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Reckoning the PodcastThe Death of a PodcastIngrid reflects and says goodbye to this project with gratitude.2025-02-2217 min
The Institute Of Spectra-Sonic SoundThe Institute of Spectra-Sonic Sound 1.25.25ARTIST----TRACK--TIME---CONTACTDavid Lynch & Alan R. Splet----In Heavenausgesuchtestenohren----A darker god is born (in memoriam David Lynch)(edit)--3:29---ausgesuchtestenohren.bandcamp.com Carl Kruger----9.chaotic and safe--9:51---thechurchofnoisygoat.bandcamp.com 400 Lonely Things----Mute Elation--11:20---room40.bandcamp.com Bremnar----Much of the Distance (edit)--16:25---bremnar.bandcamp.com Makhun----A Split In The Atom--24:34---makhun.bandcamp.com jacob kirkegaard----10 torment---28:41---helenscarsdale.bandcamp.com Amit Kalra----Eulogiae(Excerpt)--31:28---amitkalra.bandcamp.com Ingrid N----When night has fallen (edit)--35:08---ingridnmbius.bandcamp.com Bruno Bernard----aether--46:52---musiquemoleculaire.bandcamp.com Substak + Signalstoerung----L5--50:58---mahorka.bandcamp.com irr. app...2025-01-242h 00
Bounced From The RoadhouseFinn Hannan's Mullett, Lost in London, The Bread Box, Airplane Etiquette and More.On this episode of Bounced From The Roadhouse:Special Guests in 4B: Finn Hannan, Porter Howell - Little TexasHandicap StickersMassage in EuropeBathroom KnockFinn Hannan - Mullet KidTattoosEmojiLost in LondonPrime DayAirplane EtiquetteIngrid Andres - National AnthemLittle TexasBeef BanditSpray ButterBread BoxOther LanguagesDrinksLost LuggageFake News2024-07-2255 min
Reckoning the Podcast28: Allowing death to change us, doctor grief, and a one-word goodbye: Ben's storyToday's interview is with Ben, a colleague in palliative care who is now a good friend. We talk about a formative experience with his grandfather Eldon's death, which put him on a path towards becoming a doctor. And then dig in a little about the complexity of actually being a physician, including it's own unique set of losses. And then he shares about his complex relationship to losing a dear friend, and how being a doctor shaped that particular walk with end of life.2024-05-0555 min
Reckoning the Podcast27: Rearranged by grief, compounded loss, and a song for a mother: Nastashia's storyNastashia Minto, an award-winning writer, poet, singer, creative soul, shares their tender and gentle words about their many layers of grief of having lost several close loved ones in the span of a few years, including their mother. We get the gift of one of her songs, and celebrate their newest publication of writing: A Body Tangled in Time.2023-12-2553 min
It's My Country Radio ShowIt's My Country Radio Show 29-9-23 (107)It's My Country Radio Show
Show 107
1. Duncan Toombs - Steel On Steel – 4.29*
2. Brad Butcher - People Get Old [Feat. Busby Marou] – 3.28*
3. Hillside Outlaws - Didn't Have Dirt – 3.28 c
4. Josh Stumpf - Drink Me A Lullaby – 3.21 c
5. Laurie LeBlanc - Campfire Song – 3.29 c
6. Austin Adkins - My Next Ex – 3.02
7. Kyle Stauffer - Something 'Bout You – 4.09
8. South of Mayhem - Catch Me – 3.09
9. Andrew Swift - All These Parts – 3.43*
10. Charlie Worsham - Kiss Like You Dance (feat. Kip Moore) – 3.10
11. The Buckleys – Wondering – 3.50*
12. Danielle Bradbery - A Special Place – 2.54
13. Kylie Jane – Saloon – 3.11...2023-09-291h 58
Reckoning the Podcast26: Final words, a range of losses, and gratitude: Michael's StoryMichael talks about the losses of his cat, his mother, his aunt, and two dear friends. His stories describe a wide range of experiences and griefs and lessons, and stemming from all that is a deep sense of gratitude and love.2023-07-2150 min
Reckoning the Podcast25: Waiting for the big one, nursing home losses, and creativity: Andy's conversationHere, Andy and I talk through some what-ifs, some ideas and questions about a big loss that hasn't come yet, talk about the griefs associated with nearing end of life and old age, and various fun and curious little meanderings around the wider ideas about grief and loss.2023-05-2648 min
Reckoning the Podcast24: Death in the Everyday: Nurse Logs, Big Thief, ImmortalityThis is another episode in the miniseries "Death in the Everyday" in which, like a little crow bringing little trinkets, I share snippets of ideas and content I find that bring up thoughts and feelings about death and grief to share with you all.2023-05-2624 min
Reckoning the Podcast23: Near Death, a changed body, and helping others: Krislynn's StoryWelcome to season two of Reckoning! This episode, I interview Krislynn, who survived a very near death experience in a car crash in her early twenties. She talks about the recovery process, and how it changed her life, and the ways it influences how she can show up for others going through a similar process.2023-05-2659 min
Reckoning the PodcastSeason Two Announcement!Hey everyone! Get ready for another season of Reckoning! This is just a little announcement that fresh new episodes are coming out and I am excited to get some conversations rolling again. Reach out if you want to be a part of this new chapter of the project!2023-04-2301 min
Reckoning the Podcast22: Strong death opinions, a book-eating dog, and how stories become who we are: Mark's StoryThis episode, I talk with Mark about losing his wife Christine to a very sudden brain aneurysm. He also shares about how just recently, years after she died, he lost her dog Penny to cancer, bringing up another layer of grief. Our conversation takes us from the unbearable intensive care unit, to a powerful memorial service, through opinions about advanced directives, and the absurd and silly realities of what it means to live through losses.2022-03-0248 min
Reckoning the Podcast21. Death in the Everyday: Halloween, Salmon, And An Art ExhibitA new series in the podcast! Death in the Everyday! I'll periodically share a few of my thoughts and details of conversations I have that relate to the topic of death and dying, but that aren't direct conversations with one person about their particular loss. Join me for some cultural critiques, some thought experiments, and some wonderings about death and grief and loss as it shows up in our day to day lives.
