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TURTZEDJack Ciapciak: Grief, Healing, and the Power of Authenticity – A Journey of Love and Loss | Ep. 36What happens when you choose to embrace grief as a part of your journey, rather than something that defines you?In this episode, Jack Ciapciak opens up about his deeply personal experience with grief after losing his partner, Jack. From navigating loss and healing to sharing his story on TikTok, Jack’s journey is a testament to the power of authenticity and community. He discusses how his relationship with Jack shaped his approach to life, the impact of grief on his creativity, and how sharing his experiences online has helped him connect with others wh...2025-04-3053 minTURTZEDJamison Lange: Redefining Masculinity, Self-Expression, and the Power of Showing Up | Ep. 35What happens when you stop following societal rules and start living unapologetically? In this episode, Jamison Lange shares his journey of embracing authenticity in content creation, breaking down societal expectations, and discovering the freedom of being unapologetically you. From his early days in fitness content to the shift into skincare, lifestyle, and beyond, Jamison discusses how he’s built a brand centered around embracing true self-expression. He also shares the highs and lows of navigating social media, the pressure of meeting expectations, and his mission to normalize self-care for men...2025-04-1658 minTURTZED Danielle Newport Fancher: What It’s Like to Live with Daily Migraine – A Story of Strength and Advocacy | Ep. 34She’s had a migraine every day for over 10 years. This is her story—and it might change how you see invisible illness forever.In Episode 34 of TURTZED, Charlie sits down with author and advocate Danielle Newport Fancher, who has lived with chronic migraine every single day for over a decade.Dani shares the moment her first migraine struck at age 16 and how it completely changed the course of her life. From navigating college, relationships, and work while in constant pain to advocating on Capitol Hill, Dani brings a vuln...2025-03-2650 minTURTZEDBrian Spitulnik: Therapy, Trauma & Self-Compassion – An Unfiltered Conversation | Ep. 33What really happens in therapy? And how do we begin to heal from the trauma we don’t even realize we’re carrying?In Episode 33 of TURTZED, Charlie sits down with Brian Spitulnik, LMSW, a New York City-based therapist, for a candid, unscripted conversation about the realities of therapy, healing from trauma, and the lifelong process of personal growth.Brian shares his unique journey from Broadway performer to therapist, and the impact of queerness, identity, and grief on his path. Together, they explore the emotional complexities of difficult relationships, the power of I...2025-03-1259 minTURTZEDThe Journey to Coaching – From Self-Doubt to Building Purpose | Ep. 32What does it really take to become a coach—and how do you find your voice in a space filled with uncertainty?In Episode 32 of TURTZED, Charlie shares his personal evolution from corporate management to certified coach, revealing the inner work, fear, and breakthroughs that shaped his path. In this solo episode, he gets vulnerable about the discomfort of transition, the impact of the MindBodyGreen coaching course, and what it means to hold space for someone else’s transformation while navigating your own.If you’re curious about the coachi...2025-02-2618 minTURTZEDJake Eldridge: Life After Sports, Embracing Authenticity, and the Journey to Self-Discovery | Ep. 31What happens when the identity you built your whole life around suddenly changes?In Episode 31 of TURTZED, Charlie sits down with Jake, a content creator and former college football player, for an open and emotional conversation about evolving identity, breaking free from societal molds, and rediscovering passion after sports. Jake shares how his life shifted after football, how he navigated coming out publicly, and how social media became a platform for authenticity, chaos, and connection.If you’ve ever felt trapped in a version of yourself that no longer fits—or are navigating a big life...2025-02-1242 minTURTZEDJohn Hill: Dementia, Grief, Humor, and Healing – Finding Light in Dark Moments | Ep. 30How do you find light in the middle of grief?In Episode 30 of TURTZED, Charlie sits down with John Hill, host of The John Hill Show on SiriusXM and co-host the podcast of Discretion Advised, for an emotional and unexpectedly hilarious conversation about navigating his father’s dementia, grief, and the messy beauty of being human.John shares how his father’s decline reshaped his understanding of family, how recovery gave him the tools to stay present, and why laughter—especially in the darkest moments—became essential for survival. From cat...2025-01-2952 minTURTZEDRicky Liorti: Heartbreak, Healing, and Finding Strength Through Vulnerability | Ep. 29What if your biggest heartbreak could lead you to your strongest self?In Episode 29 of TURTZED, Charlie sits down with Ricky Liorti, author of Heartbreak Love, to dive deep into the messy, beautiful journey of healing after heartbreak. Ricky opens up