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Cults to ConsciousnessBlood Atonement: The Fatal Occult Ritual of Early MormonismDeep in the archives of Mormon (The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints) history, you will find the dark stain of blood atonement. Rather than the sacrifice of Jesus being enough, some sins were too great and would have to be paid for by your own m*rder to gain salvation in the afterlife. Led by a history academic, Julia with @analyzingmormonism on instagram, we go through the ways in which early LDS leaders taught and practiced blood atonement. Also covered, are the ways current fundamentalist leaders still implement the horrific practice.
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Cults to ConsciousnessBlood Atonement: The Fatal Occult Ritual of Early MormonismDeep in the archives of Mormon (The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints) history, you will find the dark stain of blood atonement. Rather than the sacrifice of Jesus being enough, some sins were too great and would have to be paid for by your own m*rder to gain salvation in the afterlife. Led by a history academic, Julia with @analyzingmormonism on instagram, we go through the ways in which early LDS leaders taught and practiced blood atonement. Also covered, are the ways current fundamentalist leaders still implement the horrific practice.
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Cults to ConsciousnessReacting to Harmful Religious Indoctrination Cartoons with Owen Morgan TelltaleWatch the first half of this episode at @OwenMorganTelltale here
The youth have become more and more of a target since adults are leaving religions at an exponential rate. If they can indoctrinate them young enough, they just might have tithe paying members for life. Shelise and Owen Morgan from @owenmorgantelltale will be reacting to a Jehovah's Witness animated series called Caleb and Sophia and will discuss just how psychologically harmful they can be.
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Cults to ConsciousnessReacting to Harmful Religious Indoctrination Cartoons with Owen Morgan TelltaleWatch the first half of this episode at @OwenMorganTelltale here
The youth have become more and more of a target since adults are leaving religions at an exponential rate. If they can indoctrinate them young enough, they just might have tithe paying members for life. Shelise and Owen Morgan from @owenmorgantelltale will be reacting to a Jehovah's Witness animated series called Caleb and Sophia and will discuss just how psychologically harmful they can be.
Find and Support Owen!
YouTube: @OwenMorganTelltale @owensfiresidechat @owenunfiltered @TelltaleReads
Watch a full interview with Owen Here
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Cults to ConsciousnessWhy I Regret My Mormon Mission ft. Alyssa Grenfell Ex Mormon YouTuber Alyssa Grenfell, opens up about her experience going to the Mormon University Brigham Young University and on her service mission for the LDS church. Here is why she ultimately regrets spending a year and a half trying to convert people to the faith.
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Catch Shelise on Alyssa’s channel where they discuss soaking and other loopholes
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Cults to ConsciousnessWhy I Regret My Mormon Mission ft. Alyssa Grenfell Ex Mormon YouTuber Alyssa Grenfell, opens up about her experience going to the Mormon University Brigham Young University and on her service mission for the LDS church. Here is why she ultimately regrets spending a year and a half trying to convert people to the faith.
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Catch Shelise on Alyssa’s channel where they discuss soaking and other loopholes
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YouTube: @alyssadgrenfell
TikTok: / alyssadgrenfell
Instagram: / alyssadgrenfell
Blog: https://www.mormontruths.com
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Cults to ConsciousnessThe Damaging Effects of the SISTER WIVES TV Show ft. Amanda Rae GrantAmanda Rae who grew up in a Fundamentalist Polygamist Mormon sect, shares her thoughts on the damaging effects of polygamy being glorified on TV. Shelise's mom, Lisa, an avid watcher, also joins us to chime in with her thoughts.
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YouTube: @TheAmandaRaeGrant
IG: @amandaraegrant
If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit th...2025-05-2242 min
Cults to ConsciousnessThe Damaging Effects of the SISTER WIVES TV Show ft. Amanda Rae GrantAmanda Rae who grew up in a Fundamentalist Polygamist Mormon sect, shares her thoughts on the damaging effects of polygamy being glorified on TV. Shelise's mom, Lisa, an avid watcher, also joins us to chime in with her thoughts.
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Click here to watch the live we did on Amanda’s channel immediately after!
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YouTube: @TheAmandaRaeGrant
IG: @amandaraegrant
If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit th...2025-05-2248 min
Cults to ConsciousnessExMormons React to Secret Lives of Mormon Wives (ft. Amanda Rae Grant)The new hit Hulu show “The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives” is making waves amongst the LDS and former LDS community. Many people asking questions about if these women can really call themselves Mormon when they admit to not following the rules and standards of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. The first episode discusses the swinging scandal. Is that really allowed in Mormonism? Ex Mormons Shelise Ann Sola and @theamandaraegrant weigh in on episode 1.
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Cults to ConsciousnessExMormons React to Secret Lives of Mormon Wives (ft. Amanda Rae Grant)The new hit Hulu show “The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives” is making waves amongst the LDS and former LDS community. Many people asking questions about if these women can really call themselves Mormon when they admit to not following the rules and standards of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. The first episode discusses the swinging scandal. Is that really allowed in Mormonism? Ex Mormons Shelise Ann Sola and @theamandaraegrant weigh in on episode 1.
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Cults to ConsciousnessHer Many Attempts to Escape INCEST Polygamy Cult Forcibly Led to In-Patient FacilityCW: mentions of attempted suicide & infant abuse From a young age Priscilla was learning about how she would become a plural wife one day while simultaneously plotting her escape. She would have many failed attempts due to The Order’s desperate need to marry her off to one of her family members with the intention of making several children. They captured her and sent her to a facility to “break her” and when that didn’t work, they tried buying her with promises of fulfilled dreams and large homes. Seeing through the con and not wanting to marry her polygamo...2025-01-091h 13
Cults to ConsciousnessKept From His Father’s Death Bed For Leaving Polygamist CultCalvin Wayman was born and raised in an offshoot polygamist sect of FLDS called “The Work”. With 44 siblings, a “Wayman” was just about every person he knew in his life. Even more taxing than his childhood trauma, was the trauma he experienced as an adult when he escaped at 30 years old. His life turned upside down— with the threat of his eternal salvation in jeopardy, while fighting against everything he was taught to believe, and on top of that being shunned and accosted by his loved ones— things came to a head for Calvin when he returned to see his Father o...2025-01-051h 16
Cults to ConsciousnessLIVE: Extreme Acts of Terrorism from Both Sides Over Holidays- New Orleans & Magdeburg ft @yasmohammedxxCW: Fatal Terrorist Attack
Joined live today with Yasmine Mohammed, we discussed the most recent terrorist attacks in both New Orleans on Bourbon street on New Year’s Eve, and Magdeburg Germany on December 20th.
