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Green Eyes YolandaCh.34 p.338-345 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll 1897 In Constant MinistrySubheadings:- Various Calls, Marriage of Bishop & Sister C J Hunt, Ordination of Lorenzo Hayer, Some Friends of Old, Stewartsville Reunion, A Tempest in a Teapot, Busy Days, Ordination of Frederick Madison Smith, A College Lecture, A Son Marries, and A Chautauqua Lecturer. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-12-1641 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.33 p.335-338 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll 1896Subheadings:- Once More Bereft, Among Relatives, Adjustments, Bishop Short and Others Mentioned, and At Home With the Family. This episode relates the loss of Joseph Smith lll's second eife, Bertha, and his shock in losing her. We hear of the relatives of Emma Smith and their lack of closeness to Joseph Smith Ill and about his daughter and son in law moving in with him. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-12-1625 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.32 p321-Ch.33 p.321-327 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll Crowding EventsSubheadings:- One by One the Laborers Fall, A New Years Knot and a Storm, Independence Friends, A Kind Friend, Other Friends other Places, A Visit to Burlington Iowa, Graceland College, Censure and Wounds,Efforts Near Home, and An Echo of Earlier Days. This Episode has some grievances in it where Joseph Smith lll is put out concerning costings for building and payment of work associated with Graceland College, and also taxes charged where he was staying in which ministers were not usually charged so he contested. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-12-1645 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.32 p315-321 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllSubheadings:- Zenus H Gurley, After Many Days, Varied Events, Gaining Footholds, Dedication of the Brick Church, With Comrade Kelley, Congress of Religions, Frederick Douglass, The Exposition. Much of this episode is the delight of Joseph Smith lll at the world fair in new york city and shows he watched in new york city. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-12-1658 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.32 p.310-315 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll Years of ActivitySubheadings:- The Grim Reaper, Temple Lot Suit, Legal Array, Testimony, Decision and Appeal, A Notable Victory, and Reviewing the Outcome. The overview of the Lot Suit.. the Reorganised Church was identified as being the legal owners of the lot zs in the doctrine and teachings matched the 1830 church, but because the Church of Christ took ownership and was not contested soon enoigh, they got to keep the lot. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-12-1650 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.31 p.306-309 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllSubheadings:- A Wedding, Conference of 1891, Minnesota, The Mary Morton, and Logan Reunion. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-12-1627 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.31 p.303-306 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllSubheadings:- In Eastern States, Bishop Blakeslee Passes, A Daughter Called Home, Major Bidamon, and A Change in Sentiment. The majority of this episode contains Joseph Smith lll's thoughts on his stepdad Major Bidamon. He mentions a time when Major Bidamon was going to abandon his wife Emma, but that Joseph Smith lll reminded him of his duty. There is quite a few mentions of Major Bidamon involved with masonry but that Joseph Smith lll was not part of it. 1891 is the year Major Bidamon died, also the year Joseph Smith lll's married daughter Zaide died leaving a young family...2021-12-1631 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.31 p.300-303 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll Kaleideoscopic YearsSubheadings:- Some Young Sisters, Guidance, and Old Haunts. Joseph Smith lll reflects the death of a woman who he and others prayed for but he sensed her death, he relates this ability he had gained which he felt somewhat guilty. This episode reflects greatly upon his positive views of change and progress accomplished over the years, rebuffing the contrasting views of an orator known as Trickett. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-12-1629 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.30 p.297-300 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllInteresting note is made here of the Utah church having endowments in the temple. Joseph Smith lll speaks as though these were not part of the church in his dads day. Discussion is made of the priesthood of melchizedec and aaronic as being in the Reorganised Church. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-12-0723 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.30 p.294-297 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllMore poligamous chatter in favour of Joseph Smith lll's arguments. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-12-0631 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh. 30 p.289-294 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllMore sermons and challenges of poligamy. Still no evidence of guilt on behalf of Joseph Smith Junior. Joseph Smith lll used a pamphet published by orson pratt, stating that the marriage between Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden was a celestial marriage. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-12-0643 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.30 p.287-289 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllMore sermons shared by Joseph Smith lll in opposition against poligamy. Sub headings:- Sermons of Music Hall, The Peterson Movement, and Some Old Timers. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-12-0624 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh. 30 p.285-287 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllJoseph Smith lll gives a sermon and is interupted about plurality of wives, to which he used scripture from Isaiah and Jacob to highlight the abomination of poligamy. Worth a study. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-12-0623 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.29 p.280-284 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllSubheadings:- Old Friends, A Patriotic Celebration, Some Church Members, To Points Further North, Cousin Josephine, Doctor Isaacson, and Joseph Kingsbury. I must admit this episode irritated me but it has to be remembered that these memoirs are from a bygone era. Joseph Smith lll speaks about it being illadvised for women to divorce their husbands. My own personal experience in marriage has been my body treated like it is thd ownership of the husband, to be assaulted and raped and also to be treated like a possession and not as an equal, being used as a maid, cook, housewife...2021-12-0543 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.29 p.275-280 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllThe subheadings:- A Missionary Jaunt, Labors South and West, Corrections, Some Clear Memories, San Gabriel Mission, Back Home and Ill, Friends at Colton. Joseph Smith lll relates enjoying farming techniques while visiting, speaking of visiting the beach. Some mistakes in the memoirs are corrected and one gentleman share some of his personal memories. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-12-0549 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh. 29 p. 271-275 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllThe chapter heading is: Under Physical Handicap, with subheadings :- Conference of 1888, Cornerstone Laying for the Stone Church, A Local Flurry, San Bernadino Saints, A Debate with Utah Elders, and The Wise Home. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-12-0526 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh. 28 p.267-270 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllSubheadings:- Westward Ho, The Bay Cities, J.M.Terry in Charge at Oakland, Rest Sought in San Bernardino, and Calls from the East. Joseph Smith lll shares his thrills of transport, calling it marvellous engineering skills of climbing a mountain. This episode Joseph Smith lll tells us of the tortuous pain he has suffered from neuralgia over a period of years. He wanted a rest but received message that he was needed to resolve church issues. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-12-0422 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.28 p.261-267 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllThe chapter heading is In The Heat of the Day, with subheadings Sorrow, Division, Withdrawal of the Gurleys, Church Dedication in Omaha, A Missouri Jail, Liberty Jail, Revelation, An Oration, A Daughter Marries, Harlan Reunion,and Church Dedication at Lucas. Joseph Smith lll shares his sadness of his son David Carlos dying in his 15th year. Some fallout in the Reorganisation occurred causing some to withdraw. Joseph Smith lll and his family take a trip together and make a family event of travelling to a conference with their children. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-12-0453 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh. 27 p.256-260 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllSub headings :- William George Hickman, Incidents and Itinery, Back to City Streets, An Evening of Song and Relaxation, A Ride a Cousin, Goodbyes, and Concluding Reflections. Mention of the Danites and their connection to Brigham Young, that Bill Hicks had become a criminal in his zeal to obey the prophet at all costs. We learn that Brigham Young told the Utah Church to put away their scriptures as he was the living oracle and that is all they needed. My comment: shocking!--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-12-0439 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.27 p.252-256 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllMore poligamy controversy and mistreatment of members through tithing. A grandaughter relates starving as their tithing of butter and eggs was delivered to the Bishop and promptly eaten at the table by the bishop and his family. Many people too poor to pay tithing were treated as apostates by the utah church. Joseph Smith lll is questioned about poligamy, being told many of the young men in the area was against poligamy. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-12-0438 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.27 p.246-252 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllThe more I read, the more my blood boils. This episode portrays the arrogance and dominance of Brigham Young, as well as that of Heber C Kimball. Men were manipulated to take plural wives, against the wishes of their first wife and therefore first wives left them. Brigham Young extracted over and beyond of tithing from the members, creating upset to the honest membership. The Book of Mormon and scripture had not been included in sermons of the utah church. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-12-0452 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.26 p.242-244 &Ch.27 p.244-246 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllMore Utah experiences, with interviews to ascertain whether Mellisa Lott had been married to Joseph Smith Junior. Emma Smith was spoken of highly by Melissa and that she was a noble, truthful woman. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-12-0439 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.26 p.235-241 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllJoseph Smith lll shares visits to beauty spots and his enjoyment of springs and picnics and of climbing a mountain, and floating in the salt lake. The subheadings are:- Labors In and Out of the City, Distasteful Publicity, Mountains, Springs, Swan Lake, Deer Lodge, Bozeman, A Harvest Hand, and Stuart. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-12-0455 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.25 p.233-235 Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllMore interviews by Joseph Smith lll of people in Utah, questioning the evidence of his Father Joseph Smith Junior being a poligamist. No evidence substanciated so far. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-12-0420 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.25 p.227-233 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllThe subheadings of this episode are: The Glorious Fourth, Provo, Questions, Elder Corey, and Other Men and Other Places. Joseph Smith lll is still in Utah in this episode, visiting people, sharing sermons and discovering as much as he can about any evidence of his father and poligamy. Once again, not connected to Joseph Smith Junior by conversations had. Hyrum Smith had shared about marriage for eternity between legally monagamous marriage, and that it was not carried out in the temple as the temple was not complete. Also that Joseph Smith did not have intimate relationships with women according to...2021-12-0455 minGreen Eyes YolandaChit chatting about my covid symptoms and my thoughtsTracing back where i got covid from... not sure as my daughter was tested negative and i would have thought i got it from her. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-12-0318 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.25 p.225-227 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllUtah continued. Subheading:- Calls and Callers. Disgruntled first wives leaving their polyamous husbands, defamation of Joseph Smith lll's character in the Salt Lake Newspapers , and such like. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-12-0318 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.25 p.221-225 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll UTAHThe subheadings are: Hesitancy, Among Friends, Cousin Samuel, Incidentals, and Thomas A. Lyne. This episode is based in Utah and Joseph Smith lll's interactions and discoveries. It is in this episode that Joseph Smith lll shares vehement words of Brigham Young who slandered both Joseph Smith lll and his mother Emma. This episode is very much focused on poligamy, the ills of it, deaths by suicide, and the testimonies of several men stating that Joseph Smith Jun and Hyrum Smith spoke out against poligamy. Members of the Utah church were being arrested for poligamy and also in hiding, as poligamy...2021-12-0339 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.24 p.215-221 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllThe subheadings of this episode are:- Reunion Items, A Lawyer Friend, An Old Friend Withdraws, Concerning the Past, Elder James Whitehead, Testimony to Calling of Young Joseph, An Interesting Episode, Visiting Old Friends, Visit to Aunt Catharine Salisbury, and Montrose. Notable comments and memories of Joseph Smith lll are the reaction of a couple attending their endowments