about how journaling, therapy, and sharing his story on social media helped him transform pain into purpose.From overcoming stereotypes about vulnerability, to building a life full of perseverance and self-love, Ricky’s story is a powerful reminder that healing doesn’t happen overnight—but it’s always worth it...2025-01-1546 minTURTZEDFinding Strength and Authenticity – My Journey Through Perfectionism, Trauma, and Coming Out (Ep. 1-4) | Ep. 28What happens when you stop chasing perfection and finally let yourself be seen?In Episode 28 of TURTZED, Charlie launches the podcast and shares his unfiltered story and how he found his voice, letting go of perfection, and choosing authenticity. Recorded the night before launch—with a few family members in the background for moral support—this episode sets the foundation for everything to come.Charlie opens up about his healing journey through therapy, breaking free from old family patterns, redefining Valentine’s Day as a celebration of self-love, and how ch...2024-12-181h 22TURTZEDNia Renee: Narcissistic Abuse, Reclaiming Identity, and Dating with Intention | Ep. 27What if you could take your pain and turn it into power?In Episode 27 of TURTZED, Charlie sits down with Nia Renee, author, coach, and founder of How to Love a Battered Woman, for an unflinching and empowering conversation about healing from narcissistic abuse, finding your voice, and dating with self-worth. Nia Renee shares her personal story of surviving abuse, rebuilding after brain surgery, and creating a coaching model grounded in lived experience.If you’ve ever questioned your worth, struggled to trust again, or wondered how to break to...2024-12-111h 04TURTZEDTaylor McGrath: Surrogacy, Faith, and Reclaiming Identity Through Fatherhood | Ep. 26What happens when you hold onto faith—and finally see your dreams come true?In Episode 26 of TURTZED, Charlie sits down with Taylor McGrath, a content creator and advocate, to dive deep into his emotional journey to fatherhood through surrogacy with his husband Blake McGrath. From facing online hate to trusting love again after heartbreak, Taylor shares how faith, resilience, and self-love helped him rewrite his story.This conversation is about more than becoming a parent—it’s about reclaiming identity, healing old wounds, and choosing love over fear.2024-12-0444 minTURTZEDLessons from Therapy, Trauma Healing, and Redefining Success | Ep. 25How do you build a new life when the one you thought you wanted no longer fits?In Episode 25 of TURTZED, Charles Turtz sits down solo to reflect on the lessons he’s learned from therapy, healing childhood trauma, navigating entrepreneurship, and redefining what success truly means. This intimate episode pulls back the curtain on the emotional realities of self-growth, identity shifts, and choosing authenticity over achievement.If you’ve ever felt stuck chasing validation or wondered how to balance personal healing with professional ambition, this episode will resonate deeply.2024-11-1314 min
TURTZEDMonica Davis: Love Is Blind, Healing Heartbreak, Setting Boundaries and Redefining Self-Worth | Ep. 24What if your biggest heartbreak turned out to be your biggest breakthrough?In Episode 24 of TURTZED, Charlie sits down with Monica Davis, star of Love Is Blind Season 6, for an intimate and powerful conversation about healing after betrayal, finding your voice, and setting stronger boundaries. Monica shares her journey from heartbreak on national television to reclaiming her self-worth, building deep friendships, and leaning into the parts of herself that once felt like weaknesses.This episode is an honest look at self-love, resilience and choosing yourself—no matter how painful th...2024-11-031h 13
TURTZEDMari Diaz: Healing After Loss, Embracing Creativity, and Building a Life of Purpose | Ep. 23How do you rebuild when life doesn’t go according to plan?In Episode 23 of TURTZED, Charlie sits down with Mari Diaz, a multi-talented creative at HGAB Studios in Miami, to talk about her incredible journey from professional dance to photography, art direction, and graphic design—after a life-altering diagnosis changed everything.Mari shares her deeply personal story of growing up first-generation, navigating family expectations, finding independence after moving out, surviving kidney disease, and learning to turn hardship into resilience and purpose.This conversation is a...2024-10-3046 min
TURTZED Episode 22: From Fire Fighting to Interventionist – Zach’s Journey of Recovery and Helping Others HealIn Episode 22 of TURTZED, Charlie sits down with Zach, the youngest interventionist on Intervention, to talk about his journey from battling addiction to helping others overcome theirs. Zach opens up about his struggles with alcoholism and drug addiction, his personal rock bottom, and the pivotal moments that led him to recovery. We discuss the challenges of speaking openly about addiction, the importance of trust, and how Zach now uses his experience to guide others through their own recovery. Tune in for an inspiring conversation about survival, transformation, and the power of sharing your story to help others heal.
