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HungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 73: Wyld Ryder: Becoming the Pig You AreIn this episode of Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with Chicago-based creator Wyld Ryder for a candid conversation about confidence, kink, and the slow burn of becoming fully yourself.Wyld opens up about his journey from a quiet corporate life to embracing his deviant side online, how fitness and self-acceptance became the gateway to content creation, and why piggish desire was always there—just waiting for permission to surface. Together, they unpack how fisting moved from fantasy to reality, why trust and intimacy matter so deeply in kink, and how submission can be an ac...
2026-02-0728 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 72: HungerFF Sound Initiative (Part Two)Episode 72 completes the two-part HungerFF Sound Initiative.Following last week’s introduction, Part Two leans fully into execution, featuring four complete track drops that expand the project’s sound, humor, and erotic logic. Recorded as an audio-only episode, this installment blends commentary with music, allowing each track to stand on its own while remaining part of a larger arc.This episode includes “Schlop Schlop,” “I Cleaned Out for This,” “Assgasm,” and “Built to Fist.” Together, the tracks move from playful and visceral to hypnotic and industrial—exploring the sounds of fisting, shared com...
2026-02-0121 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 71: HungerFF Sound Initiative (Part One)In Episode 71, HungerFF steps away from traditional interviews and introduces a new music-driven project that blends kink, humor, masculinity, and AI-assisted production. Recorded as an audio-only episode, Part One features full track drops and commentary, giving listeners a guided introduction to the Sound Initiative and the creative mindset behind it.The episode includes complete plays of “Fisting in the Moonlight,” “All Men Love Rosebuds,” and “Cunt,” along with a preview of the upcoming industrial EDM track “Obsessive Fisting Disorder.” Spanning genres from country and 1950s swing to warehouse EDM, the project explores fisting culture through unexpect...
2026-01-3123 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 70: Rocco Steele on Letting Go, Living Truth, and the Chapter After “Rocco”Some episodes are fun. Some are loud. And then there are the rare ones that feel like a real conversation you’re lucky to witness.In Episode 70, Rocco Steele joins me for an honest, reflective talk about stepping away from the industry and what it means to finally let a public persona become a smaller and smaller piece of your life. Rocco shares how a serious health scare shifted his priorities, how his husband showed up for him in a way that reaffirmed everything, and why he’s been planning a gradual exit for the...
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HungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 69: No Safe Words — A First Listen to DeeperFor Episode 69 of Brolapse, Ryan James does something different.Instead of a guest, this episode offers a first listen to Deeper—his forthcoming memoir—presented here in its unedited author’s version. Ryan reads the full prologue, No Safe Words, followed by the first chapter, Impact, giving listeners an intimate introduction to the book’s voice, structure, and intent before final editorial revisions.Deeper is not a traditional memoir. It rejects clean arcs and easy redemption in favor of fragments, contradictions, and lived texture. These opening chapters explore survival, addictio...
2026-01-1009 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 68: Intimacy Over Performance — A Fisting Top’s Perspective (feat. Brogan)In Episode 68 of Brolapse, Ryan sits down with Brogan for a rare and deeply thoughtful conversation from the perspective of a fisting top—a voice we don’t hear nearly often enough.Brogan shares his unconventional journey into fisting, from spending years unsuccessfully trying to bottom, to discovering that topping opened an entirely new sexual and psychological path for him. Together, they unpack how intuition, responsibility, communication, and consent shape truly connected sex—especially in practices that are often misunderstood or sensationalized.The conversation dives into authenticity in content creati...
2026-01-0348 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 67: Brolapse Holiday Special: Boxing Day Role Reversal (Hosted by Dolan Wolf)It’s the very first Brolapse Holiday Special 🎁 — and we’re flipping the script.Inspired by the UK tradition of Boxing Day (a day rooted in role reversal), Dolan Wolf returns—this time as guest host—and puts me in the hot seat 😅🎙️We get into the real stuff and the fun stuff:✨ what the holidays mean to us (and what we can’t stand)🍽️ favorite holiday foods + gift/collectible obsessions🐶 what a “non-sexual day” actually looks like when your brand is HungerFF🧠 burnout, work-life balance, an...
2025-12-271h 18HungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 66: Alex FFire on Fisting, Identity, and Safer SexHungerFF reconnects with Alex FFire, a professional fisting top and content creator, for a candid catch-up that covers how Alex first got into fisting, why reassurance and praise are central to his “body worship” style, and what it means to be a rare fisting top in today’s scene.They dig into identity (poly, non-binary), navigating frail masculinity, and the generational shift around filming sex, shame, and power. Alex also talks FistFest nerves vs. comfort, finding the right kind of play partners, and how he approaches safer sex in 2025 — including PrEP and DoxyPEP — while staying un...
2025-12-2037 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 65: I Accidentally Created The Masked Fister!Ryan James is in Fort Lauderdale, bringing in a guest from Mexico City for a Brolapse episode that turns into a full-on “wait… WHAT?” moment.Masked FisterX reveals that his first-ever fisting session was with HungerFF—after a Grindr message in Puerto Vallarta—where Ryan literally gave him the starter instructions (“go file your nails” 💀) and helped set the tone for how he’d approach fisting content from that moment forward. The wild part? The mask didn’t even exist yet.From there, we get the real behind-the-scenes evolution: how he went from unsu...
2025-12-1345 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 64: Andrew FFoenixxx: Sobriety, Community, and the Real Face of Fisting CultureThis week on Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with Andrew Phoenix (@AndrewFFoeniXXX) for a raw, funny, and deeply honest conversation about finding himself through sobriety, kink, and community.Andrew opens up about being raised religious, getting bullied, and having early partners shame him for loving fisting — only to discover, in 2018, a community where he finally felt accepted exactly as he was. He talks about how sobriety reshaped the way he plays, how being fully present made his connections richer, and why the fisting world feels more like family than a fetish....