under the utah church, calling it blasphemous. The recollection of Elder Whitehead that Joseph Smith lll was annointed with oil in company of others, by his dad Joseph Smith Junior to succeed him as Prophet and Seer. Some discord occurred with an...2021-12-0350 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.24 p.213-215 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllThe subheadings are :- Visit to General A.W. Doniphan, Labours in Iowa, and The Loss of a Favourite Child. The striking theme of this episode is the sorrow and brokenheartedness of Joseph Smith lll of an accident that occurred in the school playground which brought about the death of his 6yr old daughter Bertha Azuba in 1884. Even at the end of his life, this child evoked powerful emotion. Joseph Smith lll said he felt somewhat hurt for all the work he was doing gospel wise and yet he lost his daughter, whilst overcome with sadness he had a vision...2021-12-0316 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.24 P.211-213 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllThis episode is very curious and interesting to note. The sub heading is : Book of Mormon Manuscript. Joseph Smith lll relates receiving the permission of David Whitmer to go over the Book of Mormon Manuscript and compare it with all the translations at the time, to see if there were any major differences. According to Joseph Smith lll at the time, all were much in agreement. David Whitmer was questioned upon his witness of the Book of Mormon and his testimony remained as it was given. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-12-0316 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.24 p.209-211 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllThe chapter Heading is given as New Trails and Old and the subheadings of this episode as : Ridgeway, and A Rising Cloud of Dissension. The contention consisted of whether rule be made by a few people at the head, or by many. The favour was chosen as the many. The dream Joseph Smith lll relates in this episode is of interest, he dreams that a manuscript would be found called the Spaulding Theory, and would have witness names on it. He goes on to share that in 1885 the manuscript was discovered and was with a man in Honolulu. This manuscript...2021-12-0318 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.23 p.207-209 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllSubheadings:- First Conference in Kirtland, and Incidents of Summer. Here we hear of the renovation of the Kirtland Temple and its use for services. It will be noted that its use has not been countered in the temples built and designed under Brigham Young's father in law Truman Angel (or similar name, who was an architect by trade), and the activities within its building different from those in the Utah lds church. Joseph Smith lll is pleased to share that his uncle William B Smith was in attendance. He shares of the service and acoustics making singing and music...2021-12-0318 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh. 23 p.206-207 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllThis is a short reading as I am recovering my strength and voice, please excuse. This episode continues on from the heading Neighbourhood Preaching, followed by the next heading of Dedication. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-12-0308 minGreen Eyes YolandaMy covid symptoms 2nd Dec 2021I began feeling a bit off on Monday, which developed into the worst migrane and i lost my appetite and felt nauseous, also felt cold and like my temperature was up a little, then Tuesday my head was the same, but pain killers were helping, i still felt sick and aching in my stomach and no appettite, i kept burping and still have burps, my sense of smell heightened so smells made me nauseous, my eyes were light sensitive and still are, then Tuesday night my nose began dripping and my lips dry and cracked feeling but i still had...2021-12-0206 minGreen Eyes YolandaMy covid symptoms 1st Dec 2021So I had been making recordings but went ill, my eyes were killing me so i couldnt read and i felt awful. Migrane developed and was bad enough for me to say please bless me to die in my sleep, the pain was unrelenting, then i took pain killers which i never take. I lost strength and i moaned and groaned and tossed and turned, i couldn't eat and didnt want to eat and i couldnt do anything, i felt giddy and dizzy then my stomach felt churny and sick and then i developed a kind of croup cough and...2021-12-0202 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.23 p.205-206 Memoirs of Joseph Smith lllSubheadings: An Absconding Bookkeeper, and Neighbourhood Preaching. The Mr Conover is mentioned, the man who robbed the heralk safe and fled. He was contacted or found and said he was sorry and would meet up to put things straight but he was never seen again and his wife ended up marrying another man. This episode shares some debate musings of a seven son of a seventh man being gifted with heating. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-11-2918 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh. 23 p.200-205 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllThis episode has subheadings: The Bishopric Reorganised, Last Fall Conference, To The East, Secretary Frelinghuysen, The Temperence Movement, and A Temperence Debate in Lamoni. Apologies for not being able to pronounce Mr Frelinghuysen! The points that struck me from this episode was alcohol. There were discusses as to whether alcohol should be banned. Joseph Smith lll said instead of banning it, let people be educated in it instead. Another note was the safe in the herald offices had been robbed by Lawrence Conover who was the secretary of the Board of Publication. Another note was a vote to try to...2021-11-2946 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.23 p.197-200 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll Some Public ContactsStrong poligamy questions put forth. I love this. Sub heading:Farwell Hall The Utah Church takes offence --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-11-2727 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh. 22 p.193-197 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllThis episode reminiscences building work and stresses involved of the building of the Herald Offices and of a new home for President Joseph Smith lll and his family. Also some mention of rain and lightning and Bertha putting barrells out to capture rain. The subheadings being: A Missionary Fund, Snow Bound, Correction, A New Herald Office, and A New Home. The Missionary Fund refers to monies sent to the Herald offices for payment of subscriptions of which sometimes people sent more as gifts to be used as necessary and Joseph speaks of setting aside the money for Missionary work, he...2021-11-2735 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh. 22 p.188-193 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll A TempleAn exciting episode to me, and shocking as a member of the Brighamite Church or Utah faction or The Church Of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. To have it sink in that through a process of law, the courts sided with The Reorganised Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints as being the Rightful owners of the first temple The Kirtland Temple... and not The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints! The reason being that the latter church had changed its doctrines, policies, teachings