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Sources et pour al...2024-07-2219 min
colin verdonHead On A PikeI got caught up in my own web again
Had to chew off my own leg
No desperate thoughts, just a calm head
Whole redefined, down one piece
Sad definition of heaven:
Distance from pain
I’m mean
I’ll never understand
You beat yourself right out of your skin
I’m miles away
hammering nails into both my hands
Just take my fucking head and flush it
For all the good it does me
put it on a pike
For all the shit it causes
How best to give good rest
to persistent thoughts
that won't relent:
To possess and ex...2024-02-0204 min
colin verdonPeer ReviewBut who wants you to win?
Who puts the pillow to your head?
And who buries you next to the sink
underneath your toilet again?
Someone talked through the best part
You'll have to start again
Someone talked through the best part
Rewind the tape back to its head
I miss it but I'm glad it's over
Got one less mess I'm forced to shoulder
Got one less stress that’s hanging over me
It was there in that place, alone in my box
I learned there's a reason
that things are better left untaught
Closure is not my concern
Bu...2024-01-1003 min
colin verdonPeer ReviewBut who wants you to win?
Who puts the pillow to your head?
And who buries you next to the sink
underneath your toilet again?
Someone talked through the best part
You'll have to start again
Someone talked through the best part
Rewind the tape back to its head
I miss it but I'm glad it's over
Got one less mess I'm forced to shoulder
Got one less stress that’s hanging over me
It was there in that place, alone in my box
I learned there's a reason
that things are better left untaught
Closure is not my concern
Bu...2023-11-0503 min
colin verdonAttached At The HeadGive me a call
When your whole life dissolves
Dial my phone
When your best friends stall
I reach out for you
You feel nothing at all
Yeah, I reach out to you
Just like a drunk in the dark
Some things you can’t plan
Now attached to our head
Brought along my drillbit
Small hole placed into our skin
My blood across your desk
Some things you can’t plan
Lips abutting heels
Honestly, just honored to be here
In the presence of all my fears
You carry all of our weight
In your hands
Some things you can’...2023-10-2002 min
colin verdonwhat a losswhat a loss by Colin Verdon2023-09-2503 min
colin verdonHey new kid, get these salamis off my back. They are starting to hurt.All the people I love are dead
You have to scare what you want to protect
Reject reject reject take my hand
Let me teach you all I know about regret
All this pain inside
But I know all this pain can’t be mine
A sense you’re calling
My healthy thoughts sputter and stall and
I tear the skin back
And let you in
Some things been holding me down again
It makes its way through my arms and I’m asleep
I give control.
I watch it live out my whole life
I don’t deserve anymore
“ cut it out...2023-09-2104 min
colin verdonthey arent heavy, theyre my best friendTactile sensation
Carpet kiss my cheek
Drool moistening my face
My stiff legs are asleep
I don’t want to move
I give in
I’m a ghost
And I weigh down everything
I’m a ghost
And I weigh down everyone
Tactile sensation
Carpet kiss my cheek
Drool moistening my cheek
My stiff legs are asleep
I don’t want to move
I give in
I give in
I give in…2023-09-1203 min
colin verdonTrue DerelictNothing nice in there
I talk fast and you just stare
Nothing kind inside
I spit and snarl and writhe
The bomb explodes
Pieces of you
Pieces of me
High pressure crowd control
There is a reason
that it hurts like this
Lunch in the park
Ruined for us by nagging thoughts
That bug crawled in deep
It chirps and clicks
And limits sleep
A sense you’re called
Healthy thoughts
Sputter and stall
Out, in, and out again until
It pricks the skin
I bleed it out, let it go
You were tongue exposed
When you’re turned on
I wo...2023-09-0903 min
colin verdonwho diedwho died by Colin Verdon2023-09-0602 min
colin verdonattempts at emotionalism (unfinished)Our moods hang so loose
Never accused of being predictable
The water at our throats
The undertow grabs our heels
And now it won’t let go
We used to talk a lot
now we just don’t talk a lot
But when we do I am working on my listening
I usually just Fuck it up
if it’s intentional or not
What’s the point
I won’t hear from you for 5 more days
You needed me most
When you needed a friend
I let you down now