Yasmine was acquainted with the alleged attacker in Germany who could be considered Anti-Islam. We discuss how both sides of extremism are not the answer and bring awareness to the events that claimed many lives and injured over 200.
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Cults to ConsciousnessHis Childhood Trapped in “Shiny Happy People" CultChad Harris' family joined the Shiny Happy People cult when he was just 7 years old, after a doctor convinced his parents to attend a seminar with cult leader Bill Gothard. Chad spent the next almost 20 years being indoctrinated and brainwashed with extreme fundamental Christian teachings before he finally found the truth and ultimately shared his experience on Prime Video's #1 documentary series, "Shiny Happy People."
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Cults to ConsciousnessWhy Former AMISH Woman Demands Change From Congress for Children Isolated in CultsContent Warning: SA, CA, CSA, mentions of rape
Misty Griffin returns to the studio to further discuss her experience growing up at the hands of her tortuous mother and step father, who isolated her and her sister on a mountainside, then forced her into an Amish settlement at 18 years old. Unfortunately, claiming religious exemption means a parent can fly under the radar ab*sing their chiIdren. Misty now fights back, on a mission to help chiIdren in similar situations, stuck in ab*sive environments, that have no voice. Misty has created a petition called "Child Rights Act"...2024-12-2258 min
Cults to ConsciousnessLet Us Prey: IFB Church Turns On Child For Seeking Justice Against Bible Teacher For SACW: CSA… Featured in “Let Us Prey: A Ministry of Scandals” a new four-part docu-series exposing the pred*tory and insidious behavior within the Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) Churches – survivor, Ruthy Heiler, shares her account of ab*se as a chiId at the hands of her bible teacher, Aaron Willand. Insidious efforts to cover up pastors’ ab*se, silence survivors, manipulation and suspected cover-ups of other members, Ruthy explains the troubling culture within the IFB, and the stronghold the churches have on its members. As well as her experience pursuing justice against her ab*ser.
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Cults to ConsciousnessWhy Former “Healing Evangelical” Pastor Who Started 300 Person Church Now Has RegretsTimmy Gibson is a former fundamental Evangelical Pentecostal Pastor who graduated bible college and spent a total of 30 years of his life teaching and preaching the stories in the Bible. 17 years of which were spent preaching in a church he started himself, which grew to 300 followers. Timmy and his congregation believed he was a conduit of God, as well as a “Healing Evangelist” who could save you from illness, as well as teach you how to speak in tongues, and interpret the meaning.
Ironically, his “pursuit of truth” lead him to walk away from the Evangelical Christian faith he once hel...2024-12-201h 33
Cults to ConsciousnessHow Her Upscale Islamic Life in Saudi Arabia & Dubai Took A Dark Turn ft. @HolyHumanistWhen her well off British family moved to Saudi Arabia near Mecca, Nuriyah Khan ( @HolyHumanist ) lived in two worlds at once— a plush Muslim life inside a compound which protected her from a fundamentalist Islam. Hoping to continue to live a progressive Muslim lifestyle, she married and moved to Dubai. Once her relationship became unsafe, she asked for a separation and was confronted with Sharia law, Islamic religious law that guides the moral and religious lives of Muslims. He relentlessly stalked her along with the Dubai police who were trying to force her to stay with him, confiscating her pass...2024-12-191h 21
Cults to ConsciousnessWhy Devout Turkish Muslim Denounced Islam After Dissecting Quran (ft. @ApostateProphet)Sometimes becoming more devout can actually spark the biggest faith crisis. When @ApostateProphet fiercely read to understand the Quran in depth, there were things he could no longer ignore. Learn about his life growing up Muslim in Germany and Turkey and even at one time becoming a communist.
AP’s video: The Scientific Mistakes of the Quran https://youtu.be/8yMD99gyr14?si=X7PHkuOxs8FWRGZa
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Cults to ConsciousnessEscaping SAUDI ARABIA: How She Became FIRST Documented Ex-Muslim Woman to Flee Without RepercussionA product of the first generation of bi-ethnic children in Saudi Arabia, as an Italian-Arab, Jasmin Faulk-Dickerson faced new challenges. She lived a double life. One which was very Western, liberal and open and another which was Eastern, focused on Islamic law and extremely strict. Her heart yearned for a western life, but situation didn’t allow for it. Determined to flee to America with a man she fell in love with, she tricked her father into giving legal permission for her to travel on her own. He didn’t know she would never return.
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Cults to ConsciousnessI Fell in Love with a Professional PredatorBlinded by what appeared to be special psychic gifts and years of professional accreditation, Lauren Geertsen fell hard for an energy worker who manipulated her emotionally, financially and spiritually. A predator who had many other victims simultaneously. This is the story of a whistleblower who risked it all and lost almost everything to expose him.
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Cults to ConsciousnessGroomed to Practice Polygamy in Incestuous Cult as a Gay ManOne of the most sacred tenants of The Order, a fundamentalist polygamous break of sect of the mainstream mormon/LDS church, is living polygamy. Nephi knew he was gay, but hid it most of his life because living authentically was never an option for him. He was essentially assigned a wife at a young age and had 7 children before he realized he couldn’t pretend anymore. His father, who had 14 wives and over 160 children was pushing him to take another wife, so he came out to him. Nephi was told he was gay for various reasons such as eating to...2024-11-011h 24
Cults to ConsciousnessHow Incestuous Polygamy Cult Led Her to Dangerous Toxic Relationships (ft. @TheAmandaRaeGrant )Amanda Rae ( @TheAmandaRaeGrant ) shares 3 of her most prominent and shocking post-cult relationships, full of betrayal and manipulation. High control groups, by design, eliminate intuition, manipulate people into doing things they don’t want to do, and make them believe they are freely choosing that lifestyle. This can also happen in relationships. It’s far too common for cult survivors to fall prey to people who can take advantage of their vulnerabilities.
Check out Shelise’s horror stories on Amanda’s channel
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Cults to ConsciousnessJealous Cult Leader Attempts to Sabotage Her EngagementLindsey Williams of the hit Amazon Prime docu-series, “Shiny Happy People”, was an eager 18 year old when she was hand-picked by cult leader Bill Gothard to work at IBLP headquarters. After grooming her as one of his “Gothard Girls” Gothard would get too close in his one-on-one prayer sessions with her. After being kicked out for kissing a boy, forced to do free labor and write an apology letter to his parents, she finally reconnected with her love. Bill then tried to sabotage her engagement so he could have her in “single years of service” for longer.
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Cults to ConsciousnessPreyed On at 18 by “Shiny Happy People” Cult LeaderToday we are joined by Lindsey Williams of the hit Amazon Prime docu-series, “Shiny Happy People”, exposing the Duggars and Bill Gothard’s IBLP practices. Lindsey dives deep into the lack of education growing up with Gothard’s ATI religious home school program, how she wanted to leave her ab*sive household at 18 and join the famous Gothard (who was seen as a prophet) at head quarters, and how Gothard began to groom her as one of his “Gothard Girls” once he had her alone.
