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Nothing Happens for a ReasonS2 E10- The Final Act of Love: Why Our Pets Deserve a Dignified GoodbyeSeason 2 Finale! We’re often told "it was just an animal," yet for many of us, the loss of a pet is one of the most shattering heartbreaks we will ever experience. In this deeply compassionate season finale of Nothing Happens for a Reason, we confront the silence around pet loss and the unique pain that comes with saying goodbye to our beloved companions.Claire welcomes Kristen, an end-of-life pet doula and retired veterinary technician, who shares her own soul-stirring journey through loss, love, and advocacy. Together, we explore why the bond with our animals is...
2025-12-1856 minNothing Happens for a ReasonS2 E9- Breaking the Silence: Fathers, Grief, and Healing After Child LossIn the newest episode of Nothing Happens for a Reason, host Claire welcomes author Jeff Loving to share his family's courageous journey through grief and healing after losing two sons to premature birth. Jeff opens up about the emotional challenges of being a father of loss, the lack of resources and support for grieving dads, and how these experiences inspired him to write his book, "Holding On to the Light: A Father's Journey Through Loss and Healing."Jeff explores the complexities of grieving as a couple, the impact of trauma on marriage and faith, and the power...
2025-12-1159 minNothing Happens for a ReasonS2 E8- "I Can’t Remember If I Cried": Badass Warriors, Grief, and the Realities of Rock WidowhoodIn this episode of Nothing Happens for a Reason, Claire welcomes writer and educator, Lori Tucker-Sullivan, whose book I Can’t Remember if I Cried: Rock Widows on Life, Love and Legacy (link below) explores the hidden stories of women whose partners were legends of the music industry. Together, they dive deep into the realities of grief: what it means to be called “strong,” the discomfort of society’s narratives around conquering illness and loss, and the burdens and gifts of carrying someone’s legacy.Lori shares personal reflections on losing her husband to cancer, what it was like t...
2025-12-0457 minNothing Happens for a ReasonS2 E7- Beyond Differences: The Vulnerable Work of Seeing Ourselves in Others GriefIn this special Thanksgiving bonus mini-episode of Nothing Happens for a Reason, Claire dives into one of the core pillars of healing work: the courage to seek out similarities, not differences. Drawing from over a decade as a therapist, Claire explores the common tendency to focus on what sets us apart from others- especially in moments of loss- and gently challenges listeners to lean into the vulnerable, connective work of finding shared ground.Whether you’ve lost a loved one, a relationship, a job, or a vision of your future, etc.- Claire highlights the universal emotions th...
2025-11-2712 minNothing Happens for a ReasonS2 E6- The Case That Broke Us: The Complex Grief of Foster ParentingClaire sits down with Kirby, a nurse practitioner and former foster parent, for a heartfelt and honest conversation about the realities of foster care (also known as "resource parenting"), attachment, and grief. Kirby opens up about her and her wife’s journey into fostering and the critical importance of secure attachment for young children.Together, we delve into the hopes and heartbreaks that come with fostering, including the emotional toll of loving and saying goodbye, the complexities of identifying grief, and the challenges of navigating a deeply flawed system with limited resources. Kirby shares her personal experiences wi...
2025-11-201h 00Nothing Happens for a ReasonS2 E5- Numbing Grief: Addiction, Relapse, and Learning to Feel AgainIn this episode, I sit down with Justin, whose life has been shaped by loss, addiction, and the messy aftermath of trauma. As both a person in long-term recovery and a drug and alcohol counselor, our guest brings a unique perspective- having lived on both sides of substance use and support.Justin walks us through the early roots of grief in his life, from being abandoned by a mother struggling with addiction to navigating childhood being raised by grandparents. We dive into how unprocessed emotions, especially around family fractures and abandonment, can fuel a desperate turn towards...