Like I let you down then
It could be different
Change som2023-08-2701 mincolin verdonattempts at emotionalism (unfinished)Our moods hang so loose
Never accused of being too predictable
The water at our throats
The undertow grabs our heels
And now it won’t let go
We used to talk now we don’t talk a lot
But when we do I am working on my listening
I usually just Fuck it up
if it’s intentional or not
What’s the point
I won’t hear from you for 5 more days
You needed me most
When you needed a friend
I let you down now
Like I let you down then
It could be different
Change something2023-08-2701 min
colin verdonhealthy body sick mindA sense you're called
Healthy thoughts sputter and stall
Day out and out again
It tears the skin
so full of that hate you earned
I live in the shadow of the whip
and await what I deserve
I deserve this
everything wrong and rotten survives
everything we think we know is a lie
Fell, tripped up the stairs to this place
Primal winds come and blow me away
I’m swimming in chains, now
I won’t reach out
Something’s been fucking holding me down
It’s made it’s way through my arms
Im asleep, I’ve lost all con...2023-08-2603 min
colin verdonthis life foreverAll the people I love are dead
You have to scare what you want to protect
Reject reject
Take my hand, let me teach you about regret
All of this pain inside
But all this pain ain’t mine
I will live this life forever
Until I dream of something better
When we go, we go together x2
Dismiss and deny
I’m a stray dog running wild
Further down the dark is absolute
But further down you go
It’s only me and you
What can I know
The passion that makes me feel alive again
It’s going to be th...2023-08-2502 min
colin verdonTaking Out My GarbageThere is a trace amount
of that warmth that I found
Keeps me from freezing over
I still find it throughout
I know what you said
It’s been months since you left
Pinched my throat
And stood on my fucking chest
Throw away your phone it’s just useless
Throw away your computer it’s useless
Well here’s some fucking advice
Don’t ever leave the house
Stay alone and grouse
Avoid all all the crowds
I don’t know how
I miss it but I’m glad it’s gone
One less stress for me to have and shoulder
I...2023-08-1402 min
colin verdontaking out my garbageThere is a trace amount
of that warmth that I found
Keeps me from freezing over
I still find it throughout
I know what you said
It’s been months since you left
Pinched my throat
And stood on my fucking chest
Throw away your phone it’s just useless
Throw away your computer it’s useless
Well here’s some fucking advice
Don’t ever leave the house
Stay alone and grouse
Avoid all all the crowds
I don’t know how
I miss it but I’m glad it’s gone
One less stress for me to have and shoulder
I...2023-08-1302 min
colin verdontrue derelictNothing nice in there
I drive fast and you just stare
Nothing kind inside
You snarl, and spit, and writhe
The bomb explodes
Pieces of you pieces of me
High pressure crowd control
There is a reason that it hurts like this
Just tell me when we should go
Lunch in park ruined for you by nagging thoughts
That bug crawled in deep
It chirps and clicks and limits sleep
A sense you’re called
Healthy thoughts sputter and stall
Day out and I’m and out again
It pricks the skin
Still it won’t let me go
You were t...2023-08-1303 min
colin verdonFull-on Ugly FeelingsReach out to me when your whole life dissolves
Reach out to me when your best friend stall
Reach out to me for anything at all
I’ll be reaching right back
Like a fucking drunk in the dark
Somethings, you can’t plan
Now attached to your head2023-07-2901 min
colin verdonthe invitationThe way the world leans its curve its axis
My satellite brain I sent into orbit
The tomb, the millstone, my body left folded
My time in the sun before exploded
Stones I cut from mountains
Mountains cut from the ice
The pain that I inflicted the harm that I invite
X2
The hardest part of ownership is
How to possess and appreciate balance
It’s tasteful to let some time pass
Finger bruises where we were grabbed
I’ll help you move in
Stones I cut from mountains
Mountains cut from the ice
The pain that I inflicted the harm...2023-07-2602 min
colin verdonReignsReigns by Colin Verdon2023-06-2802 min
colin verdonhas beenshas beens by Colin Verdon2023-06-2103 min
colin verdonResting Dead FaceNo more silent treatment
You are just screaming in my ears
What the fuck am I doing here?
