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BABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 91. PTSD From Vicarious Trauma & Carnivore Diet UpdateDoes anyone else experience PTSD symptoms from a trauma they didn’t experience personally? If so, it’s not just you. Hear some of my experience on this experience. Carnivore: I start off the show talking about Fat and Protein. It’s meant to be Beef, not just protein Or meat but Beef. All my links2025-08-0723 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 90. My Moves Around The US As An Immigrant & Why It’s Important To Have Your Own MoneyI talk about A LOT of the moving around I did since relocating to America from South Africa. The living arrangements & how having financial stability is crucial. All my links 2025-07-3157 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 89. Online Dating Recap. Demanding Phone NumberA rundown of some of the conversations I had online dating APP. Some either want a phone number or for me to call them right away. What have your experiences been?My links 2025-07-2746 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 88. Carnivore Weight Gain & Update from Previous EpisodeDay after a rough previous episode recording where I was extremely triggered by my therapist, I did this recording. Thought I’d post it right after for those who may be concerned. And thank you! I also give an update on Carnivore with weight specifics. All my links:Linktr.ee/babalwabrook2025-07-2424 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 87. Therapist Triggered My Tortured SoulDealing with a sudden tragic loss, I went against my wishes and decided to go to one more therapy session. Welp! Take a listen to this short episode how that went. All my links2025-07-1712 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 86. Thinking Out Loud & Carnivore UpdateRecorded on May 5 2024. Cinco de Mayo! I needed to talk due to events I have hinted upon in previous episode. But because the subject matter was so heavy, I rambled for quite a while. I finally get to the point, and continued to reflect upon the week. Thanks for listening. All my links are here2025-07-1046 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 85. Carnivore Diet Soft Launch. Gallbladder AttackQuick update on the Carnivore Diet I am getting into. There were nightmares and there was a gallbladder attack. Join us on Facebook and Instagram. All the links are here2025-07-0308 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 84. Carnivore Diet Start, Back Story & Never Trust a FartMy very detailed introduction & inadvertent entry to Carnivore diet. I tell you how much I weigh, what I eat, how much I lose per day etc. Lots of helpful nuggets along this episode. Oh and why you should never trust a fart!Enjoy! All my links 2025-06-2547 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 83. The Early Retiree Millionaire. Online dating StoriesAnother roundup of my online dating shenanigans. I want to hear back from you about your online dating experiences or whatever else you’d like to talk about. Contact me here!2025-06-1930 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 82. Therapy Update, Thrifting for EBay StoresI’m very grateful to have come this far in therapy. It’s been nothing if not the hardest experience ever… kinda! And I’ve stuck it through. Here’s another recap and a round up of my week here in the California desert. Enjoy! And hit me up here 2025-06-1313 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 81. Dysfunctional Family Roles & Assisted Suicide: Therapy RecapAn emotional recap of my therapy session. We talked about family and assisted suicide. Why I may be feeling how I do at this stage of talk therapy. 988 Suicide and Crisis Lifeline: CALL or TEXTLanguages: English, SpanishHours: Available 24 hoursI’d like to hear from you. You can reach me here2025-06-1218 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 80. Red Flags, Turn Offs & Other Online Dating Pet PeevesUnpacking some of my Online dating conversations. Reach out to us here: https://Linktr.ee/babalwabrook2025-06-0845 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 79. Small Town Gossip, Pedophile, PMDD & Car TroublesA day in a small, Rural town. I get out of the house and this is what happens? Oh and PMDD / PMS is lurking so there’s that! Reach out to me and share your own neighborhood stories. all my links 2025-06-0412 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 78. Therapy Recap & Life UpdateLet’s all go over the therapy session I just had together! I tell you what was discussed & how I feel. Plus other life updates. I’d like to hear from you!you can reach me here: https://Linktr.ee/babalwabrook2025-06-0216 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 77. Anal Play , Creepy Celebrity Doctor & Online DatingMy first real interaction online dating since joining Facebook dating. It’s the Iranian Dentist I told you about! You don’t wanna miss this! Let’s hear about your dating mishaps and suchReach out to us here2025-05-3037 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 76. Online Dating Profile. Help me!Let’s go over my online dating profile. Maybe you could offer me some tips! Lord knows I need the help! Reach me here!Appreciate you! 2025-05-2720 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 75. Facebook Dating. Ghosted story & The Persian DentistDay 2 on Facebook dating app. My experiences thus far. And a story about someone I dated back in Africa who ghosted me painfully. Persian Dentist blog can be found here:https://www.babalwabrook.com/2014/06/whats-name-of-date-rape-drug.html2025-05-2220 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOK74. I Joined Facebook Dating: Day 1Feedback from my very first day on Facebook dating site. This is also the first time on dating sites in eons! Let’s see what’s going out out here! let me know your experiences on this and other sites etc. my links2025-05-2147 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 73. This Is My Brain on Therapy and Sleeping PillsFeedback and observations on how I’ve been doing since starting therapy. I may have also taken some over the counter sleeping pills just before recording. If any of this sounds like you… or not, hit me up on any of my links below:My links2025-05-1912 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 72. Why I Blocked My Family MemberHello from Germany! I open up about making one of the hardest decisions of my life—cutting off a toxic family member after years of emotional damage. I share the text exchange that pushed me over the edge, the raw emotions that followed, and how my therapist validated the choice I made. This isn’t about revenge—it’s about protecting my peace. If you’ve ever struggled with setting boundaries or walking away from family dysfunction, I’d like to hear from you. You can reach me hereDanke schön! 