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lovelustfearlovelustfear | presents | Ice Cold CaseIntroducing: Ice Cold Case — In 2002, Madison McGhee’s father, John McGhee, was shot and killed in his own home in Belmont County, Ohio. Driven by her desire to find justice she began conducting her own investigation into his murder that remains unsolved to this day. The police investigation did not yield any significant leads, leaving Madison and her family with more questions than answers - until now. Join her not only on a quest for justice, for closure, for answers and she stops at nothing to answer this question: Who Killed J.C. McGhee? It doesn’t get more personal than t...
2025-12-3129 min
lovelustfear"I Didn't Think There Was a Way Out": Facing Abuse, Misogyny, and the Battle Within | lovelustfridaysIn this episode of lovelustfridays, hosts Jake Deptula and Michele Locke are joined by Heather, who previously shared her emotional journey in episode 18 of lovelustfear, titled "I Did Not Want to Lose This Man." Heather opens up about her battles with self-worth, controlling relationships, and emotional and psychological abuse, revealing how she found the courage to break free and rebuild her life. Heather and Michele also discuss their unique rivalry-turned-friendship, shedding light on the complexities of love, vulnerability, and personal growth. The conversation delves into Heather's experiences navigating the worlds of fitness competitions and the legal community, highlighting how predatory...
2025-12-3152 min
lovelustfearlovelustfear | presents | Crime SaladAshley and Ricky, the dynamic duo behind Crime Salad, bring their unique perspectives and captivating storytelling to unravel some of the most intriguing criminal cases. With each episode, they dive deep into the details, providing listeners with a thought-provoking exploration of the darker side of humanity. Join them every week as they serve up a chilling dish of true crime that will leave you craving for more.
Apple
https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/crime-salad/id1457141569
Spotify
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2025-12-3102 min
lovelustfearlovelustfear | special announcements | october 2024This October, lovelustfear returns along with brand new episodes of lovelustfridays!
We'll dive deep into compelling topics like cheating, catfishing, love bombing 101 stalking, and the FBI's approach to battling romance scams. I'll be speaking with new guests and guest speakers, including therapists, dating coaches, law enforcement professionals, private investigators, legal experts, celebrities, authors, and influencers.
Additionally, I'm excited to announce I'll be participating in a True Crime Podcasting Ethics course with Terra Newell. You can find more information on her Instagram here:
https://www.instagram.com/terranewell/
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2025-12-3101 min
lovelustfearlovelustfear | presents | MorbidologyIntroducing: Morbidology – a true crime podcast created and hosted by Emily G. Thompson, author of “Unsolved Child Murders,” “Cults Uncovered” and co-author of “Unsolved Murders: True Crime Cases Uncovered.” Morbidology was voted ‘Best International Podcast’ at the iHeartRadio Podcast Awards. Join Emily as she covers a new true crime case – solved and unsolved – released weekly. You can listen to Morbidology across all podcast platforms.
I’m going to play a preview of episode 277 on the murder of Lise Fredette, a 74-year-old woman who failed to show up for her shift in Walmart in Peterborough, Ontario, Canada. Her daughter drove over to her home, and whe...
2025-12-3102 min
lovelustfearlovelustfear | presents | Next RealmIntroducing: Next Realm - Have you ever felt a presence, heard a familiar voice, or received a sign that made you believe your loved ones were reaching out from beyond the veil? Next Realm is the podcast that explores the profound and heartwarming stories of individuals who have experienced messages from their departed loved ones. In each episode, we delve into personal accounts that transcend the boundaries of the physical world. From mysterious dreams and unexplained coincidences to undeniable signs, our guests share their extraordinary encounters that go beyond the realms of explanation. Host Amber Rasmussen guides you through these...
2025-12-3103 min
lovelustfearlovelustfear | presents | Women & CrimeIntroducing: Women and Crime — Two Criminologists cover a new female-focused case each episode. You’ll hear the stories of these women, paired with the science that tells you where it all went wrong. We’ll explore the causes of female crime, victimology, the legal system, as well as celebrate heroines who have left their mark on the criminal justice system. Dr Meghan Sacks and Dr Amy Shlosberg are both Professors of Criminology at Fairleigh Dickinson University. Both have years of first-hand experience working with offenders and professionals in the criminal justice system. They teach classes covering topics such as: Women & Crime...
2025-12-3110 minlovelustfearlovelustfear | special announcements | july 2024lovelustfear is being developed as a streaming TV series! (Listen for more details.)
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2025-12-3100 minlovelustfearlovelustfear | special announcements | june 2024Thank you all for listening and subscribing to lovelustfear. I'm so grateful to all the brave guests who have joined the show and shared their important stories with us.
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2025-12-3100 min
lovelustfearlovelustfear | heather | i did not want to lose this manAfter escaping a series of turbulent relationships, Heather finds hope in a charismatic and attractive bodybuilder. However, she soon becomes ensnared in a web of drug addiction, sex, pornography, and psychological manipulation. The relentless abuse drives her to multiple suicide attempts, leaving Heather's life hanging in the balance.
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**This episode contains explicit content including descriptions of sexual assault, physical abuse, image-based abuse, pornography, drug abuse, child sexual ab...
2025-12-311h 20lovelustfearlovelustfear | jaimee | there’s nothing scary about himAfter a traumatic childhood, Jaimee yearned for peace and stability. She found temporary solace in a long-term marriage, but when it ended, she was drawn to a charismatic and charming man. However, beneath his appealing exterior lay a dark reality. As the relationship unfolded, it spiraled into psychological control, emotional and physical abuse. Caught in a dangerous and toxic situation, Jaimee soon found herself in a battle for her life.
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2025-09-101h 17
lovelustfearlovelustfear | presents | lovelustlaw: Family Law 101 (Navigating Divorce, Custody Battles, and Domestic Violence)Former judge and veteran divorce attorney Michele Locke pulls back the curtain on the world of family law. From messy divorces to high-stakes custody battles and domestic violence cases, Michele brings her courtroom experience to the mic—sharing personal stories, legal insights, and real-world advice. Whether you’re facing family court or just curious about how it all works, this episode delivers a powerful, no-nonsense introduction to the emotional and legal terrain of family law.
lovelustlaw premieres July 1st!
**DISCLAIMER** The information shared in this podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only. It should not be considered as prof...
2025-06-2554 minlovelustfearlovelustfear | lisa | that's when everything changedAs Lisa rises to fame in the modeling world, her ambition takes her around the globe. What starts as a dream life quickly unravels when she becomes the target of a dangerous sexual predator. Exploited by those in power, she refuses to stay silent, putting herself at risk to uncover the truth and protect others from the same fate.
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2025-05-0847 min
lovelustfearWhen Comfort Turns to Chaos: Midlife Dating, Bad Ass Bitches, and the Emasculation of Men | lovelustfridays x You Probably Think This Story's About YouBrittani Ard, host of You Probably Think This Story's About You, joins Jake and Michele on lovelustfridays for a raw and thoughtful conversation about trauma, relationships, and the emotional weight of storytelling. She opens up about her transition from a career in architecture to podcasting, and the lessons she's learned along the way. The discussion dives into the complexities of dating in midlife—particularly for strong, independent women—touching on breakups, emotional boundaries, and the process of unintentionally emasculating men. Brit also reflects on how independence can sometimes hinder connection, and why taking small, intentional steps back into the dating worl...