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TURTZEDEpisode 21: Celebrating Milestones – Reflecting on One Year of Growth, Grit, and PodcastingIn Episode 21 of TURTZED, I reflect on my first year of podcasting and entrepreneurship. Marking his 36th birthday, Charlie shares how he transformed his passion for coaching, mentoring, and operations into a business and podcast, overcoming self-doubt, perfectionism, and challenges along the way. Tune in for an inspiring look behind the scenes of building a brand, the lessons learned from mistakes, and the importance of trusting yourself and your community. Celebrate with Charlie as he hits a major milestone and looks forward to the future.
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Celebrate Milestones, Not Just Goals: Reaching milestones, like s...2024-10-1625 min
TURTZEDEpisode 20: Braunwyn Windham on Sobriety, Motherhood, and Living AuthenticallyIn Episode 20 of TURTZED, we sit down with Braunwyn Windham from Real Housewives of Orange County to discuss her sobriety journey, motherhood, and living authentically. Braunwyn reflects on her life-changing decision to declare her sobriety on national television, the struggles of facing her truth, and how sobriety reshaped her life. We explore the challenges of addiction, personal growth, and advocating for her children’s true selves. Tune in for an inspiring conversation about self-acceptance, overcoming struggles, and the power of sharing your story.
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Accountability Fuels Transformation: Taking the brave step of admitting your str...2024-10-0949 min
TURTZEDEpisode 19: Maya Vander on Selling Sunset, Real Estate Hustle, and Personal ResilienceIn Episode 19 of TURTZED, Charlie sits down with Maya Vander, star of Selling Sunset, to discuss her journey from real estate agent to reality TV star and the personal challenges she faced along the way. Maya shares her experiences balancing work, motherhood, and life in Miami after years of flying back and forth for the show. She opens up about navigating the drama on set, how real estate really works behind the scenes, and her personal resilience through miscarriage and loss. Tune in for an inspiring conversation about success, family, and staying true to yourself in the public eye.2024-09-2538 min
TURTZEDEpisode 18: Uncovering BS Beliefs and Healing Trauma with Badass Counseling’s Sven ErlandsonIn Episode 18 of TURTZED, Charlie sits down with Sven Erlandson, author of “There's A Hole In My Love Cup: The Badass Counseling Method For Healing The Soul And Unleashing Greatness” and founder of Badass Counseling, to dive deep into identifying and overcoming BS beliefs. Sven shares his no-nonsense approach to soul counseling, helping people heal deep childhood wounds and live authentically. They discuss how our past shapes our present, the importance of facing trauma, and the transformative power of fully embracing your emotions. Tune in for a powerful and insightful conversation about breaking free from ingrained beliefs, healing, and find...2024-09-1853 min
TURTZEDEpisode 17: Behind the Mic – Charles Reflects on Vulnerability, Growth, and Staying AuthenticIn Episode 17 of TURTZED, the tables turn as Charles answers questions from his production team, giving listeners an in-depth look at his journey, the challenges of building a podcast, and his personal growth. Charles shares insights on vulnerability, overcoming imposter syndrome, and staying authentic while pursuing his passion. Tune in to learn about the behind-the-scenes process, how he sees the bigger picture, and why staying present is key to building deeper connections. This episode is a raw and open reflection on creativity, growth, and the importance of being yourself.
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Embrace Vulnerability: Sharing your p...2024-09-1121 min
TURTZEDEpisode 16: Taylor Armstrong’s Journey of Healing -- Surviving Abuse and Finding StrengthIn Episode 16 of TURTZED, Charlie sits down withTaylor Armstrong, host of The Naked Truth, known from Bravo’s Real Housewives of Beverly Hills, Real Housewives Ultimate Girls Trip and Real Housewives of Orange County and author of Hiding from Reality, to discuss her powerful journey of surviving domestic abuse and finding strength. Taylor opens up about her childhood trauma, the challenges of living with an abusive partner, and the moment she found the courage to leave. They explore how Taylor’s past shaped her, the importance of self-compassion, and her mission to help others through her work and public spea...2024-09-041h 01
TURTZEDEpisode 15: Advocating for Yourself – Katie’s Journey of Resilience, Weight Loss, and MotherhoodIn Episode 15 of TURTZED, Charlie welcomes back Katie, who shares her powerful story of self-advocacy, resilience, and transformation. Katie opens up about her struggles with weight, infertility, and a journey of weight loss that led to losing over 50% of her body weight. She discusses the emotional and physical challenges she faced, the importance of trusting your gut, and how advocating for herself led to finding the right support and ultimately becoming a mother. Tune in for an inspiring conversation about overcoming obstacles, finding strength, and the vital role of self-advocacy in achieving your dreams.
