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Asian Not AsianS3E18: Be Kind To Yourself with Therapist Kathryn Lee, Youngmi Mayer and Brian ParkContinuing from episode 17, therapist Kathyrn Lee joins the Asian Friends along with Brian Park and Youngmi Mayer. We go through mental health questions from listeners while Mic continually has his mind blown by therapy. Part 2 of 2. Special thanks to our sponsor Saks OFF 5TH for getting the gang back together! Saks OFF 5TH is celebrating AANHPI month with the Asian Mental Health Collective (AMHC) for the 3rd year in a row, an organization that de-stigmatizes mental health within the Asian community. To learn more go to saksoff5th.com/charity.COM...2023-05-221h 04Asian Not AsianS3E17: Fit Checks and Check-Ins with Brian Park and Youngmi MayerFEELING ASIAN REUNITES. Youngmi Mayer and Brian Park reunite for the first time since the end of their pod. We catch up and talk about how clothes plays into the Asian American psyche. Part 1 of 2. Special thanks to our sponsor Saks OFF 5th for getting the gang back together! Saks OFF 5TH is celebrating AANHPI month with the Asian Mental Health Collective (AMHC) for the 3rd year in a row, an organization that de-stigmatizes mental health within the Asian community. To learn more go to saksoff5th.com/charity.2023-05-151h 05
Add to Cart with Kulap Vilaysack & SuChin PakASMR Pep Talks with Youngmi Mayer and Brian ParkThis week Ku and Su are joined by comedian, actor, and writer Brian Park and comedian Youngmi Mayer, hosts of the podcast Feeling Asian. The four talk about the healing effects of ASMR blasting through your ears, why Brian is the heel of all retailers, and the secret to Youngmi’s skin. Please note, Add To Cart contains mature themes and may not be appropriate for all listeners. To see all products mentioned in this episode, head to @addtocartpod on Instagram. To purchase any of the products, see below. Make...2022-07-1949 min
Feeling AsianDuality (feat. Luna Li, Musical Artist)Luna Li is a singer, songwriter, multi-instrumentalist, producer…basically there’s nothing she can’t do!! Based in Toronto, the artist first took off at the height of the pandemic with her at-home jam sessions which led to her blissful debut album Duality. We talk to her about coming up as an outsider in the Toronto garage rock scene, our rider wishlists, and growing into your own in the afterglow of debuts. Put “Alone But Not Lonely” on your summer ~yearning~ playlists and follow Luna Li at @lunalilunalilunali on Instagram and @lunaliband on Twitter. And subscribe to our Patreon if you wan...2022-06-151h 04
Feeling AsianYou Are What You Read (Lucy Yu, Yu and Me Books)We are so honored to have Lucy Yu of Yu and Me Books on the pod this week! Yu and Me Books is the first female Asian American owned bookstore in NYC and we were so eager to have the founder on after Youngmi heard her speak at an event last month. Tune in to learn about how Lucy, a lifelong career changer, began as a chemical engineer but then followed her dream of opening a bookstore and eventually created a grounding community space in Chinatown. Also in this episode: tears, hot takes, and trauma bonding over college. Follow...2022-06-081h 10
Feeling AsianMoms (feat. Ippun Mayer and Jessica Park)Phew. It was only a matter of time until we did this episode, and we’re pretty sure you are excited for this one as well. To celebrate Mother’s Day, we invite Youngmi’s umma Ippun and Brian’s noona Jessica to the pod and quickly learn that we are fated to become our mothers!! We also unpack some of your submissions when we asked you, “what is a conversation you wish you could have with your mom?” If you loved this episode, please like, subscribe, and follow Feeling Asian!2022-05-041h 39
Feeling AsianNot David Chang (feat. Chris Ying, Writer)Chris Ying is a writer and co-host of The Dave Chang Show. He is popularly known as the editor in chief of the influential food imprint Lucky Peach but most importantly he is the naturally funniest guy. Chris and Youngmi recount the early aughts of their food careers and the beginning of their lasting friendship. We also dissect yelp-elite culture. Follow Chris at @chrisyingz! Also check out our Patreon! 2022-03-091h 13
Feeling AsianGotta Wash Before You Dry (feat. SASAMI, Musician)SASAMI is a visionary singer-songwriter and musician who has been described as “a Satanic Brian Wilson.” Aka the vibes are immaculate. She joins us to unpack toxic positivity and LA, and why more people could benefit from Korean-mom approved toxic negativity lol. SASAMI also gives us a peek into her upbringing in the Unification Church. Check out her forthcoming album Squeeze on Feb 25! Follow her at @sasamiashworth! Support us on Patreon!2022-01-261h 11
Feeling AsianWe Admire John Travolta For His PatiencePost-Thanksgiving power cringe! Brian gives us a taste of old El Paso and plays the hits from his youth. Youngmi tells us how her feelings have changed about the pod. Cause for concern??? Probably not, but until then please like, subscribe and check out our Patreon! 2021-12-0151 min
Feeling AsianBang Dong SikYoungmi and Brian power hour is back! Extra power, even more extra cringe. We talk private schools, burnout and hobbies. While you’re here, please leave us five stars on Apple or subscribe to us on Spotify. But if you want extra credit and you’re thirsting for a positive affirmation, catch us on Patreon!2021-10-2755 min
Feeling AsianPolitics To Poetry To Comedy (feat. Jenny Yang, Comedian)Jenny Yang is an LA-based standup comedian, tv writer and professional opinion-haver. She discusses how her college experience and career in politics helped her establish a unique voice in the comedy world. Jenny also talks about what it means to be an Asian comedian who is known for having a strong political voice. Brian talks about having multiple panic attacks in the past week and Youngmi discusses the constant feeling of not doing enough. Follow her work at @jennyyangtv. Please leave us a review on iTunes and subscribe to our Patreon if you enjoy our podcast!2021-10-2047 min
Feeling AsianSometimes You Suck and Other Times You’re A GeniusThis week it’s just us two! Back on our power cringe bullsh*t. Brian talks about obtaining one of his goals and what it taught him. Youngmi opens up about her body dysmorphia flareup and teaches us about amor fati by way of tiktok to mic. We also discuss a recent article centered around reddit Asians. Thank you for listening!!! Our next live show is 10/28!!!!2021-09-221h 02
