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So Much Uncensored#3 - Confidence or Arrogance? A Raw and Unfiltered DebateThis is a REAL argument, we completely forgot we were recording and didn't plan on publishing it.In this candid and almost blooper-worthy episode of So Much Uncensored, Maz and Samim dive into a heated discussion about the fine line between confidence and arrogance. What starts as a philosophical exploration quickly spirals into a personal and, at times, unproductive debate about whether Maz embodies confidence, arrogance, or something in between.Initially hesitant to release this episode, the duo decided to share it for the sake of authenticity—because even they have of...2025-01-2242 min
So Much Uncensored#2 - Self-Trust: Lessons from a 1,000 Kilometre PilgrimageIn this transformative episode of So Much Uncensored, Maz and Samim reunite in the heart of Tuscany to reflect on Maz’s life-changing 1,000-kilometer journey along El Camino de Santiago. Together, they dive deep into the personal and universal challenges of resilience, self-trust, and the stories we tell ourselves about pain and suffering.Maz shares raw, unfiltered moments from the Camino—grappling with physical exhaustion and mental battles—while Samim offers insights into how belief systems shape our realities. The duo explores the profound power of mindset, the significance of self-trust, and how small, consistent actions can spark...2025-01-0553 min
So Much Uncensored#1- Awakening from the Slumber of Stuckness: A Story About DepressionIn the Season 3 premiere of "So Much Uncensored," hosts Samim and Maz revisit the origins of their podcast, delving into the pivotal experiences that inspired its creation. Samim opens up about his personal battle with depression, sharing candid insights into the societal stigmas he faced and the profound realizations he uncovered during his journey. The duo engages in a thought-provoking discussion on whether a silver lining exists within the depths of depression, exploring unconventional perspectives on mental health and resilience.As they navigate this deeply personal narrative, Samim and Maz challenge conventional wisdom by posing...2024-12-231h 26
So Much Uncensored#15 - Season Finale: Diving Into Darkness - Maz's Mind-Bending Journey Unveiled!Get ready for our mind-bending season finale! Maz embarks on an unprecedented journey into darkness, spending an entire week in absolute sensory deprivation in Bali. Has he lost his mind, or has he discovered something extraordinary? Join us with our esteemed guest, Dr. Matt Crossley, as we delve deep into Maz's surreal experience.In this marathon episode, we explore the depths of Maz's psychological journey, from the initial perceptual shifts to the strange and vivid dreams that haunted his nights. As he navigates through panic, doubt, and moments of profound self-reflection, Maz grapples with the very essence...2024-04-203h 33
So Much Uncensored#14 - From St. Louis to the Streets of Salvador: Professor Downey's Unforgettable Story (Part 3)This is our FINAL part with Professor Greg Downey!Make sure to check out parts 1 and 2 below before listening to this one:Part 1: From St. Louis to the Streets of SalvadorFrom dreams of becoming a Jesuit priest to immersion in Afro-Brazilian martial arts, Greg's narrative unfolds through religion, love, politics, and inherent risks that shaped his extraordinary existence.Part 2: The Brazilian Odyssey UnfoldsExperience the vibrant streets of Brazil in the 90s through Greg's vivid storytelling, exploring cultural immersion, spiritual encounters, and transformative insights...2024-03-281h 25
So Much Uncensored#13 - From St. Louis to the Streets of Salvador: Professor Downey's Unforgettable Story (Part 2)Join us for the continuation of Greg's extraordinary journey in Part 2 of our series. Greg's vivid articulation takes us deep into the heart of Salvador, Brazil, painting a picturesque landscape of the country in the 90s. From bustling streets to cultural immersion, his storytelling offers rich visualizations of his experiences and profound insights gained from this transformative period.If you haven't listened yet, be sure to catch Part 1 for the full story.Part 1 Summary: In Part 1, we explored Greg's early life aspirations and his journey from St. Louis to Salvador. From...2024-03-1450 min
So Much Uncensored#12 - From St. Louis to the Streets of Salvador: Professor Downey's Unforgettable Story (Part 1) Embark on an extraordinary journey with Samim as he unveils the captivating life story of Professor Greg Downey in this special series, "The stories that shape us" This unique podcast is not just an interview; it's a deep dive into the chapters of Greg's life, a captivating narrative that unfolds in layers. In this opening episode, join them in Greg's office at Macquarie University, Sydney, as they explore the highs and lows of a life that began in the highly-segregated St. Louis.Beginning with dreams of becoming a Jesuit priest, and ending up in the...2024-03-0755 min
