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Bledsoe Said So192: The UFO Tea w/ Mollie AdlerIn this week’s episode, the guys welcome Mollie Adler to the show for a deep dive into the world of UFOs, deception, and personal transformation. Mollie shares her powerful experience with the Bledsoe family and how it changed her life. They explore UFO propaganda, the use of mind control, and the hidden influence of neuro-linguistic programming (NLP) in shaping public perception. Check out Mollie's content on Instagram @backfromtheborderline.2025-03-261h 52

back from the borderlineyou say you've changed — so why does your life look the same?You tell yourself you’ve grown. That you’ve done the work. That you’ve broken the cycle. So why does everything still feel the same? Why do the same frustrations, the same dynamics, the same patterns keep showing up, wearing different faces but delivering the same lesson you swear you already learned?In this episode, we’re cracking open the 'as if reality': the hidden belief shaping your life without your consent. The unconscious pattern that’s been scripting your choices, your relationships, your limitations. Not because you consciously believe it, but because it’s been running t...2025-03-2019 min

back from the borderlinethe truth about healing: you’ll never be who you wereThey taught you to fear your scars. To see them as proof of failure. To believe that if you could just erase the marks, you could go back. Back to before, back to whole, back to some untouched version of yourself. But purity is a myth. A story designed to keep you chasing something that never existed.This episode dismantles the obsession with being unmarked, untouched, unscarred. It traces how purity culture seeps into our relationships, our bodies, our self-worth - how we are sold the idea that healing means erasing the very things that shaped u...2025-03-1852 min

back from the borderlinewhat you lose when you share too muchYou’ve been taught that vulnerability is the path to intimacy. That the more you reveal, the closer you become. But does sharing everything really bring you closer? Or does it just leave you more exposed, more drained, more empty?In this episode, we’re pulling apart the myth of oversharing and exposing the unconscious drive behind it. The need to be seen, to be validated, to offload your pain onto someone else in the hope that they will carry it for you.We’ll dive into the Wounded Oracle, the part of you tha...2025-03-1519 min

back from the borderlinewhy limerence FEELS like love, but isn'tEver found yourself trapped in a cycle of longing, obsession, and emotional chaos? A constant craving for validation, attention, or affection from someone who never quite gives you what you need? If this feels familiar, you’re not alone. What if this “love” you’re chasing isn’t love at all? What if it’s just a distraction, a survival mechanism to keep you from facing the real emotional work?In this episode, we’re shattering the myth of limerence. The obsessive longing that feels like love but is really just a projection of unmet needs. We...2025-03-111h 22

back from the borderlinewill AI set you free or control your mind? (psychiatry, mental health, and the machine age)AI isn’t coming for your job. It’s coming for your mind.Psychiatry and artificial intelligence are merging faster than anyone is paying attention to. Not to help people, not to bring depth or insight into the human experience, but to categorize, control, and optimize. Mental health isn’t being reimagined. It’s being automated.What happens when AI decides your diagnosis before you ever step into a doctor’s office? When machine learning models scan your text messages, search history, and medical records and quietly assign you a psychiatric risk score that deter...2025-03-042h 14

back from the borderlinewhat stories are you telling yourself about your suffering?It’s time to get real about the stories you tell yourself and how they shape your emotional, mental, and spiritual well-being. If you've ever felt trapped in an endless loop of self-help content, desperately searching for the magic fix to heal your inner wounds, this episode is for you. I've been there too, and I've learned that there's no magical algorithm that can fix us. In this episode, I'm going to share my own journey through the overwhelming sea of content and the core truths I've discovered. We'll explore how the narratives you create about your past can ei...2025-02-2526 min

back from the borderlinedysfunctional family roles – part 5: hidden agendas (the peacemaker/mediator and narcissistic traits) [preview]Welcome back to our deep dive into the heart of dysfunctional family dynamics. This is the final episode of our series where each segment builds upon the last, further unraveling the complex roles that shape not just family life but our individual paths. If this is your first time joining us, consider starting with Episode 1, "Dysfunctional Family Roles – Part 1: Decoding the Dynamics of Dysfunction," to catch the full scope of our exploration. In this episode, we're capping off our series by examining two pivotal roles in the dance of family dynamics: The Peacemaker/Mediator and those with Narcissistic Traits. In...2025-02-2044 min

back from the borderlinemind unveiled part 6: the individuation process as spiritual ascent (integrating outer psychology, personality types, and the mystical qabalah)Have you ever wondered what it truly means to become your most authentic self? To integrate all aspects of your being—both conscious and unconscious—and embark on a profound journey of self-realization? Welcome to the final episode of our 'Mind Unveiled' series, where we explore the transformative process of individuation, as envisioned by Carl Jung. In this episode, I'll guide you through the concept of individuation, defining it as the journey toward becoming a complete, self-realized individual. We’ll delve into how this holistic and spiritual approach differs from traditional models of healing in mainstream biomedical mental health. Discov...2025-02-181h 05

back from the borderlinedysfunctional family roles – part 4: avoidance strategies (the mascot/clown and the lost child/rebel) [preview]Welcome back to our deep dive into the complexities of dysfunctional family dynamics. You're tuning into Episode 4 of our series, where each segment builds on the last, further unraveling the roles that shape not just family life but our individual identities. If this is your first time joining us, consider starting with Episode 1, "Dysfunctional Family Roles – Part 1: Decoding the Dynamics of Dysfunction," to catch the full scope of our exploration. In this episode, we're examining avoidance strategies within dysfunctional families through the unique perspectives of The Mascot/Clown and The Lost Child/Rebel. Why do some turn to humor as...2025-02-1324 min

back from the borderlinemind unveiled part 5: the shadow (working with your dark side)Do you ever feel like there's a part of yourself that you can't quite grasp? A hidden side that influences your thoughts and actions in ways you don't fully understand? Welcome to Episode 5 of our 'Mind Unveiled' series, where we dive deep into one of Jung’s most compelling concepts: the shadow. This episode is designed to build on the insights from our previous discussions and delve into the practical aspects of working with your shadow.In this episode, I'll guide you through a precise definition of the shadow, emphasizing its role as the repository of di...2025-02-1143 min

back from the borderlinedysfunctional family roles – part 3: responsibilities and escape (the parentified child and the addict) [preview]Welcome back to our exploration into the heart of dysfunctional family dynamics. This is Episode 3 of our series, where we continue to unravel the complex roles that not only shape family life but also deeply influence our personal journeys. If this is your first encounter with this series, I encourage you to start with Episode 1, "Dysfunctional Family Roles – Part 1: Decoding the Dynamics of Dysfunction," to fully appreciate the groundwork that informs today's discussion. In this episode, we turn our focus to roles defined by excessive responsibilities and coping through escape, examining The Parentified Child and The...2025-02-0639 min

back from the borderlinemind unveiled part 4: the psyche as a living reality (exploring consciousness and the collective unconscious)Have you ever wondered about the hidden depths of your mind? Curious about what lies beneath your conscious thoughts and how it all shapes your reality? Welcome to Episode 4 of our 'Mind Unveiled' series. In this episode, we journey into the intricate nature of the psyche, exploring its profound impact on our mental and emotional well-being.I'll take you through a comprehensive overview of what the psyche truly is, examining Jung's holistic view that integrates the soul, intellect, spirit, and the totality of psychic processes. We'll discuss how the psyche is as real and tangible as...2025-02-041h 23

