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wandering into the voidhow to have an existential crisis at 2am?is life just a poorly coded simulation? are we all just background npcs running the same glitchy script? do breakfast food rules even make sense?? in this episode, we spiral into the abyss of existential dread, corporate overlords, social collapse, meaningless routines, the government watching you, ai stealing your soul, breakfast anarchy, and why baby otters are the only thing keeping us sane.perfect for mindless scrolling, dissociating, or pretending you're productive while ignoring your laundry. tune in, vibe out, and question your entire existence with me.#howtohaveanexistentialcrisis #existentialdread #simulationtheory #npctheory #lateNightThoughts #spiraling #deepthoughts #conspiracymemes...2025-07-1824 minwandering into the voidhow to escape the algorithm (or at least pretend you can)?Where I scream into the void, and it screams back. Tonight, we dive into the illusion of originality, free thought, and whether your brain is just a well-optimized content farm. Are your ideas even yours? Or are you just a walking, talking algorithm puppet? We unpack the ouroboros of content consumption, the fear of new ideas, and why quitting the internet cold turkey sounds nice—but let’s be real, you won’t do it. Topics Covered: When was your last original thought? No memes, no TikTok trends, just you? The myth of originality—Shakespeare, Greek fanfiction, and arti...2025-07-0425 minwandering into the voidhow to gaslight yourself into thinking you have free will?Are we really thinking for ourselves, or are we just NPCs in the algorithm’s favorite simulation? In this episode, we unpack why humanity decided to bully AI like it’s the new kid in school, the terrifying content creator-to-algorithm pipeline, and whether we’ve already outsourced our personalities to the For You Page. We also spiral into a healthy dose of existential dread—because what’s a podcast without questioning your entire digital existence?Topics Covered: Why do we treat AI like dirt? The college dropout-to-content creator pipeline is real. Are influencers just AI’s unpaid interns? The...2025-06-2026 minwandering into the voidam i fixed yet, or just really good at pretending?This episode is a raw, unfiltered dive into the messy, nonlinear reality of healing. Is growth just another form of escapism? Are we truly getting better, or just better at avoiding what hurts? Society loves a clean-cut version of healing, but the truth is far messier—filled with spirals, distractions, and uncomfortable truths. If you’ve ever questioned whether you're actually healing or just numbing the pain with endless distractions, this episode is for you.Topics Discussed: The illusion of healing vs. the reality of distraction, Society’s romanticized version of self-improvement, Numbing pain with social media, work...2025-06-0625 minwandering into the voidhow do you create without losing yourself in the grind?Welcome to Not Like the Other Podcast, where the chaos is real, the spirals are deep, and nothing is ever neatly wrapped up. This episode is all about creation vs. existence—what it means to make, to produce, to chase dreams, and whether any of it actually matters. Is podcasting a passion or just another hamster wheel? Can we ever escape the pressure to constantly be something? And when does the hustle become just another distraction from the real questions? We get existential, we get messy, and we ask the big, terrifying questions about identity, purpose, and the meaning (or...2025-05-2327 minwandering into the voidhow to question the myth of home & embrace the chaos?What even is home? A safe haven or a battlefield of expectations? In this unfiltered rant, we unravel the chaos behind the 'perfect home' myth, the lies about belonging, and why maybe the mess is where the truth lives. Think life’s about finding your place? Think again.Topics Covered: The myth of "home" and societal expectations, Why suffering is the only constant truth, Belonging vs. self-acceptance, Cultural and generational pressure to find comfort, The paradox of hope and its chains, Chaos as the foundation of life’s truths, Building your own definition of home, andWhy perfection in l...2025-05-0927 minwandering into the voidmayfair witches season 2 & dcu's harley quinn season 5 reactionsDive headfirst into chaos as we unpack Mayfair Witches (Rowan’s tragic family dysfunction, Lasher’s cosmic trolling, and suspicious ‘natural causes’) and Harley Quinn (King Shark’s nut agenda, Ivy’s toxic trauma arc, and the world’s worst babysitting gig). Plus, existential meltdowns, fake control, self-sabotage, and why life feels like speeding down a highway to nowhere. Fridays just got messy.Topics Covered: Mayfair Witches Season 2, Episode 3: Rowan, Kirtland’s shady vibes, family meltdowns, and the thrall spell disaster, Harley