2025-05-0549 min
lovelustfearlovelustfear | presents | Critical IncidentsIntroducing: Critical Incidents — the podcast hosted by law enforcement veteran Kyle Ashley, featuring candid conversations with individuals from diverse backgrounds, exploring the pivotal moments that have shaped their lives. From triumphs to challenges, these unfiltered stories offer listeners an authentic glimpse into the human experience.
Apple Podcasts
https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/critical-incidents/id1793167009
Spotify
https://open.spotify.com/show/1XheQUBCO4U9gAekwkgdYQ
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https://www.audible.com/podcast/Critical-Incidents/B0DVFYFSHF
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2025-04-261h 16lovelustfearFrom Heartbreak To Hallmark: A Writer's Journey | lovelustfridaysJenna Brister is a comedian, actor, and screenwriter behind the feel-good Hallmark movies adored by millions. She bravely opened up about her harrowing experience of being trapped in an abusive marriage with a volatile chef in episode 6 of lovelustfear, titled “No One Gets Out This Early,” Now, she joins Jake Deptula to reflect on the red flags she faced, the healing power of comedy, and how her real-life romance with her new partner—who she’s traveled the world with—mirrors the kind of love she now brings to life in her scripts. Jenna shares her journey of surviving trauma, finding he...
2025-04-111h 04lovelustfearlovelustfear | lynn | everyone is going to take advantage of youAfter enduring sexual harassment in her early teens, Lynn turns to older men for comfort as she enters adulthood. She becomes pregnant by an abusive partner, faces the heart-wrenching decision of abortion, and suffers further assault. Despite her longing to heal, she becomes caught in toxic cycles, growing increasingly isolated and trapped. Driven by the need to end the cycle of abuse, she fights to break free.
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2025-03-221h 01
NEXT REALM - Signs From The AfterlifeLoveLustFear: Exploring Spirituality, Karma & ConnectionYou Might Also Like: LoveLustFearIn this captivating episode of LoveLustFear, hosts Jake Deptula and Michele Locke welcome special guest Amber Rasmussen, host of Next Realm and Ex-Wives Undercover. Together, they dive deep into the intersections of love, spirituality, and karma—exploring personal experiences, mysterious signs from beyond, and the role of intuition in relationships.Amber shares her journey into spirituality, how personal loss led to profound experiences, and how she helps others navigate toxic relationships and emotional healing. The conversation also unpacks the concepts of twin flames, soulmates, and the use (and mi...
2025-03-1954 min
lovelustfearlovelustfear | presents | Next Realm (w/ guest Jake Deptula)
Next Realm: Beyond the Veil: A Grandmother’s Last Goodbye and Life Lessons
From his grandmother’s unwavering support during his childhood to the vivid dream that coincided with her final goodbye, Jake reflects on love, loss, and the mysterious signs that transcend this realm.
Next Realm
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2025-02-2732 min
Strictly Stalking266. Comedy, Confrontation, and Survival: Stalking TeresaTeresa became the target of a relentless stalker—one of the very men featured in her documentary. After the release of Breaking the Fourth Wall, he grew angry over his portrayal in the film. Despite Teresa's efforts to address his concerns, he lashed out, spreading rumors and showing up uninvited to her comedy gigs. She blocked him online and kept her distance, but the situation took a terrifying turn when he confronted her at a show and physically attacked her. Though there were witnesses, he has yet to be arrested. Now, Teresa lives with the fear and trauma of the at...
2025-02-181h 03lovelustfearGalentine’s Day Unwrapped: A Deep Dive Into Celebrations, Expectations, Gifting, and Love Languages | lovelustfridaysJake, Michele, and Haley team up with Lauryn (lovelustfear) for an epic battle between Galentine’s Day and Valentine’s Day, sharing awkward dating experiences that have shaped their views on the holiday. They dive into the communication struggles between men and women, the decisions behind regifting, and how their understanding of love languages has changed over the years. Their conversation also touches on classic Valentine’s Day topics—proposals, gifts like chocolates and stuffed animals, and the pressure to make the day unforgettable. To wrap it up, they get playful with games like ‘Never Have I Ever’ and ‘Love it or Leave it...
2025-02-151h 14
Strictly Stalking265. Stalked By My NeighborStephanie has been stalked her neighbor for over two and a half years. It all started when he began making unsettling comments about things she was doing around her house. Then, his behavior escalated: he started throwing rocks at her property and even falsely called the police, claiming Stephanie was in distress. Despite filing multiple police reports, the nightmare continues, and Stephanie still faces his troubling actions to this day. HAVE YOU EXPERIENCED STALKING? LET US KNOW: strictlystalkingpod@gmail.com PLEASE VISIT OUR SPONSORS! Delete Me Today get 20% off your DeleteMe plan when you go to JoinDeleteMe.com/STALKING and...
2025-02-1142 min
You Probably Think This Story’s About YouIntroducing lovelustfearSeason 2 will resume next week, in the meantime enjoy this episode from lovelustfear! All chapters are available ad free on Patreon: https://patreon.com/BrittaniArdShare your story with Brittani.Sponsor information at https://brittaniard.com/sponsors ____lovelustfear | emma | you should be scaredEmma seeks comfort in the arms of a former client whose initial charm and good looks give way to his darker traits, trapping her in escalating emotional turmoil and abuse.
2025-02-0437 min
Strictly Stalking264. Unmasking His Stalker: Stalking AaronFor over two years, Aaron was stalked, unaware of the true identity behind it. What began as a seemingly harmless encounter spiraled into a web of manipulation and control, affecting every aspect of his life. Believing he was helping a friend escape a dangerous predator under FBI investigation, Aaron found himself entangled in deception. His relationships were sabotaged, his trust was exploited, and he was lured by the false promise of a Hollywood movie deal that never existed. After enduring years of psychological torment, Aaron finally uncovered the shocking truth—the real stalker was someone he never expected. HAVE YOU EX...
2025-02-0455 min
lovelustfearlovelustfear | presents | You Probably Think This Story’s About YouIntroducing: You Probably Think This Story’s About You — This isn’t your typical true crime story. Brittani Ard steps back into the shadowy labyrinth of memories, scars, and fragile ties that bind us to our past. Where wounds still ache and the bonds of connection blur between salvation and entrapment. After revealing her own story in the first 8 chapters, she’s pulling at the threads of the past—threads so delicate they threaten to unravel everything. This time, it’s not just her story. It’s the stories of others whose lives intertwine with hers in ways no one could have pre...
2025-01-3033 min
Strictly Stalking263. Bad Reunion: Stalking JulesJules was harassed by a former classmate who became obsessed after they reconnected and began dating. Their relationship lasted just two months before she ended it due to his controlling and jealous behavior. Despite telling him not to contact her again, he bombarded her with hundreds of emails and voicemails, impersonated her and her partner online, and issued numerous threats. Even after his arrest and a restraining order, the harassment persisted for years. Finally, Jules enlisted the help of attorney Carrie Goldberg, who successfully had him arrested and sentenced to 50 months in federal prison for cyberstalking and making interstate threats...
