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Talk With TayI Finally Joined a Grief Share GroupSeason 2 of Talk With Tay begins with one of the most personal episodes I’ve ever recorded, where I share my experience finally joining a grief support group after years of anger, numbness, and feeling misunderstood following the loss of my mother. For a long time, I believed something was wrong with me because of how deeply I was hurting, but this experience helped me realize I wasn’t broken — I was grieving hard, and healing has its own timing. In this episode, I open up about hesitation, fear, judgment from others, and the powerful moment I understood that anger...
2026-02-2224 minTalk With Tay4 years since my Mom passed awayIn this episode, I pause to reflect on what life has looked like in the four years since my mom passed away. So much of that time feels like a blur — like the world kept moving even when I didn’t feel ready to. I talk about how grief doesn’t disappear with time; instead, it reshapes you, follows you into new seasons, and teaches you about yourself in ways you never expected.This conversation isn’t about having it all figured out. It’s about the moments of clarity, the quiet waves of memory, the guilt, the numbne...
2026-01-0336 minTalk With TayFunctional Aging an Grief with Scott GassnerIn this episode of the Talk with Tay podcast, host I welcome Scotty G, a functional aging specialist and host of the Just Be with Scotty G podcast. The conversation delves into various themes, including the challenges of grief, the importance of mental health, and the stigma surrounding male vulnerability. Scotty shares his personal experiences with grief, therapy, and the significance of being present in the moment. The discussion also touches on the art of podcasting, the sneaker culture, and the journey of self-discovery. Throughout the episode, both hosts emphasize the value of connection, gratitude, and the need for...
2025-08-221h 01Talk With TayGrieving The Athlete I Once WasIn this episode, I open up about a different kind of grief — the kind that comes when you walk away from the game you’ve built your life around. For me, that game was baseball. I share the emotional journey of letting go of my athlete identity, the pressure I put on myself to keep playing, and the complicated mix of relief and loss that followed. If you’ve ever had to close a chapter that once defined you, this one’s for you.Follow us on all social platformshttps://linktr.ee/talkw...
2025-08-1524 minTalk With TayOne-Year Anniversary Special — Finding MeA year ago I pressed record hoping to make sense of my grief; today I’m celebrating 12 months of raw conversations, late-night edits, and unexpected breakthroughs. In this anniversary episode I open up about the tug-of-war between struggling to find myself and finally recognizing the person I’ve become—3½ years after losing my mom and starting this healing journey. From the first shaky intro to now, the podcast has become both microphone and mirror, helping me shed the heaviness I carried and reminding me that relief is possible. Join me as I reflect on the lessons learned, the community we’ve b...
2025-07-2024 minTalk With TayWhen Childhood Meets Grief with FreshmenmgIn this episode, I sit down with JB, a 17-year-old artist from St. Louis who shares a deeply moving story of love, loss, and resilience. At just 11 years old, JB lost his father, a moment that forever changed the course of his life. Now, six years later, he bravely opens up on the podcast for the first time, reflecting on the emotional weight of stepping into the role of "man of the house" at such a young age.JB talks about what it was like growing up alongside his sisters and mother while carrying pain he couldn’t...
2025-06-2235 minTalk With TayBlack Men Grief ft Jared HendryxIn this powerful episode, I sit down with Jared Hendryx — a Black man who, like me, experienced the deep, life-altering loss of his mother. What makes this conversation so important is not just the shared pain, but the mutual recognition that grief in Black men is often overlooked, misunderstood, or buried in silence.Jared shares what led him to open up — how seeing another Black man speak vulnerably about grief gave him the strength to do the same. Together, we explore the raw emotions that come with losing a mother: from numbness and depression, to relationship strain, acco...
2025-05-3157 minTalk With TayAm I Healing or Just Distracting MyselfIn this deeply reflective episode, I stepped outside—literally and emotionally—to ask myself a question that’s been weighing heavy: Am I actually healing, or just finding ways to distract myself from the pain?Surrounded by nature, I recorded this one outdoors, in a space that felt peaceful but still carried the weight of everything I’ve been carrying inside. I talk about the isolation I’ve chosen for peace, the emotional toll of people rushing my grief, and how I’ve had to protect myself from being misunderstood.This isn’t a conversation with answers—i...