2025-12-0629 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 63: Fisting Is Not Sex? BottomGuyNYC on Sport, Open Love & Flagging at WorkIn this episode of Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with BottomGuyNYC—NYC bar manager, shameless fister, and proud red-hanky flagger—to talk about why, for him, fisting isn’t sex… it’s a sport.They dig into what it means to “train” for play, why a hand in someone can feel less intimate than dick-and-butt sex, and how he balances a 21-year open relationship where his husband is his emotional home—but the kink happens elsewhere.From nervously sitting in the car before his first Fist Fest to organizing fisting meetups on Atlan...
2025-11-2929 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 62: Jake Rockard: Work, Chems, Fisting, and the Manchester UndergroundManchester’s own Jake Rockard joins Brolapse for a raw and revealing conversation about fisting, chems, workaholism, and the underground networks that shape the UK kink landscape. Jake opens up about discovering fisting young, how early experimentation shaped the way he plays today, and why he rarely engages in casual fisting in the UK outside of camera work or international travel.We dig into the Manchester scene — a tight, clique-based ecosystem built on private invites, house sessions, and community trust rather than big public events. Jake explains how these groups form, how new players get...
2025-11-2257 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 61: Ridick: Born Ready – Fisting, Fame & the Wow EffectFor episode 61 of Brolapse, Ryan sits down with solo-named stunner Ridick (one D, like the Vin Diesel character) to trace how a shy model with a pushy best friend turned into a full-blown creator brand. He talks about being dragged onto Instagram, getting scouted for the Box Menswear tour across Texas, and what it felt like to be the 35-year-old with a real work history surrounded by chaotic twenty-something boys on the road. That tour, plus a jump to OnlyFans, blasted him from Dublin obscurity into a quarter-million-follower career.From there, the conversation goes...
2025-11-1528 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 60: Blue Bailey — “The Law, The Load, and The Legacy”This week on Brolapse, I sit down with one of my favorite people in the entire industry — performer, lawyer, and author Blue Bailey (@bluebaileysf) — for a raw, unfiltered conversation that goes deep into everything from porn ethics to chemsex recovery. We talk about our first wild shoot together in a sleazy San Francisco hotel, the infamous Viral Loads era, and how Blue turned his lived experience with addiction and HIV into the powerful memoir Blue Movie.From discussing the realities of consent paperwork and performer rights to finding self-worth after meth and the blurred line between pleasure and...
2025-11-0839 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 59: Pup Hulky "Just Butt & Muscle"Vienna’s own PUP-HULKY sits down with Ryan James (HungerFF) for a candid, funny, and unexpectedly tender conversation about kink, discipline, and identity. He shares how a dare became a persona, how years of dance and bodybuilding shaped his ability to listen to his body, and why chastity flipped a switch—focusing everything on “just butt and muscle.” We get into consent, aftercare, and how collaboration with trusted pros made exploring BDSM feel safe and real.This episode is about making curiosity normal—taking a 20-year fantasy and finally living it—without shame, labels, or over-prod...
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HungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 58: The Pulmonary Embolism & Air France IncidentAfter an unforgettable 37th birthday trip to Paris, HungerFF returns with a raw and personal storytime unlike any other. From an airport nightmare with Air France to a terrifying pulmonary embolism that nearly ended his life, Ryan James (HungerFF) opens up about the chaos, humiliation, and heartbreak of a week that changed everything. What started as a celebration became a confrontation with mortality — and a forced pause on his long-awaited colostomy reversal surgery.In this brief but powerful life-update episode, he shares what it feels like to have your body betray you twice in on...
2025-10-2612 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 57: Blue Eyes XXL: Nasty, Sweet, and Unfiltered — The Art of Authentic PleasureThis week on Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with Italian creator Blue Eyes XXL for one of the most honest and vulnerable conversations of the season. Known for his mix of elegance and edge, Blue Eyes opens up about leaving the fashion world for adult entertainment, finding freedom through exhibitionism, and building a brand that’s equal parts nasty and sweet.They dive deep into the art of fisting, body potential, and the trust that turns physical intensity into true intimacy. From learning fisting from “old-school masters” in Naples to experiencing his first anal orgasm...
2025-10-1838 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 56: HorsePapo: Macho Energy, Open Holes, and the Art of FistingThis week on Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with the rising powerhouse of MachoFuckers — HorsePapo. From his explosive growth online to his evolution from dominant top to exploring bottom play, HorsePapo opens up about creativity, connection, and what it means to merge muscle, endurance, and intimacy in porn.The two dive deep into the philosophy of fisting — how it ties to size, stamina, and trust — and how boundaries, consent, and communication create the most unforgettable scenes. HorsePapo also shares the story behind his name, his training mindset, and why mystery and anonymity still fuel his power...
2025-10-1132 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 55: Silver Steele: Kindness, Kinks, and CommunityThis week on Brolapse, I’m joined by the one and only Silver Steele — performer, activist, and all-around legend. From Houston’s Space City Fisters to Pig Week in Fort Lauderdale, Silver opens up about his journey into fisting, the lessons he’s learned along the way, and why kindness is at the core of his brand.We talk about safety, education, and why going slow is key (“you only get one butthole, and it has to last you a lifetime”). We also dive into his experience being one of the most vocal advocates during the M...
2025-10-0448 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 54: Wrapped Up & Wide Open: RubberKai on Latex, Fisting, and Living the KinkThis week on Brolapse, we’re slipping into something slick with one of the most respected rubber pigs in the game—@RubberKai. From his early days at the Hoist in London to becoming the guy people gear up for, Kai shares how rubber became not just his fetish, but his lifestyle.We explore how latex and fisting became an inseparable combo for him—covering everything from the mental clarity that comes with being encased, to the sheer practicality of cleanup. We also dive deep into gear care, repair, and the emotional intimacy that rubber can un...