back from the borderlinedysfunctional family roles – part 2: the extremes of family focus (the golden child and the scapegoat) [preview]Welcome back to our deep dive into the heart of dysfunctional family dynamics. This is Episode 2 of our series, where each segment builds upon the last, unraveling the complex roles that shape not just family life but our individual paths. If you happen to come across this episode first, be sure to check out Episode 1 (Dysfunctional Family Roles – Part 1: Decoding the Dynamics of Dysfunction), which sets the stage for today’s discussion —where we explore the extremes of family focus through the lenses of The Golden Child and The Scapegoat. Have you ever wondered why some ch...2025-01-3040 min

back from the borderlinemind unveiled part 3: unmasking the soul image (the false self, archetypes, the anima and animus)Do you feel like you’re playing a role, always adjusting who you are to fit in? What if there’s a deeper, truer version of you just beneath the surface, waiting to be revealed? In Episode 3 of the ‘Mind Unveiled’ series, we’re diving into the mask we wear- the persona - and the false self we construct to navigate the world. But behind those layers lies something more profound: the soul image, an authentic guide leading us back to ourselves.In this episode, we’ll explore how the false self protects us but keeps us disconnec...2025-01-281h 31

back from the borderlinedysfunctional family roles – part 1: decoding the dynamics of dysfunction [preview]Every family has its secrets—those untold stories that shape us in ways we don't always see. What hidden roles within your family have shaped you? Are there patterns you're living out without even realizing it? Welcome to the first episode of a series that dives deep into the forces at work in our families—those powerful, often overlooked dynamics that mold our lives. We’ll be digging into the deep-rooted patterns and roles that drive our behaviors and emotions, the ones that set the stage for how we relate to others and ourselves as we grow...2025-01-2335 min

back from the borderlinemind unveiled part 2: carl jung and the advent of spiritual psychologyHow do your dreams, symbols, and personal myths shape the life you’re living? What hidden dimensions of your psyche are waiting to be uncovered? In this episode of Mind Unveiled, we turn our focus to Carl Jung - a thinker who dared to explore the spiritual undercurrents of human existence, redefining psychology as a bridge between the mystical and the everyday.We’ll trace Jung’s journey from his early influences to the intellectual partnership and eventual split with Sigmund Freud. Their relationship revealed two radically different ways of understanding the human psyche. Freud viewed the un...2025-01-2148 min

back from the borderlineanatomy of evil: britney spears (from pop princess to public prisoner – a story of exploitation and control) [preview]Britney Spears has been both a symbol of the dazzling heights of pop stardom and a stark reflection of the exploitation that fame often conceals. Her story invites us to look beyond the glittering façade and into the machinery that constructs—and consumes—our cultural icons.From the beginning, Britney’s rise was meticulously crafted, her image curated to entertain, seduce, and sell. But the glamour came at a cost, turning her life into a commodity to be managed, controlled, and profited from. The conservatorship that dominated her life for over a decade is more than a legal arrange...2025-01-1652 min

back from the borderlinemind unveiled part 1: the birth of psychotherapy and the theories of sigmund freudWelcome to part one of Mind Unveiled, a six-part series exploring the origins and evolution of depth psychology. To understand how modern psychology impacts us today, we need to go back to its roots: the controversial theories of Sigmund Freud. This series traces the journey from Freud’s psychoanalysis to Carl Jung’s analytical psychology, uncovering how these ideas influence the way we think about the mind and ourselves.Freud’s theories about the unconscious, defense mechanisms, and inner conflict changed the way we see the human mind. But his work wasn’t without flaws. Freud presente...2025-01-141h 15

back from the borderlinefrom hashtag to holy: reclaiming the mystical art of manifestation from the clutches of social media [preview]What if everything you’ve been told about manifesting your ideal reality isn’t just oversimplified but fundamentally misguided? In a world where the art of manifestation is often sold as a quick fix for acquiring your dream life, the perfect partner, or material success, it’s time we peel back the layers of this digital deception. The unsettling reality is that the vast majority of digital manifesters are far removed from the profound, transformative practices they believe they are participating in. Together, we’ll uncover the true essence of manifestation—a practice rooted in millennia-old traditions, where the focus was...2025-01-0949 min

back from the borderlinewhat if the chains of your past are looser than you think? (breaking free from trauma bonding and repetition compulsion)Have you ever felt like you're stuck in a cycle, repeating the same mistakes, attracting the same toxic relationships, and feeling trapped in your own patterns? In this episode, we’re tackling a topic that affects us all, often without us even realizing it: the invisible chains of our own suffering. Abuse and neglect might feel comfortable because they’re all you’ve ever known. But what if I told you that the chains binding you are looser than you think?We’ll dive deep into the hidden forces that keep us comfortable in our suffering. We’ll ex...2025-01-0727 min

back from the borderlineintroducing my new podcast, “back from the borderline baby.”Motherhood cracked me wide open. It’s not the polished journey you see on Instagram or the step-by-step guides in books—it’s raw, unrelenting, and transformative in ways I never expected. That’s why I’ve launched Back from the Borderline Baby—a brand-new podcast with its own dedicated feed, ready for you to follow now. In this episode, I share why this project had to exist. After becoming a mother, I found myself sifting through content that either glossed over the deeper truths or drowned in judgment and extremes. This new podcast is my answer to...2025-01-0119 min

back from the borderline baby: pregnancy & motherhoodthe labor map pt 9: the pushing phase crowning and immediate postpartumThis is it—the ninth and final installment of the Labor Map series, a comprehensive guide designed to empower and prepare you for the stages of labor. In this episode, we’re covering the monumental moments that follow full dilation, leading to the birth of your baby, and beyond. Whether you’re preparing for a hospital birth, birthing center, or home delivery, this episode provides practical insights and grounding reassurance to guide you through the last leg of this transformative journey.Here’s what we’ll cover:•The Pushing Phase: What full dilation feels like...2025-01-011h 01

back from the borderline baby: pregnancy & motherhoodthe labor map pt 8: timing your arrival and navigating hospital logisticsThis is part eight of our multi-episode Labor Map series, and today, we’re talking logistics. You’ve already learned how to recognize when labor is starting and how to tune into your emotional and physical signposts. Now, it’s time to figure out how to get to the hospital and what to expect when you walk through those doors. In this episode, we’re getting practical:• When it’s time to head to the hospital (and how to prepare for the drive).• What to do if labor progresses faster than expected—a...2025-01-0125 min

back from the borderline baby: pregnancy & motherhoodthe labor map pt 7: different ways labor might beginWhen it comes to how labor starts, Hollywood has done a hell of a job setting us all up for confusion. We’re taught to expect a dramatic gush of water, frantic dashes to the hospital, and chaos unfolding in real-time. But for most of us, labor doesn’t look—or feel—anything like that. This is part seven of our multi-episode Labor Map series, where we’re breaking down the twists, turns, and unpredictable paths of labor. In this episode, we’re pulling apart the myths and zooming in on reality. Labor...2025-01-0138 min

back from the borderline baby: pregnancy & motherhoodthe labor map pt 6: fast vs. slow labor and the truth about cervical checksWelcome to part six of the Labor Map series—a deep dive into the unique patterns of labor progression and the often misunderstood role of cervical checks. Labor isn’t a one-size-fits-all journey. Some mothers experience quick, intense progress (what we call the “speedster” pattern), while others settle into a slower, more measured rhythm (the “putterer” pattern). Neither is better or worse—they’re simply different paths to the same destination: meeting your baby. In this episode, we unpack how recognizing these labor patterns can alleviate fear and uncertainty, giving you tools to navigate your birth experience...2025-01-0144 min

