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Moon to Moon226. The Tower Can Also Be Soft with Danielle Houser, Janessa Quinn, and Emily PummIn the episode, Britten LaRue is joined by TMT Alums Danielle Houser, Janessa Quinn, and Emily Pumm for an exploration of a paradoxical phrase: The Tower Can Also Be Soft. Together, they share how they found Britten's work and The Magician's Table, what it felt like inside the container, and how their offerings shifted through the experience - threading themes of choice, vulnerability, spiritual diversity, confidence, and the tenderness that can hold us through big transformation. Topics They Cover: Finding Britten's work and coming into their Yes for The Magician's Table (including hesitation around logistics...
2026-02-241h 12
Moon to Moon225. The White Stork and the Wheel of Fortune: A Message for TMT Class of 2026In this solo episode, Britten speaks directly to the 60 magicians coming into The Magician's Table Class of 2026, sharing a behind-the-scenes story of feeling wobbly under eclipse energy and asking for magical support. What unfolds is a cascade of omens, cards, ancestral messages, and a vivid vision of a white stork revealing a deeper meditation on Zero Aries, the Wheel of Fortune, and what it means to steward a dream that wants to live. Through motherhood analogies, Saturn–Neptune reflections, and the Eight of Cups as living your refusal, Britten reframes Big Magic not as force or performance, bu...
2026-02-2050 min
Moon to Moon223. Staying With Your Magic When It's Unclear with Caroline Durlacher and Mellie TestIn this episode, Britten LaRue is joined by Caroline Durlacher and Mellie Test for a conversation on staying with your magic when it's unclear, inspired by the Eight of Swords. Together they reflect on what it's like to be in a long creative process - where clarity doesn't always arrive on the timeline the mind wants - and how The Magician's Table can function as a container that supports devotion, experimentation, and self-recognition. They explore the tension between money as feedback and the ways it can distort our relationship to magic, while naming the relief and power of letting...
2026-02-161h 24
Moon to Moon222. Living Your Refusal: A Dark Moon DownloadIn this Dark Moon download, Britten speaks from the dark moon in Capricorn at the closing edge of the lunar cycle, as Saturn reaches the final degree of Pisces and prepares to move into Aries. She shares why these are a form of self-regulation and names the phrase that has been coming through really loud at the end of this cycle: living your refusals. Britten explores refusal as a sacred Saturnian function. An integrity-based "no" that clarifies what is loving, fair, and generative, and locates agency and authority. Reflecting on how abundance begins with no, she invites...
2026-02-1351 min
Love Notes from RhondaThe Fearless Path to Your Exciting TransformationWhat if today you gave yourself permission to feel truly excited—not about your next achievement, but about your own growth? In this heartfelt episode, Rhonda Britten invites you to fill in the blank: “What I’m really excited about is…” Discover how celebrating your shifts—however small—fuels lasting transformation.Today, I want you to stop and ask yourself: What are you really excited about? Not the next goal, not just your intentions—but about you. Maybe it’s a new moment of self-compassion, a baby step in awakening, or acknowledging yourself in a way you've never dared before...
2026-02-1004 min
Crystal BallersEpisode 31 - Trusting in Time
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Natasha Levinger (she/her) and Britten LaRue (she/her).
In this episode:
A new structure for the podcast!
Seeing action as part of speech
The frustration of not seeing more action from those around you
Learning to address systemic problems as systemic
The inequity of consequences resulting from the Epstein files
Breaking old spells around being seen as difficult
How rushing toward knowing can actually create confusion
The human need for certainty is very powerful
Projecting your own anxieties...
2026-02-0648 min
Moon to Moon217. Your Magic Wants to Move with Suprasensory ShahirIn this conversation, Britten is joined by returning guest Suprasensory Shahir for a wide-ranging meditation on magic and The Magician (both as an archetype and as the first card of the Major Arcana). Together, they explore how magic moves through individuals and groups, why it resists ownership or hoarding, and what it means to live in right relationship with power. Britten also shares context around The Magician's Table, including Shahir's unprecedented return as a 13th Reader for 2026, and reflects on why presence, resonance, and devotion (rather than credentials) are the true thresholds for this work. ...
2026-01-301h 22
Moon to Moon216. The Challenges of a Six-Figure MysticIn this episode, Britten shares a candid transmission on the challenges that emerge at six figures and beyond - when your work is already valued, momentum is real, and the next level asks for deeper self-trust and a different relationship to growth. She names common signals you've reached an edge (like resentment, overwhelm, and the vulnerability of becoming a beginner again), reframing them as invitations to cross a new river in your business and to meet what's here with more honesty, playfulness, and capacity. She weaves in the medicine of Mars and Saturn as allies in leadership...
2026-01-2455 min
Moon to Moon215. The Lore of The Magician's Table with Teagan WestIn this conversation, Britten welcomes back Teagan West to explore the lore of The Magician's Table and answer a question listeners often ask: what is a 13th Reader? Britten shares how the container emerged through her journaling practice, why it's structured as 12 Magicians plus a 13th Reader, and what makes it a living, intelligent space that works quickly and deeply. Together, they reflect on the edge of being both leader and peer, the way each cohort carries its own distinct medicine, and why the work is less about managing outcomes and more about trusting the intelligence of the container...
2026-01-231h 17Crystal BallersEpisode 30 - The Full-Time Work of Self-Care
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue (she/her) and Natasha Levinger (she/her).