2025-09-2749 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 53: Training, Trust, and Transgression: Dolan Wolf SpeaksSeason 2 of Brolapse opens with a legend. Dolan Wolf talks about coming to gay sex later in life, discovering fisting, and why kink for him is a mind game with a body attached. He breaks down his methodical training era (yes, the π-and-plug story), the San Francisco Leather Men’s Discussion Group performance we did with two German tops and Logan Hawk, and the line that changed how many of us play: “Our bodies are organisms, not machines.”We get into the real-talk moments too—like pausing a CLAW workshop to rinse and returning with the...
2025-09-2058 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 52: Lights, Camera, Dungeon: Inside Falcon Fetish with Jasun MarkBrolapse turns 1 year old this week, and I couldn’t think of a better guest to celebrate with than Jasun Mark — the director behind Falcon’s Fetish Force, Fisting Central, Club Inferno Dungeon, and more.In this anniversary episode, Jasun shares his journey from cutting video in Toronto to directing for Jake Cruise, TitanMen, and beyond. We dive into his transition into fetish and fisting films, his collaborations with iconic performers, and his philosophy on why fisting should be fun, safe, and full of laughter — not fear.We talk porn his...
2025-09-131h 04HungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 51: AMA Part 1: Recovery, Grief, and Gratitude After SurgeryIn Episode 51 of Brolapse, I’m back with my sixth Ask Me Anything—this time focused on life after my colon perforation surgery. From depth vs. width, to the emotional relief of realizing I could still get fisted, to the daily realities of living with a stoma, I open up about recovery, grief, resilience, and gratitude.This AMA covers 12 community-submitted questions across Twitter, BlueSky, Facebook, Telegram, and DMs—everything from small victories in healing, to whether I’ve had to relearn my body, to the role community support has played since surgery. It’s raw, hones...
2025-09-0616 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 50: Demystifying Gay Porn with I Que GrandeFor the 50th episode of Brolapse, Ryan James (@HungerFF) welcomes award-winning director and producer I Que Grande (@I_Que_Grande)—best known for his work with Raw Fuck Club, Treasure Island Media, and as the host of Demystifying Gay Porn.Together, Ryan and Luis take listeners on a candid journey through their years working together, from chaotic sets at RFC to major productions like Gangbang Proposal. Luis recalls his unexpected entry into the industry via a Craigslist ad, his transition from editing to directing, and the technical craft behind shooting hardcore scenes—even when they...
2025-08-3047 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 49: Dominic Ford on Building JustFor.Fans, Fighting Censorship, and Creating a Home for KinkIn this raw and deeply revealing episode, HungerFF sits down with Dominic Ford (@DominicFord), founder of JustFor.Fans (@JustForFansSite), for an unfiltered conversation about what it really takes to build a sex worker-led platform that centers kink, community, and creator autonomy.We talk about:The early days of JFF and how it rose from porn studio rootsWhy corporate-run platforms like OnlyFans fail fetish creatorsHow JFF protects extreme content from censorship & payment bansThe ethics of consent, transparency, and performer safety
2025-08-2336 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 48: Life, Lust, and Letting Go: A Raw Catch-Up with JazmatazzIn this candid, unfiltered reunion, HungerFF and Jazmatazz ditch the script for an honest conversation about life, pleasure, and personal growth. From globe-trotting adventures in LA and Spain to the challenges of staying grounded after sober victories, the two open up about the highs, lows, and complicated middle ground of chemsex, harm reduction, and burnout in the porn world.They swap stories about navigating the ever-changing fetish landscape—both online and in person—while reflecting on community hypocrisy, creative stagnation, and the importance of finding connection beyond the lens. Jazmatazz shares the rebrand journey from...
2025-08-161h 02HungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 47: From Storytime to Stardom: FitnessPapi on Fame, Fetish, and FistingFrom fisting rookie to one of the most recognized names in fetish porn, FitnessPapi has built a career on raw authenticity, unapologetic sexuality, and an uncanny ability to connect with fans. In this Brolapse exclusive, we trace his journey from humble beginnings—brainstorming over sushi with me about the idea that became Brolapse—to commanding nearly a million followers across platforms.We dive deep into his fisting origin story, the early content days when 5,000 followers felt like a mountain, and the viral rise of his Storytime series. We talk about the art of building a pe...
2025-08-0951 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 46: Hole Mommy Knows Best with Lena VesperThis week on Brolapse, I’m joined by the electrifying Lena Vesper—a trans cam queen, fetish performer, and self-described “hole mommy” who’s flipping the script on what femme dominance looks like in the world of fisting, fetish, and camming.We talk about:• How trans femmes are navigating (and reshaping) fetish spaces• Camming as a tool of empowerment and boundary-setting• The reality of owning your hole as your business• Raunch, gooning, piss, power dynamics, and the thrill of “gross girl” aesthetics• Her thoughts on raceplay, porn algori...
2025-08-0252 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 45: When the Lights Go Out: Brian Bonds on Burnout, Sobriety, and SurvivalThis week on Brolapse, I sit down with one of the realest, rawest, and most resilient legends in the industry—Brian Bonds. From his early days getting fisted in a bathroom before shooting a scene, to directing some of the kinkiest, most beautifully lit fisting content out there, Brian has seen all sides of porn. But today’s conversation goes deeper than any scene he’s ever shot. We talk about the emotional aftermath of long-term sex work, how mental health gets pushed to the side in adult entertainment, and what happens when the industry no longer has space for yo...
2025-07-261h 09HungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 44: VersAssPunk on Body, Identity, and Letting GoWhat turns you on when the taboo becomes your truth?In this unflinching and deeply personal episode, HungerFF welcomes VersAssPunk, a prolapse-loving nullo whose devotion to radical embodiment has no off switch. They talk about the physical challenges of traveling with a prolapse, the erotic thrill of losing control, and the long-term goals of growing bigger, wetter, and bolder—even into old age.From bathroom logistics to retirement home fantasies, Vers doesn’t hold back. He shares how his competitive streak fuels his desire to keep pushing his body furt...