back from the borderline baby: pregnancy & motherhoodthe labor map pt 5: recognizing the "emotional signposts" of laborWelcome to Part 5 of the Labor Map series, a multi-episode guide designed to help you navigate the unpredictable journey of labor with confidence and clarity. In this episode, we explore the emotional map of labor—a groundbreaking way to understand and recognize the emotional signposts that guide you through the phases of childbirth. Unlike the traditional focus on physical milestones like water breaking or the mucus plug, this episode introduces you to the emotional landscape of labor. We’ll unpack three distinct emotional signposts: • Excitement – The thrill and anticipation as labor begins. • Ser...2025-01-0146 min

back from the borderline baby: pregnancy & motherhoodthe labor map pt 4: the six needs of the laboring motherWelcome to part four of the Labor Map series, a comprehensive guide to labor preparation designed with real-life experience and research in mind. This episode tackles a vital but often overlooked aspect of birth: the six fundamental needs of the laboring mother. These are not luxuries or optional extras—they’re rooted in biology and essential for creating the conditions that allow labor to progress smoothly and naturally. We’ll dive into the role of darkness, quiet, physical comfort, relaxation, controlled breathing, and rest-like stillness. This episode is an invitation to reflect on your needs, set bou...2025-01-0148 min

back from the borderline baby: pregnancy & motherhoodthe labor map pt 3: timing contractions without overthinking itPart 3 of our Labor Map Series takes on one of the most essential tools in your labor prep: timing contractions. But here’s the truth—this process is often oversimplified and misunderstood. Timing contractions isn’t just about downloading an app and pressing a button; it’s about knowing when and how to track them, avoiding unnecessary stress, and tuning into what your body is telling you. In this episode, I’ll walk you through:• When to begin tracking contractions (hint: early labor isn’t the time).• Why accurate timing can help you gaug...2025-01-0129 min

back from the borderline baby: pregnancy & motherhoodthe labor map pt 2: guided visualization for contraction masteryWelcome to Part 2 of the Labor Map Series, your comprehensive guide to preparing for and navigating childbirth. This episode builds on the relaxation and mindset techniques discussed in Part 1, so if you haven’t listened to that yet, I highly recommend starting there.In this episode, we focus on a guided visualization designed specifically to support you during contractions. Whether you’re experiencing the early stirrings of labor or the intense waves of transition, this tool is here to ground and empower you. The visualization draws from the techniques we explored in Episode 1, including the Bag of M...2025-01-0125 min

back from the borderline baby: pregnancy & motherhoodthe labor map pt 1: relaxation, mindset and the “bag of muscles” techniqueWelcome to the first episode of The Labor Map series—a comprehensive guide to navigating the mental and physical challenges of labor with clarity and confidence. Whether you’re gearing up for a hospital birth, a home delivery, or somewhere in between, this series is here to prepare you and your support partner for the dynamic and unpredictable process ahead. In this episode, we focus on relaxation, mindset, and visualization techniques—essential tools for staying grounded and connected to the process of labor. Understanding what’s happening inside your body and how to work with those sen...2025-01-0141 min

back from the borderline baby: pregnancy & motherhoodyour baby is not you: cultivating conscious boundaries and avoiding enmeshmentParenting advice tends to focus on the surface: what to buy, what to avoid, and how to get it “right.” But what if the most important work of motherhood has nothing to do with the baby gear or the milestones? What if the real transformation is happening inside of you, shaping not just the way you parent but who you are becoming? This episode peels back the layers of motherhood to explore the inner alchemy required to raise a child—and yourself. We’ll dive into concepts that rarely make it into mainstream conversations, like Julia Kri...2025-01-0155 min

back from the borderline baby: pregnancy & motherhoodshould you join a reddit bump group? the pros, the (many) cons, and emotional costsPregnancy can feel like you’re drifting on an island—isolated, unsure, and constantly wondering if you’re doing it “right.” That’s where Reddit bump groups come in. They promise a space to connect with other moms-to-be, all due the same month as you. Sounds ideal, right? Not so fast. What I found is that these spaces can be a double-edged sword. In this episode, I’m sharing the raw truth about my time in a Reddit bump group—the good, the bad, and the chaos in between. From real-time advice that helped me feel seen to the...2025-01-011h 01

back from the borderline baby: pregnancy & motherhoodmy birth story: planned for unmedicated, faced the unexpectedLabor is unpredictable. You can prepare all you want, but at the end of the day, labor is completely unpredictable. In this raw and deeply personal episode, I’m sharing my birth story—a journey filled with surprises, lessons, and the unexpected.I went into labor with a plan for a totally unmedicated birth. Things didn’t go as planned, but instead of feeling defeated, I came away empowered, informed, and grateful. What I wasn’t prepared for was the curveball after delivery: my baby’s jaundice and the whirlwind of emotions that came with navigating a stressfu...2025-01-011h 40

back from the borderline baby: pregnancy & motherhoodbaby registry reality check: what you need, what you don’t, and what actually worksNavigating the creation of a baby registry can feel like a nightmare. The pressure to “get it right” is real. Society, mommy bloggers, and aggressive marketing tell you your baby’s happiness depends on having ALL THE THINGS. In this episode, I’m diving into the baby registry madness with a perspective you won’t find in influencer reels or one-size-fits-all checklists. We’ll start by unpacking the emotional weight of preparing for a baby, the consumerist frenzy that fuels the registry industry, and the cultural realities of what babies actually need to thrive (hint: it’s not a $5...2025-01-012h 19

back from the borderline baby: pregnancy & motherhoodhospital bag hacks: the checklist you didn't know you neededWhen it comes to hospital bag advice, the internet is a minefield. One list tells you to pack half your house, another says you’ll regret not bringing a portable fan, and everyone seems to have a different idea of what “essential” means. The result? Overwhelm, second-guessing, and the creeping feeling that you’ll forget something crucial. Let’s cut through the chaos. In this episode, I’m sharing what I wish I’d known before packing my hospital bag, drawing from my own experience as a new mom. Forget the pressure to get it perfect or match some influencer’s c...2025-01-011h 16

back from the borderline baby: pregnancy & motherhoodfeeding your baby without losing your mind (what i wish i’d known sooner)Feeding your baby can feel like navigating a maze of expectations, myths, and conflicting advice. Whether you’re breastfeeding, bottle-feeding, or exploring the world of combo feeding, there’s a pressure cooker of opinions waiting to tell you what you’re doing wrong. The truth? Fed is best.In this episode, I’m breaking down everything I wish I knew about feeding my baby—raw, real, and without judgment. From the societal pressure to exclusively breastfeed to the emotional rollercoaster of wondering if your baby is getting enough, we’ll dive into the practical tips, emotional truths, and...2025-01-012h 39

back from the borderline baby: pregnancy & motherhoodthe postpartum psyche [part 2]: confronting rage, intrusive thoughts, and the pressure to be perfectMotherhood reshapes the Self in profound and unexpected ways. In the second part of this series, we delve into the psychological and existential depths of postpartum—a journey marked by identity loss, raw emotion, and the transformative power of self-compassion. This episode focuses on understanding the complexity of motherhood, beyond the clichés and idealized narratives.We begin by exploring postpartum as an initiation—a passage into a new identity that demands the shedding of an old one. Drawing on depth psychology, we’ll reflect on how the fourth trimester brings us face-to-face with parts of ourselv...2025-01-011h 40

