of Chasing Through Time, talks about her forthcoming October release, At Least I’m Trying. Thanks for reading Sai’s Newsletter! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.Tara shares her journey as an author, discussing her debut novel, Chasing Through Time, and she reflects on the pivotal moments in her writing career, the importance of research and authenticity in fiction, and the challenges of marketing in a crowded literary landscape. Tara emphasizes the impact of t...
2025-09-2416 min
The Mind of Sai MarieSeptember 23: Rapture? None know the hour - Not one.Proverbs 4:5-95 Get wisdom, get understanding: forget it not; neither decline from the words of my mouth.6 Forsake her not, and she shall preserve thee: love her, and she shall keep thee.7 Wisdom is the principal thing; therefore get wisdom: and with all thy getting get understanding.8 Exalt her, and she shall promote thee: she shall bring thee to honour, when thou dost embrace her.9 She shall give to thine head an ornament of grace: a crown of glory shall she deliver to thee.Proverbs 1:20-33
2025-09-2324 min
The Mind of Sai MarieChanneling Stories with Kelly O'HearnThanks for reading Sai’s Newsletter! This post is public so feel free to share it.In this illuminating episode of Mind of Sai Marie, author and channeler Kelly O’Hearn steps into sacred dialogue with Sai to explore the depths of her creative and spiritual journey. As the visionary behind the channeled series Arcanum, Kelly opens up about the emotional resonance of her writing, the intuitive process of channeling, and the spiritual revelations that guide her work. Together, they delve into the essence of channeling as a practice: its reliance on trust, its...
2025-09-2213 min
The Mind of Sai MariePruning the Fold:There comes a time when the ache of tolerating distortion outweighs the grief of letting go.That time is now.Welcome to the mind of Cy Marie.Tonight we're talking about pruning the fold, a mythic reckoning of toxicity and truth.I've spent years offering sanctuary to people who mistook my kindness for currency.I gave grace to those who brought poison to my table,who cloaked betrayal in friendship,and who desecrated sacred bonds while preaching hollow truths.And I stayed.
2025-09-2202 min
The Mind of Sai MarieSummer Waters: a Debut of Rockstar Romance!Today, debut author Summer Waters dropped by The Mind of Sai Marie to share her journey into writing, the inspiration behind her novel 'Puppe', and the challenges she faced along the way. She discusses her writing process, character development, and the importance of self-publishing. Summer also offers valuable advice for aspiring writers, emphasizing the significance of pursuing one's passion without regret.Connect with Author Summer Waters:IG: https://www.instagram.com/author_summer_watersFB: Summer WatersThreads: https://www.threads.com/@author_summer_watersBluesky: https...
2025-09-2017 min
Histories of HorrorThe Tremendously Talented, Tiffany Apan - the Gothic CeltOn this episode of Histories of Horror, Sai & AL welcome Tiffany Apan, who shares her multifaceted journey as an actress, singer, songwriter, and author. She discusses the interconnectedness of storytelling across different mediums, her new release 'Dreams of a Mad King', and the influence of historical context on her work, particularly in the horror genre. Tiffany also delves into her personal paranormal experiences, the narrative connections between her music and novels, and the importance of character-driven storytelling. She offers valuable advice for aspiring writers, emphasizing the need for complex characters and the study of human...
2025-09-2035 min
The Mind of Sai MarieFallen from Grace & Risen in SobrietyI was delighted to have journalist Beth McDonough join me for a conversation on the Mind of Sai Marie today.Beth shares her journey from covering major news events to battling alcoholism and ultimately finding recovery. She discusses the impact of her struggles on her career, the importance of seeking help, and the lessons learned through her experiences. Her new book, Standby, serves as a testament to resilience and the possibility of rebuilding one's life after hitting rock bottom. Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe
2025-09-1633 min
The Mind of Sai MarieThe Trek Continues:This latest episode of The Mind of Sai Marie centers on author Chester L. Richards, as he shares his remarkable life journey, from co-writing a Star Trek episode to overcoming personal loss through writing. Chester discusses the emotional challenges of storytelling, the influence of his heritage on his adventurous spirit, and the balance between myth and reality in his narratives. Thanks for reading Sai’s Newsletter! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.He offers valuable insights for aspiring writers, emphasizing the importance of practice and resilience in...
2025-09-1621 min
The Mind of Sai MarieChoose to Rise Above:Thanks for reading Sai’s Newsletter! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.I discuss the importance of condemning evil while advocating for compassion and empathy in the face of violence. I also emphasize the need to understand the roots of societal issues rather than simplifying them into binaries of good and evil. The discussion also explores personal responsibility, the influence of family dynamics, and the importance of introspection for personal growth. Ultimately, I am calling for collective responsibility in creating a better future for th...
