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ExistentialEpisode 98 (The Deconstructing Family and Dust Lions) with the famWe invite you to listen in as the Leak family has a very candid conversation about faith, the Black college experience, and what it means to be "spiritual" in an ever-changing world.
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2022-09-0748 minExistentialEpisode 97 (Why God Hates Singing) - NOT episode 98In this episode, I talk about that time I heard a worship song in an Uber and it disturbed me. Check it out!
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2022-08-2432 minExistentialEpisode 96 (The Gospel of Mysticism) with Kevin SweeneyCorey chats with Kevin Sweeney who is the author of the book "The Making of a Mystic." They talk faith, spirituality, and how we can learn to practice faith in ways that make us more alive, fulfilled, and joyful.
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On Instagram: @kevinsweeney1
Get his book: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/1957007141/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=1652637771&sr=8-1
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http://patreon.com/coreyevanleak2022-08-1750 minExistentialEpisode 95 (I Don’t Know What I Believe, But It Ain’t That) with Rolando Lamb Jr.We had our guy Ro back on the show to talk about deconstructing and how he says his life got better after he leaned into what he truly believed despite what it would cost and who wouldn't be able to accept it.
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2022-08-1052 minExistentialEpisode 94 (Performative, But Helpful) with Danielle PrescodIn this new episode, Corey talks with DEI professional, author, and fashion editor Danielle Prescod about whether or not some performative acts of anti-racism can be helpful in creating more spaces of belonging.
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2022-08-0334 minExistentialEpisode 93 (Nice to Meet You) with recording artist Nicole SerranoOn this episode of the show, Corey caught up with old friend Nicole Serrano who is a recording artist, songwriter, and musician who wrote a song about their own story of coming out as queer from the Christian music scene. Nicole's honesty and vulnerability are life-giving and moving. Enjoy!
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2022-07-2746 minExistentialEpisode 92 (I Thought I Was Brining God to Them) with Carlos Rodriguez of Happy GiversIn this episode, Corey has a conversation with Carlos Rodriguez about his journey to creating Happy Givers, the clothing and social justice NGO he created after a career in full-time evangelical ministry.
This deconstruction conversation is one you don't want to miss!
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Happy Givers web: https://thehappygivers.com
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http://patreon.com/coreyevanleak2022-07-2041 minExistentialEpisode 91 (The Elephant In The Room) with Dr. Janice Gassam AssareThis conversation Corey had with Dr. Janice Gassam Assare was so good we decided to release it as a bonus episode! Dr. J is an incredible DEI practitioner, author, speaker, and leader. Whether you're the boss or you have one, you need to hear this!
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On Insta: @janicejnice
Listen to her podcast: The Dirty Diversity Podcast
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https://www.abebooks.com/Pink-Elephant-Practical-Guide-Creating-Anti-Racist/31227298587/bd?cm_mmc=ggl-_-US_Shopp_Trade_10to20-_-product_id=COM9780578791296USED-_-keyword=&gclid=Cj0KCQjw8amWBhCYARIsADqZJoVWpWOcLW3DFWCNYsnlU6e8...2022-07-1149 minExistentialEpisode 90 (What Do You Mean By Contending)In this episode, Corey explains what he means when he says "contending for a better world."
2022-07-0642 minExistentialEpisode 89 (The Sacred, Messy, Powerful, and Problematic) with Dante StewartIn this new episode, Corey talks to Dante Stewart author of "Shoutin In the Fire." They discuss Dante's book, Black rage, spirituality, and how Black authors and culture can reveal the Divine in ways we might not have imagined.
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On Twitter and Insta: @stewartdantec
The book: https://www.penguinrandomhouse.com/books/672938/shoutin-in-the-fire-by-dante-stewart/
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On Insta: @sincerely.lettie
2022-03-1655 minExistentialEpisode 86 (Put Down the Martini) with Jo LuehmannIn this episode, Corey and Jo Luehmann discuss how to have a liberated spirituality and what happens when empires fall.
