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The Spiritual Shitshow PodcastThe Game of LIFESend a textEver feel the surge of clarity after journaling, meditating, or a retreat—only to get smacked by an old trigger and wonder if anything worked? Julie Wynne takes us straight into the messy middle where growth actually happens, unpacking why resistance spikes right after momentum and how to meet it without making it mean you failed. Using the vivid metaphor of life as a video game, we talk about new levels, tougher bosses, and the art of replaying without shame—because challenge is part of the design, not a detour.We dive into...
2026-02-2817 minThe Spiritual Shitshow PodcastFrom Healing To LivingSend a textHealing explains the past, but it doesn’t automatically teach you how to live. Julie opens up about the strange calm that follows years of inner work—the moment when the breakthroughs slow, the nervous system keeps scanning for danger, and you wonder if stillness means you’re stuck. Instead of chasing one more revelation, we explore how to cross the bridge from healing to living with practices that are humble, repeatable, and powerful.We dive into a compassionate life review that doesn’t excuse behavior but releases the shame and guilt stored i...
2026-02-2819 minThe Spiritual Shitshow PodcastLove As The New ScaffoldingSend a textThe headlines keep peeling back layers, and many of us feel the ground tremble under what used to seem solid. I open the door to a different kind of stability: a living life review that softens the grip of stubborn righteousness and rebuilds identity from love, not armor. Instead of pouring energy into outrage alone, we trace the mirror back inward and ask a brave question—what am I gripping that I no longer need in order to exist?Across this conversation, I share where I’ve clung to the story of me a...
2026-02-2612 minThe Spiritual Shitshow PodcastHealing Means Letting Love LeadSend a textWhat if healing isn’t about deleting the past, but letting love reshape it into something you can live with—beautifully? Today we sit with the hard truth that control can’t finish what love begins. We talk about the hidden contracts we make with healing—find the root, pull it out, be done—and why that plan stalls when our hearts are still gripping righteousness, the apology we never got, and the safety of being understood. Instead of forcing closure, we explore how surrender invites transformation that analysis alone can’t deliver.I share...
2026-02-2611 minThe Spiritual Shitshow PodcastWhat If The Medicine Has Always Been YouSend a textSupport the show✨ Thank you for tuning into this episode of Spiritual Shitshow! Remember, the journey to your most authentic self isn’t always neat, but it’s always worth it. 💖 🎧 If today’s episode resonated with you, share it with someone who needs to hear it, and don’t forget to leave a review to help more people find this space. 🌟 Let’s keep the conversation going—connect with me on Instagram @jujulove_nguyen or drop me a message about what’s lighting you up or chal...
2026-02-2422 minThe Spiritual Shitshow PodcastLove What IsSend a textWhat if the most powerful move you can make today is to stop trying to fix yourself? We open a spacious, honest conversation about radical acceptance, the limits of constant self-improvement, and how love transforms in ways hustle cannot. Instead of stacking more tools and tasks onto an already full life, we practice letting the present moment be enough and discover the quiet intelligence that rises when we loosen our grip.We walk through the subtle trap of “doing” even in spiritual work—always healing, manifesting, protecting, improving—and explore why that pace kee...
2026-01-3008 minThe Spiritual Shitshow PodcastShedding Through LoveSend a textWhat if release isn’t about walking away, but turning toward what hurts with disciplined love? We explore a deeper meaning of shedding—one that doesn’t erase the past or abandon old selves, but repairs what was left unloved so energy can finally complete. Instead of glamorizing cutoffs and calling it growth, we break down how avoidance keeps the charge alive and why resentment quietly fuels repeating patterns. Our lens is practical and compassionate: love as action, clarity, and devotion that meets reality as it is and chooses honest repair over quick relief.
2026-01-2806 minThe Spiritual Shitshow PodcastFrom Autopilot To Aligned LifeSend a textWhat if “higher self” wasn’t mystical at all, but the calm, intentional version of you that shows up when you slow down and choose what truly matters? We’re getting real about the loop of self-doubt, scarcity, and rushing—and how to step out of it with small, repeatable choices that reshape your days.We start by naming the lower-self patterns most of us know too well: harsh self-talk, autopilot decisions, and the constant hum of “not enough.” Then we translate the higher self into human terms: the part of you that trusts yo...
2026-01-2810 minThe Spiritual Shitshow PodcastFrom Astrology To Agency: Crafting A Conscious FutureSend a textThe ground is moving beneath our feet, and it’s not random. We’re living through a necessary dismantling of fear-based systems and a surge of creative, sovereign energy that wants to build something truer. I talk about how to navigate this moment with clarity: using astrology as affirmation instead of fate, closing the gap between the lower self and higher self, and making daily choices that actually shape the future we keep talking about.We explore why things look chaotic and what that reveals. Exposure isn’t punishment; it’s a purge of...
