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Alexander's Chaos RisingAlexander's Chaos Rising: How Revolting - Episode 11Yeah, well, I needed to get it out. Not sorry, your the one listening.2021-12-0346 min
Alexander's Chaos RisingAlexander's Chaos Rising: Someone's Angry - Episode 10Now I'm getting angry. Bout time too, cause wow the dissociation up to this point is tragic and so hard to listen to.2021-12-0344 min
Alexander's Chaos RisingAlexander's Chaos Rising: Great Wheel of Bullshit and other insulting verbiage - Episode 9Are you not entertained? Do you get shivers? You must like punishment if your listening to this. Honestly though, I do hope that my trip down the rabbit hole can help someone. Trust me, I am sane, and things do get better, but not before they got a lot worse.2021-12-0346 min
Alexander's Chaos RisingAlexander's Chaos Rising: Dwarves, Dragons, and what the actual fuck? - Episode 8Dude I really do not know where my mind has been, but I don't think it is on planet earth. Are there even any Real people here anymore?2021-12-031h 49
Alexander's Chaos RisingAlexander's Chaos Rising: A Sad departure - Episode 7Listen with awe and wonder as I puke out more bile. Honestly though I get into some good emotion in this one, but end up cutting it short in an authentic breakdown. Scary as hell to share, but oh so worth it after the pain is processed.2021-12-0338 min
Alexander's Chaos RisingAlexander's Chaos Rising: Are you still listening? - Episodes 5 & 6Garbage in garbage out. These episodes are designed to slowly but surely purge and clear trauma that is unaddressed. Thanks for bearing with me while I coarse correct my life in public view!2021-12-031h 03
Alexander's Chaos RisingAlexander's Chaos Rising: The Madness Begins - Episodes 3 & 4I am not listening to these podcasts before I post them. Literally I am vomiting words into a microphone while stoned, most times, and posting it like a can of burning trash to assault your earholes and soulsparks. If your still listening, good on ya.2021-12-0353 min
Alexander's Chaos RisingAlexanders Chaos Rising: The First shot - Episodes 1 & 2This is the first episode of my new shadow work podcast. It will be filled with all kinds of vitriol, toxin, assholery, and raw authentic grist. I make no claims to anything in this, or any, episode. My intent is simply to find a safe way to process and express my darkest aspects. Get ready for a wild ride, cause even I don't know what to expect from this.2021-12-031h 37
Alexander's Chaos RisingAlexander's Chaos Rising (Trailer)2021-12-0200 min