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Beyond the Dispatch19th Group Sergeant Treavor: Lost His Son, Took the Pills, and Fought to Stay Alive | BTD Ep. 24He looked in the mirror and made peace with death. Then he swallowed every pill he had.Treavor is a communications sergeant with 19th Special Forces Group. In this gripping episode, he opens up about the trauma of losing his son, the unbearable shame that followed, and the night he tried to end everything while away at training. But something stopped him — and what came next was a transformation built on raw honesty, spiritual grit, and a new kind of leadership. This isn’t a story about war. It’s a story about surviving yourself.👉 Follow Be...2025-07-151h 29

I’ve been there tooEpisode 15: Brave Enough to Speak: A 10-Year-Old's Journey Through Big FeelingsWhat does it feel like to be 10 years old and struggling with pain so big it feels impossible to carry? In this deeply personal episode, Treavor sits down with his daughter, Cozette, for a tender and age-appropriate conversation about her journey through anxiety, self-harm, and thoughts of not wanting to be here. With honesty, vulnerability, and courage beyond her years, Cozette opens up about what helped her start healing, what she wishes other kids knew, and how parents can better support children walking through emotional pain. This episode is not graphic, but it is real...2025-06-0929 min

I’ve been there tooEpisode 14: From Shame to Safety: Creating Emotional Security in MarriageIn this episode, Treavor and Cassidy dive deep into the emotional roots of shame, how it shows up in relationships, and how they've worked together to build a marriage where honest, vulnerability, and healing are safe. They discuss their individual experiences with shame - how it impacted their trust, intimacy, and communication - and the daily work it takes to create a relationship where neither partner has to hide. 2025-05-2355 min

Mom Knows BallMom Knows Ball: Episode 26 ft. Treavor ScalesMom and Jordan are joined by former Harvard RB and sports television host Treavor Scales. 2025-05-1527 min

Progresivna SUZA237 Guest Mix I Progressive Tales with Treavor Moontribe237 Guest Mix I Progressive Tales with Treavor Moontribe Tracklist: 1. Toto Chiavetta – The Departing Section (Madison Ave Mix) [Borders Of Light] 2. Da Mike & Demayä – Reverie (Dub Mix) [Connected Frontline] 3. CIOZ & Bludropp – These Accordi (Original Mix) [Still Von Tallent] 4. Digital Mess & Ivanshee – Hyperspace Quest (Original Mix) [Univack] 5. Stereo Underground – Down & Under (Original Mix) [Future Romance] 6. AFFKT – Ga (Original Mix) [Pets Recordings] 7. James Harcourt – Disintegration (Original Mix) [Global Underground] 8. James Harcourt – Knopfleur (Original Mix) [Renaissance Music] 9. Desert Dwellers – Utterly Intertwined (Treavor Moontribe Remix) [Dreaming Awake] 10. Kasper Koman – Biome (Original Mix) [Meanwhile] 11. AFFKT – Bartertown (Original Mix) [Pets Recordings] 12. AFFKT – Krat (Original Mix) [Pets Recordings] • Soundcloud: https://soundcl...2025-05-111h 26

I’ve been there tooEpisode 13: Parenting Through Pain - Raising Kids While Healing OurselvesIn this episode, Cassidy and I open up about the raw, unfiltered reality of parenting while navigating our own healing journeys. From dealing with childhood trauma to supporting kids who are struggling emotionally, we share the lessons, the missteps, and the breakthroughs we’ve had as individuals and as a couple. This conversation is about showing up imperfectly—but with love, accountability, and an unshakable commitment to doing better than what we were shown growing up. If you’re a parent who feels like you’re learning how to raise your kids and yourself at the same ti...2025-04-251h 08

