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Digitalself
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digitalself
prison hell planet
prod meat computer / baryx
2025-06-26
02 min
The Deeper Thinking Podcast
Your Past Is Performing Without You : Identity, Memory, and the Algorithmic Sel
Your Past Is Performing Without You The Deeper Thinking Podcast For those living through the strange persistence of their own archive. What happens when the digital versions of ourselves continue to exist—and perform—long after we’ve emotionally, ethically, or ideologically moved on? In this episode, we confront the eerie automation of the past self: not preserved as memory, but reactivated as metric. With quiet references to the work of Michel Foucault, Judith Butler, Bernard Stiegler, and Erving Goffman, we explore what it means for identity to become an output, a residue, a cached result...
2025-06-13
19 min
digitalself
like a drug
prod meat computer / dimalamperd flame prince
2025-06-12
01 min
digitalself
haha swag
prod meat computer / dimalamperd flame prince
2025-05-29
02 min
digitalself
im desperate
prod meat computer / dimalamperd flame prince
2025-05-22
01 min
digitalself
how it feels to get run over
prod meat computer
2025-05-17
02 min
digitalself
pick up the phone
prod meat computer
2025-05-16
03 min
digitalself
subtle hypnotic swag
prod meat computer / dimalamperd flame prince
2025-05-01
02 min
digitalself
too abstract online persona
prod meat computer / dimalamperd flame prince
2025-04-24
02 min
digitalself
non zen darkness manuever
prod meat computer / dimalamperd flame prince
2025-04-03
02 min
digitalself
void grasping
prod meat computer / dimalamperd flame prince
2025-03-23
03 min
digitalself
meaningless aimless universe
prod meat computer / dimalamperd flame prince
2025-03-23
01 min
digitalself
pick up the phone
prod meat computer / dimalamperd flame prince
2025-03-23
03 min
digitalself
playlist friendly unit shifter
prod meat computer / dimalamperd flame prince
2025-03-23
02 min
digitalself
he rambled
prod meat computer / dimalamperd flame prince
2025-03-23
01 min
digitalself
help, im falling
prod by meat computer / dimalamperd flame prince
2025-03-02
01 min
digitalself
dark arts rotting song
prod by meat computer / baryx
2025-02-26
01 min
digitalself
dehumaninzing audio
prod by meat computer / dimalamperd flame prince
2025-02-12
02 min
digitalself
source experience analyzed love
prod meat computer / dimalamperd flame prince
2025-02-09
01 min
digitalself
no reality deep end
prod meat computer / silver / methboiswag
2025-02-03
01 min
digitalself
just don't
weird alone guy 2/25/25 prod meat computer / dimalamperd flame prince
2025-01-25
02 min
digitalself
dumb pop song
weird alone guy 2/25/25 prod meat computer / dimalamperd flame prince
2025-01-25
02 min
digitalself
weirdo type beat
weird alone guy 2/25/25 prod meat computer / dimalamperd flame prince
2025-01-24
02 min
digitalself
in my room
in my room by digitalself
2025-01-12
01 min
digitalself
440 khz maximum exposure
weird alone guy #soon prod by dimalamperd flame prince + meat computer :/
2025-01-10
01 min
digitalself
trance like non ordinary state
weird alone guy prod meat computer + dimalamperd flame prince
2024-12-31
01 min
digitalself
hang me, oh hang me
ya idk anymore
2024-12-29
02 min
digitalself
shadow world illusion self
weird alone guy
2024-12-21
01 min
digitalself
empty stressful half dreams
weird alone guy
2024-12-21
02 min
digitalself
open air mental asylum
weird alone guy
2024-12-21
02 min
digitalself
without you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e5MTApdDPWY&pp=ygUNbWVhdCBjb21wdXRlcg%3D%3D prod by dimalamperd flame prince + meat computer
2024-11-11
01 min
The Deeper Thinking Podcast
Has Your Curiosity Been Hijacked? Reclaiming Intellectual Freedom in the Digital Age: The Deeper Thinking Podcast
Has Your Curiosity Been Hijacked? Reclaiming Intellectual Freedom in the Digital Age #DigitalCuriosity #AlgorithmInfluence #IntellectualFreedom #ExploreBeyondAlgorithms #DigitalAwareness #CuratedContent #MindfulBrowsing #EchoChamber #ReclaimCuriosity #OnlineAutonomy In today’s hyper-connected world, where every click and scroll is tracked, our curiosity is under siege. Are algorithms dictating your interests, curating your content, and shaping your worldview? Join us in this eye-opening podcast as we explore the hidden forces that are commodifying our curiosity and influencing our digital journey. Discover how algorithms may be subtly narrowing your exposure to fresh ideas, reinforcing echo chambers, and even stifling genuine exploration. We...