2026-01-2616 minThe Spiritual Shitshow PodcastWhat If Healing Is Asking “What Did This Give Me?”Send a textEver notice how the loudest part of healing gets all the airtime while the quieter phase slips by unspoken? Today we sit in that softer space and trace a turning point: the moment the question changes from “what did this take from me?” to “what did this give me?” That small shift reframes a lost career, family tension, and the exhausting tenderness of caregiving into a fuller story that holds both cost and gift without denying either.We talk candidly about leaving a dream job and the identity collapse that followed, then open the...
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The Spiritual Shitshow PodcastLoving Your Life Through A Nine-Year CycleSend a textEver notice how 2016 keeps popping up in your feed? We tap that collective throwback as a purposeful lens, walking through a nine-year cycle to ask braver questions: Who was I then, who am I now, and what wants to be honored next? With warmth and straight talk, we guide a reflection that trades trivia for integration, inviting you to place a hand on your heart, trace the arc of your becoming, and see what softened, what cracked open, and what still calls your name.We explore the soul nudges that refuse to...
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The Spiritual Shitshow PodcastWhat If Your Soul Already Wrote This Year And You’re Just Here To RememberSend a textWhat if you’re not behind at all—and the real move is to remember what you already know? We open the year by trading pressure for presence, reframing goals as a way to align with your higher self rather than to fix yourself. Through a short grounding, a clean definition of the higher self, and a practical pause-and-reframe exercise, we map a path from efforting to ease that still honors your responsibilities and real life.Together we unpack how the higher self isn’t louder than fear, it’s steadier. You’ll learn a...
2026-01-1412 min
Master of Achievement with Stephanie NguyenEP#49 - The Rise of the Portfolio Career with Julie FedeleIn this episode, Stephanie sits down with the incredible Julie Fedele — portfolio career mentor, speaker, and founder — to unpack what it really looks like to transition out of corporate and build a multi-dimensional career you actually love. Julie has reinvented her career multiple times across tech, consulting, corporate leadership, startups, and entrepreneurship… and now she teaches women how to do the same. This conversation is part strategy, part awakening — and full of the truths every woman needs to hear before stepping into her next chapter. ABOUT JULIE FEDELE As a former C-Suite executive turned Portfolio Career s...
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Decoding Social LifeJulie Nguyen: Dating Expert Lectures Two Single Guys | S5E19In this episode, we sit down with Julie Nguyen — writer, relationship and dating expert — for a real, unfiltered conversation on dating, marriage, compatibility, where people meet, breakups, and everything in between. Julie Nguyen breaks down what actually makes relationships work (and fail), why dating feels harder than ever, and how self-awareness, boundaries, and intention completely change the game. From first impressions to long-term commitment, this episode dives into the psychology behind connection and the habits that separate healthy relationships from chaotic ones. Whether you’re single, dating, navigating a breakup, or thinking seriously about marriage, this episode offers clarity, accountability, and pr...
2025-12-191h 13The Spiritual Shitshow PodcastChoosing Joy As The Compass For 2026Send us a textWhat if joy wasn’t the prize at the finish line but the compass that guides every decision you make? We dive into the radical idea of uncapping joy—letting it be bigger than what feels reasonable, safer than you’ve been told, and more powerful than any polished plan. I share how years of subtle and overt criticism trained me to police my own light, and how the slow, deliberate work of untraining the nervous system opens the door to real, embodied joy that fuels abundance, creativity, and clarity.Across this c...
2025-12-1816 minThe Spiritual Shitshow PodcastNine Years From Collapse To Self-ReturnSend a textWhat if the moment everything falls apart is actually the moment love pries you open? Julie takes us through a nine-year arc that began with a single word—“enough”—and a choice she never thought she’d make: walking away from the dance studio she built with her sister. That exit ignited shock, isolation, anxiety, and a grief so deep it lived on the bathroom floor. Yet within the collapse was a quieter truth: the soul wasn’t broken, only the hardened shell cracked so something truer could breathe.We move step by step thro...
2025-12-0227 minThe Spiritual Shitshow PodcastAsking What You Truly Want Changes EverythingSend a textWhat if the simplest question is also the hardest: what do you want? We go straight into the heart of messy awakening to find an answer that isn’t scripted by Instagram, family expectations, or fear. Through real stories, hard-won insights, and gentle guidance, I explore how self-reflection, inner child work, and parts work (IFS) reveal the patterns behind people-pleasing, overgiving, hyper-independence, and the quiet ways we abandon ourselves.I share a pivotal moment from meditation when grief and love collided—how losing a primary mirror for my joy shaped my attachment patt...