I’ve been there tooEpisode 12: When Masculinity Meets VulnerabilityMen have been taught for generations to bury pain, to “man up,” to pretend. But what happens when that silence becomes a death sentence? In this deeply personal and unfiltered episode, I walk through my journey from emotional isolation to healing — and why choosing vulnerability over silence didn’t just change my life, it saved it. If you’re tired of carrying it all alone… if you’re ready to rewrite what strength really looks like… this is your invitation to heal out loud. 2025-04-1827 min

I’ve been there tooEpisode 11: Breaking the Stigma - What Mental Health Really Looks Like for Fathers and VeteransIn this deeply personal episode, I open up about the silent battles so many of us fight behind closed doors, especially as fathers, veterans, and men who've been told to "just thought it out". I talk about the weight of wearing the mask, the pressure to be everything to everyone, and the moment I finally broke the silence and chose healing over hiding. Whether you're a dad trying to stay strong for your kids, a service member / Veteran navigating life, or someone quietly wrestling with depression or anxiety - this one is for you. I share my j...2025-04-1138 min

The Next Level Health & Fitness PodcastFrom the Depths to Purpose: Treavor Hawkins’ Comeback StoryIn this powerful in-studio episode, I’m joined by Treavor Hawkins — an active-duty military member and competitive bodybuilder who’s survived two serious suicide attempts. His story is raw, real, and incredibly inspiring. Treavor takes us through the darkest moments of his life and how they became the catalyst for emotional, mental, and spiritual transformation. From the depths of hell to a life filled with purpose, Treavor now uses his voice to uplift others through his own podcast and message. We dive into: The turning points that changed everything How fitness became his anchor His em...2025-04-041h 08

I’ve been there tooEpisode 10: Strength in the Struggle - Prioritizing Your Physical HealthIn the 10th episode, Cassidy and I sit down for an honest, vulnerable conversation about how hard it can be to care for your body when your mind feels heavy. We dive into what it looks like to start making your physical health a priority when you're battling anxiety, depression, self-doubt, or feeling unworthy of love. Together, we share actual, practical steps from our journey and remind you that your worth isn't tied to how productive you are or how "put together" you seem. You are worthy of love, healing, and strength simply because you exist. This episode is...2025-03-291h 01

I’ve been there tooEpisode 9: I've Been There Too with Cassidy DascombIn this episode, I sit down with my wife, Cassidy for an honest and powerful conversation about her story. She opens up about losing her mom to cancer at a young age, navigating an unhealthy and abusive first marriage, and the impact those experiences had on her life. We also discuss the tools and practices that helped her heal, grow, and rebuild. This is a real look at resilience, pain, and personal transformation. 2025-03-211h 23

I’ve been there tooEpisode 8: I've Been There Too with Gabe DavisIn this episode, I sit down with my great friend Gabe Davis as he opens up about his journey through some incredibly challenging seasons of life. Gabe shares the raw truth about his mental health struggles while navigating a toxic relationship, and how those battles followed him even into deployment. Together, we dive deep into the emotional toll, the coping mechanisms he developed while overseas, and how he's learned to process pain, grow stronger, and keep pushing forward. This conversation is real, honest, and a reminder that healing is possible even in the darkest places. I was truly honored...2025-03-141h 32

I’ve been there tooEpisode 7: More Than the Mind - The Spiritual Side of HealingFor the last 10 years, I have completely distanced myself from spirituality. After being part of a religion earlier in life, I became reluctant—skeptical even—of anything beyond what I could see and understand. But this past year, I watched my wife, Cassidy, embark on her spiritual journey, and despite her experiences, I wasn’t ready to follow. In this episode, Cassidy joins me to share her perspective on my resistance to spirituality and what it was like for her to witness my hesitation. I also share an experience that completely shifted my perspective—my meeting with a medium...2025-03-071h 16

I’ve been there tooEpisode 6: Princeton's Story - Five Days That Changed EverythingIn this deeply personal and emotional episode, I share the story of my son, Princeton-his birth, his fight, and the five days he spent battling for his life. Born premature, Princeton showed more strength in his short time here on earth than I ever could have imagined. He was a fighter. But despite his fight, I had to face a reality no parent should ever endure- losing a child. For years, I buried my grief, ignoring the pain of his loss. I suppressed the heartbreak, thinking I had to be strong and continue forward. But grief doesn't...2025-02-281h 05