This episode, I talk about Halloween and related traditions, I share about a recent visit to the art museum, and I discuss my musings on spawning salmon...2021-11-0434 min
Reckoning the PodcastEpisode 20: Inheriting a life threatening condition, and a life with death in mind: Celeste’s StoryCeleste shares her story of losing her dad on New Years Day at the tender age of five years old. Adding even more depth and complexity to her story, she learns she has inherited the same rare blood disorder that killed him, and thus faces her own mortality as she navigates life. These two enormous hurdles in life feel daunting to me, but she approaches the conversation with such ease, and calm, and gentleness.2021-09-2941 min
Reckoning the PodcastEpisode 19: The business aspects of dying & raising children alongside aging parents:Janette’s StoryJanette shares her story of taking care of her elderly parents while simultaneously raising two kids. She really dives into the “work” and details of the dying process: sorting through old belongings, advocating for the medical decisions spelled out in a POLST or advanced directive, navigating the financial and legal elements. She shares openly and honestly about the struggles and exhaustion, while also naming some hard-won beautiful insights about how our families can walk through the process together, about learning what it means to give space to someone as they take their last breaths, and about how anyone we bump into...2021-09-2445 min
Reckoning the PodcastEpisode 18: Long term caregiving, surrender, and holding conflicting feelings at once: Peggy's StoryPeggy shares the story of being a caretaker for her dad for five full years before he passes away, and the complex feelings of grief and gratitude and resentment and love that emerge from that process. She shares some beautiful stories of intimate moments, and her deeply thoughtful insights into her relationship with Hank, and her own sense of purpose and meaning.2021-09-0849 min
Reckoning the PodcastEpisode 17: Loving the work, talking about covid, end of life philosophical meditations:Jeff’s StoryThis conversation with Jeff is part of a series of conversations with peers from my end of life class in the PSU social work program. We range from thoughts on what death can teach us, how covid is impacting our lives and our communities, and what draws him to his work as a hospice social worker, all with curiosity and enthusiasm.2021-08-2349 min
Reckoning the PodcastEpisode 16:Becoming a self advocate,the power of voice, and new life paths: Kristin’s StoryKristin talks about navigating multiple simultaneous cancer diagnoses, her process of finding and using her voice as a patient self advocate, and the resulting changes, shifts, and transformations across the arenas of her life.2021-06-2947 min
Reckoning the PodcastEpisode 15: Generational intimacy, when mothers become orphans, “No one ever asks.” Gemma’s StoryGemma describes her relationship with her Grandmother Maria, who was a long standing presence in her family and her young life. Gemma speaks with depth and great emotion about the dynamics within her family, and about the feelings she has watching her mother go through that loss.2021-06-1744 min
Reckoning the PodcastEpisode 14: A life lost before it began and perfectly sized baby booties: Rosie’s StoryOne of seven interviews with classmates in my End of Life class.