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2022-02-0926 minExistentialEpisode 81 (Jesus, Yemaya, and My Mama) with Theologian Candice BenbowIn this episode, Corey talks to Candice Benbow who is a theologian, writer, and author of the acclaimed new book "Red Lip Theology." Candice talks about her book, why her book isn't a book about deconstruction, and a prayer she prayed that will shock and inspire you!
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http://patreon.com/coreyevanleak2022-02-0237 minExistentialEpisode 80 (I’m Sacred Too) with Dr. Christena ClevelandChristena Cleveland, Ph.D. is a social psychologist, public theologian, author, and activist. She is the founder and director of the Center for Justice + Renewal as well as its sister organization, Sacred Folk, which creates resources to stimulate people’s spiritual imaginations and support their journeys toward liberation. An award-winning researcher and former professor at Duke University’s Divinity School, Christena lives in Boston, Massachusetts.
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2022-01-2644 minExistentialEpisode 79 (Raising Imagination About Women‘s Reproductive Rights) with Amanda Hambrick AshcroftAmanda is back with us to discuss how she wound up a commentator on Fox News and her activism for women and their reproductive rights.
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To support incarcerated people: https://bailproject.org/
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2021-11-1744 minExistentialEpisode 76 (Who Taught You to Treat the Ancestors Like Strangers.) with Andre Henry
Our brother and friend Andre Henry is back to talk about new music, his book, and a message from an ancestor you absolutely HAVE to hear!
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On Insta: @theandrehenry
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2021-11-101h 07ExistentialEpisode 75 (Talking Ted Lasso and Debating the Exclusive Claims of Christianity) with Curtis LillieIn this episode, Corey's friend Curtis shares a critique of episode 74, Corey and Curtis discuss religious history and how we contend for a better world in the tension of it all.
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On Twitter: @curtislillie
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http://patreon.com/coreyevanleak2021-11-0349 minExistentialEpisode 74 (What is Love - What is God - Who are Our Friends?)This is an episode about love, God, us, and how they all work together.
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Web: breenewsome.com
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2021-10-2047 minExistentialEpisode 72 (Your God is My Devil) with Blake ChastainIn this episode, Corey talks to Blake Chastain who founded #Exvangelical and is a thought leader on deconstruction and the exvangelical movement.
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On Twitter: @brchastain
Web: postevangelicalpost.substack.com
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2021-10-1349 minExistentialEpisode 71 (Another Way to Name Deconstruction) with Jen KinneyIn this episode, Corey and Jen talk about their battles with anxiety, existential crises, and another way to name "deconstruction."
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On Instagram: @iamjenkinney and @storypowerpodcast
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2021-10-0648 minExistentialAnti-Asian Violence with Kathy KhangJoin us for our Existential Sunday Series on Existential, the podcast. In this episode, Corey was joined by writer Kathy Khang to talk about Covid 19 and the impact of anti-Asian violence in the United States.
2021-08-1130 minExistentialHow American Christianity Polices Black ThoughtJoin us for our Existential Sunday Series on Existential, the podcast. In this episode, Corey shares his thoughts on the church and the country, and the ways in which they police Black thought.
2021-07-1922 minExistentialWhy Everyone Should Have An EnemyJoin us for our Existential Sunday Series on Existential, the podcast. In this episode of Existential, Corey shares his thoughts on enemies, love, boundaries, and more.
2021-07-0727 minExistentialThe Overton Window, AntiBlackness, and The Way ForwardJoin us for our Existential Sunday Series on Existential, the podcast. In this episode of Existential, Corey shares his thoughts on The Overton Window, Anti-Blackness, and so much more.
2021-06-2931 minExistentialCertainty, Supremacy, and the ChurchJoin us for our Existential Sunday Series on Existential, the podcast. In this episode of Existential, Corey shares his thoughts on certainty as a tool of supremacy culture and how the evangelical church embodies these things.
2021-06-2225 minExistentialPeople Who Happen To Be White with Louiza "Weeze" Doran: ReplayIt's Friday and we are sharing some of our favorite episodes with you. Today is a throwback to episode 58 with Weeze Doran.
This is a fun episode with our new friend Weeze! Corey and Weeze talk about race, women, anti-racism, and so much more. Tune in!