2025-09-1124 minAround the Table with the AOTRAround the Table with the AOTR - S1 E 12 Special Guest, Tonya ToddA Force Worthy of Recognition Rippling Empowerment Through Art & Advocacy:In this episode of Around the Table with the AOTR, Tonya Todd drops in to chat with Sai, Bev, and Kindra!Tonya is a multifaceted creator, discusses her journey as an author, actress, and activist. She shares insights on her essay collection 'Comic Lit', the importance of representation in literature and film, and the challenges faced by marginalized creators. Tonya emphasizes the significance of storytelling that centers diverse voices and the need for empathy in understanding different perspectives. Tonya...
2025-09-1135 min
The Mind of Sai MarieThe Gothic Soulmate & The Sovereign FlameA little story from The Mind of Sai Marie called 'The Gothic Soulmate & The Sovereign Flame!"The thing that's been stalking Face of Halloween hasn't found me yet, but I'm far from safe! The Top 15 round ends this Thursday (9/11), and you know what happens if I don't make it to the top of my group.Thanks for reading Sai’s Newsletter! This post is public so feel free to share it.Please go vote today, and use your daily free vote to help boost me into the Top 1...
2025-09-1005 min
The Mind of Sai MarieEmpowering Chats: a Conversation with Susan BurrellIn this intriguing conversation, Susan Burrell, the host of Empowering Chats, drops by to speak with Sai about her podcast and the work she’s done, and they explore the themes of empowerment, personal growth, and authenticity. Susan shares her journey of healing and the inspiration behind her book, Live Your Empowered Life. Susan tells Sai about practical steps for shifting mindset, the importance of journaling, and the power of conversations in learning. Susan emphasizes the need for continuous personal growth and the common misconceptions surrounding empowerment. The discussion also touches on the ch...
2025-09-1024 min
The Mind of Sai MarieThirty-One Years as a WriterIn this engaging conversation, film critic, journalist, and freelance writer Albert Lanier joins Sai to share his extensive journey in writing and journalism, reflecting on pivotal moments that shaped his career. Albert discusses the evolution of journalism in the digital age, the unique aspects of his film newsletters on Substack, and the differences between being an interviewer and an interviewee. Albert also offers valuable advice for aspiring writers, emphasizing the importance of preparation and awareness of the challenges posed by AI in the writing profession.Newsletters and Podcasts:Albert Lanier...
2025-09-0924 min
The Mind of Sai MarieSai's Sunday Evening SessionIn this episode, I share my recent activities, including my participation in various podcasts and my competition in the Face of Halloween. I discuss my personal journey as a carrier of Duchenne muscular dystrophy and the impact it has on my life and two of my sons. I emphasize the importance of community support and fundraising for organizations like Starlight Children's Foundation. I also highlight my upcoming projects and collaborations, inviting you, my listeners, to engage and support my mission.Thanks for reading Sai’s Newsletter! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and su...
2025-09-0816 minHistories of HorrorLamentations of LaLaurie Mansion: New OrleansIn this episode, Sai Marie and AL Knuckles discuss their participation in the Face of Halloween competition, driven by personal motivations related to Duchenne muscular dystrophy, and highlight September 7th; World Duchenne Awareness Day. Then they delve into the haunting history of the LaLaurie Mansion in New Orleans, exploring its dark past and the emotional energy that lingers there. The conversation emphasizes the importance of acknowledging suffering and sharing stories to give voice to those who have been lost in history.To vote for Sai in the Face of Halloween:https://faceof...
2025-09-0818 min
The Mind of Sai MarieIs The Truth Out There?In this conversation, John Milor joins Sai on The Mind of Sai Marie!John is a pioneer in Christian Ufology and shares his journey from military service to exploring the intersection of faith and unexplained phenomena. He discusses his early influences, significant military experiences, and how these shaped his writing and research. John emphasizes the importance of questioning traditional interpretations of scripture and presents his views on UAPs, USOs, and their connections to biblical prophecy. He also highlights his notable works and future projects, encouraging listeners to approach these topics with an open...
2025-09-0433 min
The Mind of Sai MariePerformers, Event Spaces & ConsentIn this episode, I host intimacy coordinator Nicole Perry to discuss the critical importance of consent, boundaries, and safety in the entertainment industry. We explore Nicole's journey into intimacy coordination, the role of an intimacy coordinator on set, and the need for structured consent practices in creative environments. The conversation highlights the importance of maintaining a social contract between performers and audiences, striking a balance between artistry and safety, and the lessons that event organizers can learn to create safer spaces for both performers and attendees.To learn more about what Nicole Perry’s...
2025-09-0229 min
The Mind of Sai MarieNick Savage AuthorIn this engaging conversation, Nick Savage shares insights into his life as a novelist, the inspiration behind his latest work, The Grey Fairy Anomaly, and the themes of reality, perception, and hidden truths woven throughout his storytelling.He discusses his distinctive writing process, the importance of worldbuilding, and the deeper questions of human experience that inform his characters and plots.Nick also offers advice for aspiring authors and reflects on the significance of speculative fiction in exploring the mysteries of consciousness, imagination, and the unknown.The Grey Fairy Anomaly Is death...