2025-07-1944 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 43: The Numbers Game with Apollo Fates“You start second-guessing everything—your looks, your choices, your value… all because of a number.”In this unfiltered episode of Brolapse, I sit down with Apollo Fates—content creator, Club Inferno Dungeon performer, and lowkey goonface icon—for a conversation that hits harder than a double punch. We unpack the reality of being a fisting performer in an oversaturated market, where having a huge hole and a loyal fanbase still isn’t enough to pay the bills.Apollo opens up about:His first introduction to fisting and...
2025-07-1248 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 42: Training Day with FFireBoyIn this week’s episode of Brolapse, I sit down with New York-based fisting trainer and content creator FFireBoy for an unfiltered conversation about kink, community, and building a practice around sexual healing.We talk about his journey from exploring toys during the pandemic to running a full-time fisting training business with over 50 clients, his views on consent, substance boundaries, and the real-life emotional breakthroughs that can happen when you let someone inside—literally and figuratively.Danny (aka FFireBoy) opens up about:His first time...
2025-07-0538 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 41: “My Hole Didn’t Kill Me”This week on Brolapse, I open up like never before—emotionally and medically. As I head into my colon reconnection surgery, I’m reflecting on everything this experience has taught me: from suicidal fear to radical acceptance, body horror to body pride, prolapse loss to prolapse resurrection.I talk candidly about the day my hole almost killed me, the shock of waking up with a stoma, my doctor giving me the green light to keep fisting (bless him), and how I found peace, pleasure, and purpose in unexpected places—including latex, punchfisting, and maybe even f...
2025-06-2815 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 40: Lesbro Logic: Holes, Consent & Frail Masculinity with Pink National TreasureThis week on Brolapse, Ryan James (aka HungerFF) sits down with the unapologetically masked mischief-maker himself: Pink National Treasure.From surviving small-town hate with a gun to the head, to building a fiercely protected anonymous persona, PNT opens up about why anonymity is freedom—and why once it’s gone, you can’t buy it back.They dive deep into:👉 The birth of the “Lesbro” mindset: two bottoms, no dick required.👉 The plague of bad, checklist fisting videos vs. real, connected scenes.👉 Frail masculinity and why...
2025-06-2151 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 39: Pervert Media "I Know Why You're Here"This week on Brolapse, we get deep and dirty with Sir Joshua — the mastermind behind Pervert Media’s throat-destroying, boundary-blurring, beautifully brutal brand of porn. It’s our first ever sponsored episode thanks to the legends at Hankey’s Toys, who craft the monster silicone masterpieces that have stretched us all to new limits.We dive into:Why “You know why you’re here” hits harder than you think.How trust and communication fuel the roughest scenes.The art of turning secret cravings into safe, consensual fil...
2025-06-1454 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 38: Ian Sterling: Not Chasing Fame, Just the NutIan Sterling never set out to be a star—he just wanted to make hot shit that people would jack off to. In this raw and reflective episode, Ian opens up about his surprise GayVN nomination, his XBiz feature, and how none of it was ever the goal. From idolizing old-school Falcon and Titan muscle gods to becoming jack-off material himself, Ian shares what it means to leave a legacy without chasing the spotlight.We talk porn motivations, inspiration, body image, and the thrill of becoming someone’s fantasy—without losing your sense of self.
2025-06-0742 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 37: Kinkoer "You Created A Monster"French rising star @kinkoer opens up about the first time he took a fist, the porn that inspired him, and how a long-held fantasy became a full-blown identity. We talk about post-COVID exploration, the power of being seen, and why fisting felt like coming home. Also: apparently, I create monsters. 😈🎧 New episodes drop every Friday at 8PM👊 Full video available exclusively on my official website🖤 Early video access for Spotify subscribers—🎧 LISTEN & SUBSCRIBE:Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse...
2025-05-3134 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 36: Big Boy Energy – Tyler Blake on Fame, Fisting, and the Future of FetishIn one of the most playful and honest episodes yet, HungerFF sits down with rising star Tyler Blake (@tylerxblakex) for a raunchy, real, and ridiculously fun conversation. From his viral hole to his babyface charm, Tyler has taken the fisting world by storm—and he’s just getting started.They talk about everything:🧠 Discovering fisting just two weeks after losing his virginity🎥 The evolution from Soldier Tyler to fetish powerhouse😈 Why tight holes are “sad holes” and open ones bring joy📸 Building a fanbase through duality: cute on IG, filth on...
2025-05-2439 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 35: The Rose Garden: Angel Díaz on Prolapse, Power Versing & Personal BoundariesIn this week’s episode of Brolapse, HungerFF is joined by UK-based content creator and self-proclaimed “Ultimate Power Vers” Angel Díaz, whose rosebud is fast becoming legendary in the London scene. The two bond over their shared experiences living with a prolapse, reflect on the physical and emotional realities that come with it, and swap stories about everything from outdoor fisting shoots to accidental prolapse reveals as teenagers.Angel opens up about a recent shoot that took an unexpected and disturbing turn—what was supposed to be a creative collaboration devolved into a multi-day...
2025-05-171h 06HungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 34: Switch Happens: That Switch UnleashedThis week on Brolapse, I’m joined by the one and only @That_Switch, the Buenos Aires-based fisting sensation who turned a passion for toy play into a global kink brand. From his early days experimenting with vegetables in Chinatown to capturing epic scenes in machine shops and neon-lit dungeons, That Switch opens up about how he went from reporting at CNN Español to becoming one of the most recognizable names in hardcore fetish content.We get into everything: the inspiration behind his first dildo, Hugo, his love for documenting his scenes with unf...
2025-05-1059 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 33: Alpha Bottom Energy: F1LTHP1GS Rebrands, Relaxes, and Gets RealThis week on Brolapse, I finally sit down with the filthy legend himself: @F1LTHP1GS. Formerly one half of RUBBERP1GS, he’s back with a solo mission, a rebranded identity, and a whole new wave of dirty, unapologetic kink. We talk about the breakup that sparked a rebirth, stepping into the spotlight alone, and how gear, submission, and self-doubt all shaped his journey to becoming the alpha bottom we now know and drool over.We dive into popper training, piss-soaked latex fantasies, and how true submission doesn’t mean giving up control — especia...