2025-05-1416 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 71. Toxic Grandma Triggered my Childhood TraumaA story about the moment an elderly woman’s trash talk about her own granddaughter hit way too close to home. Her words mirrored the same cruel things my family used to say about me, and it brought up everything I thought I’d moved past—humiliation, being the joke, feeling unprotected. This episode dives into how that encounter cracked open old wounds and why I chose to walk away from both of them.I’d like to hear your stories. Message me here: My linksAu rev...2025-05-0715 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 70. Feeling Unloved & Alone. Depths of SadnessIf you feel alone and unloved. Please call or text 988. Sending love and light to those who are sad right now! Let’s connect! 2025-05-0124 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 69. A Rant About Patronizing & Self Aggrandizing MenIn this episode, I go off!A simple, patronizing text about Halle Berry unlocked a much deeper rant about self-aggrandizing men. From flexing over celebrity proximity to stirring memories of true toxicity, this one peels back the layers. If you’ve ever felt the ick but second-guessed yourself — I’d like to hear your stories! We’re on Facebook and Insta.My links2025-04-2328 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 68. A day In My Life. House TourHappy 4 months to Babbling Brook Podcast! In this episode, we’re rambling about what a day is like in my life and you get a bit of a walk through of my home? Join us on social media. All my links are here2025-04-1832 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 67. Gofundme Fundraiser Update + I Need Your Advice!I’m sharing my experience with a past GoFundMe fundraising campaign I ran to help people in my hometown in Africa. From dealing with family dynamics to managing logistics, it was far more complicated than I expected. I’m reaching out for your input and ideas on how to make future efforts smoother and more effective. If you’ve faced similar challenges or have advice, I’d love to hear from you!”My links2025-04-1220 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 66. Don’t Believe Everything You Think - Joseph Nguyen. Book ReviewHAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!In this episode, we dive into the thought-provoking book Don’t Believe Everything You Think by Joseph Nguyen. The author explores how we often become trapped by our thoughts and beliefs, leading to unnecessary suffering. Nguyen emphasizes the importance of distinguishing between thoughts and thinking, and how embracing mindfulness and non-attachment can bring greater peace and clarity. By questioning our desires and practicing self-compassion, we can learn to let go of limiting beliefs and cultivate a more peaceful, fulfilled life.Tune in to hear insights on...2025-04-1017 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 65. Rant About Copycats. Single White FemalesIn this fiery episode, I dive into the frustration of dealing with copycats—people who slide into my DMs asking for advice or tips, only to turn around and pass off my ideas as their own. With no credit, no acknowledgment, and a complete lack of respect, it’s a game I’m done playing. Tune in as I share how I’ve learned to cut off these idea thieves for good and the emotional toll it’s taken. Spoiler alert: If you’re copying me, you’re not getting away with it. Single White Female vibes, but in a total...2025-04-0506 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 64. Scatterbrain, Trip Planning, Comped Rooms & Status MatchPlanning a quick getaway takes unexpected turns when your mind starts to race in every direction. From chasing status matches for better hotel deals to getting comped rooms, the process of booking a trip becomes a whirlwind of decisions, distractions, and realizations. Between managing eBay offers and battling a scattered brain, the journey to Laughlin becomes more about embracing the chaos than the destination itself.Do you ever feel like you have zero control of your brain? Let’s talk!All my links are here: ht...2025-04-0436 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 63. The Nun Principal Who Hated Me In Boarding SchoolI reflect on my time in boarding school under a nun who was both my principal and teacher—and who made it clear she hated me. From blatant favoritism toward my brother to relentless corporal punishment, she used her position of power to single me out. After a therapy session, I found myself ruminating for hours, unpacking the impact of those years. This is a raw look at how childhood experiences of cruelty and injustice can linger long after we leave them behind.I’d like to hear abou...2025-04-0123 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 62. Raised by a Narcissist and Married a NarcissistAfter a therapy session that left me reflecting deeply, I decided to record my thoughts and process what was going on in my head. I discuss the ongoing challenges with love, weight loss, and the feeling of being rejected in romantic relationships. I also share insights from therapy, where I came to realize the dysfunction within my family and how being raised by a narcissist shaped my past and present moves in life. I married a narcissist and talk about about that dynamic. The uncut version of this...2025-03-3119 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEp. 61. Therapy Recap: Inner Critic. Negative Self TalkFresh off another therapy session. I tell you how it went. What we talked about. How I felt about the previous sessions and what the struggles were, which subsequently played out right after as I reached out to a family member to bounce ideas. I’d like to hear your stories. All my links are here 2025-03-3017 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 60. Friend or Foe? Don’t Rain On My Parade!Another day, another weird dynamic in relationships! Of course, I’m no expert as I don’t have many of those. Here, we’re venting about criticism at an inopportune moment from a social media long term friend. Feeling disappointed and I had to take