I’ve been there tooEpisode 5: Divorce Saved My Sanity - the battles I had to fightDivorce is never easy, especially when kids are involved. In this episode, I opened up about the mental and emotional battles I faced while going through my divorce, the struggles with my ex-wife, and how it all impacted my mental health. But here's the truth: leaving that marriage was the best thing I could have done for myself. I'll share the moments that nearly broke me, the fight to stay connected with my kids, and how meeting my wife Cassidy helped me find peace. If you have ever felt trapped in a toxic situation, struggled with co-parenting...2025-02-221h 30

I’ve been there tooEpisode 4: The Weight of Shame - Breaking Free from DarknessShame is a powerful force - it kept me stuck, silent and convinced that I didn't deserve better. After my second suicide attempt, I found myself trapped in a cycle of depression and a marriage filled with emotional and financial struggles. In this episode, I open up about the weight of shame, how it shaped my darkest moments, and the realities of a marriage that drained me instead of building me up. But more importantly, I share how I found the strength to break free and begin again. If shame has ever held you back, I want you to...2025-02-1455 min

The M.O. PodcastThe M.O. Podcast Episode 32: Treavor Moontribe, DJ, producer, co-founder of Desert Dwellers, and founding member of the Moontribe CollectiveListen on Apple | Listen on Spotify | Watch on YoutubeFrom throwing secret desert raves in the ‘90s to touring the world with Desert Dwellers, Treavor Moontribe has lived and shaped the evolution of underground electronic music. As a co-founder of Moontribe Collective, he helped build one of the longest-running and most respected underground music communities in the world. As a producer and DJ, he’s played everywhere from legendary transformational festivals to sold-out tours with Shpongle, fusing deep bass and global soundscapes into a genre of his own.But in an industry where gimmicks and lowe...2025-02-111h 07

I’ve been there tooEpisode 3: The Edge of Survival - The Aftermath and My Second Attempt;In this episode, I share the harsh reality of life after my first suicide attempt - admitting myself to the hospital, and trying to process the overwhelming shame, confusion, and hopelessness that followed. I talk about the ongoing mental and emotional toll of being trapped in a toxic marriage, a situation that only deepened my despair and pushed me toward a second attempt. This time, survival was anything but certain. I take you through where my mind was, the battles I fought internally, and how I came terrifyingly close to not making it back. Instagram: @ivebeentheretoo_podcast 2025-02-101h 06

I’ve been there tooEpisode 2: The Breaking Point - Trapped in a Toxic MarriageIn this deeply personal episode series, I share the painful journey that led to my first suicide attempt, a journey shaped by the weight of a toxic and unhealthy marriage. I opened up about the emotional turmoil, isolation, and constant strain that slowly pushed me deeper into depression and anxiety. It wasn't just one moment - it was a buildup of silent suffering and unresolved pain that eventually brought me to my breaking point. Join me as I reflect on these moments and explore how the cracks beneath the surface finally gave way. If you've ever felt o...2025-02-1046 min

I’ve been there tooEpisode 1: Because I've been there;Introduction episode - explaining why I am starting this podcast and its motivation. Get to know a little bit about me before we dive deep into my mental health story. Instagram: @ivebeentheretoo_podcast 2025-02-1044 min $We\'re Never Doing This Again$ We're Never Doing This AgainCommunity and Self Pleasure (with Treavor Wagoner)In this episode, Simone reunites with Treavor Wagoner, a multidisciplinary creative and founder of a Texas-based masturbation club (yes, you read that right). They reminisce about their first meeting at a bloggers' conference and talk about the perils of traveling (and why an all-Virgo airline might just be what the world needs). They dive into Treavor’s journey to founding a sex-positive nonprofit in Austin amidst a challenging socio-political landscape. They also discuss the nuances of modern dating, the queer dating scene in Austin, queerness, and the importance of community. SUPPORT US: 2024-10-1047 min

