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Discovering Our Scars
Time to Say Goodbye
Have you ever found yourself at a crossroads, the kind where you wave off a piece of your life and step into the unknown? That's the heart of our latest episode, where Beth and Steph peel back the layers of emotion that accompany the goodbyes we face throughout life. From the annual farewells to years and birthdays, to those deeply personal ones like leaving a job, or even more profound, coping with the loss of someone close, we share our insights and stories on how each parting offers a path to growth.Full transcript and show notes...
2023-12-21
34 min
Discovering Our Scars
Discovering My Scars: Chapter 9 "43,829 Hours"
In this episode of the Discovering Our Scars Podcast, hosts Beth Demme and Stephanie Kostopoulos discuss chapter 9 of Steph's memoir, "Discovering My Scars." We unveil the profound power of vulnerability as we navigate the choppy waters of past traumas, workplace mental health, and PTSD. Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod148Buy Discovering My ScarsAudiobook: https://amzn.to/2XCe9a3Paperback: https://amzn.to/2O4U5dhebook: https://amzn.to/2r8mPsAFollow: Steph & Beth
2023-12-08
40 min
Discovering Our Scars
Why Do The Holidays Hit Different?
Join us, Steph and Beth, as we embark on a festive journey to explore the emotional roller coaster that is the holiday season. Ever wondered why holidays stir up such complex emotions? We'll be examining the joy, frustration, comfort, and nostalgia that come with holiday traditions and how our past memories and family dynamics shape our perspectives.Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod147Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308Stephanie Kostopoulos : https://www.stephaniekostopoulos.com/Beth Demme: http://bethdemme.com/
2023-11-24
36 min
Discovering Our Scars
Discovering My Scars: Chapter 8 "Apple"
In this episode of the Discovering Our Scars Podcast, hosts Beth Demme and Stephanie Kostopoulos discuss chapter 8 of Steph's memoir, "Discovering My Scars." They discuss Steph's experience working at Apple and her passion for the company. They also delve into her experience of being sexually harassed in the workplace and the lack of appropriate response from HR. The episode ends with reflection questions for listeners to consider.Buy Discovering My Scars Book Paperback: https://amzn.to/2O4U5dhebook: https://amzn.to/2r8mPsAAudiobook: https://amzn.to/2XCe9a3
2023-11-03
29 min
Discovering Our Scars
Refugees in Our Backyard? (With Kristin)
In this episode of the Discovering Our Scars podcast, hosts Beth Demme and Stephanie Kostopoulos have an honest conversation with Kristin Barnett about refugees in their community. Kristin, who works with the nonprofit organization Neighborly, shares her experiences working with refugees and the challenges they face in resettlement. At the end of the episode, you’re invited to consider your own experiences with starting over, your perceptions of immigrants, and how you might get involved in nonprofit work.Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod145Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308Stephanie Kostopoulos : https://ww...
2023-10-20
42 min
Discovering Our Scars
Why Veterinarians Euthanize Themselves (with Stephanie B.)
September is Suicide Awareness Month. Veterinary professionals are significantly more likely to die by suicide than people working in other professions. Our special guest, Stephanie B., has been a vet professional for many years. She shares her insights about why individuals in this industry are susceptible to this tragic ending. Show Notes- Not One More Vet: https://www.nomv.org/- FOGO: Fear of Going Outside Podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/fogo-fear-of-going-outside/id1473836011Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod143Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308Stephanie...
2023-09-22
40 min
Discovering Our Scars
Those Aren't Your Bags to Carry
We’ve all had someone try to guilt trip us. It’s the one trip no one wants to take! In spite of that, there are times we pick up the bags packed for that trip. The thing is, a guilt trip usually isn’t about you at all; it’s about the person trying to manipulate you. Once you know it’s not about you, you realize those aren’t your bags to carry. Don’t we all have enough emotional baggage already?Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod141Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308St...
2023-08-11
30 min
Discovering Our Scars
How PRIDE Became Personal
From the beginning, Steph and Beth planned to be intentional about inviting LGBTQ voices into the conversation. Turns out, that was there all along! This is an honest conversation about a personal realization that PRIDE really is personal.Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod139Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308Stephanie Kostopoulos : https://www.stephaniekostopoulos.com/Beth Demme: http://bethdemme.com/
2023-06-09
33 min
Discovering Our Scars
Restarting Life After Loss
Loss is part of life, but restarting after a major loss can be especially challenging. In this episode, Steph and Beth reflect on recent and long ago losses and how they interrupted life. Whether it’s the loss of a parent, sibling, friend, pet, or job, life invites us to go on. This is an honest conversation about how hard it can be to hear and accept that invitation.Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod138Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308Stephanie Kostopoulos : https://www.stephaniekostopoulos.com/Beth Demme: http://bethdemme.com/
2023-05-12
35 min
Discovering Our Scars
Life Not According to Plan
We make plans—the BEST plans—and then life does what it does and our plans are for nothing. Steph and Beth planned to have a great start to 2023, but then Steph’s roof started leaking, Beth got COVID, and Steph had to say goodbye to her dog Mac. This is an honest conversation about grief, intentions, catastrophizing, and why the first month of 2023 might have already ruined the year, or not.Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod137Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308Stephanie Kostopoulos : https://www.stephaniekostopoulos.com/Beth Demme: http...
2023-02-05
27 min
Discovering Our Scars
How Men Think (with Daniel)
Daniel is the first guest to three-peat on the podcast! This time he’s here to fill Steph and Beth in on how men think. Are men as superficial as we think? Are they simple or complicated? Daniel addresses this and more in this honest conversation.Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod136Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308Stephanie Kostopoulos : https://www.stephaniekostopoulos.com/Beth Demme: http://bethdemme.com/
2023-01-27
49 min
Discovering Our Scars
New Year Reflections
Rather than making a New Year’s resolution, Steph and Beth invite you to take time for a New Year reflection. Instead of ending the episode with Questions for Reflection, this is an entire episode of Questions for Reflection. Steph and Beth take turns answering questions that reflect on what last year was and what they hope this year will be. There’s a 30-second pause between questions so you can reflect on your own answer (or use your 30-second skip to move forward in the episode).Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod135...
