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Delulu with Ryan LuSaint Harison should've been Bad-lulu #210This week’s guest is Saint Harrison, and this episode is extra special... it’s his first podcast appearance ever, and we filmed it on his birthday!!! We get into his previous project Lost a Friend, the emotions behind it, and how that era shaped him as an artist. The conversation is honest, playful, and immediately goes deeper than expected.We also talk about what’s next, including his upcoming music Ghosted and Bad, and break down his songwriting process in real time. It’s fun, vulnerable, and slightly unhinged — the kind of episode where you forget you’re rec...
2026-01-151h 06
THE AKIVA ABSTRACT#32 - Ryan LuRyan Lu (@e.mo.tions) is an American creator, social media star, and podcaster known for blending astrology, manifestation, and affirmations into a massively popular digital platform. As the host of Delulu with Ryan Lu, Ryan turns “staying delulu” into a practical framework for confidence, growth, and real-world breakthroughs—alongside conversations with high-profile guests.The Akiva Abstract Sponsors: -BetterHelp: https://betterhelp.com/akivaalpert (10% off your first month) -Muse: https://shorturl.at/wHKU9 (AKIVAALPERT for 15% off your order) -Ember: https://ember.com/ -Eargasm Earplugs: AKIVA10 (10% off your order) -Prophets of AI: https://propheticai.co/ -NordVPN: https://go.nordvpn.net/aff_c?offer_id=15&aff_id=10107...
2025-12-2232 minDelulu with Ryan LuA Delulu Christmas [holiday affirmations special]A cozy little holiday pause just for you. ✨ In this mini episode, Ryan Lu shares warm, uplifting affirmations to help you slow down, feel grounded, and soak up the magic of the season. These gentle reminders are designed not only to bring comfort and confidence during the holidays, but to help you welcome abundance, clarity, and alignment in the year ahead. Light a candle, take a deep breath, and let this be your soft, sparkly reset as you close out the year and open your heart to what’s next.
2025-12-1806 min
That's A Gay Ass Podcast"A.I. Tarot Readings" / Ryan LuRyan Lu is a delulu bitch who made his dreams cum true, gaining 1.3 million followers on TikTok and gay ass independence. In this interview he teaches all of us how to do the same. We discuss:-- why virgos have such a bad rap-- Ryan's therapist (that he saw on Grindr?)-- how we feel about the Devil Wears Prada sequel-- the best way to manifest-- the Trumpiness of Orange County-- Chris Evans' hairy tits
2025-12-0353 min
Identity CrisisWWE’s Cameron (Ariane Andrew) on Her Royal Rumble Return and Working With Stone Cold on Tough EnoughCJ and Johnny sit down with a force of nature—Cameron (Ariane Andrew). She’s the former WWE standout who flipped reality TV fame into a blueprint for reinvention, survived the internet’s harshest critics, and built a brand powered by grit, charisma, and unapologetic ambition. Her story doesn’t just inspire—it hits like a finisher.In this episode, Cameron reveals:How she went from reality TV hopeful to WWE standoutThe truth about handling online hate, criticism, and public scrutinyBreaking generational cycles through mental health, family, and personal growthWhy storytelling is the heart of wrestling-and how she ma...
2025-11-241h 02Delulu with Ryan LuLeah Kate is a GENIUS! #209Ryan sits down with Leah Kate to celebrate the thrill of being a chaotic, unhinged girl. They dive into embracing messy, wild, and unapologetic moments, exploring what it means to fully own your energy, your choices, and your vibe. Leah shares stories from her life and career, giving a behind-the-scenes look at how she channels boldness, fun, and fearless self-expression into everything she does.The conversation also digs into her new album, Genius—the stories, the lore, and the inspirations behind it. From the creative process to the hidden meanings in her lyrics, Leah opens up about wh...
