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LumenSHIATSU WITH KENDRA RENZONIWHAT IS A SHIATSU TREATMENT WITH KENDRA RENZONI LIKE? In this episode I share about what a shiatsu treatment with me is like! With all the training, studying and ongoing discovery that I have through my experiences with my own healing and through sessions with others, my shiatsu treatments have been undergoing some change. This is currently what shiatsu treatment is like with me! A Session: Session Length Cost (Sliding Scale) What to wear Check In Getting Comfortable Body Scan for Physical Sensations The Felt Sense Self Regulation for the Nervous System Resourcing Guided Med...2024-05-2433 min
LumenPRACTICES FOR SELF REGULATION OF THE NERVOUS SYSTEMThis is a recording of a class I taught as an opening class to the winter Foundation Training series of 2024. I talk about why I have decided to start the 2024 winter courses with a class purely on self-regulation tools before getting into any of the physical practices. I share personal stories of self-regulation in some heated moments, all about each practice, and how these practices can really increase our window of tolerance, help shift us from being primarily in sympathetic nervous system into the parasympathetic where healing can happen, and how they can put us at the center of...2024-01-221h 15
LumenPRACTICES FOR SELF REGULATIONThis is a recording of a class I taught as an opening class to the winter Foundation Training series of 2024. This episode starts with the class settling in and getting all the comfy blankets and supplies out to really sink in together. Then I talk about why I have decided to start the 2024 winter courses with a class purely on self-regulation tools before getting into any of the physical practices. I share personal stories of self-regulation in some heated moments, all about each practice, and how these practices can really increase our window of tolerance, help shift us from...2024-01-221h 09
LumenWHAT IS A SHIATSU TREATMENT WITH KENDRA RENZONI LIKE?In this episode I talk about what the structure of a Shiatsu treatment is currently like when you come to see me! Check in - What's alive in life right now? Coming into the "Felt Sense" Resourcing Reflecting back: What I hear from an elemental perspective What organs / channels I think I may treat and why Getting comfortable Guided meditation to settle in Holding diagnostic areas Working the channels 2024-01-1618 min
LumenLETTING GO: UNCERTAINTY & SELF WORTHIn this podcast I link our ability to let go with our relationship to uncertainty and our sense of self worth. Where we are in the cycle of 5 elements Uncertainty The nightmare Bringing consciousness to the unconscious Worry Fear and anxiety Becoming present Opening up to possibility Letting go Past Failures, rejections, abandonment Value Good enough Re-defining failing Re-defining winning Kobayashi Maru Open up to next layer of evolution 2021-11-271h 35
LumenTRANSFORMING RESISTANCE TO STABILITYTRANSFORMING RESISTANCE TO STABILITY: In this podcast I talk about the opportunity inside of feeling resistance. How resistance can be a door opening instead of a door closing. The role of the nervous system The breath Creating a bullet-proof nervous system The process of training ourselves to allow and to relax into discomfort Working with fear. The parts of ourselves... the part that is sort of hysterical and the other part that is present, open, curious about what will unfold and creative / working with what each moment brings. Developing willingness... not forcing or oppressing ourselves but b...2021-06-101h 06
LumenOUR DIFFICULTIES | OUR GREATEST TEACHERSIN THIS PODCAST I TALK ABOUT: – Our difficulties are our best teachers, but only if we know how to learn from them. – Wounding in Childhood, being disliked – Conscious engagement with our pain – The heart and the mind – How to use experience as fodder for the work – Taking the lessons from our practice out into life – Resistance, preferences, acceptance, allowance, process & the pillars of practice – Enduring the long journey – Opening up to our true nature NOTE: Near the end of the podcast I...2021-01-311h 17