Rosie shares about losing her daughter Norah, who died in utero as a twin. It's a touching conversation about the vital need for compassion in our daily interactions with others, the spiritual journey that is attendant to becoming a mother, what is means to hold life and death in the exact same breath.2021-06-1733 min
Reckoning the PodcastSpecial Episode: Collective Stories from an End of Life ClassThis episode, I attempt for the first time to combine seven unique stories into one! I am in a class on the subject of end of life, and for a class project asked my peers if anyone wanted to participate in the podcast. Here is the result. It's a beautiful collection of insights and experiences. I will post each separate story as an individual episode soon. Enjoy listening to Gemma, Jeff, Rosie, Peggy, Janette, and Celeste share their perspectives.2021-02-231h 01
Reckoning the PodcastEpisode 12: Perfectionism, Stones, and Self Love: Ben's StoryThis episode, I talk with Ben about not just losing his dad to a sudden heart attack, but also about how we say goodbyes, how traditions support us in grief, and the wider context of how of culture influences the way we process and understand loss. We sit in Arbor Lodge park, accompanied by birds, wind, passing planes, and the occasional park visitor.2020-12-1349 min
Reckoning the PodcastEpisode 11: Personal and Collective Grief, Embodiment, and Generational Journeys: Alejandra's StoryThis conversation with deep thinker and deep soul Alejandra goes into some big questions about grief in general though her specific experience of losing her mother. We wade into conversations about how it feels in our bodies, about the gifts and transformation that can come of loss, and she reads an incredible poem by Kahlil Gibran to highlight the blurry line between love and grief.2020-08-2249 min
Reckoning the PodcastEpisode 10: Best Friends, Interwoven Families, and Conversing with Spirits: Vaughn's StoryVaughn shares her story of losing her best friend Candace. Once attached at the hip in high school, their families woven together to the point of celebrating mother's day together; she talks about a familiar pattern of friendships changing over time, and yet remaining powerfully important to our own identities. A young woman taken by cancer far too soon, Vaughn talks about how her friendship continues in the form of a tattoo, in song lyrics, in conversation, and in rituals.2020-06-2455 min
Reckoning the PodcastEpisode 9: Youth, Siblings, and Storytelling: Brit's StoryThis episode with dear friend Brit dives quickly into deep and soulful territory. She talks about losing her brother Evan to suicide at the tender age of fifteen. We talk about youth, and when personal losses are felt collectively, and what it means to do grief and inner work.2020-04-0444 min
Reckoning the PodcastEpisode 8: Living in the Same House, a Buddhist Memorial, and Grief Embodied: Yi's StoryYichu Li is a talented fashion designer and artist who has lived in China, San Francisco, and Portland. He husband's brother Simon came to live with them, and their lives all took an unexpected turn when he died from a sudden aneurysm. Yi talks about how that loss has shaped her worldview, and shares her sweet, honest, and deep wisdoms with us.2019-12-1941 min
Reckoning the PodcastEpisode 7: Relief, Autobiographical Obituaries, and Scarlet Hawthorne trees: Ilze's StoryThis episode I talk with my mom about how it was for her to lose her parents- the feelings of relief more than sadness at their passing; and she talks about losing her friend group as they began to age and face terminal illnesses.2019-09-2945 min
Reckoning the PodcastEpisode 6: Mother's Intuition, Finding Healing, and Love Not Lost: Ashley's StoryThis episode I talk with Ashley, who shares her story of being a mother, of losing her daughter to a rare genetic disease, of her path to helping others dealing with death via photography.2019-06-081h 01
Reckoning the PodcastEpisode5:AIDS,the spectre of death & frosting with no cake-Joe's Story about losing his partner GeneJoe talks about losing his boyfriend Gene to the AIDS crisis in San Francisco in the 80s, about cultural loss and trauma, and about the gay rights movement during that time. He shares his poetry and his wisdom about grief, community, and connection.2019-03-0346 min
Reckoning the PodcastEpisode 4: Fidelity, Green Cemeteries, and Language: Kyle's Story about losing his daughter, SkylarKyle shares his perspective on losing his daughter to a rare genetic disease. He talks about the lack of practical resources available to help folks make decisions about burial and funerals; about how his community and friend group changed, and about the perspective that comes from such deep loss. It's a great episode- he speaks elegantly about his thoughts and feelings.2019-01-0650 min
Reckoning the PodcastEpisode 3: Bikes, and bonfires, little moments - Anthony's story about losing his uncle Mark.Anthony sits down to talk with me about losing his Uncle Mark to suicide. Our conversation ranges from philosophical ponderings to memories of their time together. Stay tuned for a bonus little sound clip at the end!2018-11-2744 min
Reckoning the PodcastEpisode 2. Authenticity and Sunshine- Kacia's Story- On losing her mother, PatriciaKacia tells the story of losing her mother to a long battle with cancer. She shares some poetry, some laughs, and some beautiful insights to life in general.2018-09-2238 min
Reckoning the PodcastEpisode 1. Recycling souls and waves of grief- Ingrid, on losing her father, Bill.Ingrid gets the podcast started by sharing her own story of loss. Her dad Bill died in 2011, and she shares her experience about losing a parent, and also just some thoughts on grief and dying in general.2018-08-0823 min