2025-11-2146 minIdentity CrisisCould Chase Demoor be the Greatest Reality TV Heel Ever?For this week’s episode of Identity Crisis, CJ brings TikTok’s favourite menace, Chase DeMoor, to the studio. With Hollywood insider Johnathan Saba stirring the pot, things get fast and fun quickly, as a reality-TV heel meets pro-wrestling heel to break down Chase’s habit of going viral for all the wrong (right) reasons! This is a jam-packed episode about fighting, frolics, and finding love… on camera.” From his rise on Netflix’s "Too Hot to Handle" to his headline-making moments in Misfits Boxing, Chase breaks down what it really takes to become a “likable villain...
2025-11-1744 minDelulu with Ryan LuPOV: Bailey Spinn is a rockstar #208In this episode, Ryan sits down with Bailey Spinn, the rock artist and social media powerhouse whose POV-style TikTok videos catapulted her into internet fame. Bailey opens up about her creative evolution — from crafting viral storylines that captured millions of viewers to finding her footing as a bold, unapologetic voice in rock music. She gets candid about the pressures of sudden fame, learning to tune out the hate, and staying authentic in an industry that loves to box people in.Bailey also dives into her debut album Loser — a cathartic, guitar-driven record that reclaims the word with prid...
2025-11-131h 08
Heartbreak HotelDelulu 101 with Ryan LuCan you really manifest your dream partner? Ryan Lu says yes - if you’re delusional enough. This episode explores the magic of manifestation, the dark side of LA, and the emotional cost of chasing your dreams. Check into Heartbreak Hotel this week to hear about love, hustle, heartbreak, and what it means to believe in yourself when no one else does.
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2025-11-121h 12Delulu with Ryan LuEllise is Pretty Delulu #207Dark pop sensation Ellise joins Ryan Lu for a very special Halloween edition of Delulu. Known for her haunting vocals and brutally honest lyrics, Ellise opens up about her album Pretty Evil, life on tour, and the new music that’s shaping her nexxxt era. Together, she and Ryan peel back the layers behind her artistry... from the twisted beauty of heartbreak to the thrill of owning your darkness. We embrace being the villain on this show, y'all!But this episode isn’t just an interview... it’s chaos, confession, and therapy rolled into one. Expect unfiltered honest...
2025-10-301h 35Delulu with Ryan LuWelcome to the Lily Kincade Cinematic Universe #206This week, I’m joined by songwriter and pop artist Lily Kincade, who steps into the studio to talk about her long-awaited debut album, Cinematic — a project years in the making. We dive into the lore behind the music: the characters, the easter eggs, the hidden storytelling woven through every track, and the personal moments that shaped the record. Lily opens up about her ten–year journey — from writing songs in her bedroom to crafting a fully realized world through her art — and what it means to finally bring her story to life on her own terms. If you love world...
2025-10-241h 30Delulu with Ryan LuSophie Powers does not want to be your role model #205This week, Ryan sits down with Sophie Powers: the Gen Z pop juggernaut with a sharp tongue, killer style, and a vision that’s completely her own. Known for pushing boundaries and doing things her way, Sophie opens up about walking away from her label, finding her sound again, and creating music purely for her fans, the Powerpuffs. She talks about what independence really means to her and how taking control of her art has changed everything.But of course, it wouldn’t be a Ryan Lu episode without a little chaos... Sophie confronts Ryan for “copying her st...
2025-10-161h 34Delulu with Ryan LuHalloween ASMR Affirmations with Ellise [bonus]Get cozy and a little unhinged this spooky season with an ASMR experience that’s equal parts powerful and playful. Featuring dark pop icon Ellise, it’s empowering, unserious, and made to help you tap into your confident, chaotic, main character energy—all while keeping it deliciously eerie. mwahahahhaha. happy halloween, witches!Follow @e.mo.tions / @delulubff for more!Join my Passes besties for a chance to be featured in next week's WWADGD!✦ Video version available on Spotify ✦Brought to you by PassesWriter: Ryan LuProducer: Brett
2025-10-1313 minDelulu with Ryan LuElla Titus of Vellachor gets Deluluchor #204This week on Delulu, Ryan sits down with fashion designer and Delulu merch model Ella Titus, founder of the visionary brand Vellachor. We talk about her bold move to Los Angeles to chase her dreams, the reality of breaking into the fashion world, and what it takes to build a label that blends artistry, ambition, and authenticity. Ella opens up about her creative process, her inspirations, and the lessons she’s learned designing pieces that speak to confidence and individuality.We also get into her experience modeling for Delulu, her whirlwind world tour through New York, LA, an...