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TURTZEDEpisode 14: Caly Never Gives Up: Battling Cancer, America’s Got Talent and MusicIn Episode 14 of TURTZED, Charlie sits down with Caly Bevier, the singer-songwriter who recently released "Tread Lightly" and known for her appearances on America’s Got Talent Season 11 singing “Fight Song” and All Stars where she sang her original song "Head Held High". Caly shares her incredible journey of battling stage three ovarian cancer as a teenager and how that experience inspired her to pursue a music career. We discuss her iconic performances on AGT, including receiving Simon Cowell’s first golden buzzer, and how she found strength through songwriting. Tune in for an inspiring conversation about resilience, the power of...2024-08-2152 min
TURTZEDEpisode 13: Navigating Depression – Casey’s Journey Through Highs, Lows, and Authentic Self-DiscoveryIn Episode 13 of TURTZED, Charlie and Casey Rieger from Whistle Sports dive into a candid conversation about living with depression. Casey shares her personal experiences, from high-profile internships to the challenges of transitioning into the workforce, and how depression has impacted her life. They explore the grayscale nature of mental health, the importance of empathy, and the power of opening up about struggles. Tune in for an insightful discussion on the complexities of depression, self-discovery, and the courage it takes to be authentically yourself.
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Depression Is Not Black and White: Depression exists on...2024-08-1447 min
TURTZEDEpisode 12: From Smokin' Hot Firefighter to Bombshell Drag Queen, Valerie Valentine – Unconditional Love, Acceptance and RuPaul’s Drag RaceIn Episode 12 of TURTZED, Charlie sits down with Adam Bevier, a firefighter from Toledo who took an unexpected leap into the world of drag on RuPaul’s Drag Race All Stars 9. Adam, who had never done drag before, was transformed into Valerie Valentine during the “Smokin’ Hot Firefighter Makeovers” challenge by the legendary Roxxxy Andrews and Vanessa Vanjie Mateo. Driven by his commitment to unconditional love and acceptance for his pansexual daughter and trans son-in-law, Adam shares his inspiring journey of stepping outside his comfort zone to spark essential conversations about acceptance and understanding. Tune in for an engaging discussi...2024-08-0733 min
TURTZEDEpisode 11: Navigating Special Needs Parenting – Trusting Your Gut and Finding Strength In Episode 11 of TURTZED, Charlie sits down with Jennifer, a dedicated mother of a child with special needs, to discuss the challenges and triumphs of parenting. Jennifer shares her emotional journey from the initial diagnosis to learning how to support her son through every milestone. Discover how trusting her instincts, finding the right support, and fostering a strong sibling bond have empowered her family. Tune in for an inspiring conversation about resilience, unconditional love, and the powerful lessons learned along the way.
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Trust Your Maternal Instincts: Mothers often know when something is off w...2024-07-3136 min
TURTZEDEpisode 10: Navigating Grief – Embracing Spiritual Healing and Energetic ConnectionIn Episode 10 of TURTZED, Charlie sits down with grief counselor and spiritual healer Melissa to discuss the multifaceted nature of grief and the healing power of spiritual and energetic connections (mediumship). Melissa shares her journey from traditional grief counseling to integrating mediumship and energy work into her practice. They explore how grief can manifest in various aspects of life beyond the loss of loved ones and how recognizing these layers is essential for true healing. Tune in to discover how spirituality and energy can offer profound support in the grieving process.
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Grief Is...2024-07-2448 min
TURTZEDEpisode 9: The Law of Mirrors – How Our Relationships Reflect Our Deepest SelvesIn Episode 9 of TURTZED, Charlie and longtime friend Katie explore the profound concept of the Law of Mirroring. They discuss how our interactions with others reveal deep insights about ourselves, especially in moments of pain and struggle. Through candid conversations about mental health, friendship, and the power of reflection, Charlie and Katie uncover how life’s challenges teach us where we need to heal. Discover how recognizing these reflections can lead to personal growth and a deeper understanding of our true selves.
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The Importance of Asking Hard Questions: When you sense something is of...2024-05-1541 min
TURTZEDEpisode 8: From Fitness to Financial Freedom – Paula’s Journey of Transformation and EmpowermentIn Episode 8 of TURTZED, Charlie sits down with Paula to explore her inspiring journey from a career in fitness to becoming a financial advisor. Paula shares how she transitioned from teaching classes at Equinox to helping others achieve financial stability and freedom. They discuss the importance of financial education, the challenges of making life changes, and how personal experiences shaped Paula’s passion for empowering others. Tune in for an engaging conversation about resilience, growth, and finding purpose in unexpected places. Turns out, once an educator, always an educator.