So Much Uncensored#11 - Judgment Day: Navigating Defensiveness, Authenticity, and Righteous RageIn our riveting latest episode, Samim takes us on a journey to Morocco, recounting an unexpected scenario where he received praise for sharing the same nationality as Imam Khomeini, the controversial Persian figure—an infamous dictator and a character Samim strongly despises.This intriguing encounter becomes a launching point for a profound exploration of defensiveness, authenticity, and the art of navigating outlandish perspectives. Join us for an insightful conversation that delves into the nuances of judgment, where Maz shares a poignant anecdote underscoring the profound consequences judgments may carry.As the di...2024-02-2959 min
So Much Uncensored#10 - Silent Reflections & Hippy Escapades: Unpacking Trauma, Meditation, and ResilienceIn our latest episode, Samim recounts his transformative 10-day silent meditation retreat, a journey that took an unexpected turn, sparking moments of resentment between our co-hosts. The duo delves into the complexities of trauma, exploring mind traps, resilience, and the delicate balance of navigating one's window of tolerance.The narrative takes a flashback to Maz's three-week off-the-grid experience at the Rainbow Gathering, a Hippy Community Gathering. The conversation unfolds into reflections on the fast-paced modern lifestyle, its values, and the dichotomy of living life in the fast lane.Join us for...2024-02-181h 13
So Much Uncensored#9 - Bohemian Crossroads: Navigating Extremes, Hippie Identity, and Human ConnectionsIn our latest episode, Samim expresses concern about Maz's deep dive into what he labels as "extremist hippie activities." The conversation kicks off with a humorous attempt to define what makes someone a true hippie. As the discussion unfolds, Samim explores how this lifestyle choice may lead to a narrowing of perspectives and a disconnection from mainstream society.Maz, on the other hand, shares the inner conflict he's currently wrestling with – the choice between committing to a singular career path or continuing his eclectic journey filled with various odd jobs. The duo delves into the challenges and be...2024-01-2556 min
So Much Uncensored#8 - New Year, Same Sh*t: Reflecting on Resolutions🎉 Welcome to 2024! In our first episode of the year, we kick things off in classic SM UNCENSORED style—talking some real sh*t. Join Samim and Maz as they take you on a journey through coffee enemas, New Year's resolutions, and their age old debate between science and religion. Tune in as Maz opens up about quitting smoking and the timelines he's set for his goal. The conversation takes a meta turn, reflecting on hypocrisy during the holiday season, especially around Christmas.As per usual, Samim takes a shot at religion which spirals the duo into...2024-01-021h 08
So Much Uncensored#7 - Samim's travels, expectations and loneliness Introduction: Samim is on the road, and Maz is curious about his travels. What starts as a casual conversation takes unexpected turns into the deep realms of expectations and loneliness. Join us for an intimate exploration of Samim's journey.Timestamps:00:35 - Unexpected Highlight: Discover a highlight from Samim's travels—a spontaneous evening of drinks and dinner at the house of random museum acquaintances. The unpredictability of travel unfolds in this intriguing segment.6:35 - Confronting Unmet Expectations: Samim opens up about his biggest challenge during the trip—navigating unmet expectations. It's a candid revelation that...2023-12-161h 18
So Much Uncensored#6 - Realness of mystical experiences, what is real reality?In this episode, things kick off with Samim sucking on something in California! Yep, you heard that right. The energy levels skyrocket as Samim fires away, questioning Maz about his recent religious exploration. Maz spills the tea, citing mystical experiences as the driving force behind his newfound interest.Hold onto your hats as the duo delves into the mystical realm. Samim, ever the skeptic, throws a curveball, questioning the very reality of these mind-bending experiences. He even adds a dash of humor, asking if they're just a trippy illusion. But Maz isn't fazed; he takes the conversation...2023-11-2540 min