drastic measures. I want to hear about you and your stories. All my links are here Thanks y’all 2025-03-2913 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 59. My first Therapy Sessions: Traumatic Invalidation, Anxiety & PTSD.My first therapy sessions. I uncovered deep childhood traumas and how they shaped my struggles with anxiety and the connection to PTSD (CPTSD). I reflect on growing up feeling invalidated by my family, and how therapy helped me recognize these patterns. I share emotional moments from the sessions, my journey toward understanding the impact of these past experiences, and how I’m working through them now. Tune in as I talk about confronting my history and beginning the healing process.I’d like to hear about your journey!All...2025-03-2833 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 58. Dangling Carrots. Relentless boundary crossing. Cancer talk. Counting my blessingsThe strange world of unsolicited job offers and relentless boundary crossing. From a man who keeps dangling opportunities that don’t quite make sense to awkward personal questions about my finances, I share my frustration. But amidst the chaos, a moment of clarity comes when I learn about a neighbor’s cancer battle, reminding me to count my blessings and appreciate what truly matters. Tune in for a mix of frustration, reflection, and gratitude.I’d like to hear from you and please rate and review the show. All my links 2025-03-2424 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 57. Post S. African trip - Jet lag, missed Flights, Married Men, eBay on Vacation & GratitudeAfter returning from South Africa, the jet lag hits hard, and unexpected delays make travel even more challenging. I share the chaos of missing flights, a long layover, and the strange situation with a married man who keeps making advances. Despite it all, there’s gratitude for such things—like eBay sales on vacation, thoughtful gestures from friends, and the joy of getting back to work right after a long trip. Join me as I reflect on the ups and downs of travel, life, and staying grounded amidst the whirlwind.All my l...2025-03-2128 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 56. South Africa Trip Update – Complicated Family Dynamics & Mental HealthAn update on my South Africa trip, including the challenges and emotional moments along the way. From staying with family to confronting past issues, I explore how complicated family dynamics have impacted my mental health. I also reflect on the experience of visiting my brother’s grave and the mixed emotions that came with it. Plus, I talk about navigating the difficulties of spending time with my mom and what I’ve learned from this trip.Video of the trip to the grave. All my other links. 2025-03-1813 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 55. Narcissism & Dysfunctional Family Dynamics. Feeling Like the Black SheepTalking to you about it because I tried reaching out to close people and I tell you how that went. Complex dynamics of narcissism within a dysfunctional family. I share my personal experience of feeling like the black sheep—alienated, overlooked, and undervalued. The emotional toll of being in a family where things are pushed under the rug, how being the one who addresses issues can lead to feeling as the aggressor, how that can lead to literal and emotional alienation. I’d love to hear from you in similar family dyna...2025-03-1637 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 54. Pet Peeves: Manipulative People. Entitled eBay BuyersThe frustrations of dealing with entitled and manipulative buyers on eBay. From endless messages to unreasonable demands, I share a recent experience that highlights the worst behaviors I’ve encountered. Tune in for a raw rant on why some buyers think they can outsmart sellers and manipulate situations, and why it’s time we set boundaries in the world of online selling.Message me! All my links are here: https://Linktr.ee/babalwabrook Thanks guys2025-03-0921 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 53 Tracing Back Anxiety Triggers. eBay Return Stresses. Killing CricketsFeeling anxious without knowing why. I break down how I trace my stress back to its source, from an eBay return that didn’t go as planned to a home repair that created more problems than it solved. A weekend getaway to Big Bear provided a nice escape, but back home, an unexpected battle with crickets added to the chaos. Plus, a look at one of my go-to coping tools when stress lingers longer than expected.I’d like to hear from you. Reach me h...2025-03-0829 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 52. Live from the Mexico / USA border crossing chaos. First Time Driving to MX, Breakdown & Global EntryAn hour-long, real-time recording of my chaotic drive to the Mexico-USA border, dealing with aggressive street vendors, running out of gas, and a dramatic breakdown along the way. I navigate the crossing for the first time by car, ask border officers for directions to my Global Entry interview, and capture the raw energy of the experience. No edits, no clean-ups—just pure, unfiltered chaos at the border.Text me! All my links are here: https://Linktr.eebabalwabrook 2025-03-0754 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 51. Pet Peeves: Annoying Friends. FrenemiesFrustrating interactions with friends who never seem to respond to the actual point of a conversation. From judging past relationships to deflecting questions with random comments, I share the irritation of dealing with people who miss the mark and turn every chat into a confusing exchange. If you’ve ever felt drained by friends who just don’t get it. I wanna hear from youAll my links https://Linktr.ee/babalwabrook Thanks2025-03-0636 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 50: Ramona Singer – Life on the Ramona Coaster. RHONY Book Review & my Toxic RelationshipsLife on the Ramona Coaster by Ramona Singer of The Real Housewives of New York City. This book will show you a side of Ramona you weren’t aware of. Of course she shares quite a bit on the Bravo Reality show too. I also tell you about the time I saw Ramona Singer in Person. Ramona experienced some domestic abuse which reminded me of some of my own toxic relationships, which I reflect on on this episode too.I’d like to hear from and about youJoin our Facebook group and or f...2025-03-0542 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 49: Depression, Bulimia, Hypothyroid, PMDD or Menopause? How I Keep GoingMy ongoing