2025-04-0132 minTalk With TayWhat If I Had More Time? Regrets, Unfinished Conversations, and the Weight of GriefGrief comes with so many emotions, but one of the hardest to navigate is regret the feeling of "I wish I Had More Time" In this episode, I open up about the weight of missed moments, the things left unsaid, and the pain of knowing I can’t get that time back with my mother.I reflect on my years away at school, avoiding home because of the difficult environment, not realizing that every break, every holiday, was time slipping away. Now, I’d give anything to have those moments back—to share more conversations, to make more m...
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Deal To Heal With E. JamesEP 176 Talking Your Way From Grief To Greatness | with Tavon GibbsGet your FREE copy of “Forgiving Me: the four steps to S.E.L.F forgiveness” eBook at www.ebooksbyejames.com Join our Deal Heal Fulfill Community: https://www.facebook.com/groups/1018844998864725/?ref=share&mibextid=NSMWBTWatch this next: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLEELXi-wEkwTigHrq675HREOjHhQxQHJw&si=wNBvR-YJtUsduyKdAll products and podcast gear:• Ebooks: www.ebooksbyejames.com • Inspirational Tees and Podcast Shirts: www.deal2healtees.com • Purpose Journal: https://a.co/d/6Yw22WJ • Purpose Planner: https://a.co...
2025-02-2639 minTalk With TayWhen Grief Goes Quiet: Navigating Emotional NumbnessIn this episode, I explore a stage of grief that rarely gets talked about, which is emotional numbness. What happens when the tears stop, but the pain remains? How do you cope with the guilt of not feeling outwardly sad or not crying for someone you love deeply? I share my personal experience of navigating this phase after losing my mom, 3 years later, and the conflicting feelings of healing, numbness, and internalized sadness. Together, we'll unpack the societal silence around this stage, the weight of guilt in grief, and why missing someone doesn't always look the way we expect...
2025-02-0753 minTalk With TayWhy Men Heal in Silence: The StigmaWhy is it so hard for men to open up about their trauma? In this episode, we dive into the deep societal expectations that often silence men, making it difficult for them to express their pain and struggles. Using a real-life example of a widely discussed memoir that revealed personal details about a man's struggles after his passing, we explore the ethical questions surrounding privacy, consent, and the impact of sharing someone's story posthumously. I also reflect on my own experiences to unpack why men often choose silence over vulnerability. Join me for an honest conversation about healing, respecting...
2025-01-2537 minTalk With TayWhen Boundaries Become a Problem: The Emotional Cost of SuccessGrowth isn’t always glamorous, it’s painful, isolating, and often comes at the expense of relationships you once cherished. In this episode, I dive into the mental toll of separating from your original circle of friends and family while elevating your life. I’ll explore themes of jealousy, stagnant relationships, and why setting boundaries often makes you a target for resentment. We’ll talk about the price of prioritizing self-investment and discipline, how to protect your energy, and the beauty that can come from aligning with your purpose. If you’ve ever struggled with outgrowing loved ones, this one’s for...
2025-01-1736 minTalk With TaySam Basquiat | Turning Pain into PurposeIn this deep and raw episode of Talk With Tay, I sit down with Sam Basquiat, the mastermind behind the streetwear brand 'Sorry I was Trapping' Take a deep dive beyond the success of this brand, exploring the mental health battles Sam faced along the way. From giving up football and dropping out of college to his entrepreneurial lows and highs, including the creation of his first failed brand 'F*ck Love' and eventual success with 'Sorry I was Trapping' Sam shares the mental and emotional toll of chasing dreams, losing loved ones, and the personal growth that came...
2025-01-061h 01Talk With TayBaseball, Brotherhood, and the Weight of Grief: A Conversation with PJ RobertsIn this heartfelt episode of Talk With Tay, I sit down with my good friend PJ Roberts, the youngest head baseball coach at an HBCU, who took on this incredible role at just 24 years old. Our genuine and open conversation dives into PJ's journey from Watts, California, to the baseball fields of St. Louis, where our paths crossed.We explore the profound impact his father had on shaping his life, how he navigated the grief of losing him, and the lessons learned along the way. PJ shares candid insights into his mental health journey, the challenges and...
2024-12-211h 22Talk With TayBreaking Barriers: Toni Harris on Football, Loss & ResilienceIn this special episode of Talk With Tay, I sit down with Toni Harris, a trailblazer in the world of football and the first female college football player to earn a full scholarship as a non-specialist. Toni shares her inspiring journey from her upbringing in Detroit to breaking barriers in a male-dominated sport.We delve into the challenges she faced, the mental toughness it took to succeed, and the lessons she’s learned along the way. In a heartfelt moment, we also discuss the impact of losing her mother and how grief has shaped her life and ca...