and everything compared to the original church established in 1830 and that the...2021-11-2654 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.21 p.185-187 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll A Publishing VentureThe subheadings are A Publishing, A Good Woman Passes, and Obituary. You can bet this episode had me blubbering. The Good Woman was Emma Smith and the Obituaries hers. The publishing venture was of a man who published a book about church members but fell out with a few people, he was a good man but ended up a drunkard and died one. I reflect my sadness as a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints that no such good words were spoken of her during my decades membership and mention of her was hushed and...2021-11-2631 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.21 p.180-185 Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll Campaigns and BereavementApologies for tripping over my words and gaps in soeaking, I misplaced my reading glasses and used a magnifying glass that was not a clear as hoped. I hope you still enjoy this episode of the words of Joseph Smith lll. He begins with politics and gets cornered into giving a political speech, relating to fiat money and depreciation of currency etc.He speaks of visiting Canada. I enjoyed reading about William M Smith, the brother of Joseph Smith Junior in this episode, of his joining with the reorganisation, we hear of how Samuel Smith another brother of Joseph Smith...2021-11-2651 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.20 cont p.178-180 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll A Chess GameThis episode is a bit noisy i am afraid, i may rerecord at another time, i had my washing machine in the background, I apologise. Two topics are mentioned, Two games of chess which Joseph Smith lll played and those he played them with, relatee under the subheading A Game of Chess, and the other Joseph Smith lll pride and gratitude of a turn around of impression upon the place of Nauvoo where a petition of 400 residents and businessmen requested that the Reorganised Church relocate their headquarters to Nauvoo (1878) he contrasts with a previous petition of 1860 where they were not...2021-11-2622 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.20 p.173-178 Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll Vicissitudes and a VindicationThis episode had me choked up. The brother of Joseph Smith lll, David Smith was taken mentally ill after a mission to Salt Lake City where his mission companions were mistreated and one had excrement smeared upon him, David developed halucinations and was admitted into a mental hospital. David's wife stayed faithful to him until her death, waiting for him. Joseph Smith lll also shares sadness and distress of a member dying in which her husband pleaded for them to have her live, to no avail. The subheadings of this episode are: Vicissitudes and a Vindication, Mrs. David H. Smith...2021-11-2549 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.19 p.169-173 Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll Sime Old AquaintancesSalt Lake City, Poligamy, visits with people in Salt Lake and conversations about doctrine and a description of Salt Lake are given here by Joseph Smith lll. Noone able to connect Poligamy with Joseph Smith Junior, still more in favour of Joseph Smith being against it with Sister Vienna Jacques being one of those to relate words of Emma Smith to her. The subheadings of this episode are: Some Old Aquaintances, Notes of Travel, To Build in Salt Lake City. Joseph Smith lll had made comment as to where 130,000 saints were out of the 150,000 that were in the church at...2021-11-2534 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.19 p.164-169 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll The Opening GunMore experiences of Joseph Smith while in Salt Lake City discussing whether he was safe or not, and incidents shared regarding guns. For the first 3 days of being in Salt Lake City he carried a gun upon him and then decided he was not that kind of person. Joseph Smith lll was clearly able to state the position of the Reorganised Church using scripture and publications from the time of his dads death and from before. Joseph Smith lll shares how he felt being in the company of his polygamous cousin Joseph F and his several wives. The subheadings are...2021-11-2551 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.19 p.157-164 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll In The WestThe tension rises in this episode, half way through, as Joseph Smith lll walks the strèets of Salt Lake City. He is apprehensive as people pass by his trying to ignore him or be cold towards him, creating anxiety and depression within Joseph Smith lll. Some who wanted to talk to him did so in a way that made it not obvious to be seen or caught, even visiting his cousin John, son of Hyrum, he still felt depressed. Fortunately Joseph Smith lll's spirits were raised by a member of the Reorganisation who chatted to him even though she h...2021-11-2554 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.18 p.153-157 Memoirs of Joseph Smith lll A Fertile LandJoseph Smith lll shows great interest in the farming techniques and crops grown and speaks of the fertile soil and also of squirrel pests being poisoned to stop them eating the crops. He mentions seeing a scotch thistle growing with a scotch pioneer and brought with him from Scotland so he felt more at home. The subheadings are:- A Fertile Land, Fellow Workers, Baptisms, Two Testimonies and An Alarming Illness. The two testimonies were conversations regarding enquiring confirmation about spiritual wifery and poligamy from a man and woman that knew of Joseph Smith Junior, but neither had anything to...2021-11-2538 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.18 p.148- 153 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll First Trip WestThe subheadings are:- A Friend Indeed, Incidents of Travel, California, A Tour with Brother Mills, Disputed Territory, and An Early Migration. Joseph Smith lll thought California would be completely different from Illinois but was bemused to arrive and experience a thunderstorm which he stood out in. Apparently the people there were not used to this weather and Joseph Smith lll joked that he brought it with him from Illinois. He also saw illnesses and similiar diseases in crops the same as in Illinois such as ague. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-11-2444 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh. 17 cont p.145-148 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll Fish and FishermenThe subheadings are: Fish and Fishermen, Some Ordinances, A picnic, Preaching, and At Green's Landing and Dear Isle. Joseph Smith lll shares some fishing experiences where he is successful, also some outings and baptisms. A Church of England preacher apparently was appalled that Joseph Smith lll was baptising negros and jeered and the preacher later spoke against Joseph Smith lll telling his congregation to have nothing to do with him or the Reorganisation when 25 or so members of the Church of England sermon got up and left and entered into the congregation of Joseph Smith lll's. --- Send in a...2021-11-2428 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.17 p.140-145 Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll The Laden YearsSubheadings: Reflections, The Hortons, First Mission Afar, On Historic Ground, Faneuil Hall, Centennial Celebration, Maine, and T.S. Smith J.C. Foss and Others. In this episode Joseph Smith lll speaks of administering to a sick woman whom was suspected to die but recovered, on other occasions Patriarchal blessings were given to some women and uplifted those listening, Joseph Smith lll said as he did this he felt the information of the lives given to him via spiritual source. Joseph Smith lll speaks of his pride being in Boston which had history throwing off British hold. He shares his nervousness...2021-11-241h 28Green Eyes YolandaCh.16 cont. P.134-140 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll Gift of TonguesThis episode concludes chapter 16. The subheadings are: Gift of Tongues, Discussions, To District Conference, An Odd Fellows' Funeral, and A shaky Foundation. Joseph Smith lll relates several instances where he had the gift of interpreting tongues, one was at a welsh meeting where he heard the prayer of a welsh woman in English, and another where several people were speaking in tongues and he was able interpret and hear them in English. He relates a dream of unsafe foundations and the affirmation that he was right, and lots of interactions between Adventists where debates were held and challenge debates...2021-11-2450 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh. 16 p.129-134 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll Busy Days, Conference at Keokuk 1867Section headings for this episode are as followings: Conference at Keokuk, Mark H Forsutt Attends the Conference, Friendships, Sister Lucy Lyons Ressiguie, Baptism of the Spirit, Father John Landers, and Staunch Friends. He describes laying on of hands for healing and a sister recovering, also of baptising a sister in a river and the overwhelming feeling of the Holy Spirit attending. He speaks of the Dancer family, also of time with his wife Bertha Griswolds mother and family. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-11-2441 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh. 15 cont. P.128-129 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll In Committee Room cont ..This episode is the conclusion of chapter 15, which refers to a visit to Washington in regard to Hearings of testimony by the Utah church by Joseph F. Smith stating the details of how Poligamy came to be in the Utah church. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-11-2407 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.15 p.122-128 The Memoirs of Joseph Smith lll Washington D.C. First VisitThe subheadings of this section are: First Visit, Committee on Territories, Sight Seeing, An Unkept Promise and Related Memories, A dollar Bill, A subsequent Visit to the Capitol, In Committee Room. This episode shares with us the mind of Joseph Smith lll as he met with and witnessed those of the Representatives and Congress. Poligamy is mentioned a far bit, with Joseph Smith lll persuading that Poligamy was not a religious tenet but a social one and that it should be done away with as it was immoral. Joseph Smith lll had a lot to do with Poligamy being halted...2021-11-2455 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.14 p.120-122 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllThis episode is entitled : Another Dream in which Joseph Smith lll relates the dream and the fulfilment. His daughter Emma Smith is courted and married. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-11-2415 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.14 p.114-120 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllThis episode has three main themes, the building of a church at Plano along with prophetic dream that Joseph Smith lll had about raising the final funds for it, The Inspired Translation printed by the church with Emma Smith handing it over for printing, and a poem written by Joseph Smith lll as dedication to his mother for caring for the record of the translation. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-11-2457 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh. 13 p.112-114 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllThis episode continues on from the previous and to be truthful i found both hard to concentrate on but I did feel quite indignant when Joseph Smith lll made his remarks about all the faults he had come across in his visits to various parts of the country to meet with saints. He remarked he had come across jealousy, uncleanliness and laziness but when he began going further into lives it felt like it was too narrow. I add my personal opinion that good people are good and people who have their hearts knit with God's and with his Holy...2021-11-2439 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh. 13 p.108-112 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllJoseph Smith lll describes a journey by stage coach to conference and how happy the company at the conference made him although he had been feeling unwell before going and was worried about a brother Redfield who had asked him the question while ill in bed, as to whether he should just let himself go to God as in die, or struggle on. This really made an impression upon Joseph Smith lll's mind. At other times he reflected that people should not perhaps expect to be immediately healed upon being blessed, that they were to be patient at times. I...2021-11-2451 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.13 p.104-108 Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllThis episode made me cry with laughter and also cry with sadness. So funny the first few stories and then Joseph Smith lll shared about some funeral talks he gave. Joseph Smith lll shares reassurance to the readers who may be called upon to share messages in front of others, saying that he trembled before every speech past the age of 50, and said not to worry. He shared humourous stories about flies, one of himself with a fly on the end of his nose whilst he was trying to say the prayer before the congregation and another about a man...2021-11-2438 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.12 p.98-103 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllThe episode completes chapter 12 and relates to some wagon journeys that Joseph Smith lll had taken to and fro some conferences in the early days of him being called as President of The Reorganisation of The Church of Jesus Christ of Laterday Saints. The headings are: The Cutler Group, Another Prophecy, Camp Fare, In a Democratic Wagon, Elijah B Webb, Cooperation and By Stage. Some people that followed the Cutlerites believed that destruction was soon coming and Zion imminent, Joseph Smith lll gave counsel that this was not true, that the could take care of themselves, increase their living standards...2021-11-2349 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh. 12 p.94-98 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll Fall ConferencesThe subheadings are : An Overland Trail, Gallands Grove, Homeward, A Sequel, In a Lumbar Wagon and North Star. The episode consists of chatter, singing and poetry on a group journey to conference and the views, eating apples, seeing plums and sharing some with a woman and children turning back from the West to East. There are some musings and discussions on beliefs, and a comical exchange between the group and a blind man who is walking 22 miles home and is offered to sleep over as he wont see to walk in the dark to which he replied that day and...2021-11-2336 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.11 p.92-94 Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll AftermathJoseph Smith lll shares that slavery was abolished, he shares his observations of people of colour on their way to and from school and im the zct of studying while walking the streets and he felt a sense of pride for them. The was was over, he shared stories of soldiers marching the streets after it was over and of applause. He shares the tragedy of the assassination of Abraham Lincoln in 1865 and what a great man he had been to achieve his cause and that he was the first man to be mourned widely as in across countries with...2021-11-2316 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh. 11 p.92 Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllThe section heading is 'An Interpolation' dated November 13th 1911. Joseph Smith lll shares the news of the death of his cousin the Utah Patriarch John Smith son of Hyrum Smith. He died on Joseph Smith lll's birthday, November 6th 1911. Also shared is the news of the death of John Henry Smith son of his dad's cousin George A Smith on the 13th of October 1911. Joseph Smith lll relates a dream he had witnessing to him of John Henry being of poor health. He contacted by letter to ask if he were well and replied he was and then in less...2021-11-2305 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.11 p.86-91 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll War A prophecyHere we read of the revelation by Joseph Smith Jun 25 Dec 1832 about war. Joseph Smith lll shares his opinion that the revelation began to be fulfilled during clash over the slave question. Joseph Smith lll relates a dream Alexander had of him and Joseph Smith lll not being enlisted for war. Joseph Smith lll shares memories of him giving a war speech. Frederick Smith is not mentioned in the enlistment and Joseph Smith lll explains his brother Frederick had been found ill and deserted without heat or food or water by his wife as she went to her mothers and...2021-11-2341 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh. 10 p.83-86 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll The Agitated NationThis episode gets very politcal and heated on the topic of slavery and the abolishment of it verses those fiercely defending slavery as a right. Joseph Smith lll speaks of being in favour of abolishing slavery, and also referred to the political publication his dad Joseph Smith junior and prophet of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints had made in 1844 before his death. Joseph Smith lll said he would given the chance, help a slave to escape as well as provide money to escape as well. Joseph Smith lll speaks of bwing impressed by Abraham Lincoln being...2021-11-2332 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh. 10 p.80-83 Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll The Young MissionaryThis episode details Joseph Smith lll being impressed to take some boots with him on a journey to a conference of the Reorganised Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints and of his travelling with a Brother Shippy whom met him while he was out fishing for food for his sustenance. Related i an experience of staying at a Christian families home the night for shelter but not being warmly welcomed because of their worry that their church would be unhappy with them, they were previously friends with Brother Shippey who chose to use prayer over breakfast to ask...2021-11-2327 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.10 p.76-80 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll The Gathering of the dispersedThis episode is another emotional one for me. Firstly Joseph Smith lll visits with members of his mothers family surrounding Amboy. He goes on to be a beacon as members from the time of Joseph's dad begin to come forward and join with the Reorganisation after interacting with Joseph Smith lll to discover his principles. Joseph Smith adamantly speaks against the doctrine of poligamy in this episode and generally through the entire chapter 10. Several men search him out to ask him questions to which he refers them to prayer. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-11-2239 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh.10 p.74-76 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll Amboy and the ReorganisationThis episode was emotional for me. Joseph Smith lll addresses the conference of The Reorganisation of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints and his words so humble and clear. I imagined being one of the congregation who had been waiting since 1844 for this moment. I go on to ramble about my thoughts which you are welcome to listen to or leave. I seem to be tearing up reading the memoirs of Joseph Smith lll.--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-11-2231 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh. 10 p.71-74 The Memoira of Joseph Smith lll The ReorganisationBear with me as I keep getting emotional as I read various words and phrases and then stop to ramble on in trails of thought. This episode is about Joseph Smith lll questioning which church to be involved with. He had previously turned away members of The Reorganisation, not in the mindset at that time but as soon as he was ready, everything came together. The humble members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints who had followed the teachings of Joseph Smith Junior and had not wanted to change their beliefs to follow Brigham Young (who...2021-11-2226 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh 10 p.70-71 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll Life and WorkThis episode is a poignant one Joseph Smith lll lays out very clearly his reasoning not to join the Utah church. Worth listening to or reading if you are unaware of what was entailed in following Brigham Young among which was the dictation for rebaptism which Joseph Smith lll was abhorent of and considered his baptism by his father as sacred as also the laying on of thd Holy Ghost by his sunday school teacher. He refers to poligamy being adultery and as murders being a break of thd commandment not to kill. --- Send in a voice message: https...2021-11-2214 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh 9 cont. P. 67-69 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllThis episode continues on from the previous, relating antagonism against Joseph Smith lll due to his religion but noone was able to stop him as he had good standing being a citizen of Nauvoo. Joseph Smith lll shares the supportive words of those in his defence. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-11-2217 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh 9 cont. P.65-67 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllThe sub headings of this episode are :Justice of the peace and Hostilities. Joseph Smith lll speaks of being reelected several times as Justice of the peace of the Nauvoo Township 1858 and 1862 and that he began preaching at the President of the Reorganised Church in 1860. There was prejudice against him religiously towards him elections by leaders amongst the Methodists and Presbyterians who didnt want him elected but due to being a kind and fair lawyer, the French, Germans and Austrians of Nauvoo who upon arrival needed support legally, voted for him over the years. There was competition at one time...2021-11-2220 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh. 9 p.61-65 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllChapter heading is entitled Politics, with section headings: Jack Mormons, Adjustments, School Director, and School Funds. Joseph Smith lll shares incidents relating to these topics. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-11-2228 minGreen Eyes YolandaCh 8 cont. P.60-61 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllThis episode relates to Joseph Smith lll's 3rd wife Ada Rachel Clark, how he met her, how he proposed and the marriage and greeting of his family and reception of her upon return to Liberty Hall and of his feelings. He in the previous chapter and this one, speaks of his love for his first wife of 12 years, and of the companionship of his 2nd wife of 27 years. With his 3rd wife he felt similar love as meeting his first wife. Ada Rachel went on to bear 3 sons. They move from Lamoni to Independence in 1906. --- Send in a voice...2021-11-2215 minGreen Eyes YolandaP.56-59 Ch.8 cont. The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllThis episode covers the time of Joseph Smith lll's life with his second wife Bertha Madison. We discover that Joseph is anchored by having a stable homelife. He did not want to have things changed by having other members move in or he move elsewhere and so he asked his wife house hold helper to stay on as housewife to care forcthe house and children while he carried on business and travels. Rumours spread and gossip created upset for the housewife and so Joseph Smith lll prayed for guidance about marriage for it seems convenience to stop rumours and to...2021-11-2243 minGreen Eyes YolandaChapter 8 p.50-56 The Memoirs of Joseph Smith lllThis episode brought tears to my eyes and choked me up a few times. Joseph Smith lll speaks of his first loves and of his proposal to Miss Emmeline Griswold whom he met in a candy store and who when he was riding in a buggy with his brother, saw her in the road and declared to his brother that he would marry her. He describes proposing and his first kiss with her being upon her acceptance of his proposal and the second kiss following the marriage vows. Personally I note from this episode Emmeline's experience that the female race...2021-11-2251 minGreen Eyes YolandaChapter 7 cont. P.48-50 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll Youthful DaysJoseph Smith lll relates a story of an altercation where a man was shot in the chest and died, he reflected that the man had gone from full health and strength to instantly losing his life essence. The killer was the son in law who had reacted in self defence to his abusive father on law. This episode speaks of the killer hiding himself in some ruins of Abner Powers who he handed himself over too and was later pardoned. The episode begins with Joseph Smith lll being summoned to court to testify on behalf or Farmer Rucker about a...2021-11-2216 minGreen Eyes YolandaP.47-48 The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll Youthful Days Chapter 7This episode begins with covering the last paragraph of chapter 6 with interaction with Julia Murdock's brother in Salt Lake City, Bishop Murdock. Chapter 7 is entitled Youthful Days and first sub heading, Farmer Rucker. While Joseph Smith lll's stepdad Major Bidamon was away in California for a year or so, Farmer Rucker sublet the Mansion House and farm along with his family and Joseph Smith lll became a farm hand with them, enjoying milking their cows and hawling hay. A couple of domestic incidences are related about selfishness of one of the family eating half a bowl of strawberries at dinner...2021-11-2217 minGreen Eyes YolandaP.41-47 The Memoirs of Joseph Smith lllSeveral topics are covered in this episode, Major Bidamon raises money with Emma Smith so they could enable Joseph Smith lll to stock and run a store, but Joseph Smith lll wasnt much inclined to the business running at a loss. The Nauvoo Temple was set on fire and destroyed, with it completely raised to the ground and eventually plundered for building materials for other properties. Joseph Smith lll's adopted sister Julia Murdock married but her husband soon died from an accident and she went on to remarry but that marriage disolved. Julia went on to die of cancer. Joseph's...2021-11-2256 minGreen Eyes Yolandap.39-41 (chapter 6) The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lllJoseph Smith lll speaks of members moving away from Nauvoo and new people moving in that were in many cases undesirable. Emma Smith was persuaded to move away for a time and was adjoined by several others and rented out the Mansion House while away, to a certain man that is was soon discovered was in the process of robbing her furniture and fleeing without paying rent, upon hearing this she returned in time to prevent any more things being taken but was treated dispicably by several men who owned her money for board and keep. Joseph Smith lll recounts...2021-11-2225 minGreen Eyes YolandaThe Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll p.36-39Very sad entries, grief and death and cruelty. Joseph Smith lll relates the injustices and the death of his Father and Uncle, also the stripping them of the personal effects of Joseph Smith Junior by Brigham Young claiming it belonged to the church. Help from a lawyer new to the area secured Emma Smith and her children some possessions but biographies, journals and books also furniture were taken under order of Brigham Young and a policeman set outside to prevent visits to the house of Emma Smith and threats made for her to leave and go to Salt Lake City...2021-11-2239 minGreen Eyes YolandaThe Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll p. 34-36The Nauvoo Mansion and Porter Rockwell and General W. Doniphan dominate this episode and are all entangled. An accusation was made against Porter Rockwell, a member of the church during the life time of Joseph Smith Junior which involved accusation against Joseph Smith Junior too, an accusation of attempted assassination against Governor Boggs. General Doniphan and Joseph Smith Junior knew Porter Rockwell was innocent and helped him be aquitted and had to leave his home, so Joseph Smith Junior put him up at the Nauvoo Mansion House while Emma Smith was away to St Louis purchasing furniture and such like...2021-11-2224 minGreen Eyes YolandaThe Memoirs of Joseph Smith lll p.31-34Chapter 4 continued where Joseph Smith lll shares his opinions and memories of George A Smith, Charles C Rich, Amasa Lyman, John Taylor, Parley P Pratt, and Orson Pratt and a conversation with Orson Pratt 1876, and with Orson Pratt's wife on another visit to Salt Lake City. Joseph Smith lll relates that Orson Pratt was controlled and manipulated my Brigham Young to retract a testimony made at the stand about the correct copying of The Inspired Version he had been sent by the Reorganised Church of Jesus Christ of Latterday Saints. Joseph Smith lll knew that allegations had been made about...2021-11-2228 minGreen Eyes YolandaThe Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll p.27-31Chapter 4 comprises of Joseph Smith lll sharing information of gifts to him as a boy from Brigham Young and George Albert Smith and Newel K Whitney of a gun, a knife and a desk. Joseph Smith lll shares his thoughts and memories of Brigham Young, John C Bennett, John E Page, and Heber C Kimball... he distinctly had an aversion to Heber C Kimball as a boy and told his dad Joseph Smith Junior and Joseph Smith lll recollects his dad asking him how he made him feel and Joseph responded by screwing up his face and such like to...2021-11-2243 minGreen Eyes