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Save HavenNo One Blessed MeGod Bless America, but smite me, for living is a sin. For now, I’m just a first world problem.
2019-07-0505 minSave Havena morning aloneIt’s comforting to know that people worry about you. Don’t leave them worrying.
2019-06-2707 minSave HavenSocial LifeFive poems that reveal why my social circle has shrunk and become stagnant in growth.
2019-06-0903 minSave HavenCan’t Sleep, Dreams Too Loud🌙Midnight tidings, not tollings/ even when I’m tired, my brain keeps holding/ awake, afraid to sleep/ if I do, do I get my soul to keep?/or am I lost to the void/ like a dream lost to Styx?
2019-06-0306 minSave HavenHALF-HEARTED LIFE STORYFuvking up my life, it’s an ugly timeline, but it’s all I have that’s mine.
2019-03-2709 minSave HavenReTRoGraDe (a fraction)"I’m fucking up my life and I know it..." -morning light, thebreathingbackwards
2019-03-0610 minSave HavenFaking For FunI entered a fake relationship a while ago for kicks. I wanted to see how manipulative I could be. But I forgot that love always plays me.
2019-02-1005 minSave HavenFEBRUARY FEVER AND LOVE (good/bad)I have February Fever. How bout you? Also, the story about the girl I screwed over... she returned the favor, and like all great artists before me I’m going to send it back in my medium.
2019-02-0514 minSave HavenSelf ProgressionI’m suddenly a self-help guru. As growing humans, we have problems; let’s address them.
2019-02-0519 minSave HavenPoems Like PostcardsI’ve been gone awhile (again), but while I’ve been gone I’ve written poems documenting what’s been going on lately. My headspace has kinda been in a black hole. Thankfully, I’m back where I’m supposed to be: lost in orbit. But, hey, I got some crazy stories to share. Keep ya posted 😉
2019-02-0204 min2018-09-2503 min2018-09-2405 minSave HavenRantsThere is something wrong with you if you think a pencil on a desk is creative. Make an argument, I’ll hear you out.
2018-09-2314 min2018-09-2308 minSave HavenReCreation:IntermissionIt’s short, I promise. I know we’re all tired of hearing about ReCreation.
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Save HavenPlease Read DescriptionNearly started crying in class when the teacher brought it up. I was hardly one when it happened, but I was American. I AM American, and a proud patriot. I am proid of what we can do. America is great, because of the people within it. Greatness is an ACT. Never forget. A moment of silence.
2018-09-1205 minSave HavenWAAAY Past Our BedtimeI shouldn't be up this late. These are just some notes I had laying around. I thought I would "ASMR" them to you.
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Save HavenDowncastThis isn't the most depressing thing I've published. That being said, it's not the most upbeat either.
2018-08-1302 min2018-08-1313 minSave HavenDespite The Tone Of The Poems, I'm Doing Okay (?)My existence is becoming unraveled, but when you're used to a tangled mess, straight lines often make you fussy.
2018-08-0611 minSave HavenPhone's At 7%ACT II, stage left, let's get it right. I’ve been gone awhile, but I’m back (at least pretend to be happy).
2018-07-2118 minSave HavenAMENDSIt's my fault. I should have been stronger. But the shame I continue to carry makes me weak-- it makes US weak. We need to let go. To look what's chained us in the eye and tell it we're better. I am not my past.
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2018-04-1514 minSave Havenpeople aren't for me latelyI'm late, but ask me if i care. Now refer to the title for an answer.
2018-04-1408 min2018-04-1321 min2018-04-1315 minSave HavenMismatch Morning And No EggsI didn't eat breakfast, I'm wearing shoes that don't match, and I may have failed the SAT... Am I relateable or what?? 😏
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Save HavenThis Is Soooo All About MePast, future, present. Imma keep doing me the best I can, even when I remember how much life suck(-s)(-ed)(is sucking)
2018-04-1230 min
Save HavenI LOVE TOAST | B&BWe talk about trans- and homo- phobia; beware. Send me some research on those phobias, pls!!
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Save HavenAnd The Text Wars Begin!The text wars have begun... No one leaves me on a lù... NO ONE 😡!!
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2018-04-0914 min2018-04-0903 min2018-04-0918 minSave HavenReCreation: RepentI'm sorry. I tried. I'm sorry I wasn't enough. I'm sorry I let you down. I'm sorry I'm pathetic, I'm vain, I'm worthless, I think too much, I'm sorry I keep screwing up and my life is a trainwreck still struggling along the tracks. I'm so f#@%ing sorry that this is who I am! Who I became... If I've disappointed you, I'm so *sorry.*... I'm sorry.
2018-04-0908 minSave Haveni can rambleI didn't have anything to talk about really. I know I'm not correlated or relateable at all, but I wanna be. So if you want something, then tell me.
2018-04-0611 min2018-04-0602 minSave Havenchallenges and musicMusic is great-- freaking amazing even. But some songs are just straight up C R E A M 🤤
2018-04-0614 min2018-04-0509 min2018-04-0418 minSave HavenDon't Expect To Hear A Poem 🙄Morning. I am an oxymoron who used to wait on imaginary prince charmings... NO MORE!
2018-04-0410 minSave Haventhe real question is where have YOU been?RIP Dolores O'Riordan ⚰️🖤 just found out... Anyway, I'm back... yeah. I don’t talk about it in this episode, but I remembered while choosing the music (something I do last). The Bad Wolves cover, which I just heard today actually made me want to cry (I leaked a little), but I was honestly more touched than sad. That’s really sweet of them.
2018-04-0420 min2018-03-2907 min2018-03-2806 min2018-03-2602 min2018-03-2613 min2018-03-2613 min2018-03-2410 minSave Havenrefer to descriptionLol, someone walked in on me during "Cross Dresser 🙄," and I ended that ish fast 😂😂😓
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2018-03-2205 min2018-03-2203 min2018-03-2110 min2018-03-2106 min2018-03-2002 min2018-03-1802 min2018-03-1510 min2018-03-1435 minSave HavenReCreation: BeginningIt took a long time, but I finally fell apart. It took even longer, but I'm finally starting to put myself back together...
2018-03-1419 minSave HavenRefer to descriptionDislaimer: i love women as much as the next mysogynist... jk, chill. Everyone deserves a chance. At everything.... also i was bulimic. Just keep that in mind.
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2018-03-0356 min2018-03-0207 min2018-03-0103 min2018-03-0105 minSave HavenThe Morning Was Like Toothpaste On A ShirtYou know when you get toothpaste on your shirt in the morning, and you look at it like “you didn’t have to do that.” Then look from the toothbrush to the shirt and just don’t know what to do, but laugh anyway cos it happened and that’s ALL the happened and it’s not the worst.... yup.
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