struggle with depression, hypothyroid, and whether it’s menopause or still PMDD affecting me at 46. The highs and lows of my energy levels, from feeling euphoric to battling sadness. I share the challenges of traveling with exhaustion, working all day, and needing days to recover. I also discuss my weight gain after bulimia, how quitting that led to changes, and the role of thyroid issues. I talk about suicidal ideation, the toll of not having close friends, and my complicated relationship with family. J...2025-03-0439 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 48. Delayed reaction. Personal space. Lack of Self AwarenessAn encounter that sparked frustration, highlighting issues of personal space and a lack of self-awareness. It’s a look at how some people feel entitled to others’ space while ignoring basic social cues, and how I handled the situation despite the awkwardness. Apologies if any terms used here are antiquated and offensive. All my links are available here: https://Linktr.ee/babalwabrook 2025-03-0313 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEp. 47. Colon Cancer Stool Sample. UPS Customer Service NightmareThis came after a previous rejection of my stool sample due to weight issues, making the entire ordeal even more frustrating. My frustrating experience with UPS when trying to send a stool sample for a colon cancer test. The package was supposed to be overnighted, but the truck never showed up. After calling customer service, I had to go through a series of repetitive questions, speaking to machine after machine and person after person, only to be met with more of the same. Even though I just wanted to provide my tracking number, they kept asking for...2025-03-0246 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 46. How I Bought a House Cash + Living with Hypothyroidism, PMDD & AlopeciaThe story of how I bought a house with cash, including my journey from truck driving to becoming an online seller in the desert. I dive into the challenges of living with hypothyroidism, PMDD, and alopecia, and how these conditions impact my daily life. From the emotional rollercoaster to dealing with hair loss and fatigue. I also explore how I’ve learned to cope with these struggles. Plus, I reflect on how important it is to have an outlet to vent when life feels overwhelming. Tune in for a raw, real conversation about re...2025-03-0158 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 45. Pet Peeves. Smokers in Public SpacesInconsiderate smokers are the worst! Trapped in my car, windows shut tight in the desert heat, all because the smokers next to me couldn’t keep their fumes to themselves. With no choice but to sit, suffocate, or waste gas on AC, I wondered—why can’t they contain their mess? Plus, the line I was waiting in wasn’t moving, adding to the frustration.Find all my links here https://linktr.ee/babalwabrook 2025-02-2805 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 44. Feeling Tuned Out & Ignored. My Struggles with Social InteractionsThe frustration of being tuned out and ignored during social interactions. From feeling dismissed at the thrift store to miscommunications with people who claim to care. I explore how these experiences trigger my struggles with connecting and opening up. It’s a raw look at how neglect and being overlooked affect me, leaving me questioning whether it’s me or just how others are. If you’ve ever felt like your words don’t matter or you’re just talking to fill the silence, I’d like to hear from you!2025-02-2722 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 43. The Ex Who Won’t Let me Move OnThe tangled emotions surrounding the ex who still occupies my thoughts, even years after our relationship ended. I explore why I can’t seem to move on and how this person continues to linger in my mind, despite the passage of time. I also reflect on an unexpected connection with my mechanic, someone who has shown me kindness in ways I didn’t expect, offering support when I needed it most. It’s a raw reflection on love, loss, and the lingering impact of someone...2025-02-2637 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 42. Why I Won’t Go Back. Reseller’s Thrift Store Guilt TrapIn this episode of Babbling Brook, we’re talking about an incident that started in a thrift store and ended with a surprising twist. I thought I was being upfront and honest, but sometimes that backfires. I met someone, and what seemed like a simple encounter turned into something else. It all led me to a place that left me confused, frustrated, and questioning motives. Was I wrong, or was there something more at play? Tune in as I share the details of this experience, discuss small-town dynamics, and ex...2025-02-2538 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 41. eBay Seller Mistakes, Returns & Refunds. Online Reseller Community.eBay seller mistakes, how to handle returns and refunds, and insights from the online reseller community. Plus, I take a break to share a quick true crime pick, giving you a sneak peek into what I’m watching and why it’s so gripping. Tune in for a mix of eBay tips and true crime drama!Text me! @BabalwaBrook across all platforms including, Youtube, BabalwaBrook.com etc. Facebook grouphttps://www.facebook.com...2025-02-2433 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 40. Creepy Teachers. Peeping Toms. Pedophiles & Killer RelationshipsA true crime show about a teacher waiting for a student to become legal reminded me of my own encounters with creepy teachers. One showed up in my college dorm after years of no contact, another was rumored to date a former student, and one was a known peeping Tom—I caught him watching me. This episode dives into blurred boundaries, predatory behavior, and the unsettling reality of teacher-student dynamics.