2025-10-091h 07Delulu with Ryan LuCatie Turner's American Idol to Delulu pipeline #203This week we’re joined by the one and only Catie Turner — singer, songwriter, and resident quirky girl™ at Catie Turner inc. We get into everything from her wild American Idol journey to life as an independent artist with new music like Tourist Attraction, Not Young, Just Dumb, I Might, and Grow Out of You.We also talk fan accounts, her upcoming tour, and honestly? This might be one of the funniest, most unhinged, and downright chaotic episodes yet. Easily one of the funniest, most chaotic episodes yet — Catie is unapologetically herself, and it makes for a conversa...
2025-10-021h 39Delulu with Ryan LuBryce Xavier loves you, bestie #202This week on Delulu, Ryan Lu welcomes Bryce Xavier — actor, musician, creator, and unapologetic force of queerness. Bryce gets candid about his role in Mind Your Business, the inspiration behind his single I Love You, Boy, and why he refuses to be anything less than 110% himself. He also shares the personal growth behind his artistry and what it feels like to finally step fully into his own lane.With over a decade of online creation under his belt, Bryce reflects on what he’s manifesting next, teases new music (something better in pink may be on the hori...
2025-09-251h 52Delulu with Ryan LuCJ Perry enters the Delulu ring! #201Step into the Delulu Ring with CJ Perry! Best known to wrestling fans worldwide as Lana in WWE, CJ brings the energy as she reflects on her time in the squared circle and what it was like to build such an iconic persona. She also shares how she’s redefining herself with her brand-new podcast, Identity Crisis, and what listeners can expect from this next chapter of her career.Beyond wrestling, CJ opens up about her IVF journey, the challenges and hope that come with it, and her incredible path across the entertainment industry — from wrestling to acti...
2025-09-181h 49Delulu with Ryan LuLOVE TAROT READING [bonus]This love reading was meant to find you—exactly when you needed it. In this bonus episode of Delulu with Ryan Lu, Ryan channels the energy of the cards to reveal insight, guidance, and clarity around love, relationships, and connection. No matter when this episode reaches you, trust that the messages are timeless and divinely aligned with your journey. Let me know if this resonated!Follow @e.mo.tions / @delulubff for more!Join my Passes besties for a chance to be featured in next week's WWADGD!✦ Video version available on Spotify ✦Brought...
2025-09-0411 minDelulu with Ryan LuDream Life Guided Visualization [bonus]Step into the version of you who already has it all. In this guided visualization, Ryan takes you on a calming yet powerful journey to connect with your highest self and align with the reality you’re manifesting. Through gentle prompts and vivid imagery, you’ll see, feel, and embody your dream life—making it feel real, present, and inevitable. Perfect for meditation, manifestation, or when you need to reconnect with your vision, this episode is your portal to possibility.Follow @e.mo.tions / @delulubff for more!Join my Passes besties for a chance to be featured in next week's WWADGD...
2025-08-2810 minDelulu with Ryan LuASMR Affirmations [bonus]*whispers* In this dreamy bonus episode of Delulu with Ryan Lu, Ryan’s soothing ASMR affirmations are here to quiet your mind, ease you into rest, and gently open the door to your manifestations. Let the whispers remind you that you are safe, you are powerful, and everything you desire is already aligning in your favor. Perfect for winding down at night, this episode is both a lullaby for the soul and an empowering reminder that your dreams are closer than you think. Slip on your headphones, close your eyes, and allow Ryan’s voice to guide you into peac...