Feeling AsianDate And Divorce Yourself (feat. Julia Shiplett and Mic Nguyen)Feeling Asian favorites Julia Shiplett and Mic Nguyen join us this week for a dating-centric episode. We answer your questions from four different stages of dating/relationships: Julia is single, Brian is in a new relationship, Mic is married and Youngmi is divorced. The most popular topics listeners brought up were: interracial relationships, dating app challenges, sex and marriage/divorce. Thank you to everyone who submitted their stories! Follow Julia and Mic at @juliashiplett and @nicepantsbro. Also please like, subscribe and support us on Patreon.2021-08-181h 22
Feeling AsianTherapy To Soju Shots In Ktown Pipeline (feat. Steffie Baik, Model)Steffie Baik is a model, actor and co-host of the Fun With Dumb podcast. Aka all-around very cool. Aka one-half of the cool Asian girl G20 summit with Youngmi. Steffie gives us a peek into her past life as a real estate agent before she became a true maven of Koreatown. We also discuss dating, monogamy and audition horror stories. Follow her on ig @baikedguds. Also please like, subscribe and support us on Patreon :)2021-08-1156 min
Feeling AsianGo Outside And Touch Some GrassThis week's episode is just us two! Centering ourselves in our own podcast (embarrassing)??? Youngmi discusses the horrible side-effects social media is having on her mental health. Brian talks about growing up and his fear of Peter Pan syndrome. For the optimal listening experience enjoy this outside with a nice cup of deer antler juice. As always please like, subscribe and consider supporting us on Patreon :) 2021-08-0453 min
Feeling AsianBo Makes Netflix Special, We Send EmailWe return to our chaotic OG roots! This episode is just us two, for better or for worse??? In true Feeling Asian fashion it gets silly and heavy. Youngmi opens up about her ADHD, which often left her feeling too overwhelmed to do any work. Brian talks about feeling creatively inspired after seeing Bo Burnham’s Netflix special. We also discuss personal growth at the expense of old friendships. Like and subscribe on all streaming platforms and please support us on Patreon! :)2021-06-0956 min
Feeling AsianFeeling Asian Not Asian Pt. II (feat. Fumi Abe & Mic Nguyen, Asian Not Asian)**We did a crossover episode with our good friends over at Asian, Not Asian Podcast! If you haven’t done so, please go listen to part one at Asian, Not Asian Podcast wherever you stream this podcast.** Brian confronts Fumi about the fall out of their friendship. It gets heated and tense but ultimately leads to a larger discussion on feelings, accountability and ambitions. Please go listen and subscribe to Asian, Not Asian wherever you get this podcast and follow them on socials at @asiannotasianpod. Also like, subscribe and please support us on Patreon :)2021-05-2655 minAsian Not AsianFeeling Asian Not Asian Pt. I (w/ Youngmi Mayer & Brian Park, Feeling Asian)**We did a cross-over episode with the good folx at Feeling Asian podcast! This episode is only half of the conversation, so be sure to tune into Feeling Asian podcast on Wednesday 5/26 to catch the FULL conversation!**Not the podcast 4-some you asked for but the podcast 4-some you deserve! This week Brian Park and Youngmi Mayer from Feeling Asian podcast joined the boys IN PERSON to talk horny girl summer, hot girl summer, and f*ck summer. THEN…Brian and Fumi open up about a rec...2021-05-241h 04
LadyHDABSOLUTE. UTTER. CHAOS. with Youngmi MayerComedian and podcast host Youngmi Mayer (Feeling Asian) joins Jenn to talk starting late, divorcing young, and mom’ing in a panic. EPISODE TRANSCRIPT AVAILABLE BELOW FOLLOW YOUNGMI: Insta | Twitter | TikTok: @ymmayer FOLLOW JENN: Insta | Twitter: @jennwelchnow FOLLOW LADYHD: Insta | Twitter | TikTok: @ladyhdpod PRODUCED BY LEFT HANDED RADIO: Insta | Twitter: @lefthandedradio ***** LOVE THE PODCAST? WANT TO HELP SUPPORT PRODUCTION COSTS? Join the LadyHD Patreon and get sweet perks / goodies or Leave a tip in t...2021-04-2141 min
Feeling AsianModeling In Japan? (feat. Sara Hiromi, Model)Sara Hiromi is a fashion model, architect and designer. She describes her wild entry into the modeling industry and details her experiences working in Japan and America. Sara is also Youngmi’s ex-husband’s girlfriend lol. We discuss the often misguided assumptions people have about the entire dynamic. Follow Sara on ig at @sara_hiromi! Like and subscribe to us on all streaming platforms and support our Patreon :) 2021-04-211h 07
Feeling AsianWhen They Go Low, We Make Fun Of BrianThis episode has it all. We kick things off on a light note and give you a peek behind the production curtain. However, more importantly, we discuss our feelings surrounding these relentless anti-Asian attacks. Brian talks about taking a small trip out of town for his mental health and the subsequent feelings of guilt. Youngmi recounts a terrible incident that happened to her this weekend. 2021-04-0748 min
Feeling AsianLike A Mother (feat. Angela Garbes, Writer)Angela Garbes is a writer and author of the best-selling book Like A Mother: A Feminist Journey Through The Science And Culture Of Pregnancy. We discuss motherhood and its toxic online communities. Angela educates us on the oppressive power structures that marginalize POC voices in the “mommy industry” and the steps we can take to mitigate these impacts. Angela also opens up about struggles with depression and how it has coincided with career success. Purchase her book and follow her on ig at @angelagarbes. Please also like, subscribe and support us on Patreon!2021-03-171h 07
Feeling AsianHappy To Make My Little Art And Suffer (feat. Devin Blaskovich, Photographer)Devin Blaskovich is a visual artist and photographer whose work has been featured in major fashion publications and exhibitions around the world. We have a lengthy discussion about the art world and the White gatekeeping and colonizing tendencies that exist within it. Devin also opens up about his relationship to his Asian identity and struggles with depression. Follow his work on instagram at @devinblaskovich. Also please like, subscribe and support us on Patreon! 2021-03-1057 min
Feeling AsianToo Foreign For Here, Too Foreign For Home (feat. Bohan Phoenix, Musician)Bohan Phoenix is a musician who hails from Hubei, China. This episode touches on so many emotionally charged topics! We discuss covid related discrimination directed at people from Wuhan, finding self-acceptance through hip-hop and Asian support for BLM. Bohan also opens up about the artistic challenges of being authentic without exoticizing yourself and relearning to embrace Asian culture. Check out his music available on all streaming platforms and follow him at @bohanphoenix. Also please like, subscribe and support us on Patreon!2021-03-0359 min
