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For The Worldbuilders083. Use Erotic Engineering To Create A Life Rooted In Your DesireErotic Engineering is a wild field of study and practice that uses the erotic as power to design a life rooted in desire. Inside this practice the desire we center is both personal and collective. Erotic Engineering pulls from the work of black feminist poetry, literature and worldbuilding which provides the material we use to create new belief systems that scaffold lives in deeper alignment with our values. It is a method for actualizing desire and putting language to the longings of our interior worlds in order to transform our material world.ResourcesRegister for the...
2025-08-0833 min
For The Worldbuilders082. Professionalism Requires Our Lies, Poetry Requires Our TruthMy intention behind this episode is to invite you to seed a public creative practice through, what we call in Seeda School, “weekly dispatches” for time accountability or “creative dispatches” for time freedom. Whatever your desired relationship with time — committing to a cadence of newsletters, podcasts or videos, as dispatches becomes a public ritual of staying close to yourself. A sacred ceremony of bi-directional witnessing.Inside this sacred witnessing ceremony we don’t need your “professionalism” we need your poetry. We don’t need your cynicism, we need your care. We don’t need your cool, we need your conviction...
2025-07-2545 min
For The Worldbuilders081. On Bargaining Over The Price of Actualizing Your DesireCreative actualization demands sacrifice. There’s a saying that goes something like this, “you can have whatever you want, and if you don’t have it you either don’t want it or you’re bargaining over the price”. Now justified political critiques aside, I reference this quote to ask: In what ways are we bargaining over the price of actualizing our desire? Inside this episode I reflect alongside you and the 4 seasons of creative initiation: remembrance, surrender, sacrifice and erotic expression. Sometimes these seasons happen in order, sometimes they are non-linear. Which stage are you in? Will you allow yourse...
2025-07-1043 min
Transformation Station Leadership PodcastTSLP Episode 16- Avoiding Burnout While Leading Boldly with Dr. Aroon SeedaSend us your reflection and review🎙️ Transformation Station – Episode 16"Avoiding Burnout While Leading Boldly" with Dr. Aroon SeedaLeadership doesn’t mean running on empty.Bold vision loses power when burnout takes over.In this energizing and honest conversation, Dr. Aroon Seeda joins us to explore:🔥 How to lead with strength and sustainability🧠 The warning signs of hidden burnout✨ Practical strategies to build sustainable resilience💬 And why doing less sometimes makes you more effective“Burnout doesn’t build legacy. Consistency does.”🗓️ Tune in Sunday, July 6 at 12PM CEST on...
2025-07-0650 min
For The Worldbuilders080. No One Wants Your Perfectionism But White SupremacyAt first this episode was titled “There Is No Rigor In Perfection, There Is Rigor In Your Play”. In a recent episode of one of my favorite podcasts Hidden Brain, psychologist Paul Bloom describes why play is an essential choreography of aliveness for most human and non-human species. He says it’s essential because it’s a container for “safe practice”. I keep thinking about this phrase, “safe practice”. Oftentimes perfectionism is mistaken for rigor. These two are NOT the same. Perfectionism stops us from starting, rigor invites us to try. The fear rooted in perfectionism is an indication of feeling unsaf...
2025-06-2747 min
For The Worldbuilders079. A Love Song For Conjure Women Cosplaying As Corporate BaddiesYou know that meme that’s going around saying “propaganda i'm not falling for”? Well the propaganda we’re not falling for is the discourse that says we need to quit our day jobs in order to be “real artists”, “real diviners”, “real entrepreneurs”. Or whatever, because truth is…we can be working full-time inside our passion and still be in misalignment with the sometimes uncomfortable and terrifying invitations of our creative spirit. My intention behind recording this podcast episode is to invite us to explore how we might bring our full witchy-ness into our work. Less about the "what" of what we do an...
2025-05-2652 min
トランスポーターのオールナイト十三Lesson.148「日本語ラップ（やや）最前線」Lesson.148「日本語ラップ（やや）最前線」JJJ とFla$hBackS / SEEDA「親子星」 / カセットテープ YE! 距離。あの頃のような初期衝動。大人になりきれないオルジュウクルー。日本語ラップ改正開始からはや数十年。すっかり身も体も丸くなってしまったけどマイク１本で闘う日本語ラップに今でも酔いしれる。今週のお話JJJが残してくれたもの / Fla$hBackSのサウンド / トラックメーカーとしての才能 / 日本語ラップ名盤 100 / KID FRESINO / JJJプロデュース作品 / POP YOURS / PSG / 親子星 / BACH LOGIC / 花と雨 / TERIYAKI BEEF /ニート東京 / VERBALの生ラップ / bay4K / DONGROSSO / しんいち君 /カセットテープ / カセットテープ向けの音楽 / 大阪でテープを買うなら /公園でテープを聴く理由 / waltz / コレクションの注意点 /新しいガジェット / 長居公園 / 空飛ぶクルマ / 今週は久しぶりに、日本語ラップ特集。最近聞いたSEEDAの素晴らしすぎたアルバム「親子星」の話や、JJJの訃報、川崎のこと、Fla$hBackSのサンプリングセンス、最近オルジュウクルーの２人がハマりつつあるカセットテープの話など、刺さる人には刺さるけど、刺さらない人には全く刺さらないニッチすぎるエピソード。ヒップホップは若い人達だけのものではないと思っているんで、日本語ラップの今（やや)を聞いてみて新しい扉を開いてみてください。今週取り上げた日本語ラップアルバム▪️ FL$8KS / Fla$hBackS▪️ David / PSG▪️ 親子星 / SEEDA▪️ ANTI SOCIAL SOUNDSYSTEM / DONGROSSO番組で話した内容をまとめたnoteはこちらお便り感想等はこちらまで 各種SNSはこちらオールナイト十三クルーが選んだ今月のプレイリストはこちら（毎月更新中）
2025-05-2445 min
For The Worldbuilders078. Working Harder is Unnecessary, Certainty Is An Illusion, Hold On To This InsteadMy intention behind recording this podcast episode is to ask: are we in a season of seeding or reaping? Are we clinging to the energy of survival mode when spirit is inviting us to breathe and take in the garden we’ve built — enjoying the fruits of our labor and perhaps using them to create the next dish, recipe or project with ease. Perhaps we cling to the energy of survival mode and invent fires to put out because we’re clinging to a feeling of control and certainty. But what if change and transformation don’t have to be disori...
2025-05-0145 min
For The Worldbuilders077. Dropping the Master's Tools, Dreaming Beyond Institutional SupportMy intention behind recording this episode is to humbly invite us to consider what got us to our current reality might not get us to our wildest dreams. Maybe it was ambition, external validation or the perceived safety of playing small inside our own dreams that got us here but these postures of practice are too hollow to strike this moment and inspire long-lasting change. What if we dreamed from inside the sturdy validation of love instead? A regenerative force of motivation we can sustain over a lifetime, expanding into actualized dreams too wild for words. Upon further inspection...