2025-01-281h 46lovelustfearlovelustfridays | From Tragedy to Advocacy: How Peggy Klinke Inspired a MovementIn this episode of lovelustfridays, host Jake Deptula and producer Haley Gray discuss the importance of National Stalking Awareness Month. They discuss the legacy of Peggy Klinke, whose tragic murder led to the establishment of National Stalking Awareness Month, and discuss the significant work done by advocates like her sister, Debbie Riddle, and organizations such as SPARC. They delve into the often-overlooked crime of stalking, its relationship with domestic violence, and the misconceptions surrounding it. Haley shares her personal experience with stalking, highlighting the realization and challenges faced by victims. The conversation emphasizes the need for awareness, better legal support...
2025-01-2544 min
Strictly Stalking262. His Obsession, Her Survival: Stalking JustineJustine was stalked by her ex-husband. During their marriage, his behavior grew increasingly controlling—he monitored her finances, scrutinized her social media, and frequently invaded her privacy by checking her phone. After she left him, his actions escalated. He began following her, bombarding her with calls, texts, and emails, and appearing uninvited wherever she went. In an effort to protect herself, Justine changed her email and phone number, blocked him on social media, moved to a new location, and even switched jobs to escape his harassment. HAVE YOU EXPERIENCED STALKING? LET US KNOW: strictlystalkingpod@gmail.com GUEST LINK — JUSTINE Helped Just...
2025-01-2152 minlovelustfearlovelustfridays x The Consult | FBI Profiling and Domestic Violence: The Deadly Case of Vashti ForrestIn this episode of lovelustfridays, hosts Jake Deptula and Michelle Locke sit down with retired FBI agent and profiler Julia Cowley, who reflects on her 22-year career investigating serial killings, sex offenses, and other violent crimes. Julia discusses the realities of working as an FBI profiler, sharing her insights into high-profile cases, including those involving intimate partner violence. They cover the heartbreaking case of Vashti Forrest, a mother of two killed in 2011 after filing for divorce from her abusive husband, Brett Seacat, a police officer. Julia sheds light on the warning signs of domestic violence, the psychology of offenders, and...
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Strictly Stalking261. Blood And Feathers: Stalking HaleyHaley was stalked by her ex-boyfriend. After the breakup, she began noticing unsettling signs, such as feathers and blood left on her car. The situation worsened when her home was broken into while she was away, though nothing was taken. Even after contacting the police, the harassment persisted, culminating in a horrifying encounter when her ex-boyfriend targeted her while she was at home. HAVE YOU EXPERIENCED STALKING? LET US KNOW: strictlystalkingpod@gmail.com GUEST LINK — HALEY GRAY www.HaleyGrayResearch.com PLEASE VISIT OUR SPONSORS! IQBAR And now, our special podcast listeners get twenty percent off all IQBAR products, plus get FR...
2025-01-1448 minlovelustfearlovelustfridays | Dating, Drinking, and The Challenges of SobrietyIn this episode of lovelustfridays, hosts Jake Deptula and Michele Locke are joined by Debra, who shared her harrowing story in lovelustfear Episode 12, “I’ve Always Seemed To Attract The Crazy Type.”
Debra talks about her journey to get sober after a tough first marriage and dealing with toxic relationships. They dive into the challenges of staying sober, how addiction can impact relationships, and how important it is to have self-worth and resilience in recovery. Michele and Jake also share their own experiences with alcohol and dating and the pressure to drink at social events. They also discuss online...
2025-01-1038 min
Strictly Stalking260. Her Neighbor's Obsession: Stalking ElizabethElizabeth's first apartment as a new single mom started out as a fresh chapter. She quickly befriended the elderly couple next door, enjoying their company and support. However, everything changed when the couple's adult son, who had recently moved in, began acting strangely after his parents left for the summer. What started as friendly behavior shifted into something more menacing. When Elizabeth confronted him, he became aggressive, and the situation spiraled into three years of relentless stalking and harassment. Despite moving, changing jobs, and even buying a new car, the man continued to track her and make threats. Elizabeth reported...
2025-01-071h 26lovelustfearlovelustfridays | Reflections, Connections, Dating Deal Breakers, and the Problems with People Pleasing: A Look Back at 2024In this lovelustfridays 2024 Year-End Wrap-Up, Hosts Jake, Michele and Producer Haley engage in a candid conversation about relationships, personal growth, and the valuable lessons they've learned throughout 2024.
Jake opens up about his three dating rules—and why they still keep getting broken. Michelle reveals her essential dating hygiene must-haves, while Haley reflects on her people-pleasing tendencies and where they stem from. In addition, they delve into the application of AI—specifically ChatGPT—to analyze their personalities and uncover surprising insights. The conversation wraps up with an exciting announcement: a brand new podcast series for 2025, aimed at demystifying the legal...
2025-01-0140 min
lovelustfearlovelustfear | presents | The Murder DiariesHosts Natalie and Paige use straightforward storytelling to spotlight cold cases, missing persons, and suspicious deaths— often incorporating original audio from the victim’s friends and family. The podcast also includes monthly interviews about the true crime genre as a whole, whether that’s discussions on ethics, survivors sharing their stories, or other relevant topics.
Connect with them at themurderdiariespodcast.com or on socials @themurderdiariespod
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2024-12-3101 min
Strictly Stalking259. Dog Walker Turned StalkerFred's experience with his dog walker took a disturbing turn. Like many busy professionals, Fred had hired a dog walker to care for his pet during long work hours. However, when the arrangement didn't work out, Fred decided to let him go. Instead of moving on, the man began stalking Fred in person and plastered harassing flyers around the neighborhood. The situation escalated to the point where Fred felt compelled to move in order to escape the relentless harassment. Eventually, the former dog walker was arrested on drug-related charges, but not before turning Fred's life into a nightmare. HAVE YOU...
2024-12-3154 min
lovelustfearlovelustfear | presents | Cheating: When Love LiesAffairs are prevalent but rarely talked about relationships. The podcast, Cheating: When Love Lies, is a deep dive into the complex emotions surrounding these secret unions.
Creator and host, Jillian Hamilton, delves into this taboo topic and asks the hard questions about affairs: how common are they, who's having them, and why? These questions illicit unexpected answers that reveal both men and women as people actively seeking something - validation, escape, understanding, vengeance, thrill, love, sex, and romance - outside of marriage or committed partnerships. Cheating: When Love Lies resists the condemnation of affairs as uniquely wrong or...
2024-12-3101 minlovelustfearlovelustfridays | Overcoming Toxic Love: From Heartbreak to HealingHost Jake Deptula and family law attorney Michelle Locke are joined by Lauryn from Episode 17 of lovelustfear, titled “You Have to Learn to Trust Me.”
Lauryn reflects on her first toxic relationship, sharing the emotional toll of repeated breakups and reconciliations that led her to question her self-worth. She describes how these painful cycles pushed her to emotional extremes and behaviors she didn’t recognize in herself. Lauryn also opens up about her struggles with body image, self-confidence, and how societal pressures influenced her perception of beauty. The conversation delves into the challenges women face today, the journey to self...