2025-11-2922 minThe Spiritual Shitshow PodcastHolding Faith When Nothing MovesSend a textThe space between who you were and who you’re becoming can feel like a long hallway with no doors. We name that hallway the waiting room of becoming and get real about the questions that echo there: is this working, am I delusional, should I quit. Instead of reaching for fake positivity, we explore alignment as a practice of honest returning—back to your body, your intention, and the next small step that keeps momentum alive when outcomes are quiet.I share how doubt can actually be evidence of expansion, not fail...
2025-11-1114 minThe Spiritual Shitshow PodcastReturn To The Body and Light LanguageSend a textEver notice how you can do years of inner work and still wake up braced for impact? That gap between knowing and feeling is where our conversation lives—right at the edge of your breath, your bones, and the place where safety becomes real instead of theoretical.We unpack what happens when the nervous system has known only fight-or-flight and how even joy can feel threatening when chaos has been your compass. I share personal moments of grief, acupuncture-supported grounding, and the jolt of realizing I couldn’t feel my feet for week...
2025-11-1024 minThe Spiritual Shitshow PodcastLight Language Meditation with Brian C MearsSend a textHow good have these spiritual talks with Brian C Mears been!? We can't get enough! Enjoy the Light Language guided Meditation.Support the show✨ Thank you for tuning into this episode of Spiritual Shitshow! Remember, the journey to your most authentic self isn’t always neat, but it’s always worth it. 💖 🎧 If today’s episode resonated with you, share it with someone who needs to hear it, and don’t forget to leave a review to help more people find this space.
2025-11-0111 minThe Spiritual Shitshow PodcastTwo Dragons, A Rope Bridge, And Your Overthinking Brain Walk Into A PortalSend a textWhat if creativity isn’t a pastime, but the switch that tells your nervous system you’re safe? We sit down with acupuncturist, energy worker, and visionary artist Brian C. Mears to explore how art, breath, and frequency can move you from constant alert to grounded presence—and why that shift unlocks intuition, clarity, and courage.Brian shares the turning point that brought him back to drawing and into sacred geometry, then explains how his work evolved from depicting “things” to transmitting the living frequency beneath them. We talk about AI art and why so...
2025-10-291h 09The Spiritual Shitshow PodcastLet's Try LOVESend a textA single whisper at the edge of a ceremony changed everything: you’ve tried everything else—try love. From that moment of surrender, we trace a raw, human journey out of fight-flight-freeze and into a deeper softening that finally felt like home. Instead of chasing one more tool, one more ritual, one more affirmation, we asked a harder question: what if nothing’s missing and love has been here all along, waiting for us to notice?We open up about nine years that looked like a sabbatical but felt like a pilgrimage—grief be...
2025-10-2411 min
The Spiritual Shitshow PodcastFrom Spiritual Collapse to Cosmic Language: A Conversation with Energy Worker and Artist Brian C. MearsSend a textI am SO excited to chat with this incredible human! HIs intro alone is just transformative! Check out is art here- (and as always...thanks for being here!)*https://www.briancmears.com/Instagram: BriancmearsEverything changed the moment my old life fell apart—and the teacher who kept reminding me “you’ve got this” finally sat down to talk. Meet Brian C. Mears: acupuncturist, energy worker, and visionary artist whose light-coded paintings feel less like images and more like transmissions. Together we pull back the curtain on...
2025-10-101h 04The Spiritual Shitshow PodcastWhy healing needs a witnessSend a textWhat if the most powerful medicine isn’t advice, but presence? We dive into the quiet force of being truly seen—how a loving witness softens the body, regulates the nervous system, and lets frozen emotion finally move. Instead of trying to “let it go,” we practice “let it be seen,” exploring why a clean mirror heals more than a quick fix ever could.I share the early imprints that taught many of us to shrink or perform when our need for mirroring went unmet—and how those patterns live in the body. From the...
2025-10-0711 minThe Spiritual Shitshow PodcastFrom Tears to Roots: Growing a Life Worth LivingSend a textA single image threads our conversation together: tears as water. Not waste, not weakness—water. From the shock of losing a mother in childhood to the exhausting logistics of a parent’s dementia, we walk through memories that could have hardened into armor and instead became soil. Along the way, a monk’s unexpected clarity reframed everything: when roots are severed, don’t mend them in the same depleted ground—choose new soil. That shift moved us from managing a pain story to embodying a living one, from surviving on vigilance to breathing into presence.
2025-10-0717 minThe Spiritual Shitshow PodcastFrom Crumbling to Calling: A Healer’s Journey with Kris SchoolerSend a textA friend asked the question we’ve been hearing for years: what do healers actually see, and how do you live with gifts when real life still needs you? So we brought in our first guest, Kris Schooler—co-founder of Wild Souls Yoga, soul coach, Reiki master, author—to explore the messy, luminous middle between awakening and everyday life. Her path started with illness, stacked prescriptions, and a near-death wake-up that forced a hard pivot. Yoga became the gateway. Not the poses, but the spaciousness—the moment when the mind finally clears and the deeper l...
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