Quinn Season 5, Episode 2: Ivy’s origin trauma, Jason Woodrue’s villainy, King Shark’s comedy gold, and Harley's cha...2025-04-2529 minwandering into the voidcharli xcx's brat, spicy ramen, & the existential grind: why i’m only posting fridays now.Diving into a chaotic stew of seasonal depression, capitalism as an MMORPG, spicy-but-bland ramen, and the existential crisis of slowing down in a hustle-obsessed world. This week’s unscripted rant covers everything from why I’m declaring it brat winter, to TikTok moon lamps, creepy Instagram ads, and why posting a podcast once a week feels like a rebellion against the grind. It's raw, it’s messy, and honestly, it’s just me vibing with my turtleneck and Sprite.Topics Covered: Why life feels like spicy-but-bland ramen, The creation of Brat winter (because I'm late to Charlie XCX), Se...2025-04-1127 minwandering into the voidthe revolution will not be productive: hustle culture is dead, long live doing nothing.Is doing nothing the ultimate rebellion? In this chaotic society obsessed with hustle culture, productivity worship, and existential dread, this episode dives headfirst into the art of mindful laziness, the power of boredom, and why squirrels are better at life than us. From dismantling capitalism’s hatred of naps to redefining rest as resistance, join the existential ramble about why doing nothing might just save your sanity—and the world. Warning: void-staring is encouraged. Topics Covered: Hustle culture and capitalism’s obsession with productivity, The guilt of doing nothing and how to fight it, Daydreaming and its hidden...2025-03-2827 minwandering into the voidwhy your life feels like groundhog day: escaping the time loop and daily grind (new schedule: every other friday)Trapped in a never-ending cycle of wake, scroll, repeat? Welcome to a raw, unfiltered deep dive into the daily grind that feels like a simulation glitch. From time loops to burnout, sensory stagnation, and battling inner demons, we’re pulling no punches on why life feels like purgatory—and what, if anything, you can do about it. Plus, some existential rambling about society's BS and the illusion of control. Warning: chaos ahead.Topics Covered: The monotony of daily routines and the "Groundhog Day" effect, Time loops, deja vu, and existential dread, Sensory stagnation and the numbing effect of r...2025-03-1427 minwandering into the voidcan we separate the art from the asshole? (can i still like the sandman?)From cancel culture to toxic fandoms, this chaotic rant dives headfirst into the messy debate: can we separate art from the artist? Should the personal lives of creators affect how we see their work? Is canceling artists a solution, or is it just stifling creativity? This podcast explores hypocrisy, historical context, moral judgments, accountability, censorship, and why idolizing creators must stop. Expect unfiltered opinions, spicy takes, and existential dread about society, culture, and the future of art.Topics Covered: The myth of the perfect creator, The messy relationship between art and its creator, Cancel culture vs. accountability...2025-03-0726 minwandering into the voidwhat captain america: brave new world misses (ally vs hater vs the ones not on either side)Brace yourself for a rant-packed journey as I roast both sides of the extreme spectrum—LGBT performative allyship vs. fragile haters, activism turned identity crisis, and the cultish chaos of social media echo chambers. This episode dives into the illusion of control, the ego's tantrum, and why stepping out of the fight might just be the ultimate resistance. Are you brave enough to confront the cringe? 👀Topics Covered: Performative allyship vs. performative hatred, Rainbow capitalism & corporate hypocrisy, Obsessive activism vs. "bootstraps" ideology, Social media outrage and its dopamine-driven trap, Living in the gray: freedom from extremes, Ego traps...2025-02-2827 minwandering into the voidhow to survive the Scrollpocalypse w/ TikTok's ban & censorship?Is the TikTok ban the start of the Internet's collapse, or are we just running in circles with new platforms and, the same problems? This unfiltered rant dives into social media whiplash, the illusion of free speech, corporate censorship, the algorithm’s chokehold, and the endless game of digital musical chairs. Buckle up for 2025-02-2127 minwandering into the voidlisten to this if you are or feel lost!In this episode, I question everything: society’s obsession with productivity, my descent into psychosis, and the void we all try to fill by endlessly scrolling. From losing podcast followers over controversial rants to Minecraft nomad challenges and soy milk allergies, this episode spirals deep into the absurdity of modern life. Join me as I wander—mentally, digitally, and literally—trying to find meaning in a world designed to keep us lost. Not all who wander are lost... but maybe we are.