2025-04-2443 min
For The Worldbuilders076. On Knowing When To Get on Your Zoom or Get in the BedI am recording this episode for the push through artists who have worked so hard, for so long that they don’t even know what their max capacity is — every year presents new challenges, requiring new limits, seemingly stretching into infinity. I am recording this episode for those who delight in the rigor of a challenge and experience an erotic charge when spirit is inviting them into the next growth spurt or learning curve. I am recording this episode for those of us who are getting on our Zoom while grieving, because we desperately want to hit pause but the...
2025-04-1752 min
For The Worldbuilders075. For Colored Girls Who Have Considered LinkedIn When Affirmations Weren’t EnufYou don’t need more affirmations. But perhaps, like many of us, you are desiring tools, skills and strategies for navigating the seasons where your faith starts to feel foolish and the results you wished for are taking longer than the ego can bear. In this episode we explore navigating suspicion around our creative commitments and the temptation to give up inside the messy middle. We remember the potency of our creative power activates when we’re lost, not when we know the way. How do we remain steadfast inside our commitments while facing the grief, fear and uncertainty of o...
2025-04-0958 min
For The Worldbuilders074. Your Favorite Black Feminist Is An EntrepreneurOur favorite black feminist was most likely an entrepreneur because for many of our ancestors black feminist entrepreneurship was simply a synonym for “the practice of surviving with our dignity in tact”. Many of us have heard the stories if we listened closely, the auntie, uncles and cousins who spun up hair salons, barbershops, daycares, restaurants and classrooms inside living rooms, kitchens, gardens and basements. Businesses that experimented with mutual aid and refused to replicate the carceral choreographies they might have witness or experienced in their neighborhoods or at their jobs. These stories are not new, disability and complex trau...
2025-04-0145 min
池尻ハイキングクラブのぷるんとした何か#120 オスバン / SEEDAの親子星 / NEW ORDERのライブ / 乗り越え方/ 観たいものを見ておくことオスバン / SEEDAの親子星 / NEW ORDERのライブ / 乗り越え方/ SS席とS席 / 踊り方 / 観たいものを見ておくこと などについてはなしました。2025/03/23収録
2025-03-2616 min
For The Worldbuilders073. 3 Ways to Engage with the Rigor of Ease in Creative PracticeRigor doesn’t equal hard work and ease doesn’t equal work that is easy. Asking for help, refusing to resent our capacity, honoring the needs of our body and moving at the speed of creative flow is rigorous work that might require practice if our learned impulse is to habitually bring ourselves to the edge of our capacity in order to feel worthy of the ease of our creative expression. Our art flows out of us like our breath, sometimes the hardest work is to let and protect it.ResourcesRegister for the Free 2-Part Worl...
2025-03-2543 min
For The Worldbuilders072. The Fear of Being Witnessed Stemming From A Fear of Witnessing OurselvesMy intention inside this episode is to reflect, alongside you, on my own journey toward softening inside the sacred practice of bearing witness — both to myself and to each other’s becoming. Witnessing myself was painful at first. I was confronted with all the ways I had invented masks sacrificing my comfort while prioritizing the comfort of others, who oftentimes were loved ones. Parents, friends, partners, co-workers, peers, teachers, family members, roommates, the list goes on. When confronting all the layers I had assembled out of survival, I realized I was unrecognizable to myself. I cycled through periods of sham...
2025-03-1838 min
For The Worldbuilders071. My Nervous System Likes Receiving Money for Work that Isn’t PunishingMy intention inside this episode is to invite us to put some respect on our nervous system. We have done the journaling, we’ve cultivated all our embodiment practices on our walks and by the water. We’ve done the divination, breath and mirror work to bring us to this moment where our nervous system is prepared to hold us at our next level of practice. There are new invitations, new calls, new assignments we desire to expand into, but moving in fear might be sneakily disguising itself as “honoring our nervous system”. Our craving for predictable outcomes and comfort...
2025-03-0444 min
Black Her StoriesAct One: Celebrating Black Love through Collage with Rachel ChapmanIn this episode, Michaela Ayers explores the transformative power of love, creativity, and community care. Reflecting on her journey through the Seeda School for Black feminist worldbuilding, Michaela shares how the recovery of her creative spirit has shaped her latest offering—The Art of Black Love, a collage and memory workshop. Join us inside Wa Na Wari, a historically Black home turned cultural space, where participants gather to reflect on love in all its forms. Listen as workshop attendees, including Rachel Chapman, bring their memories to life through creative writing and collage. Resources: Sign up...
2025-02-2825 min
For The Worldbuilders070. How to Stay Motivated When Ambition Has Left Your BodyMy intention inside this episode is to ground us inside the reality that we are constantly changing. Our motivations are changing. Our values might be experiencing a re-boot. And the things that kept us going in the past might no longer be a reliable fuel source. Instead of resenting or resisting our desire to slow down, prioritize our most meaningful relationships, or operate from a place of wholeness….What if we used these changes in our capacity, goals and desires as our new navigation tools and fuel to get us where we actually want to go instead of the de...
2025-02-2535 min
For The Worldbuilders069. Scale Your Impact Without Scaling Your Capacity Through the Power of a FrameworkYou dream of serving folks through your process not your personhood. You are an artist, not an influencer. But your process can sometimes feel illegible, even to you. We’re clear there are life affirming benefits to illegibility, opacity, poesis and abstraction. We’re also clear if we want to serve communities we care about through a creative offer that resources our practice, there needs to be an outline of the transformative journey we will take them through. This is your framework. In this episode I want to go over the power of frameworks and it’s creative capacity to bui...
2025-01-2030 min
The Thunder Stock ShowSeeda Worldwide | Michael Kingston | EP 82Welcome to the Thunder Stock Show, a collection of valuable brainstorms to enhance your life, liberty, and pursuit of property. In this episode of the Thunder Stock Show, Ross interviews Michael Kingston, Founder & CEO of Seeda. They discuss the transformative impact of Seeda's analytics on marketing efficiency, revenue growth, and cost reduction. Michael shares insights from his journey of empowering brands and agencies, highlighting how Seeda simplifies data into actionable insights, syncs crucial business data, and uncovers untapped opportunities. Please leave a review and share the show...
2025-01-1639 min
For The Worldbuilders068. I Sat Down To Script A Podcast And A Poem For The Fire Leaked OutMy intention behind this episode is not only to advocate for the practice of weekly dispatches but to encourage you and empower you with resources to advocate for your song — aka the work that is uniquely yours. Philadelphia-based prison abolitionist Stephanie Keene says people often ask her, “How can I get involved?” Her response is, “Do what it is you're good at”. Right? WE need you inside what you’re good at, which is to say YOU need you inside what you’re good at. What is your daily, weekly, seasonal practice for showing up inside the chorus of collective lib...
2025-01-1333 min
For The Worldbuilders067. Is It Burnout Or The Energetic Expense Of A Breakthrough?In this episode I’m inviting you into this question with me: “Is It Burnout Or The Energetic Expense Of A Spiritual Breakthrough?” Now let’s be clear, sometimes it really is burn-out. Sometimes, no…a lot of the times, capitalism, the patriarchal refusal to compensate care work and the lack of a state sanctioned social safety net can really bring us to our knees and leave us feeling burned out. I want to acknowledge that, but what I also want to be emphatically clear about acknowledging is sometimes it is spiritual severance, self-denial and self-negation that is at the core o...