2024-12-2754 min
Strictly Stalking258. The Dark Side of Online Dating: Stalking AmyAmy's experience with a man she met on the Plenty of Fish dating app quickly turned into a nightmare. At first, he seemed like the perfect match, earning her trust and gaining access to her personal information and explicit photos. But once he had what he wanted, his behavior took a sinister turn. He began stalking Amy, targeting not just her but also her family, friends, and colleagues. His harassment escalated to leaving disturbing emails, impersonating her online, and using her private information and photos to issue threats. Through her own investigation, Amy discovered she was one of at least...
2024-12-241h 01lovelustfearlovelustfear | lauryn | you have to learn to trust meLauryn’s romance with her movie theater coworker spirals into a toxic cycle of heartbreak, doubt, and obsession, leaving her emotionally crushed but driven to prove her instincts right.
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"...in middle school when girls and boys were starting to pay more attention to each other. And I had crushes, but they were not reciprocated..." - Lauryn
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2024-12-1940 min
Strictly Stalking257. Seven Years of StalkingEssie has been relentlessly stalked for over seven years by a woman who briefly dated her child's father. After learning about Essie and the child, the woman immediately reached out to Essie, hurling insults and behaving aggressively. When Essie informed her ex about the incident, he ended the relationship with the woman. However, this only escalated the harassment. Since then, the stalker has continued to target Essie, forcing her to block dozens of social media accounts and phone numbers. The woman has even mimicked Essie's tattoos, piercings, and hairstyle, posted racist content online, and secretly photographed Essie's new boyfriend while...
2024-12-171h 04
Strictly Stalking256. Something's Not Right: Part TwoCristina is being stalked by her landlord's son, who has been relentlessly targeting her with disturbing and malicious behavior. He fabricated bizarre accusations, claiming Cristina runs a criminal empire, hires hitmen, and abuses his family. Over time, he has filed more than 150 false police reports against her and her husband, attempted to evict her, threatened to involve child protective services, and persistently harassed anyone connected to her. This stalker is the same individual from last week's episode who is also stalking Emily. Together, Cristina and Emily have joined forces in their fight for justice. HAVE YOU EXPERIENCED STALKING? LET US...
2024-12-101h 05lovelustfearlovelustfridays x The Unlovely Truth | Faith, Hypocrisy, and Spiritual AbuseHost Jake Deptula and family law attorney Michele Locke are joined by Lori Morrison, a retired private investigator, speaker, author, podcaster, and church safety coach.
Lori shares her insights into spiritual abuse, the role of women within religious communities, and offers advice for those seeking guidance in handling church-related disputes. The episode also covers Lori’s journey into private investigation and her continued dedication to helping victims through her podcast, The Unlovely Truth. The conversation emphasizes the gender-based power dynamics prevalent in many faiths and how women need to challenge such oppressive structures respectfully but firmly, highlighting the par...
2024-12-0743 min
Strictly Stalking255. Something's Not Right: Part OneEmily was stalked by a man after going on just one date. During the date, she became alarmed for her safety and that of another woman he seemed fixated on. Fearing the worst, Emily discreetly recorded him as he talked about harming the woman and her family. Following the date, the man began stalking both Emily and her family. Deeply concerned about what he might do, Emily decided to contact the other woman and shared the recording she had made. Now, the two women are joining forces to stand up against their mutual stalker. HAVE YOU EXPERIENCED STALKING? LET US...
2024-12-0351 min
lovelustfearlovelustfear | presents | Terra's Baddy Club feat. Jake DeptulaJake Deptula, host of lovelustfear and cohost of Strictly Stalking, sits down with Terra Newell to discuss his journey and the inspiration behind his podcasts. Jake opens up about his own experiences with toxic relationships and how they shaped lovelustfear, which delves into the darker side of dating. Terra and Jake discuss the importance of providing survivors with a platform, creating safe spaces for sharing, and the challenges of covering such sensitive topics. Their conversation also touches on self-discovery, setting boundaries, and the impact of generational trauma.
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2024-11-3039 min
Strictly Stalking254. How Will This End?: Stalking LauraLaura has been stalked by her ex-boyfriend for more than a decade. Initially, she believed he had accepted their breakup, but it soon became clear otherwise. He began stalking her, frequently threatening her by claiming he knew her whereabouts and was planning to confront her. Over the years, Laura repeatedly asked him to stop contacting her and blocked his emails, only for him to create new accounts to continue reaching out. Despite reporting his behavior to the police in both the UK and the US, she has never received any response. HAVE YOU EXPERIENCED STALKING? LET US KNOW: strictlystalkingpod@gmail...
2024-11-2648 min
lovelustfearlovelustfridays | Relationships, Red Flags, and Dating After DivorceHost Jake Deptula is joined by family law attorney Michele Locke and Gabi Conti, an author, producer, and TV host known for her candid discussions on dating and relationships.
This episode explores the challenges of workplace romances, the impact of dating apps, and how to recognize and address emotional and physical abuse. Gabi, who previously shared her own toxic dating story in LoveLustFear Episode 4, "We Can’t Break Up," offers valuable insights on spotting red flags and empowering others through her work, including her book 20 Guys You Date in Your 20s and her podcast Bad Influencer. Michele reflects on...
2024-11-2338 min
Strictly Stalking253. Decade-Long Nightmare: Stalking DaphneAfter Daphne ended a high school relationship, her ex-boyfriend began stalking her both in person and online. He even followed her to college, leaving notes on her car and tracking her movements. The harassment continued for nearly a decade, with him defaming her online and using mutual friends to find ways to contact her. When Daphne sought help from friends and family, many downplayed his behavior as a "heartbroken guy" acting out, which left her feeling isolated and unsupported. HAVE YOU EXPERIENCED STALKING? LET US KNOW: strictlystalkingpod@gmail.com PLEASE VISIT OUR SPONSORS! Pretty Litter Go to www.PrettyLitter.com...
2024-11-1957 minlovelustfearlovelustfridays x When Heaven Meets Hell | Love, Lies, & Long-Distance DeceptionHost Jake Deptula is joined by family law attorney Michele Locke and Allyn Amerongen, a survivor, advocate, and podcaster, featured in lovelustfear episode sixteen, "It’s A Lot Worse Than We Thought."
Allyn opens up about her traumatic experience in a long-distance relationship, the double-edged nature of vulnerability, and the challenges survivors face when navigating relationships after trauma. She also shares her personal journey while creating her podcast, “When Heaven Meets Hell”, and its global impact on listeners. The conversation emphasizes that survivors should never feel pressured to prove their trauma and be encouraged to embrace their truths. The ep...
2024-11-151h 18
Strictly Stalking252. Cyberstalking: Safeguarding LexiLexi survived a brutal attack as a teenager at the hands of people she once trusted. She later bravely shared her story on TikTok, becoming an advocate for victims of violence. However, her journey took a disturbing turn when a stalker forced their way into her life. This person persistently harassed Lexi, her family, and friends—monitoring their social media, creating fake profiles, impersonating people close to Lexi, and even reaching out to her attackers, interfering with her ongoing legal case. Lexi sought help from the police and obtained a protective order. Yet, despite violations of the order, justice remains el...