2023-01-06
39 min
Discovering Our Scars
Pastor Beth Says "Happy Holidays"
It’s what Beth considers the most wonderful time of year—Christmas! Despite the importance of this holiday on the Christian calendar, some Christians spend the season being grumpy and unnecessarily aggressive, especially when they hear the phrase Happy Holidays.Christmas Trivia: https://bethdemme.com/christmastriviaFull transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod134Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308Stephanie Kostopoulos : https://www.stephaniekostopoulos.com/Beth Demme: http://bethdemme.com/
2022-12-23
33 min
Discovering Our Scars
What's YOUR American Dream?
The typical “American Dream” is to work hard so you can play hard. Success means a family that looks a certain way, a home that looks a certain way, and a life that looks a certain way. And it’s all based on consumption. We buy more to feel more. But is there another way? What is YOUR dream, how has it changed over time, and how will you achieve it?Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod132Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308Stephanie Kostopoulos : https://www.stephaniekostopoulos.com/Beth Demme: http://bethdem...
2022-11-25
44 min
Discovering Our Scars
The Reality of Being a Female Veteran (with Katrina)
Our special guest for this episode is Beth’s long-time friend Katrina. Katrina served in the US Army from 1998 to 2014. She served in the US, Iraq, Afghanistan, and Korea. She shares with Steph and Beth what it was like to be in the Army and what it’s like now to be a female veteran. How does it feel for her when someone thanks her for her service? How can civilians best show their appreciation to veterans? She tells us this and more.Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod131Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308
2022-11-11
51 min
Discovering Our Scars
What the Hell?
This is an honest conversation about what happens when we die. Who decides who goes to Hell? Do all Christians believe in Hell? Does Beth have all the answers about the afterlife since she is a pastor? (Spoiler alert: She does not.)Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod130Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308Stephanie Kostopoulos : https://www.stephaniekostopoulos.com/Beth Demme: http://bethdemme.com/
2022-10-28
38 min
Discovering Our Scars
HOW Can I Love My Scars?
Steph and Beth talk about scars, but what are the steps they’ve taken to be able to actually say they love their scars? Do they love their scars? Why?Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod128Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308Stephanie Kostopoulos : https://www.stephaniekostopoulos.com/Beth Demme: http://bethdemme.com/
2022-09-30
45 min
Discovering Our Scars
One of My Twins is Transgender (with Lisa)
Lisa thought she had a son and twin daughters, but by age four one of the twins began to describe themselves differently. Now, Lisa has a son and boy/girl twins. She generously shares with Steph and Beth how she knew her child’s gender expression was not a phase, but was an accurate description of who he is.Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod127Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308Stephanie Kostopoulos : https://www.stephaniekostopoulos.com/Beth Demme: http://bethdemme.com/
2022-09-16
42 min
Discovering Our Scars
Just Say YES
Beth has said before that she chooses to be an easy “yes.” Steph, however, asks questions and gets information before saying yes or no. Beth admits she is a people pleaser with a serious case of FOMO. Steph confesses that she once said no when a friend asked her to be a bridesmaid. What does it mean to be a yes-person? What are the repercussions of saying yes when you should have said no?Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod126Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308Stephanie Kostopoulos : https://www.stephaniekostopoulos.com/Beth...
2022-09-02
33 min
Discovering Our Scars
Men.
Steph might have a chip on her shoulder when it comes to men, but the reality is men have tremendous power. They make decisions that impact the lives of women in huge ways, often with very little input from women. Steph and Beth discuss why they think men need to do more to change the power dynamics we all live with.Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod125Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308Stephanie Kostopoulos : https://www.stephaniekostopoulos.com/Beth Demme: http://bethdemme.com/
2022-08-19
40 min
Discovering Our Scars
She's 18 & Has Life Figured Out (with Hannah)
Beth’s daughter, Hannah, recently turned 18 and graduated from high school. In this episode, Steph and Beth toss out not-so-rapid-fire questions at her about life and what she’s figured out so far. She answers questions about politics, personal rights, and more. When you were 18, how would you have answered these questions? How have your answers changed?Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod123Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308Stephanie Kostopoulos : https://www.stephaniekostopoulos.com/Beth Demme: http://bethdemme.com/
2022-07-22
40 min
Discovering Our Scars
Racism in America: We Have a Lot to Learn
The events of the last few years have helped Steph and Beth see that there’s a lot they don’t know about racism in America. This episode is about what they’ve been learning recently, specifically about the racism at the heart of the case of the Groveland Four and the Rosewood massacre. Both happened in Florida, the state where Steph and Beth were born, raised, and educated, but they only recently learned about these racist atrocities.Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod121Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308Stephanie Kostopoulos : https://www.st...
2022-06-24
38 min
Discovering Our Scars
Does Joy Come in the Morning? (with Latricia)
Rev. Dr. Latricia Edwards Scriven is a joy-filled person. She actually exudes joy. She joins Steph and Beth for a conversation about why joy matters, how it’s different from happiness, and how it is a skill that can be practiced. Latricia explains that there is nothing naïve or innocent about joy, it is a choice. Sometimes joy is even an act of defiance.Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod120Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308Latricia Edwards Scriven: https://laughingblackjesus.comStephanie Kostopoulos : https://www.stephaniekostopoulos.comBeth Demme: htt...
2022-06-10
51 min
Discovering Our Scars
Our Darkest Moments (Mental Health Awareness Month)
May is Mental Health Awareness Month and it’s also the anniversary of when Steph and Beth launched this podcast! In this episode, they talk about some of their darkest mental health moments. If you’ve experienced darkness, know there’s no stigma attached to you.Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod119Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308Stephanie Kostopoulos : https://www.stephaniekostopoulos.com/Beth Demme: http://bethdemme.com/Behind-the-scenes video of this episode: https://youtu.be/wut87B8XtdA
2022-05-27
41 min
Discovering Our Scars
Being Selfish is Good.
