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The Lose Control Podcast"Boardrooms Barrooms and Blurred Boundaries" ft: Ted Bauer
Today’s guest is someone who hasn’t just lived through life’s seasons—he’s been shaped, shattered, and spiritually reassembled by them.
From Catholic boyhood and altar steps to the chaos of addiction and unspoken wounds…
From the reckless rebellion of youth to decades lost in boardrooms, barrooms, and blurred boundaries...
From collapsing under the weight of ego to rising with humility as compass.
This isn’t just a story—it’s a resurrection.
Ted Bower’s life is a layered testimony: innocence undone, trauma absorbed, rebellion ignited, and clarity...2025-07-0757 min
The Lose Control Podcast"Our submergence is our transformation"Submergence is not our end—it's how we begin again.
On The Lose Control Podcast, we explore what happens when we stop clutching for control... and start trusting the pull. Because life doesn’t just ask us to let go—it pulls us under. Into grief. Into love. Into silence. Into seasons that don’t make sense on paper but are perfectly designed to shape our becoming.
Submergence is the paradox: we sink in order to rise.
We dissolve in order to become whole.
The invitation isn’t to drown. It’s to surrender...2025-06-2213 minThe Lose Control PodcastRecovery in Action - Limited series - "Resentments" ft. Chris LaneResentment is a slow poison—one that corrodes the spirit, erodes peace, and traps you in a cycle of stagnation. It festers, feeding off unspoken wounds and unfinished battles, making you more bitter, more disconnected, more imprisoned in your own mind. And the truth is, no one else suffers as much as you do when resentment takes hold. It rots from the inside out.
The antidote? Honest, fearless communication—with yourself first. Because if you can’t be real with yourself, every other relationship suffers. You can’t truly function at your highest level, process emotions with clarity, or conne...2025-05-3016 minThe Lose Control PodcastEpisode 2 "Prison to Poipubeach.com" Ft: RozRosalynn Bourgeois, known as Roz, was born and raised just outside of Washington, DC, in PG County, MD. Growing up as a minority in a tumultuous household, she constantly felt the pressure to fit in and seek attention, especially with her parents embroiled in constant conflict. Roz identifies as a recovering Catholic, having endured religious beliefs that were aggressively forced upon her in a manner she describes as spiritually abusive. The weight of this upbringing required years of therapy to unravel and heal from, a journey she embarked on after achieving sobriety.
Despite the chaos, Roz excelled in s...2025-03-031h 06The Lose Control PodcastEpisode 1: "Pain was the admission" ft: Brian ReadyBrian Ready is not just a national recovery advocate, speaker, and motivational coach—he is a beacon of hope and transformation. A devoted father to three beautiful daughters and a loving husband to his wife, Kimberly, Brian embraces the privilege of working alongside her every day, united in their mission to guide others on the path to recovery.
As the visionary founder of Oaks Recovery, one of the nation’s preeminent 12-step recovery programs nestled in upstate South Carolina, Brian has committed his life to forging a sanctuary where individuals can find solace, support, and profound change. Oaks...2025-02-141h 08The Lose Control PodcastEpisode 33 Special Guest - A bunch of drunks "We, was the problem"I must be willing to do whatever “anything” looks like to help another alcoholic. This means offering unwavering friendship and fellowship, and assuring him that if he genuinely desires to get well, I will do anything to support him on his journey. The bond we create is founded on trust, empathy, and shared experience. Pg 95
You can have what we have, no strings attached. However, this comes with the need for brutal honesty with oneself. You must be willing to change every pattern in your life and be consistent. Consistency is not about doing the same thing over...2024-12-2748 minThe Lose Control PodcastEpisode 34 Special Guest: Margery Bailey "Hissy Fit...Find Your Breath"Margery Bailey's life is a gripping saga of resilience and profound transformation. Born in Sacramento, CA, she approaches her 50th birthday with a story that speaks to the depths of human struggle and the triumph of spirit. Raised in a turbulent alcoholic Irish Catholic household with two sisters, including an identical twin, Margery's early years were steeped in chaos. Her father, a Vietnam veteran, battled severe depression and PTSD, profoundly shaping her understanding of the world. Yet, his playful moments—enjoying George Carlin, Belushi on SNL, and dancing to Motown records—etched endearing memories that stayed with her. Margery's deep...2024-12-161h 05The Lose Control PodcastEpisode 33 Special Guest: The Panel "We...was the problem"Steps 1, 2, and 3 form the bedrock of any recovery journey, each playing a vital role in helping individuals reclaim their lives from addiction.