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Losing podcast followers: rejection or validation?
Controversial takes: abortion and the art of mak...2025-02-1428 min
Vakaras su knygaRenata Šerelytė. „Balzamuotojas“. III dalisRenata Šerelytė. „Balzamuotojas“. Išleido Lietuvos rašytojų sąjungos leidykla.Knygoje rašytoja žvelgia į paprastus žmones ir margaspalvę kasdienybę – šiandieninę ir kiek ankstesnę. Dabarties pojūtis, subtilios įžvalgos ir švelni pašaipa jai padeda kurti įspūdingus, neretai groteskiškus vaizdus, keliančius juoką, užuojautą, virpulį. Novelės intriguoja, saikingais potėpiais piešia žmones ir jų likimus, konkretų veiksmą perkelia į egzistencinių klausimų erdvę. Knygos ištraukas skaito aktorė Jurga Kurauskaitė.2025-02-0919 minVakaras su knygaRenata Šerelytė. „Balzamuotojas“. II dalisRenata Šerelytė. „Balzamuotojas“. Išleido Lietuvos rašytojų sąjungos leidykla.Knygoje rašytoja žvelgia į paprastus žmones ir margaspalvę kasdienybę – šiandieninę ir kiek ankstesnę. Dabarties pojūtis, subtilios įžvalgos ir švelni pašaipa jai padeda kurti įspūdingus, neretai groteskiškus vaizdus, keliančius juoką, užuojautą, virpulį. Novelės intriguoja, saikingais potėpiais piešia žmones ir jų likimus, konkretų veiksmą perkelia į egzistencinių klausimų erdvę. Knygos ištraukas skaito aktorė Jurga Kurauskaitė.2025-02-0821 minVakaras su knygaRenata Šerelytė. „Balzamuotojas“. I dalisRenata Šerelytė. „Balzamuotojas“. Išleido Lietuvos rašytojų sąjungos leidykla.Knygoje rašytoja žvelgia į paprastus žmones ir margaspalvę kasdienybę – šiandieninę ir kiek ankstesnę. Dabarties pojūtis, subtilios įžvalgos ir švelni pašaipa jai padeda kurti įspūdingus, neretai groteskiškus vaizdus, keliančius juoką, užuojautą, virpulį. Novelės intriguoja, saikingais potėpiais piešia žmones ir jų likimus, konkretų veiksmą perkelia į egzistencinių klausimų erdvę. Knygos ištraukas skaito aktorė Jurga Kurauskaitė.2025-02-0721 minwandering into the voidnothing matters, and that’s the best news you’ll hear today.Where we rant about the chaos of existence, depression as a misunderstood roommate, the absurdity of self-help culture, and the freedom of leaning into life's insignificance. Plus, an existential noodle review because why not? Perfect for anyone tired of pretending to have it all together and wanting to vibe with life's messy, raw truths.