Embrace Unexpected Opportunities: Sometimes the most fulfilling paths ar...2024-05-0845 min
TURTZEDEpisode 7: Transforming Fitness and Life – Rob’s Journey from Football to Online Coaching SuccessIn Episode 7 of TURTZED, Charlie sits down with Rob, a former football player turned online fitness coach, to discuss the transformative power of fitness and self-discovery. Rob shares his journey from playing college football to finding his true passion in helping others achieve their fitness goals. They delve into the challenges of coming out, building a successful online business during the pandemic, and the importance of personalized coaching. Whether you’re looking for fitness inspiration or a story of resilience, this episode has something for everyone.
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Transform Setbacks into New Beginnings: When faced wi...2024-05-0128 min
TURTZEDEpisode 6: Unlocking Self-Discovery with Human Design – A Journey to Authentic LivingIn Episode 6 of TURTZED, Charlie dives into the world of Human Design with guest expert Kerri Keaton. Explore how this unique system blends science and spirituality to reveal your true self. Kerri shares her journey from corporate life to becoming a Human Design practitioner, helping others navigate major life transformations. Discover how understanding your Human Design chart can lead to a more authentic and fulfilling life. Whether you’re new to Human Design or looking to deepen your knowledge, this episode offers valuable insights for personal growth and self-awareness.
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Understand Your Unique Blueprint: Hu...2024-04-2451 min
TURTZEDEpisode 5: Reconnecting with the Past – Healing, Forgiveness, and Finding StrengthIn Episode 5 of TURTZED, Charlie reconnects with a childhood friend after 18 years, diving into a candid discussion about healing from past trauma, the power of forgiveness, and rediscovering strength. Together, they explore the impact of childhood experiences, overcoming unhealthy relationships, and the journey to self-acceptance. Tune in for an emotional and inspiring conversation about resilience, personal growth, and the importance of true friendship.
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Recognize and Break Negative Patterns: Understanding and acknowledging recurring negative patterns in your life is the first step to breaking free from them. This awareness is crucial for personal growth...2024-04-1743 min
TURTZEDEpisode 4: (Coming Out Part 2) Confronting Darkness – A Journey Through Depression, Trauma, and Finding HopeIn Episode 4 of TURTZED, Charlie shares the second part of his powerful coming out story, delving into the depths of depression, childhood trauma, and the fight for authenticity. Charlie discusses the impact of dissociation, the challenges of facing difficult emotions, and how moments of crisis led to transformative change. Tune in for a raw and heartfelt conversation about overcoming inner turmoil, seeking support, and the ongoing journey to live authentically. This episode is a testament to the resilience of the human spirit.
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Depression Can Distort Reality: Depression can take over your mind and...2024-03-1829 min
TURTZEDEpisode 3: (Coming Out Part 1) The Other One - Navigating Identity, Family Expectations, and Coming OutIn Episode 3 of TURTZED, Charlie delves into the complexities of identity, family dynamics, and the emotional journey of coming out. Through personal stories of feeling overshadowed, struggling with societal expectations, and confronting deep-seated fears, Charlie explores what it means to live authentically. Tune in for an honest and powerful discussion about the challenges of being true to yourself in the face of external pressures and the importance of forging your own path.
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Celebrate Your Uniqueness: Embrace the traits that make you different rather than hiding them. By celebrating your uniqueness without comparison, you...2024-03-0516 min
TURTZEDEpisode 2: Breaking Toxic Patterns and Embracing AuthenticityIn Episode 2 of TURTZED, Charlie dives deep into the impact of childhood trauma on identity and authenticity. Explore how repeating patterns from the past can shape our present and how embracing authenticity is the key to breaking free. Through personal stories and reflections, Charlie shares his journey of overcoming limiting beliefs and reclaiming his true self. Tune in for a powerful discussion on the importance of being true to yourself and the transformative journey of self-discovery.
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Recognize and disrupt harmful patterns: Identifying cycles driven by inauthenticity is essential for personal growth and breaking...2024-02-2118 min
TURTZEDEpisode 1 - Finding My Voice: Embracing Authenticity and Overcoming Perfectionism - My Personal TransformationIn Episode 1 of TURTZED, Charlie explores the journey of breaking free from repetitive patterns and the transformative power of authenticity. Discover how embracing your true self can lead to personal growth, self-discovery, and a redefined sense of identity. Join Charlie as he shares personal stories, discusses the importance of authenticity, and sets the stage for a powerful journey of self-empowerment. Tune in for an inspiring and relatable conversation that will resonate with anyone seeking to live a more authentic life.
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Embrace Authenticity: Simplify your life by being your true self in all situations...2024-02-1419 min