Step 1 demands that we confront the brutal truth of addiction and its devastating impact. It's a powerful and humbling admission that one cannot control their drinking and that their actions have led to chaos and dysfunction. This courageous acknowledgment is the gateway to seeking help and embracing the possibility of change.
Step 2 is about discovering hope in a higher power that can provide strength and guidance. This step involves opening up to the...2024-12-1248 minThe Lose Control PodcastEpisode 32 Special Guest: Matthew Parsley "I didn't want to say YES - I couldn't say NO"This week’s special guest is Matthew Parsley. Born in Long Beach, Long Island, and raised in Dillon, South Carolina, by his grandmother and great-grandmother from the age of six, Matthew's early life was deeply influenced by a religious and spiritual household. Church provided solace, but his childhood was also marked by the trauma of being molested by a favorite cousin, a secret that cast a long shadow over his formative years. Unlike other boys, Matthew felt different, gravitating towards girls and finding comfort in their company. His grandmother introduced him to baseball, but another hidden, darker world beckoned, fu...2024-12-071h 29The Lose Control PodcastEpisode 31 Special Guest: HYPE "Ramen noodles out of a hubcap"Hype's story is one of unimaginable pain and redemption. Born in prison, he faced a life of hardship from the very beginning. At 11, he witnessed his mother's death, and by 12, he endured relentless physical abuse. In a desperate act of self-defense, Hype set his abuser on fire, leading to a sentence of juvenile life. He was released at 19, only to face more turmoil.
In 2001, Hype's twin brother was deployed overseas, but Hype was denied the chance to join him because of his criminal record. In a fit of rage and despair, in January 2002, he stormed a federal...2024-11-1435 minThe Lose Control PodcastEpisode 30 PART 3 Special Guest: Ashleigh & Lance Cline "This is the life I prayed for"Introducing our special guests this week: Ashleigh and Lance Cline – “This is the life I prayed for.”
Ashleigh and Lance's story began in 2019 when they connected through the Any Length Recovery Facebook page. At that time, Ashleigh was just four months out of prison, starting to rebuild her life, while Lance was emerging from his own prison, the trap houses of W. Baltimore. Both were early in their recovery journeys, with Lance seeking convenience rather than a relationship. Ashleigh made it clear she wasn't interested in casual encounters, and they decided to take it slow—a new experien...2024-11-0551 minThe Lose Control PodcastEpisode 29 Special Guest: Chris Lane 2 cases - 2 handles - 2 days "Oaks Recovery saved my life"Chris Lane, 35, was born in the small town of Rumford, Maine. At the age of five, he moved with his parents to the rural parts of Columbia and Lexington, South Carolina.
Growing up, Chris witnessed most of his family either battling addiction or navigating recovery. Following this difficult family legacy, he began drinking at 14. Like many, his relationship with alcohol saw peaks and valleys, his daily life revolving around his next drink.
In 2020, as the world spiraled out of control, so did Chris's drinking. It became a constant companion, making work and everyday activities impossible to fa...2024-10-2738 minThe Lose Control PodcastEpisode 28 PART 2 " It's always the Mexican restaurants! " Special Guest Ashleigh ClineAshleigh Cline is a certified peer support specialist at Westview Behavioral Health. After a turbulent road filled with addiction, trauma, and significant personal loss her story has transformed dramatically from one of despair to one of resilience and post-traumatic growth. Her twelve-year battle with addiction marked the beginning of a profound journey of self-discovery, leading her to the threshold of recovery.