LumenOUR DIFFICULTIES ARE OUR GREATEST TEACHERSIN THIS PODCAST I TALK ABOUT: – Our difficulties are our best teachers, but only if we know how to learn from them. – Wounding in Childhood, being disliked – Conscious engagement with our pain – The heart and the mind – How to use experience as fodder for the work – Taking the lessons from our practice out into life – Resistance, preferences, acceptance, allowance, process & the pillars of practice – Enduring the long journey – Opening up to our true nature NOTE: Near the end of the podcast I...2021-01-301h 17LumenOUR DIFFICULTIES ARE OUR BEST TEACHERSIN THIS PODCAST I TALK ABOUT: - Our difficulties are our best teachers, but only if we know how to learn from them. - Wounding in Childhood, being hated - Conscious engagement with our pain - The heart and the mind - How to use experience as fodder for the work - Taking the lessons from our practice out into life - Resistance, preferences, acceptance, allowance, process & the pillars of practice - Enduring the long journey - Opening up to our t...2021-01-291h 17
LumenIT'S AN INSIDE JOBDISEASE: IT'S AN INSIDE JOB. In this podcast I talk about realizing that the locus of control is on the inside and how we can affect our health and life through emotions / internal conditions. I explore how we can affect things like cancer, disease, and sickness through emotional processes by linking emotions to cellular health. I explore the importance of developing a practice and a process to develop a relationship with our emotions and the power of that. 2021-01-1249 min
LumenPROCESSIn this Podcast: Feelings have a beginning, middle, and an end. Exhaustion can come from a feeling that hasn't been fully felt. Our body is our unconscious, any good practice will reveal what is there. When the unconscious comes up to the surface it is an opportunity for healing. We often experience resistance to feeling this stuff and develop strategies to avoid it. We can also develop a process of being in engagement with the encounter and through that, heal and develop a sense of stability that is not dependent on the outer world of circumstances. This is a...2021-01-0651 min
LumenCRISIS AS OPPORTUNITYCRISIS AS OPPORTUNITY: In this episode I talk about working with resistance in a way that can put us in touch with the feelings that keep us stuck and feeling dead in our lives. These feelings can keep us stuck in suffering or they can be a flood gate into coming alive. Learning to feel things we "don't want to feel" can put us in touch with our truth and living in alignment with ourselves. In the Chinese language the word for crisis has two meanings, one is crisis and one is opportunity. 2020-06-2629 min
LumenPAIN AS A BRIDGE: WAKING UPPAIN AS A BRIDGE: WAKING UP Reacting and responding What's under the story Inside and outside Experiencing the pain Becoming sensative Resistance and Acceptance Pema Chodron on Warrior Slogans Ezra Bayda on the "Substitute Life" Sealskin / Soulskin Using pain to bring ourselves back home 2020-03-2654 min
LumenA DEPENDABLE STABILITYIn this podcast I talk about developing the kind of strength that makes us consistent, dependable, and gives us integrity as human beings. It is the strength to keep on keeping on. It involves mastery as well as stability. You become like a rock or a mountain. You feel grounded in the world because you are grounded in your own self. A quality that indicates this in your life is the presence of rhythm, daily rhythm. The power that comes from this rhythmic existence is a kind of balance, harmony, and wholeness. It gives us the strength to handle bo...2020-01-2117 min