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On Insta: @accordingtoweeze
And sign up for webinars with Weeze at: https://accordingtoweeze.podia.com/weeze
2021-06-1143 minExistentialEpisode 64 (Not Christian but Spiritual - Talking Black Atheism and Theology) with Robert MonsonThis is a conversation about the complexities of Black faith in the United States. Robert Monson is an artist, scholar, and thought leader on faith with a provocative perspective on all things spiritual.
Contend with Robert on twitter: @robertjmonson
2021-04-2843 minExistentialEpisode 63 (It's Something - Talking The Derek Chauvin Verdict)In this episode, Corey shares his thoughts about the verdict, another incident of anti-Black violence, grief, joy, and the complexity of justice.
2021-04-2121 minExistentialEpisode 62 (Talking All Things Deconstruction) with Phil DrysdaleIn this episode, Corey talks with Phil Drysdale (Deconstruction specialist) about the reasons people deconstruct their faith, racism, privilege, and spirituality in the UK.
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On Insta: @phildrysdale
2021-04-1455 minExistentialEpisode 61 (Who's to Blame -Talking Purity/Rape Culture) with Tiffany BluhmIn this episode, Corey talks to Tiffany Bluhm who is the author of Prey Tell: Why We Silence Women Who Tell the Truth and How Everyone Can Speak Up. She is a speaker, writer, and podcast co-host of the podcast Why Tho, a show answering the existential and nonsensical questions we ask ourselves, with author and speaker, Ashley Abercrombie. She speaks at conferences and events around the world, and her work has been featured in Publisher's Weekly, Sojo, The Jenny McCarthy Show, and more.
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On Instagram: @tiffanybluhm
Find her book: htt...2021-03-3139 minExistentialEpisode 60 (I Am - A Divine Realization) with Jo LuehmannTrust us, just listen! IT'S SO GOOD!!!
2021-03-2454 minExistentialEpisode 59 (The Church of A**holes) with Melissa Florer BixlerCorey has a conversation with Melissa Flores Bixler who is a Mennonite minister and has radically re-imagined what a faith community in the US Can look like.
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On Twitter:
@MelissaFloBix
2021-03-1735 minExistentialEpisode 58 (People Who Happen To Be White) with Louiza "Weeze" DoranThis is a fun episode with our new friend Weeze! Corey and Weeze talk about race, women, anti-racism, and so much more. Tune in!
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On Insta: @accordingtoweeze
And sign up for webinars with Weeze at: https://accordingtoweeze.podia.com/weeze
2021-03-1043 minExistentialEpisode 57 (I Grew UP Black - A Lament For Forgetting)This episode is a lamentation of how Black people can lose their connection to heritage to survive.
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2021-03-0315 min
ExistentialEpisode 56 (The Divine Strength of Black History) with Lettie ShumateIn this new episode, Corey has our friend and sister historian Lettie Shumate back on to talk about the rich history of Black Americans, why we celebrate Black History Month, and the significance of making the study of Black history a lifestyle.
Contend with Lettie on Instagram: @sincerely.lettie
2021-02-2448 minExistentialEpisode55 (The One About Chaos, Newness, and Curiosity) with Jen KinneyIn this episode, Corey and Jen talk about the insurrection at the capitol, the new year, and how to engage with family and friends about social change.
2021-01-271h 00ExistentialEpisode 54 (The Divine Mrs Witherspoon) with Tony CaldwellThis is a conversation with Tony Caldwell who is a podcast host and mental health professional about God, trauma, grief, church, and social change.
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On Insta: @tonycaldwell
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http://patreon.com/coreyevanleak2020-12-1653 minExistentialEpisode 53 (Token Negroes) with Cedric Lundy and Sanchez Fair
This is a conversation with the hosts of Token Confessions Cedric and Sanchez. It's an honest dialog about faith, history, politics, and the United States with 3 Black men who know what it is to be tokenized by white evangelicalism.
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On Instagram: @tokenconfessions
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2020-12-0946 minExistentialEpisode 52 (Heaven on Earth) with Jo LuehmannThis is a conversation about faith, church, and accountability with Jo Luehmann who uses her voice to advocate for people who have been harmed by church and clergy. It's a hard-hitting, authentic, and honest conversation.