In this episode:
Britten is wearing some great some great earrings (you'll just have to trust us)
The importance of letting your ideas incubate and percolate
Thinking of projects as travel
Taking material from your life
Natasha's projects all feel very in the moment
Some of Natasha & Britten's differences are highlighted in their creative processes
Being soothed by structure...in theory
Simplifying habits and routines to free up energy for...
2026-01-2357 min
Moon to Moon214. Go Big for Your Magic: The Magician's Table ReturnsIn this solo episode, Britten LaRue announces the return of The Magician's Table for its sixth year, sharing details about the 2026 container, timing, and themes. She introduces the structure for this year - 5 cohorts, 50 magicians, and 4 13th Readers - and speaks to why this space continues to grow in reputation, resonance, and demand as more people pass through and the webs continue to weave. Britten introduces a new support role for the container, reflects on what it means to choose a cohort and a tuition as an intentional act, and shares the guiding theme for 2026: go big...
2026-01-2121 min
Moon to Moon213. Repairing the Shame-Based Imagination: A Dark Moon DownloadIn this Dark Moon download, Britten offers an intuitive transmission from the closing edge of the lunar cycle that began with the New Moon in Sagittarius, as the New Moon in Capricorn approaches. Speaking with "one eye closed," she reflects on voice as something enacted not only through words, but through choices - what we say, what we don't say, where we show up, and where we don't - and names how deeply these choices shape our shared reality. Britten explores the shame-based imagination and its impact on time, decision-making, and our capacity to dream, offering a...
2026-01-131h 03Crystal BallersEpisode 29 - Respecting Your "No"
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Natasha Levinger (she/her) and Britten LaRue (she/her).
In this episode:
A Happy first birthday to the Crystal Ballers podcast!
Natasha's evolving relationship with social media
Trusting what feels right even if it doesn't seem "correct" on paper
Britten tries on the Gen Z slang!
Respecting your "no"
Recognizing the limits of your energy and deciding where it goes
Capricorn season is seeding time
Creating the environment you want to be rooted in, and listening to what environment...
2026-01-0946 min
Moon to Moon212. The Hermit Year: Reflections on 2025 and the Wheel AheadIn this episode, Britten records her final episode of 2025 under a Taurus moon, waxing toward the full moon in Cancer. She reflects on the year that has passed, sharing intimate thoughts on time, grief, the poignancy of being human, and her relationship to the Gregorian calendar turn. Britten opens by describing a grief portal she moved through at the winter solstice - one she had been avoiding for weeks but that finally came for her. She speaks to the heaviness of the year, acknowledging both the beauty and magic of 2025 alongside its brutality, and the importance of letting her...
2025-12-3159 minCrystal BallersEpisode 28 - What If What I Do Doesn't Say "I Love You?"
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue (she/her) and Natasha Levinger (she/her).
In this episode:
A discombobulated holiday time for the Ballers
Britten goes immersive for Christmas
Sharing a distaste for pressure to buy things at the holidays
Christmas is a true inner child joy for Natasha
Britten & Natasha's opposite feelings about Christmas
Putting too much pressure on yourself about gift giving
This episode is for everyone with a Capricorn moon
How do you chill and have fun, and follow the recipe?
...
2025-12-1937 min
Moon to Moon210. Surrender is a Skill: A Dark Moon DownloadIn this Dark Moon download, Britten offers a collective tarot reading under the Dark Scorpio Moon, reflecting on the lunar cycle that began on November 20th at 28 degrees of Scorpio. She explores the themes that have been alive during this cycle: navigating dichotomies, polarities, and paradoxes in the human experience. Britten shares how this lunar cycle has brought up the tension between abundance and scarcity, feasting and fasting, expansion and contraction, and the challenge of holding these oppositions without becoming paralyzed by confusion. She emphasizes that one of the gifts of this time is learning to hold o...
2025-12-1549 min
Moon to Moon209. The Year I Called Shame By Its NameIn this solo episode, Britten continues her "Chapters of My Career" series, sharing the pivotal year when shame became central to her work and the word "unshaming" emerged as the name for what she'd been doing all along. This installment explores the period from Spring 2022 through early 2023, a time of deep personal transformation, relationship repair, and the crystallization of her signature teaching approach. She explains that one of shame's most powerful spells is that we don't recognize it as such - we think it's just who we are, rather than something that came from outside and isn't native to...
2025-12-101h 26Crystal BallersEpisode 27 - As Above, So Below
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Natasha Levinger (she/her) and Britten LaRue (she/her).
In this episode:
Britten had a different experience with the energy of the last few weeks
We're just gonna be chart people
2025 has been a hermit year (astrology) and a nine year (numerology)
Britten is already feeling 2026 energy
"Go big on your magic, go big for our world"
The world has done so much shedding this year
Britten and Natasha's relationship to the language of finance
The importance of "undoing"
...
2025-12-0549 min
Moon to Moon208. Living Emergence as Divination and Omens with Suprasensory ShahirIn this conversation, Britten welcomes back Suprasensory Shahir for their third appearance on Moon to Moon to explore Living Emergence as a relationship to divination and omens. Recording during Mercury's helical rising - when Mercury becomes visible in the pre-dawn sky after its retrograde - they discuss how omens are messages rising and becoming visible, and how divination serves as a practice of aligned action that calls forth the spirit. Topics They Cover: Living Emergence as aligned action that calls forth the spirit, with messages rising and becoming visible Mercury as...
2025-12-031h 19
Moon to Moon207. I Am the Ferryman: A Dark Moon DownloadIn this Dark Moon download, Britten reflects on the lunar cycle that began at the New Moon in Libra and is now completing just before the New Moon in Scorpio on November 20th. She explores the archetype of the ferryman, a figure who guides travelers across waters to unknown shores, and how this image has appeared repeatedly in her tarot readings as the Six of Swords, revealing her role as a guide and container-holder. Topics She Covers: The Six of Swords and Six of Cups: being a ferryman who guides people to unknown...
