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Misery's YearningWalls Made Of Legos.What is with me and wanting to put myself back together? Why do I do this myself? I just want to move forward. I just want to keep going.
This episode is also available as a blog post: https://miserysyearning.wordpress.com/2022/01/22/walls-made-of-legos/
2022-01-2300 minMisery's YearningHoney.About a crush.
This episode is also available as a blog post: https://miserysyearning.wordpress.com/2021/12/22/honey-12-22-2021-238pm-room/
2022-01-2101 minMisery's YearningThe Storm I Call MyselfTalking about my mental state. And yet again the loss of my dad. He plays a huge role in my life even to this day, even without him here physically like that. This episode is also available as a blog post: https://miserysyearning.wordpress.com/2021/12/26/the-storm-i-call-myself/
2022-01-2102 minMisery's YearningDead Bug. Windowsill.This is about a crush. I have lots of versions of this but it's the first in years that's more than a stanza or two long. So here I am sharing it. I like it enough.
This episode is also available as a blog post: https://miserysyearning.wordpress.com/2021/12/22/dead-bug-windowsill/
2022-01-2101 minMisery's YearningBad Dreams..It's better to read, but for those who like to listen, here it is.
I personally think it's kind of funny how she reads it. Maybe one day I'll record my own reading. But that day is not today,
This episode is also available as a blog post: https://miserysyearning.wordpress.com/2021/12/26/bad-dreams/
2022-01-2100 minMisery's YearningDaddy, where are you?This is about my father who passed away 1/10/2015. I miss him dearly and while I am publishing this podcast episode now, the feelings from this piece still ring true. They hold a special place inside my soul. Forever just there, waiting for us to return to each other.
This episode is also available as a blog post: https://miserysyearning.wordpress.com/2021/12/26/daddy-where-are-you/
2022-01-2102 minMisery's YearningWhisperingThis episode is also available as a blog post: https://miserysyearning.wordpress.com/2021/12/22/whispering-my-room-4-14-2021-1119am/
2022-01-2101 minMisery's YearningBack Together AgainTrying to create something out of what feels like nothing sure is an interesting task. I'm not sure I still understand the assignment. But I'm working on it and sometimes that's all that matters. Good luck. Take Care. I love you.
This episode is also available as a blog post: https://miserysyearning.wordpress.com/2021/12/26/back-together-again/
2022-01-2100 minMisery's YearningI miss youThis a love letter to a friend that I thought I had fallen deeply in love with. It's cringe but raw and where I was at. And honestly, in some ways, I'm still there. Maybe not with them specifically but with everyone. If that's even possible. I am just trying to find love. Not just for myself but everyone.
This episode is also available as a blog post: https://miserysyearning.wordpress.com/2021/12/26/i-miss-you/
2022-01-2105 minMisery's YearningAtlantic OceanThis episode is also available as a blog post: https://miserysyearning.wordpress.com/2021/12/26/atlantic-ocean/
Talking about the ocean and how I feel when I stand in it. Usually alone and reflecting on life. Reflecting, and resurfacing. Mostly metaphorically.
2022-01-2101 minMisery's YearningBreaking the Ice.I'm not really sure how to describe this. It's just a blog post/ piece of writing where I was thinking about the struggles of having conversations, especially with new people.
This episode is also available as a blog post: https://miserysyearning.wordpress.com/2022/01/09/breaking-the-ice/
2022-01-0900 min
Misery's YearningRepeat: MixtapeTW/Trigger Warning: Suicide, depression, mental illness
This episode is also available as a blog post: https://miserysyearning.wordpress.com/2022/01/09/repeat-mixtape/
2022-01-0902 min