We are programmed to think it’s wrong to be selfish. But what if … it’s good? Steph and Beth explore the benefits of selfishness.Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod118Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308Stephanie Kostopoulos : https://www.stephaniekostopoulos.com/Beth Demme: http://bethdemme.com/
2022-05-13
38 min
Discovering Our Scars
Should Beth Leave the Methodist Church?
Beth is a pastor in The United Methodist Church, but in this episode she and Steph discuss whether she should leave it behind. The UMC is undergoing a schism of sorts. Current denominational rules exclude LGBTQ+ Christians from serving as pastors and prohibit all pastors from performing weddings for LGBTQ+ individuals. There is a broad movement to change those rules and some who want to keep those rules are leaving the UMC to form a new denomination called the Global Methodist Church. “Should” Beth leave, too?Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod117Voic...
2022-04-29
47 min
Discovering Our Scars
His Side of My Story (with Pastor Matt)
When Steph was in the mental hospital, Pastor Matt visited her. He brought her clothes and the journal that ended up being the beginning of her book, Discovering My Scars. You heard Steph’s side of the story in Episode 2 and here you can hear Matt’s side of Steph’s story. How did they end up in the same city? How did he know she was in the mental hospital? What did he think when he heard that where she was and why? How did it feel for him to see her at her worst? Pastor Matt answers these...
2022-04-15
47 min
Discovering Our Scars
What Is Grace?
Ballerinas and figure skaters are graceful. Some folks exhibit grace under pressure. We say grace before a meal (at least, that’s what people call it where Steph and Beth live). So, what IS grace anyway? Steph asks Pastor Beth to explain “grace,” and together they explore how grace exists culturally outside of any religious context. What is the connection between grace and gratitude? Why does it feel like grace when another person honors our humanity? Listen to this episode and see how this honest conversation might apply in your own life.Full transcript and show notes here...
2022-04-01
33 min
Discovering Our Scars
Has the World Changed, For Good?
For two years, the COVID pandemic has been our shared global experience. Two years in, we have to ask, have things changed FOR GOOD? Have they changed permanently? Have things changed in a way that is beneficial? Steph and Beth review their own lives and find new commitments to public health as well as new friendships and other positives that have emerged from the last two years.Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod114Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308Stephanie Kostopoulos : https://www.stephaniekostopoulos.com/Beth Demme: http://bethdemme.com/
2022-03-18
42 min
Discovering Our Scars
Stop Wasting Your Emotions on THESE People (with Dr. Jill)
From the earliest days of dreaming about the podcast, Steph and Beth knew they wanted to have Dr. Jill as a guest. The long-awaited day has arrived! Dr. Jill joins Steph and Beth for a conversation about the kinds of people we all need to stop wasting our emotions on. This is a great conversation about narcissism, psychopathy, sociopathy, and more.Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod113Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308Dr. Jill Ricke: https://aftermath-surviving-psychopathy.org/Stephanie Kostopoulos : https://www.stephaniekostopoulos.com/Beth Demme: http://bethdemme.com/
2022-03-04
44 min
Discovering Our Scars
I'm Broken and It's Beautiful
Let’s face it, no one gets through life without some brokenness. We don’t choose our brokenness, but we can choose how we react to it. Do we see our brokenness as something ugly, or can we see the beauty in our healing and recovery? We aren’t saying we are broken but nonetheless beautiful, we are saying we are broken and that brokenness? It’s beautiful.Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod112Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308Stephanie Kostopoulos : https://www.stephaniekostopoulos.com/Beth Demme: http://bethdemme.com/
2022-02-18
38 min
Discovering Our Scars
Don't Pull That Trigger (Word)!
Some words trigger an involuntary reaction or feeling in us. Steph and Beth share personal experiences with words that bother them. For Beth, it’s hearing someone claim the Bible CLEARLY says something. For Steph, it’s being called GIRL. For both of them, it’s being told they SHOULD do or say something. Sometimes trigger words are a minor annoyance, but sometimes they relate to past trauma and harm. How do we identify our triggers and communicate with others about them? How do we respect other people’s triggers? And, have we collectively become too sensitive? Steph and Beth tal...
2022-02-04
32 min
Discovering Our Scars
I Made the Brave Decision to Live (with Ryan)
When Ryan was a little girl, she told people that when she was all grown up she wanted to be a chair. When she was sixteen, a car accident left her a paraplegic. She wouldn’t be a chair, but she would live life from a wheelchair. From the days immediately following the accident, to trying out for the US Paralympic Team, to becoming a mom, Ryan has made the brave decision to live, really live. She Her story is interesting and her resilience is inspiring.Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod110Voi...
2022-01-21
47 min
Discovering Our Scars
Did It Happen If I Don't Remember It?
Sometimes life gives us an experience we don’t want to remember. Sometimes life gives us an experience we can’t bear to remember. But what happens when one of those memories finds its way into our consciousness? Can we trust it? Will others trust it? Steph and Beth talk about repressed and suppressed memories and how their resurfacing can invite us to genuine healing.Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod109Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308Stephanie Kostopoulos : https://www.stephaniekostopoulos.com/Beth Demme: http://bethdemme.com/
2022-01-07
36 min
Discovering Our Scars
Pastors Have Doubts?
Beth stands up in church every Sunday and preaches about God. Does that mean she has no doubts? Would having doubts make her a bad pastor? In this episode, Steph and Beth explore faith and doubt and how they can co-exist (or not). They also have an honest conversation about doubt related to institutions like church, government, school, and more.Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod108Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308Stephanie Kostopoulos : https://www.stephaniekostopoulos.com/Beth Demme: http://bethdemme.com/
2021-12-24
41 min
Discovering Our Scars
They Told Me Not To Cry.
