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Journey Back to the HeartThe hardest part of the rebirth is not the ending, it's the in-betweenIn this contemplation I dive deeper into my experience at the tantric temple with intense shamanic activations and how I learned to navigate the in-between space, between a death and a rebirth.ConnectIG: https://www.instagram.com/andreitopli/Substack: https://andreitopli.substack.comWebsite: andreitopli.comCreative Rebels community: https://www.skool.com/the-5th-house-2983
2026-01-2735 min
Journey Back to the HeartWhat I found in 3 Days of Total Darkness - A story of Death & RebirthDuring the dark moon in Scorpio phase, I've spend 3 days in a cabin in total darkness in Les Waterfalls, north of Bali. What I found in there and the 6 days of integration in nature afterwards completely changed my life.In this episode that I have recorded as a video (see the video on youtube here), I go over the whole story - the descend into the underworld and the ascend back into the light, the lessons that I learned and also the medicine that I want to share moving forward.This...
2025-12-051h 12
Journey Back to the HeartAstrology as a framework for Self DevelopmentFor video watch here.In this episode, I share how I see astrology not as a predictive tool, but rather as a framework for self-development, an archetypal language that helps us understand the deeper layers of our psyche and the seasons of our lives.I talk about what is the natal chart, how astrology actually works, how it’s guided me through my own healing, helped me see my blind spots, and revealed the patterns that shape my growth.In this episode, I explore:- the divine or...
2025-10-2224 min
Journey Back to the HeartVirgo Solar Eclipse - Oracles, Endings, Surrender & RenewalFor the video version watch here.This Solar Eclipse New Moon at 29º Virgo marks a very prophetic threshold. The final degree of Virgo is the culmination of self-refinement and dissolving into the pure essence, releasing what no longer serves. In this sense this eclipse is collapsing the duality, holding both the seed of a beginning and the final note of the tune. In this episode, I unpack the significance of this eclipse, the archetypal resonance between Virgo and the priestesses at the oracle of Delphi and how Virgo’s devotion to refinement meets Pisces’ medicine of su...
2025-09-2024 min
Journey Back to the HeartPersonal Q&A on Astrology, Karma, Challenges & MoneyHi loves, it's been a while. While settling back in Ubud, Bali, I've put together this episode where I've answered some of the most common questions I get asked, as well as bringing clarity onto how I see astrology, the natal chart, karma and what were some of the challenges I've faced starting my own business.I've recorded these quesstions separately and mix them together so I hope you don't mind me jumping from point to point. I hope listening to this whole Q&A and my explanation on how I see the natal chart and astrology...
2025-08-3019 min
Journey Back to the HeartEclipse Season Part 2 - Solar Eclipse in AriesA transmission on the Solar Eclipse New Moon in Aries ~ March 29thThis Solar Eclipse in Aries is both a beginning of a new cycle as it’s a New Moon energy but also an ending of the 2023-2025 series of eclipses in Aries and the last one in this sign for the next 18 years.This is the last cosmic push to upgrade the area of your life that Aries occupies in your chart.During a Solar Eclipse (New Moon) the Light of the Sun (clarity) is obscured by the Moon (emotions) - th...
2025-03-2842 min
Journey Back to the HeartEclipse Season Part 1 - Lunar Eclipse in Virgo A transmission on the Lunar Eclipse Full Moon in Virgo ~ March 14Eclipses are not something to be afraid of - they are cosmic portals that happen twice every year and bring about radical changes that align us with our highest timelines. Eclipses are a time of receiving the cosmic downloads and not a time of doing - presence and being grounded is the most important.In this transmission I talk about what the eclipses are, the Virgo/Pisces axis and the Gene Key 36th and 6th where the lunation takes place.If you...
2025-03-1238 min
Journey Back to the HeartMars Direct in Cancer - A surge of energy and motivationEnd of Mars Retrograde - a surge of energy, drive and motivation. Mars direct reignites the flame and stirs the embers of our inner fire.The retrograde (6th December - 23 February) has been a period of refining and recalibrating your deeper WHY and integrating your conscious and your unconscious motivations behind why you do the things that you do.Check the CANCER house of your chart to see the area of your life where this conversation has been taking place. If you need help - get in touch, I am here to support...