LumenTHE PATH OF THE WARRIORTHE PATH OF THE WARRIOR: In this podcast I bring the work of Foundation Training for Posture together with Chogyam Trungpa's work on The Sacred Path of the Warrior. Talking: Posture, Breath, Science, Emotions, and Being a Fully Human Being Make a transformation or die Vipassana 10-Day silent meditation retreat life lesson Foundation Training with Eric Goodman The impacts of compression on the body Connecting posture to physical heath and emotions The vagus nerve, lungs, digestive organs and more... 70% of bodies waste products are eliminated through the lungs The link between the lungs and the immune s...2020-01-211h 19
LumenFALL SERIES - TAOIST APPROACHIN THIS PODCAST: Prep talk for my Fall Series The Tao Spacial Imagination Facilitating Healing Working with emotions during practice Equanimity Breath work as part of the warm up Warm-ups... and why 2019-09-2639 min
LumenSPRING REBIRTH: RESILIENCE WITH CREATION AND DESTRUCTIONSPRING BIRTH / RE-BIRTH: FALL / METAL WINTER DREAM SPRING RE-BIRTH THE ALCHEMIST COURSE YOU HAVE EVERYTHING YOU NEED WITHIN ARMS REACH TURNING BASE METALS TO GOLD TRANSFORMATION - WEAVE TOGETHER TO CREATE SOMETHING NEW THE PHOENIX RISING OLD WOMAN PORCUPINE GARMET MYTH RESILIENCE WITH PROCESS OF CREATION AND DESTRUCTION FOUNDATION TRAINING THE SUPPLE LEOPARD THE READY STATE CATCHING AN ANTELOPE 2019-04-1815 min
Lumen5 ELEMENT PHILOSOPHYIN THIS PODCAST: I cover the story of the 5 elements, what each element is associated with psychologically, emotionally, and spiritually, and how that relates to life. I also cover traits of each element as they are found in ourselves and the people we know. This is very storyteller style with personal experience of living the elements. Yay! Water Wood Fire Earth Metal 2018-12-141h 22
LumenCHANGE AND COMMITMENT: GOING BEYOND GOOD ENOUGH, VALUE, WORTH, RIGHT & WRONGCHANGE AND COMMITMENT: GOING BEYOND GOOD ENOUGH, VALUE, WORTH, RIGHT & WRONG IN THIS PODCAST: GIVING YOURSELF THE SPACE TO GO THROUGH CHANGE INTROVERSION & EXTROVERSION IT GETS SO BAD WE OPEN UP TO MAKING A CHANGE CLINGING TO SAFETY BUT BEING DEAD INSIDE VULNERABILITY INITIAL STAGES OF MAKING A CHANGE COMMITTMENT WHY MAKE A COMMITMENT THE ISSUES THAT ARISE WHEN WE COMMIT EMPOWERMENT VERSES DISEMPOWERMENT BELIEFS WISDOM METAL ELEMENT & LETTING GO VICTIM-HOOD AND LETTING GO OF BEING A VICTIM BOUNDARIES AND EARTH TAKING RESPONSIBILITY HEALING MOVING FORWARD BELONGING TO OURSELVES, COMING OUT OF LONELINESS STEPPING INT...2018-07-312h 15
LumenJEDI POWER: ONENESS AND THE MATRIXIN THIS PODCAST: Water Element Wood Element Comparison & Measuring Sticks Monkey Experiment Giving Others Power Inner Critic Alignment with our Heart Shame Sharing our story Healing is Strength / Power Developing Equanimity Faith Money Abandonment & Existential Loneliness Inadequacy and Unavailability Oneness Willingness to take risk Opening up 2018-06-121h 19
LumenMOVING FORWARD: GETTING UN-STUCKThis podcast covers: Knee Dislocation The ways we get stuck Getting clear on intention Working with pain Trusting yourself more than "experts" Working with Despair Recovery capacity greatly increases when moving forward with heart "Demon Voices" Recognizing it in ourself Gaining capacity to work with bigger and bigger traumas Trauma Letting Go Attachment / Aversion The Leg Chakras Taking The Leap Opening to Mystery Yoga Sutra 1.12 2018-05-241h 07
LumenLIFE TAKES PRACTICE: SUTRA 1.5LIFE TAKES PRACTICE: SUTRA 1.5 THIS PODCAST COVERS: Sutra 1.5: vrtayah pancatayya klistaklishta There are 5 states of mind, some create suffering and some are born of insight and they culminate in liberation Definitions of each sanskrit word Specific feelings that tell us we are either using detrimental or liberating thought patterns The Five Klesas, from which all the detrimental mind states come from The Five Hinderances from Buddhist Philosophy Karma, it's definition, generation, and it's relationship to Klista thoughts What the five types of thought are A process from Byron Katie of learning to discriminate between de...2018-03-0130 min