We’ve probably all been told to stop crying. There’s something about tears and the emotions they represent that makes people uncomfortable. In this episode, Steph and Beth explore the cleansing power of tears and the discomfort they cause.Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod107Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308Stephanie Kostopoulos : https://www.stephaniekostopoulos.com/Beth Demme: http://bethdemme.com/
2021-12-10
42 min
Discovering Our Scars
What's in it for ME?
Do you need an incentive to do the right thing? How often do we do the right thing without asking, “what’s in it for ME?” Steph and Beth talk about incentives of all sizes and how they seem to motivate (or not) people to do the right thing.Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod106Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308Stephanie Kostopoulos : https://www.stephaniekostopoulos.com/Beth Demme: http://bethdemme.com/
2021-11-26
40 min
Discovering Our Scars
Being Preyed Upon at Church (with Sandy)
Sandy Phillips Kirkham was just a teenager who loved church. It was a place she felt accepted and celebrated. When a new youth pastor was hired, he saw Sandy’s love for the church and used it against her. He started grooming her for a long-term abusive relationship before her sixteenth birthday. When the abuse was finally discovered, the church moved the pastor on to another congregation (after celebrating him with a big going away party) and they asked Sandy to worship elsewhere. Sandy’s story teaches us church is a place where victims are susceptible to predators because the...
2021-11-12
1h 02
Discovering Our Scars
Community? Squad? Your People.
The pandemic has caused some of us to live in a sort of hibernation. Instead of spending time with friends in real life we’ve either not spent time with friends or we’ve settled for Zoom, social media, or some other slightly disconnected form of connection. As Steph and Beth spend time with friends again, they’re remembering how wonderful it is to have a community, a squad, or whatever you call that group of people who are your people.Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod104Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308Stepha...
2021-10-29
41 min
Discovering Our Scars
Building a Mental Health Tool Kit
When we aren’t feeling our best, it can be hard to know what coping mechanism to reach for. Having a plan in advance is like preparing for a hurricane. You can stock your mental health toolkit with a list of healthy coping mechanisms, to reduce the chance that you will default to an unhealthy one. In episode 103, Steph and Beth share what’s in their healthy toolkit and why. As part of the Questions for Reflection at the end of the episode, they invite you to build your own toolkit so you’ll have it handy when you need i...
2021-10-15
33 min
Discovering Our Scars
Signed, Sealed, and (formerly) Mormon
Katie Langston joins Steph and Beth to talk about her memoir, Sealed: An Unexpected Journey Into the Heart of Grace. Katie grew up in a devoutly Mormon family where she learned that God’s love was conditional and her actions could cause God to reject her. She worried about her inability to please God so much that it triggered a form of OCD called scrupulosity. As an adult, Katie experienced the unexpected grace of God in a way that changed the trajectory of her life. Katie talks with Steph and Beth about Mormonism, her journey to Christianity, and more. Th...
2021-10-01
59 min
Discovering Our Scars
Can a Conservative and Liberal have an Honest Conversations? (with Daniel)
In these highly polarized times, can people with completely different political views have an honest conversation? Is there value in this kind of conversation? Steph and Beth invite Steph’s friend Daniel back to the podcast. He’s a conservative with well-researched and strongly-held opinions who was willing to give it a try. They talk about some tools that are helpful when engaging with people who disagree and then delve into tough issues including white supremacy, abortion, and the 2020 Presidential Election. After you listen, you can decide for yourself if a conservative and a liberal can have an honest conv...
2020-10-30
55 min
Discovering Our Scars
I'm Struggling.
Sometimes we just have to say it: life is a lot right now. From COVID-19 to the upcoming election, our relationships are strained, our nerves are fried, and our personal emotional reserves are nearly depleted. Differing political viewpoints and differing ideas about public health have always existed, so what is it about this particular season that makes it feel heavier? In this episode, Steph shares her decision to fire her long-time recovery sponsor and how that led to an incident of self-harm. She and Beth talk about what prompted her to fall back to an unhealthy coping mechanism and w...
2020-10-23
34 min
Discovering Our Scars
The Masks We Wear
We each have different hats we wear at work and at home, but do we also wear masks that hide who we truly are? Are there times when it is healthy and appropriate to hide our feelings? Steph and Beth have an honest conversation wearing masks and why it’s important not to wear a mask so long you lose track of who you are. Steph asks if we can safely put on the mask for the person we want to be (like we would dress for the job we want) or is that unhealthy? Beth realizes, almost mid-sentence, th...
2020-10-16
42 min
Discovering Our Scars
How "Money" Scars Do You Have?
Money is something that is essential and yet it’s one of those things we are taught not to talk about. In fact, culture says it’s downright rude to discuss money. The reality is many of us are carrying around money scars. Steph and Beth both share honestly about the money messages communicated to them as they were growing up. Beth gently teases Steph about Steph’s excellent credit score, and shares a life hack for how she recently gained fifty additional points on her credit score. This is an honest conversation about how fear and anxiety about money...
2020-10-09
46 min
Discovering Our Scars
What If My Dreams Come True?
Steph and Beth have an honest conversation about dreaming big and being ready for your dreams to come true. They talk about whether there is a difference between an idea, a goal, and a dream. They also address the reality that we sometimes let other people discourage our dreams. Steph and Beth both share about dreams that have come true and some that are still in the “maybe” phase. They offer Questions for Reflection for you to think about how dreaming big applies to you and they close the show with Slice of Life, a chat about what’s happen...
2020-10-02
51 min
Discovering Our Scars
Wait, There's Two of You? (with Pam & Paula)
For the first time ever, Steph and Beth host two special guests at the same time, twin sisters Pam Bates and Paula Patty. Steph and Beth ask all the questions you’ve ever wanted to ask twins, but were afraid to ask. Do they sometimes feel each other’s pain? Do they have the same likes and dislikes? Pam and Paula have just released their first book, The Most Amazing Harvest: The Man Behind the Story. The book is the story of an amazing community event that happened when Pam’s late husband Carl was diagnosed with terminal cancer shortl...