2025-11-181h 21
Love Notes from RhondaSearching for Meaning: What Drives Your Journey?What’s the theme that runs through your life story? In this heartfelt episode, Rhonda Britten opens up about the journey to discovering her own life’s theme and how naming yours can transform everything. Whether you feel stuck in patterns, or yearn for more freedom, this conversation helps you pinpoint what matters most, and gives you permission to live as your soul intended.Today, I invite you to look back at your life and ask: what’s the theme that’s woven it all together? Is it growing, surviving, hardship, freedom, love, or money? I share how, for...
2025-11-1006 min
Love Notes from RhondaWhy Sitting on the Couch is Not an OptionAre you frustrated, waiting for permission, wishing for a sign? In this deeply reassuring episode, Rhonda Britten helps you break free from the trap of waiting and step boldly into your birthright as a creator. Discover how to move from stagnation to creative flow and why the act of creating, in any form, is what sets you free.Today, let’s talk about the courage to create. I open my heart about the universal urge to “make” whether that’s making love, making peace, building relationships, nurturing a family, or birthing a new idea. Most of our frustrat...
2025-11-0806 min
Love Notes from RhondaAre Your Insides and Outsides on Speaking Terms?Are your insides and outsides in sync? In this heart-opening episode, Rhonda Britten invites you to explore the power of alignment where your thoughts, feelings, and actions work together, and true freedom can finally begin. Discover why living without secrets, lies, or pretenses is the foundation of a fearless life.Today, we’re digging deep into alignment, the sweet space where your inner and outer worlds meet and match. I share my own journey of resisting authenticity, the fear of truly showing up as myself, and the anxious stories we tell to look good or stay safe....
2025-11-0605 minCrystal BallersEpisode 26 - My Desire Bubbling Up in My Unique Soul
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue (she/her) and Natasha Levinger (she/her).
In this episode:
Natasha's taking a super cas(ual) approach today
The strangeness of being on a mic
Venus is still in Libra
The dangers of the Vanderpump to Housewives pipeline
How much lifestyle compatibility matters in relationships
How the Venusian gets shamed as being "shallow"
Practicing discomfort
The Nine Boredoms of the Rightful Baddie
Visibility is central to baddiness
Boredom as the last step of healing
When you suddenly...
2025-10-3147 min
Love Notes from RhondaMonth’s End Reflection: See How Far You’ve Truly ComeLet’s take a deep breath together! In this uplifting episode, Rhonda invites you to look back on the month, honor your growth, and give yourself credit for every moment you moved forward—no matter how big or small. Join in for a soul-soothing celebration of progress, gratitude, and the gentle art of self-acknowledgement.Today, let’s pause in the warmth of self-reflection. It’s the last day of the month and Rhonda gently guides you through her favorite practice: looking back—not at how much you accomplished, but at the ways you shifted, softened, and allowed gratitude...
2025-10-3104 min
Love Notes from RhondaDare to Dream: Would You Live on a Lake?What if creating your dream life didn’t start with a plan, but with honest reflection? In this episode, Rhonda Britten helps you name what you actually want, uncover hidden blocks, and begin the journey from daydream to real, joyful living.Today, I want you to imagine your dream life. Not just the vision-board version, but the one you’d truly love to wake up to, down to the house, the clothes, the people, and even your morning coffee. Together, we’ll explore what you most desire and what holds you back: Is it uncertainty, low priority, or may...
2025-10-3004 min
Moon to Moon204. Living Emergence with Astrologer Sabrina MonarchI this episode, Britten welcomes back astrologer Sabrina Monarch to discuss what the term LIVING EMERGENCE means. They delve into themes of natural changes, societal constructs, and aging, while examining how erotic energy can be present and cultivated in all aspects of life. Sabrina shares the myth of Eros and Psyche, exploring how the story symbolizes the human struggle with intense desire and the erotic. They discuss the interconnectedness of abundance and erotic pathways. And they explore how managing life force energy requires learning to balance and integrate it without suppression, acknowledging the individual and collective need for more...
2025-10-281h 14
Love Notes from RhondaJoy vs. Happiness: What’s the Real Difference?Is joy the same as happiness? In today’s episode, Rhonda Britten shares why joy is your birthright—even when life feels hard—and happiness is something you can nurture, but not control. Step into a new understanding of what truly lifts your spirit and how to claim joy, no matter what’s happening around you.Today, I want to talk about the difference between joy and happiness—two words we hear all the time, but rarely pause to feel deeply. For me, and maybe for you too, happiness is something touched by circumstance: a delicious meal, a tidy roo...
2025-10-2806 min
Moon to Moon203. Living Emergence with Oracular Artist Lisa QuigleyIn this episode, I ask what Living Emergence means to oracular artist Lisa Quigley. We explored: the concept of "living emergence" in both personal and professional contexts, particularly focusing on its applications in parenting and creative life the challenge of capturing the full essence of something while acknowledging its ever-changing nature how this concept relates to parenting, emphasizing the importance of allowing children to develop without imposing rigid identities or predetermined paths the tension between the desire for clarity and the acceptance of uncertainty, noting how this approach contrasts with mainstream business practices the challenges of...
