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A Loc StateChildhood trauma and it’s effect part 1Dealing with the childhood trammer from rejection, abandonment, low self esteem, & emotional and spiritual abuse has great affects on you in your adult life. Healing must come to your moments of silence.--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2022-01-2920 minA Loc StateBe open to the healing processStory was cause by my healing process taking place in my dreams. Don’t hold on to thoughts that are formed by curses or judgments of other people. Be free--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2022-01-1621 min
A Loc StateStop being blind fix yourself!Stop trying to fix yourself by getting into a relationship with somebody else. Work on yourself take care of yourself.--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2021-08-3021 minA Loc StateTalking shit but do you understand!Learning how to properly communicate effectively others but people are not listening. Is that your fault or is the other person just fuck’d up?--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2021-08-2721 minA Loc StateGay and HIV has taught me lessons.Understand the some lessons I would have not learned if I didn’t go through this experience. Hard pill to swallow but I had to go through this.--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2021-08-2522 minA Loc StateTried to put the gay awayI tried to repress my gay side but when I fuck up, the flood gates opened back up--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2021-08-1922 minA Loc StateOh hell no, I need a shot in the assWhen you don’t deal with your issues then you will only hurt yourself--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2021-08-1819 minA Loc StateChurch boy the last drawI gave this guy a chance but he was a church guy.and he hurt me too --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2021-08-1526 minA Loc StateFetishesIt’s good to have a friend to talk about everything with. The fetish of thugs and the curse of HUNGED boyfriends lol--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2021-08-1225 minA Loc StateMy thug boo.I found the guy that marched my gay crush “nelly”--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2021-08-1117 minA Loc StateButch queen realnessI found my Gay friend and time Learn how to be gay--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2021-08-1020 minA Loc StateBlind and can’t see!Dealing with rejection and not being able to see the abuse that is waiting for me. Lord help me--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2021-01-2314 minA Loc StateThe Crush and The ConversationTried changing my dating preference. My pastor finally decided to have a conversation about my sexuality --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2020-12-2125 minA Loc StateMixing sexuality and religion, being boldTried mixing my relationship with my traditional religious upbringing. The Old school traditional black church experience. A bold move I say lol--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2020-12-2022 minA Loc StateFree 2b Mr!My ex tried to make me be something I’m not but I refuse! Be with me for me that’s all --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2020-10-0600 min
3 Sides to a StorySex between 14 and 24 is okay in CaliforniaCalifornia wants to pass a SB-145 allowing sex better minors and adult. There are no consequences or on a sex offender list.2020-09-1124 minA Loc StateI’m exploring meI’m studying who I am, I started connecting to people that were just like me. I found where I belong.--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2020-06-1226 minA Loc StateThe AwakeningThe truth has revealed itself. Trying to find answers to my life situation and the Answer came through spiritual enlightenment. Truth is God doesn’t hate the lgbtq--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2020-06-1124 minA Loc StateDealing with Incest!!You have to center yourself. The tricks of a predator mindset is to get you attached; withdraw so you can bargain; then opens a can of worms --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2020-06-1022 minA Loc StateScared of sex!!From playing childish games with guy to sex with my first boyfriend --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2020-06-0520 minA Loc StateThe cat is out the bag! Oh sh%t!I told my mother and things start to change. Hopefully for the good. Being gay is a spirit? Haha really Goodnight--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2020-05-2415 minA Loc StateWrestling is gay foreplay!I was able to be me when I was around my aunt. She gave me freedom to explore who I am. I wrestled with every boy I could lol--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2020-05-2219 minA Loc StateThe bond of a mother and son!A bond between a mother and son should be tight. When there is a lack of one parent, the other parent has to reassure the child that they are loved always. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2020-05-2129 minA Loc StateAny one seen my daddy?Storytime again! This experience is about my missing father. Father day was horrible but I navigated through life. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2020-05-2020 minA Loc StateExperimenting Time!People say you can’t be gay unless you try girls! Well I tried it and it didn’t turn out good! Lol--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2020-05-1421 minA Loc StateIn search for validation!The lack of a father and validation from close family can cause a lot of damage. Being broken is a place for Great Depression. Who can set you free from this damnable pain!--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2020-05-1314 minA Loc StateLord, where is my help?How to handle life situations when you don’t have a mentor or a coach? When you have no assistance keep going! Help will come from some where!--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2020-05-0910 minA Loc StateThe Morning after Pill!Living in 2 realities Is not an easy thing to do. The struggle of being real in both when 1 reality is actually real! The struggle of being chosen of God and a abomination of God!!!!