back from the borderline baby: pregnancy & motherhoodthe postpartum psyche [part 1]: reclaiming birth, trauma, and the power of choicePostpartum is a transformative rite of passage. In this episode, we’re reimagining the postpartum journey—moving beyond clinical definitions and diagnostic labels to uncover its deeper, sacred, and primal essence. Far from the standard conversations about “baby blues” or “postpartum depression,” we’ll explore the soul of this experience, asking: What if the challenges and emotions that arise during this time are part of something profound and initiatory?This episode invites you to step away from clinical checklists and quick-fix solutions to understand the postpartum journey through the lens of history, philosophy, and spirituality. It’s not about path...2025-01-0152 min

back from the borderline baby: pregnancy & motherhoodfourth trimester reflections: postpartum and what to expect when you’re done expectingHow long does postpartum really last—and why is so much of this journey left out of common advice? In this three-hour deep dive, I’m unpacking the full experience of postpartum, from the first vulnerable hours after birth to the unpredictable weeks and months that follow.Starting with the immediate aftermath, we’ll break down physical realities like standing for the first time, navigating postpartum bleeding and lochia, and understanding why your belly feels like “jelly.” I’ll also dive into the under-discussed challenge of those first trips to the bathroom—because, let’s be real, the first...2025-01-013h 01

back from the borderline baby: pregnancy & motherhoodthird trimester truths: labor signs, induction realities, and birth plansThe third trimester of pregnancy (weeks 28 to birth) is a time of physical intensity, emotional reflection, and preparation for one of life’s most profound transitions. This episode dives into the realities of late pregnancy, covering everything from common symptoms like headaches and fatigue to the quieter, emotional shifts that often go unnoticed. Together, we’ll explore ways to manage pregnancy insomnia, navigate conversations about induction, and recognize the subtle signs that labor may be approaching. You’ll also find advice on preparing for birth with a mindset that embraces both flexibility and self-t...2025-01-012h 18

back from the borderline baby: pregnancy & motherhoodsecond trimester shifts: growth, movement and getting readyThe second trimester (weeks 13-27) is often thought of as a “honeymoon phase,” a time when nausea fades, energy returns, and excitement builds as the pregnancy becomes more physically and emotionally tangible. Yet, this period also brings unexpected challenges that go beyond the common symptom checklist.In this episode, we dive into the complex, layered experience of the second trimester, offering both practical advice and deeper reflections to guide you through it.We’ll start by exploring the physical changes and symptoms typical of this stage, such as ligament pain, heartburn, and increased body awaren...2024-12-3154 min

back from the borderline baby: pregnancy & motherhoodfirst trimester foundations: symptoms, scans, and soul searchingThe first trimester of pregnancy (weeks 1-12) is not just a whirlwind of physical changes—it’s an emotional, psychological, and spiritual transformation. In this episode, we go beyond the common symptom checklist to explore the deeper, unspoken realities of early pregnancy. From unrelenting nausea and fatigue to the sudden, jarring loss of control over your own body, we shed light on how this phase forces a confrontation with both physical discomfort and existential self-doubt.It’s not just your body that’s changing. We also dive into the mental and emotional toll, discussi...2024-12-311h 33

back from the borderlineself-mastery part 2: embracing the journey through life and soul cyclesAre you ready to dive deeper into the untapped realms of self-mastery and understand the powerful cycles that govern our lives? In this final part of our two-part series, we’ll expand on the insights from our first episode, where we uncovered the delicate balance between mastering our fate and aligning with the universe's natural rhythms. In this episode, I take you further into the fascinating world of life cycles, exploring the seven-year phases that map out human growth and development. Ever wondered why certain ages seem pivotal in your life? We'll dissect each cycle, helping you identify which ph...2024-12-311h 11

back from the borderlinethe systemic grooming of a generation (part 1): the unseen puppeteers of the media and pharmaceutical conspiracy [preview]Have you ever questioned why "chemical imbalance" and "mental illness" are the go-to explanations for our emotional struggles? What if these ideas have been deliberately planted in our minds by powerful forces? In this episode, we confront the unsettling reality that millennials and Gen-Z might be the victims of a covert grooming process designed to profit from their pain.We'll start by exposing the media's role in shaping our perceptions. The 1980s and 1990s saw a surge in pharmaceutical advertising directly targeting consumers, a move that changed the landscape of mental health forever. These ads, laden...2024-12-2642 min

The Podcast With A Thousand FacesEP 29: Mollie Adler & John BucherIn this episode, we are joined by Mollie Adler—a podcaster, writer, and existential thinker whose work deeply explores the complexities of human experience. As the creator of the podcast Back from the Borderline, Mollie challenges us to move beyond surface-level conversations and engage with our innermost selves.Influenced by mythology and the transformative work of Joseph Campbell, her approach is rooted in emotional alchemy—embracing the belief that from the ashes of suffering, something new can arise.Mollie often discusses mental health issues, encouraging her listeners to view mental health symptoms as messengers rather than...2024-11-121h 08

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationwomb wisdom: a meditation for trusting your body during or before childbirthIn this deeply nurturing guided meditation, I invite you on a transformative journey that transcends the mere biological aspects of pregnancy and childbirth. This is a sacred visualization designed to help you tap into the ancient, intuitive knowledge your body holds, empowering you to trust its natural birthing capabilities. This audio journey draws from the esoteric and mythic traditions that view the act of physiological birth as a powerful rite of passage, an initiation into the profound role of motherhood. Whether you're preparing for childbirth, envisioning it in your future, or supporting someone on this journey, this episode will...2024-08-1837 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationmidsommar mysteries: unveiling the secrets of the summer solstice and lithaHave you ever wondered about the true magic behind the summer solstice? Join me for a mesmerizing journey into the heart of Litha, also known as Midsummer, as we uncover the profound significance of the longest day of the year. Imagine yourself in a serene summer forest, the gentle rustling of leaves and the melodious songs of birds setting the perfect backdrop for an evening of enchantment and discovery. In this episode, I delve into the rich history and cultural significance of ancient summer solstice celebrations. From the celestial alignments of Stonehenge and Chichen Itza to the vibrant rituals...2024-06-2032 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationfundamental errors in modern occultism (rare 1924 lecture by manly p. hall)Join me as we delve into a rare and enlightening lecture by the legendary scholar and mystic, Manly P. Hall. In this episode, I will be reading Hall’s 1924 lecture titled 'Fundamental Errors in Modern Occultism (And Their Remedy).' This lecture reveals the stark contrasts Hall observed between the empty promises of modern occult practices and the disciplined wisdom of ancient traditions. As we explore this discourse, you’ll uncover the paths the ancients believed would lead to true wisdom through the careful cultivation of one’s consciousness. This episode provides a unique opportunity to connect with a piece...2024-06-0621 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationthe handless maiden part 4: wandering and waiting + the inner marriageIn this multi-episode series, we explore the ancient fairy tale "The Handless Maiden," collected by the Brothers Grimm in 1812, through the lens of astrologer and mystic Jessica Davidson's brilliant online essays. The story follows a young woman whose father, in a desperate deal with the devil, sacrifices her hands for wealth and convenience. Her subsequent journey through the forest in search of healing reflects the "dark night of the soul" process—a transformative period where individuals confront their deepest wounds and emerge renewed. Through this series, we'll read each of Jessica Davidson's articles as we uncover the tale's profound th...2024-05-3035 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationthe handless maiden part 3: love in the underworld + the devil returnsIn this multi-episode series, we explore the ancient fairy tale "The Handless Maiden," collected by the Brothers Grimm in 1812, through the lens of astrologer and mystic Jessica Davidson's brilliant online essays. The story follows a young woman whose father, in a desperate deal with the devil, sacrifices her hands for wealth and convenience. Her subsequent journey through the forest in search of healing reflects the "dark night of the soul" process—a transformative period where individuals confront their deepest wounds and emerge renewed. Through this series, we'll read each of Jessica Davidson's articles as we uncover the tale's profound th...2024-05-2338 min