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On Insta: @joluehmann and @dobetterchurch
On Twitter: @joluehmann
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2020-12-0146 minExistentialEpisode 51 (That's Interesting. Tell Me More) with Kelly and Dan MatlockThis is an intellectually honest conversation with two church planters who entered into a deconstruction journey while planting a church in Texas as part of a conservative evangelical denomination.
This is a conversation that every person of faith (especially Christians) should hear!
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On Insta: @kellymatlock
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@danmatlock
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@kellykmatlock
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2020-11-1852 minExistentialEpisode FIFTY (The Gift of Not Knowing)In this monumental episode, Corey makes the case that curiosity is the natural state of being human and that certainty interferes with that natural state.
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2020-11-1027 minExistentialEpisode 49 (Not a Pipeline Issue) with Danielle Hawthorne of Code 2040In this incredibly insightful episode, Corey talks with Danielle Hawthorne who is the VP of programs for an organization dedicated to making space for POC to thrive in the tech community, about the challenges and solutions for Black and Latinx people in the tech world.
Listen in to Danielle's phenomenal insights. We hope this conversation is as inspiring to you as it was to us!
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On FB: https://www.facebook.com/search/top?q=danielle%20hawthorne
Check out the work of Code 2040: http://www.code2040.org
2020-10-2834 minExistentialEpisode 48 (White Bodies In Harm's Way) with Jer SwigartIn this episode, Corey talks with Jer Swigart of Global Immersion. Jer follows his faith tradition into harm's way for the oppressed and the marginalized, and in this episode, we hear him share his story and why he has chosen to walk that road.
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Org: Global Immersion
Book: Mending the Divides
Podcast: Everyday Peacemaking Podcast
Election Resource: Conflicted Allegiance
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2020-10-2136 minExistentialEpisode 47 (The Party of White Grievance) with William MatthewsThis is a conversation with William Matthews, the filmmaker, singer, writer, and artist who was formerly on staff with Bethel in Redding, CA.
Corey and William discuss evangelical's view of politics, God, faith, justice, and William's new short film "We Don't Give Up."
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On Twitter: @WilliamMatt22
Watch the short film here: https://t.co/qyhzyXomXC?amp=1
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2020-10-1339 minExistentialWe See Each Other (Existential Replay)This is a replay of the episode with Corey's three daughters talking about their experiences with racism as teenagers. A must-listen for parents and students alike!
2020-10-0650 minExistentialJesus and Black People with Andre Henry ( Existential Replay)We're running some of our favorite episodes back. This episode with Andre Henry about the challenge of trying to hold Christianity and Black existence together is a must listen!
2020-09-2957 minExistentialWhiteness is Awful with Mike McHargue (Existential Replay)This conversation is one of our favorites. Listen as Corey and Mike McHargue discuss spiral dynamics, race and equality, and mental health.
2020-09-2251 minExistentialEpisode 43 (The Episode About Joy, Blaxit, Trump, and Liberation) with Tina Strawn and Jen KinneyThis is an episode that is chock-full of goodness. Corey joined Tina and Jen of the Speaking of Racism podcast and movement to discuss how they do anti-racism work together and how to engage in anti-racism responsibly and with joy.
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On Insta: @speakingofracism
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On Insta: @toriglass
On Twitter: https://twitter.com/ToriGlass
Website/Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/toriglass
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2020-09-0143 minExistentialEpisode 41 (You're Not Esther) with Erna Kim HackettIn this episode, Corey talks to Erna Kim Hackett who is a preacher, writer, and founder of "Liberated Together" - a cohort for women of color doing justice work.
This conversation is about whether or not the Christian faith is useful in public discourse and social interaction, justice work, and the Asian American community's role in resisting anti-blackness.
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On Insta: @ernakimhackett
Support her work at https://www.liberatedtogether.com
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Join our Patreon com...2020-08-2542 minExistentialEpisode 40 (Ceremonial Hand Washing and Anti-Black History)In this episode, Corey talks about ways in which history should inform our conversations about race and racism as well as the unhelpful ways we try to wash our hands of guilt.