2025-11-1358 minNothing Happens for a ReasonS2 E4- Parenting in the Trenches: Grief, Neurodiversity, and Finding GraceIn this honest and illuminating episode, Claire sits down with Gail- a mother, wife, substance use counselor, and fierce advocate to talk about what it’s really like to parent neurodivergent children while navigating layers of grief, trauma, and intense personal growth.Gail shares her story, from a childhood marked by abuse and addiction to her ongoing journey of sobriety, spiritual healing, and finding healthy ways to cope. Together, they dig into the unique, often unspoken grief parents experience as they confront diagnoses and face the chronic challenges of raising children with autism and other complexities.
2025-11-061h 10Nothing Happens for a ReasonS2 E3- The Loud Silence of Grief: Navigating Terminal Illness, Caretaking, and EstrangementHost Claire sits down with guest Emily to explore the messy, complicated realities of loss, family, and the painful quiet that grief brings.Emily shares the intimate story of losing her father to cancer during her teenage years, reflecting on the challenges of caretaking as a young person, handling overwhelming responsibilities, and the isolating silence that often surrounds grief. Together, Claire and Emily unpack the difficulty of finding support, and how people’s discomfort can make loss feel even lonelier.The conversation doesn't stop at death; it expands to the grief of estrangement, as Emily de...
2025-10-3056 minNothing Happens for a ReasonS2 E2- Naming Ori: Grieving the Invisible and Navigating Infertility and Pregnancy LossIn this moving episode of Nothing Happens for a Reason, host Claire welcomes Abby, for an honest and vulnerable conversation about miscarriage, infertility, and the emotional aftermath of pregnancy loss. October is marked as Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month, making this episode especially timely and relevant for anyone touched by these experiences.Abby shares her story of navigating PCOS (Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome), infertility treatments, and the heartbreak of losing her second pregnancy. Through excerpts of her writing, listeners are invited into Abby’s raw, intimate grief—the hopes she held, the rituals she created, and...
2025-10-231h 11Nothing Happens for a ReasonS2 E1- The Weight of "Strong": Grief, Profound Loss, and Finding Authentic ConnectionWelcome back for the Season 2 opener! This week, Claire sits down with Chelsea Quint for a raw and moving conversation about a lifetime of navigating tragedy. From the early loss of her brother to the devastating suicide of her father (and a lot of other losses along the way), Chelsea shares how these profound events shaped her entire understanding of life and death.She opens up about the survival mechanism of adopting the mindset that "everything happens for a reason," and the eventual freedom of shedding that belief to find true healing. Claire and Chelsea dive deep...
2025-10-1658 min
ArrhythmiaEpisode 10: OstinatoI don't want to forget.CW: Grief, loss, unreality. Misophonia (buzzing, crunching, bubbling, wind) throughout. ***Nick was played by Harmony Andrus Lindstrom.Madeleine was played by Juniper Francis.The Caretaker was played by Casey Valentyne. Riley was played by Rosalynde Trammell.Sophie was played by Lucy Purnine.Claire was played by Emma Skinner.The Waiter was played by Ella Larson. The transcript for this episode can be read here. All sound effects were provided by freesound.org. A full...
2025-09-0131 min
ArrhythmiaEpisode 9: PerspectivePlease. Come home with me. CW: Body horror, violence, and injury. Loud and sudden sounds at 7:03, 9:22, 23:42, and 30:52. Misophonia (buzzing, humming, whistling, distorted sounds) throughout. ***Sophie was played by Lucy Purnine.Riley was played by Rosalynde Trammell.The 911 Operator was played by Presley A. Wheeler.Nick was played by Harmony Andrus Lindstrom.Madeleine was played by Juniper Francis.Claire was played by Emma Skinner. The transcript for this episode can be read here. All sound effects were provided by freesound.org. A...
2025-08-2632 min
ArrhythmiaEpisode 4: As It Should BeWhat is the exact nature of your situation?CW: A sudden loud sound at 11:08. Continual buzzing/humming in background from 18:35 to 24:00. ***Sophie was played by Lucy Purnine.Claire was played by Emma Skinner.Nick was played by Harmony Andrus Lindstrom.Riley was played by Rosalynde Trammell.Madeleine was played by Juniper Francis.The 911 Operator was played by Presley A. Wheeler.The transcript for this episode can be read here.All sound effects were provided by freesound.org. A full...