*Trigger Warning**For support, contact RAINN (Rape, Abuse & Incest National Network) at 800-656-HOPE (4673) or vi...2025-02-2320 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 39. Breadcrumbing friends & Virtue SignalingA no holds barred rant about the world of low-effort friends, breadcrumbing, and virtue signaling. Have you ever had a friend who only gives the bare minimum, sending you memes or sharing reels but never engages with you on a personal level? I explore the hypocrisy behind these behaviors, and why some people prefer appearing compassionate online while neglecting their real-life connections. If you’ve ever been on the receiving end of this, this episode is for you. Also! Hit me up. I’d like to hear your stories Fa...2025-02-2212 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 38. Rude Doctor’s Receptionists & Frustrating Call Center AgentsDealing with a rude doctor’s receptionist and frustrating call center agents who do the bare minimum. I share my recent experience trying to schedule an appointment, the incompetence I faced, and why I have high expectations after spending seven years as a strict customer service agent myself.Facebook grouphttps://www.facebook.com/groups/967251655458100/?ref=share_group_link&mibextid=wwXIfrBABBLING BROOK podcast Instagramhttps://www.instagram.com/babblingbrookpodcast/profilecard/?igsh=NTc4MTIwNjQ2YQ==YouTubehttps://YouTube.com/babalwabrookTh...2025-02-2140 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 37. Kyle Richards - Life is Not a Reality Show. Book review & other RHOBH fun factsA review of Life is Not a Reality Show by Kyle Richards. We explore her insights into navigating life in the public eye, the challenges of being part of the Real Housewives of Beverly Hills cast, and the lessons she’s learned along the way. Plus, we sprinkle in some fun facts about RHOBH that any fan will appreciate. Whether you’re a reality TV enthusiast or just curious about the world of fame, this episode offers a mix of personal reflections, pop culture, and a little extra gossip.My experience at Kardashian store: Dash & Kyle...2025-02-2032 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 36. PMDD Dark Thoughts, Thyroid Moon Face & the Weight of DepressionTrigger Warning: This episode discusses dark thoughts, depression, and personal struggles related to PMDD and hypothyroidism. If you’re feeling overwhelmed, please reach out for support.National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (USA): 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255)Crisis Text Line: Text HOME to 741741Samaritans (UK): 116 123Lifeline (Australia): 13 11 14YouTube. https://YouTube.com/babalwabrookBlog. https://Babalwabrook.com Facebook group https://www.facebook.com/groups/967251655458100/?ref=share_group_link&mibextid=wwXIfr 2025-02-1935 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 35. My Chronic illness DiagnosisIn this episode, I share a deeply personal journey of discovering the root cause of my long-standing health struggles. After years of being trapped in a cycle of chronic fatigue, depression, unexplained weight gain, hair loss, and numerous other symptoms, I was finally diagnosed with hypothyroidism. It was a mix of relief and sadness to know there was an explanation for everything I had been going through. I also touch on my other ongoing health concerns, like suspected histamine intolerance, and how some of the symptoms overlap with hypothyroidism, making it...2025-02-1840 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP 34: Pet Peeves: Text Ghosting, Ignored Questions, and Holiday Invite HypocrisyIn this episode, I dive into some of my biggest pet peeves—text ghosting, ignored questions, and the hypocrisy of holiday invites. We’ve all had those frustrating conversations where people ignore what you ask, talk over you, and then want to look like the good friend by offering a last-minute invitation. Listen in as I break down why this behavior drives me crazy and why it’s hard to take these gestures seriously. Patreon https://patreon.com/BabalwaBrook?utm_medium=unknown&utm_source=join_link&utm_campaign=creatorshare_creator&utm_content=copyLinkF...2025-02-1736 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 33. Message exchanges with buyers. I want your opinions!I share real message exchanges with eBay buyers throughout my day. From a simple sale that took an unexpected turn to a buyer pushing the limits on negotiations, I break down the interactions without giving away my thoughts. I want to hear your opinions—was this just business, or did these buyers cross the line?BABBLING BROOK Podcasthttps://open.spotify.com/show/1sjY2SuMURQPUmH35HAi5sFacebook grouphttps://www.facebook.com/groups/967251655458100/?ref=share_group_link&mibextid=wwXIfrBABBLING BR...2025-02-1648 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 32. Pet Peeves: Cutting in line & Instant Vibration ShiftIn this episode, I talk about one of my biggest pet peeves—people cutting in line—and the frustration that comes with it. I also share thoughts on shifting your vibration instantly, moving from irritation to a better state of mind.Let’s connect! Facebook grouphttps://www.facebook.com/groups/967251655458100/?ref=share_group_link&mibextid=wwXIfrBABBLING BROOK podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/babblingbrookpodcast/ 1. Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/babalwabrook/ 2. Twitter (X): https://www.x.com/babalwabrook 3. TikTok: https...2025-02-1526 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 31. Customer Service Nightmares Part II. Reseller Thrift Store DramaI revisit the thrift store from Customer Service Nightmares episode 2 and share what happened this time. As a reseller, navigating thrift stores can be unpredictable, and this experience was no exception. I also touch on the differences between South Africa and the U.S. as I tend to. Tune in for the update and my latest thoughts on reselling, thrift store finds, and the challenges of dealing with difficult shopping experiences.Facebook grouphttps://www.facebook.com/groups/967251655458100/?ref=share_group_link&mibextid=wwXIfrBABBLING BROOK podcast Instagram...2025-02-1416 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 30. Iron Deficiency, Fatigue & PMDD. Desert life & Roommate storiesAn update on my home renovations and how lethargic I’ve been feeling lately. After exploring the symptoms, I go down the list of suspects and talk about how living alone has led me to discover some quirky life hacks.I share stories about previous roommates and offer tips on how to make solo living a little more safe. I also discuss life in the desert, the bugs I deal with, and how I handle them. Finally, I reflect on my history with anemia, what worked, what didn’t, and the supplements I’ve tried to man...2025-02-1326 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 29. My Budget breakdown. Ebay, Travel & trucking stories. South Africa vs USA.Join me as I break down my eBay journey, share travel and trucking stories, and compare life in South Africa versus the USA. From lessons in supply and demand to the challenges and surprises of managing an eBay store. Plus, personal experiences and cultural