Topics Covered: Opening Reflections on Isolation and Human Nature, The host’s candid thoughts on being misunderstood and undervalued. Exploring naivety, optimism, and the realization that some people are just "evil." Existential Meaninglessness, Why nothing matters and how that realization can be freeing. Th...2025-02-0723 minwandering into the voidhow to time travel without actually doing anything & also maybe lose your mind a little?ever wanted to time travel but don’t have a delorean, a tardis, or, like, the ability to do science? good news—you don’t need any of that. in this episode, we deep-dive into the absolute glitch that is human perception of time, how memory is just bad time travel, and why déjà vu is basically your brain gaslighting itself. we’ll talk about time loops, reality shifts, mental gymnastics, dissociation as a life hack, existential dread, and why the past isn’t even real (probably). buckle up, because this is your one-way ticket to the void.
topics...2025-02-0726 minwandering into the voidbreaking free from the chains: a raw & honest midnight rant you can’t ignore.We explore the darkest corners of personal growth, toxic relationships, and self-discovery. In this soul-baring episode, your host unravels their struggles with family trauma, mental health, therapy, and the suffocating weight of societal and familial expectations. It's a rollercoaster of vulnerability, emotion, and a desperate search for meaning in a world that often feels like it's closing in. If you’ve ever felt like you're fighting to break free from the past or to reclaim your identity, this episode is for you. Join the conversation and let’s navigate the void together.
Topics Covered in the Episode: Ther...2025-01-3126 minwandering into the voidwhy is new year’s a scam? (new upload: every friday)Welcome to where I spiral into everything from the myth of the New Year’s kiss to the crushing loneliness capitalism thrives on. Society's a joke, and I’m here to dissect it—ranting about isolation, relationships, government failures, and why everything is low-key (or high-key) trash. It's chaotic, it's raw, it’s me. No advice, just vibes. Happy 2025, I guess.
Topics Covered: New Year’s loneliness and the pressure of the midnight kiss, Personal reflection on isolation and introversion, Society’s role in perpetuating loneliness, Capitalism, social media, and the commodification of connection, Critique of the American Dre...2025-01-2426 minwandering into the void2025: a new year, the same struggles.In this raw and chaotic rantcast, I spiral through the void of existence: depression, change, humanity’s dumpster fire, and the art of doing nothing while wanting everything. There’s no advice, no sugarcoating—just one guy unraveling. Join me as I reflect on 2024's mental breakdowns, rage against life’s pointless choices, and try to figure out why the hell we’re all here. You’ll laugh, cringe, or maybe just stare into the abyss with me.
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Why humans don’t change—they just spiral.
Podcasting as a sad artist’s canvas.
Men, emotions, and why...2025-01-2022 minwandering into the voidpov: your friend rants to you at midnight about money when drunk.Join me as I dive into the void of modern society, questioning everything from AI girlfriend ads to the moral corruption of money, marketing, and fame. A brutally honest rant about selfishness, exploitation, social media sacrifice, and why we’re all doomed. This isn't self-improvement; it’s survival.
Topics in today's episode: self-improvement, narcissism, selfishness, social media toxicity, digital sacrifice, the algorithm, government lies, authority figures, personal boundaries, AI girlfriends, emotional exploitation, marketing ethics, business morality, capitalism, consumerism, loneliness, rejection, societal manipulation, school system flaws, money poisoning everything, connection and isolation, the unknown, societal stagnation, the taint of fame, hopelessness, depr...2025-01-1726 minwandering into the voidsuperman’s real power? control explained, an audio vlogIn this raw, unfiltered episode, we dive deep into the chaos of modern life, discussing everything from the illusion of control to the pressure of societal norms. We explore Superman's cultural significance, the dark undercurrents of nihilism, and the importance of hope for the next generation. Plus, we unpack the harsh reality of capitalism, abortion debates, and the inner battle of self-awareness. This is not your typical self-help podcast—it's a gritty, unapologetic look at life, the universe, and everything in between.