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Cults to ConsciousnessConfronting the "Shiny Happy People" Compound He Was Imprisoned In at 16Joined in the studio is friend, comedian, and ex-IBLP “cult kid” Davey Jackson. Having spent his childhood homeschooled by his mother, at 12, his parents decided to incorporate Bill Gothard’s practices into his education. As a form of punishment for having a girlfriend, at 16, Davey was sent to an intense IBLP training center. Instead of correcting his “bad” behavior, Davey further rebelled, which ultimately led him to spend 7 days in the Prayer Room, the center’s solitary confinement, which only had a bible. Davey recounts his losing-touch-with-reality experience, his attempts at escape, and now, all of these years later, going back t...2024-09-241h 09
Cults to ConsciousnessSon of FLDS “Prophet” Reveals Terrors of Living Through Texas RaidWith immense pressure being one of the sons of the FLDS prophet Warren Jeffs, Ammon would do anything to earn the approval of his father. When he was finally “worthy enough” to be called to the holy land (YFZ Ranch in Texas), he was worked up to 22 hours per day doing hard labor for the church. Assuming Warren truly spoke for God, when he prophesied that the government wanted to come take away the chiIdren, the people were only further convinced he was a prophet considering the 300 police who did just that. Ammon explains how the raid was traumatic for...2024-09-231h 32
Cults to ConsciousnessWarren Jeffs Punishes from Prison (How 13th Wife of FLDS "Prophet" Escaped)As the 13th wife of FLDS leader Warren Jeffs, Ada Marie was extremely devout in her faith and belief in her prophet and husband. Even from prison, the entire church population was conditioned to believe he was innocent and persecuted by the government. However, as the years went on, Ada explains how his prophesies and commandments would get more and more odd and demanding. He would continue splitting up families, send people all over different states, disfellowship, then re-baptize and for some, completely cut them off. Ada was sent away for what was supposed to be 10 months. Five years...2024-09-201h 23
Cults to ConsciousnessCult Leader’s Ex-Polygamous Wife Reveals Secret Group Sex Ritual RequirementsWarren Jeffs, currently in prison for CSA, is the leader of the Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, otherwise known as the FLDS. He claims that God commanded him to take dozens of wives, some of whom were as young as 12 years old. In his enormous temple/compound that his members built in Texas, he conducted what he called “heavenly sessions” which were essentially big orgies with his wives, which he taped. Ultimately, his disturbing records is what got him put into prison, but he continues to send revelations, which get more and more outlandish, to his...2024-09-191h 35
Cults to ConsciousnessHis Mormon Father with Schizophrenia Claimed to Be New Messiah (Wrote 2242 Page Scripture)An ex-Muslim man converts his entire family to Mormonism when missionaries knock on his door. His stroke of genius combined with schizophrenia and tendency towards extreme punishments and every type of ab*se, created a cult-like environment for his chiIdren. He created his own religion and wrote a 2422 page manuscript of his own holy text. We take a look at his mindset and life through the lens of his son Adrian. Adding further clarification and commentary on generational trauma, Sami, Adrian’s daughter, joins us.
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Cults to ConsciousnessThe BRUTAL Truth About The Founder of Mormonism, Joseph Smith ft. Carah BurrellOutsiders often criticize Mormonism for its wild beliefs and the scandalous actions of the founding prophet Joseph Smith, but the member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints are left in the dark about the truth of it history. Carah Burrell @CarahBurrell and Shelise, examine the life and actions of Joseph Smith from a non-faith promoting, historical view, different from their Mormon upbringing. From the ugly truth about polygamy, a Mormon Militia, and original secret temple rituals to Joseph Smith’s personal hit man, we cover it all!
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Cults to Consciousness14 Yr Old Taken From U.S. to Iraq to Be Bride to Abusive Man*Content Warning: Many mentions of physical abuse & sexual abuse* Tricked into moving to Iraq at age 14, Ellaf was separated from her mother and forced into a chiId marriage by her father who felt she was too much of a burden to raise. Ellaf’s husband was even more controlling than her father and knew that he could get away with hurting her in many ways, because she was alone in an unfamiliar country and didn’t know the culture or the language. Forbidden to use birth control, she had 3 chiIdren before she was 21 years old and after years of suffer...2024-06-021h 12
Cults to ConsciousnessForced to Marry Al Qaeda: Confessions of an “Ex-Muslim” ft. Yasmine Mohammed*Content Warning: Domestic Violence, SA, CA* Determined to fight for the human rights of the oppressed, Yasmine Mohammed speaks out and shares her experiences with Islam extremism. Her mother forced her to marry a terrorist and it wasn’t until she fell pregnant with a daughter that made her realize she had to escape in order to secure her a better life. In search of freedom, she also found her voice and now she platforms countless other people who share their experiences.Find and support Yasmine!Her book: “Unveiled: How Western Liberals Empower Radical Islam”The Yasmine...2024-05-311h 50
Cults to ConsciousnessHow “A WELL TRAINED WIFE” Narrowly Escaped Extreme Christian Patriarchy with 4 Kids**Content Warning: DV, rape, SA** Tia Levings discusses her dark reality in Christian fundamentalism, with evangelical patriarchy and religious trauma. Having appeared in the Amazon docu-series, Shiny Happy People, and written a harrowing memoir, A Well-Trained Wife she reveals how she had to save herself and her family and details the ways that extreme views can manifest in a marriage.Recruited into the fundamentalist Quiverfull movement as a young wife, Tia Levings learned that being a good Christian meant following a list of additional life principles––a series of secret, special rules to obey. Being a godly and submi...2024-05-261h 20
Cults to ConsciousnessIs the Military A Cult? Ex-Cult Members / Active Military & Veteran DiscussDaniella grew up in the Children of God and Mike in Scientology. Together they discuss ways that the military, of which they were both in for many years, is cultic and their differing perspectives.Click here to watch on YouTubeFind Mike!YouTube: @mikebrown101Mike’s Interview: “How Scientology Almost Killed His Elderly Mother”Find Daniella!IG: @daniellamyoung_TikTok: search #groupbehaviorgalWebsite: https://www.uncultureyourself.com/Amazon: "Uncultured: A Memoir"Previous episodes with Daniella“Her Horrific Childhood in the CHILDREN OF GOD S*x Cult ft. Daniella”“Her Parallels Bet...2024-05-241h 25