2024-11-121h 03lovelustfearlovelustfear | allyn | it’s a lot worse than we thoughtAllyn meets a captivating man who swiftly declares his love, asks her to be his girlfriend, and proposes. But as their long-distance relationship deepens, she uncovers his lingering connection with an ex, leading her down a dark path of deception.
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2024-11-081h 03
Strictly Stalking251. Control & Chaos: Stalking AmberAfter ending her six-year relationship with an abusive ex-boyfriend, Amber was stalked by him. He initially appearing charming, but gradually revealed a darker side marked by gaslighting, physical abuse, and emotional manipulation. Once she decided to leave, his behavior intensified; he began stalking her, making threats, and damaging her property. Despite her efforts to seek legal protection, the police response was limited, allowing him to continue violating protective orders. In the end, Amber moved away to escape his harassment and to try to rebuild a sense of safety and stability in her life. HAVE YOU EXPERIENCED STALKING? LET US KNOW...
2024-11-0546 minlovelustfearlovelustfridays x Sins & Survivors | Custody, Conflict, and a Deadly DisputeHost Jake Deptula is joined by family law attorney Michele Locke, along with Shaun and John from "Sins and Survivors: Las Vegas True Crime," to explore the heartbreaking case of Ashley and Dennis Prince, who were tragically killed by Ashley's ex-father-in-law, Joe Houston, during a deposition.
The discussion reflects on Ashley and Dennis's lives, the legal proceedings, and the emotional and legal complexities that culminated in their deaths. They examine the intense divorce proceedings and custody battle, highlighting how Ashley's attempts to escape an abusive relationship were overlooked by a justice system that missed vital warning signs. Michele...
2024-11-0143 min
Strictly Stalking250. Relentless Obsession: Stalking AlyssaAlyssa was stalked by her ex-boyfriend, facing a terrifying campaign of harassment after their breakup. Following the end of their relationship, she was overwhelmed with a barrage of chaotic messages, calls, voicemails, videos, and emails, often from fake accounts used to threaten and intimidate her. Her stalker even resorted to impersonating police officers, a cyber investigative agency, and the FBI in his obsessive efforts to reach out to her. Even after his arrest, the harassment continued. From behind bars, he coerced other inmates to target Alyssa, her family, employer, and friends. Now that her stalker has been released, Alyssa is...
2024-10-291h 40lovelustfearlovelustfridays | Deceptive Dates & Cringe-Worthy EncountersHost Jake Deptula speaks with Desiree, who shares her dating misadventures, including cringe-worthy encounters with older men who misrepresent themselves.
Their conversation highlights issues like catfishing and the bait-and-switch phenomenon. Desiree reveals the aspects of old-school dating and the early days of AOL Online romances. She emphasizes critical criteria for partners, such as having a job, apartment, and car, and discusses the dangers she has faced, including awkward and potentially risky situations. She reflects on the importance of personal safety and learning from past mistakes while navigating the modern dating landscape. The episode also touches on sensitive topics...
2024-10-2330 min
Strictly Stalking249. Dangerous Calls: Stalking KourtneyKourtney never expected to become the target of a stalker—especially not by someone so unexpected. It all started with what seemed like innocent wrong-number calls, but soon escalated when the caller began revealing unsettling knowledge about her life, including intimate details about her friends, sorority, and daily routine. Desperate for a reprieve, Kourtney transferred to a new school, hoping to leave the harassment behind. But when the calls continued, she turned to the police, only to uncover the shocking truth about her stalker's identity. HAVE YOU EXPERIENCED STALKING? LET US KNOW: strictlystalkingpod@gmail.com PLEASE VISIT OUR SPONSORS! Pretty Li...
2024-10-2242 min
Ex-Wives Undercover: Liars, Cheaters & Love ConsPresenting | LoveLustFearCheck out a new podcast that we think you're going to love by our friend Jake Deptula - LoveLustFear...Exposing Real Stories About Toxic Dating and Relationships.Host Jake Deptula (Strictly Stalking) welcomes storytellers into candid conversations, revealing the decisions they made and dilemmas they faced when better judgment got lost in a haze of desire. Every episode explores true dating and relationship stories—from the awkward and uncomfortable to the shocking and bizarre to the disturbing and downright dangerous. lovelustfear is a compelling, terrifying, but always insightful exploration into toxic dating and relationships that will ha...
2024-10-1901 min
Strictly Stalking248. I Saw That It Was Him: Stalking AmeliaAmelia was being harassed by a stranger online. She asked him to stop and blocked him, hoping that would be the end of it. But as soon as she thought he was gone, he returned, this time targeting her followers and boyfriend with his harassment. Determined to put a stop to it, Amelia took matters into her own hands. With just one photo of him she found online, she managed to uncover his identity and turn the tables on her stalker. After exposing him to his employer, the harassment continued, escalating to death threats. Fearing for her safety, Amelia was...
2024-10-1546 minlovelustfearlovelustfridays | Navigating The Aftermath of Teen Dating ViolenceHost Jake Deptula speaks with Danielle, a caregiver and spiritual healing advocate, who shares her traumatic experiences with domestic violence in high school.
Danielle details the verbal, physical, and sexual abuse she suffered at the hands of her then-boyfriend, along with the stalking that ensued. Danielle highlights the critical support from her family, especially her mother, which helped her escape the abusive relationship and reveals the challenges of rebuilding her life in a new school, finding supportive friends, and learning to trust again. Inspired by her role as a caregiver for her mother, who is battling cancer, Danielle e...
2024-10-1033 min
Strictly Stalking247. Endgame: Stalking LeyaLeya has been the victim of relentless and damaging cyberbullying from her ex-partner and his new girlfriend. For nearly four years, she has been subjected to stalking, defamation, and smear campaigns, taking a toll on her mental and emotional health. Now, she's ready to share her story and raise awareness about her ordeal. HAVE YOU EXPERIENCED STALKING? LET US KNOW: strictlystalkingpod@gmail.com PLEASE VISIT OUR SPONSORS! QUINCE Go to https://www.quince.com/strictly for free shipping on your order and 365-day returns. RO Go to https://www.ro.co/stalking Memberships start at just $99 for your first month...
2024-10-081h 15lovelustfearlovelustfridays | Surviving Domestic Violence and Focusing on Victim-Centric StoriesHost Jake Deptula and former family court judge and family law attorney Michele Locke sit down with Terra Newell, a victim advocate, public figure, and survivor of multiple toxic relationships.
They explore the complexities of toxic relationships and the expectations placed on survivors who become public figures. They also confront misconceptions stemming from media portrayals that often oversimplify these experiences, particularly beyond the sensational headlines of “Dirty John.” Additionally, they discuss the responsibilities of true crime content creators, focusing on the glorification of serial killer culture and the ethical considerations that come with storytelling. Also, how advocating for a vi...