2025-10-261h 25
Love Notes from RhondaClean Up Your Side of the Fence: A Guide to Honest ConversationsDo you have people in your life with unfinished conversations, unspoken gratitude, or lingering resentment? In this episode, Rhonda Britten invites you to create your communication list—a gentle, practical step toward clearing the air and finding profound peace within your relationships and yourself.Today, I want to talk about your communication list—those names and faces that tug at your heart, stir up worry, or trigger a pang of guilt or anger. So often, we carry unspoken words, unresolved hurts, and wishes left in silence. These unsaid things are heavy and keep us from feeling truly at p...
2025-10-2508 min
Moon to Moon202. The 9 Boredoms of the Rightful BaddieIn this episode, Britten updates listeners on her upcoming FREE series called The 9 Boredoms of the Rightful Baddie. Each of us was born radiant, wild, and wise… and yet we get lulled into nine kinds of stuck. Nine boredoms that whisper: stay small, stay safe, stay polite. It's a morass we trade for safety. Starting October 26, you'll get ten days of short videos + reflections. Nine awakenings (plus an intro) to help you recognize boredom for what it really is: a temptation to forget your power. We'll finish on November 4, the day Living Emergence opens. To h...
2025-10-2332 minCrystal BallersEpisode 25 - The Me's I've Met
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Natasha Levinger (she/her) and Britten LaRue (she/her).
In this episode:
Natasha is a maximalist being forced into minimalism
How summoning together can help
The importance of not forcing things when manifesting
Go Humans! We're really doing it!
The rapidity of emotional and energetic updates happening right now
Trying to speak astrology in a way that doesn't center personality types
Personality is a r...
2025-10-1752 minCrystal BallersEpisode 24 - Transmitting What Cannot Be Censored
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue (she/her) and Natasha Levinger (she/her).
In this episode:
Natasha was really shaken by the events of the past couple weeks: the assassination of Charlie Kirk and its fall out, the lynching of two black men on the same day in Mississippi, the indefinite suspension of Jimmy Kimmel
We're not imagining fascism; America feels precarious right now
Quoting Charlie Kirk's own words is viewed as hate speech
How the...
2025-09-1948 min
Moon to Moon194. Living Emergence with Therapeutic Intuitive Natasha LevingerIn this episode, Britten introduces a new series called Living Emergence. Living Emergence is a subjective question. Each episode in the series will feature a conversation on what it feels like to be living emergence. The guest for the inaugural conversation in the series is Natasha Levinger, Britten's dear friend, healer, mentor, and co-host on Crystal Ballers. Here we explore a key teaching of intuitive healing, which is to be "in present time." Natasha Levinger is a therapeutic intuitive, energy healer, and author of the book, Healing Your Inner Child: Reparenting Yourse...
2025-09-121h 06Crystal BallersEpisode 23 - The Structure for the Surrender
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Natasha Levinger (she/her) and Britten LaRue (she/her).
In this episode:
Britten is only four weeks out from a marathon!
Britten taking her daughter to college
Summer is often a death process for Britten
The year begins with Virgo seasons
Moving momentum from the visionary plane to the material plane
Britten has been using AI for dream interpretation and it has been exciting, supportive, and inspiring
The importance of knowing your own boundaries and seniority if you work...
2025-09-0550 minCrystal BallersEpisode 22 - Laziness Does Not Exist - The Ballers' Routines
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue (she/her) and Natasha Levinger (she/her).
In this episode:
Natasha & Britten share their daily routines!
The parts of your astrological charts aligned with routine
The moon rules over daily habits and routines
How stability and safety nourish you
Examining when/where your daily routines began to learn what need they satisfy
Learning to be more conscious about your habits
How habits and routines d...
2025-08-151h 07Crystal BallersEpisode 21 - Keeping Your Channel Clean
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Natasha Levinger (she/her) and Britten LaRue (she/her).
In this episode:
The intentional choice to slow down
How Mercury retrograde is showing up for the Britten and Natasha
Examining obstacles and setbacks for what they can show you
A lot of challenges related to home coming up for Natasha during a nodal return
Natasha swears she has a healthy relationship with Brett
"You can be healthy and be obsessed with each other!" -Natasha
July as a microcosm for 2025
...
2025-08-0148 minCrystal BallersEpisode 20 - What Do You Want to Do With All That Love? - Healing Codependency with Erika Wright
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue (she/her) and Natasha Levinger (she/her).
This week, Britten & Natasha are excited to welcome special guest, codependency counselor Erika Wright
In this episode:
Natasha may get to see The Format live!
Natasha's rapid growth working with dragon guides
Britten is being interviewed for the Dallas Morning News
Erika is immediately and officially anointed a baller
How Erika turned the scourge of her life (codependency) into a job she loves
Independence is the opposite of...
2025-07-1148 minCrystal BallersEpisode 19 - Connection through Creation - with special guest Will from Creative Minds
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Natasha Levinger (she/her) and Britten LaRue (she/her).
This week, Natasha & Britten are delighted to welcome special guest, Will from Creative Minds to talk all things creativity.
In this episode:
The creative process as a place for self-discovery
Finding comfort, solace, refuge in the creative process during difficult times
Connecting to others through creation
Using creativity to understand, transmute, and transmit your own experiences
How creativity can give you space from activated inner child parts
We...
2025-06-2051 min
Moon to Moon188. The Compass in the Present MomentIn this episode of Moon to Moon, I reflect on the compass of the present moment and what it means to live in self-trust, intuition, and connection with the mystery. I speak from within the energy of the hermitage—this sacred space of turning inward—and share how Emergence Astrology Year One supports you in building a relationship with your own inner voice, your own timing, and your own path. I talk about the ways guidance arrives through both the seen and unseen worlds, how we unshame ourselves in order to become more available to life, and why t...