Cults to ConsciousnessGroomed to be the Submissive Wife of Her Father’s ChoosingCait West was completely under her father’s rule down to all her decisions. She was told he would even make the biggest decision of her life for her— who she was going to marry. She was gr**med to be a submissive wife under the patriarchy movement and stay-at-home daughters movement. Her homeschooling was completely unregulated and not much attention was paid to her education, because her sole purpose was to be a mother who eventually belonged to her husband. Terrified that anything less than strict obedience would land her in the fiery depths of Hell, she felt she...2024-05-231h 06
Cults to ConsciousnessForced Into Submission: Trapped in the Stay-at-Home Daughter’s MovementIsolated in a cult within a cult within a cult, Ashley was completely sheltered from the outside world. From infancy she was labeled as unruly and even demon-possessed. Determined to break her as a toddler, then later brag about it, her pastor grandfather took it too far. She would be forced into submission and gr**med to be a “stay-at-home daughter” until her father transferred authority to her betrothed husband. This is how she accidentally escaped the prison in her mind.Click here to watch on YouTubeFind and support Ashley!https://www.ashleyeaster.com/IG ...2024-05-181h 20
Cults to ConsciousnessScientology Forced 12 yr Old to Audit Adults & Rehabilitate PedophileScientology doesn’t believe in the young. They teach that they are trillion year old beings in small bodies. Therefore, they are not treated developmentally correct. Neglected, exploited for work and severely mistreated, they suffer the most in this organization. Serge Del Mar tells his story of growing up in Scientology and his advocacy work to make people wake up and listen to the lost souls who are begging silently for help.Click here to watch on YouTubeFind Serge on Social!YouTube: @literallysergeIG @lite...2024-05-171h 21
Cults to ConsciousnessThe Bad Cadet: Growing Up in the Church of Scientology's Sea OrganizationAt age six, Katherine Spallino is separated from her parents and sent to train for her future in the Church of Scientology’s clergy—the Sea Organization. She rarely sees her parents and never goes to a normal school. Later, Katherine is sent to live at a secluded ranch with other young prospective Sea Org members, called cadets, where she studies Scientology and does manual labor—weeding fields, digging trenches, and works in the galley. The indoctrination escalates, and her family slips even farther into the background. But as she enters her teenage years, a host of new, more immedi...2024-05-141h 21
Cults to ConsciousnessMy Mom Discloses Secret Mormon Temple RitualsThe Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints (LDS or Mormon Church), has long been known for their secret temple rituals that only the worthy saints can participate in. Shelise grew up in this mainstream Mormon Church, learning that going to the temple was the ultimate goal, that if she could only be worthy enough, she might even get to see Jesus himself walking the halls. The picture that is painted to it’s members (because NOTHING is disclosed ahead of time) is vastly different than what...
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Cults to Consciousness“Daughters of the Cult” Leader, Ervil LeBaron, Tell AllAs seen in the new and popular Hulu documentary “Daughters of the Cult”, Anna LeBaron shares with us stories the documentary missed as well as some additional details to her story as Ervil LeBaron’s daughter. We discuss blood atonement, her childhood being moved from place to place with little money for food, shelter or clothing among the plural wives and their kids, as well as conspiracy theories for how her father Ervil actually died in prison. Book: The Polygamist’s Daughter: A Memoir IG: @AnnaKLeBaron Celia IG: @CKLeBaron Hyrum IG: @hyrumlebaron Hulu Document...2024-01-271h 34
Friends With DaveyLivestream Q&A with Shelise Ann SolaGoing LIVE with Shelise Ann Sola to answer your questions about her life as a Mormon and the secrets of The Church Of Jesus Christ Of Latter Day Saints!Check out Shelise and Cults To Consciousness on YouTube and social media!YouTube: @CultstoConsciousness C2C’s IG: @cultstoconsciousnessShelise’s IG: @sheliseann2023-09-251h 04
Cults to ConsciousnessTop SCIENTOLOGY Commercial & Film Director Reveals UNEXPECTED Insider SecretsCommercial director Mitch Brisker was scouted by Scientology to put them on the map and he did! His Dianetics commercials were a huge hit and mostly responsible for selling millions of copies of the books. They convinced him to go work at Golden Era Productions where he turned around the entire film department and started making good quality work for training and marketing purposes. Shelise shares how she was on set around the same time as an actor in a few Scientology films. Most surprisingl...
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Cults to ConsciousnessEx-Hasidic Man Sues Quebec Gov for Failing to Ensure Proper EducationA father fights the Quebec government after realizing the secular education both he and his children had gotten in their Hasidic Yeshivas, were intentionally not up to the legal state requirements. Struggling with ostracization, dishonor and a battle to keep their own children after leaving the sect, Yohanan Lowen continues to fight for the children who don’t know any better.Click here to watch the episode on YouTube(clickable chapter markers available on YouTube)No functional education for i...
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Cults to ConsciousnessULTRA ORTHODOX: Hasidic Jewish Sect Forced Her to Marry & Consummate with a Stranger**Content warning: Sexual Abuse/Sexual Discussions** A brave and fierce mother, Chavie Weisberger, divulges the deepest, darkest corners of her life from growing up in a very strict ultra-orthodox sect of Judaism ran by her grandfather. She shares her heart-wrenching custody battle and how the courts forced her to conform to the religion years after she had left it behind. Listen with caution, this episode is as heavy as it is inspirational and incredible. Click here to watch it on YouTu...
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Cults to ConsciousnessHe Went From Speaking in Tongues to Exposing Biblical Mythology ft. Mythvision PodcastSpeaking the language of Angels, literal demons attached to people who were sinning, exorcisms of alcoholics and more. This church shaped Derek's early teen years until he tried many other denominations of Christianity in search of the right one. As a pastor in training, during his intense studies of the Bible, he ended up going an unexpected direction. Derek runs the Mythvision YouTube channel where he discusses mythology, history and more! Check it out!Click here to watch this episode...
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Cults to ConsciousnessDeclared An Enemy of Scientology at 6 Years Old (how she escaped) ft. @KelliCopter*Content Warning: Child abuse* No child should have to endure what Kelli went through. These abusive, Scientology practices were encouraged by the doctrine and the church throughout her entire childhood. I'm amazed at how she has risen above it all and truly embodies compassion and empathy for others who are or have gone through similar abusive situations. Click here to watch on YouTube(clickable chapter markers available on YouTube)How her parents got involved in ScientologyHer earliest memo...