2020-09-25
38 min
Discovering Our Scars
Forgive, and Forget?
Show hosts, Stephanie Kostopoulos and Beth Demme, share their experience with forgiveness. They talk about why there are times it is more powerful to forgive and remember than it is to forgive and forget. Also, we sometimes think of forgiveness as a response to an apology, but Steph and Beth have discovered that forgiveness isn’t necessarily tied to an apology. In fact, they’ve discovered that forgiveness is a choice. A choice that is powerful when applied to others, and ourselves.Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod50Words we use: https://dosp...
2020-09-18
32 min
Discovering Our Scars
Making Room for Silence
Steph and Beth have an honest conversation about silence. They reflect on why it’s important to have silence, but why it can be hard to come by. Steph loves to be in the quiet of the woods, but Beth tends to be a verbal processor who’s never really in silence because of a condition called Tinnitus. They also talk about why we tend to avoid silence. Is it because it seems heavy (like a moment of silence), lonely, or even boring? If so, what are we missing out on when we fill every space? Are we, on some...
2020-09-11
31 min
Discovering Our Scars
Is it OK to Feel Sorry for Someone?
Steph and Beth have an honest conversation about the difference between empathy and pity. Why do we feel sorry for people, and how do we communicate those feelings? How can we communicate empathy in a way that builds relationships instead of cutting off communication? Steph and Beth reflect on how it has felt to receive pity from other people and how that has informed the way they communicate to others. They also discuss how examining why we pity another person can produce self-awareness and personal growth.Full transcript and show notes here: https://bit.ly/dospod48
2020-09-04
32 min
Discovering Our Scars
The Scars of a Lifelong Illness (with Daniel)
In Episode 47, Steph and Beth are joined by special guest, Daniel Kuykendall. Steph and Daniel worked together at Apple about a decade ago and they’ve been friends ever since. Daniel is a commercial photographer and videographer, but he’s a guest on this episode to talk about something much more personal—his life as a Type 1 Diabetic. This is an honest conversation about the emotional and financial costs of a lifelong illness. Daniel shares openly about what life is like with an insulin pump and how he deals with the constant finger pricks and fluctuating blood sugar. He talks...
2020-08-28
44 min
Discovering Our Scars
Losing Someone, During a Pandemic
In Episode 46, Steph and Beth have an honest conversation about what it’s like to lose someone during a pandemic. There has been a lot of attention on COVID deaths—rightly so—but how has COVID changed our grieving process even when COVID is not the cause of death? Steph shares stories about her grandmother who passed away (not from COVID) on the morning this episode was recorded. Beth talks about how COVID has disrupted funerals and memorial service rituals we normally rely on. COVID is a shared experience that seems to be making hard things harder. Then in Slice...
2020-08-21
36 min
Discovering Our Scars
me f*ing too
In Episode 45, Steph and Beth talk about the #MeToo movement and some of their #MeToo moments. They explore when the movement started and how they became aware of it. They have a healthy discussion about what they each think the phrase “sexual harassment” means (or doesn’t). Steph shares about being at an industry event and being touched inappropriately by an executive. Beth shares how memories of #MeToo moments from years ago linger and wonders out loud if her 40-something self would respond differently than her 20-something self. These experiences are important for women (and men!) to not only acknow...
2020-08-14
52 min
Discovering Our Scars
Why Can't You See My Scars?
In Episode 44, Steph and Beth have an honest conversation about the pain of invisible emotional scars. If we break a bone, it gets set in a cast and no one doubts our pain. No one can see our emotional scars, but they manifest in a variety of ways. The cast tells the world we need to heal, but there’s nothing to signal our need for emotional healing—or is there? Steph and Beth talk about reacting to bad drivers and what to do when customer service becomes customer dis-service. Also, how does the current mask debate reflect those inte...
2020-08-07
42 min
Discovering Our Scars
I Was "That" Christian (with Jamie)
In Episode 43, Steph and Beth are joined by Jamie Kocur, author of My CCM Soundtracked Life: How I Became Disillusioned With the Music That Once Captivated Me. Jamie grew up a church-goer, but in her teens she became the kind of Christian who listened to only CCM (Contemporary Christian Music) and minimized her exposure to secular influences. She says she was “quietly judgmental” during that time. Working with the African Children’s Choir, she experienced a spontaneous, personal form of worship. When she returned to the US, the worship style that had captivated and sustained her, now felt empty. It fel...
2020-07-31
47 min
Discovering Our Scars
Why Everyone Hates Lawyers
In Episode 42, Steph and Beth have an honest conversation about Beth’s first career choice—lawyer. It seems like people love to hate lawyers, until they need one. They talk about everything from OJ Simpson to Casey Anthony to downloading a will from the internet (Spoiler Alert: Don’t Do That!). Are lawyers all in it just for the money, or is there something else driving them? Why did Beth choose to become a lawyer? What are some of the differences between criminal law and civil law? What kind of law did Beth practice? This is an honest conversation that w...
2020-07-24
53 min
Discovering Our Scars
How Siri Taught Me to Ask for What I Want
In Episode 41, Steph and Beth explore the art of asking for what you want. You have to know what you want in order to ask for it. Voice assistants like Siri, and Alexa (Steph and Beth’s favorite!) can only respond to a command when it is clearly stated. This translates into our human interactions, too. Whether you are dealing with a boss, a co-worker, a vendor, or even a sub-contractor on a home improvement project, you have to know what you want so you can clearly communicate your expectations. Sometimes when women are clear they are perceived as be...