2024-10-0625 min
MorbidologyIntroducing: lovelustfearHosted by Jake Deptula from Strictly Stalking, lovelustfear exposes the darker side of dating and relationships.Each episode explores real stories from people who found themselves in situations ranging from awkward and uncomfortable to outright dangerous...You can find lovelustfear on all podcast platforms.Instagram www.instagram.com/lovelustfearpod Apple https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/lovelustfear/id1735876283 Spotify https://open.spotify.com/show/0e3ndcf5u8lZ5lhN1lvWec Amazon Music https://music.ama...
2024-10-0402 min
Strictly Stalking246. Drugs and Dangerous Deeds: Stalking ChannelleChannelle endured years of harassment from her ex-boyfriend after their breakup 13 years ago. He impersonated her, spread false rumors, hacked her online accounts, and even broke into her home. Due to his drug addiction and erratic behavior, the state of New York eventually issued an extreme risk protection order against him. Despite this legal action, the harassment has persisted, and today, Channelle bravely shares her story. HAVE YOU EXPERIENCED STALKING? LET US KNOW: strictlystalkingpod@gmail.com PLEASE VISIT OUR SPONSORS! Progressive Insurance Press play on comparing auto rates. Get your auto quote at Progressive.com to join the over 28 million...
2024-10-0141 minlovelustfearlovelustfridays | Fighting Narcissistic Abuse, Racism, and Inequality in Family CourtHost Jake Deptula and former associate family court judge and family law attorney Michele Locke sit down with Lorraine, a narcissistic abuse survivor from episode fifteen of lovelustfear, "You Have To Be Very Careful With Him.”
They delve into Lorraine's experience of escaping an abusive relationship with a partner diagnosed with narcissistic personality disorder and her legal challenges co-parenting with him. They also examine the significant struggles she faced within the police and court systems, which may have displayed bias and racism, particularly in Family Court. Also, they discuss how the judicial system focuses on child protection and ho...
2024-09-2631 min
Strictly Stalking245. Dark Threats: Stalking HollyHolly was pursued by a musician who falsely accused her of being the stalker. After she exposed on social media that he was cheating on his fiancée, he began to threaten her and bombard her with messages. He made outrageous claims, accusing her of worshipping the devil, breaking into his apartment, and threatening him, attempting to twist the situation to portray her as the one stalking him. These allegations escalated into a lengthy court battle, and during that time, Holly discovered that she wasn't the only person he had harassed. HAVE YOU EXPERIENCED STALKING? LET US KNOW: strictlystalkingpod@gmail.c...
2024-09-2456 minlovelustfearlovelustfridays | The Impact of Cultural Obligations on Abusive MarriagesHost Jake Deptula and former associate family court judge and family law attorney Michele Locke sit down with Lena, an abusive marriage survivor from episode nine of lovelustfear, “He’s Your Problem Now.”
They discuss Lena's toxic marriage and the influence of cultural obligations in her Armenian community, the nuances of recognizing abuse, and how she found her voice and empowerment through her second husband's supportive and matrilineal Native American culture. The conversation also highlights the themes of coercive control, gaslighting, financial manipulation, and the emotional toll these experiences have on physical health, including the long-term effects of trauma...
2024-09-2238 min
Strictly Stalking244. Young Teen Lost: Stalking HeatherIn the 1980s, Heather was stalked by an ex-boyfriend. At just 18 years old, she began finding notes and gifts left in her car, followed by threatening messages. The stalking soon escalated to dangerous levels. He blew up her car, broke into her apartment, and even attempted to kidnap her. At the time, stalking laws were far less developed, and restraining orders weren't an option. Despite the continuous threats to her safety, Heather received no support or resources. HAVE YOU EXPERIENCED STALKING? LET US KNOW: strictlystalkingpod@gmail.com PLEASE VISIT OUR SPONSORS! Delete Me Today get 20% off your DeleteMe plan when...
2024-09-1748 minlovelustfearlovelustfridays | Co-Parenting with a Substance-Abusing ExHost Jake Deptula and former associate family court judge and family law attorney Michele Locke sit down with Mira, a survivor and parent, from episode five of lovelustfear, “A F**king Broken Mess.”
They discuss the challenges of co-parenting with a narcissistic ex-partner, the complications substance abuse brings to custody battles, and how custody laws can prioritize parental rights over child welfare. The discussion also touches on why therapists might be reluctant to testify in custody cases. Strategies for handling high-conflict situations include documenting interactions, careful planning, and setting boundaries. Additionally, they examine the appeal of toxic relationship patt...
2024-09-1640 min
Strictly Stalking243. Analyzing Stalking Behavior: Sandie CampanellaSandie Campanella, a retired detective with 21 years of law enforcement experience, spent 14 of those years specializing in domestic violence cases. Through investigating hundreds of stalking incidents, she developed a profound understanding of stalker behaviors and the impact on their victims. Since retiring, Sandie has founded a domestic violence consulting firm, offering expert training and testimony. She also works to educate law enforcement on the complexities and serious implications of stalking. GUEST LINK: Sandie Campanella https://www.campanella.us/ HAVE YOU EXPERIENCED STALKING? LET US KNOW: strictlystalkingpod@gmail.com PLEASE VISIT OUR SPONSORS! June's Journey Discover your inner detective when you...
2024-09-101h 07lovelustfearlovelustfridays | Trauma, Trust, and Rebuilding RelationshipsHost Jake Deptula and former associate family court judge and family law attorney Michele Locke sit down with Kaitlyn, a domestic abuse survivor, from episode ten of lovelustfear, “We Didn’t Have Boundaries.” They discuss how trauma can disrupt memory, making it difficult for survivors to recall details and affecting their ability to seek justice effectively. They also explore how growing up in toxic environments can impair one's ability to trust gut feelings and make sound choices. The conversation also addresses the unique challenges faced by romantic partners of abuse survivors, highlighting the importance of empathy, patience, and open communication.
2024-09-0729 min
Strictly Stalking242. Danger With A Stranger: Stalking RobinRobin was stalked by a woman who was fixated on one of Robin's male friends. This stranger bombarded Robin with harassing calls, texts, and social media messages. The situation escalated when the woman vandalized Robin's car and began following her in person. Despite involving the police and multiple arrests of the stalker, the harassment persisted. HAVE YOU EXPERIENCED STALKING? LET US KNOW: strictlystalkingpod@gmail.com PLEASE VISIT OUR SPONSORS! June's Journey Discover your inner detective when you download June's Journey for free today on iOS and Android. Progressive Insurance Press play on comparing auto rates. Get your auto quote at...
2024-09-0352 minlovelustfearlovelustfridays | Navigating Trauma and Justice for Military SpousesHost Jake Deptula and Family Law Attorney Michele Locke sit down with Justine, a former military wife and domestic abuse survivor, from episode three of lovelustfear, "You're Never Allowed to Leave Me." They discuss the challenges military spouses face in abusive relationships, the complexities of navigating the court system, and the biases that can impact legal outcomes. They also explore the journey of finding love and healing after trauma, the power dynamics within abusive relationships, and the vital importance of sharing survivor stories.
Topics: abusive relationships, power dynamics, military spouses, survivor stories, healing, love, toxic relationship, military, support...