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References:
Wealthiest countries article: https://www.workandmoney.com/s/wealthiest-countries-world-d4026086e01e4ac9
The book Corey referenced: "Sisters in the Wilderness" by Delores S. Williams
2020-08-1835 minExistentialEpisode 39 (Whiteness is a Hell of a Drug) with Myisha T HillWe were honored to have Myisha T Hill - (author of Check Your Privilege, speaker, activist, and writer) on the podcast to talk about privilege and how to recover from it.
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On Instagram: @myishathill and @ckyourprivilege
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2020-08-1133 minExistentialEpisode 38 (American Mythology - A Conversation About Marxism and Faith) With Alicia Crosby and Ally Henny)In this episode, Corey is joined by two brilliant black theologians to discuss the movement for Black lives, American exceptionalism, and the role the Bible plays in oppression and people's deeply held ideas of destructive normative behaviors.
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Ally on Twitter: @thearmchaircom
Alicia on Twitter: @aliciatcrosby
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2020-08-0449 minExistentialEpisode 37 (Off Dome Musings about Cancel Culture)Corey shares his thoughts on cancel culture and how we can safeguard the peace of our macro and micro-communities.
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Our Patreon:http://patreon.com/coreyevanleak2020-07-2823 minExistentialEpisode 36 (Native Spirituality) with Kaitlin CurticeCorey has a conversation with Kaitlin Curtice, author of the brand new book "Native." In this episode, Kaitlin talks about her journey to accepting the traditions, practices, and spirituality of her ancestors as well as how to practice authentic, indigenous faith.
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On Insta: @kaitlincurtice
On Twitter: @kaitlincurtice
Get her new book: https://www.amazon.com/Native-Identity-Belonging-Rediscovering-God/dp/1587434318
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2020-07-2129 minExistentialEpisode 35 (Jesus and Black People) with Andre HenryWe had the privilege of having Andre Henry back on with us. He and Corey discuss the challenges of being black and holding Christian faith in America.
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On Insta: @theandrehenry
On Twitter: @andrehenry
New Single "How Long":
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2020-07-1457 minExistentialEpisode 34 (The Spirit of Resistance) with Linda SarsourWe had our friend Linda Sarsour back on the podcast to talk about this present moment in time and how to remain hopeful in the struggle.
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On Insta: @lsarsour
On Twitter: @lsarsour
Her book: https://www.amazon.com/Are-Not-Here-Bystanders-Resistance/dp/198210516X
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2020-07-0735 minExistentialEpisode 33 (People of Good Will - Talking Grass Roots Reparations) with Tori Williams DouglassCorey and Tori talk about her work as an anti-racism educator and her work with "White Homework," how whiteness shows up in the world, and what people of goodwill with privilege can do to contend for a better world.
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On Twitter:@ToriGlass
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2020-06-3046 minExistentialEpisode 32 (Jesus "Still" Loves You) with Jon SloanCorey and his friend Jon Sloan reconnected to tell Jon's story of coming out as gay while being connected to the Evangelical church.
They talk about conversion therapy, how it feels for folks from the gay community to hear religious communities talk about homosexuality and more.
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2020-06-2438 minExistentialEpisode 31 (Cotton built America - a Juneteenth Conversation) with Lettie ShumateWe are joined in this episode by historian Lettie Shumate who talks to us about history, trauma, the ways anti-racism has evolved, and the significance of Juneteenth.
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2020-06-1939 minExistentialEpisode 30 (The Black Dollar, Justice, and Power) with Jimi CravityIn this episode, Corey talks with artist Jimi Cravity about his relationship with the white evangelical church.
Jimi shares profound insights on the power of supporting Black-owned businesses as well as the challenges associated with doing so in our anti-black society.
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2020-06-1641 minExistentialEpisode 29 (The Kids are Alright) with Tiana DayIn this episode, Corey and guest host Julie Leak talk with Tiana Day, the 17-year-old high school senior who led the first-ever Black Lives Matter march across the Golden Gate Bridge in SanFrancisco.