2025-08-2206 minDelulu with Ryan LuTHE WORST THING RYANS EVER DONE [bonus]Ryan kicks off the first of four special bonus episodes between Season 1 and Season 2 of delulu with her ultimate villain origin story. This episode marks the debut of delulu after dark—a deeper, more intimate side of the show—featuring the story of the man who first got Ryan into manifesting… and how she successfully manifested him back. To close, Ryan serves a tarot card pull, an astro glance, delulu advice, and soothing ASMR affirmations.Follow @e.mo.tions / @delulubff for more!Join my Passes besties for a chance to be featured in next week's WWADGD!✦ Video version available on Spotify ✦
2025-08-1434 min
Baby Gay: Queer Culture UnfilteredRyan Lu: Manifesting Your Dream Life, Lionsgate Portal & Queer EmpowermentSend us a textManifest Your Dream Life & Embrace Queer Identity on the BabyGay™ Podcast! This week, host PJ Brescia (they/them) sits down with content creator and Delulu Podcast host Ryan Lu (@e.mo.tions) to talk manifestation, gender identity, and coming out. Known for her powerful blend of astrology, daily affirmations, tarot, and unapologetic delulu energy, Ryan has inspired over 1.5M followers across TikTok and Instagram. Recorded live from the historic Black Cat in Silverlake during the powerful Lionsgate Portal, this LGBTQ+ podcast episode is packed with tips for self-love, confidence, and living your most aut...
2025-08-121h 03Delulu with Ryan LuRyn Weaver is up on Delulu St. #111For the first time in a decade, Ryn Weaver breaks her silence in an exclusive, no-holds-barred interview. Known for her enigmatic disappearance after the cult-favorite debut The Fool, Ryn opens up about the years she spent off the grid, where she ran away to, and the life she built away from the spotlight. We talk about her evolution as an artist and as a person, diving into the emotional and creative journey that’s led her to a powerful rebirth—one marked by new music, including “Odin St.,” “Rorschach Baby,” and a forthcoming full-length album that’s poised to shake the worl...
2025-08-071h 38Delulu with Ryan LuFrom Kidz Bop to Grammys: Grant Knoche is manifesting it all #110Grant Knoche has been living the pop dream since he was ten—touring the country with Kidz Bop and performing for thousands before he even hit middle school. Now, he's all grown up and stepping into a bold new chapter with music that’s personal, emotional, and true to who he is. On this episode of Delulu with Ryan Lu, Grant shares the story of coming out to his dad through a song, how Adele has influenced him from a young age, and what fans can expect from his new era.We talk about the power of stay...
2025-07-311h 18Delulu with Ryan LuDelulu Dad David Maris (of Wall Street Beats) Dishes #109Delulu welcomes David Maris — former top-ranked Wall Street analyst and co-founder of Wall Street Beats, a fast-growing investment media platform offering real-time insights from financial veterans. David shares the wild ride behind launching a startup that aims to democratize high-level market analysis, including what it’s like to work with names like Herb Greenberg and Beats by Dre co-creator Steven Lamar.But this episode goes way beyond stocks. David opens up about the two times he was sued for $4.6 million, what he learned from being at the center of legal and financial chaos, and the surprisingly steady dad...
2025-07-251h 50Delulu with Ryan LuNatasha Slayton has lucky GRL syndrome #108This week on the show, I’m joined by the magical Natasha Slayton — singer, intuitive, and member of the iconic girl group GRL. We dive into Lucky GRL Syndrome — the powerful way Natasha manifested her dream life, including making a list of everyone she wanted to work with (yes, Max Martin was on it and paid her the highest of compliments in their recording sessions), and watching it all unfold in real time. From being handpicked by Robin Antin to join GRL, to performing worldwide and reclaiming her identity through every chapter, Natasha’s story is a masterclass in trusting...