LumenMASTERY IN THE PLACES THAT SCARE YOUThis Track Covers: - Getting to the Roots of Beliefs - Equanimity - Faith - Shenpa, Getting Hooked and Our Ego - Samskaras - "Wrong" Mind Frame - Leaning In, Instead of Avoiding Pain - Using Triggers as a Doorway / An Opening - Yoga Sutra 1.4 - Understanding Yoga Philosophy on how the mind works - Beingness - Identifying as Awareness or Identifying as the Ego and Sense Data - Using Non-Violent Communication System to identify limiting beliefs - Critic Verses Cheerleader - Reflecting on...2018-01-151h 01
LumenIMPERMANANCE Talking about Impermanence before class last night PLUS beautiful John O'Donohue Poem. 2017-12-0710 min
LumenLETTING GOThis is an excerpt from classes this week on both the water element, fear, letting go into the unknown, and loneliness, as well as the role of the heart, connection, boundaries, and being held by the universal group heart. "Your heart has a great connection to the universal group heart, way bigger than the small personal circles of humans. Letting go of the vine does not mean disconnecting from source. Only letting go of that one attachment to the physical connection through the stem. Once free of that, you are in relation to all source, all...2017-12-0710 min
LumenNEEDS, NON-ATTACHMENT, AND DIGESTIONIn classes this week we explore the how getting your needs met makes it easy to let go of attachments that don't serve your heart as well as looking at ourselves through our hearts and not through judgment and how doing this helps us digest our lives. In class we are doing twists to help the body digest and move through things too!2017-12-0711 min
LumenIS WHAT IT ISIn class today we talked about how beliefs change how we see reality... then on conditional love, insecurity, judgements, and THEN on what is most important and aligning with that.2017-12-0711 min
LumenYOU ARE WHAT YOU WANT AND YOU WANT WHAT YOU ARE Savasana on reality and being with what is.... just being. Inspiration: Sutra 1.16 tatparam purusakhyateh gunavaitrsnyam "The ultimate renunciation is when one transcends the qualities of nature and perceives the soul." - BKS Iyengar 2017-12-0604 min
LumenYOU ARE BEAUTIFUL Dharma talk today on reality and being with what is.... just being. Inspiration: Sutra 1.16 tatparam purusakhyateh gunavaitrsnyam "The ultimate renunciation is when one transcends the qualities of nature and perceives the soul." - BKS Iyengar 2017-12-0609 min
LumenON BEING: WANTING THIS LIFEIn this class we explore "being," coming from this place of wanting the life that we have. We look at the feeling of the "grass is greener" somewhere else, wanting a different life, different body, different situation, the fear of missing out, and the belief that happiness could be here if only this "______" wasn't here. Then we explore the ideas of presence, reality, a new definition of love, and of committing to the life that we have.2017-12-0614 min
LumenEARTH: YOU CANNOT BE CENTERED UNLESS YOU GET YOUR NEEDS METIn this class we talk about getting grounded! Summer 20152017-12-0619 min
LumenEARTH: GIVING, RECEIVING, AND GETTING ENOUGH NOURISHMENTMore on being centered and grounded! Giving and receiving and getting enough nourishment. Summer 20152017-12-0616 min
LumenEARTH: YOUR NEEDS ARE YOUR TRUTHIn this class we talk about being grounded and centered. Getting our needs met even when it's inconvenient for everyone else. Late Summer 20152017-12-0615 min
LumenWINTER DESCENT INTO DREAM-TIMEIn this class we talk about the decent of the winter time and how scary that can feel do those of us who get depressed. We talk about the balance of life... of thinking and intellectualizing it all... then we move into just feeling and being. We do backbends to get that inner fire and relationship to ourselves, our passion, and connection to the want to rise up. BUT also how it's not seasonally time to rise up, it's time to dream. How important it is to dream, so that when it is time to rise up in spring, we...2017-12-0616 min
LumenTHE CONDITIONS ARE ALWAYS IMPOSSIBLE"Whatever you are meant to do, do it now. The conditions are always impossible." - Doris Lessing In this class we talk about authority, discipline, shame and guilt... and what it's like to just give yourself what you really want. What is possible if you stop denying yourself what you really want?2017-12-0610 min