The Explorer Poet PodcastE68: Mollie AdlerMollie Adler is a podcaster, writer and seeker, exploring emotional alchemy and the shadow side of the human psyche. She is the host of the Back From the Borderline podcast and the Night Night Bitches podcast. You can also find her writings at the Back From the Borderline substack. I’m a big fan of Mollie’s work, as well as her willingness to be open, objective, and ruthlessly raw, and I couldn’t have been more excited to speak with her. In our conversation we discussed the Back from the Borderline podcast, borderline personality disorder, screaming to be...2024-05-211h 10

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationthe handless maiden part 2: dismemberment + entering the forestIn this multi-episode series, we explore the ancient fairy tale "The Handless Maiden," collected by the Brothers Grimm in 1812, through the lens of astrologer and mystic Jessica Davidson's brilliant online essays. The story follows a young woman whose father, in a desperate deal with the devil, sacrifices her hands for wealth and convenience. Her subsequent journey through the forest in search of healing reflects the "dark night of the soul" process—a transformative period where individuals confront their deepest wounds and emerge renewed. Through this series, we'll read each of Jessica Davidson's articles as we uncover the tale's profound th...2024-05-1632 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationthe handless maiden part 1: healing a dark night of the soul + a deal with the devilIn this multi-episode series, we explore the ancient fairy tale "The Handless Maiden," collected by the Brothers Grimm in 1812, through the lens of astrologer and mystic Jessica Davidson's brilliant online essays. The story follows a young woman whose father, in a desperate deal with the devil, sacrifices her hands for wealth and convenience. Her subsequent journey through the forest in search of healing reflects the "dark night of the soul" process—a transformative period where individuals confront their deepest wounds and emerge renewed. Through this series, we'll read each of Jessica Davidson's articles as we uncover the tale's profound th...2024-05-0939 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationmysteries of the magdalene: the ark, the stone, and the triple goddessThis episode plunges into the depths of the Rennes-le-Château mystery, where Berenger Saunière, a seemingly modest priest, unearthed secrets that could redefine our understanding of history. His discovery, sparked by renovations in a small French church, led to astonishing theories about hidden treasures, the Ark of the Covenant, and the bloodlines of Jesus and Mary Magdalene. As we peel back layers of history, art, and symbolism, we delve into a lesser-known but provocative element of this mystery—a triptych from the church of Marie Madeleine in Aix-en-Provence. Alleged to contain "Satanic" symbols, this artwork fueled fiery debates amon...2024-05-0253 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationawakening the divine power withinIn this episode, I invite you on a soothing journey into the essence of your being, where the hidden bindings of self-perception are gently unraveled. As you settle in for this immersive meditative experience, let the calm narration guide you through a reflective exploration of the deep-seated beliefs that often keep us from fully embracing our lives. We'll delve into the concepts of feeling incomplete, the impact of our actions, and our perceptions of difference—all which shape our daily experiences and our interactions with the world. This is transformative experience designed to help you find peace and clarity wi...2024-04-2300 min

THIRD EYE DROPSExperiencing the Paranormal with Chris Bledsoe, UFOs & the Esoteric | Mollie Adler| Mind Meld 384🥰 Support TED and join the community on Patreon Mollie Adler returns to the mind meld! Video version here 👈 In this one, Mollie shares a profound paranormal experience she had with Chris and Ryan Bledsoe. We also riff on the psychology of meaning-making, the relationship between spirituality and the UFO phenomenon, and more. Mollie is the host of two fantastic podcasts: Back From the Borderline and Night Night B*tch, Esoteric Stories for Sleep and Meditation. Also, check out her Substack 🥰 Support TED and join the community on Patreon 🎧 Sub an...2024-03-211h 54

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationthe emerald tablets of thoth: unveiling the halls of amentiJoin me as together we delve into the profound wisdom of the second tablet from The Emerald Tablets of Thoth, titled "The Halls of Amenti." These ancient texts, attributed to Thoth, the Egyptian deity of wisdom, writing, and magic, serve as a bridge to the divine, offering secrets of alchemy and spiritual knowledge that have intrigued seekers of truth for millennia. Originating from a civilization where gods mingled with mortals, the tablets' wisdom is a call to inner enlightenment and understanding the unity of the cosmos. We begin by exploring the enigmatic origins of the Emerald Tablets, believed to...2024-03-0520 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationrosicrucian affirmations for spiritual alchemyThis guided visualization ritual explores the psychological benefits of Rosicrucian affirmations for inner transformation. These affirmations are not mere words but keys to unlocking the latent potential within your psyche, guiding you through a process of spiritual alchemy. By embracing these transformative principles, listeners can embark on a profound journey of self-discovery, shedding the leaden weight of their limitations to reveal the gold of their true, enlightened selves. Embark upon a journey through the veiled mysteries of the Rosicrucians, an enigmatic society of mystics, philosophers, and alchemists who have intrigued the world for centuries. With their origins shrouded in...2024-02-2537 min

Radically Genuine Podcast with Dr. Roger McFillin120. Back from the borderline w/ Mollie AdlerMollie Adler is the producer and host of the Back from the Borderline podcast, which, since itslaunch in 2021, has rapidly ascended the podcasting charts. It landed in the top 1% of most downloaded podcasts on Apple Podcasts and the top 1% of most followed on Spotify as early as 2022. After realizing her alignment with traits commonly associated with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD), Mollie began her journey of healing and recovery, sharing her experiences through her podcast. In this episode, she reveals a profoundly personal account of those experiences.Back from the Borderline has...2024-02-012h 14

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationamerican alchemy pt 3: denouncing witchcraft while embracing the occultIn this final episode of our American Alchemy series, we explore the term 'The Christian Alchemists' coined by Walter Woodward, encompassing a diverse group of practitioners with varying religious affiliations. A key figure among them was Gershom Bulkeley, an alchemist, pastor, and physician from Massachusetts. Despite his skepticism towards astrology, Bulkeley was deeply involved in Paracelsian medicine, compiling an extensive library of alchemical works and passing on his knowledge to his children. The episode delves into the lesser-known alchemists of the 17th century New England, including Robert Childe, Elias Ashmole, and others who straddled various fields from alchemy and...2024-01-311h 03

The Taproot Podcast☯️Interview with Mollie Adler of The Back From the Borderline PodcastWelcome to the latest episode of our podcast, where we dive deep into the stories and insights of fascinating individuals from all walks of life. Today, we are thrilled to have with us a truly remarkable guest, Mollie Adler from the podcast #BackFromTheBorderline and #NightNightBitch . Mollie is known for her groundbreaking work in exposing the hidden traumas caused by negligence in medical, psychological and economic systems that we need to examine. She has the freedom to say things that practicing therapists cannot and a source of inspiration for many people because of her honesty about these forces in her...2024-01-161h 38