2025-01-0451 min
For The Worldbuilders066. Moving From Convincing Institutions to Convincing The PeopleIn this episode I want to make the case for breaking away from institutions and creating communal containers of healing instead. And because we’re all about the spell and the strategy at Seeda School…it is also my intention to make the argument that if you are already writing countless grants, drafting applications, making pitches and proposals and making bids for fellowship in institutions that sometimes (or usually) gets awarded, then you are already good at sales. Through this episode I want to invite you to turn that skill toward creating deeper pathways of empowerment for yourself and your...
2024-12-2138 min
For The Worldbuilders065. Who Is Perfectionism For? Channeling Audacious Visions Into 3 Phases of Creative Business DevelopmentSo who is perfectionism for?
What stops us from hitting publish or inviting folks into an offer?
Are we waiting for the somatic safety, self-trust, or sense of belonging we’ll magically feel on the other side of a new title, degree, or wave of applause?
So often we stall, hesitate on pressing publish, resist releasing an offer we’ve already thought about so much we could design the entire thing in a weekend, because we want to project the patriarchal premise of expertise or “thought leadership”.
But what if we centered...
2024-12-1256 min
For The Worldbuilders064. Becoming Your First Client: The Grief Work of Composting Past Selves and DesiresI chose the path of tech and software engineering out of creative curiosity, yes. But on some level, if I’m being real, I also chose it because it would, perhaps, make my parent’s sacrifice mean something. It was impressive, it was something they could brag about on Facebook. And, at the time, my inner child connected being impressive with worthiness. She connected being small with love-ability. She connected following orders with freedom from punishment. She connected suppressing desire with survival.
In this episode we explore the ways our creative practice invites us to make new conn...
2024-12-0536 min
For The Worldbuilders063. Calling Our Power Back to Us: All Stories Rooted in Independence Are LiesThere is no such thing as an independent artist. We judge ourselves for having needs constantly. The reality of interdependence may look different for us in different seasons of our lives. In one season we might need the help of our families to provide shelter (like I did). In another season we might need the companionship of a partner or a pet. In another season we might need the trust and respect of our peers to engage with our work. In other seasons we might need our communities to rally around our mutual aid requests and bids for care...
2024-11-3031 min
For The Worldbuilders062. Don’t Focus on Making the Offer Accessible to Everyone Else it Becomes Inaccessible to YouWe talk more about this in Thursday’s Worldbuilding Workshop, but you may have seen the quote going around “if it’s not free, it’s neither radical or revolutionary”. I want to start off by saying I disagree. Equitable, anti-capitalist, values aligned resource exchange that is accountable to the communities we serve and the planet we inhabit can be some of the most radical and revolutionary work we do. In this current economic system, “free to you” just means the money is coming from somewhere else and a lot times that chain of funding is obfuscated, which can make accountab...
2024-10-1439 min
For The Worldbuilders061. Design Your Creative Ecosystem: The 3 Nodes of Practice and Your Erotic CenterThis episode is for our Libra eclipse moment, it’s especially for YOU if you’ve been wanting more balance and clarity inside your practice. If you’re overwhelmed by the sheer number of your ideas and desires on your heart then listen up! This is the worldbuilder’s dilemma but it is also our power. So let’s dive in.
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2024-10-0757 min
For The Worldbuilders060. Permission to Pivot: The Transition From 3 Offers Back to 1Today I want to talk about the permission I had to give myself to pivot before I could invite anyone else into the transition. Today I want to talk about how sneaky scarcity mindset can be, even with the abundance of wisdom, tools and skills we’ve learned inside our journey of transformation. Today I want to talk about why, after a summer of experimenting with 3 different offerings (a retreat, a monthly membership and accepting applications for a 1:1 service-based offering), I am bringing the Seeda School paid-offer ecosystem back down to 1 core offering.
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2024-09-3050 min
For The Worldbuilders059. Offering the Wisdom and Skills from Your Journey of TransformationLast week we talked about how the journey is the dream and the destination is the practice through the metaphor of teaching and learning. I want to pick that thread back up. Just as I believe creativity is the spiritual disposition of our species, I want to argue curiosity, teaching and learning are organic to our ways of being as well. So organic the debate of nature vs. nurture has been going on for centuries now. Today, I’m less interested in teasing out the difference between the gifts we’re taught and the gifts we’re born with. What I...
2024-09-2341 min
For The Worldbuilders058. The Journey is The Dream, The Destination is The PracticeMaybe you’ve been talking yourself out of taking a creative risk for months, maybe years just like I have. A life is something we create, too. Maybe your creative risk is leaving a job with an abusive company culture, moving to a new city or removing yourself from relationships where your power is perceived as a threat to neutralize instead of divine intelligence to collaborate with. Whatever transition is tugging you toward its trail, whatever creative calling won’t leave you alone, I need you to know the journey IS the return on investment.
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2024-09-1635 min
For The Worldbuilders057. 7 Ways to Establish and Protect a Pleasurable Creative Practice Amidst Life’s Possibilities and ResponsibilitiesThis isn’t an ableist episode full of executive function shame but it is an episode in honor of Virgo Season asking what are our systems, processes and practices for getting shit done and feeling good while doing it? I’ve been there, the over-extended teacher inspiring a classrooms worth of epiphanies but too tired to go home and fill the cup from which the curriculum flows. Maybe you’ve been there too, the over-extended teacher with a depleted capacity for your own curiosity. The healer with an over-committed calendar leaving no time to tend to your own spirit. The co...
2024-09-0950 min
NewMinds.AI - KI PodcastKI & Ethik mit Seeda Ahmad-Kreuzer
In dieser Episode von “New Minds” tauchen wir tief in die Welt der Künstlichen Intelligenz (KI) und Ethik ein. Unser Gast ist Seeda Ahmad-Kreuzer, die visionäre Gründerin von AI-Humanity. Sie spricht mit uns über die Inspiration hinter der Gründung ihrer Organisation und die dringenden Herausforderungen, die sie in der Entwicklung von KI sieht.
Wir diskutieren die einzigartigen Ansätze von AI-Humanity, kulturelle Sensitivität und Inklusion in ihre Projekte zu integrieren, und wie sie aktiv daran arbeiten, Verzerrungen in KI-Systemen zu reduzieren.
Darüber hinaus beleuchten wir die Rolle der Europäischen KI-Ver...
2024-08-3150 min
For The Worldbuilders056. Are “Enough Numbers”, Enough? Balancing Our Nervous System, Values and Business GrowthLet’s talk numbers. The “enough number” concept is looking at the expenses in your life and business and determining a revenue goal or baseline for living comfortably instead of living in the cycle of incessant growth for growths sake. I’ve seen and heard this concept discussed in multiple workshops, YouTube videos, panels and podcasts over the years. Probably because establishing an "enough number" in the beginning is a good idea and fetishizing infinite, up and to the right, hockey stick growth is not only a bad idea but goes against many of our core values. But what I can’t...
2024-08-2936 min
For The Worldbuilders055. The Psychology of Creative Practice and BelongingAs a heads up, if you’re listening to this on Monday, July 29th enrollment into the Treehouse closes tonight and it’s $67 bucks to join! The Treehouse is a monthly membership holding you accountable to weekly returns to your Zone of Desire through live workshops, open studios, guided meditations and black feminist worldbuilding tools. I hope you’ll join us inside The Treehouse! Our first workshop inside is on August 6th and it’s all about collaborating with our ancestors, desires and intentions inside our Weekly Dispatches.