2025-05-0337 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 32: On the Rocks with Rock Biggs — Anxiety, Autism & the Himbo Fist PigThis week on Brolapse, I sit down with the stunning and soft-spoken Rock Biggs—fist pig, bodybuilder, and unexpected mental health icon. We finally connect after a series of near-misses (including a heartbreaking one at Darklands), and what unfolds is one of the most vulnerable conversations the show has ever hosted.We talk about the first time his hole got fisted (even if he doesn’t quite remember it), the ways addiction and autism shaped his early sexual journey, and how he balances public attention with private healing. From pre-shoot rituals to avoiding go-go boxe...
2025-04-2633 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 31: “Doctor, Is My Hole Okay?” featuring Dr. Elie SchochetThis one’s personal — and DEEP.I’m joined by my actual colorectal surgeon, Dr. Elie Schochet — the man who saved my life after a full-on colon perforation during a routine douching session (yes, that shower shot). From operating on my guts to sitting on my couch, Dr. Schochet gets real about everything from prolapsing and fisting safety to what makes my anatomy so… uniquely talented 😏We talk about:🧠 What really happened during my surgery and why I’m basically built like a medical anomaly🍑 Wh...
2025-04-1940 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 31: “Doctor, Is My Hole Okay?” featuring Dr. Elie Schochet (Video Exclusive)This one’s personal — and DEEP.I’m joined by my actual colorectal surgeon, Dr. Elie Schochet — the man who saved my life after a full-on colon perforation during a routine douching session (yes, that shower shot). From operating on my guts to sitting on my couch, Dr. Schochet gets real about everything from prolapsing and fisting safety to what makes my anatomy so… uniquely talented 😏We talk about:🧠 What really happened during my surgery and why I’m basically built like a medical anomaly🍑 Wh...
2025-04-1940 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 30: Two Holes, One Truth: Surviving Perforation w/ @Barcelona_FFunAfter surviving colon perforations just months apart, HungerFF and special guest @Barcelona_FFun (aka Saul) reunite for a raw, emotional, and deeply human episode of Brolapse. From their very first collab in a white Airbnb to crying during their first post-surgery fists, this is a no-filter conversation about identity, injury, recovery, stigma, and the intimate power of community.Both performers reflect on losing parts of themselves — and finding new strength in what remains. Saul shares how being shunned by his local scene after surgery exposed the darker side of the kink world, and HungerFF op...
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HungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 29: The Day My Hole Almost Killed MeIn this deeply personal and emotional episode of Brolapse, I open up about the traumatic medical emergency that changed my life: a colon perforation that happened just days before recording. I walk you through the harrowing series of events — from a seemingly normal shower before a shoot with Ashlll Bay, to the moment I felt something pop inside me, to the emergency surgery that followed.I talk honestly about the physical and emotional aftermath — the unbearable pain, the Baker Act hold, waking up to a colostomy bag, and the crushing fear that I may neve...
2025-04-0516 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 28: The Instigator: Inside the Hole with RyanPupXXX🎙️ This week on Brolapse, I’m joined by the sweet, slutty, and savage RyanPupXXX—fresh off a trip to Fort Lauderdale where he painted my apartment and got his hole painted in return. We dive into it all: his first time getting fisted during a massage, double fists and pool balls, writing phone numbers on the bottoms of shoes, and why his hole deserves an award for versatility.We also talk about what it means to be a verse fister, curating the perfect orgy, and his upcoming panel at the JustFor.Fans Conference. This episode i...
2025-03-2931 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 27: The HungerFF Prolapse Dildo: Behind the Scenes with Mr. Hankey’s ToysIn this special episode of Brolapse, I'm sitting down with Mike, aka Mr. Hankey, the mastermind behind Mr. Hankey’s Toys, to discuss one of the boldest collaborations in adult toy history—the HungerFF Prolapse Dildo.We dive deep (literally and figuratively) into the design process, the challenges of recreating anatomical realism, and the wildest fan reactions to this one-of-a-kind toy. Mike shares how his company revolutionized the oversized toy market, why platinum-cured silicone is the only way to go, and the unexpected controversies and knockoffs that surfaced after launching this groundbreaking design.Topics include:🔹...
2025-03-2230 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 26: The Lift, The Legend, The Queen: Wrecked It Ralph aka Alotta McGriddlesThis week on Brolapse, I’m joined by my good friend and legendary fister Wrecked It Ralph, also known as his drag alter ego Alotta McGriddles. We dive deep (literally) into his viral moment—The Lift—where he accidentally became an icon by hoisting a bottom off the ground with just his fist. He shares the unexpected fallout from going viral, the double-edged sword of notoriety, and the wild requests he gets to recreate his infamous move.But that’s just the beginning. We talk about the realities of fisting culture, the misconceptions people have abo...
2025-03-1547 min
HungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 26: The Lift, The Legend, The Queen: Wrecked It Ralph aka Alotta McGriddles (Video Exclusive)This week on Brolapse, I’m joined by my good friend and legendary fister Wrecked It Ralph, also known as his drag alter ego Alotta McGriddles. We dive deep (literally) into his viral moment—The Lift—where he accidentally became an icon by hoisting a bottom off the ground with just his fist. He shares the unexpected fallout from going viral, the double-edged sword of notoriety, and the wild requests he gets to recreate his infamous move.But that’s just the beginning. We talk about the realities of fisting culture, the misconceptions people have abo...