I am just dancing at the edge of the world
My father was a freight train, derailed
Hard not to see the appeal
Remembering then , before he was dead
Everything was too loud
Just say the word, and I’ll burn it all to the ground
I have eyes of every color now
I’m a child, with an old tired heart
I am a beam of old light from a depleted star
And I will only find you in the dark
Fear...2023-06-2003 min
colin verdonBlossomingLiving life like an axe in a dartboard
Living life like a b rated actress
Yeah I’ve been a bitch and I been a bastard2023-04-3002 min
colin verdontoo soon for whoTrying some stuff out2023-03-2602 min
colin verdonlife in the ball pitInstrumental for now2023-03-2402 min
colin verdonPity DripI feel your pity
It’s drips right down your fucking shirt
It’s pooling right by your legs
A sad spot for you to be
I hear you calling
You think I fuck up everything
Well, that might be true
Chance to shine or something to prove
Hold me, and tell me I’m someone you like
Someone who loves me
Sounds like it would be nice
I got fucked up
I threw some asshole down the stairs
Drunk tank at 3am
I find myself with new friends
High on my soap box
I can see the world for what i...2023-03-2202 min
colin verdonsuffering with interestHad another fight now I’m back in the corner
Time to think to myself, and figure out my disorder
All these fucking problems find their way in
No talk no touch you just pretend you’re sleeping
Are we feeling sad enough?
Do you think we’re out of touch?
Are we feeling bad enough?
Enough to say that enough’s enough
Hard to talk about problems when we can’t hear ‘em
Even harder to look at myself in the mirror
I’ve got another excuse can I come and see you
I know I make you sick. I just want to...2023-03-2202 min
colin verdonSimple MathDon’t be confused I sit right through
As I elude and erase the plot
Using hopes in hopes to achieve that
Hope is all I’ve got
or not
Chasing my tail around the sun,
in hopes that I can eat soon
Forget this pain in my head
oh, can we please leave soon? 
Stale hope, shit, job, big grudge,
and a real sad, sad heart
little reminders of you fill the dead space
All over my house2023-03-1801 min
colin verdoncloser to godevery body wants to be a little bit2023-03-1402 min
colin verdonare you my motherYou got sick on the drive home
You needed help up the stairs
The Christmas tree was an obstacle
The lights get caught in your hair
I get high off the moment
I come alive in that frame
It’s just so rare to be needed
To see light on your face
Head through the drywall
Fist through the side door
You put your family through bullshit
I hide your drugs in the floorboards
You leave without telling
I’ll find you late at the bar
I take your clothes from a stranger
And pull you out of their car
I ju...2023-03-0901 min
colin verdonbig red button9 times out of 10
I do the same damn thing again
Well tonight I stop the cycle
Say goodbye to chains that
we’ve been swimming in
Are you feeling happy
I’m not doing alright
You’ve got boundaries
I’ve no damn pride
Please take my fucking head and flush it
Push that big red fucking button
Turn me into rain
Something that doesn’t have a face
Something that doesn’t have any eyes
No matter how hard that I try
There's a big fat hole and it’s always leaking
My fucking heart just won’t stop beating
There's...2023-03-0401 min
colin verdongross/alone/touched/crushed - for ShelbyCome on, just swing through
I know that it hurts
These people they miss you
you can leave when you want
What it’s like to be gross
What it’s like to be gross and alone
I leave a lot unsaid, and even more undone
I’m no good at basic tasks
And I don’t accomplish much
What it’s like to be gross
What it’s like to be gross and alone
What it’s like to be touched
Feel shame, get nothing but crushed
So here’s some fucking advice
From an asshole who never got it right
Some th...2023-02-2802 min
colin verdonStareMasterI touch myself when I think of you
My hands are clumsy and I prove
That I was never all that good
I can be soft, for you I could
I like to think that I am in your head
While I am dying in my bed
The neighbors called the cops again
I hear them climbing up the stairs
So please stay away from me
I know you will see
We know what kind of man I’ve been
Please wash me clean love, make me clean
I don’t really think I’m afraid to die
No, I’m barely...2023-02-1102 min
colin verdonnoproblemShitty live take2023-01-0301 min
colin verdonBitterHead in the oven2022-12-3002 min
colin verdonNursing A Stray DogNursing A Stray Dog by Colin Verdon2022-10-0302 min
colin verdon1,000 costumes and not one disguise.I can't find a way,
to grind your heart to a halt
I tried to say this, it doesnt change a thing
I don't know if I can ruin you the way I did
But you're so close, I can feel you now
You came so near, I could fucking taste it
I have to get high.
I won't be coming down for a fucking long time.
