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Looping the Labyrinth with AwenLooping the Labyrinth with AwenPiercing, Pain & Mysticism feat. Piercer Nathan PetersonOn today’s episode, I had a perhaps leviathan-length conversation with infamous piercer Nathan Peterson of Nathan’s Tattoos & Piercings! Our conversation started with the theme of the initiatic quality of pain especially as it relates to body modification, and branches out into tangents on our philosophies regarding mindfulness in our digitally-oversaturated present day life (“experiencing life head-on”), our respective faiths, mystical interests, Nathan’s history with piercing and much more— you’ll have to listen for yourself. Support the show by subscribing to the Primal Druidry Patreon for $3 monthly, or shoot over an email to awen...2024-06-142h 23Covert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENKids on Board with Anders & Heidi - S8E4Get ready for a fun conversation with Anders and Heidi from Tempus. In this podcast, the couple shares their transition from land to a liveaboard cruising lifestyle with children and share their experience balancing school and fun on their catamaran.   Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience meeting new people and sailing as liveaboard sailing cruisers on our performance catamaran SV AWEN, our Outremer 52. Join us as we meet wonderful new people in this lifestyle.  ⭐️Check out our new catamaran sailing blog! https://sailingawen.com  YOUTUBE: https://www.youtube.com/@SailingAWEN/ INSTAGRA...2024-05-0630 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENSailing with Family - Brent and Tara's Journey on SV Ripple - S8E3In this episode we talk to Brent and Tara from Sailing Vessel Ripple. We learn about their experiences in the enchanting Bahamian waters sailing with their children, and the life-changing decisions that motivated them to step aboard, this is a story you don't want to miss. Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience meeting new people and sailing as liveaboard sailing cruisers on our performance catamaran SV AWEN, our Outremer 52. Join us as we meet wonderful new people in this lifestyle.  ⭐️Check out our new catamaran sailing blog! https://sailingawen.com  YOUTUBE: https...2024-04-3019 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENKim & Mike's Transition to Full-Time Sailing - S8E2In this episode of our spotlight on cruising couples, we share the unique journey of Kim and Mike who swapped their life in Oregon for the thrills of full-time sailing. Their decision to exchange land life for an RV led next to an oceanic adventure and serves as inspiration to fellow travelers who dream to learn how to sail the world.  ==== Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience meeting new people and sailing as liveaboard sailing cruisers on our performance catamaran SV AWEN, our Outremer 52. Join us as we meet wonderful new people in t...2024-04-2123 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENTackling Life Onboard with Sarah & Ray of Kismet - S8E1Join us, Holly and Stephane, in the eighth season of the Covert Castaway podcast as we talk about the liveaboard cruising lifestyle, directly from the stunning Bahamas. In this episode, we introduce you to fellow cruisers Ray and Sarah from Kismet, sharing their captivating backstory, sailing dreams, and experiences. This 'at anchor' podcast offers an intriguing dive into the world of sailing and life on water amid the gorgeous Bahamian setting. ==== Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience meeting new people and sailing as liveaboard sailing cruisers on our performance catamaran SV AWEN, our...2024-04-1425 minThe Druid\'s GroveThe Druid's Grove43: Spirit Energy: Nwyfre, Awen, Life energy, Elemental energy, Plant and Animal EnergyIn this episode we will look at a different type of sense, or spirit energy, that we can work with in various ways. Nwyfre is a term used in many branches of Druidry, but is present in many spiritual practices. It is the energy that flows through all things. Other energy flows that we can work with are the Awen, elemental, plant, and animal energies. 2024-01-0652 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENPassage Provisioning - S7E13Food! Today we talk about how much food to bring and what kind and we share some of our cooking methods to minimize time, effort, and dirty dishes. Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to being liveaboard sailing cruisers on our performance catamaran SV AWEN an Outremer 52. Join us as we talk about what we‘re learning as we sell our stuff, quit our corporate jobs, say goodbye to our family and attempt a circumnavigation on a sailing catamaran. ⭐️Check out our new catamaran sailing blog! https://sailingawen.com  YOUTU...2023-12-1034 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENFuel & Water on a Passage - S7E12Do you leave with full tanks or not? Today we talk about transatlantic passage preparation and how much fuel and water we think we need and the different philosophies, pros/cons of each.  Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to being liveaboard sailing cruisers. Join us as we talk about what we‘re learning as we sell our stuff, quit our corporate jobs, say goodbye to our family and attempt a circumnavigation on a sailing catamaran.  ⭐️Check out our new catamaran sailing blog! https://sailingawen.com  YOUTUBE: https://www.youtu...2023-12-0334 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENWeather Routing, Starlink & Comms - S7E11Today we talk about our transatlantic passage prep around weather routing and what we use for communication, including Starlink. Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to being liveaboard sailing cruisers. Join us as we talk about what we‘re learning as we sell our stuff, quit our corporate jobs, say goodbye to our family and attempt a circumnavigation on a sailing catamaran.  ⭐️Check out our new catamaran sailing blog! https://sailingawen.com  YOUTUBE: https://www.youtube.com/@SailingAWEN/ INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/sailingawen/ FACEBOOK...2023-11-2944 minThe Druid\'s GroveThe Druid's Grove14: The AwenThe Awen is a concept that is integral to many druid practices. In this episode, we will look at the mythology of it's origin, what it is, and how to connect to it and use it in your daily Druidry practice. OBOD Podcast: druidcasthttps://open.spotify.com/show/7oCjMM415YxsHOjgua9bRC?si=5af6d8a32ba64772Email me with questions or ideas:Thedruidsgrovepodcast@gmail.comOrder of Bards, Ovates, and Druids https://druidry.org/Instagram:https://instagram.com/thedruidsgrovepodcastFacebook Group: https://www.facebook.com/TheDruidsGrove/Buy Me A Coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/TheDruidsGroveYoutube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwRsofszAKDy5...2023-11-0122 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENPassage Prep - S7E10Massive update in this week's episode, lot's to talk about as we prepare for our passage to...surprise reveal in this episode! Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to being liveaboard sailing cruisers. Join us as we talk about what we‘re learning as we sell our stuff, quit our corporate jobs, say goodbye to our family and attempt a circumnavigation on a sailing catamaran.  ⭐️Check out our new catamaran sailing blog! https://sailingawen.com  YOUTUBE: https://www.youtube.com/@SailingAWEN/ INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/sailinga...2023-10-2927 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENSplash Day - S6E11Splash day for our new boat! We were excited to see Awen in the water and getting her mast put on, it's starting to look like a real sailboat and we are just two weeks away from handover.  Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our jobs, buy a boat and explore the world. Join the conversation on our Sailing AWEN facebook page or drop us a note a...2023-07-2233 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENGday from Melbourne! - S5E20Our Outremer 52 catamaran is in the mold! And other exciting sailboat updates as we explore Melbourne, Australia.  Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our jobs, buy a boat and explore the world. Join the conversation on our Sailing AWEN facebook page or drop us a note at sailingawen@gmail.com. 2022-12-0431 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCoastal & Offshore Navigation - S5E19Today we breakdown the major navigation options to consider between weather forecast, route planning and weather routing. Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our jobs, buy a boat and explore the world. Join the conversation on our Sailing AWEN facebook page or drop us a note at sailingawen@gmail.com. 2022-11-2133 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCoastal & Offshore Communications - S5E18Today we cover communication systems and options for liveaboard sailing and circumnavigating, including Starlink. Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our jobs, buy a boat and explore the world. Join the conversation on our Sailing AWEN facebook page or drop us a note at sailingawen@gmail.com. 2022-11-1237 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENDrawing The Line On Redundancy - S5E17How much redundancy is needed to sail around the world on a performance catamaran?  We explain our philosophy and the options we have selected as backup based on our cruising plans. Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our jobs, buy a boat and explore the world. Join the conversation on our Sailing AWEN facebook page or drop us a note at sailingawen@gmail.com. 2022-11-0724 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENLearning Plan for Cruising as a Couple - S5E16We share a summary of the training sessions we have gone through over the years and emphasize what we believe is useful in the context of a couple sailing together where one person has more experience than the other. Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our jobs, buy a boat and explore the world. Join the conversation on our Sailing AWEN facebook page or drop us a...2022-11-0247 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENOur New Outremer 52 - S5E15We're excited to talk about our new Outremer 52 Performance Catamaran. If you check our Sailing Awen YouTube channel you'll even get to see cool pictures and animations. We also share our experience from the Cannes Yachting Festival and from our first sail on an Outremer 55. Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our jobs, buy a boat and explore the world. Join the conversation on our Sailing AWEN...2022-09-2245 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENHome Base or Not? - S5E14Life is a journey... You make decisions, you change your mind and you end up somewhere for reasons you had not thought about. We share our story about a 'home base' hoping it might help others. Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our jobs, buy a boat and explore the world. Join the conversation on our Sailing AWEN facebook page or drop us a note at sailingawen@g...2022-09-0239 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENWhat Defines a Performance Catamaran - S5E13Today we share the factors that define a performance catamaran and what considerations mattered most to us in narrowing down what we wanted in our second sailboat. We spoke to a professional on the topic and describe our decision process. This episode is the audio-only version of our video on our Sailing AWEN YT channel, so you can check that out in all it's glory by heading over there!   Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as w...2022-08-2520 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENElectric Propulsion - S5E12Our friends from The Blue Saga share their electrical propulsion experience with their custom performance catamaran and what it's like sailing with an electric motor. Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our jobs, buy a boat and explore the world. Join the conversation on our Sailing AWEN facebook page or drop us a note at sailingawen@gmail.com. 2022-08-1849 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENWe Changed Our Mind - S5E11In this episode, we share our full story, our sailing liveaboard adventure in the last two seasons and how changed our minds about our catamaran. This is an audio-only version of our story posted on our Sailing AWEN YouTube channel. Be sure to check that out and subscribe. We have exciting news to share in the coming weeks, so don't miss it!!! Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to becoming sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we make mistakes, celebrate victories and transition to the sailing life to explore the world.   2022-08-1218 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENS4 Finale Massive Update - S4E25TONS! That's how much we have to update you on in our Season Four Finale. And...we have a major update on our boat situation as we get ready to roll into Season Five. Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our jobs, buy a boat and explore the world. Join the conversation on our Sailing AWEN facebook page or drop us a note at sailingawen@gmail.com.2022-02-1340 minShove it up your AwenShove it up your AwenHost Introductions.Join us while we introduce ourselves and then tackle 5 questions to delve a little deeper in to what we believe, practice, and how we do magick. You can find us individually on Instagram @the_sacred_t and @clintyskyguy and you can follow the podcast @shove_it_up_your_awen2022-02-0940 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENForeign Medical and Dental - S4E24If you live in the US, this episode will blow your mind. We share our experience getting medical checkup and dental work done while sailing in Turkey and the out of pocket costs walking in off the street as a liveaboard.  Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our jobs, buy a boat and explore the world. Join the conversation on our Sailing AWEN facebook page or drop u...2021-11-2434 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENConversation with SV Bayti a Sailing Family - S4E23Ever wonder what it's like to sail as a family? Today I sit down with Anwar, Sarah, Omar (11) and Tamara (15) to talk about their liveaboard cruising experience. Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our jobs, buy a boat and explore the world. Join the conversation on our Sailing AWEN facebook page or drop us a note at sailingawen@gmail.com. 2021-11-1227 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENHow Do You Sell a Boat? - SE4E22We decided to list our catamaran while here in Turkey so we talk about the process of choosing a broker and other considerations on selling it now versus waiting. We also reveal a little more about our new boat! Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our jobs, buy a boat and explore the world. Join the conversation on our Sailing AWEN facebook page or drop us a...2021-11-0617 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENOur First Haulout - S4E21What a nail-biter it is to see your sailboat lifted high in the air in tiny straps, at least it seems that way. We share what that was like as we continue the wintering process and who got to do it.  Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our jobs, buy a boat and explore the world. Join the conversation on our Sailing AWEN facebook page or drop u...2021-11-0311 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENWintering Round Two - S4E20It's time to tuck AWEN in for the winter and make sure she's got everything she needs to cuddle up safe on the hard in Turkey. You can check out our blog for the full checklist if you are interested as we do our first haulout and winter on the hard versus in the water. Send us a note if we forgot anything. Link to full checklist can be found here: Sailboat Wintering Checklist - On the Hard Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join...2021-10-1633 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENWe Did What?!? - S4E19We have some crazy news we are trying to fully understand ourselves. Rather than wait for months to share with you when we have all the details figured out, we decided we should just go with it and tell you guys and hope you don't think we have gone totally bonkers.  Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our jobs, buy a boat and explore the world. Join t...2021-10-1505 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENPart 2 Comfort versus Performance - S4E18We cheated on our boat! In Part 1, we talked about the tradeoffs between a family cruising boat like ours, and a performance cruising boat, like an Outremer. We wanted to see the exact differences for ourselves so we took a trip to their factory in La Grande Motte and gave it a go. In this episode we share what we learned sailing an Outremer 51 in different wind conditions and our thoughts on the factory tour.  Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what w...2021-10-0843 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENRoadtrip and Residency - S4E17We hit the road to visit Antalya, Istanbul and a mystery destination we will reveal in this episode! We also give you an update on getting our Turkish residency and why we did it while sailing the Med.  Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our jobs, buy a boat and explore the world. Join the conversation on our Sailing AWEN facebook page or drop us a note a...2021-10-0332 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENPart 1 Comfort versus Performance - S3E16A discussion about coming to terms with the trade-offs you're willing to make between comfort and performance. It's a process to come to terms to where you stand on the spectrum as a couple.  Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our jobs, buy a boat and explore the world. Join the conversation on our Sailing AWEN facebook page or drop us a note at sailingawen@gmail.com.2021-09-0944 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENBoat Options Review 1yr Later - S4E15What decisions on boat options do we regret and which ones are we still happy about making when commissioning our new sailboat? After sailing two seasons, we cover energy, electronics, anchoring, rigging and comfort and reveal some things we would do differently and unexpected items we just couldn't live without.  Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our jobs, buy a boat and explore the world. Join the c...2021-09-021h 01Covert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENMeltemi - S4E14We feature a special guest on our podcast to introduce you to as we sail further east to the Northern Aegean to escape the relentless wind gusts in the Cyclades Islands and head towards Turkey.     Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our jobs, buy a boat and explore the world. Join the conversation on our Sailing AWEN facebook page or drop us a note at sailingawen@gmail.com...2021-08-2024 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENNitty Gritty Living - S4E13Listeners asked for more nitty gritty detail about living on a sailboat, how we explore places, our food experience, how we operate off the grid so we tried to answer many of those questions today.  Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our jobs, buy a boat and explore the world. Join the conversation on our Sailing AWEN facebook page or drop us a note at sailingawen@gmail.co...2021-08-1445 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENLanding in the Cyclades Islands - S4E12'Wow,' is all we can say about sailing in Milos, our first landing on the Cyclades. Join us as we share more about getting to this area around the Peloponnese with the closure of the Corinth Canal and the incredible anchorages this island has to offer.  Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our jobs, buy a boat and explore the world. Join the conversation on our S...2021-08-0730 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENIonian to Peloponnese - S4E11Join us as we share our adventure sailing through the Ionian leading up to making the turn around the Peloponnese on our way to the Cyclades Islands. We'll share hidden gems and epic visits to the top beaches in the enchanting islands of Greece.  Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our jobs, buy a boat and explore the world. Join the conversation on our Sailing AWEN facebook p...2021-08-0740 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENBuddy Boating - S4E10We have been buddy-boating with Vu & Bella over the last four weeks so we sit down together and talk about what makes buddy-boating work and possible pitfalls of trying to cruise with friends as a pair of sailboats. (This episode was recorded in our cockpit with lots of cicadas close by on shore so you get the full experience of their background singing.) Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our...2021-07-0922 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENEnchanting Greece - S4E9Stunning blue water in Greece and an amazing overnight road trip to the enchanting cliff monasteries of Meteora! This week, we talk about exploring this amazing country by sailboat and by foot. Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our jobs, buy a boat and explore the world. Join the conversation on our Sailing AWEN facebook page or drop us a note at sailingawen@gmail.com.  2021-07-0137 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENAnchoring Madness - S4E8Who knew that keeping a sailboat parked would take up so much space in our heads! What we’ve learned and observed so far about anchoring, med mooring and general practices in crowded anchorages.   Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our jobs, buy a boat and explore the world. Join the conversation on our Sailing AWEN facebook page or drop us a note at sailingawen@gma...2021-06-2031 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCroatia is a Wrap - S4E7This week we share overall impressions of our sailing experience in Croatia (based on the areas we were able to get to) and other high points before making our move to Corfu.  Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our jobs, buy a boat and explore the world. Join the conversation on our Sailing AWEN facebook page or drop us a note at sailingawen@gmail.com.  2021-06-1336 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENGoing Slow - S4E6The concept of time in this sailing lifestyle is completely different than it is on land, which is why we do it right? But wow, what a transition it is understanding how to take time as it comes and learning to slow down, versus what we are used to doing on land, which is finding ways to better manage our time to be more productive.  Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to s...2021-06-0432 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENGetting Our Groove - S4E5Big update on sailing in Croatia, learning the ropes literally and figuratively, and unexpected surprises along the way as we get our groove this sailing season in the Mediterranean. Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our jobs, buy a boat and explore the world. Join the conversation on our Sailing AWEN facebook page or drop us a note at sailingawen@gmail.com.    2021-05-2929 minAwen y la felicidad.Awen y la felicidad.Awen y la felicidad. (Trailer)2021-05-2300 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENAnd We're Off - S4E4We finally left the docks in Porto Montenegro and arrived in Croatia on our catamaran. We are working through some technical problems with our watermaker but enjoying the early sailing season with virtually no crowds at all in Croatia...so far! Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our jobs, buy a boat and explore the world. Join the conversation on our Sailing AWEN facebook page or drop...2021-05-1531 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENUnwintering - S4E3It's been a busy couple of weeks here on AWEN as we unwinter the sailboat in preparation for leaving the dock later this week to start our sailing season in the Mediterranean. Lots of things to do to get the boat put back together and everything ship shape while we pray to Helios and Poseidon for warm weather and calm seas to arrive in the Eastern Med.  Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle c...2021-04-2626 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENWe're on a Boat! - S4E2Back on SV AWEN and making the transition back to sailing life on our catamaran, and the anxiety of not getting hit at a boat dock again. It's really strange to wake up and realize we slept that night on a boat! So grateful to be able to be here staring at our long list of to-dos as we prep to leave for our sailing season in the Mediterranean.  Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make t...2021-04-1422 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENPrepping for the New Season - S4E1Just seven days and we will be back on our catamaran to start our Season 2 of cruising. Welcome to Covert Castaway's Season 4 as we make the transition to liveaboard sailing. Join us as we start 2021 sailing season in Montenegro - destination Croatia, Greece & Turkey.  Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our jobs, buy a boat and explore the world. Join the conversation on our Sailing AWEN facebook p...2021-04-0427 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENConversation with Alex Blue - S3E13This coming week we celebrate International Women’s Day and I just love learning from all the women who sail about their experiences, what draws them to want to live on the ocean, learning to sail, dealing with expectations and small living spaces, and advice they give other women considering changing their lifestyle to live aboard a sailboat.  In this week’s Covert Castaway podcast I have the great pleasure to interview Alex Blue from S/V Delos. As it turns out at the moment, we live on opposite sides of Lake Tahoe and she was so graci...2021-03-0633 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENChoosing Medical Insurance - S3E12How do you handle doctor's visits or emergencies while traveling globally? Today we share what we learned researching international medical insurance plans while sailing and living abroad.  Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to be sailing liveaboard cruisers. Join us as we share what we are learning as we make the lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our jobs, buy a boat and explore the world. Join the conversation on our Sailing AWEN facebook page or drop us a note at sailingawen@gmail.com.  2021-01-1730 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENGift for our Listeners - S3E11 BONUSThis week we include a special holiday gift for you for continuing to listen as we enjoy making room in our lives to learn and try new things. Just like sailing, anything is possible with a little practice but you've got to start somewhere! You can link directly to a higher quality version of the Le Bateau audio file at https://soundcloud.com/user-739904824/le-bateau.  Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to being a liveaboard sailing cruisers. Join us as we talk about what we're learning as we make this lifestyle change to...2020-12-2710 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENMarriage Saver - S3E10Any sailing couple knows that your entire marriage is one display while docking a boat. In this week's podcast we talk about our ideas about how we can better communicate and all the dynamics while docking and anchoring as we prepare for next season. Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to being a liveaboard sailing cruisers. Join us as we talk about what we're learning as we make this lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our corporate jobs, leave our family and sail away on a 47 foot catamaran.  If y...2020-12-1634 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENConversation with Vu & Bella - S3E9In this episode we share our conversation with Vu and Bella from Seattle about their experience in their first season of liveaboard cruising, their quest to build an all electric catamaran they named Blue Saga, and lessons they have learned sailing so far. You will find their adventurous spirit and positive outlook contagious!  Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to being a liveaboard sailing cruisers. Join us as we talk about what we're learning as we make this lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our corporate jobs, leave our family and s...2020-12-0335 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENRough Reentry - S3E8Sorry, sorry, sorry this episode is so late. Our reentry back home to the US has been...well...a transition. We went from sailboat life to facing the devastating impact at home due to COVID and the economic and political situation. This week we get you caught up on what's been going on and what is next for us this winter. Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to being a liveaboard sailing cruisers. Join us as we talk about what we're learning as we make this lifestyle change to sell our stuff...2020-11-2531 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENConversation with Aussies Kim & Steve - S3E7We sat down with a couple from Australia who just started their first sailing season on their Moody 38 and got their perspective on making the transition. They share great advice and their adventures getting started cruising during COVID-19 lockdown in the mediterranean.  Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to being a liveaboard sailing cruisers. Join us as we talk about what we're learning as we make this lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our corporate jobs, leave our family and sail away on a 47 foot catamaran.  If you have an...2020-11-0241 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENHidden Costs of a Boat - S3E6Find out what they don't tell you at the boat show...all the hidden costs of fully commissioning a new sailboat. In this episode we share what we spent money on after we took delivery. By adding up our post-delivery receipts I can give you an itemized view of things you may want to consider budgeting for.  Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to being a liveaboard sailing cruisers. Join us as we talk about what we're learning as we make this lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our corporate jobs, l...2020-10-2613 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENWinterizing for the First Time - S3E5How do you tuck the sailboat in for winter safe and sound? We had no idea either. This week we talk about our process winterizing our catamaran and what we discover in the process. Spoiler alert, it includes discovering five buckets of water in our bilge! Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to being a liveaboard sailing cruisers. Join us as we talk about what we're learning as we make this lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our corporate jobs, leave our family and sail away on a 47 foot catamaran.  2020-10-1838 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENKeeping it Healthy - S3E4Two vegans on a boat? In today’s episode we talk about what we do to try to stay healthy as we sail and enjoy the liveaboard lifestyle. We cover our general philosophy, eating out, shopping and preparing food and recipes. We also cover alcohol and exercise. Check out our blog for my recipe for Vegan Flapjacks at www.sailingawen.com. Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to being a liveaboard sailing cruisers. Join us as we talk about what we're learning as we make this lifestyle change to sell our stuff, qu...2020-10-1146 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENListener Q&A with Mark & Kathryn - S3E3Our listeners Mark and Kathryn reached out to us with a bunch of questions about our journey to liveaboard cruising and our experience in the trough of despair along the change curve. They are also pursuing the dream and we thought it would be fun to record the conversation about sailing and lessons we have been learning. This one is a bit longer than normal but the chat was an honest take on what the transition is like for us. Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to being a liveaboard sailing cruisers...2020-10-061h 08Covert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENHow We Chose Our Boat - S3E2We have been getting a lot of questions about how we decided on a catamaran versus a monohull sailboat, why new versus used or chartered, why a production boat and why we chose an Fountaine Pajot. In this podcast we sum up our own personal preferences and rationale but remember, buying a boat is all about personal tastes and preferences.  Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to being liveaboard sailing cruisers. Join us as we talk about what we are learning as we make this lifestyle change, sell our stuff, quit our j...2020-09-2853 minCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENCovert Castaway Sailing with SV AWENOVERT Castaway - S3E1In our premier episode for Season 3, we share more about us and how sailing started. Also, we find a naked man aboard our boat at 3 am!!! Welcome to Covert Castaway, our fully uncut experience making the transition to being a liveaboard sailing cruisers. Join us as we talk about what we're learning as we make this lifestyle change to sell our stuff, quit our corporate jobs, leave our family and sail away on a 47 foot catamaran.  If you have any specific topics you want us to cover, please visit our FB page Sailing AWEN and j...2020-09-1641 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss34 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - The Empathy PitSometimes it's hard to let another suffer the consequences of their own actions, especially when that person is a narcissist who has their hooks in your mind, body, and soul. Brighter days are coming though, just a few more storms on the horizon first! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel xssm62IsxwPwlO9S89...2020-02-1519 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss33 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Pretty Peachy PleaseIn this episode, Mike suddenly needs a place to stay and thinks my apartment is his best bet! He discovers that I have a new beau and is anything but pleased. Will he just move on quietly or put up a fight? If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- This episode is sponsored...2020-01-1318 minAWENRECORDSAWENRECORDSAwen Podcast -EKDK // #Episode031 - TH Moy - Balankula [Alpha BLack] 2 - TH Moy - Elevation [WOOD] 3 - Dub Recycle - white magic [Awen] 4 - Sascha Bremer - iris [ 5 - Space Food - Zodiac Heinz Music] 6 - High minds - Opus Reticulation [Alpha Black] 7 - Depeche Mode - Personal Jesus (The blockchain Remix) [Dear deer] 8 - Fernando Olaya - Industrial Soul (TH Moy Remix) [Alpha Black] 9 - Enzo Elia Aldebaran - 2x1 [Exit Strategy] 10 - TH Moy - Tenderete [Alpha Black] 11 - Wo Core . Break to Mind [AWEN] 12 - Vanita - Asatoma [Dear deer Black] 13 - Toto Chiavetta - Metrica [Innervisions]2020-01-091h 17Toxic BlissToxic BlissBONUS - Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - The BlanketPublished on: January 05, 2020 at 3:33 PM A Bonus Episode for the New Year! Herein I tell the tale of Mike and his magic blanket of doom. If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support2020-01-0505 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss32 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - The Pit In The PeachIt finally happened. Mike is really gone. I'm moving on. There's a lot to heal, but there's a lot of hope and a new bright spark on the horizon! As with all things narcissist though, the end is never really the end, is it? If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- This episode...2020-01-0520 minCelestial Symphony PodcastCelestial Symphony Podcast1. Glowing Dot: A Guided Meditation For Emotional SafetyA guided meditation to reconnect with the body, featuring Awen Rose Aura Elixir. Using the fragrance as a conduit to cultivate body awareness, and allow a sense of safety to bloom within a beautiful grid of light.2019-12-1608 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss31 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - The Beginning Of The EndMike has been back for a few days but it's not going well. Something inside my brain finally clicks and the end draws near! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice m...2019-12-0820 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss30 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - The Peach of DamoclesMike comes 'home' once again. Can we make it work this time or is it true that a narcissist never changes? I'm willing to give it another shot, but I'm not sure my heart is really in it. Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast...2019-11-0221 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss29 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Peach FluffWe're back!!! Today we pick back up with the story as Mike returns for yet another attempt at salvaging our relationship. There is marshmallow fluff involved. How could it go wrong?? Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook2019-10-2618 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss28 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Special Episode - Narcissism Gone Wrong, Sarah JonesThis is a special off-narrative episode discussing a case that's happening in Florida right now, the Michael Wayne Jones Jr. case. I'm talking about this here as narcissistic abuse is front and center of this case and it's an important look at what happens when narcissistic abuse turns fatal.  Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon...2019-10-0619 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss27 - Toxic Bliss - Special Episode - Interview with Eddie!This is a clip of an interview I did just today with Eddie! He was a good sport and agreed to come on and talk a little about his experience dealing with Mike and the craziness that ensued. Have a listen and see what you think! :) Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic...2019-09-2305 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss26 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Llanfairpwllgwyngyllwhat now?Still more therapy! Will it ever end? And just as I'm starting to come to terms with some harsh realizations about Mike and his behavior, he calls again and wants to come home. Someone make the merry go round stop. I want to get off! Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss...2019-09-2122 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss25 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - A Peachy ParasiteIn this episode I discover a peach-flavored parasite has taken up residence in my brain. I work hard with my therapist to try to exorcise it to no avail. Can I overcome this? Probably not, but I will give it a good try! Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW!2019-09-1221 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss24 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - I Got Nothin'I bet my therapist needed therapy after talking to me. Join me as I relive the conversations I had with my therapist in trying to recover my brain from the toxic cesspool of Mike's gravitational pull. Spoiler - it wasn't as easy as I thought it would be! Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page 2019-09-0721 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss23 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Mike Gets ImPEACHED How fast can a narcissist destroy the very thing the say they want? Less than 24 hours! Come relive this astounding day with me as I reflect on the many lessons it taught me. Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast!  If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/  My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com2019-08-2123 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss22 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Another Little Peach Of My Heart Therapy is going sort of well but my focus is off! Mac and I watch Sesame Street and The Easter Bunny appears in the middle of winter? Oh wait..... Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast!  If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/  My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees...2019-08-1624 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss21 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Peach out! Uh oh! Mike got busted for the secrets I discovered and then he picks a fight with.. the Fire Department? I never said he was the brightest bulb on the string! Find out what happens in today's episode! Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast!  If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/  My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! ...2019-08-1224 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss20 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - A Peach In The Face! Can Mike and I have our happy family once and for all? Maggie shows signs of distress. I discover Mike's "special friends" and it doesn't end well. Surprise! Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast!  If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/  Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees 2019-08-0925 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss19 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - For Unto Us A Child Is Born! In this episode, super happy wonderful news! My son is born and he is perfect! Also, Mike calls and tries to ruin everything because.. narcissist! Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast!  If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/  Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- This episode is...2019-08-0630 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss18 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Divine InterventionSpring has sprung! Join me as I ponder the meaning of life, experience a Divine Intervention and make up new words like "unfunctional!" Oh and yeah, stuff about that narcissist, Mike. Ew. Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast!  If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/  Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube...2019-08-0224 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss17 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - A Partridge In A Peach TreeChristmas is in the air and I am filled with the holiday spirit! Mike is filled with some other kind of spirit - does he ruin our holiday or does he find peace with the world? Tune in to find out!  Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast!  If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/  Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen...2019-07-3027 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss16 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - The Prodigal Peach Returns Mike moves in with me, Mom and I go to some tag sales, and I try very hard to pretend life is normal! Will I succeed? Also, if anyone knows Tori Amos, I need to talk to her! <3  Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast!  If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/  Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Twitter: @AwenRees2019-07-2826 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss15 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Peaches and Butternuts I break Mike out of prison! (Sort of!) A long train ride home to my mother and my pregnancy causes some issues! Tune in to find out what shenanigans Mike gets up to next! Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast!  If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/  Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel 2019-07-2625 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss14 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - A Peach of my HeartBombs! Bombs exploding everywhere! Pregnant and tossed out of the house - Mike gets arrested (again) and Tina flies the coop? Listen in to see how this all plays out and who comes out of it alive! (We all come out alive, it's just a saying!) Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast!  If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/  Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail...2019-07-2325 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss13 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Vampires Love Peaches!Eddie meets Vampirella - or does he?? A baby is born! And Mike wants to go skinny dipping. All I want is 5 minutes of silence. Do I end up getting it? Tune in to find out!  Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast!  If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/  Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube...2019-07-2127 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss12 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - The Pits of DespairA break from the narrative to discuss a narcissistic mother in law and the havoc she loved to inflict on my life. Cops, spies, kidnapping attempts, lawsuits - you name it, we've got it all!  Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast!  If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/  Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel2019-07-1941 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss11 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Peaches and Baloney?Fire ants attack! Locked out of the car? Oops! Baloney is gross and so is Hamburger Helper, at least when Mike cooks it.. Ahh, life with a narcissist is a neverending funhouse ride of horror!  Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast!  If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/  Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel2019-07-1727 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss10 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees Peach Pie. Lots of PieSpecial note - I'm adding a trigger warning for the second half of this episode. If you are sensitive to the topics of pregnancy or miscarriage, please skip this one - or at least the second half. Thanks!   Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast!  If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/  Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Twitter: @AwenRees2019-07-1422 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss9 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Give Peach A ChanceHandcuffs, police, crab legs, warrants, and the chicken dance! What more could you ask from a podcast episode??   Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast!  If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/  Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. h...2019-07-1321 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss8 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Running Out Of Peach PunsJuly 4th! Independence Day! We celebrate with a cookout and fireworks and a trip to the beach! All seems relatively perfect and blissful until the next day when we take a trip to the pool... Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! https://anchor.fm/reportinglivefrommysofa  If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/  Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Twitter: @AwenRees YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCLPqe3Ct3...2019-07-1227 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss7 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Peach on EarthIn this episode, I start to deal with the fallout from Mike's big secret. We all have to find a way to adjust to the new situation and try to find brief moments of peace wherever we can. Is Mike keeping more secrets? And what on earth is in all of those shopping bags, anyway?? Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! https://anchor.fm/reportinglivefrommysofa  If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/  2019-07-1022 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss6 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - A Fruitful DiscussionMonumental lies, more love bombing, bad decisions, hopelessness and a memory blackout! Gee, could my life get any more blissful? Check out today's episode to see what happens when Mike and I finally arrive in Florida.   Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! https://anchor.fm/reportinglivefrommysofa  If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/  Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Twitter: @AwenRees --- This episode is sponsored...2019-07-0922 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss5 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Awen and the Giant PeachIn today's installment, Mike and I head off on a trip to Florida - with a few complications along the way, of course! This episode focuses on the intensity of Mike's 'love bombing' and how I am quickly becoming ensnared in his web of deceit and manipulation.   Please also follow the link below to my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! https://anchor.fm/Reportinglivefrommysofa  Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Twitter: @AwenRees --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way t...2019-07-0724 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss4 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Peachy KeenA new plan is hatched, I made my decision about whether or not to take Mike back and something about moving across the country?? Come along with me on this journey as my world begins to split into multiple facets of reality. Can I keep them all woven together? Let's find out! Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! https://anchor.fm/reportinglivefrommysofa  If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline!  https://www.thehotline.org/   ...2019-07-0620 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss3 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Fuzzy on the DetailsIn this installment we find out what happens with the first real life meet up! Does Earthpeach make it to my home? Do we fall madly in love and live happily ever after? Alas, we already know that this isn't that kind of fairytale! Tune in to see what unfolds as we go deeper down the rabbit hole of narcissism. Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa!  https://anchor.fm/reportinglivefrommysofa   Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com --- This episode is...2019-07-0525 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss2 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees. - Earthpeaches and CreamIn this episode Mike and I face a few uphill battles - will our plans to finally meet in person fall apart? The gaslighting, crazy-making and manipulation are becoming overt and pronounced, but I still can't see the forest through the trees. At one point I'm faced with a decision to consciously chose which reality I would prefer - will I make the right choice? NAH! Because that would mean the series would be over already! Join me on this journey as we peel back the layers of narcissistic abuse. Please take a moment to listen to...2019-07-0421 minToxic BlissToxic Bliss1 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - It's the Pits!Welcome to the first episode of Toxic Bliss! This podcast series is about a journey through the perils and heartaches of surviving a narcissistic relationship. In the first season, I will tell my own story of narcissistic abuse and how I finally escaped from it. I hope that shedding light on the personal stories of survivors can help, empower and enlighten others who may be facing similar situations. There is light at the end of the tunnel but getting there first requires an understanding of how it all came to pass. Come take this journey with me, whether you're...2019-07-0322 minAWENRECORDSAWENRECORDSAWEN PODCAST019 YON - XTRACK LIST: Father Ocean (Ben böhmer Remix) Embassy One Sphera (SEQU3I Remix) Qilla Records 88Dubs - Rosso (Original Mix) Awen Records Metaphor - Agains The Time (Original Mix) Dowden - Fireseed (Original Mix) Awen Records Dominate feat. 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