2025-03-0847 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 25: Fist Theory Part 2In this second half of my interview with Finn Vortex, owner of FistTheory.com and moderator of multiple fisting-focused Facebook groups, we dive even deeper into the evolving world of online fisting communities.We discuss the impact of Telegram and Discord on the fisting scene, the challenges of moderating large groups on Facebook, and the fine line between education and censorship. Finn shares insights on how these platforms influence safer play, community-building, and the visibility of fisting culture.We also talk about: • The history of Fantastic Friends, on...
2025-03-0843 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 24: Fist Theory Part 1In this eye-opening episode of Brolapse, I sit down with Finn Vortex, a fisting educator, moderator of multiple fisting Facebook groups, and the creator of FistTheory.com, one of the most comprehensive educational resources on fisting. Finn’s journey into fisting isn’t like most—after surviving a carjacking and gunshot wound to the chest, he underwent life-saving surgery that quite literally rearranged his insides. Now, years later, he reflects on how that trauma may have played a role in his ability to take deep fists.But Finn isn’t just a deep player—he’s a ded...
2025-03-0150 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 23: Viral VideosIn this special episode of Brolapse, I take a wild, no-holds-barred trip down memory lane to revisit some of the most viral moments of my career. From pickup truck fisting to prolapsing for Howie Mandel, these are the videos that not only broke the internet but also left an undeniable mark on the fisting community—and, in some cases, pop culture itself.I kick things off by diving into my very first viral hit—the Pickup Truck Video—a spur-of-the-moment scene at FistFest that, unbeknownst to me at the time, would revitalize the event and in...
2025-02-2217 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 22: Behind the Scenes with Eva SalyerIn this episode of Brolapse, I sit down with Eva Salyer—graphic designer, artist, and a key part of the HungerFF.com team. Eva has been shaping the visual world of gay porn since 2007, working with major names like NakedSword, Playgirl, and TimTales. But her journey into adult industry design started in a way only she could pull off—with Jameson, a random online job listing, and a little bit of fate.We dive into her wild origin story, her experiences in the adult industry, and how she stepped up to keep HungerFF.com runn...
2025-02-1536 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 21: Fisting Pet Peeves Volume 3Ever been ghosted by a hookup after waiting hours with high expectations? Yeah, same. In this episode of Brolapse, I’m channeling that frustration into Fisting Pet Peeves Vol. 3, where we dive into the most annoying, cringe-worthy, and downright rage-inducing habits of fisting tops (and bottoms). From guys who think watching one porn video makes them an expert to the “just relax” brigade, I’m not holding back. If you’ve ever been left high, dry, and mildly traumatized, this one’s for you.
We’re tackling lazy tops, lube-phobic hands, and the “I’m too scared to pu...
2025-02-0818 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 20: Fisting Pet Peeves Volume 2What’s worse than a bad fisting session? A bad fisting session with zero communication, dry-ass hands, and a top who thinks depth charging is the only move in his playbook. This week on Brolapse, I’m diving deep (but not that deep) into the biggest fisting pet peeves—straight from the mouths and holes of the piggiest sluts in the game. From tops who won’t wash their damn hands to those who call you “bossy” just for asking them to fist you right, we’re unpacking it all. And yes, I’ve got a lot of thoughts.
2025-02-0116 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 19: Fisting PoetryIn this unique episode of Brolapse, HungerFF takes listeners on a poetic journey into the world of fisting. Inspired by his chaotic yet structured approach to life, he explores AI-generated fisting poetry—each piece offering a sensual dive into themes of deep insertion, prolapses, double fisting, and even the ultimate triple fisting experience. From playful musings to intimate reflections, HungerFF shares his thoughts on how these erotic verses capture the raw emotion and euphoria of the experience. He also delves into the creative process behind generating these poems and how AI tools can be used to enhance storytelling in un...
2025-01-2511 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 18: Such FFunIn this episode of Brolapse, host HungerFF sits down with BigButtGeek and Jazzmatazz, the hosts of the fisting podcast Such FFun, to discuss the origins and evolution of their show. The conversation explores themes of fisting, personal identity, and the balance between education and entertainment in podcasting. BigButtGeek and Jazzmatazz share insights into their creative processes, the importance of personal connections to their subject matter, and the challenges of engaging guests in meaningful conversations.
The episode dives into various themes, including family dynamics, personal expression, and the impact of Such FFun on the community...
2025-01-181h 04HungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 17: Sport FistingIn this episode, HungerFF explores the concept of fisting as a sport, discussing its physicality, the community surrounding it, and the unique sensations it offers. The conversation delves into the differences between intimacy and physical connection in fisting, the camaraderie among participants, and the diverse backgrounds of those involved. He emphasizes the importance of personal training and growth in the practice of fisting, highlighting that it can be a shared experience that fosters deep connections among individuals.
2025-01-1108 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 16: CagedJockIn this episode of Brolapse, host HungerFF engages in a candid conversation with CagedJock, exploring their shared experiences in the adult industry, the evolution of kinks like fisting and chastity, and the challenges of balancing personal and professional lives. They discuss memorable scenes, the rise of fisting popularity, and the importance of community building through events. The conversation also touches on misconceptions about performers and the journey towards happiness and mental health.
2025-01-0459 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 15: ArgendanaIn this episode of Brolapse, host HungerFF engages in a candid conversation with Argendana, or simply Dana, a prominent figure in the adult entertainment industry. They discuss Dana's journey into the world of fisting and anal play, the stigma faced by women in the industry, and the importance of safety and best practices in anal play. Dana shares her insights on the challenges of being a woman in a male-dominated space, her extensive collection of toys, and her future plans to innovate within the adult industry. The conversation is filled with humor, personal anecdotes, and a shared passion for...
2024-12-2833 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 14: BigButtGeekIn this episode of Brolapse, host HungerFF welcomes BigButtGeek, a talented artist and podcaster, to discuss his artistic journey, the evolution of his work, and his experiences within the fisting community. They explore the importance of community support, the creative process behind BigButtGeek's artwork, and the significance of personal connections in both art and kink. The conversation also touches on the challenges and joys of collaboration, the impact of the pandemic on creativity, and advice for aspiring artists and tops in the fisting scene.