differences between my homeland and where I am now. Tune in for an insightful and honest conversation about money, business, and life!Let’ connect:-Facebook grouphttps://www.facebook.com/groups/967251655458100/?ref=share_group_link&mibextid=wwXIfrBABBLING BROOK podcast In...2025-02-1238 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 28. Creepy eBay Buyers. Facebook Marketplace vs eBay: selling TipsEver dealt with a buyer who gave you the creeps? In this episode, I talk about some of the weirdest, most unsettling messages I’ve received while selling online. From bizarre requests to straight-up perverted buyers, I’m sharing it all. But it’s not just about the creeps—I’m also breaking down the differences between eBay and Facebook Marketplace, the pros and cons, and my best selling tips from over a decade of experience. Whether you’re a reseller or just starting out, this episode has something for you. Let’s get into it!2025-02-1138 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 27. Death Valley Flash Floods: The Storms That Shut Everything DownIn 2022, massive flash floods hit Death Valley, causing destruction and shutting down roads for weeks. Living just an hour away, I saw the impact firsthand—flood warnings, disruptions to daily life, and challenges with my online business. In this episode, I share what it was like during and after the storms, how they affected the area, and how I kept things going despite the chaos.Let’s connect!Facebook grouphttps://www.facebook.com/groups/967251655458100/?ref=share_group_link&mibextid=wwXIfrBABBLING BROOK podcast Instagram2025-02-1024 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP 26. Life Update. Crazy Ex. Home Reno. Flu. Weight Dilemmas.A personal update on life, including encounters with my crazy ex, ongoing home renovations, and the flu that knocked me out. Weight dilemmas, from my ongoing struggles with body image to some light-hearted reflections on my disordered eating habits.I’d like to hear back from you!Patreon Facebook groupBABBLING BROOK podcast InstagramInstagram:Twitter (X):TikTok:Blog:YouTube:Thanks2025-02-0913 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 25. Passive Aggressive. When They go low, I go lowerA tense exchange over a free stuff giveaway that turned passive-aggressive. When the other person went low, I decided to go lower—and you’ll hear exactly how it all went down. Tune in for a short, honest take on handling frustration and dealing with passive-aggressive behavior head-on.Can’t wait to hear your thoughts!Facebook grouphttps://www.facebook.com/groups/967251655458100/?ref=share_group_link&mibextid=wwXIfrBABBLING BROOK podcast Instagramhttps://www.instagram.com/babblingbrookpodcast/ 1. Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ba...2025-02-0813 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 24. Leah McSweeney - Chaos Theory. Book Review. RHONY & MTTMLeah McSweeney, former Real Housewife of New York, a reality show on Bravo and founder of Married to the mob clothing line wrote a book. I enjoyed it more than I thought I would and am here to tell you all about it and other tidbits on her and other Bravolebs. Amazon link: Let’s connect!Facebook groupBABBLING BROOK instagramInstagram:Twitter (X):TikTok:Blog:YouTube:eBay ...2025-02-0723 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 23. A Catfish Story. Accidental Nudes. YouTube Stalker & Freezing My ClothesA bizarre catfish story involving a suspicious YouTube follower, a mysterious online connection, and the strange events around that. Plus, there’s an unexpected moment of accidental nudity and a bit of freezing my clothes. Tune in for a rollercoaster of confusion, humor, and some wild coincidences.Tell me your catfish stories! Facebook grouphttps://www.facebook.com/groups/967251655458100/?ref=share_group_link&mibextid=wwXIfrBABBLING BROOK podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/babblingbrookpodcast/ 1. Instagram: https://ww...2025-02-0628 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEp. 22. eBay Reselling Rant. Lowball Offers, Customer Service Hacks & MoreI Got lowballed on a pair of designer flip-flops I was selling on eBay, and I have some things to say about it. In this episode, I rant about lowball offers, share tips on selling and dealing with eBay customer service, and throw in some Hollywood and Eastern Europe stories along the way. If you’ve ever dealt with frustrating buyers, you’ll relate to this one. I’d also like to hear from you. Reach out!Facebook grouphttps://www.facebook.com/groups/967251655458100/?ref=share...2025-02-0641 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 21. eBay Full-Time, DIY Home Reno, and Two Shallow GravesThe shift from my life as a truck driver to taking on eBay full-time and handling DIY home renovations in the desert. I share how I went from listing clothes part-time to building my business, plus the real challenges and rewards of starting over. I also touch on a bit of my past, from childhood street sales to hustling my way through life, and even some behind-the-scenes stories from the Hollywood days. And of course, I wrap things up with a quick look at Two Shallow Graves—a show that’s definitely maki...2025-02-0539 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 20. The Mental Struggles of Unexplained Weight Gain, Disordered Eating & Body Image IssuesUnexplained weight gain can mess with your mind in ways most people don’t understand. In this episode, I dive into the mental struggles of dealing with body changes, disordered eating, and the constant battle with body image issues. From the emotional toll of seeing my clothes stop fitting to the mindless eating cycles that come with PMS, I reflect on how these moments impact my self-worth and thoughts. This isn’t just about food or weight—it’s about the deeper mental side of it all. If you’ve ever felt trapped in your own b...2025-02-0343 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 19. Growing Up in Sex Crimes & HIV-Ridden Area. My Underage Birth Control Story. PMDD & Constipation.My personal journey growing up in an area plagued by sex crimes and HIV, and why I made the decision to start birth control at a young age. I dive into the challenges of living in such a high-risk environment and how it influenced my choices. I also talk about the effects of PMDD and how it connects to my struggle with constipation. This episode covers tough topics with humor, offering insight into how these experiences shaped me.