2025-07-2428 min
ArrhythmiaEpisode 3: InterludeKindness is exceptionally painful to experience. CW: Autocannibalism; unreality. Misophonia warning at 0:50, 2:35, and 12:35. Loud/sudden sounds at 13:05. ***Claire was played by Emma Skinner.The Caretaker was played by Casey Valentyne.Nick was played by Harmony Andrus Lindstrom.The transcript for this episode can be read here. All sound effects were provided by freesound.org. A full list of specific sound effect credits will soon be accessible on our website.Arrhythmia was written, directed, edited, and produced by Emma Skinner....
2025-07-1513 min
ArrhythmiaEpisode 2: HecateWe’re safe down here. Powerful, and warm.CW: Misophonia warning at 3:30 and 5:35. Continual buzzing/humming in background from 18:20 to 24:50, with a sudden loud sound at 24:38.***Sophie was played by Lucy Purnine.The Caretaker was played by Casey Valentyne.Nick was played by Harmony Andrus Lindstrom.Madeleine was played by Juniper Francis.Riley was played by Rosalynde Trammell.Claire was played by Emma Skinner.The transcript for this episode can be read here.All sound effects were pr...
2025-07-0726 minNothing Happens for a ReasonS1 E10- Death Days, Birthdays, And The Dogs & Tattoos That Saved UsNavigating grief means confronting difficult dates. This episode with NHFAR host and counselor, Maya, dives into the unspoken truths of grief anniversaries and birthdays after losses. We explore the immense pressure to "do it right," the phenomenon of "grief math," and how our bodies often react before our minds. We share about the misconception that things "get better" after the first year, and the new waves of grief that emerge when loved ones are no longer present.Join us to explore the complexities of grief, its non-linear nature, and the vital role of community. We discuss coping...
2025-07-031h 03
ArrhythmiaEpisode 1: Change Upon ChangeI don’t like letting go of things. I really don’t.CW: Misophonia warning at 29:50, 33:35, and 34:30.***The Waiter was played by Ella Larson.Nick was played by Harmony Andrus Lindstrom.Madeleine was played by Juniper Francis.Riley was played by Rosalynde Trammell.Sophie was played by Lucy Purnine.Claire was played by Emma Skinner.The Caretaker was played by Casey Valentyne.This episode features lines from the poem "Change Upon Change" by Elizabeth Barrett Browning. The tran...
2025-07-0134 minNothing Happens for a ReasonS1 E9- Waiting for Death: A Chronic State of Anticipatory Grief**Please disregard the audio disturbances; some equipment failed on me. My music guy fixed it to the best of his ability but it is not perfect. But I did not want to lose the vulnerability that was present in this episode by re-recording it. Thanks for the support as we navigate these issues
2025-06-2653 minNothing Happens for a ReasonS1 E7- The Impact of a Grief Avoidant Culture on who is Left BehindIn this conversation, Claire hosts friend and fellow therapist Brandi, to discuss the impact of grief and loss on their lives, particularly in the context of family dynamics and personal relationships. Brandi shares her experiences of losing significant caregivers shortly after turning 40, which forced her to confront her own mortality and the complexities of grief. The discussion delves into the emotional responses to loss, the challenges of navigating family relationships during times of grief, and the importance of communication in end-of-life planning. Brandi also reflects on her role as the executor of her father's estate, highlighting the emotional and...
2025-06-191h 03Nothing Happens for a ReasonS1 E8- How To Best Help Those We Leave Behind: End-of-Life PlanningBONUS EPISODE! This conversation delves into the critical aspects of estate planning, emphasizing its necessity for individuals of all ages and wealth levels. Estate Planning Attorney, Samantha Baker, discusses the importance of planning for guardianship, incapacity, and the various legal documents involved, including wills and trusts. She debunks common myths surrounding estate planning and the significance of healthcare directives and powers of attorney, providing a comprehensive overview of how to prepare for the future and how to best help those that we leave behind. Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/nothing_happens_for_a_rea...