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2024-07-2953 min
For The Worldbuilders054. 9 Reasons We Need Your Weekly Dispatch Yesterday, Today and TomorrowI hope you’ll Discover your Weekly Dispatch with us this Thursday, July 25th at 12pm EST in the last live Worldbuilding Workshop I’ll be giving on the Treehouse for the year. The Treehouse is a monthly membership holding you accountable to weekly returns to your Zone of Desire through live workshops, open studios, guided meditations and black feminist worldbuilding tools. And enrollment is now open! It’s $67 bucks a month, enrollment closes on Monday, July 29th. Join us inside the free workshop on the 25th to learn more.
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2024-07-1955 min
For The Worldbuilders053. Who Are You Outside of White Supremacy Culture?Who are we outside of white supremacy culture? Perhaps the simple answer is healers, holders, stewards. Perhaps the simple answer is the people that refuse, repair and restore. And perhaps we don’t have to go anywhere to learn these skills, perhaps the best teachers and stories are already embedded in our intuition and ancestry. Perhaps the stories they’re whispering invite us into a culture with more bearable and breathe-able characteristics where perfectionism becomes improvisation, individualism becomes collectivism and “right to comfort” becomes “right to transformation”.
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2024-07-1142 min
For The Worldbuilders052. Releasing the Burden of Being Complicit In Our Own SufferingI too, have put more value in the things that hurt because suffering is familiar. I know her. I know suffering. And I have plenty of evidence that the shelter of suffering has kept me safe, kept me “out the way”. But at what cost? There is rent for living underneath the shelter of suffering. As with everything, there is a sacrifice. The cost was often my inner child who needed me to tend to her wounds but I couldn’t bear her pain so I just kept looking away. The cost was often my body which needed my attent...
2024-07-0439 min
For The Worldbuilders051. Recovering from the Tyranny of Ambition and Detaching from OutcomesI almost titled this podcast “On Aligning Your Practice with Your Capacity and Surrendering to the Air”. Both work. A question for you: What would it feel like to pause and breathe into a deep, longgggg stretch instead of a sprint? I need to continue challenging myself. Rigor, change and curiosity are the electricity of my life, I’m clear on that. Capricorn rising, Gemini Sun over here. But what might it look like to prioritize the steady over the surge, the flow over the wave? What might it look like to prioritize the practice over the launch?
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2024-06-2727 min
For The Worldbuilders050. Manifesting Beyond Survival and Toward SafetyI’m sure you’ve seen it and maybe even felt it, experienced it. Manifestation is everywhere. Folks are talking about it on TikTok, Instagram and I wouldn’t even be surprised if it’s reached LinkedIn. Point being, the gospel of the woo-woo crew is spreading. We out here y’all! And thank goodness. I think this is a good thing, that we are learning how to see without images as Toni Morrison puts in her Nobel Lecture in 1993 when invoking the power of language. But how might we take this practice even further…how might we listen to the image...
2024-06-2024 min
For The Worldbuilders049. New Terms and Conditions with Ravon Ruffin FelizRecently I had the absolute honor of being in conversation with Seeda School alumni, Ravon Ruffin Feliz. Ravon who goes by she/they is a cyber anthropologist, writer, educator and founder of Citation Studio, a Black feminist experimental thinking studio mapping the possibilities of computing, archives, and nature with/on/for/at the internet. Born in Chicago, now based in the Bronx — she has worked in the arts and culture sector for 10+ years, tending to public engagements with art, archives and the internet, URL and AFK (away from keyboard).
Ravon is also the steward of the “Glossary for...
2024-06-131h 10
For The Worldbuilders048. 31 Reflections at 31 on the 31stThese are just some reflections I jotted down during my birthday week and writing retreat in Shenandoah Valley. As the podcast title suggests this was my golden year. I turned 31 on the 31st of May and after being away for a few weeks it felt right to punctuate this moment of return with some reflections ahead of the release of the guest podcast episodes. Let’s go…
Here's 1 reflection out of 31: Artist is starting to feel like an insufficient title (for me) because it’s becoming clear you can be an artist and not dedicate every fiber of you...
2024-06-081h 30
For The Worldbuilders047. To Crave Certainty is to Crave a LieThe invitation of “safety as relation” (Mariame Kaba) is a huge one in a world that has taught us safety is the opposite of relation. A world that tries to convince us, with all it’s tools, that safety is domination, exploitation, segregation, etc. We are being called to be creative in a context where control and certainty are not introduced as triggering, but surrendering to each other’s gaze and no longer being strangers is taught to be the most triggering act we can imagine. Can we see how the core trauma of these systems of oppression is making u...
2024-05-0839 min
For The Worldbuilders046. Standing On the Abundance Already Inside Your Creative PracticeOnly YOU can create the offer calling on your spirit. Some creatives will say, “if you don’t create your idea someone else will”. That’s bullshit. There’s only one YOU, with YOUR unique lived experience and YOUR journey of transformation. So, no. No one else can create the offer calling on your spirit. Join us this spring, take your offer from spirit to material and witness the magic that’s been begging to be actualized all along.
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2024-04-2455 min
For The Worldbuilders045. Will You Let Us Perceive You?"May our visibility be an offering of gratitude to those we dedicate our practice to. The ancestors, past selves, younger cousins, teachers and non-human creatures we owe our breath and possibility to. We didn’t come from nowhere. We come from the freedom fighters who took their imagination to the streets, we come from the parents whose direct action was reading us Tar Beach at night, we come from the hands that prepared the meals for the meeting. Praying hands. We come from all the black feminist theory we now get the privilege to rehearse in theater of the str...
2024-04-1947 min
For The Worldbuilders044. Your Journey of TransformationThe fire of our surrender brought down the walls and created a clearing. We all have our own field guides to teach from inside the clearing we will turn into a classroom. How will you shape your journey of transformation into lesson plans all about love? How has love transformed you?
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2024-04-1148 min
For The Worldbuilders043. Teach What You Want to LearnOur breath is the new syllabus. Our survival is the new curriculum. But where is our classroom? This critical geography we must carve out to practice the dis-order that our new world calls for. Black feminist pedagogies have always been critical to my practice. It wasn’t enough to inhale black feminist research — I had to lick it — I had to play with it — I had to stir it — I had to serve it — I had to perform it — I had to breathe it. This was the desire that seeded Seeda School. Inspired by a character that could breathe when I couldn’...
2024-04-0440 min
For The Worldbuilders042. Just Because You Can Doesn’t Mean You ShouldThere’s a consistent theme I’m noticing on the other side of my season of surrender. When I’m not being particularly nice to myself I’ll notice myself get frustrated with my capacity. Trying to figure out why I’m not able to lock in like I use to, put in the same amount of hours as I used to, produce as much or as quickly as I used to — both inside my job (stewarding Seeda School) and my art practice (writing science fiction in the bathtub). When inside this frustration, I have to remind myself, before my season of...