LumenCOMPOSTING AND FERMENTING EGOIn this class we talk about the Buddha's comparison between the banana tree and the ego, comparison to others, perception of reality, and of the ego's swings from high-and-mighty to low and fermenting. Then we move to just being mystery... meeting mystery to mystery.2017-12-0610 min
LumenKINDNESSClass on Tuesday April 19! Inspired by Sutra 1.5 We looked at pain and our relationship to it. Then moved through our practice with kindness, the kind of kindness to oneself that comes from an understanding of impermanence, from the pain of losing the things we love, and of deep understanding and knowing that we all suffer and we share in sorrow; that is not ours alone to bear. With that understanding of suffering... the forgiveness and compassion that can shift our relationship to pain... to one with willingness and curiosity instead of judgement and the suffering that comes from...2017-12-0215 min
LumenTHE OBSTACLESIn this class we talk about the obstacles to: -living aligned with truth -connected to the heart -presence Game on!2017-12-0222 min
LumenLETTING ALL OF LIFE INIn this class I talk about letting all of life in... creating the conditions for wisdom to arise. Inspired by Sutras 1.30 - 1.32 in the Yoga Sutras of Patanjali. "The ability to observe without evaluating is the highest form of intelligence. You must understand the whole of life, not just one little part of it. That is why you must read, that is why you must look at the skies, that is why you must sing, and dance, and write poems, and suffer, and understand." - J. Krishnamurti2017-12-0217 min
LumenLOVE LIBERATESLast public class at Karoun yoga... The perfection of Asana and the discipline of practice are not done so that we may hold on better, but rather so that we may learn to let go better. The purpose of discipline is to liberate ourselves, not to rigidly and exhaustingly grip onto form, structure or belief, but to suddenly find ourselves inhabiting spontaneity and play. The lessons of discipline are in the undisciplined moments. It creates a structure for these elements to arrive. Love Liberates. youtu.be/cbecKv2xR14 - speech from Maya Angelou - LOVE LIBERATES2017-12-0208 min
LumenSO YOURSELFIn this class we explore self-worth and value and our tendency to seek outside of ourselves for affirmation of our "goodness" or "bad-ness." I share a story about the Buddha, the first 4 yoga sutras, a reading, some self inquiry / a practice, and some sing'in!2017-12-0214 min
LumenDHARMA AND PASSION: SELFISH OR HONORING THE SELF?In this dharma talk, I talk about receiving THIS life, living in alignment with the heart. How earth --centered, grounded, integrated -- gives us ease in transition and in letting go. I talk about transitioning out of old patterns of beliefs and thoughts that put us in conflict within ourselves. The conflict causes a dissipation of energy... and about coming out of conflict and coming back to living effortlessly... passionately. Note: Passion and desire are different than each other. Desire is based on conflict and attachment. It's wanting something that isn't..it is fighting with what really...2017-12-0217 min
LumenBREAKING PATTERNS: BOOBIE TRAP OR DOOR TO FREEDOM?Intro to Backbends - Playing With Fire Learning to use pain as a pivot point into freedom emotionally and physically. Breaking Patterns of Suffering - Opening up to Freedom - How are we using our power? To create more suffering? OR are we using it in really nourishing ways? Ways that are about a life of meaning and purpose that is linked to our true nature? A LIFE OF DEEP HAPPINESS. Alter egos to promote freedom to say what you need to say (hehe!) Ego eradicator - (what's one more humbling experience?!) Playing with fire (physical and emotional...2017-12-0238 min