On January 26, 2025, Ashleigh will celebrate seven years of sobriety. Her recovery journey now centers around sharing her experiences of addiction, loss, 17 months of incarceration, and eventual recovery. Refusing to be haunted by her past, Ashleigh chose to turn...2024-10-161h 20The Lose Control PodcastEpisode 26 " A glimpse at a solutionThis week’s conversation is with a small group of people interested in understanding my design for living. The conversation is raw and honest, and not everyone may be receptive to it. This is the beauty of choice. We no longer have to live our lives concerned about others’ opinions and expectations of us. Find your tribe, seek out mentors—more than one if possible. Love yourself, continue to grow, and aim to be 1% better every day.
We stay focused on the solution, always striving to be better than we were yesterday. True transformation doesn’t come from mer...2024-09-2018 minThe Lose Control PodcastEpisode 27 PART 1 " We're talking about behaviors" Special Guest: Lance ClineLance Cline hails from the heart of Maryland. His childhood was shaped within the nurturing yet challenging environment of Recovery, as both of his parents have been steadfast in their Recovery journey for over 40 years. This unique upbringing instilled in Lance a deep understanding of the struggles and triumphs that come with addiction and recovery.
In 2017, Lance’s world was shattered when he lost his brother to a fentanyl overdose. The grief and despair that followed were overwhelming, plunging Lance into a dark abyss of hopelessness and self-doubt. This profound loss became the catalyst for his own ba...2024-09-191h 04The Lose Control PodcastEpisode 26 A glimpse at a solution "A stranger asked; so I got honest"This week’s conversation is with a small group of people interested in understanding my design for living. The conversation is raw and honest, and not everyone may be receptive to it. This is the beauty of choice. We no longer have to live our lives concerned about others’ opinions and expectations of us. Find your tribe, seek out mentors—more than one if possible. Love yourself, continue to grow, and aim to be 1% better every day.
We stay focused on the solution, always striving to be better than we were yesterday. True transformation doesn’t come from mer...2024-09-1723 minThe Lose Control PodcastEpisode 26 - "A stranger asked; so I got honest" - A glimpse at a solutionThis week’s conversation is with a small group interested in understanding my design for living. The conversation is raw and honest; not everyone may be receptive to it. This is the beauty of choice. We no longer have to live our lives concerned about others’ opinions and expectations of us. Find your tribe, and seek out mentors—more than one if possible. Love yourself, continue to grow, and aim to be 1% better every day.
Take criticism not as a setback but as an opportunity for growth. Objectively assess its validity and calmly evaluate the feedback. This enhanc...2024-09-1721 minThe Lose Control PodcastEpisode 25 Part 2 Jamar Ryle "I was trying to fill that void" Honesty Openminded WillingnessJamar’s journey is a vivid illustration of the human spirit’s capacity to endure and triumph. It speaks to the courage needed to face one’s demons, the unwavering determination to reclaim one’s life, and the rediscovery of hope and purpose that fuels the path to recovery. His transformation is a beacon for others, illuminating the way forward and proving that with relentless effort and unwavering support, recovery is not just a possibility but a profound reality.
Today, Jamar stands as a radiant beacon of hope, a living testament to the profound possibility of recovery and the...2024-09-1451 minThe Lose Control PodcastEpisode 24 Part 1 Special Guest: Jamar Ryle "I was trying to fill that void", Honesty Open-minded WillingnessJamar’s odyssey to recovery commenced on March 17th, 2018, a date etched in his memory as the beginning of a profound transformation. His narrative is a harrowing tapestry woven with threads of deep-seated depression, excruciating pain, and an overwhelming sense of hopelessness and worthlessness. These emotions, intertwined with unmanageability, selfishness, and self-seeking behaviors, propelled him into an abyss of darkness. Jamar’s struggle with addiction was punctuated by harrowing episodes of suicidal ideation, seething rage, and a relentless cycle of denial and justification.
Jamar’s descent into substance use began at the tender age of 13 or 14. The very f...2024-09-101h 13The Lose Control PodcastEpisode 23 " What can I put into the stream of life" Special Guest: Roger LayneThis week’s special guest is the returning Roger Layne from Week 2. Roger will delve into his extensive knowledge and experience with the virtues of Stoicism and the 12 principles of the twelve steps. These principles emphasize living a virtuous life, focusing on what is within our control, and accepting the natural order of things.