2025-06-1949 minNothing Happens for a ReasonS1 E6- It's Complicated: Navigating Trauma, Addiction, and Self-DiscoveryThis episode isn't just about singular events; it's about understanding grief in its many forms. Join me for a powerful interview with Lotus, LCSW, as we explore the intricate journey of grief and loss. We'll delve into deeply personal experiences, examining the impact of childhood trauma, the pain of losses to suicide, and the complexities of navigating relationships shaped by addiction.We confront the societal taboos that often surround death, emphasizing the vital importance of feeling and processing grief rather than suppressing it and how we can discuss death with children. Lotus also shares their personal journey...
2025-06-1259 minNothing Happens for a ReasonS1 E4- Where Grief Meets Codependency (PART 1)In this insightful part 1, NHFAR host Claire sits down with Alyssa Zander, codependency coach and host of "Codependency Alchemy," to unravel the intricate relationship between codependency and grief. They'll cut through common misconceptions, spotlight the crucial role of accountability, and uncover how the mother wound can shape our connections. Discover why self-compassion and strong community support are essential anchors on your healing journey. Alyssa Zander:IG: https://www.instagram.com/alyssaaazander/?hl=enCodependency Alchemy Podcast:Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/60DWzoGTyMgsAjr3D...
2025-06-051h 01Nothing Happens for a ReasonS1 E5- Where Grief Meets Codependency: Shadow Work Practice (PART 2)In this Part 2 conversation with codependency and relationship coach Alyssa Zander- she opens up about her own path through self-discovery and the multifaceted nature of grief. This episode beautifully unpacks themes of codependency and connecting with your inner child. Alyssa allows us to be witness to a powerful shadow work practice where she explores her own emotional currents surrounding her painful conception journey and embracing the necessary process of grieving- all while rediscovering the transformative power of play. Tune in to understand healing not as a destination, but as a continuous journey of nurturing your deepest self. ...
2025-06-0537 minNothing Happens for a ReasonS1 E1- Beyond the Darkness of Child Loss (PART 1)This conversation dives into the painful journey of grief experienced by a mother, Carol, after the loss of her only child to terminal cancer. Carol shares her emotional struggles, the complexities of navigating grief, and the impact of her son's death on her identity, mental health and sobriety. Through her story, Carol highlights the challenges of societal expectations around grief, the importance of honoring one's pain, and the eventual path to rediscovering some hope. Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/nothing_happens_for_a_reason/?hl=en Website + Merch + Subscribe to the Newsletter
2025-05-2949 minNothing Happens for a ReasonS1 E2- Beyond the Darkness of Child Loss (PART 2)PART 2- If you have not listened to Part 1 yet- go back and listen now! Carol continues her story of how an unexpected hobby became a source of hope and purpose during her darkest times, after the death of her only child. Carol discusses the challenges of navigating social situations while grieving and the transformative decision to move to the Pacific Northwest. Our guest emphasizes the importance of connection, personal growth, and the ongoing nature of grief.Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/nothing_happens_for_a_reason/?hl=en Website + M...
2025-05-2949 minNothing Happens for a ReasonS1 E3- The Unspoken Rule of Grief: Don't Take it Personal (And How to Support Anyway)This conversation explores the deep bond between the host of Nothing Happens for a Reason (NHFAR), Claire, and her best friend, Frankie, as they discuss the complexities of grief. Through shared experiences, they reflect on the importance of vulnerability, support, and the evolution of their friendship during challenging times. The discussion highlights pivotal moments that shaped their relationship and the ways they learned to show up for each other amidst the emotional turmoil of loss, and why it is important to not take things personal. In this conversation, Claire and Frankie discuss the transformation due to loss, the ongoing...
2025-05-2948 minNothing Happens for a ReasonIntroducing: Nothing Happens for a ReasonNothing Happens For A Reason is a podcast offering an unfiltered look at grief, loss, and navigating life after profound heartbreak. Host Claire Andrus, a griever as well as a Licensed Professional Counselor (LPC), creates a space free from empty f*cking platitudes, acknowledging the messy reality of grief and fostering connection through shared experiences. Join Claire as she challenges societal discomfort around discussing grief through interviews with amazing guests, exploring this often-lonely journey. Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/nothing_happens_for_a_reason/?hl=en Website + Merch + Subscribe to the Newsletter...