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Ou...2020-06-1229 minExistentialEpisode 28 (Interesting To Say the Least) with Eric ReidIn this episode, Corey talks with pro-bowl safety Eric Reid who was the first NFL player to kneel next to Colin Kaepernick to protest systemic racism and police brutality.
In this episode, Eric and Corey talk about the comments by Drew Brees, Roger Gooddell's statement, and the backlash from the president.
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2020-06-0820 minExistentialEpisode 27 (Raising Kids in an Anti-Black World - A Sitcom of Grief) with Julie LeakThis is a bonus episode born out of the necessity of the times we're living in. We FINALLY got the Queen on the podcast!!!
Julie and Corey talk about parenting black children through this season, the uniqueness of raising Black children in America, some thoughts for Non-black parents raising Black Kids, and why it's important that white parents talk to their children about race and racism.
This is a must listen to for any parents raising children in American society.
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2020-06-0148 minExistentialEpisode 26 (Whiteness is Awful) with Science MikeIn this final episode of season 2, Corey and Mike Mchargue (Science Mike) discuss spiral dynamics, race, mental health, and Mike's upcoming book "You're a Miracle and a Pain in the Ass". Mike is a renowned author, speaker, and podcast host who is known for his practical and intellectual perspectives on faith and science. This is a conversation for anyone who finds themselves with questions about faith, primal human behavior, and justice.
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Look out for Mike's book coming out on April 28th!...2020-04-1751 minExistentialEpisode 25 (Why Can't Q Go to Recess) with Amanda Hambrick AshcraftThis is a conversation with Amanda Hambrick Ashcraft who is an activist, organizer, Baptist minister, and mother of five-year-old twins Zane and Levi and four-year-old Skyler. She is the Executive Minister for Justice and Movement Building at Middle Collegiate Church and the founder of Raising Imagination, a platform that examines social change at the intersections of faith, parenting, and politics. Her activism has been featured on CNN, MSNBC, Yahoo, the Wall Street Journal, Refinery29, and Bust and she is a regular writer and inaugural board member of The Resistance Prays. She and her family live in the East Village o...2020-04-0852 minExistentialEpisode 24 (Spoiler Alert - What You're Facing is Grief - Coping with Covid-19) with Dani FitchDani Fitch is back to talk to us about our collective trauma and healthy ways of coping with it. Corey and Dani discuss the effect Covid-19 has on our emotional well being, what to do about it, and what things we should avoid.
Show Notes:
Dani mentioned two apps for help with mindfulness "Calm" and "Head Space"
Also for anyone who may need counseling right now, please visit: https://www.psychologytoday.com/us
Therapists are also working within any budget. If you need help, find a therapist in your area.
...2020-04-0343 minExistentialBonus Episode (Family Quarantine Files) Leak FamilyThis is a glimpse into what quarantine life sounds like in the Leak household.
2020-03-3121 minExistentialEpisode 22 (Who Gives You Permission?) with Rolando Lamb Jr.Rolando Lamb Jr is back with Corey to talk about no longer being exclusively Christian and the impact that has had on his emotional state during the high-stress period we're all living in with Covid-19.
This episode is for anyone who has ever struggled to find peace while reconciling their personal beliefs at the same time!
Show notes below:
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ExistentialEpisode 21 (I Am Not a Virus) with Kathy KhangThis is a conversation with Kathy Khang about how to take care of ourselves during the Covid-19 pandemic and the effect naming it the "Chinese virus" has on Asian Americans.
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2020-03-2038 minExistentialEpisode 20 (Everyone is Suffering - a Messy Conversation on Trauma and Healing) with Grace SandraTRIGGER WARNING: This episode contains disturbing content involving domestic abuse and self-harm.
If you are now or have ever been a victim of physical, mental, or emotional abuse we advise you seek professional assistance. We've also provided resources below. Listener discretion advised.
In this episode, Corey has a conversation with Grace Sandra an activist, writer, speaker, and survivor where she shares her story of enduring divorce, single parenthood, and psychological domestic abuse.