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationamerican alchemy pt 2: witch hunts and the invisible collegeIn this second episode of our three-part American Alchemy series, the focus shifts to John Winthrop Jr. and the culmination of his alchemical endeavors in New London. Acting as the eyes and ears of the Royal Society of London, Winthrop sought homegrown talent for his alchemical project, becoming a central figure in the American colonies' intellectual landscape. He enlisted the help of local alchemists, including George Starkey and others associated with Harvard or arriving from England and Bermuda. Winthrop's alchemical pursuits extended beyond experimentation to creating a medical center in New London, where he treated patients from across the...2023-12-2155 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationamerican alchemy pt1: huguenots, hermetics, and the new worldIn the first part of this three-part series, join me on a fascinating exploration of America's hidden history, delving into the convergence of alchemy, mysticism, and early scientific endeavors that shaped the nation's intellectual landscape. Our journey begins with the surprising influence of Puritan alchemists in the founding of America, unraveling a tapestry woven with extraordinary characters, daring experiments, and unlikely friendships. The alchemical community, connected across continents and oceans, played a pivotal role in shaping a cosmopolitan movement for cultural evolution. As we navigate through the annals of history, we encounter the ambivalent relationship of American colonists with...2023-12-1438 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationmindful surrender while crossing the abyssEmbark on a mystic journey on crossing the abyss. In this episode, we unravel the profound insights gained from Frater Archer’s deliberate encounter with divinity. Explore the liminal space between creation and divinity, where practitioners are stripped bare, and only the spark of divinity remains. Frater Archer shares three paths—vision, meditation, and ritual—and warns of the consequences of this transformative experience. Discover the psychological impact of crossing the Abyss, drawing parallels between magicians and non-magicians facing trauma. Frater Archer's personal account reveals real-life consequences, challenging the notion that it's merely a psychological phenomenon. Dive into the delica...2023-12-0530 min

THIRD EYE DROPSCarl Jung, the Paranormal and Soul Searching with Mollie Adler | Mind Meld 369🥰 Support TED and join the community on Patreon Mollie Adler enters the mind meld! *Full video version here* In this one, we riff on finding meaning through creativity, the terrifying yet liberating decision to quit our day jobs, the myth that feeling bad is a pathology, the soul-enlivening philosophy of Carl Jung, the paranormal, soul vehicles, the so-called "gateway process" and much more! *New Sponsor: Microdose.com use code thirdeyedrops at checkout for 30% off and free shipping on their lovely Lumi gummies* Mollie is the host of two fantastic pod...2023-11-231h 53

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationst. francis of assisi: mystic and animal communicatorIn this episode, we delve into the captivating life of the venerable mystic, St. Francis of Assisi. Join me on a journey through the opulent streets of medieval Assisi, where a young Francis, born to a wealthy merchant, defied societal norms by choosing a path less traveled. Unravel the mystery of his transformation from a life of privilege to one of profound simplicity and humility. Discover how, against the backdrop of his father's wealth, he forsook the material world to embrace poverty, becoming a living testament to the mystic ideals he held dear.But St. Francis...2023-11-2328 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationthe black madonna: 'we come from and are contained by this darkness'Get ready to unlock the secrets of a powerful and enigmatic figure: the Black Madonna, a symbol of divine femininity, has captured the imagination of spiritual seekers for centuries. This mysterious and often overlooked aspect of the Divine Mother has roots in various cultures and traditions. The Black Madonna is a sacred and revered image of the Virgin Mary depicted with dark or black skin. Found in various parts of the world, from Europe to the Americas, the Black Madonna has become a symbol of profound spiritual significance. Some believe her origins date back to pre-Christian goddess worship, while...2023-11-1030 min

Bledsoe Said So120: Reclaiming Your Light w/ Mollie AdlerThis week the guys welcome Mollie Adler to the show, host of the Back from the Borderline podcast. Mollie talks about her experiences with the dark side of the music industry and how she found her way back to the light after a significant experience with the divine feminine. Stick around until the end to hear her personal experiences skywatching with the Bledsoe Family.Check out Mollie’s content here: https://linktr.ee/backfromtheborderline 2023-11-081h 40

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationdeath and rebirth: the mysteries of the autumn equinoxHave you ever wondered about the *real* meaning of Halloween? Unlock the ancient mysteries of Autumn with me as we dive into the cross-cultural celebrations of the Autumnal Equinox, a time of profound transformation, with hidden esoteric teachings that transcend time and tradition. From Greek mythology's Persephone to the Mexican Day of the Dead and Hindu Durga Puja, discover how these rituals illuminate the mystical journey of life, death, and rebirth. Uncover the profound esoteric significance hidden behind the seemingly exoteric rituals and symbols of these traditions. Together, we’ll explore the deeper layers of the season's traditions and th...2023-10-291h 25

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationa wicked pack of cards: the secret history of the tarot☾ Prepare to dive into the Mystical World of Tarot ☽ // Join me for a journey through the ancient origins of Tarot, as we unveil the secrets hidden within the cards. In this episode, you’ll discover the true essence of Tarot, transcending its roots in medieval Italian card games and diving into the mystical realms of divination and cartomancy. We'll unravel the rich tapestry of Tarot iconography and symbology, guiding you through the enigmatic symbols that whisper ancient wisdom. Together, we’ll debunk the myths surrounding Tarot's history and occult origins. Were there really conspiracies to misrepres...2023-10-2449 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationamazigh alchemy: talismans and myths of the berber peopleIn this captivating episode, we embark on a mystical journey through the rich tapestry of Berber (Amazigh) culture, deep within the heart of North Africa. Join us as we delve into the enchanting world of the Berber people, a community whose ancient belief systems, myths, and legends are as awe-inspiring as the towering Atlas Mountains they call home. Discover the fascinating lore of the Berber culture, as we explore the enigmatic connection between their protective talismans and the enduring myth of Atlas, the Titan who bears the world upon his shoulders.However, beneath the veil of...2023-10-1426 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationfrom sorcery to sovereignty: black magick in statecraftJoin me as we delve into the intriguing connection between occultism and the exercise of state power throughout history. Together, we'll explore how occult practices have played a role in shaping the dynamics of governance, from ancient secret societies to modern conspiracy theories. The discussion ranges from the alluring concept of the "magician State" as proposed by scholar Ioan Couliano, to the sinister manifestations of occultism in infamous regimes like the Third Reich. We also uncover the surprising role of occultism in the early English colonial ventures and how it influenced their quest for power and new civilizations. Join...2023-10-0944 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationthe occult fascinations of poet william butler yeatsIf the paramount project of W.B. Yeats’ professional life was the perfection of the art of poetry, it was intertwined with a personal preoccupation, the study and practice of magic—not in any metaphorical sense, but the dedicated pursuit of supernatural powers based upon the ancient traditions of alchemy and necromancy, which began in his youth and persisted to the end of his long life.SELECTED READING: "W.B. Yeats, Magus" by Jamie James for Lapham's QuarterlyYOUR FAVORITE MYSTICAL BEDTIME STORY PODCAST: Can’t sleep? This adult bedtime story podcast invites you to...2023-10-0633 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationusing self-remembering to awaken from the dream of lifeSelf-remembering" is an esoteric practice focused on cultivating heightened self-awareness. Practitioners observe their thoughts, emotions, and physical sensations without judgment, fostering mindfulness in the present moment. This technique encourages detachment from ego-driven tendencies and the pursuit of a deeper, authentic self. It serves as a valuable tool on the path to personal awakening and self-realization. By consistently applying self-remembering, individuals aim to transcend their conditioned consciousness and move towards enlightenment. Unlike mantra meditation, the method of self-remembering - also known as "atma vichara "or "self-abidence" - is very simple, completely effortless and can become continuous throughout all activities.2023-10-0425 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationarchetypal illumination: within every form exists something deeper (part 5 of 5)This marks the final episode (part 5) of a multi-episode series where I will read aloud chapters from Manly P. Hall's “The Wisdom of the Knowing Ones: Gnosticism, the Key to Esoteric Christianity.” In this episode, we'll be reading chapter four, “Meditation Symbols in Christian and Gnostic Mysticism.” What you'll learn: · Why most major religions during this time became divided into two sections: one which was for the public (exoteric) and one which was reserved for the few who were willing to dedicate their lives to enlightenment (esoteric / mystical)· How the Neoplatonists and Gnostics became aware in the beginning of the Christian era that ther...2023-09-201h 20