Roger will explain how the 12 principles provide a practical, day-to-day application of Stoic philosophy, breaking down its core tenets into actionable steps. While Stoicism offers the philosophical foundation, these principles present a structured approach to implementing these ideas in everyday life, making the an...2024-09-0141 minThe Lose Control PodcastEpisode 22 "Help Other People Everyday" H.O.P.E. Special Guest April ParkerApril Parker grew up in Indian Land, South Carolina, often escaping her tumultuous home life by playing outside, reading, and pretending to be a teacher. Despite being molested by her siblings and ignored by her parents, who were preoccupied with her father’s alcoholism, April excelled in academics and sports, earned a scholarship to Winthrop University, becoming the first in her family to attend college, and graduated with a BS in Elementary Education
During college, she met her ex-husband, became pregnant, and was pressured into marriage, only to later discover he was already married and living under a f...2024-08-2246 minThe Lose Control PodcastEpsiode 21 Special Guest: Seth Vallet "From Hallucinations to Halos"Seth Vallett’s life has been a rollercoaster of highs and lows, a symphony of triumphs and struggles. Born in the heart of Macon, Georgia, he emerged from a close-knit family—a tapestry woven with love and resilience.
As a teenager, Seth danced on the edge of existence, drawn to mind-altering substances like a moth to a flame. These choices led him down a treacherous path, where addiction wrapped its tendrils around his soul, threatening to extinguish his light. The future seemed uncertain, a foggy landscape where hope flickered like a distant star.
But in the...2024-08-151h 12The Lose Control PodcastEpisode 19 "When we get it...We gotta keep doing it!" GOD...COUNTRY...GUNSGerry Kelly: A Journey Across Oceans
Gerry Kelly, a man of seasoned years and weathered spirit, traces his origins to the cobbled streets of Dublin, Ireland. Born under the watchful eyes of the Emerald Isle, he carried dreams as fragile as the morning mist. But destiny, that elusive weaver of narratives, had grander plans.
In the fateful year of 1986, Gerry embarked on a pilgrimage across the Atlantic. With a mere $400 clutched tightly—a talisman against uncertainty—he stepped onto American soil. The United States, a symphony of ambition and opportunity, welcomed him with open arms. The...2024-07-181h 11The Lose Control PodcastEpisode 18 Broken pieces: "We turned our pain into passion." Special guest: Lacy Spivey & Jesse FranklinJessie Franklin and Lacy Spivey: A Journey of Redemption and Resilience
Jessie Franklin and Lacy Spivey’s intertwined lives, marked by addiction and separation, ultimately led them back to each other. Their story serves as a beacon of hope for others, demonstrating that even in the darkest moments, redemption and resilience can pave the way to a new beginning.
High School Connection: Jessie and Lacy’s vibrant personalities drew them together during their high school years. Although their initial romance was brief, fate would reunite them later in life, weaving their paths together once more.
Bond Thro...2024-07-111h 20The Lose Control PodcastEpisode 17 "I don't know how to NOT move forward" Special guest: Julie ColeJulie’s Journey to Authenticity
INSTAGRAM: Julie_Cole_Coaching / Julie@JulieCole.org
Julie Cole sat in the dimly lit room, her fingers tracing the edges of her sobriety coin. Twenty-six years. It felt like a lifetime and a heartbeat all at once. The room was filled with others—strangers who had become confidantes, their stories woven together like a patchwork quilt of resilience.
“If you live sober long enough,” Julie thought, “you’ll face joys and heartbreaks that cut to the core.” She knew this truth intimately. The laughter of newfound friends, the tears shed for...2024-07-011h 07The Lose Control PodcastEpisode 16 "Before I knew it." Special guest: Jodi FriendJodi’s Journey: From Darkness to Hope
Jodi’s path through addiction, recovery, and the pain of loss has been an arduous one. The weight of shame and guilt rests heavily on her shoulders, yet she remains resolute in her quest for strength and sobriety. Despite enduring immense heartache, Jodi channels her experiences into helping others while safeguarding her own well-being.