Topics in today's episode: Superman, nihilism, cultural reflection, society's rules, societal control, the evil superhero trend, abortion de...2025-01-1324 minwandering into the voidfall asleep to 25 minutes of love, hate, anxiety, & surviving 2025 (audio vlog)In today's chaotic episode, we dive deep into overthinking, love, hate, the reality of relationships, and surviving in a world that's falling apart. With a mix of raw humor and brutally honest thoughts, we tackle everything from self-love to toxic fandoms, personal demons, and the struggle for freedom. Is life a satire or absurdism? Does it even matter anymore? Tune in if you're ready to explore this messy existence with me.
Topics in today's episode: overthinking, self-love, hate, relationships, cheating, equality, societal expectations, family drama, nihilism vs. hope, New Year's reflections, champagne vs. wine, personal freedom, debt collectors, Austin Powers...2025-01-1024 minwandering into the voiddrones, lies, & the government: what you missed, an audio vlogedit: yes i thought i was going to schedule this earlier lol i got my days mixed up and thought i had nothing last week well the content is all still relevant, stick around
In this unfiltered, off-the-cuff episode, I dive into everything from the looming shadow of government surveillance, drones, and time manipulation, to existential dread, personal rants, and the struggles of podcasting. It's the last episode of 2024 (i guess that was a lie...), and I'm not holding back. Tune in for the raw thoughts and chaotic reflections on life, culture, and the grind of making it big in...2025-01-0526 minwandering into the voiddrones, psyops, & government gaslighting: is this black mirror irl?Mysterious SUV-sized drones buzzing over Jersey. Government shrugging like they didn’t see it. Psyops? Aliens? Bezos? In this unfiltered rant, we break down the chaos, conspiracies, and why no one seems to care. Stay skeptical, stay weird—because something’s hovering above, and it’s not fine.
Topics in today’s episode: government drones, conspiracy theories, mysterious sightings, psyops, alien theories, mass hysteria, media distraction, surveillance programs, military technology, Black Mirror comparisons, post-truth society, internet apathy, tech paranoia, existential dread, Jeff Bezos and Prime Air, DARPA projects, Twitter memes, government gaslighting, radar capabilities, corporate dystopia, societal numbness, and why no one tru...2024-12-3020 minwandering into the voidburnout, comics, and why life feels like a bad plot twist.a quiet dive into chaotic clarity, where burnout isn’t burnout, struggles aren’t struggles, and cereal with milk becomes existential. wandering through fragmented thoughts on personal burnout, societal pressure, comics, and death’s gender, this episode is as disjointed as it is unsettlingly relatable. topics in today’s episode: burnout, mental illness, stress, employment struggles, family tension, media consumption, schizophrenia, existential analogies, death archetypes, comics, galactus, mcu speculation, silver surfer, chaotic musings, and fractured identity.2024-12-1619 minwandering into the voidare you surviving or surrendering? wrestling with hope, trauma, & the human condition.a raw, introspective journey where boundaries blur between salvation and surrender. today, a voice wrestles with self-reliance, maternal bonds, societal expectations, and the futility of hope. these unsettling reflections dare you to confront the truths you ignore, with fleeting glimpses of humor laced in despair.
topics in today's episode: self-reliance, maternal resentment, generational trauma, manipulation, mental health struggles, societal pressures, survival tactics, nihilism, personal growth, identity, emotional detachment, toxic family dynamics, spiritual introspection, the concept of the soul, betrayal, the human condition, morality, individuality, financial instability, trauma bonds, independence, parental influence, generational cycles, suicide ideation, manipulation tactics, coping mechanisms, self-perception, ex...2024-12-1322 minwandering into the voidis isolation, ai, & the monotony of existence all we have left?i spiral through fleeting thoughts on live streams turned to lost media, twitch's pretentious allure, ai's underestimated tricks, and the crushing monotony of existence. noise fills the void as i navigate isolation, stagnant ambition, suffocating dependency, and a world indifferent to my existence. what am i holding on to?