Andrey MalinovAndrey Malinov - Desert Dwellers (Golden Collection)Доброго дня дорогие друзья! Сегодня я хочу познакомить Вас с замечательным, бомбическим музыкальным проектом, название которому, "Desert Dwellers" Очень одарённые парни, их музыка, лично меня, приводит в восторг...! Любите музыку ребята, она прекрасна... С уважением к Вам, Andrey Malinov. "Под вывеской Dessert Dwellers объединились музыканты и музыкальные продюсеры для создания музыки в стиле downtempo electronic music. История проекта началась с объединения Treavor Walton (Treavor Moontribe) и Amani Friend в 2002 году, в 2003 году к ним присоединяется Rara Avis. На появление названия Desert Dwellers (Обитатели Пустыни) музыкантов вдохновило пользующееся дурной репутацией общество Moontribe – группа энтузиастов-любителей, увлеченных electronic/dance music, которые вот уже 15 лет проводят свои встречи и собрания в пустыне Mojave исключительно в полнолуние. Вдвоем Treavor и Amani выпустили несколько неплохо продававшихся синглов на различных независимых лейблах. С появлением Rara было выпущено два полноценных альбома, на которые музыкантов вдохновила работа над саундтреком для фильма известного инструктора по йоге Duncan Wong. Альбомы получили незамысловатые названия Downtemple Dub ‘Waves’ & ‘Flames’. Они были выпущены в 2005 году на White Swan Records и распространялись через сайт лейбла. Периодически с Desert Dwellers сотрудничают различные талантливые продюсеры, например Jeff Grossman, Kepi (Jeff Steinmetz) и Craig Kohland. Эти музыканты известны как самостоятельные творческие единицы, благодаря собственным проектам: Kat & Kepi, The Shaman’s Dream Music Collective, Cerebral Dub и Amani vs. Teapot." Дискография Desert Dwellers: www.discogs.com/ru/artist/1879…2024-04-221h 34 $I\'m Gonna Podcast$ I'm Gonna PodcastEpisode 15This week Treavor Bettis, Kyle St. James, and Alex Gilbert are here to entertain you with a new list of topics. St. James brings a new game to the show, Treavor has UFOs on the brain, and Alex found a strange list of California laws. Hosts: Treavor Bettis (https://twitter.com/TheTreavor) Kristy Elizabeth (Hiding in the shadows) Kyle St. James (https://twitter.com/KyleStJames) Alex Gilbert (The last place you would have looked) Links: Follow us on Twitter: https://twitter.com/imgonnapodcast ...2024-01-191h 12

Writing About Dragons and ShitEp. 90: Swearing, Theme, Point of View, & More!Sorry for the delay! Treavor is Hot Spotting his phone to upload this episode! We had even MORE listener questions in the backlog so here’s more answers for you! This week Erin M. Evans, B. Dave Walters, and Treavor Bettis answer questions about Swearing, Theme, Point of View, and More! Starring: Erin M Evans (Empire of Exiles, Brimstone Angels) https://twitter.com/erinmevans B. Dave Walters (A Darkened Wish, Black Dice Society) https://twitter.com/BDaveWalters Treavor Bettis (Difficulty Class, Champions of Lore) ...2023-09-0758 min

Writing About Dragons and ShitEp. 71: Listener Questions 2: The Second OneThis week we got a bunch of awesome questions and topic suggestions from listeners like you! Yes - YOU! And because of that Erin M. Evans, B. Dave Walters, and Treavor Bettis talk about a bunch of things like; what is “good enough”? More than one point of view? And why do B. Dave and Treavor hate Cabin in the Woods? Starring: Erin M Evans (Empire of Exiles, Brimstone Angels) https://twitter.com/erinmevans B. Dave Walters (A Darkened Wish, Black Dice Society) https://twitter.com/BDaveWalters Trea...2023-02-231h 02