--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2020-05-0617 minA Loc StateFirst Sermon!I’m excited to preach and realized who I am. However, others didn’t like it, had no mentor and no guidance. Outsides embraced me but the clergy gave me silence! Shady stuff occurs later down the line!!!! --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2020-04-1120 minA Loc StateDemons comes to play!We fight mentally, physically and now spiritually. When can we catch a break. People have personal demons for example past memories but to add demonic entities is another thing --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2020-04-0919 minA Loc StateConfused on Who I amTrying to navigate through life and see where I belong. I can’t find no place!--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2020-04-0315 minA Loc StateHello Incest!!!!!Everyone has their own demons. Didn’t know the demons of previous generations will be the ones I will face. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2020-04-0119 minA Loc StateIt’s just business! CoronavirusWe have to learn how to handle business. We can’t be mindless puppets and control. Be free and take care of yourself!--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2020-03-3019 minA Loc StateStruggling with my faith and my sexuality!After being sexual abuse I became mentally abused and dealing with depression. Struggling with being a preacher and a gay man is deep and terrifying. I attempted suicide thinking it would be better if I was dead. God intervened and now I have to preach!--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2020-03-2716 minA Loc StateStory Time: My First Gay ExperienceRealizing who I am at 3year old. First gay activity at 5 years. First sexual abuse at 7 years old by 14 year old god brother. You are not the criminal but a victim!!! To be continued.....--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jamar--a--mcduffie/message2020-03-2614 min3 Sides to a StorySeason 3 Ep4 Fear Fuels Freedom - 12:1:19, 2.42 PMThought-provoking, emotiional-pushing, in your face raw talk about everyday issues people think about but aren't willing to say!!!!2019-12-0331 min3 Sides to a StorySeason 3 Ep 3 No Money broke Military!!! - 10:15:19, 1.53 AMThought-provoking, emotion-pushing, in your face raw talk about everyday issues people think about but aren’t willing to say!!!!2019-10-1523 min3 Sides to a StorySeason 3 Ep 2 The Failing Banks - 10:9:19, 2.29 AMThought-provoking, emotion-pushing, in your face raw talk about everyday issues people think about but aren’t willing to say!!!!2019-10-0923 min3 Sides to a StorySeason 3 Ep 1 Kanye West & Church - 10:1:19, 1.39 AMControversial topics that people are afraid to address. There is a truth behind every story. Kanye West has stepping into the Church world and they are following him.2019-10-0120 min3 Sides to a StorySeason 2 Ep 7 Empire Cancel; Nipsey sister fight for rights; No Zion no Knicks - 5:15:19, 2.06 AMThought-provoking, emotion-pushing, in your face raw talk about everyday issues people think about but aren't willing to say!!!!2019-05-1523 min3 Sides to a StorySeason 2 Ep 6 School killings, Scientology, Jaylon Mckenzie - 5:9:19, 2.43 AMThought-provoking, emotion-pushing, in your face raw talk about everyday issues people think about but aren't willing to say!!!!2019-05-0935 min3 Sides to a StorySeason 2 Ep 5 Joe Biden 2020, California bans hair law, Boys Scout dishonor! - 4:30:19, 2.40 AMJoe Biden 2020 Presidential run, California Hair ban law; Boy Scout DISHONOR!!2019-04-3034 min3 Sides to a StorySeason 2 Ep 4 Donald Trump, MTA workers assaulted - 4:23:19, 5.37 PMDonald Trump wants to build a wall to keep immigrants out. since the DCP doesn't want to fall in line with this decision he decides to send them to sanctuary cities but cities like NYC cant even keep their city employees safe.2019-04-2424 min3 Sides to a StorySeason 2 Ep 3 Nipsy the Black Jesus - 4:14:19, 3.59 AMOn INJAMMIESWITHJAM we discussed how society deems you a savior; senior student get punished from doing school traditions; A pastor has an affair on his wife, get the lady pregnant and the lady shoot him dead.2019-04-1427 min3 Sides to a StorySeason 2 Ep 2 Nipsy Hussle - 4:4:19, 12.42 PM2019-04-0423 min3 Sides to a StorySeason 2 Ep 1 - Wendy Williams, Jussie Smollett, Cardi BDiscussing the scandals around these individuals; to expose the truth of whats really going on!2019-04-0434 min3 Sides to a StoryMichael Jackson- Death reveals secrets Ep 8Thought provoking conversation about situations that are uncomfortable, but informative and enlighten.2019-03-0951 min3 Sides to a StoryBreaking News: Moo Moo!! You got to go S1 Ep7 - 3:2:19, 3.28 AMDiscussion the MOMO challenge. Realizing that this challenge is similar to every other challenge and understanding that we have to take back the attention of our children.2019-03-0218 min3 Sides to a StoryWar on Religion!! S1 Ep5 - 2:26:19, 3.05 AMWar on Religion!!!! A conversation that will make you question is anything safe!!!!2019-02-2633 min3 Sides to a StoryBreaking News: Zion Shoe buster Williamson - 2:22:19, 4.11 AMNumber 1 projected draft pick (Zion Williamson) busted out of sneaker during basketball game against UNC. Question, does Nike stocks drop?2019-02-2211 min3 Sides to a StoryLiving in Glass Houses and throwing Stones S1 Ep4 (Monique & Steve Harvey)- 2_19_19, 3.29 AMThought provoking conversation that will cause you to think and ask questions!2019-02-1934 min3 Sides to a StoryLiving in glass houses throwing stones s1 ep3 - 2:13:19, 5.09 AMThought provoking conversation, that seems to be uncomfortable for others but not afraid to be addressed2019-02-1326 min3 Sides to a StoryUnresolved Issues S1 Ep2 - 2:6:19, 1.25 AMEpisode 2:Thought-provoking, emotion-pushing, in your face raw talk about everyday issues people think about but aren't willing to say!!!!2019-02-0640 min3 Sides to a StoryUnresolvved Issues S1 Ep1 - 1:22:19, 10.52 AMThought-provoking, emotion-pushing, in your face raw talk about everyday issues people think about but aren't willing to say!!!!2019-01-2235 min