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SUBCONSCIOUSLYI Asked God to Choose When I'd Quit Smoking, and His Answer Changed EverythingSend us a textHave you ever wondered what would happen if you stopped trying to change yourself and instead asked God to choose the perfect timing? After an emotional breakdown in my previous episode, I disappeared from podcasting while secretly battling a spiritual crisis that was pulling me back toward old destructive habits.In this raw, vulnerable conversation, I share how one month away from my faith showed me what "hell" truly feels like—not flames, but the emptiness of living without divine connection. The testimony unfolds with a moment that can only be de...2025-04-0257 minSUBCONSCIOUSLYYOU HAVE A PLUM IN YOUR BACKSend us a textIs it possible to uncover hidden gems within ourselves, much like the rice balls with hidden plums in "Fruits Basket"? Join me, Shea, as I reflect on the profound impact Jazzi's recent podcast takeover had on reigniting my love for anime and the healing journey of re-watching a beloved series. Through these episodes, I dive into the life lessons and emotional depths that "Fruits Basket" offers, particularly through the lens of characters like Kyo, whose honesty and introspection continue to resonate with me. This journey has reconnected me with my inner child, reminding...2025-02-1234 minSUBCONSCIOUSLYART, INTIMACY, AND ANIME w/ JAZZISend us a textEver wondered what it's like to revisit the hobbies you loved as a child? Join special guest host, Jazzi, as she shares her playful and candid reflections on embracing life's transitions and reconnecting with our inner selves. From mental health and evolving friendships to the intricate dance of forming connections, we'll explore the beauty of returning to past hobbies and finding solace in the familiar. Try not to laugh too loudly as we keep the volume low to avoid waking Shea's family, and enjoy the new sound effects that humorously censor those unscripted...2025-02-051h 05SUBCONSCIOUSLYDO TRIO FRIENDSHIPS LAST?Send us a textIn today’s episode, Shea takes us into an intimate 3 a.m. conversation about the complexities of trio friendships—those unique relationships involving three people. She reflects on her own experiences within trio friendships, diving deep into the dynamics, the challenges, and the moments that have shaped her perspective. Shea opens up about whether trio friendships can truly last and what makes them different from other types of relationships, unlocking powerful memories and truths along the way.With vulnerability and honesty, Shea shares the lessons she’s learned from both the joys a...2025-01-2935 minSUBCONSCIOUSLYDO IT YOURSELFSend us a textIn today’s empowering episode, Shea explores the rewarding and often underestimated journey of doing things and living life on your own terms. She opens up about the lessons she's learned through her personal experiences of embracing solo adventures, from traveling alone to making independent decisions. With a passionate and uplifting approach, Shea shares how stepping outside of your comfort zone and trusting yourself can lead to incredible growth, confidence, and freedom.Throughout the episode, Shea encourages listeners to recognize the strength that comes from doing things by yourself, and she of...2025-01-2221 minSUBCONSCIOUSLYTHE ROAD TO SELF-ACCEPTANCESend us a textIn today’s episode, Shea takes a raw and honest dive into her personal journey of self-acceptance—exploring both the struggles and breakthroughs along the way. She opens up about her challenges with truly accepting herself, especially in moments when life doesn’t feel "perfect" or when things aren't going as planned. Shea reflects on the contrast between the idealized notion of self-acceptance—where everything feels aligned—and the more complex, everyday reality of learning to embrace yourself through both the highs and lows.She delves into the difficult yet powerful realizatio...2025-01-1524 minSUBCONSCIOUSLYNEW YEARS RESOLUTIONSSend us a textShea kicks off 2025 by welcoming Subconsciously into the new year with a thought-provoking discussion about New Year’s resolutions and the deeper realities of goal-setting and personal transformation. In this episode, Shea takes a candid look at the pressure to change every January and explores what it really takes to set meaningful, sustainable goals. She dives into the complexities of self-improvement—challenging the notion of “new year, new me” and reflecting on the importance of growth that goes beyond surface-level