To continue to follow Grace's story follow her on Instagram: @grace_sandra_
Her website:
https://linktr.ee/gra...2020-03-1350 minExistentialEpisode 19 (Breathe) with Nicole SerranoCorey sat down and talked to Nicole Serrano for a conversation about deconstruction and finding the courage to accept who you are and what you believe. Nicole is a brilliant artist, writer, songwriter, and thinker. The things she shares in this episode will be liberating for anyone who finds themselves with more questions than answers about their faith.
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Find her music on Spotify, Apple Music, or wherever you stream music!
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On Twi...2020-03-0643 minExistentialEpisode 18 (My Grandmother's Jesus) with Kat ArmasIn this episode, Corey and Kat Armas have an intellectually honest and candid conversation about the Bible, the Christian tradition, how the role our ancestors play in our lives and decolonizing faith. Kat is a Bible scholar, writer, podcaster, and speaker. The thoughts she shares during this episode are deeply moving and inspiring.
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On Insta: @c...2020-02-2850 minExistentialEpisode 17 (We See Each Other) with Amiah, Morgan, and GabbyCorey's daughters join the show to talk about climate change, being minorities at predominantly white schools, racism and more...
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2020-02-2150 minExistentialEpisode 16 (This Scar on My Head) with Ben McBrideIn this episode, Corey sits down with Ben McBride who is a native of San Francisco, spiritual leader and longtime activist for peace and justice in the Bay Area. In 2008, he relocated his family to a difficult neighborhood in Oakland called the “Kill Zone” to understand and respond to the epidemic of gun violence, firsthand. During this tenure, he was an instrumental leader of relaunching Oakland’s first successful iteration of Operation Ceasefire, a data-driven, violence reduction strategy, contributing heavily to a 50% reduction in homicides over five years.
Corey and Ben talk about justice, "woke culture" and the nuances of tryi...2020-02-1448 minExistentialEpisode 15 (A Sermon on Combing the Rut and the Trophy Case) with Ally HennyThis is a gritty conversation about the harsh realities of being black and moving in white Evangelical spaces. Ally Henny joins Corey for a poignant talk about what it's like to bear witness to black experiences in hegemonic white environments. This is a conversation that will inspire, challenge, and bring clarity to anyone interested in understanding what black people go through as Christians in ministry.
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On Twitter: @thearmchaircom
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...2020-02-071h 03ExistentialEpisode 14 (Kobe, #GirdDads, and Sacred Grass)In this episode, Corey talks about the connection we feel to people we've lost, grief, being a #GirlDad and remembers the loss of Kobe and Gigi.
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2020-01-3126 minExistentialEpisode 13 (Satya - Journeying Toward Truth) with Tina StrawnIn this episode, Corey has a riveting conversation with Tina Strawn who is an advocate for justice and peace. Tina shares her journey from fundamentalism to freedom to pursue the deep truth she finds within herself and her social activism.
Tina is now a full-time antiracism educator and facilitator, and a social justice advocate and activist. In addition to leading Legacy trips, Tina also leads online webinars and live workshops, and she offers individual and organizational antiracism coaching and consulting. Tina is also the co-host of the Speaking of Racism podcast and she travels and hosts screenings a...2020-01-2457 minExistentialEpisode 12 (A Theology Of Justice) with Michael McBrideIn this episode, we remember Dr. Martin Luther King and the legacy he left behind by talking with Michael Mcbride. Michael is a Nationally renowned voice for the marginalized. He is the pastor of The Way Christian Fellowship in Berkley California and an organizer of numerous justice initiatives Nationwide designed to address gun violence, mass incarceration, and criminal justice reform.
Michael has advocated for the black community from the streets of Oakland to Capitol Hill and is one of the many modern-day activists who have taken on the mantle of Dr. King. Corey and Michael talk about t...2020-01-1748 minExistentialEpisode 11 (Put Down The Umbrella)In this first episode of Season 2, Corey talks about privilege, racism, and what we can do about it in our own circles of influence.
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2020-01-1025 min
ExistentialEpisode 10 (Nobody Cares About Trans People) with Nandi KayOn this final episode of Season one, Corey has a conversation with Nandi Kay who is a non-binary social activist and tech professional living in NY. The conversation spans race, gender, sexuality, and faith in a way that is honest and vulnerable. This is a conversation you don't want to miss!