So Much Uncensored#5 - Masochism & Transformation: Navigating the Rollercoaster of Self-DevelopmentThis time, we're delving into the intriguing world of self-development, triggers, and posing the big question: Are self-development enthusiasts secretly masochists? Spoiler alert: Maz low-key admits that he might be.Join Maz as he spills the tea on his recent trip to Castle Drumming, where he stumbled upon a retreat promising a week of triggers (where they literally trigger you) and self-discovery. We'll kick things off by defining masochism and then dive into Masoud's personal transformation story—from an overweight gamer to the awesome person you know today.But it's not all serious talk; we'll ta...2023-11-0956 min
So Much Uncensored#4 - Infamous in Faith: A Conversation on Intolerance, Religion and SpiritualityIn today's episode, Samim kicks things off by sharing a personal tale of being falsely accused of corrupting religious youth from the the Bahá'í Faith, highlighting the complexities of religious intolerance. We delve into the rights of parents to worry about their children's spiritual journeys, exploring the boundaries between guidance and control.Intolerance becomes a central point of discussion, where we explore the impact it has on religious communities. We then pivot to the significance of suffering and sacrifice within the realm of religion, with Masoud proposing that these experiences may be rites of passage for sp...2023-10-2655 min
So Much Uncensored#Bonus Episode: Dr. Mark Williams and Dr. Matt Crossley Discuss the AI DilemmaWelcome to this special bonus episode, where we're breaking from the usual format. This isn't an official podcast recording, but rather a unique event organized by Samim for his comp neuro club. It went so well that I had to post it here so everyone can check it out!In this episode, we're privileged to have two distinguished guests, Dr. Mark Williams and Dr. Matt Crossley, both esteemed professors at Macquarie University. Together, we embark on a captivating exploration of artificial intelligence, probing the depths of AI's potential to replicate the complexity of human beings....2023-10-161h 14
So Much Uncensored#3 - Unravelling Life's Complex Questions: Love, Marriage, Friendship, and AltruismThis is the new normal, Maz and I just getting lost in deep conversation.In this episode, we start by asking why people continue to get married, a question sparked by an interesting Uber driver encounter. Next, we explore the profound emotional impact of breakups and whether they parallel the weight of losing someone forever.As we venture deeper into the episode, we take on the complex topic of loneliness and freedom and whether they share hidden connections. Delving into romantic relationships and friendships, we examine the role of 'love' and lay the foundation for...2023-10-121h 03
So Much Uncensored#2 - Diving into Controversies: Sexuality, Kink, Gender, and Identity with AnisaToday's special guest is Anisa Varasteh who is a clinical sexologist*. Anisa is Samim's oldest sister, and was the first one in the family to leave their religion.This episode starts off with a very personal anecdote about a letter than Samim received from her when he was 15 years old and at the peak of his religiosity. Anisa then delves into some of the myths surrounding sexuality education, and ways that we can keep kids and teenagers safe in today's sex-crazed world.We eventually branch off into everyone's favourite topic: KINK & BDSM. Anisa explains to...2023-09-281h 21
So Much Uncensored#1 - Taboos and Truths: Faith, Rebellion, Polyamory, and Meditation - "In Conversation with Dr. Matthew Crossley"Welcome to SM UNCENSORED!Out with the old, in with the exciting! We had a podcast called MS Uncensored, but we've hit the reset button for a thrilling new adventure.This episode is the beginning of a new wave of ideas that Maz and I have been working on. Our special guest, Dr. Matt Crossley, is an expert on the brain, an avid meditator, and a fellow philosophy nerdWe start off with exploring Maz's journey towards religion and Samim's opposite journey running away from it. This offshoots into a discussion...2023-09-152h 25
Jewish Ancestral Healing PodcastThe Alchemy of Ancestral Plants and Moroccan Jewish Longing and BelongingMazal Masoud Etedgi, founder of B’samim Apothecary, shares Moroccan Jewish plant magic and sacred prayersong, and speaks into the challenges of longing and belonging in diaspora. Mazal offers insight into ancestral healing at the intersections of creativity, chronic illness and trans and non-binary identity.2021-11-1748 min
Jewish Ancestral HealingThe Alchemy of Ancestral Plants and Moroccan Jewish Longing and BelongingMazal Masoud Etedgi, founder of B’samim Apothecary, shares Moroccan Jewish plant magic and sacred prayersong, and speaks into the challenges of longing and belonging in diaspora. Mazal offers insight into ancestral healing at the intersections of creativity, chronic illness and trans and non-binary identity.2021-11-1748 min