2025-06-1850 min
Moon to Moon187. What Is Emergence Astrology?In this episode, which was also very personal and moving, I invited Emergence Astrology co-creators (aka students!) to share what Emergence Astrology feels like to them. They also articulated how it feels different than other astrologies. This is very exciting for me since definitions for Emergence Astrology are very fluid for me. It's also going to be partial and relative to who is talking, and when, and where. Thank you to Sydni Baumgart for your written submission - oh my gosh the TEARS! I am so deeply moved. +++ Amanda Caswell is...
2025-06-161h 27
Moon to Moon186: Everything is Worthy of ReverenceThis episode has a long, very personal introduction. I share some of the big realizations that have been coming through these last few weeks and truly poured over the last couple of days with the Full Moon in Sagittarius. The conversation here centers on a totally unique offering that came through for Emergence Astrology Year One: The Two Eye Practice. Mentioned here: Britten's episode Unshaming the Signs of the Zodiac on The Astrology Podcast +++ Caitlin Westcott, the cosmic counselor, is a spiritual astrologer and tarot reader based in Philadelphia, offering both...
2025-06-131h 45
Moon to Moon185. We're Making Babies: Stories from the Hermitage in Year One of Emergence AstrologyWhat does it mean to be pregnant with yourself? What is it like to hold down a Hermitage for oneself inside of what is ostensibly an astrology course? In this episode, Britten and two of her students explore the Hermitage phase of Emergence Astrology Year One as a time of gestation with oneself. The magic of this episode isn't just the insights conveyed - and many insights were powerfully conveyed - but the frequency of our being together that comes palpably through. For anyone longing to hold space for more of th...
2025-06-091h 25Crystal BallersEpisode 18 - The Voice & The VulvaWelcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue (she/her) and Natasha Levinger (she/her).
In this episode:
2025 is getting Natasha used to the ebbs as well as the flows
Viewing the "ebbs" like the pullback in a slingshot
Natasha's expanding capacity for both joy and sadness
The degree to which you resist anything is the degree to which you resist everything
How our deepest insecurities infiltrate everything
Old issues resurfacing when you are particularly stressed
The brain loves the familiar, even when it...
2025-06-0637 min
Moon to Moon184. How to Claim Your Own Approach to AstrologyBritten shares her journey into astrology and discussed her unique approach called Emergence Astrology, which emphasizes personal growth and self-leadership through the practice. She also explores - the balance between intellectual engagement and spiritual fulfillment in astrology - the importance of individual experiences and personal gnosis in the practice. - the intersection of mysticism and entrepreneurship - how a mystical relationship with astrology involves personal gnosis, self-teaching, and unshaming practices to build self-trust and sovereignty - the importance of recognizing and validating one's experiences while moving from past shame to present empowerment, all...
2025-06-0456 min
Crystal BallersEpisode 17 - Failing Yields the More Interesting Fruit - with special guest Eliza SwannWelcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Natasha Levinger (she/her) and Britten LaRue (she/her).
This week, Natasha & Britten are thrilled to welcome special guest, Eliza Swann aka Emerald (she/they). Eliza is an alchemist, teacher, poet, author of The Anatomy of the Aura and the upcoming 2026 release The Alchemical Imagination, and found of Emerald School, a nonprofit organization dedicated to exploring alchemy as a living, transdisciplinary practice for contemporary artists, thinkers, and seekers.
In this episode:
Eliza used to run an art s...
2025-05-2352 min
A Metaverse Podcast Experience: New HorizonsUnderstanding How Fear Secretly Controls Your Life: And How to Break Free With Rhonda BrittenText Brian & Shawna (Fan Mail)What if your deepest flaws aren't flaws at all, but simply fear responses in disguise? Emmy Award-winner Rhonda Britten takes us on a profound journey through the invisible ways fear controls our daily lives.After witnessing her father murder her mother and commit suicide right before her eyes at age 14, Rhonda spent two decades battling alcoholism and suicidal thoughts while simultaneously seeking help. The transformation came when she realized she needed to apply knowledge rather than just collect it, starting with simple gold stars on a calendar for any positive...
2025-05-2257 minCrystal BallersEpisode 16 - Being Loud About What You Love
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue and Natasha Levinger.
In this episode:
Britten is finding a lot of power in the name "Crystal Ballers"
The theme of 2025 is "Authentic Power"; how are you giving it away and how can you reclaim it.
How reclaiming your own power shifts your relationship with things that used to be difficult
The entrance of the Fuck You Left
Britten has some thoughts about Big Dick Energy
Natasha is "such a feminine lady" that she even has a...
2025-05-0941 minCrystal BallersEpisode 15 - Science of the Future Self
Grounding in the Chaos, the next Crystal Ballers workshop, is happening today (May 1) @ 7pm ET! Sign up here!
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue.
In this episode:
Time feels like a big mush to Natasha right now
Dealing with the fear that you can't create
When you're merged with an inner child part their view feels like the only reality
The collective energy is beaming a fake fragmentation right now
Connecting to your future self is so grounding
Y...
2025-05-0142 minCrystal BallersEpisode 14 - Grounding in the ChaosWelcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue and Natasha Levinger.
In this episode:
Britten has been sick this week
Fighting a sense of being pulled backward
Remaining aware of the positives during difficult times, without spiritually bypassing
Judging yourself when you're not meeting your "normal" capacity
How judgement can keep you from grounding
How Britten & Natasha experience relational healing by doing the podcast together
Natasha's relationship with ChatGPT and ADD
The very different ways Natasha and Britten experience grounding in their bodies
The invitation bei...