Feeling AsianWe Got CovidThis week it’s just the two of us. Unfortunately, we both contracted covid. Youngmi discusses the immense guilt of giving a friend covid and how it’s tied to her insecurity of not feeling like enough. Brian recounts the physical and emotional toll the virus had on him. Thankfully, we are both ok now! Please get vaccinated and continue to wear your masks to stop the spread. Follow us on Instagram and TikTok at @feelingasianpodcast. Like, subscribe and support us on Patreon :) 2021-02-2448 min
Feeling AsianI Used To Date Anyone Who Wanted Me, Now I Date Anyone I Want (feat. Dylan McKeever, Comedian)Dylan McKeever (@deemakes) joins Feeling Asian this week to discuss the real life experiences behind her viral comedy videos. Dylan discusses what it's like being a fourth-generation Chinese American, whose extremely Californian family barely fits many Asian immigrant stereotypes. She also discusses the nuances of being mixed race and how her family's cultural backgrounds shaped their reactions to her coming out as trans. Follow her on Instagram at @deemakes! Also please like, subscribe and support our Patreon :)2021-02-1754 min
Feeling AsianHope You Get Rich! Sincerely, Rat And HorseHappy Lunar New Year! Year of the Ox, baby! Youngmi recounts a frustrating experience of when she had to suppress her emotions in the face of racism. Brian talks about the rise of anti-Asian hate crimes. We also discuss Chinese zodiac signs and Lunar New Year traditions. If you or someone you know experiences an anti-Asian attack, report it at stopaapihate.org. If you enjoy our podcast please like, subscribe and donate to our Patreon! 2021-02-1046 min
Feeling AsianAfter 9/11 My Life Was Never The Same (feat. Joseph Azam, Lawyer and Co-Founder of Afghan Americans for Biden/Harris)Joseph Azam is a lawyer who specializes in anti-corruption and ethics investigation, and one of the co-founders of Afghan Americans for Biden/Harris. Joseph details his experiences of Islamophobia in a post-9/11 America, the pressures poc’s face to play nice in corporate America and the exclusion of Central Asians from the Asian cultural dialogue. Joseph is also a refugee and shared his experiences in The Displaced, edited by Viet Thanh Nguyen, with proceeds to support the International Rescue Committee. Please like, subscribe and support us on Patreon :)2021-02-031h 03
Feeling AsianOnce Upon A Time In A Pizza Shop In Argentina (feat. Jin Yoo-Kim, Filmmaker)Jin Yoo-Kim is a filmmaker and screenwriter who grew up in Bolivia. So cool! The Asian diaspora is far-reaching and, as a result, the stories of our ancestors can get lost or forgotten. Jin shares the story of how her family ended up in South America and how her unique upbringing has informed her work. Follow her on Instagram at @jykfilms. Like, subscribe and please consider donating to our Patreon!2021-01-271h 03
Feeling AsianNormalize Being Single In Your Thirties (feat. Julia Shiplett, Comedian)Julia Shiplett is a talented comedian and writer who was recently named one of Comedy Central’s Up Next comedians and a TBS Comic To Watch. Julia joins us for this dating-centric episode! We discuss the internal and external challenges of dating in these times, the pressures that come with dating in your thirties, and what we want going forward. Follow Julia on socials at @juliashiplett! Also check out her hand-made jewelry on instagram at @earlyretirement.nyc. Please leave us a review, like, subscribe and donate to our Patreon! Woo :)2021-01-201h 09
Feeling AsianRefresh The Old Beef From The Homeland (feat. Jenny Wang Medina, PhD East Asian Culture)Back by popular demand Jenny Wang Medina joins us again! Jenny is a Professor of East Asian Culture at Emory University. Listeners have asked us to discuss the topic of inter/intra-Asian racism. Jenny distinguishes the difference between the two and highlights some factors that contribute to each. We also discuss where Asians have fit into racial categories in the US. Follow us @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast. Like, subscribe and support us on Patreon!2021-01-131h 03
Feeling AsianStaying Present Behind A Lens (feat. Htet Gyaw, Photographer)Htet Gyaw is a Burmese-American photographer and video editor with a new photo book titled Down By Canal. Htet describes what it was like growing up in Burma and having to adapt in America. We learn about Htet’s creative process and how photography helps him stay present. We also discuss Southeast Asian representation within the Asian diaspora. Buy his new book on his website at www.htetg.com. Follow us at @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast! Like, subscribe and donate to our Patreon :)2021-01-0657 min
Feeling Asian2020: The Good, The Bad and The HornyWhat a year?! Remember when we thought the pandemic would only last two weeks? Remember when we didn’t know about Zoom lol? We all had a challenging year so we dedicated this episode to the silver linings of it all and our hopes for 2021! Follow us on instagram at @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast. Please like, subscribe and consider donating to our Patreon! Happy New Year :)2020-12-3059 min
Feeling AsianHappy Snowcrab Legs At A Casino Buffet SeasonMerry Christmas and happy holidays! We share and discuss holiday traditions from the Feeling Asian family. Thank you to everyone who submitted. Like, subscribe and please consider donating to our Patreon!2020-12-2358 min
Feeling AsianI'm Not Going To Betray My Body Anymore (feat. Mary HK Choi, Author)Mary HK Choi is a NYT bestselling author with a new book titled Yolk coming out in March 2021. We dive really deep into Asian moms and why they can be so frustrating. Mary also opens up about grief and her struggles with eating disorders and how she channels all of this into her writing. You can follow her on socials at @choitotheworld. Also, please pre-order her new book Yolk! Like, subscribe and donate to our Patreon!!!2020-12-161h 01
Feeling AsianThe Quietest Dinners With The Parents (feat. Gerrie Lim, Comedian)Gerrie Lim is a comedian, photographer and public health expert. They are also our first gender non-binary guest. We discuss gender and the class anxiety that comes with it. Gerrie also tells us what it's like to date someone that's in the same industry and the very quiet dinners with their parents lol. Follow them on socials at @gerrieyaki and their amazing photo series which highlights people of color at @chasingcolorproject. Like, subscribe and please consider donating to our Patreon! 2020-12-091h 02