** Trigger Warning **Facebook group...2025-02-0342 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 18. Buying a House, My First Trip to Mexico. Vision Board ManifestingI talk about buying my house, why I knew it was time to have my own space, and how everything fell into place. I also share the story of my first trip to Mexico—a birthday getaway that almost didn’t happen—and how things worked out just in time. Plus, I reflect on manifestation, vision boards, and how the universe always seems to come through.Facebook grouphttps://www.facebook.com/groups/967251655458100/?ref=share_group_link&mibextid=wwXIfrBABBLING BROOK podcast Instagramhttps://www.instagram.com/ba...2025-02-0230 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 17. Hunt for a Pedophile. TV & Podcast recaps. Dealing with DeathRecap of an episode of Hunt for a Pedophile, sharing my thoughts on the case and the impact it has. I also recap what I’d been watching and listening to, including some favorite podcasts. Plus, I talk about the personal journey of dealing with death, reflecting on the grief and challenges that come with loss. R. I. P. Facebook grouphttps://www.facebook.com/groups/967251655458100/?ref=share_group_link&mibextid=wwXIfrBABBLING BROOK podcast Instagramhttps://www.instagram.com/babblingbrookpodcast/ 1. Instagram:ht...2025-02-0133 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 16. Stranger Encounters, Misogyny, Voice Struggles, & Weight Woes. Adjusting to Small Town LifeChallenges of adjusting to life in a small town, including emotional moments, weight struggles, and voice issues. I share two stranger encounters that really stood out: one involving misogyny and the other with a woman talking at me for hours.I talk about the complexities of navigating new social dynamics, living in isolation, and learning to find balance. Along the way, I touch on self-care, how my weight continues to fluctuate despite my best efforts, and the difficulties of self-management while living in a rural area with limited access to support. 2025-01-2951 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 15. Without Conscience: Robert D. Hare. Book ReviewWithout Conscience: The Disturbing World of the Psychopaths Among Us by Robert D. Hare book review. Our third book review of the podcast & the year. Check out our previous ones, folks. This one will appeal to true crime junkies as it’s about psychopathy. It can also be triggering if, like me, you’ve dealt with your fair share of psychopaths. Amazon link if you’d like to purchase this book and support our podcast:https://amzn.to/42oEoEpYouTube:https://YouTube.com/babalwabrookBlog:https://Babalwabrook.comF...2025-01-2621 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 14. Starting Over in an Isolated Rural Town: Self-Care, PMDD & Selling Online. A day in the LifeTwo months into living in an isolated Californian rural town, I’m still figuring things out—navigating PMDD, building a new routine, and focusing on self-care. In this episode, I share what my days look like, from journaling and mindset shifts to managing my online business.I also talk about what it’s like living alone in a place this remote, the challenges and benefits of a more off-the-grid lifestyle, and how I’ve been making it work. If you’ve ever felt stuck, isolated, or in need of a fresh start, you might relate.2025-01-2221 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 13. My PMDD & weight gain Journey. Why I avoid Mood Disorder Meds. PMS SymptomsMy personal journey with PMDD (Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder), sharing how it has affected my mood, weight loss, and mental health. I also explore the connection between PMDD and PMS symptoms, the struggles with cravings despite a consistent diet, and the mental challenges I’ve faced along the way. I’ve added some of the general symptoms of PMS Premenstrual syndrome. BABBLING BROOK PodcastFacebook grouphttps://www.facebook.com/groups/967251655458100/?ref=share_group_link&mibextid=wwXIfrBABBLING BROOK podcasthttps://Instagram.com...2025-01-1924 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 12. Josh wolf: It takes Balls. Book Review. My January 2025 California Winds experienceBook review of Jof Wolf’s It Takes Balls: Dating Single Moms and Other Confessions from an Unprepared Single Dad. A hilarious take on quite a serious subject. Comedian, Former talk show host, Chelsea Lately Late night show, Singer, to name a few. He delves into dating, being extremely broke and not affording childcare or even dates etcUse our Amazon Affiliate link below if you want to purchase this book https://amzn.to/40C2xWHJoin our Facebook group https://www.facebook.com/groups/967251655458100/?ref=share_group_link&mi...2025-01-1816 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 11. My life in a Small Desert Town: Volunteering, Bullying & a Dumpster story.I reflect on my experiences living in a small desert town, sharing the ups and downs of adapting to a tight-knit community. From hearing a bizarre dumpster story at the local dump to stepping up as a volunteer—only to face unexpected bullying—this episode dives into the challenges and surprises of small-town life. Tune in for a candid look at my journey and the lessons I’m learning along the way.*** Trigger warning! Mention of eating disorders! ***Bullied? text HOME to 741741 to reach the Crisis Text Line for free, 24/7 support....2025-01-1430 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 10: My First Podcast Recording (From a Truck Stop in 2020)Recorded in October 2020, this was the beginning of my podcast journey. At the time, I was driving solo across the lower 48 states as a trucker. This raw, unfiltered recording captures my thoughts on life on the road, long hours in solitude, and the endless stream of ideas that led me to create this podcast. It’s a glimpse into my mind and my beginnings—messy, but honest.U.S. Hotlines:​988 – Suicide & Crisis Lifeline (24/7)​Text HOME to 741741 – Crisis Text Line (24/7)Facebook grouphttps://www.facebook.com/groups/967251655458100/?ref=share_group...2025-01-1308 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 9. Kristen Doute: He’s Making You Crazy – BOOK REVIEW (Vanderpump Rules & The Valley)He’s Making You Crazy by Kristen Doute—a hilarious and sometimes cringeworthy exploration of Kristen’s rollercoaster dating history. From her first kiss to her most unforgettable heartbreaks, Kristen unpacks the chaos of relationships and offers a laugh-out-loud guide to getting the guy, getting