topics in today's episode: lost media, twitch streaming limitations, youtube subscriber barriers, ai for unexpected tasks, personal stagnation, societal apathy, unrelenting despair, mental exhaustion, gratitude vs. dissatisfaction, narcissism in content creation, dependency struggles, family dynamics, economic precarity, finding meaning amidst futility, coping mechanisms, inner conflict, dark humor as survival, and the...2024-12-0925 minwandering into the voidanxiety, paranoia, & existential ocd simulation*new upload schedule: every monday and friday... still midnight thought (for the aesthetic)!
i find myself adrift in scripted musings unraveling fragments of a restless mind while questioning the universe, existence, and the prison of self-awareness. shadows lurk, paranoia whispers, and meaning dances on the edge of absurdity. join me as i explore the unsettling, dissect solitude, and stare into the void, hoping it stares back—because connection is fleeting, but wandering is eternal.
topics in today's episode: existential musings, borderline cringe, overanalysis, therapy as a concept, mental health doubts, depression, anxiety, isolation, social media struggles, neet li...2024-12-0623 minwandering into the voidnumerology secrets, divine guilt, and surviving in a broken society.i hear crows scream balance as my mind spirals between divine repentance and existential dread; reflections on numerology, divine abandonment, social survival, and making sense of being alive in a meaningless world.
topics in today's episode: numerology, spiritual symbolism, mental health spirals, societal expectations, the fear of failure, existential crises, toxic family dynamics, freelancing frustrations, the weight of repentance, religion's contradictions, fatalistic thinking, work-from-home struggles, streaming logistics, grief for lost tech, propaganda in media, processing guilt, niche entertainment analysis, and why surviving feels like a scam. 2024-12-0522 minwandering into the voidforehead hurts & life is a joke i keep telling myself.Wading through migraines, ramen disasters, and existential crises, I unravel why life feels like a cosmic prank. Between society's flaws, cats freeloading, and the moon landing's irrelevance, I find solace in ranting about influencers, digital prisons, and why squirrels are ADHD spies.
Topics in today's episode: migraines, insomnia, boredom, ramen fails, social media panopticon, cereal mascots, time zones elitism, plant feelings, cats freeloading, influencers as a plague, moon landing apathy, AI extinction fears, mental clutter, existential dread, manifesting positivity, death wish humor.
Brace for chaos.2024-12-0426 minwandering into the voidtime is an illusion, reality is fake, i don’t know what’s happening anymore.I spiral through therapy schedules, forgotten days, anime superiority, dissociation vibes, existential dread, and why OCD ruins dishwashing while Black Butler saves souls. Topics in today's episode: depression, psychosis, hustle culture, nostalgia, spiritual chaos, Reddit drama, mental health, anime wars, toxic parenting, unresolved trauma, doomsday vibes, nihilistic laundry, cataclysmic biblical metaphors, petty family texts, bipolar friendships, self-improvement clichés, gym enlightenment, societal collapse, and how cleaning dishes feels like life or death.
Brace yourself. It’s a ride.2024-12-0325 minwandering into the voidconfronting shadows in the mirror of society.A live descent into fractured musings, self-reflection, and surreal observations. Topics in today's episode: identity liminality, transgender narratives, impulsive thoughts, trauma validation, mental health stigmas, spiritual awakening gone wrong, toxic positivity, Reddit's failure, live-stream absurdities, society's voyeurism, Twitch insanity, existential dread, and disturbing family dynamics. Dive into the chaos. Or don’t. It’s all meaningless anyway.2024-12-0224 minwandering into the voidthe abyss whispers back unraveling existence in a forgotten echo.I sit here wondering why, watching YouTube as life unravels its strange patterns. Memory is fleeting, trauma sticks, and my brain is a twisted joke. Time feels heavy, society is corrupt, and therapy is a faraway dream. The moon calls, but I won’t answer. My niche is chaos, solitude, and dark realizations. Today’s thoughts spiral into liminality, YouTubers, poverty, corrupt systems, existentialism, elemental destruction, dark humor, loneliness, failed ambitions, and a dying universe.