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationalexandria, egypt: the cradle of western mysticism (part 4 of 5)This marks part 4 of a 5-part series where I will read aloud chapters from Manly P. Hall's “The Wisdom of the Knowing Ones: Gnosticism, the Key to Esoteric Christianity.” In this episode, we'll be reading chapter three, “Alexandria, The Cradle of Western Mysticism.” What you'll learn: · Why is Alexandria so important? (The history of the city of Alexandria and the impact it had on the development of esoteric mystery schools of the world’s major religions)· When was Alexandria burned and why was it burned?· The history and importance of the library of Alexandria· Alexandrian Neoplatonism and how it valued “...2023-09-201h 26

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationthe threads connecting eastern and western mysticism (part 3 of 5)This marks part 3 of a 5-part series where I will read aloud chapters from Manly P. Hall's “The Wisdom of the Knowing Ones: Gnosticism, the Key to Esoteric Christianity.” In this episode, we'll be reading chapter two, “Parallels Between Eastern and Western Philosophy.” What you'll learn: · The detailed process of how different religions and philosophies come into existence, unfold their teachings, attain their maximum sphere of influence, and then either diminish or fade away· When did Greek religion (Hellenism) as a religion and philosophy die off?· The connection between Syrian and E...2023-09-201h 31

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationthe esoteric tradition under the surface of early christianity (part 2 of 5)This marks part 2 of a 5-part series where I will read aloud chapters from Manly P. Hall's “The Wisdom of the Knowing Ones: Gnosticism, the Key to Esoteric Christianity.” In this episode, we'll be reading chapter one, “Gnostism, The Key to Esoteric Christianity.” What you'll learn: The impact the teachings of Plato and Aristotle had on the early Christian eraThe difference between creationism and emmanationismWhat is the role of Aristotle in anthropology?How the early Christian church viewed the concept of GodHow the Orthodox church struggled to contain and control the early Gnostic mo...2023-09-202h 03

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationthe nag hammadi codices and gnostic christianity according to manly p. hall (part 1 of 5)Join me as I read a chapter from Manly P. Hall's “The Wisdom of the Knowing Ones: Gnosticism, the Key to Esoteric Christianity,” a collection of inter-related essays concerning the "esoteric keys" to the early movement of Christianity. In this episode, we'll be reading the introduction of the book, titled "What Do The Knowers Know?" Together, we'll explore the importance of the 1945 dicovery of the Nag Hammadi Codices, a collection of early Christian Gnostic texts, which were originally written in the 2nd and 4th centuries AD.What you'll learn: What is Gnosticism?What...2023-09-1553 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationa tiny town, a problematic priest, and a massive mysteryMost of us are familiar with Dan Brown’s 2003 bestseller, The Da Vinci Code. It’s filled with conspiracy theories and secret societies. It all started with a poor priest in a little village in the south of France. His name was François-Bérenger Saunière. SELECTED READING: "Father Saunière and the Holy Grail — The French mystery that inspired the Da Vinci Code" by Lucy C (2018)CONNECT WITH ME + CHECK OUT MORE OF MY WORK: To dive deeper into these themes and explore more of my original work, follow my other podcast, Back From The Border...2023-09-0138 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationthe spiritual emergence of jim carreyIs Jim Carrey crazy, or simply in the process of awakening to higher truths? You be the judge. This edit includes some snippets from Carrey’s interviews over the past few years as he distanced himself further from the spotlight of fame. Don’t get me wrong, Jim is a great character, and I was lucky to get the part. But don’t think of that as me anymore.” – Jim CarreyCONNECT WITH ME + CHECK OUT MORE OF MY WORK: To dive deeper into these themes and explore more of my original work, follow my other podcast, B...2023-08-2715 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationthe value of psychotic experience (1960 alan watts lecture)In his 1960 lecture "The Value of Psychotic Experience," Alan Watts delved into the realm of altered consciousness. With a mesmerizing blend of insight and empathy, Watts explored how unconventional states of mind, often deemed 'psychotic,' could unveil profound insights into the nature of reality and human perception. He gently guided listeners through a journey of understanding, suggesting that these experiences, though challenging, might offer glimpses of a deeper connection between the mystical and the mind. Watts' words illuminate the hidden wisdom that can arise from the most mysterious corners of our psyche. Alan Watts (1915–1973) was a captivating British-American ph...2023-08-261h 30

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationwhat we lost when we stopped readingWe all know about our declining attention spans due to social media. That’s nothing new. However, we’re beginning to see the profound impact of digital technology on something called “deep reading”, critical thinking, and societal discourse at large. Together, we’ll delve into an article that examines the transformation of reading habits, exploring the concept of "deep literacy" as a cognitive process that nurtures abstract thought, empathy, and creativity. Through our exploration, you’ll better understand the historical significance of deep literacy's role in shaping modernity and individual agency, and how the rise of digital devices challenges this essenti...2023-08-1455 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationfrom separation to source (1976 ram dass lecture)Join me for a reading from Ram Dass’ 1976 lecture “From Separation to Source.” Ram Dass was a spiritual sage who delved into mysticism's depths, embracing profound truths. He championed unity among souls, teaching love's boundless nature. Through his stories, he shared mindfulness and compassion's transformative power, leading listeners to the embrace of the NOW. Ram Dass beckoned seekers to find their sacred selves and connect with the limitless cosmos of the soul. The episode fades out with sounds of the Mahamrityunjaya mantra. This mantra is a sacred chant from ancient Indian scriptures, revered for its protective and healing qualities. Listen...2023-08-111h 22

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationthe age of aquarius and the celestial nile"The Good, the Pious, and the Just are born when first Aquarius pours out his Urn." - Manilius Join me on a mystical journey as we explore the profound symbolism of Aquarius and its role in shaping humanity's future. "The Age of Aquarius" holds the promise of a better world, but it requires breaking free from old chains and embracing new possibilities. The water-bearer represents destruction and rebirth, holding the key to a fresh start for mankind. Discover the ancient connections of Aquarius to the floods, the gods, and the sacred alchemical process. We'll delve into...2023-08-0631 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationthe woman with the alabaster jar: the grail and the magdaleneExplore the profound impact of Mary Magdalene and the suppression of her truth in this mystical, esoteric podcast episode. Unearthing hidden history, we delve into the enigmatic significance of Mary Magdalene and the mysteries surrounding the Holy Grail. Discover the intriguing link between Mary Magdalene and the alabaster ointment jar, as we unravel the symbolic and spiritual meaning behind this ancient artifact. Additionally, we delve into the origins of the Knights Templar, who were tasked with preserving and protecting the worship of Mary Magdalene. Join us on this captivating journey through esoteric wisdom and secret societies, as we shed...2023-07-2949 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationguided trauma alchemy meditation for highly sensitive souls (reclaim your lost parts)Are you ready to heal the source of your emotional ache? This experiential guided visualization will encourage you to dive deep into the power of your inner world to heal your emotional trauma. Welcome, dear traveler, to the enchanting realm of Night Night, Bitch. A celestial audio sanctuary providing esoteric bedtime stories, beckoning you to traverse the realms of unconsciousness while surrendering to the gentle embrace of sleep. Below, you’ll discover more about the selected reading, an offering of wisdom and wonder for your restful journey. Let the words you hear guide you through the labyrinthine corridors of yo...2023-07-231h 01