2020-07-17
45 min
Discovering Our Scars
How Working for Disney Took 10 Years Off My Life
In Episode 40, Steph shares how working for Disney took ten years off her life. She initially worked at a show, but when she was chosen to be a cast member for a ride, everything changed. The stakes were much higher. Guest safety meant that there were times when Steph had to literally make a life and death decision in a split-second. Disney fans will love to hear what it’s like behind the magic. But even if you aren’t a Disney aficionado, you’ll relate to this story about what it’s like when you first realize you are resp...
2020-07-10
48 min
Discovering Our Scars
What We Have Learned by Listening #BlackLivesMatter
In Episode 39, Steph and Beth reflect on what they have learned so far from the Black Lives Matter Movement. They both recognize that, as white women, they have a lot to learn and that refusing to learn allows racism to continue unchallenged. Steph and Beth have an honest conversation about Juneteenth, Defund the Police, White Fragility, the effects of “Law and Order” government, and more. They also talk about how Steph’s mental hospital experience supports the idea that the police are being asked to do too much when it comes to non-criminal actions. This is an honest reflection about...
2020-07-03
45 min
Discovering Our Scars
Period. (with Beth's Daughter)
In Episode 38, Beth’s 16-year-old daughter joins Steph and Beth for an honest conversation about something that half the world’s population will deal with at some point—periods. Despite Beth’s reluctance, they tackle this from the perspective of three women in three different generations (Gen X, Millennial, and Gen Z). From Are You There God, It’s Me Margaret? to birth control pills, body shame, and even menopause, what do they share and what is unique to each generation? Is this something men should be in conversation about? Also, why do schools and businesses provide toilet paper free of ch...
2020-06-26
45 min
Discovering Our Scars
She's a Pastor, Yeah, I Said SHE
In Episode 37, Steph and Beth celebrate Beth’s Seminary graduation by talking about gender and calling. They share their experiences as women in male-dominated fields and how they handle internet trolls. They also have an honest conversation about the fact that some denominations do not allow women to preach and teach. Why is Beth a pastor even though the Bible says at 1 Timothy 2:12 that women can’t be pastors? Is Beth ignoring the Bible? Beth shares her experiences as a female pastor, including encounters with those who deny her calling (she also explains why it’s called a “calling”). In this ep...
2020-06-19
40 min
Discovering Our Scars
Self-Injury, an honest conversation
In Episode 36, Steph and Beth have an honest conversation about non-suicidal self-injury (NSSI). This is one of many unhealthy coping mechanisms people deal with, and it is one Steph has personal experience with. Steph shares how it feels when abuse causes a disconnect between brain and heart and why that sometimes leads to self-injury. This is an honest, and vulnerable, conversation about how and why we sometimes do things we don’t understand. Full transcript and show notes here: https://dospod.us/e36Words we use: https://dospod.us/wordsVoicemail & text: (850) 270-3308
2020-06-12
33 min
Discovering Our Scars
The Scars of Being Black in America (with Ashley)
In Episode 35, Steph and Beth have an honest conversation with software engineer and DIY Blogger, Ashley Basnight, about #BlackLivesMatter. Recognizing that they, as two white women, definitely do NOT have all the answers, Steph and Beth reached out to Ashley with their uncomfortable questions. The three have an authentic conversation about why All Lives Matter is an insensitive and inappropriate response to #BlackLivesMatter, why protesting is important, why rioting and looting are happening, and why word choice matters when it comes to race. Full transcript and show notes here: https://dospod.us/e35Words we use...
2020-06-05
42 min
Discovering Our Scars
Anxiety is Stupid.
In Episode 34, Steph and Beth have an honest conversation about anxiety. Steph shares about a recent panic attack and how it was different from what she’s experienced in the past. Although anxiety and depression sometimes occur together, that isn’t always the case. Steph shares what’s on her “Anxiety List”— her go-to strategies when she experiences another panic attack. Her healthy toolkit includes a variety of strategies such as drinking water, calling a friend, using a weighted blanket, or using an emergency medication. It can be hard to admit we’re having a hard time, but being able to make t...
2020-05-29
29 min
Sit Still, Look Opinionated.
Education (interview with Stephanie Kostopoulos)
Claire does a not so deep dive into education. Specifically grades k-12. How does the government affect education? Is education a federal or state obligation? What are the differences between public, private and charter schools?A fun new segment this week.This weeks headlines.Interview with High School English Teacher, Stephanie Kostopoulos.--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app
2020-05-29
41 min
Discovering Our Scars
Are You The Authority on YOU?
In Episode 33, Steph and Beth return to their regularly scheduled programming after an 8-week series about the coronavirus pandemic. This episode is an honest conversation about why it’s important to be the authority on yourself. It’s important, but also difficult. Self-awareness takes courage! Steph and Beth talk about times they lacked the courage to really know themselves and what helped move them forward. What distracts us from self-awareness and what are the fears that derail us? How does loving yourself open you up to receive love? Beth talks about getting married at age 20 and how her marriage has...
2020-05-22
27 min
Discovering Our Scars
Eight Weeks In: It Took A Pandemic To...
In Episode 32, Steph and Beth have an honest conversation about what the pandemic has done to them ... in a good way. Why did it take a pandemic for Beth to feel rested? Why did it take a pandemic for Steph to truly enjoy her porch? How has the pandemic let you go of things you thought were non-negotiable or absolutely essential, like eating in restaurants? Steph and Beth even realize it took a pandemic for them to do not only a podcast series, but to move the podcast into weekly production! Full transcript and show notes here...
2020-05-15
28 min
Discovering Our Scars
Seven Weeks In: Is It Really Over?