2024-03-1853 min
For The Worldbuilders041. Why Worldbuilding?: Permission to Actualize Audacious DesireThis week I want to return to the Seeda School newsletter originally published on December 4th, 2023 titled, “What is Your Creative Offer?”, subtitle: “A Questionnaire to Oneself”. In it I share why worldbuilding has been such an essential method for me. But “Why Worldbuilding?” is a question I’ve been getting again lately so I wanted to revisit the question inside this podcast in order to invite you to join me in building worlds as containers for actualizing our audacious desire. How? Stay tuned for the strategy, tip and affirmations to remember towards the end of the episode.
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2024-03-1137 min
For The Worldbuilders040. How to Breathe Fire, Watching Discipline Melt into DevotionI’m watching the sharp edges of the second hand turn into a feather here. Here in the space between the real and the infinite, feeling real infinite these days. Working alongside you, body doubling — I am elsewhere, I am here, WE ARE HERE. Emphatically here and the air is heavier. Our breathing is heavier. Our breathing is like fire now. Weightless and heavy with life. Tune into this episode for a strategy, a tip and invitation to remember how to breathe fire.
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2024-03-0437 minFor The Worldbuilders039. Reclaiming The Power of Our Belief, Faith, and TrustOkay so I’m making twice as much as I was making with much more control over my income but I still don't feel as secure as I felt with my salaried position, when I was working for a company I had no control over. Why is that? Because I am so used to, have been taught to, have been socialized and expected to relinquish the power of my belief, attention and faith to sources outside myself.
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2024-02-2645 minFor The Worldbuilders038. Choose the Role You Can Sustain Not the Role You Think We NeedInstead of the “What should I do?” question, here are 3 questions I want to leave you with:
Which role will you choose?
What container will your practice it in? Will it be through a creative offer, the garden or the 2 hour container in the morning you have before the house wakes up?
Lastly, and perhaps most importantly, who will you practice this role WITH?
These are questions we ask in the Seed A World Retreat and I want to pose them to you here. Let me know by responding at info@seedaschool.com.
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2024-02-1529 minFor The Worldbuilders037. The Grief Work of Composting Past SelvesSuddenly, my job no longer worked. I put in my resignation letter September 2020. Suddenly, my romantic relationship no longer worked. I ended it the spring of 2021. Suddenly, the non-existent boundaries in all of my relationships, family, friends, community members had to be reflected on and invented. This is because my job, my romantic relationship, my lack of boundaries were all oriented around me trying to get my unmet needs from childhood, met externally.
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2024-02-0842 minFor The Worldbuilders036. But…"I’m Scared": Being Unafraid Isn’t a Prerequisite for TransformationEnrollment closes on January 29th at midnight! Enroll in the Seed A World Retreat Here: https://www.seedaschool.com/program
Your creative desire makes space for our collective imagination. Join us inside this creative retreat and attend 9 weekly workshops and 9 weekly office hours based on Seeda School's worldbuilding framework. You'll be developing your creative offer alongside a committed community of fellow worldbuilders who will offer feedback and accountability. Seeda School's Worldbuilding Framework consists of nine critical action steps with three major milestones: Deciding on your creative offer, developing the framework for your offer and releas...
2024-01-2746 minFor The Worldbuilders035. But…"I Don’t Want to Monetize": Public Practice Beyond CapitalismWhat irresistible portals are the people you dream of serving waiting on? Offers as containers that might bring the two worlds spinning away from each other a little closer, if only for a moment, but just long enough for us to experiment with inventing new models of belonging, cooperative economics and mutual aid that build on the old ones. Generating money that will go to mutual aid request flyers and loved one’s Venmo accounts instead of the stock market and the distance between the two worlds spinning away from each other decreases little by little. Using our time, ar...
2024-01-1842 minFor The Worldbuilders034. But…“I Don’t Have the Capacity”: Recovering from People PleasingThe number of things we have to unlearn is unquantifiable, but I know the one thing we must set fire to is continuing to allocate an ounce of our power and meaning making to systems that are only satiated by our death. When we slow down we understand the new year goal setting frenzy is connected to our longing to control the chaos and to carve out meaning in the spacetime of the abyss. The gift of acknowledging this craving with compassion, grace and the full awareness of our power is we get to direct this species-wide compulsion toward...
2024-01-1144 minFor The Worldbuilders033. But…"I Don’t Know My Purpose": The Year of Childhood CuriosityIn search of our mother’s gardens we found a path. Keeping that path “well-trodden” so others may find it too is our only assignment. What’s your purpose? That’s impossible to know and that’s okay because we’re following the truth of our desire instead. What does this look like? It looks like releasing control of the project and signing up for the practice, laying perfectionism to rest. “The form will find itself”, is what the abolitionist science fiction writers, mutual aid practitioners also known as aunties and working class folk who carve out enough softness from the abyss to...
2024-01-0551 minFor The Worldbuilders032. Season of Surrender: Writing a Love Letter to Our FearAll that running, until 2020 when I finally ran out of steam. Unhealthy work habits and a total lack of boundaries kept me distracted for years. In the absence of that distraction was nothing but the stillness, the silence, the darkness, the eyes patiently waiting for me to finally choose myself. On September 2nd, 2020 I submitted my letter of resignation and a 3 month sabbatical turned into two years. The season of surrender.
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2023-12-1550 minFor The Worldbuilders031. Discover Your Creative Offer: A Workshop PodcastWhat are our tools, frameworks and creative offers for helping each other navigate this wide open expanse? Worldbuilding is my framework, the Seed A World Retreat is my offering and “The Creative Offer Questionnaire to Oneself” is the tool I want to share today. Download your very own copy of the questionnaire using the link below! Inspired by “The Audre Lorde Questionnaire to Oneself” created by Divya Victor, “The Creative Offer Questionnaire to Oneself” walks you through four key questions whose answers intersect in ways that allow you to discover your income generating and values aligned offer. The offering that allows...
2023-12-0739 minFor The Worldbuilders030. Toni Morrison was in my dream yesterday...Learn more about the Retreat: https://www.seedaschool.com/program
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What if we are making appeals for our “humanity” to empires whose very colonial conception of “human” was given form by excluding certain members of the same species? To put it another way, let’s consider we are asking the same people who invented the word “human”, in order to dominate other members of the species and the planet, to include us in the project. Perhaps the only way to go about complete domin...
2023-11-1545 minFor The Worldbuilders029. Our Mission, Vision and Values Keep Us PossibleSubscribe to the Newsletter: https://seedaschool.substack.com/
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2023-11-0950 minFor The Worldbuilders028. Overlapping Catastrophe Calls for Overlapping Creative ActionOverlapping catastrophes like to flirt with your apathy, whispering into your ear with empty promises about the safety of solitude. The safety of silence. The safety of avoidance. The empty promises are dark and cavernous, without light and without ground. The darkness wouldn’t be so bad if I could at least smell soil — some possibility of change, emergence, growth. But that’s the thing about this empty promise — the option we have in the West to look away — we cut ourselves off from the generativity of letting grief and rage transform us. Inside collective grief, rage and study the walls...