2025-08-2930 minAround the Table with the AOTRAround the Table with the AOTR - S1 E 11 Special Guest, Doug LawrenceIn this heartfelt conversation, Doug Lawrence shares his insights on grief, healing, and the transformative power of writing with Sai and Kindra. Doug discusses the misconceptions surrounding grief, the cultural stigmas that prevent open discussions, and the importance of community support. He emphasizes that grief is a journey without a defined timeline and encourages listeners to honor their feelings while seeking help. Through personal anecdotes and reflections, he illustrates how grief can lead to personal growth and resilience.Get Doug's book, Grief: The Silent Pandemic!Grief is a profound...
2025-08-2819 min
The Mind of Sai MarieThe Mind of Sai Marie: Guest Interview with Paul Rushworth-BrownIn this engaging conversation, Paul Rushworth Brown shares insights into his life as a novelist, the inspiration behind his latest work, Outback Odyssey, and the themes of identity, resilience, and cultural truth woven throughout his storytelling. He discusses his unique writing process, the importance of research, and the personal connections that inform his characters. Paul also offers advice for aspiring authors and reflects on the significance of storytelling in addressing societal issues.Outback Odyssey: A secret buried in the dust. A choice that could destroy everything.Jimmy...
2025-08-2718 minHistories of HorrorHistories of Horror Special Episode - the FACE OF HALLOWEENIn this episode of Histories of Horror, hosts Sai Marie and AL Knuckles discuss the Face of Halloween competition, sharing their personal experiences and insights into the importance of networking and opportunities in the horror community. They delve into the competition structure, personal stories related to Halloween, and encourage listeners to participate in voting for their favorite contestants.To vote for Sai - https://faceofhalloween.org/2025/sai-marieTo vote for AL - https://faceofhalloween.org/2025/amanda-laddRemember, one daily free vote every...
2025-08-2721 min
The Mind of Sai MarieFrom Radio to Recognition:In this engaging conversation, I’m privileged to speak with voice actor Bernie Wagenblast shares her journey from radio to becoming the voice of the New York City subway system. She discusses her experiences working with Lin-Manuel Miranda, her transition as a trans woman, and the importance of community support. Bernie offers valuable advice for aspiring voice actors and emphasizes the significance of kindness and connection in both personal and professional life.Bernie’s short film, as discussed in the interview: https://www.intransit.nyc/short-filmBernie Reads to her 18 Year Old...
2025-08-2124 min
The Mind of Sai MarieBoundaries, Consent, and Safety in the Creative WorldSai discusses the importance of personal space, consent, and safety in the entertainment and creative industries. She highlights that professionals—authors, podcasters, actors, musicians, models, and their support staff—should not have to educate adults about respecting boundaries. She shares a personal experience of harassment from a podcast host, illustrating how professional interactions can be misused for objectification and stalking. She also references a recent incident where a model was assaulted at a public event, emphasizing that such behavior is never acceptable. The discussion focuses on accountability, recognizing red flags, and creating safe, respectful environments for...
2025-08-2022 min
The Mind of Sai MarieHealing Through Distance: Relationships and GrowthIn this episode of Mind of Sai Marie, I delve into the absurdities of modern leadership, the challenges of navigating personal relationships, and the impact of family dynamics on mental health. I also emphasize the importance of self-awareness, healing, and finding peace in solitude while addressing current societal concerns. The conversation encourages listeners to reflect on their journeys and the significance of setting boundaries for personal growth. Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe
2025-08-1518 minHistories of HorrorWhispers from Waverly Hills: Paranormal Tracing and What's Left Behind?In this episode of Histories of Horror, Sai Marie and AL Knuckles delve into the haunting history of Waverly Hills Sanatorium, a site notorious for its tuberculosis epidemic and paranormal activity. AL shares her chilling experiences with various spirits, including the malevolent 'Creeper' and the tragic story of a nurse who met an untimely death. The conversation explores the emotional energy that lingers in haunted locations, the nature of hauntings, and the impact of trauma on the land. AL & Sai discuss how skeptics may unexpectedly encounter the...
2025-08-1136 min
The Mind of Sai MarieHow America Lost the PlotHow America Lost the PlotThe United States was founded by imperfect men. Many were sexist. Many were racist. But they had one thing in common: a revolutionary commitment to liberty, reason, and self-governance.Back then, liberal wasn’t partisan. It meant liberty. It meant individual rights, freedom of thought, and consent of the governed. These weren’t just pretty words. They were survival strategies against the British Crown. The founders studied, argued, and compromised to form “a more perfect union.”That union was never perfect...