Topics in today’s episode: liminality, memory loss, trauma, societal corruption, existential dread, the moon’s betrayal, therapy struggles, nihilism, solitude, chaotic humor, YouTube obsession, creative...2024-12-0130 minwandering into the voidhe unravels identity as the voice of guilt & cosmic truths.He questions everything, from existence to God's intentions. The weight of karma, broken families, and the abyss of faith blur the line between justice and cruelty. Mind reshapes reality, uncovering unsettling truths we all hide from ourselves.
Topics in today's episode: guilt, karma, justice, divine mistakes, toxic families, societal flaws, God's role, human suffering, cosmic balance, redemption, faith, the void, morality, parenting, destruction, healing, love, grief, darkness, hope, truth, existentialism, and self-discovery2024-11-2525 minwandering into the voidi taste noodles and hear echoes of myself.Today, I’m unraveling the noodle paradox, chasing clarity with microphones, and wandering through the vast loneliness of 11th grade. I grapple with a ramen crisis, reflect on fleeting friendships, and navigate the haunting labyrinth of memories and societal isolation. My voice is both my prison and my escape, as I piece together the fragments of who I am.
Topics in today's episode: loneliness, ramen experiments, microphone musings, school bullying, fleeting connections, emotional isolation, therapeutic reflections, codependency, societal norms, firebending hacks, surreal humor, existential questions, past relationships, heartbreak, cultural musings, cats as emotional anchors, random internet finds, podcasting identity, grief re...2024-11-2225 minwandering into the voidi slip between words i wish i'd said and words that disappear.It's November, and I can't quite tell if I feel anything, or maybe I’m just here, observing, wrapped in two layers, fading in and out of scenes from some half-remembered life. Thoughts blur, words stumble; it's like I’m watching myself from the edge of something vast and dark. I talk about the fractured moments, the questions that flicker in and out of clarity, and the feeling of holding it all just barely together. Listen if you want; I’m mostly just here.
Topics in today’s episode: self-reflection, suicidal ideation, society’s views on mental health, personal struggles with hopel...2024-11-2020 minwandering into the voidwandering alone through pop & psyche, feat. jimmy olsen.I find myself here, talking again. Talking about everything and nothing—Jimmy Olsen’s red hair, the unending changes of Superman and Lois, and the unfiltered blur of our digital lives. Somehow, it's all linked, part of this strange inner magic I call “being.” I wonder if any of it makes sense, or if it's just static. Today, I watch and talk, argue and surrender, laugh and linger. Each word is a spell, each thought a flicker of something real or imagined. Join me if you want. Just listen, maybe.
Topics in today's episode: Superman and Lois, Jimmy Olsen character analysis...2024-11-1919 minwandering into the voidwhen monday feels like friday but it’s not.Welcome to my podcasting limbo, where I wonder if it’s Friday while it's barely Monday morning. The red, blue, and yellow lights blend into something strange, something Lana warned about. It’s 11:11 on 11/11, and I’m almost convinced today’s a cosmic accident. I recount Lana lyrics, darkly funny movie misfires, and near-creek drowning incidents, but my thoughts keep slipping into places I’m not sure I want to follow. Am I just a spectator here, or is there something I’m meant to feel in the quiet chaos? Join me, if you’re willing to linger in the unsettling ech...2024-11-1821 minwandering into the voidi don't know why i keep going but i'm still here.In today's episode, I wrestle with the twisted paradox of mental health labels and the painful awareness of feeling endlessly misunderstood. I speak to a hollow ache that never seems to soften, the constant push and pull of life, loss, and the strange comfort of loneliness. I can’t shake the feeling of being cursed or forgotten, a story only half-heard. Maybe it’s a lesson, or maybe it’s just another cosmic joke. Listen in as I question where I fit in a world that never seemed meant for me and ask myself whether life is worth the struggle.