Feeling AsianGen Yeet (feat. Terry Nguyen, Vox)Terry Nguyen is a reporter for Vox on consumer trends, internet and gen-z. We discussed Terry's recent piece on Vietnamese-American voting trends in the recent election cycle. Terry also breaks down the differences between gen-z and millennial Asian-Americans. Spoiler alert: we archive photos now. Follower her work on twitter at @terrygtnguyen. Follow us at @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast. Like, subscribe and please consider donating to our Patreon: www.patreon.com/feelingasian!2020-12-0249 min
Feeling AsianYour Korean Dad (feat. Nick Cho, TikTok @yourkoreandad)Nick Cho is the co-founder of Wrecking Ball Coffee Roasters and the brain behind the viral TikTok sensation @yourkoreandad. Nick walks us through the inspiration for Your Korean Dad and the psychology behind its popularity. We also discuss Asian dad stereotypes and how TikTok fame has affected his own relationship with his teenage daughters. Follow him on TikTok @yourkoreandad. Follow us at @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast. Like, subscribe and please consider donating to our Patreon!2020-11-251h 02
Feeling AsianNever Too Old To Start At A Dream Job (feat. Michael Cruz Kayne, The Late Show With Stephen Colbert)Michael Cruz Kayne is a writer for The Late Show With Stephen Colbert. Michael describes what it's like to embark on a creative career relatively late and why it's so difficult to actually try hard in order to make your dreams happen. Youngmi teaches us the true meaning of a fuckboi and Brian talks about being lonely (again!). Follow Michael at @cruzkayne. Follow us at @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast. Like, subscribe and please donate to our Patreon! 2020-11-1858 min
Feeling AsianYou Look Like Steven YeunJoe Biden is going to be our new president and this week's episode is just us. Two reasons to celebrate, let's goo! We unpack our theory that White women hit on Asian guys today the way White guys hit on Asian girls fifteen years ago. Thank you to our wonderful listeners who submitted their stories! Youngmi also talks about how there needs to be more accountability in food media and Brian discusses the addictive nature of this election cycle. Follow us @feelingasianpodcast, @itsbrianpark and @ymmayer. Like, subscribe and donate to our Patreon :)2020-11-1155 min
Feeling AsianSurprisingly Well-Versed In Bollywood (feat. Danish Maqbool, Ramy)Danish Maqbool is a Pakistani-American comedian who, most recently, featured in the new season of Ramy. He joins Feeling Asian to open up about his past-life as a professional gamer and how that experience informed his worldview. Danish also gives us a crash-course on the nuances of what it means to be Desi and how he likes to be more Asian than he lets on. Follow him on instagram at @dmaq1. Follow us @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast. Like, subscribe and donate to our Patreon :)2020-11-0458 min
Feeling AsianMatters of Taste (feat. Caroline Liou, Art Historian)Caroline Liou is a multi-hyphenate arts professional. She is an artist, curator and art historian with enough graduate degrees to satisfy even the strictest Asian moms. Caroline joins Feeling Asian to discuss Asian-American cultural landmarks which invites a larger conversation on "taste". For instance, why are certain Asian fashion choices perceived as “tacky”? Check out her writing at: https://hyperallergic.com/author/caroline-liou/. Follow us @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast. Like, subscribe and donate to our Patreon!2020-10-281h 02
Feeling AsianExcavate The Hard Feelings (feat. Yumi Sakugawa, Artist)Yumi Sakugawa is an inter-disciplinary artist whose work you might recognize from her popular Instagram account @yumisakugawa. Yumi joins Feeling Asian to talk about being in the “artist’s closet” and how certain cultural aspects of her upbringing helped her find emotional freedom through art. We also discuss the importance of mindfulness and solitude to maximize your creative practice. Follow her on Instagram at @yumisakugawa. Follow us at @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast. Like, subscribe and please consider donating to our Patreon :)2020-10-2151 min
Feeling AsianIt's Called Fashion Sweetie, Look It Up (feat. Sandy Liang, Fashion Designer)Joining us this week is famed fashion designer and Forbes 30 under 30 inductee, Sandy Liang! We discuss her childhood as a Chinese restaurant kid and how her parents' frivolous views on fashion influenced her to pursue a career in it. Sandy also dishes on what it's like being an Asian-American woman in a field which only recently has found room for Asian-American designers, most of whom are men. We also talk about the realities of the perceived "coolness" of the fashion industry. Follow Sandy at @sandyliang and please consider subscribing to our Patreon at patreon.com/feelingasian!2020-10-1454 min
Feeling AsianI Miss Sleeping With People I Don't Trust (feat. Joel Kim Booster, Comedian)Joel Kim Booster is an amazing comedian and actor whose work you may have seen on NBC, Comedy Central and NPR. Joel joins Feeling Asian to discuss how he misses the comfort of chaos and what he does to remedy that. He also opens up about his relationship to his "Asian"-ness and the challenges that come with striving to be a good representative for Asian-Americans. Follow him @ihatejoelkim. Follow us @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast. Like, subscribe and donate to our patreon!2020-10-0750 min
Feeling AsianWelcome To Chinatown (feat. Jen Tam & Vic Lee, co-founders of Welcome to Chinatown)Welcome to Chinatown is a grassroots initiative to support Chinatown businesses and amplify community voices to preserve one of NYC's most vibrant neighborhoods. Jen Tam and Vic Lee join Feeling Asian to discuss the inspiration behind Welcome to Chinatown, Covid-19 related racism and their relationship to their Chinese heritage and American upbringing. For more information on this great initiative please visit their website: https://www.welcometochinatown.com/. Follow them on instagram @welcome.to.chinatown and donate to our Patreon if you enjoy the pod! 2020-09-301h 04