I tried to be a babe in arms
Not a bull in a fucking china shop
You fucking hear me
Don't block me out again2022-09-0402 min
Crime With My CoffeeThe Birth of DNA Evidence - Colin PitchforkIn the mid 1980s in England two teenage girls were found raped and strangled. Their murderer, Colin Pitchfork, was eventually identified by his semen that he left behind through the discovery of Alek Jefferys' DNA identification.Sources for this episode:Wikipedia - Colin PitchforkWikipedia - Newbold VerdonWikipedia - LeicesterThe Guardian - Killer breakthrough - the day DNA evidence first nailed a murdererBBC - Colin Pitchfork: Parole hearing for double child killer and rapistThe Daily Mail - EXCLUSIVE: The disturbing truth behind sex killer Colin Pitchfork's return to...2022-08-1031 min
colin verdonThe Story So Far - Clairvoyant piano coverThe Story So Far - Clairvoyant piano cover by Colin Verdon2022-08-0402 min
Alright Mary: All Things RuPaul's Drag RaceEpisode 352: Drag Race All Stars 7 – Episode 11: Drag Race Gives Back Variety ExtravaganzaIt all comes down to a variety show heavy on the dance tracks to decide who’s going to the finale, but as expected, there are twists. Luckily, it doesn’t involve a spray-painted plunger. A game-changing three stars for this week’s challenge sends Shea Coulee straight to the finale four with shoe-in Jinkx Monsoon. But the show stealer of the night is Monet’s ultimate diva moment. That pesky alliance helps decide the final four, but the game isn’t over, and this second showdown might be even more exciting. We make time for Fosse/Verdon and more bad p...2022-07-241h 27
colin verdonNo clean breakPunk hardcore2022-07-2001 min
colin verdonour June for keepsWhere have you gone
It seems like yesterday but time has passed and you and I we can't relate
But you know nothings changed
But is it now time
that Ill never have again
Looking back endless time
is what I need with no regrets
I just lost today
worrying about all the things that I had with you
What I had with you
Where have you gone
With all those things
Where have you gone
I have no time
thinking about yesterday
I need to breath
Never wanted to believe it
Now I can never forget I had you
...2022-06-1802 min
colin verdonEvil zingz2 merged versionEvil thvngs2022-04-2901 min
colin verdonno one gives a fuck about your secret (finished)I am curious again.
Ready to follow you through
a door that is somehow less frightening
When I arrive
am I supposed to leave you behind?
What if I don't want you to go?
What if I want to stay?
I was startled by the great height
I doubted my heart
now the water turns to wine
I am coming apart
I accepted that I could leave
But where do you go in the end?
Do we catch fire
Or float up through the ceiling2021-11-2101 min
colin verdonAdvanced Spellbinding For DummiesI've been scalped
Left inside an ocean of sound
I've been knocked conscious
and I haven't come around
There was so much trouble on my mind
Noone finds me spellbinding.
No ones buying me a drink.
Widowed and empty, our marital beds
Wild and silent, I gnaw at your breast
A graveyard shift,
for the parts of me that died
A lookout turned into a fucking left behind.
Noone finds me spellbinding.