Louisiana Bowhunter PodcastEpisode 90: A Public Perspective w/ Austin Bradford and Treavor CurtisLouisiana Bowhunter Community members Austin Bradford and Treavor Curtis join the show to discuss their experience and provide some tips on pre-season scouting and hunting on public ground, We talk arrow building, bow preparation and more on this episode of The Louisiana Bowhunter Podcast presented by SKRE Gear Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices 2022-09-231h 23 $I\'m Gonna Podcast$ I'm Gonna PodcastEpisode 7This week we find out why the Industrial Revolution scared Treavor as a child, why Kristy is going to Spain, and why Alex keeps failing to contact Extraterrestrials! Join Treavor, Kristy, St. James, and Alex for these answers and more! Hosts: Treavor Bettis (https://twitter.com/TheTreavor) Kristy Elizabeth (Hiding in the shadows) Kyle St. James (https://twitter.com/KyleStJames) Alex Gilbert (The last place you would have looked) Links: Follow us on Twitter: https://twitter.com/imgonnapodcast Email us: imgonnaemail@gmail.com 2022-08-201h 01 $I\'m Gonna Podcast$ I'm Gonna PodcastEpisode 6Did Alex contact Extra Terrestrials? Why does St. James love the Oscar Mayer Weiner Mobile so much? What sort of car do you immediately assume the driver is an asshole? Did Treavor totally forget to schedule this episode for last week?! Find out the answer to these and more this week with Treavor Bettis, Kristy Elizabeth, Alex Gilbert, and Kyle St. James! Hosts: Treavor Bettis (https://twitter.com/TheTreavor) Kristy Elizabeth (Hiding in the shadows) Kyle St. James (https://twitter.com/KyleStJames) Alex Gilbert (The last place you would...2022-08-051h 00

The Holocron Chronicles: Star Wars StoriesThe Force Awakens with Trevor BettisTreavor Bettis joins us this week as we get back to our Skywalker Saga rewatch recap! We’re at the beginning of the end with the Sequel Trilogy, starting with The Force Awakens! In the news, we discuss homophobic puppets and why we think the Reva lightsaber failed to reach its funding goal at HasLab.Follow Treavor on Twitter @TheTreavorTreavor’s LinkTreeVisit the Secret Friends Unite website www.secretfriendsunite.com Join the Secret Friends Unite! Facebook Group!Subscribe to Secret Friends Unite! on YouTube!Foll...2022-07-211h 14

Inside the MajorsPenalty Corner, Jake and his coin?!, Miami F1 is a goIn this episode, Matt, Adam, Robert, and Treavor ask Adam his thoughts on the Jimmy Bryan 200 from a broadcast side. Treavor gives us "Penalty Corner" from JB. Mike O and Jake Fox talk about Jake and his love for a coin. Matt, Adam, Robert, and Treavor talk about motorsport news. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit insidethemajors.substack.com 2022-04-211h 25

From the Same MisterEp. 19: We Found the DudeYou read that title right - we found him. But how did that go? And how is it going now? This was a weird episode and it might just be better to listen to what has happened.2021-12-1749 min

Writing About Dragons and ShitEp. 31: ProloguesWe’ve talked about Starting Your Book, but what if that start isn’t quite connected to the main characters? This week Erin M. Evans, B. Dave Walters, and Treavor Bettis talk about Prologues and even sneak in a bit about Epilogues! Also, let it be known that Treavor remembered: https://youtu.be/vO8NEsx9m58 Starring: Erin M Evans (Brimstone Angels, Dungeon Scrawlers) https://twitter.com/erinmevans B. Dave Walters (A Darkened Wish, Black Dice Society) https://twitter.com/BDaveWalters Treavor Bettis (Difficulty Class, Cham...2021-12-081h 01