2024-12-1358 minTalk With TayNavigating Holiday Grief and Mental HealthThe holidays are often described as the most wonderful time of the year, but for many, they bring a mix of joy and pain. In this heartfelt bonus episode of Talk With Tay, I open up about my personal experiences with holiday grief, reflecting on the loved ones I’ve lost—including my great aunt, great-grandmother, grandmother, and most recently, my mother.I discuss how these losses have shaped my holiday traditions, family dynamics, and mental health. Together, we’ll explore the emotional weight of the season and share practical ways to cope, honor loved ones, and create...
2024-11-2735 minTalk With TayCourtney Bell: Spiritual Awakening, Healing Through Music & Finding Purpose After GriefIn this episode of Talk With Tay, I sit down with Detroit’s own Courtney Bell, an artist who defies labels and blends authenticity, spirituality, and raw storytelling into his music. We dive deep into his transformative journey, exploring how he balances his roots in the streets with a conscious, spiritual path. Courtney opens up about his experiences with grief, the loss of loved ones, and how these moments shaped his perspective on life and art. Through the lens of his music, we uncover the power of healing, faith, and resilience, offering a conversation that is as thought-provoking as it...
2024-11-181h 02Talk With TayFinding Meaning in Grief: How To Rediscover Yourself After LossIn this episode, I explore the delicate balance between the heartache of grief and the unexpected beauty that can emerge from loss. After losing my mother, I've experienced profound sadness, but also discovered a newfound sense of purpose, cherished memories, and personal growth. Join me as I discuss how we can find meaning in grief, the relief in no longer seeing our loved ones suffer, and the ways loss can inspire us to rediscover ourselves, our goals, and our passions. This conversation is an invitation to embrace both the pain and the light that can come from healing.
2024-10-3151 minTalk With TayThe Impact of Grief on RelationshipsLosing a parent is an indescribable experience that reshapes our lives and relationships in profound and often painful ways. Reflecting on my own journey after my mom's passing just before my college graduation, this episode of "Just Talk with Tay" offers a raw and heartfelt exploration of grief's impact on personal relationships. From the overwhelming loneliness due to a lack of support to the unexpected comfort found in old friends and even strangers, I candidly share how my family dynamics and friendships were tested and reshaped during this difficult time. Amidst the chaos and heartache, I grapple w...
2024-10-031h 00Talk With TayFrom Near-Death to Motivation: Sherman's Path to PurposeIn this powerful episode, I sit down with Sherman Morgan, an inspirational speaker and entrepreneur, to discuss his incredible journey or survival and transformation. Sherman shares the harrowing story of being shot while we were in college, his near-death experience, and the devastating loss of those close to him. We explore how these life-altering events shaped his mental health and led to him to start his own platform 'What's The Word Family' a platform dedicated to motivational content. Join us as we dive deep into Sherman's story of resilience, mental fortitude, and his mission to inspire others....
2024-09-0658 minTalk With TayDifferent Paths, Shared Grief - A Conversation With Victor CenicerosIn this heartfelt episode of Talk With Tay, I sit down with my former pro baseball teammate, Vic, to discuss our parallel journeys of grief. We share our powerful and personal stories of losing our mothers, how we coped while playing professional baseball, and the lasting impact on our lives and relationships. An inspiring conversation about resilience, healing, and the unexpected bonds that grief can create.Follow us on all social platformshttps://linktr.ee/talkwithtaypod
2024-07-302h 07Talk With TayThe Journey To Healing After Losing My MotherIn this inaugural episode, Tay shares his personal journey of healing after the profound loss of his mother. He delves into the initial emotions and feelings, bringing listeners close into his life during the early stages of griefFollow us on all social platformshttps://linktr.ee/talkwithtaypod
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Inside Stories: Perspectives on IncarcerationEpisode 6 - Inside Stories: Perspectives on IncarcerationPersonal accounts from the formerly incarcerated and from others who have worked in the prison system.
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Featuring Kevan Gibbs, David Gordon, and Malida James.
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This work was made possible by Baltimore Youth Film Arts, Johns Hopkins University, and the Mellon Foundation.
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BYFA Production Team:
Selena Baker, Destiny Brooks, Cynphany Brown, Darshae Burns, Rejjia Camphor, Ian Chen, Morgan Clark, Marc Cruise, Markell Fairfax, Tiffany Frazier, Kiyeah Frink, Stephanie Garcia, Justice Georgie, Jasmine Ilyas-Grande, David Handberry, Keaunte' Johnson, Akin Kwento, Edward Lowe...
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