2025-04-2527 min
Reignite ResilienceFrom Fear to Freedom + Resiliency with Rhonda Britten (part 2)Send a textUnmasking the invisible prison we build around ourselves, Rhonda Britten shares her powerful Fearless Living methodology that's transformed thousands of lives worldwide. In this deeply personal conversation, Britten reveals how unconscious "core triggers" established early in our lives create patterns of fear-based behavior that sabotage our relationships, careers, and personal fulfillment - often without our awareness.Drawing from her own extraordinary journey of resilience following childhood trauma, Britten explains how she discovered that her essential nature was authenticity - the very quality she had suppressed for decades while trying to belong. She...
2025-04-2434 minReignite ResilienceThe Wheel of Fear + Resiliency with Rhonda Britten (part 1)Send a textImagine witnessing your father murder your mother and then take his own life—at just fourteen years old. For Emmy Award winner and master coach Rhonda Britten, this unthinkable tragedy became the crucible that eventually forged her life's work helping others break free from the hidden grip of fear.In this raw and transformative episode, Rhonda shares how this devastating childhood trauma led to years of alcoholism, multiple DUIs, and three suicide attempts. The turning point? A simple calendar and gold stars—giving herself credit for anything worth living for, one day at a...
2025-04-2139 minCrystal BallersEpisode 13 - The Compassion of the ParadoxWelcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue and Natasha Levinger.
In this episode:
Time isn't real. And also, there's a divot in the time-space continuum.
The limits we put on time are constructed and can be played with.
Trying to communicate energetically with animals
Natasha's cat, Kenny, is just here for the vibes
Finding it easier to draw energetic boundaries with non-human energies
The possibilities opened by "choosing to believe"
Making sure "choosing to believe" validates your experience and isn't gaslighting you
Britten practicing a he...
2025-04-1140 minCrystal BallersEpisode 12 - 3D Poetry with PJ from Poster JournalWelcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue and Natasha Levinger.
This week, Natasha & Britten are excited to welcome special guest, PJ of Poster Journal. Poster Journal is a public diary that doesn't hold back—a bold mix of wit, candor, and all-caps chaos. Its minimalist style is nostalgic yet timeless, speaking from the heart (and sometimes screaming). Launched anonymously in 2020, Poster Journal has evolved into a loud, unfiltered voice in the art world, growing more acidic and unabashed with each passing year. With phrases that are a...
2025-04-041h 01Crystal BallersEpisode 11 - The Paradox of Being BallerWelcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue and Natasha Levinger.
In this episode:
Just showing up when you wish you didn't have to is the most baller energy ever
Mindset is a huge theme this week
Narcissist family dynamics with the US administration
The power of disrupting the stories we tell ourselves
Trying to just be receptive to the universe when you're feeling bad about yourself
Holding conflicting visions of the "success" of your work
We make subjective meaning from numbers and metrics but thi...
2025-03-2850 minCrystal BallersEpisode 10 - Making the Doorway VisibleWelcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue and Natasha Levinger.
In this episode:
The "proper" pronunciation of equinox
Beginning to see growth as we collectively adjust to the chaos and change from the beginning of the year
The excitement of seeing something you planted start to grow
Having to ask people to be patient when you don't have the resources or conditions you need to show up the way you want to
Noticing where you feel that things need to be "just so"
Learning to...
2025-03-2151 minCrystal BallersEpisode 9 - Compassion is Your CompassWelcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue and Natasha Levinger.
In this episode:
Skiing is Britten's favorite thing in the world
Natasha once skied into a group of children on purpose
Building the grooves to trust yourself
Britten helping her daughter down a double black diamond ski run
Natasha turning personal tragedy into comedy
Going down the double black diamond of your emotional life
You're not the boss, but you do need to trust yourself
Toxic masculinity cannot feel the difference between ownership and rec...
2025-03-1653 minCrystal BallersEpisode 8: The Poem Hidden Within Reality - with special guest Xenia VirayWelcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue and Natasha Levinger.
This week, Natasha & Britten are excited to welcome special guest, Xenia Viray. Xenia Marie Ross Viray (she/they) is an imagination healer, frequency artist, and creativity catalyst. She is the eldest of three sisters, and her name means kindness to strangers. Born as a brick-and-mortar fashion business, Myths of Creation is a container for experiments, art, writing, and gatherings at the intersection of creativity, spirituality, and meaning-making. Xenia guides spirited innovators who want to bring thei...
2025-02-2152 minCrystal BallersEpisode 7: It's Good Enough Because You Felt ItWelcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue and Natasha Levinger.
In this episode:
How do the ballers celebrate Valentine's Day
A Valentine's Day gift from Britten's first boyfriend
A foruth grade secret admirer for Natasha
Britten may fall asleep at the opera
But at least she's got the juicy promo wisdom
Showing up on your path, even when others don't get it
A surprise appearance from one of Natasha's cats
The Hermit card is about both the inner and outer realms
Chris Cornell on fol...
2025-02-1459 minCrystal BallersEpisode 6: It's Time for Our Ethical Temper Tantrums - with special guest Jonathan KoeThe first Cyrstal Ballers workshop, Summoning the Beloveds, happens TODAY (Friday Feb 7, 2025)!! Sign up or learn more here.
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue and Natasha Levinger.
This week Natasha & Britten are joined by long-time friend, Jonathan Koe. Jonathan Koe is a Lunar Thinker. Jonathan's work guides visionaries, entrepreneurs, and artists to reimagine reality without losing their shit.