2024-08-3031 min
lovelustfearlovelustfear | presents | Haunted DetectiveIntroducing – Haunted Detective
A true crime podcast that investigates the Macabre side of the world. Kelsey Childs and her friend Pamela J explore Paranormal mysteries nestled within the strangest crime cases you will ever hear about. From human doll makers and odd hauntings to people who vanished without a trace, the Haunted Detective podcast is a series that will make you question everything.
The Murder of Pravin Varughese: Police Negligence & Racial Discrimination
Kelsey and Pamela are going to be deep diving into the murder of Pravin Varughese; a case that has involved horrific displays of...
2024-08-2648 min
Haunted DetectiveLoveLustFear: No One Gets Out this EarlyFor this week's episode Kelsey and Pamela introduce a podcast that they love called LoveLustFear. From the creators of Strictly Stalking this show is an exposé on the darker side of dating and relationships. How did She escape? Jenna is swept off her feet by a charismatic chef and finds herself married within ninety days. But under his charming facade lurks a volatile temper as Jenna becomes the target of his rage, threats, and physical intimidation.Subscription LinksSpotifyApple PodcastsAmazon Music ChartableRSS Feed
2024-08-1428 min
lovelustfearlovelustfear | presents | sins & survivors: las vegas true crimeIntroducing: Sins & Survivors: Las Vegas True Crime – What if the system you trust to protect you fails miserably? We're diving into a narrative that paints this grim picture in the tale of Phoukeo Dej-Oudom and her children. Tragically, their plea for protection fell on deaf ears, and the consequences were fatal. They were robbed of their dreams and their lives in the city that markets itself as the city of second chances - Las Vegas. This heart-wrenching episode of Sins & Survivors brings to light the intersection of domestic violence and gun violence. The haunting echo of Phoukeo’s story is reso...
2024-08-1228 minlovelustfearlovelustfear | lorraine | you have to be very careful with himAfter her divorce, Lorraine sought advice from a shaman, who encouraged her to let others take the lead. She started taking dance classes and began dating her partner, who eventually revealed himself to be a manipulative and controlling narcissist, drawing her into a cycle of escalating abuse.
**This episode contains graphic depictions of sexual assault, racism, and mental, emotional, and physical abuse. Listener discretion is advised.**
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2024-08-0951 min
Strictly Stalkinglovelustfear with Jake Deptula (extended episode preview)lovelustfear is being developed as a streaming TV series! (Listen for more details.) L.A. Not So Confidential Live Video Q&A with Jake Deptula https://www.youtube.com/live/CMkObn9BTc0?si=VGaG0rDPZUGHuKe5 Story Submission (Podcast & Streaming TV Series) E-mail: lovelustfearpod@gmail.com Form Submission: https://lovelustfear.aidaform.com/lovelustfear DM: https://www.instagram.com/lovelustfearpod/ For video previews, check out our Instagram https://www.instagram.com/lovelustfearpod/ Strictly Stalking Podcast https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/strictly-stalking/id1494237083 https://open.spotify.com/show/5dw1NJIObaOsj0o7JdruVQ L.A. Not So Confidential Podcast https://podcasts.apple.com...
2024-08-0136 min
Terra's Baddy Club15: LoveLustFear With Jake DeptulaJake Deptula, host of LoveLustFear and cohost of Strictly Stalking, shares his journey and the inspiration behind his podcasts. He discusses the importance of giving stalking survivors a platform to share their stories and the need to understand and support survivors of trauma. Jake also opens up about his own experiences with toxic relationships and the lessons he has learned. The conversation touches on topics such as self-discovery, setting boundaries, and the impact of generational trauma. The Love, Less Fear podcast explores the dark side of dating and relationships, aiming to provide understanding and support to those who have...
2024-07-2441 minlovelustfearlovelustfear | terra | i want you to always be available to meAt seventeen, Terra is captivated by a charismatic classmate who exploits her need for attention, leading them into a troubling cycle of drug abuse and criminal behavior. Terra's physical addiction to him only serves to deepen the toxicity within their relationship.
**This episode contains graphic depictions of sexual assault, murder, suicide, mental, emotional, and physical abuse, and drug use. Listener discretion is advised.**
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2024-07-2438 min
Strictly Stalking236. Stalking The DetectiveWe're speaking with a former detective specializing in domestic violence and stalking cases, who was stalked by a former partner herself. Despite her background in law enforcement, the system failed to protect her until her stalker escalated to other crimes and was finally arrested. However, he resumed stalking her just eight days after his release. Our guest is here to shed light on the challenges victims face and the importance of self-advocacy. HAVE YOU EXPERIENCED STALKING? LET US KNOW: strictlystalkingpod@gmail.com OUR SPONSORS: Delete Me Today get 20% off your DeleteMe plan when you go to JoinDeleteMe.com/STALKING...
2024-07-231h 12lovelustfearlovelustfear | emma | you should be scaredEmma seeks comfort in the arms of a former client whose initial charm and good looks give way to his darker traits, trapping her in escalating emotional turmoil and abuse.
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“All in the same week, I lost a dog, a job, a relationship, and a house. It was just like one of those things where your world is completely turned upside down and you're very vuln...
2024-07-1034 min
Strictly Stalking234. Frightening Signs: Stalking MelissaMelissa was stalked by a man she dated. Shortly after their relationship began, his behavior changed drastically. During their time together and even after they broke up, he persistently followed her, called her from unknown numbers, created fake social media profiles, and his actions eventually became violent. Despite reporting him to the police, Melissa received no help, and his behavior only escalated. Now, she shares her story to support and help others going through similar experiences. HAVE YOU EXPERIENCED STALKING? LET US KNOW: strictlystalkingpod@gmail.com 1800RESPECT is the national domestic, family and sexual violence counselling, information and support...
2024-07-0956 min
lovelustfearlovelustfear | presents | Ex-Wives Undercover: Liars, Cheaters, & Love ConsThe podcast that goes ‘undercover’ to help women understand the seedy tactics of love criminals so you can live happily ever after, Psychopath Free! If you love stories about romance scams, catfishing, cheaters exposed, gaslighting, and people who live double lives, this podcast is right up your alley – where the line between true crime and matters of the heart blurs. Ex-Wives Undercover shares chilling tales of survivors who conquered the ultimate crime of toxic love. Learn to spot the red flags, protect yourself, and find solace in the stories of those who've walked away from the brink. Subscribe now to join o...
2024-07-0355 min
Strictly Stalking233. The Close StalkerAngel was stalked by someone closer to her than she thought. Angel was stalked for over four years before she discovered the identity of her stalker, who was also stalking the father of her child and his wife. Throughout the years, she was harassed on social media through emails, phone calls, and texts that were all coming from an anonymous source. Angel thought her ex was the one stalking her, but only after contacting authorities and obtaining a subpoenaed record did the truth finally come out. DO YOU WANT TO SHARE YOUR STALKING STORY ON STRICTLY STALKING? E-MAIL US strictlystalkingpod...