LumenGOING DOWN: FROM FIGHT OR FLIGHT INTO REST AND DIGEST A guided relaxation for learning to take yourself out of Fight or Flight and into Rest and Digest. At first, learning to pull yourself out of fear and aversion takes awhile, both with learning to relax but also with letting go of our attachment to being afraid. However, with practice, one can do this in seconds and one begins to realize all the clarity they can get from the relaxed state. This is a step in changing patterns, it just requires a willingness to be attentive to our patterns (when we should actually be afraid because we are in...2017-12-0223 min
LumenTHE HEART: ONE BECOMES TWOA class on backbends and heart openers! All about the heart! -Philosophy -Auspicious Place -Individual Expression -Universal Expression -Purusa and Prakriti -Development of the Heart Chakra -Depression -Chemical Changes from BackBending -The Meridians in the Arms2017-12-0227 min
LumenSPIRITUAL SEAWEED ARMS: HONESTY IN THE RAWThe hilarious journey of being a yoga teacher and navigating "spiritual-new-age" jargon!2017-12-0215 min
LumenPILGRIMAGE: AT HOME IN THE UNKNOWNHere's to being unprofessional, not knowing, not being the expert... letting go of assumptions, fixed views, perceptions, judgements and ideas in favor of....going on a pilgrimage! in China, there was a teacher named Dizang who had a student named Fayan. Dizang saw Fayan all dressed in his traveling clothes, with his straw sandals and his staff, and a pack on his back, and Dizang said, "Where are you going?" Fayan answered, "Around on a pilgrimage." Dizang said, "What is the purpose of pilgrimage?" Fayan said, "I don't know." Dizang said, "Not knowing is nearest.".... translated as...2017-12-0234 min
LumenMAKING A LIFE A LIFE & FINDING TREASURE IN THE TRASHThis podcast is about living according to our core values and a lot of the challenges that come with that, as well as making a life out of the life we have been given. Core Values Alignment Being Fully Ourselves Fear Obstacles On The Way Taking Risks Falling In Love Exhaustion Being OK With Whatever Life Gives Us Making Lemonade from Lemons Finding Treasure in the Trash Clarifying 2017-12-0230 min
LumenCOMMITTMENT AND DISAPPOINTMENTA dharma talk about commitment and holding that gateway of hope open in the face of disappointment, failure, shame, fear, and doubt.2017-12-0232 min
LumenFOMO AND EQUANIMITYThis Track Hits On: Home Fear of Missing Out (FOMO)/ Seperate-ness Equanimity with desire, aversion, and neutral The Monarch butterfly journey Staying true to what's most important within all the emotional ups and downs The mantra: The opening invocation of the Isha Upanishad, a Sanskrit text that delves into the knowledge of the Self Pronunciation: purnam adah purnam idam purnat purnam udachyate | purnasya purnam adaya purnam evavashishyate || Translation: That is Whole. This is Whole. The Whole arises from the Whole. Having taken the Whole from the Whole, Only...2017-11-2621 min
LumenATHA: PRESENCEIN THIS TRACK: History of yoga About the first yoga sutra Using the philosophy to create presence with difficult emotions Emotional landscape Equanimity Compassion Developing the capacity to "be with" 2017-11-2638 min
LumenIdentify With FreedomThis Podcast Covers: Sutra 1.2: Yoga Citta Vrtti Nirodah The meaning of each individual sanskrit word in Sutra 1.2 The meaning of them all together The definition of Yoga The difference between Purusa and Prakriti What the Citta is What is Suffering What is Acceptance Reading from Nisargadatta on Pain Reading from Adyashanti on Depth Learning to work with pain instead of running from it Learning to identify with freedom instead of the story of our pain Equanimity: staying present with changes Will, Willpower & Willingness What it means to apply this to our lives Quotes from Nelson Mandela, Freiderich Neitzche...2017-11-2650 min
LumenLEARNING TO STAY AND YOGA SUTRA 1.3This Podcast Covers: The goals of Yoga The distinction between Purusa and Prakriti Readings from BKS Iyengar on Patanjali Readings from Adyashanti on letting go of our ego structure Sutra 1.3 on resting as awareness, as "being-ness" Reading from Pema Chodron on Learning to Stay Letting go of structures that create suffering The Ego Cacoon Getting Present 2017-11-2638 min