2023-11-0127 minFor The Worldbuilders027. Invitations From Inside Collective Grief and StudyI want to call in all teachers, writers, artists and business owners to take a close look at what we’re “normalizing” in our practices. What cultural examples are we using to teach that feel apolitical? What references are we pointing to in our art that feel “neutral”? What narratives are we normalizing in our writing? What topics are we avoiding on our business accounts on social media? What are the employers, organizations and institutions we’re connected to authorizing as the “professional stance”? What ideologies are we upholding in an attempt to be apolitical? Whose politics are we re-inscribing wh...
2023-10-2542 minFor The Worldbuilders026. Our Right to Release and Generate IncomeIt’s Monday morning at my favorite coffee shop and I’m mesmerized by the freedom I’m witnessing. A toddler is freestyle dancing to electronic instrumentals in the middle of the busiest section of the establishment. The line wraps around her, the towering members of her species are careful not to interrupt her flow, everyone collectively ensures she has enough space to be. To dance. Enthralled by this scene, time slows and I take a sip of my black coffee with two pumps of vanilla syrup. The usual. And I try to hold back tears of joy. As usual...
2023-10-1137 minFor The Worldbuilders025. 3 Lessons from A Decade of Creative PracticeLike I said, mistakes? I can name plenty. There is no way to be in a generous practice of producing public facing projects without them. Some of these mistakes were essential, they were carrying divine lessons, and honestly some of them weren’t. The attempts to flatten in the face of the “jack of all trades, master of none” myth (who wants to be a fucking master anyway?), the workaholism unsustainably powered by a sense of unworthiness, solely relying on funding resources coming from outside my work instead of implementing strategies for the Creative Ecosystem to fund itself and the mo...
2023-09-2938 minFor The Worldbuilders024. Your Desire Is More Powerful Than Your FearHealing from years of childhood trauma, where pleasure meant threat of punishment and desire meant danger. My Element X beckoned, “What if your desire became more powerful than your fear?”
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2023-08-2836 minFor The Worldbuilders023. When Life Hands You Bugs: An Invitation to ReleaseThis letter is dedicated with gratitude to the bug in my code last week. It appeared as I was building a project using React in order to introduce the learners in Seeda School’s Module 4 how to build their own Community Directory using the popular library. I reflected on the library’s name, React.
An invitation to be mindful of how we respond to the bugs and blocks
which are inevitable in our code, as they are in our life. An invitation
to tune into the buzzing with curiosity and react with compassion. If
we release, the incomplete metamorphosis is a...
2023-08-0931 minFor The Worldbuilders022. Lavender Software Centers Our Body and BelongingWhat happened? I was so focused on building the tools for belonging that I forgot to actually practice belonging. Call my family, show up for my friends, support the art shows of the brilliant folks in my circle, volunteer at the community garden, attend the programming at my local library, walk down to the bar that was literally underneath my feet. This is the slippery trap of building software for deepening connection without actually being connected. Existing on a social media platform doesn’t mean we’re engaged in a social practice, showing up on Zoom does not mean we’r...
2023-08-0224 minFor The Worldbuilders021. Frameworks for Care-full Software?What new values and commitments do we want to seed the next generation of software inside of? How do we want to collectively tend to this soil? No, software will not solve racism, sexism, ableism and classism — only plain ol’ revolution will do that — but given the fact that software has made all these -isms exponentially worse, I do wonder how building technologies of care might be a salve in the meantime. A fractal expanding toward belonging, not fear.
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2023-07-2628 minFor The Worldbuilders020. Interdisciplinary Permission: Dancing > FearBeing an artist is a commitment to indeterminacy. It asks, “are you prepared for a life long practice of improvisation?” In many ways, the word asks you to consent not to be a single being. Upon surrender, you join the beyond human swarm in an emergent choreography, a commitment to interdisciplinary practice and collective study. When you release control, another energetic current has room to flow in.
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2023-07-1930 minFor The Worldbuilders019. College Saved My Life: What's Up w/The Shit Talk?While under a tree older than my great grandparents providing the quiet grace of shade, a spider the size of the bread crumb from my morning pastry is my only companion as I read the words of Magdalena Zurawski’s essay, “Being Human Is an Occult Practice”. Inside she reminds us, “Neoliberalism requires us to limit or suppress much of what is human in us because much of what is human in us serves no economic purpose”. As I read this essay I think about how much Neoliberal policy has paved the way for so much of the software we use on...
2023-07-1231 minFor The Worldbuilders018. Writing With the World: We're Writing More. Why?Over the summer I’ll continue gathering seed data, collaborating with computer kin, and thinking about why we’re all turning to writing at the same time. Meditating on what affordances, shelter, breath, code allows inside this practice. In September, I plan to invite you into a creative coding for writers offering and that’s when live virtual programming inside of Seeda School will resume. In the meantime, if you have any thoughts on creative writing alongside code or would like to collaborate around this topic — please get in touch. I would love to hear from you and continue thinking...
2023-06-2620 minFor The Worldbuilders017. It Comes in Waves: The Ceremony of Feeding the Black InteriorWhat are our collective ceremonies?
I decided I didn’t want to disrespect the question by providing an answer.
When searching for the “official language” to address the question, the only thing that came out was a poem. A poem about how poetry has saved my life. How it preserves life and provides oxygen when suffering is the ground and time is a trickster. Maybe the poem is the collective ceremony? The reading, the gathering, the singing, the sound, the performance of the poem. Maybe the poem is the only ceremony we need?
2023-06-1208 minFor The Worldbuilders016. On Public Practice: What Are Our Collective Ceremonies?This week's episode is about the practices that help us remember the world we need is the world we have. What came up is the realization that I am more skilled than last year at tending to the garden of my internal and eternal possibility — no longer a captive to external validation — I have cultivated practices that return me to myself, my body, and my values again and again. What also came up in this letter is the realization that I am craving more practice inside collective ceremonies that require somatic engagement both online and off (if there is a su...
2023-06-0528 minFor The Worldbuilders015. The Ecosystem of Creative Practice: What's Your Mother Tree?This week's episode is about the ecosystem of creative practice, mycelial media stewardship, and it’s containers. When I think about the next decade of my creative practice and how I imagine making room for my breath — I want to continue to move away from content creation and launches and move toward mycelial media and stewardship where my writing practice is the mother tree. What's the mother tree in your ecosystem of creative practice and study?
See this week's newsletter for more links and footnotes: https://seedaschool.substack.com/p/the-ecosystem-of-creative-practice
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2023-06-0230 minFor The Worldbuilders014. Every Body’s a Teacher Now: Education as New MediaI’ve been thinking a lot about how our body is an interface for learning and creating alongside our ecosystems. In the Future Organisms workshop that I attended in Colorado last week, while in conversation with a cheese maker, ceramicist and computational biologist, I reflected on how “craft” is another word for using our body as an interface for engaging with the material of our ecosystem and how “technology” is often the trace of that transformative engagement.
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2023-05-2939 minFor The Worldbuilders013. Suprise! They're Late: Black Feminism and The Whitewashing of AI EthicsTimnit Gebru is fired and Geoffrey Hinton left. Read Timnit's story here and read Geoffrey's story here then reflect on the contrast.
I also invite you to read the Seeda School newsletter referenced in this podcast, Surprise! They're Late: No surprise, black feminism is right on time.