Feeling AsianAsia Extreme (feat. Jenny Wang Medina, PhD East Asian Languages and Cultures)Jenny Wang Medina is a Professor of East Asian Culture at Emory University and a former goth. She joins Feeling Asian to discuss Asian-American culture and also dismantles our false preconceptions of East Asia. Jenny also decolonizes our minds regarding the modernization of Korea and provides her insight on the globalization of Kpop. Follow us @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast. Like, subscribe and donate to our Patreon please!2020-09-2358 min
Feeling AsianOne Year Anniversary!It's our one year anniversary! Woo! Honestly, it felt kind of weird congratulating ourselves for this but we’re proud :) Youngmi and I are so, so grateful for your support and being ride or die with us on these chaotic emotional streets. We recap some of our favorite podcast moments from the past year and express our hopes for Feeling Asian in the year ahead. Follow us @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast. Please like, subscribe and support our Patreon! 2020-09-1656 min
Feeling AsianMaybe It Was The Khaki Pants (feat. Moss Perricone, Patriot Act)Moss Perricone is a talented comedian and former staff writer for Patriot Act with Hasan Minhaj. He joins Feeling Asian to talk about mending a broken heart and why it’s especially difficult during quarantine. Moss also opens up about his biracial, Indian and Italian, identity and discovering the importance of representation in the least likely places. Follow him @mossperricone! Follow us @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast! Like, subscribe and donate to our Patreon :)2020-09-091h 02
Feeling AsianAsian. Boss. Bitch. (feat. Anne Ishii, Asian Arts Initiative)Anne Ishii is the Executive Director of the Asian Arts Initiative, Pornographer and the ring-leader of the Asian Illuminati. She joins Feeling Asian to talk about the challenges of being an Asian woman in a leadership position. Anne also describes how she created Massive Goods, a publisher and agent for queer manga and fashion by artists from Japan. Follow her @ill_iterate and follow us @feelingasianpodcast, @itsbrianpark and @ymmayer. Like, subscribe and donate to our Patreon!2020-09-021h 03
Feeling AsianAccording To Gen Z (Feat. Vinay Umapathy, Comedian)Vinay Umapathy (@mumblecomic) is a talented comedian and our youngest guest ever. He gives us a deep-dive into the Gen Z psyche while Youngmi and Brian try their best to understand why they’re so cringe. Apparently, we’re “nerfed”???? Vinay also opens up about his Hindu identity and how it influences how Asian he feels. Follow us @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast. Like, subscribe and donate to our Patreon!2020-08-2600 min
Feeling AsianNew Haircut, Same Old MistakesThis week it’s just Youngmi and Brian! We originally had an amazing guest episode planned for you all, but encountered some technical difficulties which led to a discussion on how mistakes are interpreted. Brian also talks about experiencing survivor’s guilt and what it’s like to have a haircut everyone hates. Youngmi discusses her run-in with toxic femininity and the bullshit it encompasses. Please like, subscribe and contribute to our patreon: patreon.com/feelingasian2020-08-1955 min
Feeling AsianYou Can't Be A Fake-Ass Bitch (feat. Kimmy Yam, NBC News)Kimmy Yam is a reporter for NBC News and drops so many insightful gems on this episode of Feeling Asian. She describes what it was like growing up in a Chinese restaurant family and walks us through the importance of being real and no-bullshit in her journalism work. We get deep when Kimmy implores us to show compassion to our parents and why it's important to check the burden we throw back on them to be perfect people. Follow Kimmy on social media @kimmythepooh and follow us @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast!2020-08-121h 16
Feeling AsianPacific Islander, Not Asian (feat. Mona Jones, Comedian)Mona Jones is the world's only female Chamorro comedian. She describes the distinction between being Pacific Islander and being Asian, and America's tendency to clump the two together. She also gives us a crash course on island culture and the racism that existed in its school systems. Follower her @kirida and follow us @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast! 2020-08-0554 min
Feeling AsianSearching For Control (feat. Jared Goldstein, Comedian)Jared Goldstein is a hilarious comedian and star of Nikki Fre$h on Quibi. He describes what it was like being biracial in suburban Long Island. Jared also opens up about the challenges of being a child actor, coming to terms with your homosexuality and eating disorders as a means of control. Follow him @heyjaredhey and follow us @feelingasianpodcast, @itsbrianpark and @ymmayer. Like, subscribe, review!!! We love you!!!2020-07-2947 min
Feeling AsianQuack-Ass CodependencyThis week on Feeling Asian it's just Youngmi and Brian. Back to our OG roots! We talk getting left on read, divorce and choking on pink Himalaya salt lamps. However, the main topic this week is codependency and how it manifests in our relationships. Follow us @feelingasianpodcast, @itsbrianpark and @ymmayer. Also, leave us a review and like and subscribe! We love you!2020-07-2255 min
Feeling AsianMission (feat. Danny Bowien, Chef)*TW childhood sexual abuse* This week on Feeling Asian we are joined by Danny Bowien the chef and owner of the popular restaurant Mission Chinese Food. (Also Youngmi’s ex-husband.) Danny and Youngmi openly discuss allegations that occurred at their business. He reveals what it was like growing up as a Korean adoptee in an ultra religious White community in Oklahoma and how his otherness led to heinous abuse. Danny also shares his future goals as a chef. Follow him at @dannybowienchinesefood and follow us @feelingasianpodcast, @itsbrianpark and @ymmayer!2020-07-151h 21
Feeling AsianIt's Cool If You're American, A Different Story If You're Black (feat. Brittany Carney, Comedy Cellar)Brittany Carney is an immensely talented comedian by way of Japan. She describes what it was like being biracial in Japan and how her relationship to her Black identity changed when she moved to America. We also discuss xenophobia, BLM and police officers in Asia. Follow Brittany at @brittany_carnage and follow us at @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast! 2020-07-0854 min