In this episode:
What's alive for everyone?
The potent energy of friendship
What are nodes and nodal returns in astrology?
The gag c...
2025-02-0751 minCrystal BallersEpisode 5: Don't You Know What Buddy Brought to My Life?Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue and Natasha Levinger.
In this episode:
A weird birthday for Natasha
Britten and Natasha's ideal birthdays
Bougieness as a trauma response
Natasha's cake preferences
Massage as a spiritual art
Actively seeking out perspectives of people not like you
Trying to be informed but not overwhelmed
Ways to avoid giving away your power
Co-dependence vs. Interdependence
Celebrating your uniqueness as a way to stay in your own power
Joy is resistance
Allowing yourself to receive help from others
Am...
2025-01-311h 07Crystal BallersEpisode 4: David Lynch is a Psychic, We're All PsychicWelcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue and Natasha Levinger.
In this episode:
Natasha gets passionate about creating the life we want
Support is all around us and available now
What's alive for Britten & Natasha
Britten's new puppy is a whole story of desire and openness
How quick change can activate parts of us we didn't even know were there
The chaos and disruption of the new administration in the US
The stories our brains make on top of facts creating more anxiety
Neutrality vs...
2025-01-2452 minCrystal BallersEpisode 3: What's Emerging is What's AliveWelcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue and Natasha Levinger.
In this episode:
"What's alive for you right now?"
What is emergence astrology?
"Don't die before you're dead." -Virginia Woolf
Noticing what is present for you without adding stories
Taking an anthropological stance to seeing your own emotions
We numb ourselves to what is coming up because we are afraid of having to address problems
Neutrality is not a lack of emotion
Sending light to those affected by the LA fires
Protecting your energy whe...
2025-01-171h 01Crystal BallersEpisode 2: Your Pace is Your PeaceWelcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue and Natasha Levinger.
In this episode:
Spirit guides are always around, but etiquette requires that we ask
"You don't really believe that do you?"
Learning to be in balance with your inner skeptic
"I may be realizing my skeptic doesn't need to protect me any more."
Shifting to a post-materialist paradigm
Letting go of materialist/scientific scaffolding on a societal level
The burgeoning rejection of societal expectations that only serve outdated power structures
Gemini's "all over the pl...
2025-01-101h 10Crystal BallersEpisode 1: Unashamed, unapologetic visioningWelcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now. Your hosts Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue take you through the origin stories of their friendship and this podcast and what they hope to create with listeners.
In this episode:
Balancing the masculine and feminine energies
"Pluto will be helping us and supporting us in melting the distortions around our separateness."
How do we hold ourselves, y'all?
Spirit guides are showing up for us even more
The swagger of being a skilled "feeler"
Neutrality vs Making Meaning
Neutrality is not the same t...
2025-01-0353 min
Moon to Moon141. Are You Mad At Me?: On Hypervigilance with Therapeutic Intuitive Natasha Levinger"Are you mad at me?" "Am I (Are we) ok?" "I think there's something I did wrong." "There's something I am supposed to be doing right now." "I should have done more." "I know I'm right." We all know and carry unique frequencies of hypervigilance - bracing for problems and the scanning for threats in the environment and relationship. My very dear friend Natasha Levinger is also my teacher and energy healer, and she returns to M2M for her FIFTH time to talk about the nu...
2024-08-161h 48
From The Red HouseFrom The Red House: Curlew River and SumidagawaThe extracts from Britten’s letters and other writings are read by Dr Nicholas Clark, Librarian at Britten Pears Arts. The extracts from Curlew River are from the 1966 Decca recording directed by Britten and Viola Tunnard (with grateful thanks to Decca and Faber Music). The extracts from the English language performance of Sumida River were kindly provided by Dr Kevin Salfen from the University of the Incarnate Word, Texas. It was written by Richard Emmert, based on the play Sumidigawa by Kanze Motomasa. Shite (Madwoman) – Ōshima Kinue; Waki (Boatman) – Richard Emmert; Tsure (Traveller) – Matthew Dubroff; Kokata (Spirit of the Boy) – Mi...
2024-05-1420 min
Moon to Moon125. Eclipse Downloads at the Dark MoonThis is the first Dark Moon Download in quite some time. It runs deep. Enjoy! Let me know how it lands for you. Underdog to Diva enrollment is here We meet live May 9, 3-6 pm CST (4-7 pm EST). The offering is full of practices and tools for engaging with the parts of you who withhold your voice, who dismiss your vision, you collapse into inaction for fear of critique, judgment, or shame. We will be unshaming, and transmuting the distortions of the younger self into love and compassion...
2024-05-0759 min
From The Red HouseDiscovery Session: English SongIn this month’s podcast we celebrate the fascinating subject of song and singing. We start with Benjamin Britten, and his lifelong attachment to song – inspired to explore it in multiple ways by his partner Peter Pears’ voice, by poetry, and by the occasion he was composing for. Following his example, Britten Pears Arts has song at the very centre of its work. Lucy is joined by Dr Chris Hilton (Head of Archive and Library) and Caro Barnfield (Head of Music Programme) who discuss how song manifests in the continuing work of the organisation, from teasing out stories in the ar...