2025-08-1001 min
The Mind of Sai MarieThe Mind of Sai Marie S1 E 3 -Kindness, Usury & Boundary SettingSummaryIn this episode of 'The Mind of Sai Marie', the host delves into the complexities of kindness, usury, and the importance of setting boundaries. The conversation highlights the emotional toll of being a constant giver and the manipulative behaviors of those who take advantage of kindness. Sai emphasizes that kindness should not be a liability and encourages listeners to assess their relationships and establish healthy boundaries for self-preservation.Thanks for reading Sai’s Newsletter! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work. Get full access to Sa...
2025-08-0607 min
The Mind of Sai MarieThe Mind of Sai Marie S1 E2In this episode, Sai Marie shares a humorous yet poignant account of a bizarre experience she and her daughter had at a restaurant, highlighting the absurdities of public interactions and the challenges women face in navigating such situations. She reflects on the societal norms that allow such behavior to persist, and emphasizes the importance of humor in coping with these experiences. TakeawaysPublic spaces often feel like stages for bizarre performances.Women frequently navigate uncomfortable public interactions with grace.Humor can be a coping mechanism for absurd...
2025-08-0225 minHistories of HorrorHistories of Horror Teaser - Episode 2 Drops August 10thOn the next "Histories of Horror," hosts Sai Marie Johnson and AL Knuckles dive into the residual energy and spirits of Waverly Hills Sanatorium.#waverlyhills #hauntedhistory #paranormalpodcast #ghoststories #historiesofhorror #ghosthunting #louisvillekentucky #tuberculosis #hauntedplaces #waverlyhillssanatorium
2025-08-0100 minAround the Table with the AOTRAOTR Podcast Episode 9: Warehoused Minds: The Return of Institutionalization and the Asylum Age?In this episode, the cohosts, Sai, Kindra & Bev discuss the implications of recent executive orders on mental health and homelessness, drawing parallels to historical institutionalization practices. They explore the societal pressures surrounding body image and the potential mental health impacts of these pressures. The discussion emphasizes the importance of distraction techniques for mental well-being and introduces a creative project aimed at resistance against these societal issues.The new executive order on homelessness is regressive.Historical practices of institutionalization are resurfacing.Mental health issues are often exacerbated by societal pressures.Eugenics themes ar...
2025-07-3141 min
The Mind of Sai MarieThe Mind of Sai Marie S1 E1In this episode of The Mind of Sai Marie, Sai discusses the importance of empathy and peace in today's chaotic world. She shares personal insights on mental health, the challenges of finding inner peace, and the significance of creative expression through cooking and writing. The conversation also includes a preview of her new story, 'Unearthed,' showcasing her storytelling skills and creative process. Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe
2025-07-3034 minHistories of HorrorSix Degrees from Horror: Social Media, Communities, and True CrimeIn the pilot episode of Histories of Horror, hosts Sai Marie and AL Knuckles delve into a chilling true crime case involving the murder of Jacob Hendershot, which occurred in 2011. They explore the connections within their digital community, the events leading up to the murder, and the aftermath that followed. The conversation highlights the influence of social media and online communities on real-life events, as well as the legal consequences faced by the perpetrators. Sai & AL hosts reflect on the nature of horror in digital spaces and the importance of understanding the impact...
2025-07-2844 minAround the Table with the AOTRRound the Table with the AOTR S1 Episode 3: Religious Freedom and PersecutionKindra, Bev and Sai discuss RELIGIOUS FREEDOM AND PERSECUTION in the United States, a bit of history, and regular segments of Mental Health Minute with Bev, Kindra's Green Thumb, and Sai's Protest and Activism Safety Tips and Ways to Fill Your Creative Pot.
2025-07-211h 03Around the Table with the AOTRAround the Table with the AOTR E2: Rise of American FascismAround the Table with the AOTR Season One Episode 2: Rise of American FascismKindra Sowder and Sai Marie Johnson discuss American Fascism as it has now arrived in the United States of America.Also, regular segments on creative spark techniques, protest protection advice, and sustainable/gardening practices.
2025-07-211h 10Histories of HorrorTeaser for the Pilot of Histories of Horror with Sai Marie and AL KnucklesAL Knuckles and Sai Marie Johnson got a new podcast brewing for you! Come check out our first pilot due to premiere July 27th, 2025!
2025-07-2102 minAround the Table with the AOTRAround the Table with the AOTR PremiereWelcome to the Season 1 Premiere episode of Around the Table With the AOTR.In this first episode we have Kindra Sowder, Beverly Anderson and Sai Marie to discuss some important intersectional topics surrounding publishing, writing, activism and tips to stay creative, and take the time for proper self-care while educating yourself on sustainability and the ways to be your best self!#activism #authors #writing #publishing
2025-07-2155 min