No ones buying me a drink.2021-09-1502 min
colin verdononce a ladder, now a crutch 08.23.21I ain't afraid I ain't worried
I'm loose in the night
I wanna show you things
It's crystal clear I’m uglier
The song, the dance
I should have gone with it
I'm standing in the way again
I can't see the road ahead
I have taken far too much
Once a ladder now a crutch
Uppers lower me into the hive
Lights are low, I come alive
Downers lay me into a ditch
I scratch at your door
Won’t you let me in
I used to go easy
I noticed all the beauty
Now I am just hunchbacked
Plea...2021-08-2402 min
colin verdonprowler in the yardprowler in the yard by Colin Verdon2021-08-1602 min
colin verdonPhantom Power Limb updatedDespite what you think
I can offer you nothing
I'm not dope sick, strung out
I'm just tired of adjusting (trust me)
I'm still with you somewhere it just ain't here
I'm bound to feel guilty, now is not the time
I'll get what I'm due
And everything will be fine
Don't make me laugh, cut me in half
Don't make a sound, I need to lay down
If you leave me,
I'm coming with you
I promise you that
Jesus Christ, I am forever
making the same mistakes2021-07-1303 min
colin verdonPhantom Power Limb (final)Despite what you think
I can offer you nothing
I'm not dope sick or strung out
I'm just tired of adjusting (trust me)
I'm with you somewhere it just ain't here
I'm bound to feel guilty, now is not the time
I'll get what I'm due
And everything will be fine
Don't make me laugh, cut me in half
Don't make a sound, I need to lay down
If you leave me,
I'm coming with you
I promise you that
Jesus Christ, I am forever
making the same mistakes2021-07-1102 min
colin verdonMood SwingsMood Swings by Colin Verdon2021-06-1601 min
colin verdononce a ladder, now a crutchI ain't afraid I ain't worried
I'm loose in the night
And I show you things
It's crystal clear and uglier
The song, the dance
I should have gone with it
I'm standing in the way again
I can't see the road ahead
I have taken too much
Once a ladder now a crutch
Uppers lower me into the hive
Lights are low, I come alive
Downers place me into a ditch
I scratch at your door
Won’t you let me in
I used to go easy2021-05-2502 min
colin verdonVariable 256kbsGnar gnar2021-05-0601 min
colin verdonMouth vs Hands reduxAnother night kicking through my head
Your words are nothing compared to blows that land (hard)
I don't mind because I know things will go back to the way they were until it happens again
I ain't scared, I'm never scared
Now that youre dead I can say that I loved you
I learned to live with never feeling safe
Good thing I did, because I will never be.
I will never be
Another night kicking through my head
I don't mind
I don't care2021-05-0302 min
colin verdonShow me what it's like piano mixedSad boy2021-04-2202 min
colin verdonNofx - Linoleum acoustic coverIt's a NOFX cover, asshole. Can you dig it or what, milk?2021-04-1903 min
colin verdonIn the cellar with a candlestickMetal instrumental2021-04-1302 min
colin verdoneverything a flat circle, againInstrumental hardcore track2021-04-1202 min
colin verdon*Nursing A Stray Dog**Nursing A Stray Dog* by Colin Verdon2021-04-1102 min
colin verdonAnything At AllBoohoo2021-04-0802 min
colin verdonBeautiful One'sBeautiful One's by Colin Verdon2021-03-3102 min
colin verdonRewinding WeeksRewinding Weeks by Colin Verdon2021-03-3102 min
colin verdonWon't Ignore piano versionWon't Ignore piano version by Colin Verdon2021-03-2902 min
colin verdonWell, I lied.Well, I lied. by Colin Verdon2021-03-1601 min
colin verdonI can bring it back to usI can bring it back to us by Colin Verdon2021-03-1002 min
colin verdonPiano sadboy 2Piano sadboy 2 by Colin Verdon2021-02-2802 min
colin verdonmaster-less dogOne man hardcore band2021-02-2801 min
colin verdonBig lie live acousticLive acoustic cover2021-02-2701 min
colin verdonSnowball 2.19.21Snowball 2.19.21 by Colin Verdon2021-02-1902 min
The EnsemblistFosse/Verdon (Episode 4)“Glory” premiered on April 30th 2019, and marks the halfway point to the acclaimed mini-series. It was written by Tracey Scott Wilson and directed by Jessica Yu. We see two moments of choreography in this episode, the first is the rehearsal sequence featuring the infamous Manson trio, originally choreographed by Fosse and reconstructed by Lloyd Culbreath and Pam Sousa. The second is the nightmare “Pippin medley” that acts as the finale to the episode, choreographed by Joan McCracken herself, Susan Misner.All of our music this episode comes from the musical Pippin, with all music and lyrics by Stephen S...2020-11-2428 min
colin verdonNo halo cover I dunnoNo halo cover I dunno by Colin Verdon2020-11-1503 min
Best Supporting PodcastEpisode 8: Catherine Zeta-Jones - "Chicago" (2003)Velma Kelly may or may not actually be a supporting character in “Chicago,” but Catherine Zeta-Jones hits all of the BSA notes in her award-winning performance in the 2003 Best Picture winner. But it was a big year for women in film--in particular, Meryl Streep, nominated across both categories for her work in “Adaptation.” and “The Hours,” which we spend at least a few hours queening out on. We also discuss Renee Zellweger’s award-worthy turn as Roxie, Queen Latifah’s Gloria Stuart nomination, John C. Reilly signature dope energy, Richard Gere's tapping, of course Christine Baranski, and at least briefly, Michelle William...2019-11-271h 49