YolandaThe Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll p.23-27Chapter 3 begins with the remarks Melissa Lot being associated by The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints with being a polygamous wife of Joseph Smith Junior. Joseph Smith lll spoke with her and no such thing was made apparent. This chapter refers alot to mentions of poligamy and proxy marriages and sealings posthumously to Joseph Smith Junior and Hyrum Smith, with a proxy receiving letter from women to be sealed and the proxy deciding against the requests. Joseph Smith lll aways has something funny to laugh at going on, and in this chapter he is in the company of...2021-11-2245 minGreen Eyes YolandaMemoirs of President Joseph Smith lll p.17-23Unedited audio. Joseph Smith lll speaks of indians and arrow games, of his horses and memoriescand the death of a cherished horse Old Charlie. He mentions how George Q. Canon abused one of his horses by overstraining it. Buildings and tunnels and hiding places are discussed as to the times of his father Joseph Smith hiding from capture. He talks of Commerce having a name change to Nauvoo and of riding to the Narvoo Temple site to watch it being built and of his dad building the Narvoo Mansion House in 1842. Joseph Smith lll speaks of a near miss of...2021-11-2155 minGreen Eyes YolandaThe Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll p. 14-17Joseph Smith lll shares his amusing experience with Spiritism. He goes on to share anecdotes of life during his childhood witnessing a fight outside his school grounds where his uncle Hyrum held the coat of the man doing the hitting which young Joseph Smith lll of less than 10 years old, was not impressed by. He shares more spelling bee experiences and his love of reading and of later studying some French, German and Latin and also poetry from various countries as well as his own and shares that he had a good memory for poetry and words to recite later...2021-11-2139 minGreen Eyes YolandaThe memoirs of Joseph Smith lll p.8-14 childhood and school memories of teacher and school fightsChapter 2 consisting of school days remembering Miss Durfee, Miss Wheeler, Mr Corey, Mr Thompson, Mr Cole and Mr Monroe as teachers. He relates school scuffles and fights and punsihment for going on ice against his mum and dads wishes. Joseph recalls his dad heavy handedly playful with Mr Corey and accidentally breaking his leg. He enjoys recalling being good at spelling bee. Joseph Smith lll recalls distinct school memories and are interesting to read, many well known names from the times of Joseph Smith Junior and The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints such as the children of...2021-11-2149 minGreen Eyes YolandaThe Memoirs of Joseph Smith lll, chapter 1 continued p5-8Joseph Smith lll recollects getting in trouble with his mum and being disciplined, also of his mum turning their house into a hospital during a time of illness of swamp fever and malaria amongst the residents. He recollects the death of his grandfather while at Commerce and that he was reprimanded for not crying but said it was because his grandfather was now in heaven without pain. He describes the people and the environment and layout of Commerce. He shares being ill around the age of 15 and having a fever but that his fever subsided after an altercation of upset...2021-11-2138 minGreen Eyes YolandaThe Memoirs of President Joseph Smith lll (1832-1914) pages 1-4I occasionally document some of my own findings and thoughts while reading from the Memoirs of Joseph Smith lll. I am new to audio and ask for patience as i learn editing and fluent reading. This episode speaks of Joseph Smith lll's childhood memories of places and people. It contains a dedication to his mother Emma Smith nee Hale, in which he states was the only wife of his father Joseph Smith Junior. He speaks of not remembering pre-existence and goes on to share about hereditary traits from his ancestors in his introduction and of viditing his father in jail...2021-11-2148 minGreen Eyes YolandaUpdate to go with my podcast last but 1, and reflections of my lifeBack with the narcist in my life, but am considering he is autistic in his mannerisms, update of how things are and references to my childhood and abuse scenarios from those years and thoughts on the type of person i want to be with... some wishes of what i want to do if i had money and my anxiety overcome. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-11-2154 minGreen Eyes YolandaMy musings of Brigham Young and Joseph Smith 3rdI joined the LDS church in 1985 and was a strong advocate, enjoying positivity but research over 30 odd years has brought me to the conclusions made in this podcast. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-11-2115 minGreen Eyes YolandaCrying, upset. Narcist revengeI received a text this evening, saying he had scrapped my car ... which he was fixing as an apology for battering me ... so scrapping it is the equivalent of not being sorry and of revenging me. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-09-1214 minGreen Eyes YolandaOffloadi g my mashed up thoughts and whats happening in my life, mostly incoherent as i am in a messRambling and complaining about relationships and health and disappointments, hoping that i can come back at a later time and declare that miracles occurred since. I hope that there is an end to stress and a beginning of joy and hope and love and stability. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-08-1321 minGreen Eyes YolandaMental madness, confusion, all the worst in one yet the best? Eh? Trauma Bonded.My mess of a life, all such a muddle, i share my thouggts aloud and try to make sense of my trauma bonding, my 1st marriage, my 2nd marriage, a bf before and a bf between and aspergers, adhd, falling hard for the one im with now but trying to understand why i am givjng him chances and bemoaning my soulmate never showed ... these first episodes will be a jumble because my mind today is a jumble, that is what happens when you are trauma bonded and yet starved of communication,understanding and fairness. Do you relate? --- Send in...2021-07-3045 minGreen Eyes YolandaIntroduction to my stresses, secrets, thoughts and my lifeI introduce you to snippets of my life, what's happening today, whats happened in the pass, touching upon childhood, domestic abuse, some things about my membership in the lds church, my faith, my thoughts... today i am pretty distressed and wanted to just offload some stuff to anyone wantjng to listen to someone elses problems. I am a cheerful, happy go lucky person but i have had my fair share of struggling with my mental health and sensitivities, but overall believing in God and that he does bless me and watch over, but i often lack faith that i am...2021-07-3025 minGreen Eyes YolandaGreen Eyes Yolanda (Trailer)--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/yolanda981/message2021-07-3000 min
Green Eyes YolandaTesting one two three ...4 uploads to see how this works, one is a reading from a notebook diary with me stumbling over my words, the othee three are impromptu hypnosis recordings by me for sleep and for renewal and release of emotions. My name is Yolanda Tranquille Geer and these are my words. Thankyou for reading and welcome to my voice and thankyou for your patience as I get myself into gear with using my voice and your patience with me tripping over my words. I'm recording from my home in West Sussex, England, UK and my voice from my upbringing from Kent, England...2021-04-301h 45