2025-05-0702 min
Blown for Good: Scientology ExposedUnraveling Scientology's Secrets: Insider Revelations, Land Schemes, and Personal Journeys - Scientology Q&A #20Send a textThis episode originally aired on April 3, 2023 on YouTube. Due to popular demand, these episodes are also being made available on the podcast. This podcast episode uncovers the complex and often baffling world surrounding Scientology, focusing on its activities in Clearwater, Florida. With insights from former insiders Mike Rinder and Amy Scobee, we explore the Church's secretive maneuvers, the connections to historical incidents, and the broader implications for the community. • Introduction of guests Mike Rinder and Amy Scobee • Discussion of recent investigative journalism on Scientology's land acquisitions • Analysis of Brian Andru...
2025-01-1647 min
Raamaturännak#13 Urmas Vadi: Parima raamatu retseptRahva Raamatu podcasti kolmeteistkümnendas osas on külas kirjanik Urmas Vadi, kelle raamat "Kuu teine pool" võitis Aasta Raamat 2024 tiitli kahes kategoorias: parim eesti autori ilukirjanduslik raamat ja rahva lemmik.
Koos saatejuht Eia Uusiga arutatakse muuhulgas teemadel:
• Mis inspireeris Urmast kirjutama raamatut "Kuu teine pool" ja kuidas selle loomisprotsess välja nägi?
• Kuidas sai Urmasest kirjanik?
• Miks kirjutada tõde värvikamaks?
• Mis võlu peitub novellides ja näidendites?
... ja paljust muust huvitavast.
Episoodis mainitud raamatud leiad siit: https://bit.ly/episood13-raamatud...
2025-01-031h 13
Forever and a DaySeason 5, Episode 5 (#89): Strength in Hard TimesLaken returns to town. Dominique and Donovan put their heads together. Diana settles her past in Augustus. Elaine and Jonah decide to make some power moves. And Andrew meets with Governor Lewis Burke.
FOREVER AND A DAY
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EMMY MORGAN
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2024-09-0422 min
Les grimoires de l'imaginaireNos tops de 2023Dans cet épisode, on partage nos lectures préférées lues en 2023.
En lecture commune, on s'est chacune fait lire un livre qui nous a marqué.
Bon année 2024 et bonne écoute! ♥
Les références sont plus bas, comme toujours.
L’impératrice du sel et de la fortune de Nghi Vo
Genesis de Bernard Beckett
Le cycle de la tour de garde de Guillaume Chamanadjian et Claire Duvivier
La passe miroir de Christelle Dabos
La maison des feuilles de Mark Z. Danielewski
L’homme qui savait la langue des serpents d'Andru...
2024-01-0352 min
BibliomaniacsBibliomaniacs épisode 91 Cartes postales 2020 #2Bonjour à tous !
Il y a une dizaine de jours, vous avez découvert le tome 1 de notre émission spéciale été, la fameuse émission Cartes Postales, composée de coups de cœur de nos auditeurs !
Voici désormais le tome 2 !
Dans cette émission #2, retrouvez :
Sandra : « L’île blanche » de Romain Meynier, chez Cambourakis, 152 pages.
Jacqueline : «Le vieux qui ne voulait pas fêter son anniversaire» de Jonas Jonasson, traduit par Caroline Berg, en poche chez Pocket, 512 pages.
Jean-Marc : « L...
2020-08-1636 min
Grad Life#23 - Good Morning EthiopiaIn a small village in rural Ethiopia, Helen Claire Andrus (a York Development Studies graduate student) discovered the pedagogical and community-building potential of radio. She discusses how radio is used to spread important information to rural farmers, and her own work studying the practice of photography by development organizations.
Read "Listening together: Radio helps empower a family and the community" by Helen Claire Andrus - https://farmradio.org/listening-together/
2019-10-0812 min