2025-07-171h 45Delulu with Ryan LuCryBabyHunter tattoo-lulus a delulu labubu #107THEE Original Labubu tattoo artist CryBabyHunter — AKA Hunter Chao — joins Delulu with Ryan where he tattoos delulu labubu live while we talk everything from his personal lore to astrology. Based in LA and completely self-taught, Hunter went from outsider to one of the most in demand names in the game, known for his delicate linework, internet-breaking Labubu pieces, and for tattooing none other than Ice Spice (who also gave him a tattoo in return).We dive into his journey navigating the tattoo world on his own terms, how he squashed his beef with Inked Magazine, and how bein...
2025-07-101h 14Delulu with Ryan LuPidginDoll (Joshua David McKenney) speaks in tongues #106This week, I’m joined by the brilliant and tender soul behind Pidgin Doll — artist and dollmaker Joshua David McKenney. Joshua opens up about growing up queer in a conservative environment and how creating art became his lifeline — a way to express beauty, identity, and emotion when words weren’t always enough. Through his breathtaking art dolls, he’s built a world where every detail tells a story, and every creation holds a piece of his heart.We talk about the healing power of creativity, the intersection of queerness and fantasy, and the whimsical world of his mermaid si...
2025-07-031h 16Delulu with Ryan LuHow Bonnie McKee manifested her way to Hot City #105Biggest pop star in the world (claiming & trululu) Bonnie McKee joins Ryan on Delulu for the ultimate deep dive into her glittering, chaotic, and triumphant journey as an artist. We celebrate the 10-year anniversary of her cult-classic Bombastic EP — now re-released as the "Play Hard Edition" (out July 4th!) — and get the inside scoop on her long-awaited album Hot City, a sparkling, high-energy love letter to 2010s maximalist pop. Bonnie opens up about writing iconic smashes like Teenage Dream, California Gurls, and Hold It Against Me, how the music industry nearly broke her, and how Lana Del Rey helped her...
2025-06-262h 13Delulu with Ryan LuZodiacBoyfriend breaks up with us #104Ryan sits down with viral actor and creator @ZodiacBoyfriend (Nick Grigolia) where Nick opens up about his acting career, transitioning his content away from astrology, and staying true to himself online. Things take an unexpected turn when rumors of a feud between the two astrology creators come up and tensions bubble over, leading Nick to unexpectedly walk off set. They talk about their favorite (& least favorite!) zodiac signs and how Nick is manifesting his dreams and beyond… with a possible special appearance from… Miranda Cosgrove?Follow @e.mo.tions / @delulubff for more!Join my Pa...
2025-06-191h 25Delulu with Ryan LuPaige Gallagher is THEE type B bestie #103Comedian and social media star Paige Gallagher (@PaigeAGallagher) joins Ryan for a chaotic, heartfelt, and hilarious catch-up between two content creator besties in LA. From showing up to events they definitely don't belong at, to talking about Paige's manifestation journey and debating who deserves a comedy rebuke, no topic is off-limits. They unpack their Type A (Ryan) vs. Type B (Paige) dynamic, spill exclusive behind the scenes tea-lulu, and deliver their most unhinged delulu takes with plenty of “exactlyyyy”s along the way. Follow @e.mo.tions / @delulubff for more!Join my Passes...
2025-06-121h 20Delulu with Ryan LuGloZell has a bigger opp than cinnamon? #102Internet icon and OG YouTube legend GloZell Green steps into Delulu Studios for an unforgettable episode. She tells Ryan all about what it’s really like to fall from viral stardom, rebuild from the ground up, and manifest something even better than before all while dealing with an overgrowing list of opps (we’re looking at you, Jay Leno). From eating a spoonful of cinnamon to interviewing President Obama, GloZell's story is grand and memorable as is her personality. Ryan & GloZell answer your delulu dilemmas, play unhinged games, and prove that reinvention is always possible… especially when you stay a litt...