Due to the commitment to care rooted in the research of Dr. Ruha Benjamin, Dr. Safiya Noble, Timnit Gebru, and many, many others, powerful white men like Eric get to perform “thought leadership” in a cultural and media landscape where concern around AI and algorithmic bias is normalized than...
2023-05-1929 minFor The Worldbuilders012. All That You Touch: JavaScript x Octavia ButlerReflecting on the possibilities of JavaScript and how one might teach it, I returned to Octavia Butler, and in returning to Butler, I returned to consent and in returning to consent I returned to my body savoring all the ways I have finally given myself permission to change and be changed. Read the entire newsletter and footnotes here.
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2023-05-1115 minFor The Worldbuilders011. Aspiring Software Engineer, Freelancer or Entrepreneur?Are You an Aspiring Software Engineer, Freelancer or Entrepreneur? I want to invite you to join us for the upcoming Discovery Workshop where we will get clarity on your coding curiosity, story, and goals, in order to learn how Seeda School can help with all 3.
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2023-04-2015 min
Leaders of AnalyticsMaking the Shift from Corporate Executive to Entrepreneur with Michael Kingston“Being an entrepreneur is basically like going from one crisis to the next”. Those are the words of Michael Kingston, co-founder and CEO of Seeda.
At a point in his career when Michael was thriving, he took the daunting plunge from successful executive to entrepreneur and start-up founder. Most people would be too scared to take such an enormous risk; however, this step has been Michael's key toward work-life satisfaction.
Three years later, Michael and his co-founders have built Seeda, an AI-assisted marketing analytics product, purpose-built for Shopify-based eCommerce platforms. Seeda helps marketers make sense of t...
2023-04-0356 minFor The Worldbuilders010. Learn How to Build a Black Feminist Coding Project in One MonthPlant the seed of your curiosity in nutrient rich soil. I hope you’ll join me in this upcoming discovery workshop, Learn How to Build a Black Feminist Coding Project in One Month, taking place over Zoom on Tuesday, March 28th, 2023 at 6-7PM EST. Register here and together we will explore your curiosity in code, uncover the stories that have stopped you from learning how to code, and learn how Seeda School can help you build a black feminist coding project in one month. You can read this invitation for yourself inside this latest Seeda School newsletter.
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For The Worldbuilders009. How Much Does A Dollar Cost?: The Gift of Worthiness, Boundaries for Burnout, and Permission to PlayMy biggest fear isn’t failure or Seeda School “not working” or “not meeting my needs” — the success of Seeda School is inevitable. I know I’m called to this work and there is no “failure” inside calling, only lessons. My biggest fear is actually being the creator of a job I hate, being the facilitator of work that is unsatisfying or exhausting. Which is truly only a failure in boundaries and the courage to maintain them. Back to acting out belief, it’s about the courage to believe in the worthiness of your work enough to create boundaries to protect the susta...
2023-02-0323 minFor The Worldbuilders008. How Does Seeda School Code Coaching Work?I only have the capacity for 12 more learners who are curious about learning to code through a black feminist lens so please book a free consultation call to see if this offering is aligned with your needs and ask any questions I didn’t answer in this episode.
Soft, Where? Is a podcast where I talk about my journey toward finding softness inside technology. This podcast is presented by Seeda School, a skill building platform for learning how to code through a black feminist lens. I am currently offering 1:1 coaching for black feminist looking to develop a co...
2023-01-1918 minFor The Worldbuilders007. 3 Affirmations for Self Compassion: Money Mindset, Recieving Love, and Perfectionism(Loose) Transcript: 007. 3 Affirmations for Self Compassion
Welcome to the Soft, Where? podcast where I talk about my journey toward finding softness inside technology. This podcast is presented by Seeda School, a skill building platform for learning how to code through a black feminist lens. I am currently offering 1:1 coaching for black feminists looking to develop a coding portfolio of 5 projects in 15 weeks. Visit http://seedaschool.com to book a free consultation call where we’ll hop on Zoom to discuss your web development goals and how Seeda School might be able to help.
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2023-01-1229 min
For The Worldbuilders006. 5 Year Reflection and Projection (2017-2027): Multiple New York Moves, Job Transitions, and $350 RentSoft, Where? is a weekly podcast and oral journal where I reflect on finding softness inside of software engineering. I invite you to reflect on the questions at the end of each episode in the comments or via email. Below you can find a loose outline and essay version of the episode to read while you listen or share screenshots of on social media.I also invite you to open this episode in apple podcasts or your preferred podcast streaming service. This makes it easy to take a screenshot and share it with friends, it also creates...
2023-01-0648 min
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No Limits with Life Coach LeisiKuidas meditatsioon elu ellu äratab? - Seeda Randroo-Chandini SaritaSel nädalal toon põnevusega teieni podcasti oma imearmsa meditatsiooni õpetaja Seeda Randroo-Chandini Saritaga. Seeda Sarita meditatsiooni teekond algas juba 16 aastat tagasi ning jätkub senini. Tänaseks on Seeda hinnatud meditatsiooni õpetaja, rajanud Eesti Meditatsiooni Kooli ning on samaaegselt ka OSHO Eesti Meditatsiooni Keskuse üks rajajaid ja juhte. Selles episoodis kuuled lähemalt, kuidas Seeda meditatsioonini jõudis ning mis teda senini selle juures köidab. Räägime lähemalt meditatsiooni olemusest, valgustumisest, OSHO meditatsioonidest, enda sees rahu leidmisest, aktsepteerimisest, elusana tundmisest ja praktikate õppimisest läbi enda kogemuste.12:55 Seeda teekond meditatsioonini21:49 Mis on me...
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DigitalkantineWIE UNTERNEHMEN ZUKUNFTSORIENTIERT UND SINNSTIFTEND HANDELN | ZU GAST: SEEDA AHMAD-KREUZER & DARMAS ARON (VC:X)Wie gehen Unternehmen und Marken künftig mit gesellschaftlichen und sozialen Werten um, mit Themen, die für alle relevant und wichtig sind? Seeda Ahmad-Kreuzer und Darmas Aron von der neugegründeten Kommunikationsagentur VC:X beschäftigen sich täglich mit dieser Frage – und finden Antworten.Als CEO und Strategie- und Kreativchef der VC:X unterstützen Seeda Ahmad-Kreuzer und Darmas Aron Unternehmen dabei, Haltung zu zeigen und den digitalen und gesellschaftlichen Wandel nicht nur zu meistern, sondern ihn langfristig zu etablieren und umzusetzen – kein “Greenwashing”, sondern Spirit und Sinnstiftung. Träger des Social Business Untern...
2021-08-2700 min
Werbepause - von Business Punk und Agentur Boomer#7 Viva con Werbung - mit Seeda Ahmad-Kreuzer (VC:X) und Michael FritzHeute ist mal wieder ein starkes Duo in der Werbepause am Start: Seeda Ahmad-Kreuzer ist Gründerin von VC:X, der neuen Agentur von Viva con Agua. Gemeinsam mit VCA-Founder Micha Fritz erklärt sie, was das Geschäftsmodell dahinter ist und warum sie mittlerweile nicht mehr fette Gehälter und große Teamverantwortung in den Vordergrund rückt. Ach ja: LAMBO!