2025-03-0516 min
Journey Back to the HeartA Venus Retrograde TransmissionA transmission about the current Venus retrograde phase that started on 1st of March. This is a 40 days descend through the underworld where we are called to revisit, reflect and reframe our relationships with ourselves, our values, resources, bodies and the people in our lives.Venus is the harmony we seek. The self-worth. The key to abundance. How we open to receive from life. The aesthetic lens of our life. How we love and what we value.What is asking to be processed from your past when it comes to your relationships and your resources?
2025-03-0428 min
Journey Back to the HeartPisces New Moon Themes - Addiction and CreativityA contemplation about the themes of this New Moon in Pisces on 28 February 2025.I talk about the nature of addiction, especially the addiction to a fantasy world, and the deeper underlying patterns that create this coping mechanism.I also go into how Jupiter in Gemini plays with Neptune in Pisces around the idea of allowing yourself to be in the space of not knowing and instead look for deeper meaning.IG: @andreitopliWebsite: andreitopli.com
2025-02-2720 min
Journey Back to the HeartSpiritualiTEA with Kosmo - A conversation about purpose, astrology and fateWhat if your life was never off track, but always guiding you exactly where you need to be?This is an episode I recorded for the SpiritualiTEA podcast with Kosmo where we sat down for a tea and a beautiful conversation about purpose, astrology and fate. Astrology gives us a deeper understanding of who we are, why we face certain challenges, and how to step into our fullest potential.Remember you are never lost. You’re always on your path.Enjoy the whole conversation where I go in depth of why I...
2025-02-2641 min
Journey Back to the HeartThe Consciousness of the Dark - A Scorpio Season TransmissionIn this episode I share a quick transmission around the themes of the Scorpio season. What lies on the other side of death? New Moon in Scorpio that was on the 1.11polarity between Scorpio and Taurusshadow of fixed waterembracing the unknown, facing our fears & staying with the uncomfortablethe evolutionary stages of Scorpionature of our desiresreleasing stucked and suppressed emotionsI hope you enjoy this short transmission and navigate this Scorpio season with ease and grace.This is the perfect season for deep psychoanalysis and shadow work so if you feel called to go deep within...
2024-11-0329 min
Journey Back to the HeartPisces Eclipse TransmissionToday, 17th of September we have a Full Moon and Eclipse in the mutable water sign of Pisces. This is a super potent and intense portal of spiritual and psychological attunement to the flow of the cosmos, when the individual and the collective stories are being aligned.In this short transmission I go over the significance of the eclipses as well as dive into the invitations of the current eclipse in Pisces, contemplate the Pisces - Virgo axis as well as the new paradigm shift that is coming.In the closing, I go over the...
2024-09-1728 min
Journey Back to the HeartWe are all designed to be successful - A conversation about Human Design with Fiona Bleetman Fiona Bleetman is a Human Design consultant and health coach empowering people to embrace their unique designs in various aspects of life including personal relationships and business.In this episode we discuss how Human Design can be used as a powerful tool for self-knowledge and empowerment.Key takeaways:what is the Human Design system how it helps us to operate in alignment with our blueprint.examples of functioning in alignment and out of alignment with your design.overview of each of the 5 Human Design Types how they best function in the world...
2024-08-1452 min
Journey Back to the HeartNavigating the Mars-Uranus Conjunction & how Astrology changed my lifeIn this episode I dive into the intense transit we are navigating currently, the Mars-Uranus conjunction in Taurus. I explore the profound significance of these celestial bodies and the transformative energies they bring together.I share a personal story from yesterday of how this intense transit has unearthed deep-rooted limiting beliefs in my own life, leading to beautiful synchronicities as I followed my heart's guidance.Additionally, I reflect on the transformative power of Astrology in my life by:validating my experiences and be more gentle on myselfcultivating compassion and understanding for myself and others...
2024-07-1621 min
Journey Back to the HeartSecret Sauce for Manifestation with Nikki NovoselskyNicole is a yoga teacher, mindfulness coach, and brain hacking enthusiast. After a transformative journey in Bali, she found her passion for energy healing and manifestation. Nicole holds a strong belief in the power of aligning the mind and heart to lead a more fulfilling life.* This episode has been recorded in December 2023 while I was living in Guatemala.Episode Summary:In this engaging and fun episode recorded in my last day in Guatemala, Nicole shares her personal journey of self-discovery and the profound experiences that led her to embrace mindfulness...