resolutions.Through her own experiences and insights, Shea uncovers the truth behind t...2025-01-0833 minSUBCONSCIOUSLYCOMING TO REVELATIONSSend us a textAfter a much-needed break, Shea is back and ready to dive into some thought-provoking—and occasionally silly—topics that have been on her mind. In this episode, she shares the personal revelations and insights she's had over the past two months, including an exploration of the classic battle between JOMO (Joy of Missing Out) and FOMO (Fear of Missing Out), and what it really means to embrace comfort versus pushing yourself to grow.Shea also reflects on how to take the next big step in life, whether it’s in relationships, career...2024-10-0446 minSUBCONSCIOUSLYMUSIC INDUSTRY W/ MARZIASend us a textIn this exciting episode, Shea welcomes back her best friend of 12 years, Marzia, for a deep dive into the world of the music industry from the perspective of a small, emerging artist. Shea conducts a candid interview with Marzia, exploring her humble beginnings and the inspiring journey that led her to pursue music professionally. They discuss the influences and experiences that have shaped Marzia’s sound, as well as the education and skills she’s cultivated along the way to navigate the challenges of the industry.But that’s not all—Marzia a...2024-07-261h 33SUBCONSCIOUSLYTHROUGH THE THICK OF ITSend us a textIn this raw and introspective episode, Shea opens up about the challenging situations that have tested her over the past two weeks. She reflects on the emotional rollercoaster she’s experienced, sharing the moments that really put her through the wringer. But it’s not all about the struggle—Shea also dives into the valuable perspectives and lessons she's gained while navigating through the thick of it. From finding strength in vulnerability to learning how to embrace discomfort, Shea offers listeners a glimpse into her personal growth journey during tough times. This episode is a c...2024-07-1727 minSUBCONSCIOUSLYPERCEPTIONS, JUDGEMENT, AND MOVING FORWARD w/ MARZIASend us a textIn this heartfelt episode, Shea introduces one of her best friends of 12 years, Marzia, for an open and meaningful conversation. Together, they take listeners on a journey through their long-lasting friendship, sharing the story of how they first met and the bond they've built over more than a decade. The two dive into the cultural differences they’ve experienced growing up in diverse environments and how those differences have shaped their identities. They also discuss the challenges of facing judgment, both from others and themselves, and the ways they've learned to navigate those mo...2024-06-192h 01SUBCONSCIOUSLYROMANTICIZING LIFESend us a textIn this uplifting episode, Shea explores the art of romanticizing life and how she’s consciously choosing to find beauty in the everyday moments. She shares her personal journey of seeking silver linings, highlighting the hidden blessings that often go unnoticed or are easily dismissed. From small daily joys to unexpected moments of gratitude, Shea dives into the ways she's reframed her mindset to embrace life's challenges with optimism and wonder. With candid reflections and thoughtful insights, she encourages listeners to slow down, appreciate the small things, and see life through a lens of...2024-06-1227 minSUBCONSCIOUSLYTRUTH ABOUT BEING MIXED W/ JAZZISend us a textIn this special episode, Shea welcomes her first-ever guest to the podcast—her best friend of 11 years, Jazzi! Together, they take listeners on a trip down memory lane, sharing the story of how their friendship began and the powerful bond they've built over more than a decade. But their conversation goes deeper as they dive into their shared experiences of being mixed. Shea and Jazzi open up about the unique challenges and joys of growing up with diverse cultural backgrounds, discussing how their identities have shaped their lives, perspectives, and their friendship. With la...2024-06-051h 11SUBCONSCIOUSLYLIFE LATELYSend us a textIn this introspective episode, Shea opens up about the thoughts and realizations that have been swirling in her mind over the past two weeks as she steps into her 22nd year. She reflects on the shifts in her perspective, the personal growth she’s experienced, and the key lessons she’s learned so far. From navigating new challenges to confronting old patterns, Shea shares the moments of clarity that have helped her evolve as a person. With vulnerability and authenticity, she dives into how being 22 is shaping her understanding of life, relationships, and