2024-11-10
17 min
digitalself
i'm hurting inside
prod tgwog
2024-02-08
01 min
digitalself
off the perc
prod vinogradov
2023-12-30
01 min
digitalself
30 min older
: / she sings alone always by herself she sings alone about how she felt 30 min older but i feel the same even tho i got nothing nothing to my name 30 min older 30 min by myself ya im getting older still not getting help happens in instance feel like i just dont want to crash out happens in instant pray to god that i dont crash now happens in instance feel like i just dont want to crash out happens in instant pray to god that im not myself
2023-12-29
01 min
digitalself
im so lonely
prod jeunekash / meat computer Whatever is in my cup is in me Whatever is in my cup is in me oh Whatever is in my cup is in me Whatever is in my cup is in me oh Talking to myself so I'm never lonely Talking to myself so I'm never lonely oh Talking to myself so I'm never lonely Talking to myself so I'm never lonely oh Talking to myself so I'm never lonely Miss you so much it's driving me insane And nowadays I'm so behind on sleep Miss you so much it's driving me insane oh Nowadays...
2023-03-08
02 min
digitalself
i feel like a dog
prod southwestbeats / meat computer
2023-02-28
01 min
digitalself
just run
prod by jeunekash meat computer lyrics Get a job Get a life Find something better to do The world is falling apart And your just going to shut yourself out from all of it Good luck with things It's confusion circus When I see you It's confusion circus Feel I'm into deep Feel I'm into deep Feel like I can't see Feel I'm into deep woah Feel I'm into deep Feel I can't go to sleep Without you oh Don't know oh When I see you See you see you Without you oh When I see you See you see...
2023-02-16
01 min
digitalself
stay ?
prod jeunekash / meat computer Wait hold up wait Where you going Wait hold up wait Where you going Wait hold up wait Where you going Wait hold up wait Where you going? I can't go on like this It's wrong like this I don't know why I still want you to stay I can't hold on like this Edge of darkness I don't know why I still want you to stay Still want you to stay I know you think I'm lame But I Still want you to stay Stay Stay Stay Stay Stay Stay Stay Stay Stay Stay? Wait...
2023-02-09
01 min
digitalself
i wish my dad was still alive
prod novachance / meat computer i wish i wish i wish my dad was still alive i wish i wish i wish my dad was still alive delete delete delete deleted 4ever delete delete delete deleted 4good delete delete delete deleted 4ever delete delete delete deleted 4ever forever for good i wish i wish i wish i wasn't so lonely i wish i wish i wish i wasn't so cold i wish i wish i wish i wasn't so lonely i wish u didnt have to go... i wish i wish i wish my dad was still alive i wish i...
2023-01-27
02 min
digitalself
tired of getting high
prod silver meat computer small talk time cures i hide tired of getting high small talk small cures thin lines adapt or die endless aching heartbreak eternally making mistakes endless aching all the time day breaks i hide
2022-12-22
01 min
digitalself
shut down entirely
prod lean teen meat computer plz dont try this ya we wilding plz dont try this i might shut down entirely i might shut down entirely i might shut down entirely dont try this ya we wilding plz dont try this i might shut down entirely i might shut down entirely i might shut down entirely i might just lay here i might just lay here i might just lay here i might just lay here i might just lay here i might just lay here i might just lay here i might just lay here i might just lay...
2022-12-21
01 min
digitalself
so strange
prod w/ silver + methboiswag lyrics baby if you tell a lie about me you know that ill forgive you and maybe if you start a life without me you know that ill b with you but now you treat my love like a game ya and nowadays when you hear my name ya ya youll say im just a stranger to you now but memories i cant erase ya but tell me girl is it so strange ya baby girl is it so strange that im still inlove with you
2022-11-29
02 min
digitalself
i hide
prod jeunekash + meat computer i cant feel nothing anymore i cant feel anymore girl i cant feel anymore i cant woah i cant feel no more i cant oh i cant feel no more i cant woah i cant feel no more i cant oh i cant feel no more down the drain it might collapse feel my brain go dead on impact relax i cant relax oh shame relax i cant always in pain ashamed your way i cant lose hope lifes so weird tho have no control lost mind last time im weird i know lost track of...