2024-07-111h 18
Journey Back to the HeartJourney to Authentic Pleasure with Chris McKinlayChris is a poetic and playful spiritual mentor focusing on intentionality and personal growth. With eight years of experience in energy healing and self-development, Chris emphasizes self-acceptance, self-love, courage, and determination in his teachings.Through his course and practices, he empowers individuals to connect with their authentic selves and open to true authentic pleasure.* This episode has been recorded in December 2023 while I was living in Guatemala. The sound quality is not the best because we recorded this in a living room but due to the authenticity and vulnerability shared in the episode...
2024-07-111h 12
Journey Back to the HeartThe Power of Breath with Kora OlszewskiKora is a trauma-informed somatic breathwork facilitator who transitioned from a marketing background to focus on transformational work. With a passion for helping individuals process emotions in a safe container, Kora guides them through the power of breath towards healing and transformation.* This episode has been recorded in December 2023 while I was living in Guatemala.Episode Summary:In this episode, I sit down with Kora at her place in Guatemala to discuss her journey and the significance of head-to-heart healing. She delves into the power of breath as a...
2024-07-111h 02
Journey Back to the HeartJourney to Heart Centered Living - with John Quinn & Will KingAn unscripted episode with two brothers, John Quinn and Will King, where we just sat down and had a conversation about our own journeys of self discovery and living authentically.We also explored the importance of community and brotherhood, our process of self love and what empowered us to shift from being a victim of circumstance to being a creator of our life.We talk about the threshold between the years and what it means for each one of us and also share some practices that help us fill our own cup.This...
2023-12-221h 19Journey Back to the HeartThe Devil - A Dark IlluminationIn this episode we explore the archetype of the Devil from different perspectives such as the mind, body and desires, symbolism and the duality of shadow and light.Key Takeaways:the image of the Devil and what it stands forthe symbolism behind the Devilhow to break free from the chains of illusion, from guilt and shamethe potential of being connected to the bodyreclaiming authentic pleasure and desirethe Devil as the unsung hero of Edenthe shadow aspect of Godtrinitarian polarity of Lucifer - Ahirman - ChristDevil as the card 15 in the Major Arcana of Tarotfew contemplations on...
2023-12-0717 min
Journey Back to the HeartLucid DreamingIn this episode I talk about the dream world and lucid dreaming and my own experiences in this realm as well as some ways and practices to tap into these unknown worlds and realms beyond everyday experience.Some of the things I cover :what is lucid dreaming and how does it help us cultivate more awareness in our lifeshamanic rituals that involve the dream time realitytibetan dream yogaworking with crystals to enhance the dream practicemind and body reprogram in the dream statemy own experiences with lucid dreamingsome mind bending theories regarding the dreaming statepractices to enhance...
2023-11-0720 min
Journey Back to the HeartSpiritual Alchemy Part III - Philosopher's StoneWelcome back to the finale of this 3 part series on spiritual alchemy and the journey through the Major Arcana.In this episode we reflect on what it means to co-create with our divine essence, to harness our sexual energy for creative purposes and to start being of service.The culmination of the inner work results in the union of opposites and the full opening of the heart to unconditional love through transcending judgement.The finale is an ode and a reminder that true transformation happens within the crucible of our own being and...
2023-10-2513 min
Journey Back to the HeartSpiritual Alchemy Part II - Dark night of the SoulWelcome back to Part II of the 3-part series covering the alchemical journey of our Soul through Life, Death and Rebirth illustrated through the archetypes of the Major Arcana in Tarot.In Part II we'll dive into the first alchemical stage, the nigredo, where the spiritual transformation begins through our confrontation with the shadow aspect. Here we will cover :- what is the shadow aspect and how do we acknowledge and integrate it- ways that our unconscious communicate with us- what is the spiritual death or the dark night...
2023-10-1309 min
Journey Back to the HeartSpiritual Alchemy Part I - Prima MateriaPart I of the 3-part series covering the alchemical journey of our Soul through Life, Death and Rebirth illustrated through the archetypes of the Major Arcana in Tarot.In Part I we'll talk about the Prima Materia and we'll cover:- definition of spiritual alchemy as the hero's journey- introduction to the 4 stages of alchemy- accumulating the programmed beliefs of the egoic identity- Soul's journey through the first 6 archetypes of the Major Arcana- Andrei Topli @andreitopliThis is a public episode...
2023-10-0312 min