Together with her husband and son, Jodi’s commitment to staying clean reflects the unbreakable bonds of family love and resilience. Their shared journey is a testament to their unwavering faith and passion for grace...2024-06-191h 14The Lose Control PodcastEpisode 14 " Then I was introduced to sub levels 1,2&3" Special guest Russell MarcheseRussell Marchese’s story is indeed a profound narrative of hope, resilience, and the enduring power of faith and love. It’s a story that resonates with many who have faced similar battles, and it serves as a beacon of light for those still navigating the path of recovery.
The journey of self-discovery and the embrace of one’s spirituality can be transformative. It’s a process that often begins with the challenging acknowledgment of our own role in our struggles, leading to a deeper understanding and acceptance of ourselves. Russ’s experience underscores the importance of this self...2024-06-1443 minThe Lose Control PodcastEpisode 15 "In my pain, I really found my purpose" Special guest Rachel JacksonRachel’s profound journey to freedom is indeed a testament to the human spirit’s resilience and the transformative power of recovery. Born into a challenging environment, she faced her struggles head-on. Rachel’s journey from dealing with an eating disorder and substance abuse to becoming a pillar of support and inspiration is nothing short of remarkable. By turning her life around and dedicating herself to helping others, Rachel exemplifies the strength that can emerge from adversity.
Her dedication to mindfulness, community, and physical wellness has not only been a cornerstone of her own recovery but also a sour...2024-06-111h 31The Lose Control PodcastEpisode 14 "Then I was introduced to sub-levels 1,2,3" Special Guest: Russell MarcheseRussell Marchese’s story is indeed a profound narrative of hope, resilience, and the enduring power of faith and love. It’s a story that resonates with many who have faced similar battles, and it serves as a beacon of light for those still navigating the path of recovery.
The journey of self-discovery and the embrace of one’s spirituality can be transformative. It’s a process that often begins with the challenging acknowledgment of our own role in our struggles, leading to a deeper understanding and acceptance of ourselves. Russ’s experience underscores the importance of this self...2024-06-0243 minThe Lose Control PodcastEpisode 14 "Then I was introduced to sub-levels 1,2,3." Special Guest : Russell MarcheseRussell Marchese’s story is indeed a profound narrative of hope, resilience, and the enduring power of faith and love. It’s a story that resonates with many who have faced similar battles, and it serves as a beacon of light for those still navigating the path of recovery.
The journey of self-discovery and the embrace of one’s spirituality can be transformative. It’s a process that often begins with the challenging acknowledgment of our own role in our struggles, leading to a deeper understanding and acceptance of ourselves. Russ’s experience underscores the importance of this self...2024-06-0243 minThe Lose Control PodcastEpisode 13 - 3 Pillars to a Peaceful Balance
3 Pillars to a Peaceful Balance:
Mindfulness / Meditation:
Practicing mindfulness and meditation can help you cultivate awareness of the present moment, reduce stress, and enhance overall well-being. Consider incorporating mindfulness techniques such as deep breathing, body scans, or guided meditation into your daily routine.
Community / Relationship:
Building and maintaining meaningful connections with others is essential for emotional health. Engage with your community, whether through social activities, volunteering, or participating in group events. Supportive relationships provide a sense of belonging and contribute to a peaceful balance.
Physical Wellness and Diet:
Prioritize your physical health by adopting a balanced d...2024-05-2938 minThe Lose Control PodcastEpisode 12 "A Journey of Resilience & Purpose" Special Guest : Gerry ColemanJOURNEY OF RESILIENCE AND PURPOSE
From the rolling hills of Pennsylvania to the warm embrace of the South, Gerry’s life’s journey has been anything but ordinary. At the tender age of 10, his family’s move to Irmo introduced him to a world where Gerry’s biracial heritage was as rare as it was misunderstood. The challenges were manifold: financial constraints that led to ridicule and a sense of isolation in a place where he stood out for all the wrong reasons. Yet, amidst these trials, his parents’ unwavering dedication to providing a loving home and education...2024-05-2357 minThe Lose Control PodcastEpisode 12 "A Journey of Resilience & Purpose" Special Guest: Gerry ColemanJOURNEY OF RESILIENCE AND PURPOSE
From the rolling hills of Pennsylvania to the warm embrace of the South, Gerry’s life’s journey has been anything but ordinary. At the tender age of 10, his family’s move to Irmo introduced him to a world where Gerry’s biracial heritage was as rare as it was misunderstood. The challenges were manifold: financial constraints that led to ridicule and a sense of isolation in a place where he stood out for all the wrong reasons. Yet, amidst these trials, his parents’ unwavering dedication to providing a loving home and education...2024-05-2357 minThe Lose Control PodcastEpisode 11 “I am a survivor” Special guest Jessica AppleEpisode 11 “I am a survivor” Special guest Jessica Apple
Jessica Apple recovers loudly. She tells us, “Jesus broke all the rules to bridge social and cultural divides, to reach people, I want to be like that in my life and my recovery!”. Jessica’s hope, is to reach one person at a time and to be a light on their path of recovery. To show people the love of Christ.
