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Save HavenNo One Blessed MeGod Bless America, but smite me, for living is a sin. For now, I’m just a first world problem.2019-07-0505 minSave Havena morning aloneIt’s comforting to know that people worry about you. Don’t leave them worrying.2019-06-2707 minSave HavenSocial LifeFive poems that reveal why my social circle has shrunk and become stagnant in growth.2019-06-0903 minSave HavenCan’t Sleep, Dreams Too Loud🌙Midnight tidings, not tollings/ even when I’m tired, my brain keeps holding/ awake, afraid to sleep/ if I do, do I get my soul to keep?/or am I lost to the void/ like a dream lost to Styx?2019-06-0306 minSave HavenHALF-HEARTED LIFE STORYFuvking up my life, it’s an ugly timeline, but it’s all I have that’s mine.2019-03-2709 minSave HavenReTRoGraDe (a fraction)"I’m fucking up my life and I know it..." -morning light, thebreathingbackwards2019-03-0610 minSave HavenFaking For FunI entered a fake relationship a while ago for kicks. I wanted to see how manipulative I could be. But I forgot that love always plays me.2019-02-1005 minSave HavenFEBRUARY FEVER AND LOVE (good/bad)I have February Fever. How bout you? Also, the story about the girl I screwed over... she returned the favor, and like all great artists before me I’m going to send it back in my medium.2019-02-0514 minSave HavenSelf ProgressionI’m suddenly a self-help guru. As growing humans, we have problems; let’s address them.2019-02-0519 minSave HavenPoems Like PostcardsI’ve been gone awhile (again), but while I’ve been gone I’ve written poems documenting what’s been going on lately. My headspace has kinda been in a black hole. Thankfully, I’m back where I’m supposed to be: lost in orbit. But, hey, I got some crazy stories to share. Keep ya posted 😉2019-02-0204 minSave HavenLATEThe episode isn’t as sad as it seems...😗2018-09-2503 minSave HavenJust A Bunch Of PoemsWe aren’t gonna talk about the Ice Cream.2018-09-2405 minSave HavenRantsThere is something wrong with you if you think a pencil on a desk is creative. Make an argument, I’ll hear you out.2018-09-2314 minSave HavenMorning, Still SickSup, and mornin’, I am sick and I’m not over it.2018-09-2308 minSave HavenReCreation:IntermissionIt’s short, I promise. I know we’re all tired of hearing about ReCreation.2018-09-2305 minSave HavenConviction (dénoue)These are the ones I couldn’t upload, because my computer died. RIP.2018-09-2307 min
Save HavenPlease Read DescriptionNearly started crying in class when the teacher brought it up. I was hardly one when it happened, but I was American. I AM American, and a proud patriot. I am proid of what we can do. America is great, because of the people within it. Greatness is an ACT. Never forget. A moment of silence.2018-09-1205 minSave HavenWAAAY Past Our BedtimeI shouldn't be up this late. These are just some notes I had laying around. I thought I would "ASMR" them to you.2018-08-3103 minSave HavenMidnight Chat 🌙1st one in a while... less weird, but you’ll manage.2018-08-3110 minSave HavenMy thoughts VocalisedThis is all random2018-08-3120 minSave HavenMy Computer Is DEADRIP my computer... and toss it in a fire.2018-08-3003 minSave HavenCONVICTIONIt's more than all I have...2018-08-3006 min