2022-11-21
01 min
digitalself
Zyzz
prod silver + kojo lyrics feel like i might b going crazy i might lose my mind tonight feel like i might b going crazy baby lose me in your eyes so lets go know that i just met u but im so fucked up tonight baby take my soul we can go wherever u wanna go so lets go
2022-10-26
01 min
digitalself
broken
prod silver lyrics 100 years from the day i will think of a way 2 still love you love u love u oh 1000 years from today i will still find a way 2 think of you but right now I feel so broken broken broken cant you tell feel so broken broken broken cant you tell but I must of been drunk when I said that but I must of been drunk when I said that girl and I know I fucked up when I said that but I was really fucked up when I said that girl said that but I didn’t...
2022-09-01
02 min
digitalself
somebody's baby
elliot smith cover but i changed the lyrics Haven't laughed this hard in a long time I better stop now before I start crying Keep you up talking till the sun rise Stayed up all week both feel like we’re dying Your a sight to see Your good to me But I'm already somebody's baby Your a pretty thing And you know everything But your already somebody's baby You don't deserve to be lonely But those drugs you got won't make you feel better Pretty soon you'll find it's the only Little part of your life you're keeping together So...
2022-07-11
02 min
digitalself
morning again
prod juenkash / meat computer can’t think can’t sleep can’t breathe air right now can’t think can’t sleep can’t breathe air right now can’t sleep can’t eat can’t breathe air right now air right now now it’s morning again Now it’s morning again now it’s morning again now it’s morning now it’s morning Morning again detach x16
2022-07-06
01 min
digitalself
relief fleeting
prod diliamperd flame prince / meat computer dont go i cant c u around here anymore false hope thought i saw u last night but it was a ghost ok .. ok feel im fallin often something coming after me and its coming close feel its all for nothing tryna find relief in these shadows whos that supposed to b whos that in the mirror i c i might just i might know is that the ghost of me not who im supposed to b i might just turn into nothing is it supposed to b this way idk is it supposed...
2022-06-26
03 min
digitalself
stuck in wpg
2/22/2022
2022-02-22
02 min
digitalself
risking all and everything
2/22/2022
2022-02-21
03 min
digitalself
crying on the plane
lyrics All you wanted was a home But I just got to caught up in it all So please Just throw Throw me away Bury me in your lost hopes Point the blame say it’s all my fault But don’t Don’t wait For me Let go Let go of me Let go Just run away Just run away Let go Leave me in the background Leave me in the background Plz Just go I won’t hold u back now I won’t hold u back now I won’t hold u Running from myself So baby run away fro...
2022-01-18
03 min
digitalself
dead end
prod by shinju + meat computer lyrics Now ur a memory Felt like it was yesterday When everything was normal U were lying next to me Now u won’t text me baby Whats up baby Why won’t u talk to me no more :( Why won’t u talk me no more ya Your memory Felt like yesterday U were in love with me Now you don’t know U were in love with me Now you don’t know Now I’m just a memory Do u feel the same Bout me anymore Ya ya baby Do u care anymore Ya...
2021-12-26
02 min
digitalself
go crazy
prod meat computer / erok mule lyrics No eyes Can’t sleep Wake up Tweaking 10 times Last week No call Can’t eat 10 pounds Yesterday Dug a hole In my brain find out If I’m lame Is this just A mistake In Mexico with a rifle on my dick immigration on me so we cant take a pic Fake cops tryna extort me so ya I had to dip Ppl tryna sit me down like im boutta take a shit Saw she moved on now I’m feeling sick But was good once I saw who she was with but Rn Got n...
2021-12-16
02 min
digitalself
forgetting
lyrics Let’s go back to the start Didn’t know where we goin But Plz believe me when I say I loved you with all my heart And even if we’re apart I just hope you just know that I’d do anything that I could to get the life we dreamed that was ours And if I sail away I’m going To a place that I just know that I can restart And if waste away Just knowing I fucked it up so Imma just drink until I forget who u r Plz don’t waste away your li...