Jessica spent her entire childhood wrecked with shame and confusion about what was happening to her every night, and had no one to go to for help...2024-05-1557 minThe Lose Control PodcastEpisode 11 “I am a survivor” - Special guest Jessica AppleJessica Apple recovers loudly. She tells us, “Jesus broke all the rules to bridge social and cultural divides, to reach people, I want to be like that in my life and my recovery!”. Jessica’s hope, is to reach one person at a time, and to be a light on their path of recovery. To show people the love of Christ.
Jessica spent her entire childhood wrecked with shame and confusion about what was happening to her every night, and had no one to go to for help. Jessica states a dark reminder, “It was very much me again...2024-05-1557 minThe Lose Control PodcastEpisode 10 "Even when the odds are insurmountable" Special guest William McCauleyWilliam A. McCauley, a Certified Peer-Support Specialist affiliated with The Courage Center, has not only embraced this title but also woven it into the very fabric of his identity. His journey is one of resilience, transformation, and unwavering commitment to recovery.
For over 25 years, William grappled with the relentless grip of addiction. The last decade was particularly harrowing, marked by IV Meth and Fentanyl use. His existence revolved around the pursuit of substances, leaving behind a trail of broken connections and a fractured family. By the time he stumbled upon the path to recovery, he stood on the prec...2024-05-081h 01The Lose Control PodcastEpisode 10 "Even when the odds are insurmountable" -Special guest William McCauleyWilliam A. McCauley, a Certified Peer-Support Specialist affiliated with The Courage Center, has not only embraced this title but also woven it into the very fabric of his identity. His journey is one of resilience, transformation, and unwavering commitment to recovery.
For over 25 years, William grappled with the relentless grip of addiction. The last decade was particularly harrowing, marked by IV Meth and Fentanyl use. His existence revolved around the pursuit of substances, leaving behind a trail of broken connections and a fractured family. By the time he stumbled upon the path to recovery, he stood on the prec...2024-05-081h 01The Lose Control PodcastEpisode 9 "I no longer carry the Iron Cross of shame" - Special Guest Matty IMatthew’s Journey: From Darkness to Light
Matthew’s life was a tempest, a storm that threatened to drown him. As a child, anger clung to him like a shadow, and he struggled to find his place in a world that felt alien. But the universe had more trials in store for him.
At the tender age of six, Matthew lost his closest companion—the brother who shared secrets, laughter, and dreams. The void left behind was vast, an abyss that threatened to swallow him whole.
Yet fate wasn’t done with Matthew. At eight...2024-05-011h 08The Lose Control Podcast" I no longer carry the Iron Cross of shame"
Matthew’s Journey: From Darkness to Light
Matthew’s life was a tempest, a storm that threatened to drown him. As a child, anger clung to him like a shadow, and he struggled to find his place in a world that felt alien. But the universe had more trials in store for him.
At the tender age of six, Matthew lost his closest companion—the brother who shared secrets, laughter, and dreams. The void left behind was vast, an abyss that threatened to swallow him whole.