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heretics.Mormon Purity Culture & Me: Shelise Ann SolaShelise Ann Sola takes us into her life as a Mormon, and why she left the church. In particular we talk about chastity, sex, guilt, shame, cultishness and a bishop who said some pretty horrible things.---This episode is brought to you by BetterHelp. Give online therapy a try at betterhelp.com/ontheedge and get on your way to being your best self. ---Check out Shelise's brilliant Cults to Consciousness YouTube page: https://www.youtube.com/@CultstoConsciousnessAndrew Links:http://youtube.com/a...2023-04-171h 06
Cults to ConsciousnessWhy Scientologists Don’t Believe in “Children” ft. Growing Up In ScientologyIs it ethical to raise children in a high demand group/religion? What if you think it is what is best for them? Aaron and I discuss the unintended consequences of raising your children with steadfast beliefs that could ultimately harm them in the future. As someone who was raised a Scientologist and now has a channel totally dedicated to the topic @GrowingUpInScientology , Aaron shares his thoughts and opinions and personal stories. Click here to watch on YouTubeClick here to watch him interv...
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Cults to ConsciousnessAre ALL Religions CULTS? ft. Andrew GoldAfter over 350 interviews with ex-cult members, psychopaths, experts and more, Andrew Gold has a diversified and educated perspective on Cults. The frequently asked question, "Are all religions cults?" is answered and contemplated in this thought-provoking interview detailing his experiences and opinions. Check out his channel at @AndrewGold1 We will be releasing a second episode on his channel very soon!Click here to watch on YouTube!(clickable chapter markers available on YouTub...
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Cults to ConsciousnessHow Mormonism Harms Its Disabled MembersAn often overlooked demographic in the discussion of high-demand groups are people with various disabilities, who are treated differently and even told some outlandish doctrine about their bodies. René comes on to openly discuss what it was like converting to mormonism and then recognizing the harm it was causing her differently abled son & grandchildren. Click here to watch on YouTube(clickable chapter markers on YouTube)René's first introduction to religiosity Her friends' opinions...
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Cults to ConsciousnessManipulation Secrets of a UK Scientology Staff Member ft. Apostate AlexHe signed a 1 billion year contract of service to Scientology and then they kicked him out when he expressed that the "tech" wasn't working for him. Stories of manipulation with an honest heart, secrets about the alien god Xenu and more, in this awesome interview with @apostatealex Click here to watch on YouTube How Apostate Alex became Apostate Alex on YouTubeDifferences in Scientology between the US & UKThe documentary that made Alex interested in ScientologyThe story of Xenu...
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Cults to ConsciousnessHer Childhood in Scientology: The Dark Unspoken Truth**Trigger Warning: brief mention of SA towards the end of the interview** It's time we talk about the little humans who are raised in cults. Parents do the best they can with the information they have, so the blame is not on them. It is on these high-demand organizations who first con the parents, and then indoctrinate the kids. A vicious cycle until someone is able to break free. Let's take a look into the childhood of Dani, a former Scientologist who was raised in the church, and the reperc...
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Mormon Discussion Podcast: Leading With FaithShe Became Visible: Shelise Ann Sola and her Mom, Lisa, become Visible!Shelise Ann Sola, host and creator of her podcast, Cults to Consciousness, teams up with her mother to share their story of deconstruction and self realization. Lisa speaks of how she learned her mother had lost her belief in the LDS church, how Shelise’s questions led her to doubt her own faith, and how three… Read More »She Became Visible: Episode 32: Shelise Ann Sola and her Mom, Lisa, become Visible!2023-03-131h 24Post Audio – She Became VisibleShe Became Visible: Shelise Ann Sola and her Mom, Lisa, become Visible!Shelise Ann Sola, host and creator of her podcast, Cults to Consciousness, teams up with her mother to share their story of deconstruction and self realization. Lisa speaks of how she learned her mother had lost her belief in the LDS church, how Shelise’s questions led her to doubt her own faith, and how three… Read More »She Became Visible: Episode 32: Shelise Ann Sola and her Mom, Lisa, become Visible!2023-03-131h 24Media – She Became VisibleShe Became Visible: Shelise Ann Sola and her Mom, Lisa, become Visible!Shelise Ann Sola, host and creator of her podcast, Cults to Consciousness, teams up with her mother to share their story of deconstruction and self realization. Lisa speaks of how she learned her mother had lost her belief in the LDS church, how Shelise’s questions led her to doubt her own faith, and how three… Read More »She Became Visible: Episode 32: Shelise Ann Sola and her Mom, Lisa, become Visible!2023-03-131h 24She Became Visible – She Became VisibleShe Became Visible: Shelise Ann Sola and her Mom, Lisa, become Visible!Shelise Ann Sola, host and creator of her podcast, Cults to Consciousness, teams up with her mother to share their story of deconstruction and self realization. Lisa speaks of how she learned her mother had lost her belief in the LDS church, how Shelise’s questions led her to doubt her own faith, and how three… Read More »She Became Visible: Episode 32: Shelise Ann Sola and her Mom, Lisa, become Visible!2023-03-131h 24
Cults to ConsciousnessEx-Mormon and Ex-Jehovah's Witness Compare CULTures (ft. Altworldly)***Content Warning: Brief mention of sexual assault in regards to repentance***Public shaming, excommunication, proselytizing, information control and more are just a few of the similarities between Mormons and Jehovah's Witnesses. Joined again by Altworldly for a sometimes funny, sometimes heartbreaking episode, we unpack what it's like to be in the CULTure of the two religions. Click here to watch the episode on YouTube!(clickable chapter markers available on YT)ProselytizingPurity Culture ...
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Cults to ConsciousnessEx-Mormon and Ex-Jehovah's Witness Compare Doctrine (ft. Altworldly)Secret societies, the second coming, Armageddon and specially translated bibles, Jake and I are back again for a deep dive into the similarities between Mormonism and Jehovah's witnesses! After an hour of only doctrinal and theological comparisons, we realized we needed to record an entirely separate episode on just the cultural similarities! Subscribe and hit the bell so you don't miss it!Click here to watch the episode on YouTube!(clickable chapter markers available on YT)Deconstructing one...
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Cults to ConsciousnessRaising a Child as a Former Jehovah's WitnessModern day struggles of a millennial mom who was raised a Jehovah's Witness, but wants a different life for her child. We discuss the moral compass absent of God or punishment, embracing and celebrating self, and letting go of shame that stifles one's voice. Enjoy this vulnerable account of Brooke Chanel's story!Click here to watch on YouTubeAs mentioned: For FREE daily intuitive text messages from Ashley Easter:Text the word Intuition to 917-809-7311 (USA only)Watch Ashley's episode HERE(cli...
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Cults to ConsciousnessMormonism On Trial: Ex-Mormon Lawyer Challenges Truth ClaimsCan Mormonism stand up to legal criticism when it comes to their truth claims? In this short bonus episode, Kolby—an ex-Mormon lawyer— explains why certain things can't just be explained away by Mormon apologists and how definitions of words are bent when it suits them. Let's see how they might hold up if Mormonism was on trial! Click here to watch on YouTube!Make sure to check out the rest of Kolby's story here(clickable chapter markers available on YouTube)Why Apply Legal Principals to God?...