2021-05-2746 min
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真夜中のゆる音楽談義「3時のヒップホップ」Talk about.."フリースタイルバトル Part 1"_#04フリースタイルバトルについて/バトルはヒップホップ初心者にもおすすめ/ヒロがヒップホップにハマったきっかけは…/音源かバトルか/バトルは即興性が命/俺たちは晋平太が好き/SEEDA/VERBAL/テリヤキボーイズ/ボリウッド/BADHOP/KREVA/R-指定/晋平太
2020-05-2914 min
山田トラオレの「あるく・みる・かんがえる」DJ 調査行こうの「ソングライターズチャレンジ」Vol.2 花と雨 / SEEDA都のステイホーム週間の要請を機に、佐野元春さん風に歌詞を朗読する福祉事業「ソングライターズチャレンジ」を自宅にて実施中。邦楽ならリクエストを頂けたらお応えしますので、ぜひお声がけください。宛先は @ym_z_d3tama (IG/TW) まで。
2020-04-2701 min
IN OUR LIFE31:Drawing your life by...(映画「花と雨」 /社会人としてのアウトプット /物欲)コロナウィルス でGMO「一斉在宅勤務」
花と雨(映画)
どうしても生きてる/朝井リョウ
笠松将
大西礼芳
花と雨(Album)
HIPHOP DNA(SEEDA)
花と雨(Music Video)
Walkingman
KING OF KINGS
RAWWAX
Authority
MU-TON
梵頭
Randy Wati Sati
フリースタイルダンジョン観覧
FORK
Jumbo Maatch
Yo!晋平太だぜ Raps
般若オフィシャルサイト
テラスハウス TOKYO 2019-2020
体にフィットするソファ
エレコム トラックボール
エクセルショートカット
Microsoft Teams
テスコム (TESCOM) 毛玉クリーナー
Surface Laptop 3
伊勢神宮
2020-02-041h 58
jamming.fmep30:シズル感（ゲスト：グラフィックデザイナー森さん）Guest:グラフィックデザイナー 森くん https://www.facebook.com/yuya.mori.35
Shownote:
森くんのデザインしたパッケージについて
海外のパッケージは日本人に受けない？
シズルカット
イギリス人はシズルカットを嫌う
日本人は絵をつけたがる
漢字はシズル感ある
袋麺に載っている写真は実際入っているものではない不思議
”調理の一例”
フルーツジュースでオレンジの断面を載せれるのは果汁100％だけ
果汁が低いと写真はダメ、イラストはOK
CMで虫歯菌ちょっと残るやつ
広告代理店の世代間
台風のときに仕方なく食べるラーメンはうまい
ミニマルなデザインのパッケージ多い
meiji THE Chocolate https://www.meiji.co.jp/sweets/chocolate/the-chocolate/
歳取ったら何やればいいの
若手をのびのびやさせる
何も言わなくてもがんばってくれるならいい
デザインはロジカル
アウトプットは永遠にできる
サーヴァント型はとりあえずやらせてみる
上司が怒られているところを部下に見せる
壺を割っちゃう職人
若手に自由にやらせようという時代
自発的にやらせて失敗させて気づかせるマネジメント
ブランドを持っている企業はチャレンジできる
ブランドは意外に消えている
当たり前品質に問題がある場合にブランドは毀損される
当たり前品質と魅力的品質
ブランドが確立されすぎて逆に足枷になる場合
ハイブランドはロイヤルカスタマーはうるさい
Ape https://bape.com/index/
SEEDA https://ja.wikipedia.org/wiki/SEEDA
“おっと服に猿がついてる”https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2JuIziynF2o
2019-12-2240 minIN OUR LIFE25:Curse words will remain in you(JOKER /ルッキズムと芸人 /リバイバル系ドラマ /桜を見る会)ブラスト公論
猿打ち
RX100M3
AFRA
新作のハーモニカ
TERIYAKI BEEF / SEEDA & OKI (GEEK)
K Dub Shine vs 剣桃太郎
THA BLUE HERB interview
イベントで大麻 “日本一”のラッパー逮捕
CHINZA DOPENESS - 64 Bars recorded in Tokyo
いとうせいこう×U-zhaanが「おかあさんといっしょ」今月の歌担当
JOKER
King Of Comedy
“Woke culture has ruined culture”
Todd Phillips
Aマッソ、イベントでの不適切発言を謝罪
思い出野郎Aチーム
Taika Waititi
オタク IN THA HOOD : KOWICHI
時効警察はじめました
ゴーイングマイホーム
福田雄一
大九明子
ドラゴンクエストウォーク
Nintendo Switch リングフィット
Cyberpunk 2077
Witcher 3
2019-12-041h 59IN OUR LIFE23:R's geek in a closed room(ラップ大好き芸人 /Rの異常な愛情 /フリースタイルダンジョン)「アメトーーク！」ラップ大好き芸人にR-指定が登場、フット後藤とコラボ披露
blast -ジャパニーズHIP HOPディスク・ガイド
Winkle VOLUME01
みんなのラップ
ユリイカ 2016年6月号 特集=日本語ラップ
大掃除/キングギドラ
イルボーイフレンド pt.1 (album ver.) feat. NIPPS/MIC AKIRA
SCARS IN DA BUILDING
越冬/ICE BAHN
音色/KREVA
Sounds Like A Love Song/Bobby Glenn
Rの異常な愛情
LEGEND オブ日本語ラップ伝説/サイプレス上野
ビートモクソモネェカラキキナ 2016 REMIX feat.般若, 漢 a.k.a. GAMI & R-指定/DJ RYOW
街風/SEEDA
第三研究室
第三会議室
R指定 vs コマツ
SEEDA vs 晋平太/BodyBag
さらしもの (feat. PUNPEE)/星野源
空音
TOCCHI
2019-11-011h 38
Veckans KöttVeckans Kött — Avsnitt TolvTorsdag, denna mytomspunna dag. Det var länge den dag då Tor for runt på himlavalvet och skrämde skiten ur sina kompisar genom att svinga sin hammare fram och tillbaka mellan hovarna på den mer och mer halta och lytta Sleipner. Numera är dagen mest känd som dagen då Veckans Kött släpper nytt material. Så har även skett denna vecka.
I Veckans Kött denna vecka tar vi upp det sedvanliga programmet, vi har också fått in ett och annat från våra kanaler, bland annat från vår näst folkkäraste kanal...
2017-04-2000 min
2012-09-1003 min
DJ Satoru Mix CatalogueThe Red Circle Mixtape - Vol.1Mixed by SATORU
Tracks:
01. Intro
02. SALU - Stand Hard (Remix)
03. SEEDA - 小金持
04. Rau Def - Dyna Mic
05. B.I.G Joe - Trouble Maker
06. L-Vokal & Aklo - Better Halves
07. SIMON - Asian Chicks (Pay) (Remix) (ft. NIPPS)
08. SIMON - Best Kept Secret (ft. Y's)
09. DABO - Wrap Genshou
10. KOJOE - Samurai Yaro (ft. Reakwon & TAO)
11. Himuki - G.E.N.S.E (ft. BES from Swanky Swipe)
12. Rau Def - Escalate
13. Gagle - うぶこえ (See The Light of Day)
satoru.online
2012-07-0100 min