Save HavenDowncastThis isn't the most depressing thing I've published. That being said, it's not the most upbeat either.2018-08-1302 minSave HavenLate UploadI don’t even remember what this is about; I recorded it so long ago.2018-08-1313 minSave HavenDespite The Tone Of The Poems, I'm Doing Okay (?)My existence is becoming unraveled, but when you're used to a tangled mess, straight lines often make you fussy.2018-08-0613 minSave HavenPhone's At 7%ACT II, stage left, let's get it right. I’ve been gone awhile, but I’m back (at least pretend to be happy).2018-07-2118 minSave HavenAMENDSIt's my fault. I should have been stronger. But the shame I continue to carry makes me weak-- it makes US weak. We need to let go. To look what's chained us in the eye and tell it we're better. I am not my past.2018-07-1621 minSave HavenSmile While The Train Pulls OffThere are SOOO many cool people here.2018-04-2200 minSave Haveni made some interesting choices... i'll share them later.The morning was good... WAS***2018-04-1605 min
Save HavenA Morning Adventure | B&BI get stuck in a tree with a fake milkshake 😅😓2018-04-1514 minSave Havenpeople aren't for me latelyI'm late, but ask me if i care. Now refer to the title for an answer.2018-04-1408 minSave HavenIt All Started With FG Fries...Morning, FOOLS2018-04-1321 minSave HavenThis Is Just What's Decided To Happen TodayCounseling, the past, and what I am now.2018-04-1315 minSave HavenMismatch Morning And No EggsI didn't eat breakfast, I'm wearing shoes that don't match, and I may have failed the SAT... Am I relateable or what?? 😏2018-04-1212 min
Save HavenThis Is Soooo All About MePast, future, present. Imma keep doing me the best I can, even when I remember how much life suck(-s)(-ed)(is sucking)2018-04-1230 min
Save HavenI LOVE TOAST | B&BWe talk about trans- and homo- phobia; beware. Send me some research on those phobias, pls!!2018-04-1117 minSave HavenThe Day Was Too Much...I didnt know what else to say, honestly2018-04-1105 minSave HavenDeclarations And Junk2018-04-1011 min
Save HavenSomehow I woke up today, so you should too | B&BColeslaw=bummy-mood2018-04-1012 minSave HavenShameless, Ex-Crush, And Other Irrelevant StuffI have a headache again :(2018-04-1008 min
Save HavenAnd The Text Wars Begin!The text wars have begun... No one leaves me on a lù... NO ONE 😡!!2018-04-0904 min
Save Havenready to start the day? | B&BGood Morning2018-04-0914 minSave Havenactually midnightIt became midnight, and the episode reset, so, here.2018-04-0903 minSave HavenGoing On Midnight... 🌙I'm up a little too late.2018-04-0918 minSave HavenReCreation: RepentI'm sorry. I tried. I'm sorry I wasn't enough. I'm sorry I let you down. I'm sorry I'm pathetic, I'm vain, I'm worthless, I think too much, I'm sorry I keep screwing up and my life is a trainwreck still struggling along the tracks. I'm so f#@%ing sorry that this is who I am! Who I became... If I've disappointed you, I'm so *sorry.*... I'm sorry.2018-04-0908 minSave Haveni can rambleI didn't have anything to talk about really. I know I'm not correlated or relateable at all, but I wanna be. So if you want something, then tell me.2018-04-0611 minSave HavenI'm Always Freaking LateI woke up at like 6:20am. Like what??2018-04-0602 minSave Havenchallenges and musicMusic is great-- freaking amazing even. But some songs are just straight up C R E A M 🤤2018-04-0614 minSave Havenwoke up for onceMorning, peoples2018-04-0509 minSave Havenco-starring: THE WIND 😃I talk about random ish. As usual.2018-04-0418 minSave HavenDon't Expect To Hear A Poem 🙄Morning. I am an oxymoron who used to wait on imaginary prince charmings... NO MORE!2018-04-0410 minSave Haventhe real question is where have YOU been?RIP Dolores O'Riordan ⚰️🖤 just found out... Anyway, I'm back... yeah. I don’t talk about it in this episode, but I remembered while choosing the music (something I do last). The Bad Wolves cover, which I just heard today actually made me want to cry (I leaked a little), but I was honestly more touched than sad. That’s really sweet of them.2018-04-0420 minSave HavenLove, Aliens, And Stuff2018-03-2907 minSave HavenLove Sucks...... but it’s worth it 🧐2018-03-2806 minSave Havenpresequel to RepentWhy does it matter2018-03-2602 minSave HavenMonday MorningPeople are nice, I'm an addict, and love sucks2018-03-2613 minSave Haven?? 🤔 ??Questions, questions 🧐2018-03-2613 minSave HavenSup2018-03-2410 minSave Havenrefer to descriptionLol, someone walked in on me during "Cross Dresser 🙄," and I ended that ish fast 😂😂😓2018-03-2315 minSave Havenwoke up lateAnd missed my date...2018-03-2205 min