Topics...2024-11-1718 minwandering into the voidi’m not sure what’s next but i’m here and wondering.In today’s episode, I’m caught somewhere between curiosity and skepticism, observing life’s absurdities and my own restless mind. From the strange rhythms of social cues to the fleeting peace in isolation, I’m not sure where I’m headed or if any of it even matters. I’m reflecting on solitude, haunted thoughts, and that peculiar compulsion to find “the good thought” in everything, wondering what any of it means.
Topics in today’s episode: social dynamics, work frustration, homelessness, non-news media, awkward roommate habits, strange conversation starters, mental repetition, inner power, family tension, loneliness, meaning in life, fleeting con...2024-11-1630 minwandering into the voidi have no idea where i wentJoin me as I unravel disjointed thoughts, navigate intense reflections, and embrace unsettling moments on a journey through my own mind. I explore identities that fade and reemerge, moments of cultural dissonance, and darkly introspective questions about society, self-perception, and the fears that linger within.
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Topics in today’s episode: self-improvement, battling depression, content creation struggles, personal reflection, emotional intelligence, understanding negative emotions, finding purpose, society's pressures, mental health, creative burnout, feeling like a nobody, inner conflict, staying grounded2024-10-2425 minwandering into the voidi’m just getting started with posting daily but will i burn out?In today’s episode, I reflect on my daily posting schedule, explore how the full moon might be affecting my emotions, and dive into the strange power of catchy music. Plus, thoughts on AI, independence, and whether burnout is creeping in.
Topics in today's episode: Daily posting, emotions and the full moon, Disney+'s MCU's Agatha All Along, catchy music obsessions, AI advocacy, burnout fears, independence vs family dynamics, and lighthearted thoughts on slavery2024-10-2214 minwandering into the voidlaughing through the highs & lows as i reflect on my bipolar journey.In today’s episode, I share a raw and candid reflection on feeling euphoric and oddly proud of a simple moment of humor. This rollercoaster of emotions brings me to contemplate my bipolar diagnosis and the natural highs we can all experience. Join me as I laugh through these feelings, reflect on past experiences, and dig deeper into the relationship between humor, mania, and self-awareness. A light-hearted yet introspective journey into the mind and soul.
Topics in today's episode: euphoria, natural highs, humor and self-expression, bipolar diagnosis, mania, mood swings, endorphins, creativity, self-awareness, mental health, exercise and planks, body image, ae...2024-10-2117 minwandering into the voidreflecting on facing uncertainty, finding balance, mental health, & content creation.In today's candid journal entry, I dive into an unexpected moment that left me feeling uneasy, reflecting on how mental health, daily routines, and content creation intersect. From the challenge of balancing emotions with bipolar disorder to resisting the pull of analytics, this episode explores the highs and lows of life, content creation struggles, and thoughts on AI, societal pressures, and personal growth.
Topics in today's episode: mental health, bipolar disorder, content creation, Descript, AI in content, avoiding analytics stress, daily routines, personal growth, social pressure, walking for exercise, trauma from The Boys, darker themes in Stranger Things, balancing reality...2024-10-2019 minwandering into the voidliving alone, ai girlfriends, & podcasting chaos.In today’s raw and unfiltered audio journal, I dive into the ups and downs of living alone, the funny (and creepy) side of AI girlfriends, and my latest struggles with setting up a podcast. From deep thoughts on independence to ranting about zodiac signs in The Sims, this episode is full of random reflections and real talk. Plus, a little tech-frustrated as I try to figure out how to distribute my podcast across platforms. Join me for a rollercoaster of thoughts!2024-10-1816 minwandering into the voidreflecting on the penguin, violence, mental health, and life’s harsh truths.In this episode, I react to The Penguin while diving deep into the following topics: Violence and crime, mental health, institutional critique, personal experience, identity and purpose, manipulation and exploitation, social media and influence, gratitude vs. Pain, hope and despair, medication critique, addiction, expectations of life, reality of depression, empathy and isolation, fear and inaction, selfishness, personal growth, childhood reflection, social connections. Please tune in for a raw, honest look at how these themes relate to my life experiences!
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