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Cults to ConsciousnessHow a Mormon Lawyer Lost His FaithWhen disturbing events disrupt the comfortable flow of Kolby's life, he starts to see the cracks in his faith and uses his abilities as a lawyer to take a real critical look at its truth claims. After further examination, he recounts how his shelf had been slowly getting heavier and heavier starting from a very young age. Click here to watch on YouTubeMake sure to check out part 2! (clickable chapter markers on YouTube)Mormon Stories Interview Update5-7 years old, testing his faith by walking...
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Cults to ConsciousnessThe Tragic Side of a Mormon MissionShe came home early from her Mormon mission due to medical negligence, all while dealing with the news that her parents no longer believed in the church. Hear from both mom and missionary, Collette and Keylee, in this heartfelt episode of ups downs and lemons on asses. You’ll see. Click here to watch on YouTube(clickable chapter markers available on YouTube)Why Keylee wanted to go on a missionCollette's Mormon background The Argentina training center & language barrierBaptizing ...
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Cults to ConsciousnessHow I Got My Ex-Mormon Mom to Try Psychedelics in Peru (alone)Experiencing pure love, purging in technicolor, and releasing years of pent up guilt over Shelise’s childhood trauma, Mom takes us on a wild ride through Ayahuasca, Mushrooms, San Pedro, and Sapo (the God Molecule), to reveal exactly what it was like to travel solo to the jungles of Peru, to try all of these medicines for the first time. Click here to watch on YouTube!(clickable chapter markers available on YouTube)Mom's Thoughts on Shelise trying Ayahuasca in Peru Mom finds out sh...
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Cults to ConsciousnessShould You Try Psychedelic Therapy? Expert Advice from Brittany BannermanCan psychedelics really change who you are? Is it possible to release years worth of trauma in only a single session? What are the things people DON'T tell you when it comes to psychedelics? Brittany Bannerman pops the lid off of all of it. If you have ever considered going into the the depths of your consciousness to heal and find peace, this episode is for you! Check out her list of credentials below.Click here to watch on YouTube(Clickable chapter markers on YouTube) Why is Brittany p...
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Peace OutEpisode 50. Cults to Consciousness || with Shelise Ann SolaShelise has story to tell! You'll hear about how she went from devout Mormon to participating in a 3 week Ayahuasca ceremony deep in the Peru wilderness. Her experience was incredible. Lena, energy healer and medium, gets some downloads for Shelise during our episode. You'll love being a fly on the wall during this convo! Shelise Ann Sola is a former devout Mormon. She hosts a podcast called "Cults to Consciousness" where she dives deep into never before told stories of healing and empowerment after leaving high demand religions and organizations.2023-01-3055 min
Cults to ConsciousnessLDS Faith Crisis & Sexual Awakening While Married to MenTwo, married-with-children Latter Day Saint women experience a faith crisis, then realize they had been repressing their sexuality after being overcome with strong feelings for each other. A 2-in-1 crisis sent Lena and Sal on a journey of divorce, self-discovery and a queer marriage merger. Find out insider details that the Hulu Original "Mormon No More" left out & see how they are doing today! Make sure to check out their podcast "Peace Out" where they help those coming out of the closet...
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Cults to ConsciousnessNXIVM: Self-Help to Sex Cult ft. Whistleblower Sarah Edmondson**Content Warning: Child Sex Abuse** Self-help goes dark when a now-convicted and imprisoned sex trafficker and pedophile was at the helm of the ship. Unbeknownst to most of the members of NXIVM, curriculum was created to groom the inner circle to do whatever he wanted in a sex slave/master context. I speak with Sarah Edmondson, a key whistleblower and top recruiter, who went public with her story after being literally branded into a women's secret society within NXIVM. She tells the story of...
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Cults to ConsciousnessFinding Identity After Mormonism ft Zelph On the ShelfBorn into a box, or molded and shaped into a box? Tanner and Sam had different experiences having to conform to Mormon standards, ways of thinking and outward presentation even when those perspectives were negative towards themselves. Having left the church, they have blossomed into a brighter and more colorful version of themselves that feels authentic to who they really are or were all along. Let's talk about cringy things we did as Mormons, faith crisis spirals and psychedelic awakenings!C...
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Cults to ConsciousnessMormon Missionary Vs Convert: Disturbing Confessions ft. Zelph On the ShelfJoined by the awesome duo from Zelph On the Shelf, we take a peek behind the curtain of an LDS convert and a missionary to compare notes! What was it like converting to Mormonism in England & what was it like being the converter with a quota to reach? Two incredibly interesting perspectives! Click here to watch the episode!Chapter Markers Clickable on YouTubeIntroWhat does Zelph On the Shelf mean?Sam's conversion to MormonismBeing Mormon in England Easier to convert certain groups of...
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Cults to ConsciousnessEverything I've Always Wanted to Ask John Dehlin, AnsweredJohn Dehlin is usually the one asking the tough questions in his Mormon Stories interviews. This time, I turn the tables and find out some of the most shocking things he's heard in his 25+ years of experience podcasting, how he handles the spotlight, public smearing, how it impacts his family life, his current beliefs and more! Click here to watch the episode on YouTube (Clickable timestamps available on YouTube)The most shocking things you've heard in an Interview?What inspires you to keep g...
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Cults to ConsciousnessI Asked John Dehlin What HE Would Do as The Mormon ProphetEvery issue with the Mormon church in 90 minutes. John Dehlin has countlessly affected real change in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints by using his platform to amplify problems and demand accountability. From inspiring the CES letter, getting "The Miracle of Forgiveness" removed from the shelves of Deseret Book and bishop's interviews being modified after his coverage on Sam Young's story (to name a few), some would say John has inspired more "revelations" than the church itsel...
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Cults to ConsciousnessMormon Sex Therapist's Reaction to Daily P*rn Use Ft. Natasha HelferSex. If the word makes you uncomfortable, then you'll definitely want to watch this episode. It's time we get comfy talking about a healthy sex life and expose the common misconceptions based on scientific research, around sex media. When did sex media originate? What caused the "p*rn panic"? Can we use sexual media for education and what is normal when it comes to viewing it? Natasha, a Mormon certified sex therapist answers all my (and your) questions in this spicy episode!Click here to wat...
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Cults to ConsciousnessLDS Sex Therapist Excommunicated for Views on Masturbation ft. Natasha HelferNatasha couldn't stay silent. She put ethics and her license above her religion in the name of helping people who were struggling due to clinically incorrect information given by the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. The church's response was to excommunicate her. From the mythology of masturbation & the details of Natasha's story, to how purity culture is harmful, we ask for change in the religious institutions who are actively hurting their own members.Click here to watch the...