Feeling AsianHot Real Therapists In Your Area (feat. Haesue Jo MA, LMFT)Haesue Jo is the clinical support lead at BetterHelp aka a legit therapist and gives actually good advice in this episode lol. She describes what we should all be looking for in a mental health provider and analyzes the prevalent themes and issues that appear with her Asian-American clients. Youngmi talks about disturbing work occurrences and Brian wants to be a doctor again for the millionth time. Follow us at @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast. Like, subscribe and share!2020-07-0158 min
Feeling AsianKpop Stans Will Save Us AllYoungmi and Brian discuss attachment styles, Kpop stans and processing grief for the childhood you never had. If you have the means, please consider donating to Elijah McClain's Gofundme (https://www.gofundme.com/f/elijah-mcclain) and Therapy for Black Girls (https://donorbox.org/therapyforblackgirls). Follow us on instagram @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast!2020-06-2443 min
Feeling AsianThe Illusion Of America (feat. Nataly Aukar, Comedian)Nataly Aukar (@natyourcolor) is an incredible comedian from Lebanon and describes what it's like being in America having grown up against the backdrop of political instability. Nataly also also opens up about how self-indulgent her desires seem in the wake of what's been going on. Follow her on instagram at @natyourcolor! Please like and subscribe and follow our podcast on instagram at @feelingasianpodcast. 2020-06-1758 min
Feeling AsianPeeling The Onion Of PrivilegeYoungmi and Brian discuss the emotions that come with realizing privilege and the efforts to correct it. Self-pity. Burnout. Guilt. Optimism. Youngmi also shares her oversight as a business owner and how she plans to keep herself accountable going forward. If you have the means, please consider donating to the below orgs: Emergency Release Fund Venmo: @emergencyreleasefund BEAM: beam.community/donation2020-06-1045 min
Feeling AsianYellow Peril Supports Black PowerThis is a call to action to our listeners. Now is not the time to stay silent. On this week's episode, we discuss the prevalence of anti-Blackness in Asian communities and the history of Asian-America's upward social mobility and its benefit to White power structures. To stay silent is a privilege and only serves to reinforce White supremacy. Educate yourself, confront your privilege, engage with your peers, donate and go vote! Asian-Americans have benefited tremendously from the sacrifice of the Black civil rights movement and now it's our time to show up. Please follow our Instagram @feelingasianpodcast for resources...2020-06-0348 min
Feeling AsianI Got Covid-19 And Can't Listen To Cuomo's Voice Anymore (feat. Bryan Yang, Comedian)This week on Feeling Asian we have comedian and writer Bryan Yang (NBC)! Bryan describes the harrowing experience of nearly dying from Covid-19 and what he's learned from it. We also discuss the silver lining this pandemic has had on Asian-American entertainers. Please subscribe and leave us a review on iTunes! Also, follow us at @feelingasianpodast! 2020-05-2754 min
Feeling AsianRacist Because He’s Asian, Proud Because He’s White (feat. Noah Cho, Writer)This week on Feeling Asian we have food writer Noah Cho (Catapult, The Atlantic)! You may know him from his widely-circulated article defending the sanctity of cheese ramen. We discuss “authenticity” in Asian cuisine, teaching in the time of Corona and the longing to be more Asian as a biracial person. Brian reminisces about old exes and Youngmi talks about her decision to dye her hair blue. Please rate and review us on iTunes!2020-05-201h 02
Feeling AsianThe Thing About Al*son R*man And As*an M*msThis week on Feeling Asian we talk about our feelings surrounding Mother's Day and what it's like having immigrant mothers whose lives were way more difficult than ours. We also address the Alison Roman controversy and the complexity of passive racism in liberal America. Leave us a review on iTunes and please follow us @feelingasianpodcast! 2020-05-1354 min
Feeling AsianWe Can Always Control Our ReactionsAnother chaotic week in quarantine filled with breakthroughs and insights! Brian talks about the fear of an unknown future and how it's making him question his non-traditional career path. Youngmi discusses how in times of stress she fixates on her mistakes in an attempt to feel like she's in control. Also please rate and review our podcast on iTunes and stay safe out there!2020-05-0654 min
Feeling AsianHold The Hot Potato Of AccountabilityNow that we're deep into quarantine, it has us feeling a certain type of way. This week on Feeling Asian we reflect on our regrettable actions and deliberate what it means to be a "good person". Thanks for listening and please rate and review us on iTunes! 2020-04-2952 min
Feeling AsianPost-Quarantine FantasiesThis week on Feeling Asian we discuss post-quarantine fantasies! The difficult emotions arising during these times has us fantasizing about Korean BBQ to backpacking around the world and everything in between. We also read some of your submissions! We unpack our respective 22 year old girl and divorced dad energies through a twitter game. Please rate and review us on iTunes and stay safe out there! 2020-04-2245 min
The Mechanics of StorytellingTelling Jokes (and Emotional Healing) with Youngmi MayerYoungmi grows up in Korea and Saipan (1:00)Feeling like an outsider as a white person in Korea (5:00)How feeling like an outsider has influenced Youngmi’s comedy (9:00)Complexities of biracial upbringing (10:45)Youngmi retraces her history with starting Mission Chinese restaurant (14:30)Working through co-dependency issues (17:58)How Youngmi was able to assert her own creative desires and goals, working through baggage of Asian American upbringing and depression (19:15)Doing the scary thing of pursuing creative endeavors and honestly facing the possibility of failure (24:40)The challenge of living transparently emotionally and being vulnerable (25:30)Processing and healing from repressive Asian upbringing (26:50)“Was it scary to get...2020-04-2000 min
Feeling AsianConfronting Ghosts Of Past RelationshipsAnother week in quarantine, another win! Brian talks about the fears that come with turning thirty and the frustration of being unable to work when you haven't realized your dreams. Youngmi discusses the unresolved feelings from previous relationships that have come up for her in quarantine. We also roast each other's tweets! Please rate and review Feeling Asian on iTunes! 2020-04-1551 min