2021-10-12
02 min
digitalself
parkour mental illness
tracklist 0:00 deep water 2:04 lost in thought 4:42 -__- 6:30 turned pale 7:50 convo with god 9:39 flat tire down memory lane 11:37 machine turns 13:37 help credits (all songs co prod by meat computer) deep water prod w/ dimalamperd flame prince lost in thought prod w/ shinju -__- prod w/ youslaccin turned pale prod w/ dimalamperd flame prince convo with god prod w/ shinju flat tire down memory lane prod w/ methboiswag machine turns prod w/ dimalamperd flame prince, paparawone help prod w/ wydsonni mixed and mastered by meat computer cover art by meat computer
2021-09-24
16 min
digitalself
no margin 4 Error
prod w shinju , odece music vid https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rgX0qQppu8A
2021-05-22
01 min
digitalself
goop Computer (tape w/ kirblagoop)
tracklist 0:00 3g allin (prod starboyrob + meat computer) 2:01 terms of service (prod blackwinterwells) 4:17 portal (prod 4evr + taylor morgan) 6:57 sleepless night (prod starboyrob + prodbyace + prodmali + meat computer) 9:11 basement living (prod hunterbeats + meat computer) 12:00 what lsd actually feels like (prod baredex) 13:43 channing kratom (prod flashbang + goosc + meat computer) 15:52 i'll b okay (prod flashbang + deceased + meat computer) cover art by hood winkler + meat computer
2021-04-08
19 min
digitalself
brain Fog
:(
2021-04-03
02 min
digitalself
120 lbs *music vid
music vid https://youtu.be/LR8x_bvNaVg prod meat computer + flashbang
2021-02-17
03 min
digitalself
beyond Saving
prod by 4evr + taylor morgan music vid https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dAX3ZP7IPLg&feature=youtu.be
2021-01-12
01 min
digitalself
downhill legends (w/ ego mackey)
prod luvrboy + meat computer
2020-12-30
02 min
digitalself
trust (w/ capoxxo)
w/ @capoxxo prod. slight x blvnts x meat computer lyrics Six six ay six six ay Six six woah So many lost they soul Lost and can’t let go Six six six six woah six six six six floor somethings goin on Something we can’t ignore Six six six six woah six six six six floor Ay ay Was here a long time ago Now time feels so slow Six six six six woah six six six six floor Capo just called my phone Passed out on discord Six six six six woah six six six six floor Ba x...
2020-12-24
02 min
digitalself
19 yrs
(lyrics) drinking in my bed lost inside my head dont know what i said but know i meant it ya I'm feeling dead but dont give a shit blood rush to my head guess I'm feeling it ya dont wanna go home still feel like a ghost tho still feel like I'm alone even when your close so got a long lost feeling that i can't admit ya nowadays i just feel like I'm loosing it but if the chemicals drift away i guess still lost in my head lost with all my regrets but I'm not dead yet no...
2020-11-30
02 min
digitalself
nowhere Fast
prod by slight x levelup x lifted x meat computer music vid w/ subtitles https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E3wQbWjL9hs :(
2020-10-22
01 min
digitalself
hope (w/ oaf1) *music vid
prod. by meat computer music vid (w/ lyrics) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OXxpqQUiVmU
2020-09-22
02 min
digitalself
freedom from the world
prod by flashbang and meat computer (lyrics) Feeling so So paranoid Feel it in my soul Freedom from the world Freedom from the world ya Freedom in my soul ya Feel I’m Boutta blow ya Knew I’d find a home sometimes I get stuck inside This phone It ain’t okay Some days It’s hard to say hello But I know Every1 feels sometimes they don’t have a home Ain’t no room full of ppl but feel so alone Im just actually on my own In my room all by myself Years still be going by Worlds s...
2020-08-27
01 min
digitalself
weird pilled freestyle
prod. meat computer + 51five // music vid https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCCJQelj0taAeaA3eJ9vjlqA
2020-08-03
01 min
digitalself
team edward
music vid https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cGKM3McRqtg [prod. by meat computer + vnknwn + vinceineseven] :(
2020-07-26
01 min
digitalself
seek Help
prod by fool & meat computer
2020-07-11
01 min
digitalself
no longer human
prod crybaby cam full album out now https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3EXrk7qgYg8
2020-06-29
01 min
digitalself
soul doubt
prod by meat computer full album out now!!! yt https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCCJQelj0taAeaA3eJ9vjlqA spotify https://open.spotify.com/artist/7JU13ATc2v3kzIuSqNNPWN ig @ meat.computer twitter @ thuglust sample is of a deleted w3bcam song
2020-05-20
02 min
digitalself
eyes wide shut
p. kano n me
2020-03-17
02 min
digitalself
480p maximum immersion
480p maximum immersion by digitalself
2020-02-01
01 min
digitalself
dogs
:(
2019-11-26
01 min
digitalself
still lost
buy merch w full album CD: https://earthboy.bigcartel.com/
2019-09-20
00 min
digitalself
tired of life
:(
2019-07-17
02 min
digitalself
nightwalk
:( https://instagram.com/earthboy._
2019-02-26
03 min
digitalself
idk
prod. by scvmbag i want dough but idk want I'm doing ya anymore i took 4 now I'm on the floor i can't do this shit ya no anymore i want dough but ya i dont know what I'm doing ya no anymore i took 4 now I'm on the floor i can't do this shit ya no anymore ya i dont wanna die but in my dreams i always end up dead ya i dont wanna die but i feel like I'm living in my head feel like ted, cu when shit gets bad ya i fucking fled fuck what i...
2017-12-31
02 min