In Episode 31, recorded on May 6, 2020, Steph and Beth have an honest conversation about states reopening in the midst of the coronavirus pandemic. Why are we acting like this is all over when … it isn’t? If reopening is important, isn’t it important that we do it well? Can’t we all agree that masks are just pants for your face and everyone should be wearing one in public?Full transcript and show notes here: https://dospod.us/e31Words we use: https://dospod.us/wordsVoicemail & text: (850) 270-3308
2020-05-08
29 min
Discovering Our Scars
Six Weeks In: From Here to There (with Charlene)
In Episode 30, recorded on April 29, 2020, Steph and Beth are joined by Charlene Garrett of Global Outreach and GOinnovation. Charlene works with missionaries and NGO’s in several countries throughout the world. She joins Steph and Beth for an honest conversation about how this pandemic is impacting everyday life globally. As we all stay “safer at home,” our perspective can be severely reduced. News reports don’t always help because they are focused on the progression of the disease or the politics of the progression, and less on the changes to daily life. Charlene takes us from HERE to THERE, sharing...
2020-05-01
32 min
Discovering Our Scars
Five Weeks In: Ok.
In Episode 29, recorded on April 22, 2020, Steph and Beth talk about the ongoing COVID-19 pandemic. Five+ weeks in, we’ve all endured a significant amount of change. Steph and Beth have an honest conversation about how shocking it all is, what habits this time has helped them break, and what new habits they hope will continue post-quarantine. Full transcript and show notes here: https://dospod.us/e29Words we use: https://dospod.us/wordsVoicemail & text: (850) 270-3308
2020-04-24
35 min
Discovering Our Scars
Four Weeks In: What Day Is It?
In Episode 28, recorded on April 15, 2020, Steph and Beth talk about the ongoing COVID-19 pandemic. Four (or more?) weeks in, with so many of us living under shelter-at-home orders, we seem to be losing track of time. Most of what distinguished Monday from Friday has been lost as our routines have been dismantled. In the midst of this on-going pandemic, we find ourselves asking, what day is it anyway? Time sometimes loses meaning in the midst of grief or tragedy and that links our current experience with those times. Full transcript and show notes here: https://dospod.us/e...
2020-04-17
40 min
Discovering Our Scars
Three Weeks In: Is It Okay to Not Be Okay?
In Episode 27, recorded on April 8, 2020, Steph and Beth talk about the ongoing COVID-19 pandemic. At the beginning of the outbreak in the US, when states started issuing stay-at-home orders, social media posts suggested everyone was planning to be VERY productive during this time. Three (or more?) weeks in, Steph and Beth are just wondering, is it okay to not be okay? Full transcript and show notes here: https://dospod.us/e27 Words we use: https://dospod.us/words Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308
2020-04-10
35 min
Discovering Our Scars
Two Weeks In: Who Can We Trust?
In Episode 26, recorded on April 1, 2020, Steph and Beth talk about the ongoing COVID-19 pandemic. They discuss sorting through the volumes of information that area available and the challenge of knowing which information is trustworthy. They also discuss concern over trusting people—who is a source of contagion and who is it safe to be around? This episode’s Questions for Reflection invite you to pause and consider the interaction of trustworthiness and neighborliness.Full transcript and show notes here: https://dospod.us/e26 Words we use: https://dospod.us/words Voicemail & text: (850) 270-3308
2020-04-03
35 min
Discovering Our Scars
One Week In: Is This Life Now?
In Episode 25, recorded on March 25, 2020, Steph and Beth talk about their experiences during their first week of #socialdistancing and trying to stay home as much as possible. Steph asks Beth how she, as a pastor, reacts to the idea that people don’t have to take precautions because God will protect them. Also, is this a judgment from God? (Spoiler Alert: Beth said it isn’t.) This episode’s Questions for Reflection invite you to pause and reflect on how social distancing and the disruption to your routine is affecting you. Full transcript and show notes here: https...
2020-03-27
39 min
Discovering Our Scars
Week Zero: Traveling During the Coronavirus Outbreak
In Episode 24, recorded on March 18, 2020, Steph and Beth talk about their experiences traveling during the earliest days of the Coronavirus outbreak in the United States. Steph shares her experience of being in Nashville as things in the US started to close. She was especially rocked by the news that Disney was closing. As a former Disney employee, she understands how unprecedented an extended closure is. Beth and her family were supposed to leave for Spain on Friday the 13th, but shifted to Plan B, a road trip. Then, while they were on their road trip, the news came out...
2020-03-20
41 min
Discovering Our Scars
Should We Talk About Politics?
In Episode 23, Steph and Beth talk politics. They share their stories of registering to vote—one a Democrat, the other a Republican. In spite of their differing party affiliations, they find they agree on most things. If the whole country could speak honestly about their political opinions, would we find more agreement? To practice the art of political disagreement, Steph and Beth discuss the legalization of marijuana, one of the hot topics they do NOT agree on. And yet, the conversation remained cordial and respectful. So, why does politics feel so negative that the thought of it literally makes us...
2020-03-06
46 min
Discovering Our Scars
We All See It. But What Do We Say? (with Emily)
When Emily was about a year old, she had a surgery that left her with a permanent physical impairment. In this episode of Discovering Our Scars, Steph and Beth have an honest conversation with Steph’s longtime friend Emily about what it’s like to have a disability everyone can see. What do people say? What do people avoid saying? It will make you wonder—what’s the first thing people notice about you? Emily talks about online dating, the importance of a positive attitude, and how it felt when someone called her goblin. This conversation also reveals the one plac...
2020-02-21
34 min
Discovering Our Scars
Why Beth Left the Country to Find Her Family
Back in 2002, Beth and her husband found out they couldn’t have biological children. Their adoption journey became an international adventure that ultimately required four trips to Russia and thousands of dollars. This is an honest conversation about Beth’s journey to motherhood including talk about why she didn’t adopt from her own country, why she travelled with thousands of dollars in US currency, and what NOT to say to adoptive families.Full transcript and show notes here: https://dospod.us/e21
2020-02-07
44 min
Discovering Our Scars
Making Courage More Than a Concept
A lot of people say they want to write a book one day, or that they wish they could be self-employed. Other folks talk about making a career pivot. Steph and Beth dissect their experience with these challenges to discover how they made courage more than a concept. It was courageous for Steph to write a book, but Steph didn’t see it that way until Beth pointed it out. It was courageous for Beth to change careers, but she didn’t see it that way until Steph pointed it out. It takes courage to put together a podcast. How...