2025-06-051h 21Delulu with Ryan LuLucky Girl Syndrome on POD! #101If you need a delulu best friend, Ryan's got you! In the debut episode of your new favorite manifestation podcast, Delulu with Ryan Lu, from creator @e.mo.tions, Ryan talks about manifesting an ex back... and how she got so much more than just him. From hitting rock bottom to living her dream life, Ryan breaks down how manifesting is easy and how easy manifesting will be for you too! This first episode is full of all your favorite delulu things: advice, astrology and maybe even some ASMR affirmations to really fuel your lucky girl syndrome. Delulu summer...
2025-06-0519 minDelulu with Ryan LuTrailer: Delulu to Trululu 🧏🏼♂️ ✨If you need a healthy dose of delulu, Ryan's got you! 🧏🏼♂️ ✨ @e.mo.tions is your delulu bff & the host of your new favorite manifestation podcast. Ryan is here to uplift, empower & support you through all your wildest dreams -- no matter how crazy-lulu they may seem! Be sure to follow to the podcast to claim your delulu becoming your trululu! New episodes every Delulu Thursday. ✦ Video version available on Spotify ✦Brought to you by PassesWriters: Ryan Lu & Cameron PormirProducer: Brett ShanerManagement: SITA, under Madelyn FischerSpecial thank...
2025-05-2500 min
Olive Oil TimesAs Harvest Gets Underway, South African Producers Face Rolling BlackoutsWith no solution on the horizon, we are bracing ourselves for a harvest season marred by pervasive power cuts and for the additional production costs that olive processors will have to incur.- Vittoria Jooste, CEO, SA Olive
Most South African olive oil producers started harvesting in April amid the challenges created by the frequent electric blackouts, known as load shedding.
These power outages also plagued producers in the previous season but did not prevent many from e...
2023-04-1806 min
all things, con amorpursuing what you love: astrology and spirituality with e.mo.tions#019. This episode of all things, con amor features Ryan, better known as e.mo.tions - my absolute favorite astrology Tik Tok guru. We talk setting boundaries, how to navigate growing on social media and manifesting the things you want. Ryan is based in New York City and is such a lively and kind spirit with an inspirational story. Dm Ryan on instagram to book a reading or sign up for a free newsletter with a weekly tarot spread, affirmations and more.
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2022-05-0358 min
The Gal's GuideE.mo.tions: Manifesting Your Love LifeCan you really manifest that dream partner in your life? What about manifesting your ex back? Manifesting can seem a little daunting, but your dream life is right at your finger tips. We are joined by the TikTok manifesting star, Ryan aka E.mo.tions, and we are talking about all things manifesting from getting your ex back, reading your tarot, how to manifest literally anything you want do your intrusive thoughts also manifest?, and is everything you hear on witch tiktok just a lie?Follow Ryan on TikTokDM Ryan on...
2021-06-071h 15
Ella Grace PodManifesting your dream life ft. e.mo.tionsIn this episode, Ryan (e.mo.tions) shares how he turned his manifesting hobby into a full time job. He shares his path to success and how you can turn your side hobby into a full time gig too.
2021-01-1925 min
STABcastSTABcast Episode 63: New Year's Reso-Lose-tionsThis week on the STABcast! Ben gets his legion kicks while he can, so Ryan and Will must fight his Cad Bane menace, and Tim gives in to temptation and plays Clones!
2021-01-061h 18
2020-09-102h 05
Episode 55 Harry Potter and the Prisoner of AzkabanAccio some pod lube and lower your Expecto-tions, we’re heading to Hogwarts this week to talk about Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban (2004). This Alfonso Cuarón-helmed entry in the franchise features time travel, shadow/light interplay, and some Miller’s Crossing level exposition. Also, in store: Ryan makes a case for divination, Matt questions Malfoy’s “dickitry”, and we both summon our patronuses. Patroni? Whatever. It’s a magical fairy land this week on Ex Rated Movies!
2018-01-1500 min
Game Of RunsApril 27, 2016 Neil is a DNP-Mountains, so the 6th man of Game of Runs fills in, Ryan Toth! We discuss NBA playoffs, Neil’s pigeon-carrier questions, and a crazy Raptors game.
2016-04-271h 04