aaronawarenessbecomingbeyondbreakingchangeconversationdatingdivorcedonedmyembracingemotionalfaithfavoritefightingfindingforwardgenerationgrowthhardharderhealthindependentisraeljourneyjustinkeepkillinglifelivesmakingmalemanhoodmasculinitymenmentalmindmovingneednextovercomingpathpersonalpleasepurposequitselfsexsocietysuccessthomastransformationunderstandingvulnerabilitywomenyear