2024-12-2134 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 13: Fisting Pet Peeves Volume 1In this episode of Brolapse, the host discusses various pet peeves related to fisting, including communication issues, hygiene concerns, and the importance of consent. The conversation highlights the dynamics of fisting play, preferences, and the significance of respecting boundaries in sexual encounters. The host shares personal experiences and insights, emphasizing the need for clear communication and mutual respect in intimate situations.
2024-12-1413 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 12: Hole Sweet HomeIn this episode of Brolapse, the host takes viewers on a detailed tour of their uniquely decorated home, showcasing various personal touches, collectibles, and art pieces that reflect their personality and experiences. The tour includes a soundproof playroom, a collection of horror icons, and artwork from Mexico, all while sharing anecdotes and insights about the significance of each item. The host emphasizes the importance of creating a space that feels like home and represents their journey.
2024-12-0710 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 11: Hookup Horror Stories Volume 2In this episode of Brolapse, the host shares a series of humorous and outrageous hookup stories, including a memorable misadventure in Montreal where he found himself locked out of his Airbnb while naked and covered in lube. The conversation explores the absurdities of hookup culture, the impact of drug use on experiences, and the cultural differences encountered during sexual encounters in various locations. The host's candid storytelling and comedic timing make for an entertaining and relatable discussion.
2024-11-3012 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 10: Hookup Horror Stories Volume 1In this episode, HungerFF shares personal challenges and a series of outrageous hookup horror stories, blending humor with life lessons learned from unexpected encounters. From navigating difficult times to recounting wild adventures, the conversation explores the complexities of personal relationships and the unexpected twists that come with them.
2024-11-2317 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 9: Ask Me Anything Volume 5In this episode of Brolapse, the host engages in an AMA session, sharing personal stories and insights about hookup experiences, recovery tips, and the importance of connection in sexual encounters. The conversation delves into the nuances of fisting, the sensations associated with prolapse, and the host's candid reflections on their sexual journey.
2024-11-1611 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 8: Emmett FrostIn this engaging episode of Brolapse, host HungerFF reconnects with Emmett Frost, exploring their shared experiences in the adult industry, particularly focusing on fisting culture. They discuss their adventures, friendships, and the evolution of events like FistFest. The conversation also delves into personal growth, the changing landscape of adult entertainment, and Emmett's aspirations to become a young adult fantasy author. With humor and candidness, they reflect on their journeys and the connections they've made along the way.
2024-11-0938 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 7: Ask Me Anything Volume 4In this episode of Brolapse, the host engages in an AMA format, answering questions about personal experiences with prolapse, growth during isolation, mechanics of prolapse, health concerns, and extreme sexual experiences. The conversation is candid and informative, providing insights into the host's journey and thoughts on various topics related to sexual health and practices.
2024-11-0214 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 6: Dildos In The Dishwasher with The RhinoIn this episode of Brolapse, host HungerFF reunites with his former roommate Rhino to reflect on their time living together. They discuss the ups and downs of their shared experiences, including the challenges of addiction, memorable moments, and the unique dynamics of their friendship. The conversation flows through various themes, from the fun and chaos of their living situation to personal growth and new beginnings after their time as roommates. The episode captures the essence of their bond and the lessons learned along the way.
2024-10-2625 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 5: Ask Me Anything Volume 3In this episode of Brolapse, HungerFF discusses various topics related to fisting and prolapse, sharing personal experiences and insights. The conversation covers the fun of creating content, the intricacies of fisting, the sensations associated with prolapse, and the journey of developing one. He also addresses safety concerns regarding fisting injuries and concludes with plans for future content.
2024-10-1919 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 4: Ask Me Anything Volume 2In this episode of Brolapse, HungerFF shares personal stories and insights about their journey into the world of fisting, discussing the initial attraction, experiences with healthcare professionals, and the impact of substance use on sexual experiences. The conversation also touches on mental preparation for fisting sessions, navigating fame and controversies, and offers dating advice for those in the kink community. The host emphasizes the importance of seeking pleasure and being open about one's interests in relationships.
2024-10-1221 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 3: Fisting Etiquette with YogaPiratXXXIn this episode of Brolapse, HungerFF and YogaPiratXXX discuss the intricacies of fisting, focusing on consent, etiquette, and community building. They explore how to connect with new players, the importance of preparation and cleaning out, and the significance of communication and body language during play. The conversation also touches on the importance of aftercare and the camaraderie that develops within the fisting community.
2024-10-0436 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 2: Ask Me Anything Volume 1In this conversation, HungerFF delves into various aspects of his sexual identity, focusing on kinks, consent, and personal experiences with prolapse. He shares humorous anecdotes and candid insights about his life as a content creator in the adult industry, discussing the importance of being upfront about sexual preferences in relationships and offering advice for aspiring models in a saturated market.
2024-10-0328 minHungerFF Presents: BrolapseEpisode 1: Mexican FFiesta with Alex TikasIn the inaugural episode of the podcast Brolapse, host HungerFF and guest Alex Tikas delve into the world of fisting, sharing personal anecdotes and experiences. They discuss the impact of substances on sexual encounters, the dynamics of relationships, and the importance of community within the LGBTQ space. The conversation also touches on memorable adventures in Mexico, reflections on friendship, and future aspirations, all while maintaining a humorous and candid tone.
