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keyboard smashepisode 21: tiktok is bad for mental health advocacy, actuallyhi everyone! in today's episode, I catch you up on everything you've missed in the past month before deep-diving into the role social media plays in mental health. how does it impact mine? how has it shaped advocacy? what *is* internet therapy? all of these questions and more I attempted to answer in today's episode. if you enjoyed today's episode, don't forget to subscribe to "keyboard smash" on wherever you listen to podcasts and if you're on apple podcasts, don't forget to rate and review this poddy!
2022-02-2828 minkeyboard smashEPISODE 20: 2021 recap!!the one where i say "i LOVE it so MUCH' twenty times, burp into the mic three times and yell about white men (some more!)
2022-01-1034 minkeyboard smashEPISODE 19: fic rec and spiderman nwh!!i read...a considerable amount of fanfiction this year. i'm a bit embarrassed, but i'm not because fanfic has far too bad of a reputation which makes me sad because now people are ashamed of their reading practices when they shouldn't be!(unless it's an a/b/o fic)(or one with weird age gaps)(or anything that smells a little too much like 'after')(actually, we're also gonna shame wattpad too)(sorry but ao3 >>>>)
2022-01-0526 min2021-12-2720 minkeyboard smashEPISODE 17: recovery setbacks, social conformism and getting olderwelcome back to keyboard smash! during this episode i discuss my ~feelings~ surrounding my first OCD recovery setback, the relationship between...relationships and social conformism and why getting older is scary but also very, very exciting. if you enjoyed the poddy, feel free to subscribe and rate/review!
2021-11-2925 minkeyboard smashEPISODE 16: "let tweens wear justice again!"in this episode, I discuss "eternals" censorship in indonesia, being a parent (because I know so much) and why tweens on tiktok irk me, all presented in the shoddy british accent i adopted when i was thirteen!
2021-11-2325 minkeyboard smashEPISODE 15: "the lore of supernatural"WELCOME BACK EVERYONEEEE to the second part of my two-part supernatural special! in this second bit, i talk about the various "goggles" through which to view this show (and how they can lead to WILDLY different perspectives of the same material) and the impact supernatural ahs had on fan and internet culture!!!if you enjoyed today's episode, subscribe to the poddy on wherever you listen to poddies!!my mental health ig acc: @conversationswithmyself.id
2021-11-1530 minkeyboard smashEPISODE 14: "spn is both the worst show and the best show in the world (part 1)"DUMDUMDUM!!! the episode that i have teased for the past three weeks!!! part one of my two-part supernatural breakdown! in this episode, i give a basic rundown of the show and i explained how genuinely insane this show is
2021-11-0828 minkeyboard smashEPISODE 13: "denvercon? more like "denver oh god no"!"hear ye, hear ye! denver con was Not Great, my diagnosis changed and i call upon my fellow girlbosses (gn) to gaslight gatekeep star trek and marvel!!!
2021-11-0127 minkeyboard smashEPISODE 12: "are they hot, or are they Just White?'reparations for colonialism: rating cis white men
2021-10-2525 minkeyboard smashEPISODE 11: "i'm baaaacckkk"helllooooo everyoneeee!!!! i'm back with my peanut brain and semi-lisp!! on our first episode back, i discuss venom 2 (alt. watching the Bros TM get MAD and LAUGHING AT THEM), misha collins being a feral man-child [affectionate] and mister jackman harlow! if you enjoyed this episode, don't forget to subscribe to the poddy wherever you listen to poddies and to rate and review the poddy of apple podcasts!!
2021-10-1733 minkeyboard smashEPISODE 10: "like no, i'm not fine, a FIFTY YEAR OLD MAN has me in a metaphorical CHOKEHOLD"WELCOME TO THE FINALE YALL!! trigger warning for today's episode for sewercide and d3pression (time stamps: 3:39 to 13:15). as a send off before the season break, i talk about a plethora of different things, from mental health, misha collins' tiktoks, the deancas playlist i made, jensen remembering his socials and the seething rage i feel when i see people not abiding by the COVID health and safety protocols.anteeways y'all, i hope you enjoyed this weeks episode. see you in three weeks
2021-09-1238 minkeyboard smashEPISODE 9: "i like PHYSICALLY don't know how to be alone"in today's poddy ep i discuss tiktok, the she's all that remake and why i TRULY DO NOT KNOW how to be alone! i also share some pretty interesting things on where i wanna take this poddy (i promise it's not somewhere ooky spooky though). i forgot to add this to the poddy but misha started a tiktok and his first video is vaguely thirst-trappy and y'all better believe i yelled about it in my groupchat. if you enjoyed today's ep, don't forget to follow keyboard smash on wherever you listen to poddies and to rate and review this...