Save HavenReCreation: DefeatTurn away the mirrors... i don't need to see... i don't WANT to see.2018-03-2205 minSave HavenReCreation: ContemplationWhat’s wrong? How do I fix it? Can I?2018-03-2203 minSave HavenBored -~-I AM ACTUALLY BORED2018-03-2110 minSave HavenBruh 😒Refer to title... like for real, people.2018-03-2106 minSave HavenUGH!!!!Where have i been.... 🤔2018-03-2002 minSave HavenReCreation: FrustrationA prisoner as his own cage... FREE ME!2018-03-1802 minSave HavenFooood2018-03-1510 minSave Havenpie 🙃 AND QUIZ!!!🥧🥧🥧🥧🥧🥧🥧2018-03-1435 minSave HavenReCreation: BeginningIt took a long time, but I finally fell apart. It took even longer, but I'm finally starting to put myself back together...2018-03-1419 minSave HavenRefer to descriptionDislaimer: i love women as much as the next mysogynist... jk, chill. Everyone deserves a chance. At everything.... also i was bulimic. Just keep that in mind.2018-03-1305 minSave HavenWassup, peanut 🙃Peanut butter and change 😉😋2018-03-1340 minSave Havenbreakfast in bed (LATE)Morning... it's getting better.2018-03-1210 minSave Haven☕️morning 🍩I don’t like donuts2018-03-1108 minSave HavenMidnight Chat // Let's TalkSuffering/addiction, love, and words2018-03-1124 minSave HavenBreakfast In Bed (for once)2018-03-1014 minSave HavenHow Ya Feeling?Mood2018-03-0919 minSave Havenafternoon reflectionIt's been a day... take that how you will.2018-03-0908 minSave HavenCome On Let's Be Real: Teen RomanceYou know what’s up2018-03-0811 minSave HavenBed And Breakfast Chat (Dreampeople)2018-03-0815 minSave Haven<32018-03-0806 minSave HavenI’m not sadHappiness just doesn’t come easy2018-03-0709 minSave HavenThoughtless MumblesI’m in a very peculiar mood.2018-03-0605 minSave HavenMy Life ReminscingCan’t escape... but I’m okay2018-03-0601 minSave HavenBed And Breakfast ChatI’m not feeling any better today :/2018-03-0609 minSave HavenCc>Look, it’s a double scoop icecream. Yum.2018-03-0609 minSave HavenMorning FOOLSYep, we’re called FOOLS now. IN CAPITALS!!2018-03-0509 minSave Havenfriendship//midnight chat 🌙I 2018-03-0505 minSave HavenDown The Rabbit Hole We Go ☕️Wubba-lubba-dub-dub 🙃2018-03-0403 minSave HavenBed And BreakfastI’m just laying in bed, talking about what’s on my mind.2018-03-0410 minSave HavenFAF Girls, Piercings, & AnthologiesFAF = fat and fly2018-03-0309 minSave HavenM E N T I AThe war against my own (in)sanity is over. But who won? The conclusion is never the end.2018-03-0356 minSave HavenFinding MyselfRefer to title2018-03-0207 minSave HavenRefer to DescriptionHow am I gonna complete M E N T I A now?2018-03-0103 minSave HavenShameless Slut Talk2018-03-0105 minSave HavenThe Morning Was Like Toothpaste On A ShirtYou know when you get toothpaste on your shirt in the morning, and you look at it like “you didn’t have to do that.” Then look from the toothbrush to the shirt and just don’t know what to do, but laugh anyway cos it happened and that’s ALL the happened and it’s not the worst.... yup.2018-03-0110 minSave HavenStasis MOMENT.III2018-02-2804 minSave HavenDead InsideNot feeling it2018-02-2803 minSave HavenScrewing Around 4 Fun2018-02-2803 minSave HavenFeb 27, 20182018-02-2710 minSave HavenClothing ProblemsRefer to title... 😓2018-02-2705 min