hers...2024-06-0137 minSUBCONSCIOUSLYIN HONOUR OF 22Send us a textIn this reflective episode, Shea looks back on the transformative year of being 21, sharing the lessons, challenges, and triumphs that shaped her journey. She opens up about the highs and lows she experienced, offering a raw and honest perspective on what it’s really like navigating your twenties. From personal growth to unexpected struggles, Shea dives into the moments that taught her the most—both the empowering and the difficult—and how they’ve prepared her for the next chapter as she celebrates turning 22.With vulnerability and introspection, Shea reflects on the mile...2024-05-1837 minSUBCONSCIOUSLYA FAILED MUSIC CAREERSend us a textIn this episode, Shea takes us on a deeply personal journey through the ups and downs of building her music career. She opens up about the challenges she faced when her career didn’t go according to plan and how the unexpected twists and turns reshaped her path. Reflecting on her experience, Shea offers an honest analysis of the emotional and professional hurdles she encountered along the way, sharing insights into the realities of pursuing a dream in the competitive world of music.But it doesn’t stop there—Shea also gives...2024-05-0928 minSUBCONSCIOUSLYBURNOUT PART TWOSend us a textIn this candid episode, Shea opens up about her personal experience with burnout—what led to it, how it affected her, and the long road to recovery. She dives deep into the physical, emotional, and mental toll burnout took on her, sharing the raw and real struggles she faced along the way. Shea reflects on the moments that triggered her burnout, the warning signs she missed, and the turning point that made her realize she needed to make a change.She also offers valuable insights on how she took steps toward he...2024-05-0930 minSUBCONSCIOUSLYBURNOUT PART ONESend us a textIn this eye-opening episode, Shea tackles the all-too-common issue of burnout—what it is, how it develops, and the lasting effects it can have on both our mental and physical health. Drawing from her research, Shea unpacks the history of burnout, exploring where the term originated and how it’s evolved in our fast-paced, high-pressure world. She breaks down the stages of burnout, highlighting the subtle signs to watch for before it takes a toll on your well-being.But it’s not all doom and gloom! Shea also shares practical tips and st...2024-04-2422 minSUBCONSCIOUSLYGRIEFSend us a textIn this heartfelt episode, Shea explores the complex and deeply personal topic of grieving the loss of a loved one. She dives into the science and psychology behind grief, explaining what it is, where the concept originated, and breaking down the widely known five stages of grief. Through her research, Shea offers insight into the different ways people process loss, from denial to acceptance, and discusses how grief manifests in unique and individual ways.Shea also opens up about her own experience with loss, reflecting on the first time she faced...2024-04-1733 minSUBCONSCIOUSLYBEING THE THICKER FRIENDSend us a textIn this episode, Shea opens up about her experience of being the “thicker” person within friendships. She dives into the unique challenges and perspectives that come with being the thicker friend, exploring how body image and societal expectations can shape personal connections. Shea shares candid stories from her own life, reflecting on how her size has influenced her self-esteem, the way she's perceived by others, and the dynamics within her relationships. Through her vulnerability, Shea encourages listeners to embrace their bodies, challenge stereotypes, and cultivate more authentic, body-positive connections with others.2024-04-1022 minSUBCONSCIOUSLYWHAT'S SCARIER: BEING ALONE OR SETTLING?Send us a textIn this insightful episode, Shea dives deep into the complex and often uncomfortable question: What’s scarier—being alone or settling for the wrong person? She unpacks both sides of this emotional dilemma, examining the fear of loneliness versus the risks of staying in an unhealthy relationship. Drawing from her personal experiences, Shea reflects on the highs and lows of each situation, offering candid insights and practical wisdom on how to navigate these tough choices. Whether you’re currently single or in a relationship, this episode will make you think twice about the true c...2024-04-0215 minSUBCONSCIOUSLYWHO AM I?Send us a textIn this episode, Shea introduces the podcast! She dives into who she is, what this podcast is about and why she's here as the host! 2024-04-0204 min