2021-09-0447 min
keyboard smashEPISODE 8: "i'm sixteen and i don't know much, but i do know that MONEY cannot buy you TASTE"it's time to talk about: the met gala.(god don't cancel me pls)DONATION LINKS THAT I TALKED ABOUT:HAITI: https://www.paypal.com/donate/?hosted_button_id=MQV4KT9MKXFQ2CHANGE A LIFE - KABUL: https://give.randomacts.org/campaign/gish-2021-change-a-life-kabul/c350586
2021-08-3055 minkeyboard smashEPISODE 7: going on republican instagram and getting EXHAUSTEDDONATION LINKSHAITI: https://www.paypal.com/donate/?hosted_button_id=MQV4KT9MKXFQ2 CHANGE A LIFE - KABUL: https://give.randomacts.org/campaign/gish-2021-change-a-life-kabul/c350586 HELLO EVERYONE! on today's episode of keyboard smash, i went through republican/conservative instagram and got so genuinely exhausted, the last three minutes of this ep is just me sighing. fair warning: a lot of sighing and silence in this poddy ep. dear God this drained me. if you enjoyed this ep, don't forget to follow 'keyboard smash' on wherever you listen to po...
2021-08-2347 minkeyboard smashEPISODE 6: "class is the original c-word"hello everyone and welcome to this week's episode of keyboard smash! today, i'm deep-diving into reality television, with select tangents on something i like to call "white worship" and poverty porn. the mic's a bit too close to my mouth today so if you hear me breathing then...i'm sorry? anyteeways, if you enjoyed today's episode, don't forget to follow/subscribe to this poddy on wherever you listen to podcasts so that you're updated whenever i upload a new episode.DIRECT AID DONATION LINK FOR HAITI:https://www.paypal.com/donate/?hosted_button_id=MQV4...
2021-08-1546 minkeyboard smashEPISODE 5: "i manifest that you don't"this ep was a mess (aHa what's neW)! anyways! on today's ep we deep dive into my spoteefy playlist graveyard!! we see all my mistakes!! and my absolute triumphs!! i also momentarily lose my mind over mas rio waida but that's unrelated...if you enjoyed today's episode, don't forget to subscribe to 'keyboard smash' thru wherever you listen to poddies so you never miss an episode
2021-08-0933 minkeyboard smashEPISODE 4: "it's mental illness innit babes?"TW FOR TODAY'S EPISODE: ANX*ETY, P*NIC/ANXI*ETY ATTACKS, D*PRESSION AND SU*CIDEHELLO!! today i'm talking about the big pink wrinkly thing in my head called my BRAIN. the very personification of "their heart was in the right place, but the execution-". today's episode is pretty heavy, and i just wanted to say if you need help, you can go to these links:internationalBefrienders: www.befrienders.orgSamaritans: https://www.samaritans.org/how-we-can-help/contact-samaritanindonesia@ibunda.idFree Counseling: www.pjarpsikologi.org/konsulgratis...
2021-08-0133 minkeyboard smashEPISODE 3: "i watched an incredible show about grief and all i did was fixate on the hot robot"alternatively: the BIG BAD MCU DISNEY+ SHOW REVIEW!! i'm spilling the tea and saying my controversial, yet brave, opinions. this review isn't comprehensive in the least, and a majority of it consists of me screaming into a mic :) if you enjoyed today's episode, give the poddy a wee follow, so you can be notified when a new episode drops
2021-07-2523 minkeyboard smashEPISODE 2: "the internet is just one giant roomba"hello everyone and welcome to the second episode of 'keyboard smash'! on today's episode, i talk about the complexities of the Internet while also talking about my experiences growing up on the Internet. i would like to say that i do go on a few tangents but it wouldn't be a poddy episode if i didn't do that huh :)also, i just listened to this episode back and the audio quality is kinda poor but i'm sadly not my IT genius best friend so i have no clue how to fix it HAHAHAHAanyways, if...
2021-07-1932 minkeyboard smashEPISODE 1: "screaming into the void and hoping someone responds"Hello everybody! Welcome to the first episode of 'keyboard smash'. For today's episode, I wanted to introduce both myself and the podcast to the great, big, scary entity that is ~the Internet~. Don't forget to hit the subscribe - wait is it still subscribe for podcasts or is that just for YouTube? Well, hit the equivalent of the subscribe button so you never miss an episode! There will (hopefully) be a new episode every week so I'll see you then!
2021-07-1217 min