afalwaysbackbodybraincaloriescarechangechangingcomparisoncrazydaydietditchditchingdoesndoneateatingenoughep08ep3explicitfeelfoodgetgivegoinggoodgymhardhealthykeepingkickletlifelistenlooklosslovemakemealmeansmentalmotivationneedokaypeoplepostpartumpowerquitrantrerealreallyreasonrelationshipseriousstopstorystucktakingtalkthingstimetipstruthwantweightyear