From the Same MisterEp. 18: Sarah and RebeccaSurprise! More Siblings! As of this recording Sarah and Rebecca are the newest siblings to join the family, and this week Kristy and Treavor sit down to talk about their story. 2021-12-0357 min

From the Same MisterEp. 17: KelseyThis week Kristy and Treavor sit down with their sister Kelsey - who they THOUGHT was the last sibling interview of the season. Kelsey tells her story of growing up not know she was donor conceived and what it was like finding out. 2021-11-1953 min

From the Same MisterEp. 16: CaitlinThis week Kristy and Treavor sit down with their sister Caitlin - one of two siblings found just before the Pandemic. She talks about her life, what it was like finding out she was donor conceived, and how it's been getting to know her siblings while the world is on fire.2021-11-1255 min

From the Same MisterEp. 15: EmilieShe gave this show its title and it's finally time to hear her story. This week Kristy and Treavor sit down with their sister Emilie. She tells her story of growing up not knowing she was donor conceived, finding out, and where her life has taken her since. 2021-11-051h 06

From the Same MisterEp. 14: JasonThis week Kristy and Treavor sit down with Kristy's partner Jason. He is not donor conceived, but his story isn't all that different. He talks about how talking a DNA test ended up helping him find a whole new family. 2021-10-2947 min

From the Same MisterEp. 13: We're Back!Hey everyone! It's been a long time! ...unless you're binging this in the future in which case it wasn't, but we're back with a new season! For this first week Kristy and Treavor catch you up on a few things that have happened over 2021 and what you can expect from this third season. Enjoy!2021-10-2237 min

Difficulty ClassEp. 96: Ranking Every WotC Adventure Part 2This week Allie and Treavor wrap up the second part of ranking ALL the pre-written adventure for D&D 5th Edition! Did anything make S Rank? Does anything get moved around? Will Treavor admit he's wrong about something?! Find out! Hosts: Allie Deutschmann (Roomie Roamers) Twitter.com/alliebug321 Treavor Bettis (Champions of Lore, Champions of Psychology) Twitter.com/TheTreavor 2021-09-111h 04

Writing About Dragons and ShitEp. 17: Endings and 2nd DraftsHow do you know you have a good ending? And once you have one you gotta move onto your 2nd Draft! What do you do then?! (Seriously, Treavor needs to know!) This week Erin M. Evans, B. Dave Walters, and Treavor Bettis talk about Endings, 2nd Drafts, and Show Don’t Tell. Starring: Erin M Evans (Brimstone Angels, Dungeon Scrawlers) https://twitter.com/erinmevans B. Dave Walters (A Darkened Wish, Black Dice Society) https://twitter.com/BDaveWalters Treavor Bettis (Difficulty Class, Champions of Lore) https://tw...2021-08-1854 min

Kaliente GirlsKaliente Girls ep80321 Guests: Umberto Rispoli / Treavor Denman / Ashley ImaniCMill444-SunkissedMegan Nash-Next TimeJessica V- MineIlo and DestinyCimplyDan-Red LightZairah- GuayaNikki Sky-Let them hateLeila Live Umberto Rispoli / Treavor DenmanAnneston-Swing my wayRuggo-Never KnowAbby Jasmine- Who CaresCali Ally w/ AdvengerrrWillow Robinson-Dont think twice, Its AlrightJae Cabrera- Love tomorrowKoffee-RaptureBrenda MejiaGuns & Roses- Welcome to the jungleMouseijuana ReviewThe Game-RemedyMouseijuana-BarzMachine Gun Kelly-Blood ValentineEllen Acaurio Britney Spears-Gimme MoreAsap Ferg-Floor SeatsFree World Sin-Uh Oh AmericaParris HarrisSouja Boy-ZaraFly Young Red-Batty ManMikey See- Love my bodyJohn Cougar Mellencamp-Pink HousesCali Ally- Ashley ImaniYou can also listen to this episode on our webpage: kalientegirls.com 2021-08-042h 01