Feeling AsianWear Red, White, And Blue And Suck It UpThis week Youngmi and Brian discuss their different levels of quarantine horniness and Andrew Yang's Washington Post Op-Ed. Brian describes a realization on how to best deal with Asian parents. Conversely, Youngmi explains why it's hard being a quarantine parent and the best way to handle racist trolls online. Thanks for your continued support and please rate and review us on iTunes!2020-04-0838 min
Feeling AsianRules Of Attraction (feat. Usama Siddiquee, Mango Bae)Usama Siddiquee (Mango Bae Podcast) joins us this week to discuss his upbringing as a Bengali-American in Texas, getting beatings from his immigrant mom, and disappointing his entire family by dropping out of medical school to become a comedian. We also unpack his notorious dating life and his breakdown on the rules of attraction. Youngmi talks about being single during the quarantine and Brian shares his anxiety surrounding his new hobby - the stock market.2020-04-011h 04
Feeling AsianCoping with CoronavirusThe Coronavirus pandemic is an unprecedented crisis and leaving many of us in a state of uncertainty. This week we discuss our coping mechanisms which range from psychotropic drugs to chaotic dating on the apps (rest assured not in person tho). Follow us on social media at: @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast!2020-03-2537 min
Feeling AsianCoronavirus EditionThis week's episode is dedicated to the Coronavirus! One of the most frightening side-effects of this pandemic is the rise in anti-Asian sentiment. We wanted to share our experiences with this and try to make sense of these crazy times. 2020-03-1850 min
Feeling AsianCraving Connection (feat. Emanuel Hahn, Photographer)Emanuel Hahn (Photographer/Filmmaker) joins Feeling Asian this week to discuss what it was like growing up with Christian missionary parents. We examine the importance of church to the Korean diaspora and the social impact it had on all of us growing up. Emanuel shares stories about being left to live alone in a foreign country at the age of thirteen, having farm animals as friends in Cambodia and the chaos of missionary kids' camp. Brian talks about how he is an emotional sub and Youngmi sends a risky text at the top of the episode, but you'll have...2020-03-111h 09
Feeling AsianStanding Your Ground For Love (feat. Mic Nguyen, Asian Not Asian Podcast)Mic Nguyen (Asian, Not Asian Podcast) joins Feeling Asian this week to discuss his inter-Asian marriage to his Korean wife and how her family disapproves of their marriage, which interestingly makes it the most Korean soap opera-y marriage ever. Mic unpacks the nuances of their disapproval, as well as the challenge of living within a perpetual familial rift. We also chat about how Mic never felt like he fit in with most Vietnamese-Americans, his incredible fashion sense, how Asian men are all secretly yolked and hot import nights! Brian talks about how he didn't want to record the podcast...2020-03-041h 07
Feeling AsianThe Real Chaotic Bottom Legend: Asa Akira (feat. Asa Akira, Pornstar)This week we are joined by chaotic bottom legend and Queen of Anal Asa Akira (@asahole) where she really unpacks what it's like to work in porn as an Asian person. She also discusses her relationship to her Japanese parents and how she gets jealous of her white colleagues with parents that accompany them to AVN (but why tho?). Asa talks about who she has sex with and how porn helped with her body dysmorphia, and we awkwardly try to compliment each other. Brian chats about running into old dates at yoga, and Youngmi discusses how women in their...2020-02-261h 01
Feeling AsianGreat-Great-Grandpa Was OG Hot Priest (feat. Jordan Mendoza, Comedy Central)Jordan Mendoza (Comedy Central) joins Feeling Asian to discuss his Filipino heritage dating back to his great-great-grandfather who was a Spanish (hot) priest, the time he went on a date with an Asian woman as an experiment to find out she was also dating him as an experiment, and being confused for other Asian co-workers. Also, we discuss his amazing Comedy Central Originals show Cry Battle. Follow Jordan Mendoza on Twitter, Instagram and TikTok at @jordypizza! You can find us at @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast! Please rate and review us on iTunes! 2020-02-1943 min
Feeling AsianVersion 2.0Hi everyone! We wanted to implement some new changes for Feeling Asian. Going forward we'll have more guests and aim to keep episodes shorter while retaining all of the feels! It'll be tighter, punchier and more polished. On this episode, we talk about these changes but we'd love to hear your feedback. DM us @feelingasianpodcast or email us at feelingasianpodcast@gmail.com. As always thank you for your support :)2020-02-1242 min
Feeling AsianGod Is A Top (feat. Dylan Adler, Comedian)Dylan Adler (Comedic Tour de Force, Composer) joins Feeling Asian to discuss growing up queer and the discrimination Asians experience in the gay community. Dylan also opens up about the challenges rape victims face and how it has inspired his comedy. Follow Dylan on Instagram at @dylanadler_. Follow us at @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast!2020-02-0559 min
Feeling AsianPositivity And Thinking I Love You (feat. Karen Chee, Late Night With Seth Meyers)Karen Chee (Late Night with Seth Meyers) joined Feeling Asian to discuss optimism and ways to adopt a more positive outlook. We also talk about the advantages of a bi-cultural upbringing and being able to express gratitude in Asian family structures. Follow Karen on Twitter and Instagram at @karencheee. You can follow us @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast! 2020-01-291h 06
Feeling AsianWe're Constantly FailingThis episode is all about failure! Youngmi and Brian discuss the taboo of failure in Asian societies, ways to reframe failure and confronting our personal setbacks. Follow us on Instagram: @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast! 2020-01-221h 01
Feeling AsianOnline Dating Is GamblingThis episode is all about online dating! Youngmi and Brian discuss their emotional relationship to online dating and the positives and negatives that come with it. It's mostly negative lol. Follow us on Instagram: @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast! 2020-01-151h 02
Feeling AsianBjork Is Nepalese If You Think About It (feat. Arpana Rayamajhi, Designer)Arpana Rayamajhi (Jewelry Designer, Actor) joins Feeling Asian to educate us on Nepal and dive into what it's like living in America as someone that grew up in Kathmandu. We also discuss Asian representation and how that definition might change depending on your upbringing. Follow Arpana on Instagram at @arpanarayamajhi and you find her beautiful jewelry at arpanarayamajhi.com. Follow us on Instagram: @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer, @feelingasianpodcast! 2020-01-0856 min