2023-09-2028 min
The Closeout - A Bodyboarding PodcastThe Closeout Ep 2 - Shane Britten - Nomad and Limited Edition Co-FounderSend us a textIn this episode of The Closeout Bodyboarding Podcast we talk to Nomad and Limited Edition Co-Founder Shane Britten, and chat about starting a brand, influences, films, competitive brothers, low flying Choppers, Ex-Prime Ministers and battles with Rock Stars. Presented by Bodyboarding Victoria and Limited Edition Fins.Royal Highness!OH HEY! It’s you! You found us! We are so glad you’re here. You don’t have to...Listen on: Apple Podcasts The Closeout Podcast series is proudly presented by Bodyboarding Victoria and Limited Edition Fins.
2023-08-051h 30
The Aldeburgh Festival PodcastBritten, Pears and a small corner of EnglandThe stars of the 2023 Aldeburgh Festival discuss the living legacy of two of its founders, Benjamin Britten and Peter Pears. How has their music, their relationship, and their determination to make music useful for the community informed their own musical lives? And why were they so affected by this quiet stretch of Suffolk coast?
Presented by Tom McKinney
Edited by Matt Jolly
Original theme music by Aldeburgh Young Musician, Laila Arafa
2023-06-0123 min
Moon to Moon83. The Importance of Shadow Work to Magical ServiceThis is a deeply meaningful episode for me. My guests are Rebecca Padgett and Bridget Scanlon, two women I've known for several years now. Listeners, give yourself some space for this one! It's deep and slow and rich and wise. The best kind of M2M! It's my hope that you find something supportive to you here for your shadow work path. You may remember Rebecca (she/her) from episode 69 titled "This Is Who I Am Now" Emerging as a Mystic with Rebecca Padgett." Rebecca is a mystic, artist, and oracle devoted to the unseen world, living in...
2023-03-031h 27
Moon to Moon69. This Is Who I Am Now: Emerging as a Mystic with Rebecca PadgettOh what a joy to be with Rebecca Padgett. This episode is a tale of 2 emergences: Rebecca's emergence as a beautiful, deeply connected astrologer and then her emergence as a full-blown psychic and seer. This episode is publishing on her solar return: Happy Birthday, Rebecca! Stay until the end though the outro! I share some personal things that yielded some yummy words for you. Rebecca's bio: I am Rebecca Padgett - a tarot reader, astrologer, visual artist, and dedicated student of divinatory and intuitive practices. My attraction to all things mystical began in childhood. From a...
2022-09-021h 21
Moon to Moon68. I Am the Mother and the Child: Virgo Wisdom in My FieldSharing some Big Virgo Wisdom coming through lately in my court and it feels so yummy to share this with you here in the Moon to Moon space. This phrasing for Virgo from Esoteric Astrology feels like such a rich zone for listening and healing alchemy right now. What does it mean to be both the "mother" and vessel shaper of ourselves, of our lives? What does it mean to also be the child of ourselves, of our lives? This is not an easeful zone for contemplation because most of us have such activation when it comes t...
2022-08-3152 min
Just Between CoachesFearless Coaching (Rhonda Britten)Special "Business Revenue Leak Checklist" offer free at http://www.mrse.co/leak.Rhonda Britten is a master life coach and the founder of the Fearless Living Institute, which helps people let go of indecision, gain clarity and take life-changing risks. This Coach of the Year Award recipient is a repeat guest on Oprah, a best selling author and an Emmy Award-winning TV host. In this can’t-miss episode, Rhonda speaks candidly with Melinda about her traumatic childhood, struggles with addiction and incredible transformation. She describes how she learned to tackle fear head-on and tea...
2022-05-1131 min
Moon to Moon56. Living the F**k Out of Your Chart: Aries Edition with Megan FryeLiving the F**K Out of Your Chart is a series that Moon to Moon hosts now and then. In each of these episodes, Britten and her guest weave personal story-telling with the wisdom of the guest's chart. LTFOOYC episodes are fun for students of astrology. Whether you are a beginner, a professional, or somewhere in between, you can feel the archetypes come through and expand your personal database for certain placements. It is moving and inspiring to access the experience of having a different chart from one's own. For the Aries edition, Britten invited he...
2022-04-091h 34
Moon to Moon55. Parenting Our Triggers: Aries & Inner Child Healing with Natasha LevingerThe first part of this episode is a deep dive in my (Britten's) world. I share my process of acknowledging and honoring that I am truly building the business of my dreams and what I'm learning about being a wild teacher and wild business woman. It's classic Moon to Moon. I speak from my cave space. To go straight to my conversation with my wonderful guest Natasha Levinger, skip to about 47 minutes in. Many listeners of M2M are no strangers to the Natasha's work. Natasha is my go-to teacher and healer for healing my in...
2022-04-011h 55
The Background Noise PodcastBackground Noise Ep 2: Airing It OutThe boys reminisce and talk about past experiences from their glory days.
Join Jake, Ben, Collin, and lovely Britten as we continue to find our foothold in the podcasting media.
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2022-02-041h 15
The Background Noise PodcastBackground Noise Ep 1Just a couple of lads sitting down and getting the ball rolling. Join Collin, Britten, Ben, and Jake as we try to find our way in the digital world.
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2022-02-021h 07
From The Red HouseTalking about Creative Retreats with Hannah HoneywillTune in to hear more about Hannah's work, how she has been inspired by Britten's music, how the life and work of both Britten and Pears can still be sensed at The Red House, and what a Creative Retreat in the grounds of their former home has meant to her. Plus, further additions to the podcast playlist - four brilliant tracks that are all about couples.
2021-10-1923 min
From The Red HouseTalking about Music and the Environment with James ThorntonTune in for a remarkable conversation about the environment, music, Britten's home town of Lowestoft, the fascinating and valuable relationships between musicians and environmental causes, and how music of all kinds can deeply affect the emotions.
2021-09-0326 min