even, and getting over it. Whether you’re a fan of Vanderpump Rules, The Valley, let’s talk about it! It’s our first book review or #BrookReview #BrookClub are you cringing yet? PS. there is an Audio version of this book out!Amazon link https...2025-01-0911 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 8. My Abuser’s Death. Boarding School Trauma. Paris Hilton’s Documentary. Life of a TruckerI reflect on the complex feelings surrounding the death of my abuser and how it triggered a whirlwind of emotions, memories, and realizations. As I recount a day in the life of a trucker, from managing errands to handling unexpected tech issues on the road, I share how I coped with the overwhelming triggers and flashbacks.I also discuss how Paris Hilton’s documentary uncovered parallels to my own boarding school trauma, revisiting moments of fear, survival, and resilience from my childhood. This episode is a deeply personal journey through grief, healing, and rediscovery, wi...2025-01-0731 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 7. Gratitude Journal: From Farm Girl to Global CitizenIn this episode, I share my journey from growing up on a remote farm with no running water or electricity to becoming a global citizen. With a deep sense of gratitude, I reflect on the lessons learned from my humble beginnings, overcoming adversity, and traveling the world. In just two weeks, my podcast has already reached listeners in seven countries across four continents, reminding me how far hard work, resilience, and gratitude can take you. Join me as I explore the power of a Gratitude Journal and the importance of staying humble, no matter where life takes you.2025-01-0430 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 6. My Eating Disorders and Other Mental Health ChallengesIn this episode, I open up about my journey with eating disorders and the broader mental health challenges I’ve faced. For the first time, I’m sharing the struggles I’ve kept to myself, discussing the impact of disordered eating, the mental health toll it takes, and how these challenges have shaped my life. From navigating body image issues to addressing the emotional and psychological aspects of mental illness, this episode is a raw and honest reflection on my personal experiences. If you’ve ever dealt with similar issues or are looking to understand more about th...2025-01-0152 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEp. 5. My Dating Struggles, Lessons in Love, Self-Worth, and Turning the TablesDating Across America: I share my personal journey through the ups and downs of dating, moving from one state to another, and discovering what truly matters in love and relationships. From struggles with self-worth to lessons learned from failed relationships, I dive into the challenges of dating in different cities and the surprising twists that led to personal growth. Dating at different weights and sizes, income brackets etc. Tune in as I reflect on how I turned the tables on my dating life, raised my standards, and embraced the power of self-love.2024-12-3033 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 4. Unsolicited Sexual DMs. Processing Disregard of BoundariesIn this episode, I talk about a raw experience with an online predator disguised as a friend—someone who consistently crosses the line. This happens just as much in real life as it does online, and it’s crucial to remember that we should never sacrifice our comfort and safety for the sake of a relationship. No means no.BABBLING BROOK Podcast Facebook pagehttps://www.facebook.com/groups/967251655458100/?ref=share_group_link&mibextid=wwXIfrInstagram: ​Twitter (X): ​https://www.x.com/babalwabrook3 TikTok: https://www.tiktok.c...2024-12-2420 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 3. How I Navigated a Deeply Emotional Moment AloneCrying it out. Talking through and perhaps around my pain! An emotional episode, dealing with unresolved feelings of losing a loved one. Contact numbers for mental health helplines:​National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 988 (Call or Text)​Crisis Text Line: Text HOME to 741741​SAMHSA’s National Helpline: 1-800-662-HELP (1-800-662-4357) BABBLING BROOK Podcast Facebook pagehttps://www.facebook.com/groups/967251655458100/?ref=share_group_link&mibextid=wwXIfr​Instagram:https://www.instagram.com/babalwabrook/Ebay https://eBay.com/usr/Truckerbrook​YouTube...2024-12-2115 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP 2. Customer Service Nightmares & other Pet Peeves. Ebay Lowball OffersSome of My customer service horror stories. Trucker life; Small town living and more pet peeves. I also talk about my Facebook Marketplace and eBay selling experiences. BABBLING BROOK Podcast Facebook GROUPhttps://www.facebook.com/groups/967251655458100/?ref=share_group_link&mibextid=wwXIfrMy socials:​YouTube https://m.youtube.com/@babalwabrook?sub_confirmation=1​Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/babalwabrook/​​Twitter (X): https://www.x.com/babalwabrook3 TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@babalwabrook4 My blog https://www.baba...2024-12-2140 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKEP. 1. Getting Fired, Trucking Malpractices & Going VeganA bit of a background on me, the Trucking lifestyle, Being homeless, working out of state and being vegan & some health issues. 💕Join us on social media:​ BABBLING BROOK Podcast Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/groups/967251655458100/?ref=share_group_link&mibextid=wwXIfr​ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/babalwabrook/​ Twitter (X): https://www.x.com/babalwabrook3 TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@babalwabrook4 my Blog: https://www.babalwabrook.com​ YouTube: https://m.youtube.com/@babalwabrook?sub_confirmation=1​ Food journal: https://Instagram.com/Babalwa.brook ​Ebay s...2024-12-2025 minBABBLING BROOKBABBLING BROOKTRAILERIntroducing the BABBLING BROOK Podcast where host, Babalwa Brook delves into self discovery, self development and embraces authenticity. Tune in for candid discussions on PMDD, mental health, frugality, trucking, other travel adventures, off grid living, dysfunctional relationships and a life of solitude.Join our community as we navigate life’s challenges with honesty and humor. Connect with us on Facebook:https://www.facebook.com/groups/967251655458100/?ref=share_group_link&mibextid=wwXIfrhttps://Instagram.com/babalwabrook https://Instagram.com/Babalwa.Brook...2024-12-1903 min