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Cults to ConsciousnessThriving in the OneTaste "Orgasm Cult" (Insider Secrets Revealed)**Content warning- Sexual Assault**From sexual wellness to SEXploitation, this is what happens when cult leader Nicole Daedone convinces people to worship the female orgasm as God. This multi-million dollar cult gained national attention and recognition from celebrities like Gwenyth Paltrow & Tony Robbins with it's Orgasmic Meditation practices, but was hiding a dark side with priest initiations, underpaid and overworked employees, and a breeding ground for blurred sexual boundaries. Ruwa...
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Cults to ConsciousnessDoes My Mom Regret Leaving Mormonism?I brought Mama back for an un-censored Part 2 where we discuss everything from self worth, boobs, uneasy temple practices and if she has regrets about leaving the church she was born and raised in. I also uncovered my very own Patriarchal blessing in an old memorabilia bin with a letter my religous-at-the-time mom wrote to me. Buckle up! It's a bumpy one!Click here to watch this episode on YouTube! Find Mama on Social Media!Instagram @spiritofottertail Our Merch! Patreon: Patreon.com/cul...
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Cults to ConsciousnessHigh Demand Religions Can Cause C-PTSD (the fix) ft. Therapist Logan CohenListen to find out: what constitutes religious abuse, how to spot and heal small t trauma which can be cPTSD, how to break destructive programmed behavior and redefine your trauma responses. This episode is FULL of tips and tricks from licensed therapist Logan Cohen, so make sure to listen to the end and let us know if it was helpful.Click here to watch the episode on YouTube! About Logan:Practicing Marriage & Family Therapist (LMFT), an Approved Supervisor with American Association of Ma...
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Cults to ConsciousnessFear of End Times: Ex-Jehovah's Witness Confessions ft. @AltWorldlyHow to survive the Armageddon. Jake, @AltWorldly a 4th generation (ex) Jehovah's Witness talks about his childhood, growing up with the fear of annihilation, disfellowship, and what he's doing now to help and advise the community of those who have left the JW church. Click here to watch this episode on YouTube!Make sure to go to his channel to watch another video collaboration we did on How Jehovah's Witnesses are similar to members of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. Fi...
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Cults to ConsciousnessHow Psychedelics Changed My Life**Content Warning: Child Sexual Abuse** 0 to 100! Straight-Edge to AYAHUASCA (7 Ceremonies/10 Days). From deep into the Amazon jungle, to high into space for some alien encounters, these are the tales of how I (an ex-Mormon) tried psychedelics for the first time, to heal childhood wounds and reclaim my power. Learn more about my story and why I believe psychedelics are a powerful healing tool just as our ancestors did. Click here to watch this episode on YouTube!Our Merch! Patreon:...
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Cults to ConsciousnessHow Pyramid Schemes Use MIND CONTROL for Profit ft. Erin BiesEver considered that MLMs are culty? Duplication, social media love bombing, transactional relationships and loss of individuality and identity... Erin Bies spent 13 years as a top seller in multiple different pyramid schemes and now, to make amends, her goal is to spread awareness about MLMs to help others avoid the culty mind control that is inevitable when joining.She's a wife, a mom a military vet and she brings all the sugar and spice to this interesting topic! Enjoy!To watch the e...
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Cults to ConsciousnessEx-Mormon Sex Confessions with @ExmoLex NSFW Vulnerable girl talk! Losing my virginity, shame, guilt, reasons for creating ridiculous sexual loopholes, and the harmful distortions that result. Exmo Lex, who is a very popular Ex-Mormon content creator, gets spicy with me to say all the things others may be too shy to say. I might regret my oversharing later, but we both thought it was important to touch on all the ways sexual repression can harm an individual. (TW:sexual assault)To watch the episode, go to Cults to Consciousne...
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Cults to ConsciousnessMy Fiancé's Issues with My Mormon PastMy fiancé tells all! Serious, silly & sexy, we discuss the realities of dating an ex-mormon, perspectives of a never-mo, family drama & with what belief systems we want to raise our own kids. NSFW lol Tell us if you can relate!To watch the episode, go to Cults to Consciousness on YouTube.Find Jonathan on Social Media!YouTube @MethodBoxInstagram @jonathan.rosales_Our Merch! Patreon: Patreon.com/cultstoconsciousnessVenmo @sheliseannAny donations are welcome and appreciated to support th...
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Cults to ConsciousnessHow I Got My Mom to Leave MormonismToxic perfectionism, family vs faith, shocking garment stories, and multigenerational perspectives on being a good Mormon mom. Even I learned some things about my childhood, including secret feelings about the demands of church. I can't wait to share my mom's story with you!To watch the episode, go to Cults to Consciousness on YouTube.Find Lisa on Social Media!Instagram @SpiritofOttertailOur Merch! Patreon: Patreon.com/cultstoconsciousnessVenmo @sheliseannAny donations are welcome and appreci...
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Cults to ConsciousnessHillsong Megachurch: Harmful Practices EXPOSEDNoemi is an incredible example of transformation of mind, body and soul after enduring extreme religious practices first in Mexico, then emotional abuse at Hillsong Megachurch. Now she is a powerful voice and advocate in the LGBTQ affirming space. You can watch her on Discovery + docuseries "Hillsong: A Megachurch Exposed" and find her on social media listed below. (TW: Suicidal thoughts) To watch the episode, go to Cults to Consciousness on YouTube.Find Noemi UribeInstagram @noemimi.uLGBTQ A...
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Cults to ConsciousnessWhy Millions Deconstruct Their Faith Every Year ft. Phil DrysdaleFormer devout pastor Phil Drysdale, shares his eye opening story of questioning Christians coming to him for support, and how his constant curiosity led him to deconstruct his faith as well. We discuss his research into who leaves their faith and why, as well as the 6 stages of morality which may shock you. Jam packed with information, you are sure to learn a few things from this episode!To watch the episode, go to Cults to Consciousness on YouTube.Find Phil DrysdaleYouTube The Phil Dry...
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Cults to ConsciousnessJohn Larsen: What Comes After Atheism?Mormon Expressions creator John Larsen, joins me to talk about theism, atheism and what comes after. How religions can co-opt social structures, yet force us to create community which is essentially what humans need as evolved animals. Pros and cons with pragmatism and curiosity.To watch the episode, go to Cults to Consciousness on YouTube. Find John LarsenYouTube John Larsen Email: John@johnlarsen.org Website www.johnlarsen.orgOur Merch! Patreon: Patreon.com/cultstoconsciousnessV...