2020-01-24
38 min
Discovering Our Scars
Physical > Mental Health?
Every January, lots of people make New Year’s Resolutions and other goals. We hear lots of chatter about physical goals, but people rarely (ever?) talk about their mental health goals. People go for annual physical check-ups, but no one seems to talk about going for an annual mental health check-up. Why is it easier to talk about our physical health? People would rather talk about a colonoscopy than their decision to go to counseling! Steph and Beth think out loud by why we divide our mental health from our physical health when we have only one body.
2020-01-10
31 min
Discovering Our Scars
Jesus Loves Me, This I DON'T Know
It’s a song for children, “Jesus loves me, this I know.” But, it isn’t something we all know. In fact, there are a lot of people who call themselves Christians who don’t seem to really understand that Jesus loves them. Steph and Beth have an honest conversation about what they believe when it comes to Jesus loving them, and why. Full transcript and show notes here: https://dospod.us/e18
2019-12-27
26 min
Discovering Our Scars
Why Steph Hates Santa
Every December, parents start telling their children that Santa is watching. Parents tell children they need to behave to make it onto the Nice List. No one wants to be on Santa’s Naughty List! But, isn’t this a lie? Steph and Beth have an honest conversation about the role Santa Claus plays in our culture. Steph says Santa is a lie. Beth says Santa is a metaphor. They talk about how they viewed Santa as children, what it was like for them to find out the truth about Santa Claus, and what role Santa plays in their life...
2019-12-13
39 min
Discovering Our Scars
Why Do People Glamorize Being Overworked?
We all know we need margin (or, in Christianese, Sabbath). And yet, we still give into societal pressure to fill our days. Important people are valuable people. Important people are also busy. Therefore, busy people are valuable. Busy-ness has become an excuse, a crutch. Steph and Beth mine their own lives to understand where this idea comes from. Was it TV? Did we learn it as children or did we pick it up in adulthood? Like our eyes need margin to process what we read in a book, our heart needs margin to process what we feel. How do...
2019-11-29
32 min
Discovering Our Scars
How My Dog Disrupted Life In The Most Beautiful Way
About the same time Steph and Beth started planning the podcast, Steph adopted a greyhound she named Mac. Adopting a dog was a big responsibility, but Steph was ready! Even with all of her research and preparation, Steph could not have predicted the amount of joy and emotional health Mac brings to her life. It turns out that having more responsibility in her life has made Steph less stressed. In this episode, Steph and Beth explore that paradox.Full transcript and show notes here: https://dospod.us/e15
2019-11-15
32 min
Discovering Our Scars
Bonus: Steph Shares Her Testimony LIVE at Celebrate Recovery
Listen in as Steph shares her story at a Celebrate Recovery meeting. Steph explains what brought her to use Non-Suicidal Self-Injury as a coping mechanism, how the trauma of being admitted to a mental hospital resulted in PTSD, and how her mustard-seed sized faith led to a transformation. When she discovered she was sexually abused as a child, she knew she didn’t want that to define her life or her identity. To be emotionally healthy, she needed the right tools. In this bonus show, she shares a little about how she built that tool box and what she pu...
2019-11-08
15 min
Discovering Our Scars
Invisible Scars, What We Discover in Recovery (with Lori K.)
We all have invisible scars. Sometimes we think that because no one can see them, we don’t need to deal with them. Other times, they remain invisible to us even as they impact our relationships, our sense of self-worth, and more. In this episode, Steph and Beth welcome special guest Lori K. who facilitated their first 12-step study. The three talk about the painful reality of invisible scars and how a recovery group can awareness and healing to those hurting places.Full transcript and show notes here: https://dospod.us/e14
2019-11-01
40 min
Discovering Our Scars
I can't even spell Dyslexia
What’s it like to have dyslexia? What’s it like to have dyslexia and then decide to write a book? Steph shares some about her experience, including the anxiety she already feels about being put on the spot to read her book in public. Dealing with dyslexia has taught Steph about perseverance and hard work—skills that serve her well today as an online content creator. They also discover that Beth worked at one of the places Steph’s mom would take her as a reward for her hard work. You’ll get a loofah update and a special vo...
2019-10-18
45 min
Discovering Our Scars
Trailer: Introducing Discovering Our Scars
Welcome to the Discovering Our Scars podcast, where we have honest conversations about things that make us different. Hosted by Steph & Beth. Visit dospod.us for more episodes!
2019-10-11
01 min
Discovering Our Scars
Is There Power in Prayer?
What is prayer? Where, how, and why do people do it? Is prayer about changing God’s mind? Are prayer and meditation the same thing? Steph and Beth tackle all of these questions and more. Beth shares why she doesn’t pray in the bathroom, but Steph gives her a new perspective that leaves her re-thinking her position. Steph and Beth talk about pre-written prayers that are meaningful to them, like the Serenity Prayer and the Covenant Prayer, but they also acknowledge there are a lot of clichés about prayer that muddy the waters. Why are some prayers answe...
2019-10-04
42 min
Discovering Our Scars
The Day We Changed...reflecting on 9/11
9/11 was a touchstone moment. It defined our country for a time, and in some ways it defines the world for Steph’s generation. In this Episode, Steph and Beth have an honest conversation about how 9/11 challenged and changed some of their perceptions, while also stirring up their patriotism. Steph reads an excerpt from her book where she talks about what it was like to have a brother in the Air Force, deployed to Afghanistan in the wake of the 9/11 attack. Together they wonder if they’ve talked about 9/11 enough and they consider what they could say. They even delve into...
2019-09-20
38 min