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2019-12-1758 minExistentialEpisode 9 (Betty White and Mental Health) with Dani FitchIn this episode, Corey talks with mental health professional - Dani Fitch about the stigmas attached to mental health, how religious institutions can be more serious about understanding mental health and the role mental health has played a role in public trauma over the last few years.
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Follow Dani on Instagram: @danifitch and @daniellefitchtherapy
And check out her website: https://www.daniellefitch.com
2019-12-0354 minExistentialEpisode 8 (The Seamless Garment) with Shane ClaiborneIn this episode, Corey and Shane Claiborne talk about faith and society, the ethic of non-violence and what "Monasticism" is. This conversation will give you lots to think about and hopefully moves you to act more holistically in the way you interact with the world around you.
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2019-11-1938 minExistentialEpisode 7 (Not That Complicated) with Linda SarsourThis is a conversation Corey has with Linda Sarsour the political activist, community organizer, and outspoken advocate for justice. Linda is the co-founder of the women's march and surrogate for the Bernie Sanders campaign.
Listen as Corey and Linda discuss parenting as an activist, the Muslim and Christian faith, cancel culture, and so much more! You'll be glad you did!
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...2019-11-0550 minExistentialEpisode 6 (Get That Hand Off Your Mouth) with Kathy KhangThis is a conversation Corey has with Kathy Khang, the brilliant Korean American thought leader, writer, and speaker.
Kathy talks about her book, upbringing, the model minority myth, THE TIME SOMEONE LITERALLY PUT THEIR HAND OVER HER MOUTH TO KEEP HER FROM SPEAKING, and so much more. You'll be glad you took the time to listen to this conversation!
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Her book: bit.ly/ra...2019-10-2945 minExistentialEpisode 5 (How We Got Here - Real Talk About Forgiveness and Justice) with Eric ButlerIn this episode, Corey has a conversation with Eric Butler who is a restorative justice activist. Eric shares an unreal story about his own personal experience with forgiveness and what we can learn about each other when we take the time to hear each other's stories.
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...2019-10-151h 05ExistentialEpisode 4 (That Shadowy Place) Part 2 with Andre HenryCorey has a conversation with Andre Henry - the activist, writer, social change leader, and musician.
Corey and Andre discuss racism, faith, and Andre's journey to becoming a leading voice on social change and anti-racism.
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Join the hope and hard pills email list here: http://bit.ly/2hgZQGH
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https://www.patreon.com/user?u...2019-10-0834 minExistentialEpisode 3 (That Shadowy Place) Part 1 with Andre HenryCorey has a conversation with Andre Henry - the activist, writer, social change leader, and musician.
Corey and Andre discuss racism, faith, and Andre's journey to becoming a leading voice on social change and anti-racism.
Contact info for Andre:
Join the hope and hard pills email list here: http://bit.ly/2hgZQGH
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2019-10-0140 minExistentialEpisode 2 (Get Your People) with Jennifer KinneyIn this episode, Corey has a conversation with Jennifer Kinney who is an anti-racism activist and host of the "Speaking of Racism" podcast.
Listen in as Corey and Jennifer talk about how white people can get involved in deconstructing racism in practical ways with friends and family as well as how the issue of racism is one that everyone can play a part in dismantling.
Stay up with what Jennifer is up to by following on Instagram @speakingofracism
Check out her podcast:
https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/speaking-of-racism/id1448794346
...2019-09-1739 minExistentialEpisode 1 (Ordinary Situations) with Rolando Lamb jrIn this pilot episode of Existential, Corey talks about why it matters that we remember our shared humanity when discussing issues of justice, faith, and culture.
We also hear a conversation Corey had with his friend Rolando Lamb Jr., who was involved in an ordinary situation in an empty parking lot that turned extraordinary when a white woman felt threatened by his presence.
We hope you enjoy this pilot episode of Existential!
Show notes:
Feel free to connect with Rolando by following him on Instagram and Twitter.
Insta - @ro...2019-08-2729 min