Yet fate wasn’t done with Matthew. At eight...2024-05-011h 08The Lose Control PodcastEpisiode 8 "My Defects Became My Assets" - Special Guest Amber FrazierAmber serves as a peer support specialist at a recovery community organization and she serves on the South Carolina Harm Reduction Coalition Political Affairs committee. Harm Reduction is a health centered approach that focuses on public health and safety. Examples of harm reduction we use in everyday life can be a seat belt, hard hat, life jacket, and oxygen. Examples of harm reduction in the community of recovery and for people who use drugs can vary; it includes naloxone, fentanyl and xylazine testing strips, education on safer IV use, providing sterile supplies, and policy change. Harm Reduction is the...2024-04-2552 minThe Lose Control PodcastEpisode 7 "Discipline is My Foundation" - Special Guest Norman FerrisNorman Ferris born and raised in upstate NY, and even though he considers his childhood a good one, he found himself very self-conscious, and a very sensitive person. Norman was a good athlete in high school and loved working with horses.
“My first drink qualified me as a drunk. Working with horses allowed me to drink. Drinking for oblivion, no rhyme or reason. It's just what I did. Isettled for less in all areas of my life and in time I did not like myself for what I had become, says Norman.”
In this episode Norm...2024-04-1847 minThe Lose Control PodcastEpisode 6 "Peace Like No Other" - Special Guest Nansi N.Nansi is an outgoing person, so her soul that shines through her eyes. Without hearing her story, you would never understand the trials and tribulations she endured to make it to where she is today.
Nansi was in active addiction since she was 16. She started with alcohol, which so many assume is harmless, but that led to cocaine. She soon found herself sacrificing her innocence and chasing the high in trap houses - actively using until she was 47. The last decade consisted of meth and Fentanyl use. She used to live and lived to use. She abandoned...2024-04-1157 minThe Lose Control PodcastEpisode 5 "The Arrow that Pierced My Ego" - Special Guest Jessie FranklinJessie Franklin is a beacon of recovery and resilience. He embodies resilience, compassion and unwavering commitment to recovery. Jessie's journey is one of triumph over adversity, and his purpose lies in guiding others toward healing and hope.
Jessie is a native of Lexington, South Carolina and the youngest of five children. He discovered his passion for sports early on, with basketball capturing his heart. It consumed his adolescent and teenage years, until a life-altering accident exposed him to narcotics, derailing his dreams of playing at the next level.
Surviving an overdose in January 2021 was a...2024-04-0443 minThe Lose Control PodcastEpisode 4 "His Willingness To Walk By Faith" - Special Guest Josh BoneJosh Bone was born and raised by his grandparents in Dallas, NC. He attended college at UNC Chapel Hill where he studied psychology and creative writing. Working in the bar and service industry, he began to struggle with alcoholism and addiction. After navigating over a decade of active addiction, he celebrates 7 years of sobriety April 27, 2024. He started his career in the recovery field in 2018 as a volunteer. He worked his way up the ranks from group facilitator and case management to successfully operating a large Intensive Outpatient Program and becoming a Certified Alcohol and Drug Counselor 1.
In 2019, Josh...2024-03-281h 06
The Lose Control PodcastEpisode 3 "Perception and Mindset" - Special Guest Matty IThis is a "storytelling" episode. You will hear Matty I speaking to a group of recovering addicts and alcoholics. In this 1/2 hour show listen to some of Matty's journey, with a focus on becoming the person you were meant to be and how he has been walking that path. He says, "Never say you can't do it, remember you just haven't done it yet. Become the person who cannot quit, who can say no to a toxic situation as well as remove toxic people from your life. Become the person always moving forward. The hardest step is the first...2024-03-2135 minThe Lose Control PodcastEpisode 2 "What Is Your Perception" - Special Guest Roger LayneIn this conversation, Matty, Chris and Roger share their experiences and insights on overcoming challenges and achieving personal growth through mental toughness and self-improvement. They emphasized the importance of living in the present moment, embracing emotions, and cultivating gratitude. They discuss the role of stoicism and community, and through their stories, offer practical advice and inspiration for those seeking personal growth and recovery.
2024-03-141h 01The Lose Control PodcastEpisode 1 "I Am Responsible" - Special Guest " Big C"In this first episode of The Lose Control Podcast, host Matty I and good friend Chris Acciardo talk about some of their moments in life that were the lowest, yet they used those dark days as a means to turn life around. Listen in, we think you may hear your own story in ours.
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