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationthe mysterious hierarchy of adeptsThere is a strange and persistent legend that probably originates in the East. It proposes that in some hidden locations on the earth (generally the highlands of Central Asia, particularly Tibet, although other sites, such as the Andes and even some mountains in the U.S., such as the Grand Tetons and Mt. Shasta, are mentioned at times), there exists a group of persons who possess both exceptional powers and a highly perfected character and consciousness. They are known variously as the Hierarchy of Adepts, the Great White Lodge, the Great White Brotherhood, the Masters, or simply the Hierarchy.2023-07-1630 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationunveiling the divine feminine through courtly loveIn this enchanting episode, we embark on a captivating journey into the world of courtly love and its profound connection to the mystical worship of the divine feminine. A place where romance and spirituality converged. Join me as we step into the medieval ages, where courtly love flourished as a poetic tradition intertwined with the goddess worship that predated Christianity. Through the melodies and verses of troubadours, wandering artists who carried the torch of goddess worship, courtly love found expression in captivating songs and poetry. Together, we’ll experience the transition of pagan goddesses such as Artemis, Sophia, and Di...2023-07-1344 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationmasters of the ageless wisdomThe Masters of Wisdom are reputed to be enlightened beings identified by the Theosophists Helena Blavatsky, Henry S. Olcott, Alfred Percy Sinnett, and others. These Theosophists claimed to have met some of the so-called Masters during their lifetimes in different parts of the world. Sometimes they are referred to by Theosophists as Elder Brothers of the Human Race, Adepts, Mahatmas, or simply as The Masters.K. Paul Johnson suggests in his book The Masters Revealed: Madame Blavatsky and Myth of the Great White Lodge that the Masters that Madame Blavatsky claimed she had personally met are...2023-07-1117 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationinvisible chains: how catholic church propaganda suppressed ancient forms of spiritualityEmbark on a mystical journey through the annals of history, where the veils of truth and mysticism intertwine in a mesmerizing dance. In this enchanting episode, we delve deep into the captivating realm of the Roman Catholic Church and its adept utilization of the arcane art of propaganda. Witness how the Church, with its fervent desire to suppress alternative avenues of mysticism and spirituality, wove intricate webs of deceit and manipulation. Unveiling the secrets of this clandestine operation, we unravel the plight of the brave souls known as "Heretics," with a particular focus on the enigmatic Cathars. These innocent...2023-07-0955 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationsacred threads of dissent: tracing the cathar movementImmerse yourself in the enigmatic realm of the Cathars, a ‘heretical’ Christian sect that thrived amidst the tapestry of Western Europe during the mystical ages of the 12th and 13th centuries. Within the depths of this captivating episode, you shall be transported to the sacred domain of the grail mysteries, where secrets lie veiled in ancient wisdom. You’ll learn about Cathar beliefs and teachings, Cathar heresy and its origins, the Cathar persecution, and the Albigensian Crusade. Together, we will dive into the essence of Cathar beliefs, unraveling the profound truths that made these spiritual warriors a formidable adversary to the...2023-07-0835 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationwhispers of ancient wisdom within the gnostic gospel of st. thomasStep into the realm of ancient secrets and hidden truths, where the veil of conventional wisdom is gently lifted, revealing a profound mysticism that has captivated seekers of enlightenment for centuries. Join us on a transformative journey as we explore the enigmatic world of the Gnostic Gospels of St. Thomas.In the first half of this extraordinary episode, we traverse the winding path of history, unearthing the origins of these mystical texts and delving into the labyrinth of controversy that surrounds them. Encounter the whispers of forgotten wisdom tucked away by the annals of time yet...2023-07-0331 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationserpents and stars: the sacred codes hidden within the gnostic gospelsWhat are the gnostic gospels and what secrets do they hold? Prepare to unravel the enigmatic tapestry of ancient texts as we decode the sacred codes concealed within the mystical depths of the Gnostic Gospels. Together, we’ll delve into the esoteric realm where serpents and stars converge as we explore the enchanting discovery story of the documents the Roman Catholic church labeled “heretical” and so desperately tried to suppress.YOUR FAVORITE MYSTICAL BEDTIME STORY PODCAST: Can’t sleep? This adult bedtime story podcast invites you to escape the burdens of sleeplessness and immerse yourself in a mystic...2023-07-0243 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationthe power of myth as portal to the collective unconsciousPrepare to unlock the secrets of our collective imagination, as we explore the eternal question: What truly lies behind the veil of myth? Join me, as together we traverse the mystical landscapes of imagination as we unravel the intricate tapestry of ancient tales and timeless narratives that shape our understanding of existence. YOUR FAVORITE MYSTICAL BEDTIME STORY PODCAST: Can’t sleep? This adult bedtime story podcast invites you to escape the burdens of sleeplessness and immerse yourself in a mystical world of relaxation and enchantment. Sometimes our weary minds need a break from the endless scr...2023-07-0234 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationemeralds of esoteric secrets in the wizard of ozHave you ever wondered what the Wizard of Oz symbolizes spiritually? This is much more than just a fantasy story about a girl and her dog trying to get back home; it’s a parable of how to achieve spiritual enlightenment and use it effectively in the physical world.CONNECT WITH ME + CHECK OUT MORE OF MY WORK: To dive deeper into these themes and explore more of my original work, follow my other podcast, Back From The Borderline, on your favorite podcast player or visit backfromtheborderline.com. You can also connect with me on Instagram @ba...2023-07-0254 min

night night bitch: esoteric stories for sleep and meditationwelcome, wanderer.Can’t sleep? Welcome to "Night Night Bitch," the adult bedtime story podcast that invites you to escape the burdens of sleeplessness and immerse yourself in a mystical world of relaxation and enchantment. This is the audio experience you never knew you needed. Sometimes our weary minds need a break from the endless scrolling that often accompanies insomnia. Each episode allows you to unwind and prepare to embrace deep sleep while awakening to arcane wisdom at the same time. What could be better? Whether you seek deep sleep, consciousness expansion, or pure relaxation, this adult bedtime story podcast experience is t...2023-06-1706 min

back from the borderlinedaddy issues: recognizing and healing the father woundIn this deep-dive episode, we unravel the complex and often misunderstood concept of "daddy issues"—a term that has been trivialized and sensationalized in popular culture. But beneath the stereotypes lies a significant psychological impact that can shape a person’s life in profound ways. Whether we label it as the "father wound" or simply recognize it as the lingering effects of a strained or absent father figure, these unresolved issues can ripple into our adult relationships, self-worth, and emotional resilience.Together, we explore the father wound beyond the clichés, examining how it manifests in both...2023-06-132h 22

back from the borderlinechanneling your emotional intensity into artistic expressionAlessia Camoirano Bruges is an Italian-Colombian artist based in London. Her unique “fluid art” is inspired by its ever-changing nature – just like humans and our emotions. She combines her passion for color psychology, color therapy, fluidity, and her emotional intensity into her artwork. She sees each piece as a cathartic experience in which she can connect to her inner child and relaxed into fully embodied presence & mindfulness. In this episode, we discuss Alessia's battle with her eating disorder and her struggle with emotional dysregulation & chronic pain that led her to her personal rock bottom moment where she realized *she* was th...2022-03-2857 min