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Cults to ConsciousnessHow to Heal Your Inner Child ft. Kimber TiernanKimber is a master teacher, healer, Akashic reader and just overall magical being! Join us, as we talk about astral projecting, dark nights of the soul, divine feminine hijacking, distorted masculine, how to heal our inner child and how to rewire our brains to manifest our dream reality. To watch the episode, go to Cults to Consciousness on YouTube. Find Kimber!Instagram @KimberTiernanWebsite DivineAlchemyAcademy.coOur Merch! Patreon: Patreon.com/cultstoconsciousnessVenmo @sheliseannAny...
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Cults to ConsciousnessAlmost a Plural Wife... Why She Disavowed LDS FundamentalismAngela tells her wild stories about what it was like growing up in a fundamentalist Mormon sect, how it affected her life choices and psychology, and how she was able to deprogram a decade later. (TW: Racism) To watch the episode, go to Cults to Consciousness on YouTubeOur Merch! Patreon: Patreon.com/cultstoconsciousnessVenmo @sheliseannAny donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcastWebsite CultsToConsciousness.comFind Shelise on Social media!Instagram @cultsto...
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Cults to ConsciousnessExposing Traumatic Cult Propaganda ft. "True Mormon Quotes"When someone claims to speak directly to God and relay God's message to His followers, there needs to be a high level of scrutiny. This is exactly what the creator of Instagram page @True_Mormon_Quotes strives to do. Hold the leaders of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints accountable for their doctrine.We reveal this instagram hero's identity for the first time before diving into his backstory. Next we talk about the cognitive dissonance people face when their beliefs are th...
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Cults to ConsciousnessHer Unexpected Escape From Quiverfull Cults (ft. Ashley Easter)Not only was Ashley Easter (Intuitive Master, Coach, Advocate) in a Cult. She was in FIVE! A Russian nesting doll of cults. Find out how she finally listened to her intuition to get out and become a BOSS! To watch the episode, go to Cults to Consciousness on YouTube.As mentioned:Cults Hidden In Plain Sight- FREE EbookButterfly Photoshoot (shown in YT video)Get intuitive texts from Ashley! Text “Intuition” to 917-809-7311 Courage 365: A non-profit for abuse survivorsConnect with Ashl...
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Cults to ConsciousnessWhy I Left "Mormons on Mushrooms" Podcast (the WHOLE story)This is not a normal episode. For 2 years, I was a co-host of the Mormons on Mushrooms podcast and I loved it. I enjoyed interviewing our guests and the episodes with just Mike, Doug and I. Sadly, this has come to and end and ultimately birthed Cults to Consciousness. While I am hurt by the choices that were made, I'm excited to dive deep into my own podcast! This is the full story of what happened and how we got here; joined by my partner in love, my fiancé, Jonathan. To watch this episode, ...
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Cults to ConsciousnessFrom Oppressive Cult to ExMormon Powerhouse ft. NuanceHoeEpisode 2: The fabulous and funny Carah, @nuancehoe , joins us and walks us through her Mormon story. From a chaotic home life, to classic patriarchy, she realized the traumas that some people were facing due to the Mormon church. Listen to her recount never-before-told-stories of reclaiming her power spiritually, emotionally, physically and mentally!To watch the episode, go to Cults to Consciousness on YouTube.Find Carah on social media!Youtube: @nuancehoe Instagram @NuanceHoeTik...
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Cults to ConsciousnessWhy I Left Mormonism (Mind Control Tactics)Here's my Mormon story! From pioneer stock, to spiritualist, I talk about what it was like growing up Mormon, why I left and what I aim to do with this new channel. I give an explanation of the BITE model which describes attributes of a Cult, so you can clearly discern if you too might be unknowingly be in one. Find your independence, find your peace, find your sovereignty and come into true awareness which is what I define as consciousness.To watch the episode, go to Cults to Consciousness o...
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Serendipity: Everyday Magic with Ashley Easter and Charlie GranthamAyahuasca, Mushrooms and Plant Medicine with Shelise Ann SolaThis week actor, costumer, and writer, Shelise Ann Sola, joins us to discuss ayahuasca, mushrooms, and plant medicine.
Shelise Ann Sola is a post-Mormon actor, costumer, and writer who grew up in Tremonton, Utah. She graduated with a BA in Fashion Design, from the International Academy of Design and Technology in Las Vegas after a study abroad in London. In 2011, she relocated to Los Angeles where she has acted in commercials for major brands as well as styled or custom-made costumes for TV and commercials. In 2017 her life took a turn when she uncovered memories of childhood a...2021-11-221h 05
Courage Conversations30 Days of Courage: You Are Powerful: Tips For Reclaiming Your Sovereignty with Shelise Ann SolaThis was recorded during the October 2021 30 Days of Courage by Courage 365. Join us for a talk by Hollywood actress, survivor, and ex-Mormon Shelise Ann Sola followed by a LIVE Q+A. Reclaiming your life can be difficult after experiencing abusive people, religions, and situations. Shelise shares her story and offers guidance based on what has helped her find sovereignty in her own life.2021-11-071h 00
The Faith Transition PodcastEpisode 20: Conversation with Shelise Ann Sola - Ayahuasca, Mushrooms, and more...In this episode, I have an intriguing conversation with Shelise Ann Sola - Actress, Model, ex-Mormon, Instagram influencer, and soon to be a published author who reveres medicinal plants. We talk about her experiences with parallel worlds, Shelise helps us understand her experiences when she let the plants show her what more she could access. Encounter with Aliens, answers to life's questions,... Keep listening it does get weird and super interesting. I absolutely loved having this open discussion where no topics were off the table. I hope you enjoy this discussion!
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The Mike Wagner ShowActress/Author Shelise Ann Sola talks about her new release "The Purple Eye" on The Mike Wagner Show!Actress/Author Shelise Ann Sola talks about her new book “The Purple Eye” about leaving Mormonism, finding spirituality and healing childhood sexual abuse. Shelise also talks about career including head animal costumer for Nick Jr., commercials for Barbie, Qdoba, etc. and her major upcoming plans for 2021 and beyond! Check our her book on Amazon and her website at www.sheliseannsola.com !
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Mormons on Mushrooms04: Visiting Aliens and Shamanic Surgery w/ Shelise Ann SolaSend us a textShelise Ann Sola rejoins the podcast to share the most influential of her ayahuasca experiences....visions, intergalactic travel, shamanic surgery, chontas, aliens stringing skull necklaces...Y'all, it gets wild! Hope you enjoy. General exmormon banter Intro Shelise's ayahuasca ceremony 6-7-8 Breathing / ClosingAbout Shelise:“How does one define their worth?” debut author Shelise Ann Sola often asked herself on her relentless journey. She left Mormonism, uncovered sexual abuse then found healing in unconventional ways.Is...2020-08-111h 13