Feeling AsianBye 2019!Happy New Year! Youngmi and Brian discuss their resolutions, challenges and highlights of the past year and future ambitions for Feeling Asian. We also want to thank you for supporting this podcast thus far and hope to make it even better in the new year! Follow us on Instagram: @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast. If you haven't already please rate and review us on itunes! Thanks again!2020-01-0157 min
Feeling AsianGifts And A Bad SantaMerry Christmas and Happy Holidays from Feeling Asian! Youngmi and Brian discuss gifts, Christmas traditions and holiday movies. Follow us on Instagram: @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast!2019-12-2554 min
Feeling AsianParents Are The OG Relationship Models (feat. Fumi Abe, Asian Not Asian Podcast)Fumi Abe (Asian Not Asian Podcast) joined Feeling Asian this week to open up about parental negligence and how it impacts his relationships. We also discuss the advantages of growing up in your native country and the challenges that come with creating Asian content. Follow Fumi on Instagram at @thefumiabe and check out Asian, Not Asian Podcast on all streaming platforms. Follow us at @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast!2019-12-181h 11
Feeling AsianGhosts, Superstitions and Vacuum CleanersYoungmi and Brian discuss spirits and superstitions, and the impact these might have on the mental health of Asians. Youngmi also shares her frightening ghost encounters. Follow us on Instagram: @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast!2019-12-111h 00
Feeling AsianAdvice From A Lawful Top And Chaotic BottomOur first advice episode! Youngmi and Brian answer questions from listeners about dating as an Asian male, handling Asian in-laws, Asian parenting 2.0 and bedroom performance issues. Thank you so much for all of your submissions so far! Email your advice questions at feelingasianpodcast@gmail.com. Follow us on Instagram: @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast! 2019-12-0456 min
Feeling AsianDepression And Toad Venom (feat. Nancy Whang, LCD Soundsytem)Nancy Whang (LCD Soundsystem) joined us this week to open up about her relationship with depression and her experiences with different psychedelic treatments. We also discuss the challenges of being emotionally vulnerable as an artist in the public eye. Follow Nancy on instagram at @nancywhang and dance to her amazing music available on all streaming platforms! Follow us at @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast. Also email us your advice segment questions at feelingasianpodcast@gmail.com!2019-11-271h 25
Feeling AsianWe've Done DrugsThis week’s Feeling Asian is all about drugs! Youngmi and Brian get raw and real about their experiences which include heroine allergies, microdosing shrooms, marijuana arrests and more. Follow us on instagram: @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast. Also, email us your advice segment questions feelingasianpodcast@gmail.com!2019-11-201h 00
Feeling AsianCetaphil is Trash (feat. Sable Yong, Beauty Writer)Sable Yong (Allure) joined us this week to unpack the feelings that come with Asian beauty standards. We also discuss the the story behind Youngmi's cursed Hermes purse and toxic Asian masculinity. You can find Sable Yong's writing on sableyong.com. Follow her on instagram at @sabletoothtigre and follow us @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast. Also, email us your advice segment questions at feelingasianpodcast@gmail.com!2019-11-131h 05
Feeling AsianV For Validation"Manic" Youngmi and Brian discuss unhealthy forms of validation, ways to be kinder to yourself and advise on the risk of pursuing your dreams. Follow us on Instagram: @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast. Also, email us your advice segment questions at feelingasianpodcast@gmail.com!2019-11-061h 03
Feeling AsianYou Can't Improve Asian FoodThis week’s episode is all about food! Youngmi and Brian discuss the inception of Youngmi’s restaurant Mission Chinese Food, appropriation of Asian cuisine and the perception that Asian restaurants are “low-class”. Follow us on Instagram: @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast. Also, email us your advice segment questions at feelingasianpodcast@gmail.com2019-10-301h 00
Feeling AsianRummage Through Garbage For Success (feat. Angela Wong Carbone, Tinder Swipe Night)Our first guest ever! Angela Wong Carbone joins Feeling Asian to discuss her career transition from architecture to acting, half-Asian identity and why she rejected Brian. Catch her every Sunday on the new Tinder series Swipe Night! Follow her on instagram @labellacarbone and follow us @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast.2019-10-231h 19
Feeling AsianThe Asian Parent TrapYoungmi and Brian examine millennial marketing and unpack the complicated dynamics of Asian parenting. Follow us on Instagram: @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast. Also, email your questions to our advice segment at feelingasianpodcast@gmail.com.2019-10-161h 13
Feeling AsianI'm Good At Sex, But Not "Technical Sex"Youngmi and Brian discuss body-image issues, sexual insecurities and orgasms. Follow us on IG: @itsbrianpark and @ymmayer. Email your questions to our advice segment at feelingasianpodcast@gmail.com.2019-09-3051 min
Feeling AsianAsians Have Feelings Too!Welcome to Feeling Asian a podcast where two Asians talk about their feelings! In this episode, comedians Youngmi Mayer and Brian Park describe the mission of the podcast, their relationship to mental health and how Asian feelings happen in bursts. Follow us on IG: @itsbrianpark and @ymmayer.2019-09-301h 01Asian Not Asian404 Error: Boner Cannot Be Found (w/ Brian Park & Youngmi Mayer)Sex episode is back baby! Brian Park (Horny Correspondent) and Youngmi Mayer (Asian Mom Correspondent) got together with the ANA boys to talk about the secrets of a long lasting relationship! We also talk about boners! Yay!This episode is brought to you by Helix Mattresses! Helix is offering up to 125 dollars off ALL mattress orders for ANALs at helixsleep.com/asian We finally launched a PATREON page! Please support us in exchange for some fun rewards from Fumi & Mic 2019-09-091h 21