2024-10-0225 min
H3 PodcastMaking Howie Mandel Watch The Worst Videos In Internet HistoryOn this episode of The H3 Show we are once again joined by America's uncle- the late great Howie Mandel! Since he last joined us Howie has made a habit of showing his podcast guests the infamous HungerFF video- so we decided to instead show him some of the internets most notorious shock videos that go beyond the event horizon! Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
2024-08-173h 22
Such FFunTOTAL BOTTOMSHave you personally been victimised by 100% fisting bottoms?? In our series 4 FFinale we delve into the mind of total bottoms with power bottom himself Max Wide. Our series 5 Kickstarter is live and you can donate here: http://kck.st/3HTBQ5y And if you’d like to donate to Max’s latest project click here gofundme.com/maxwide Sponsored by hungerff.com kink3d.com toppedtoys.com and Xlube.com
2024-02-021h 09
Such FFunETIQUETTEWe’re joined by our dear Chicago friend Greasy20 to discuss good fisting etiquette. Sponsored by HungerFF.com kink3D.com ToppedToys.com and xlube.com
2024-01-191h 31
Such FFunFORT LAUDERDALEWe ventured south to check out the fist scene in Fort Lauderdale. Plus our triumphant return to FistFest in Augusta. Sponsored by hungerff.com kink3d.com toppedtoys.com and Xlube.com
2024-01-121h 40
Such FFunSAN FRANCISCOOff on the road again! And we’re visiting San Francisco for Folsom and stopping off in the home of FF - Chicago. Sponsored by HungerFF.com kink3D.com ToppedToys.com and xlube.com
2024-01-051h 41
Such FFunSHAMEWe’re joined by Aussie FF stud @joshhrd to discuss the topic of shame for kinksters. Sponsored by HungerFF.com kink3D.com ToppedToys.com xlube.com
2023-12-291h 00
Such FFunEUROTRASHBonjour! Ola! We’re back this festive season to talk about our summer adventures in Paris and Barcelona. Sponsored by HungerFF.com kink3D.com ToppedToys.com and Xlube.com
2023-12-221h 29
Masculine Jason Raw and UncensoredPorn Star Confessions - HungerFF/RJ Danvers (Episode 70)This time I interview porn star HungerFF / RJ Danvers about his life growing up, how he got into the industry, how he got into fisting, his struggle with addiction, his time as RJ Danvers, creating his own website, his toys, his relationship with Julian Torres, his hobbies, and his future plans. Please let us know your thoughts and if you have any questions below. We'll be happy to answer them!#pornstar #sexuality #interview #sex #porn #cornstar Official merchandise store:https://masculinejasonofficial.comJoin this channel to get access to the perks:ht...
2023-12-011h 40
Full Cow: Edge Talks Leather and KinkFistingSend us a textWelcome to Full Cow, a podcast about leather and kink where your host, Edge (he/him), shares his 30+ years of experience in the community.Fisting, this time. As always I share my experience with this kink. Then we have an exciting deep dive into the practice with fisting superstar HungerFF. Ask Edge rounds out this episode.Here are some useful links from the episode:HungerFF: website for this episode's guest, with videos and merchandise.Depth Vortex: website with extensive education, and a link to the Facebook group as w...
2023-11-041h 05H3 PodcastWe Tried To Make The Most Disgusting Fish In The World DeliciousToday Sam gets in the lab and attempts to make Surstromming (fika fish) a gourmet 4 course meal. We also have a call with HungerFF, dive into the world of TikTok emo music, and more! Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
2023-05-183h 31
Such FFunFIST FESTWell we finally made it to glorious Augusta Georgia for Fist Fest. Sponsored by hungerff.com toppedtoys.com and Xlube.com
2023-01-062h 23
Such FFunCHICAGOWe made it to the Fisty City!! This episode we discuss our trip to Chicago. Huge thank you to MaFFia for hosting us. Sponsored by HungerFF.com Roxoff Topped Toys and X Lube
2022-12-231h 27
Such FFunNEW YORKFISTS ACROSS AMERICA!! We finally made it to the US thanks to the support of our Kickstarter. This episode we start in the Big Apple. Sponsored by HungerFF Roxoff Topped Toys and Xlube
2022-12-161h 39
Such FFunFISTERS OF COLORWe’re joined by PunchPanda to discuss what being a person of color is like in the FF community. Sponsored by HungerFF.com ROXOFF Topped Toys and X Lube
2022-12-0955 min
Such FFunTHE KIDS ARE NOT ALRIGHTThis episode BBG and Jazz swap stories about Fisters that start YOUNG…maybe too young?… Sponsored by HungerFF ROXOFF Topped Toys and Xlube
2022-12-0253 min
Such FFunMARRIED WITH CHILDRENWe’re back!! And we’re talking with one of the biggest holes out there - Hotwings. We discuss what it’s like leading a double life as a husband and father as well as one of the internet’s biggest fist pigs. Sponsored by HungerFF Roxoff ToppedToys and Xlube
2022-11-2655 min
Such FFunGIRLS JUST WANNA HAVE FFUNIn our series 3 part 1 finale we’re joined by dominatrix, leather title holder and fetish superstar Karin. Let’s dive into what it is to be a biologically female Fister…Sponsored by hungerff.com toppedtoys.com and Xlube.com
2022-08-121h 04
Such FFunDARKLANDSBack in May 2022 we went to Europe’s biggest fetish festival. Let’s see what shenanigans we got up to… Music and editing by @cumrados Sponsored by HungerFF.com toppedtoys.com and xlube.com
2022-08-051h 04
Such FFunPOPPERSTake a deep breath…This episode we’re joined by author of Deep Sniff - Adam Zmith to talk about all things poppers. Music and editing by @cumrados. Sponsored by HungerFF.com Toppedtoys.com and xlube.com
2022-07-291h 05
Such FFunLONDONBigButtGeek and Jazzmatazz reunite in London to attend Recons first event post pandemic. Sponsored by HungerFF.com toppedtoys.com and xlube.com
2022-07-2253 min
Such FFunHOLE TRAININGThis episode we’re joined by xxx star Marco Napoli to discuss his journey with becoming an FF bottom. Sponsored by HungerFF.com Toppedtoys.com and Xlube.com
2022-07-1549 min
Such FFunTAKING A BREAKBigbuttgeek and Jazzmatazz return for a third series. This episode they discuss their break between series as well as taking a break from all things FFun. Series 3 is proudly sponsored by HungerFF.com Topped Toys and X Lube
2022-07-0844 min