2024-07-021h 28lovelustfearlovelustfear | debra | i’ve always seemed to attract the crazy typeAfter her marriage is shattered by betrayal, Debra turns to alcohol, descending into addiction. Despite her efforts to maintain sobriety, she becomes entangled in a toxic relationship with an enabler who subjects her to emotional abuse, manipulation, and coercive control.
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“...but the end of that marriage is where I learned to equate chemicals with avoiding pain…alcohol became a problem pretty quickl...
2024-06-2636 minlovelustfearlovelustfear | kenzi | i think we met awkward twelve minutes agoFollowing her divorce, Kenzi returned to her hometown and ventured into online dating, where she developed a promising friendship with romantic potential. However, the situation took a dark turn when Kenzi found herself subjected to his disturbing and abusive behavior.
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“I started to really realize like, okay, I'm going to have to leave this marriage because if I don't leave this marr...
2024-06-1931 min
Strictly Stalking231. Damage Done: Stalking AmandaAmanda has been stalked for almost ten years by a man who believes they are in a romantic relationship. Her stalker is a former client she encountered through her work as a licensed mental health counselor. Fearing for her safety, Amanda has had to relocate several times. Now, she has successfully brought her stalker to court and is here to share her story. lovelustfear | a new podcast about the dark side of dating and relationships Apple Podcasts | https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/lovelustfear/id1735876283?uo=4 Spotify | https://open.spotify.com/show/0e3ndcf5u8lZ5lhN1lvWec Instagram | https...
2024-06-181h 00lovelustfearlovelustfear | kaitlyn | we didn’t have boundariesDespite longing for love and affection, Kaitlyn becomes caught in a cycle of toxic relationships marked by sexual assault, emotional abuse, and physical violence.
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“I thought that it was going to be, like, a romance novel because he painted that picture for me.” - Kaitlyn
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2024-06-1225 min
lovelustfearlovelustfear | presents | L.A. Not So ConfidentialL.A. Not So Confidential is a True Crime and Forensic Psychology podcast hosted by two Los Angeles - based psychologists currently working in the criminal justice field. Dr. Shiloh & Dr. Scott have a unique perspective on True Crime as residents of the center of the entertainment world and the birthplace of the Noir Crime Genre.
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2024-06-1153 min
L.A. Not So Confidential: The Premier Forensic Psychology PodcastIntroducing: lovelustfearlovelustfear is a podcast series that exposes the darker side of dating and relationships.Every episode explores true dating and relationship stories—from the awkward and uncomfortable to the shocking and bizarre to the disturbing and downright dangerous. Host Jake Deptula welcomes storytellers into candid conversations, revealing the decisions they made and dilemmas they faced when better judgment got lost in a haze of desire.lovelustfear is a compelling, terrifying, but always insightful exploration into toxic dating and relationships that will have you abandoning courtesy and listening with caution.If you would like to sh...
2024-06-0830 minlovelustfearlovelustfear | lena | he’s your problem nowLena, compelled by her strict upbringing, marries a culturally appropriate man who promises to provide for her needs. But after discovering his success and adoration are a facade, she finds herself trapped in a marriage of deception, control, and abuse.
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“I came from a traditional Armenian family. my cultural heritage is from Turkey. my grandparents were both survivors of the Armenian geno...
2024-06-0539 minlovelustfearlovelustfear | laura | true love alwaysLaura reconnects with her grade school sweetheart sparking a wave of nostalgic romance. However, the warmth of their reunion soon fades as she becomes subjected to his abusive and destructive behavior.
chapters
(00:00) listen with caution
(00:16) next on lovelustfear
(01:46) about laura
(02:46) laura’s story
(23:18) questions & answers
(26:32) closing thoughts
(27:44) charity & organizations
(28:14) submit your story
(28:25) disclaimer
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“We went to fifth-grade camp. we were hanging out all the time, and I kind of got one of my crushes, you know, and I guess he did too, and then...
2024-05-3028 minlovelustfearlovelustfear | sadie | i could kill you right nowSadie finds herself drawn to a drug-addicted "bad boy" with a criminal past. When her efforts to rehabilitate him fail, her addiction to this abusive and dangerous man threatens to end her career, her family, and her life.
chapters
(00:00) listen with caution
(00:16) next on lovelustfear
(01:42) about sadie
(02:53) sadie’s story
(24:43) questions & answers
(29:30) closing thoughts
(30:33) charity & organizations
(31:03) submit your story
(31:14) disclaimer
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“I was with him for almost fifteen years. And then one day this one thing happened and I felt like something snapped inside of m...
2024-05-2231 minlovelustfearlovelustfear | jenna | no one gets out this earlyJenna is swept off her feet by a charismatic chef and finds herself married within ninety days. But under his charming facade lurks a volatile temper as Jenna becomes the target of his rage, threats, and physical intimidation.
chapters
listen with caution | 00:00
next on lovelustfear | 00:16
about jenna | 01:20
jenna’s story | 02:12
questions & answers | 21:56
closing thoughts | 25:46
charity & organizations | 27:07
submit your story | 27:36
disclaimer | 27:47
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“And I was instantly taken with this man. he was tall, he was really, swarthy, dashing and would speak to me in Spanglish. And...
2024-05-1528 minlovelustfearlovelustfear | mira | a f**king broken messAfter tying the knot, Mira finds herself fostering an emotionally immature man-child whose public intoxication, abusive tendencies, threats of suicide, and troubling fixation with firearms put Mira and her daughter's lives at risk.
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listen with caution | 00:00
next on lovelustfear | 00:16
about mira | 01:17
mira’s story | 02:05
questions & answers | 21:32
closing thoughts | 25:09
charity & organizations | 26:24
submit your story | 26:54
disclaimer | 27:05
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“I never really learned how to date in a healthy way. in my twenties, I definitely was part of that more of a big, binge-drinking culture where you went...
2024-05-0827 minlovelustfearlovelustfear | gabi | we can't break upGabi's dating life takes a darker turn when she finds herself entangled in a toxic workplace romance with an abusive partner and is forced to conceal his drug addiction and self-destructive tendencies to protect his career.
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listen with caution | 00:00
next on lovelustfear | 00:17
about gabi | 01:19
gabi’s story | 02:24
questions & answers | 21:15
closing thoughts | 26:24
charity & organizations | 27:41
submit your story | 28:11
disclaimer | 28:22
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“I was in my early to mid-twenties, really living my best life in West Hollywood. I was really at an exciting point in my career wher...
2024-05-0128 min
Strictly Stalkinglovelustfear | a new podcast with jake deptulalovelustfear is a podcast series that exposes the darker side of dating and relationships. Every episode explores true dating and relationship stories—from the awkward and uncomfortable to the shocking and bizarre to the disturbing and downright dangerous. Host Jake Deptula welcomes storytellers into candid conversations, revealing the decisions they made and dilemmas they faced when better judgment got lost in a haze of desire. lovelustfear is a compelling, terrifying, but always insightful exploration into toxic dating and relationships that will have you abandoning courtesy and listening with caution. Links Apple Podcasts | https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/lovelustfear/id1735876283?uo...
2024-04-2603 minlovelustfearlovelustfear | justine | you’re never allowed to leave meWhen 19-year-old Justine fell for a mature and charming military man, she believed she had found her forever. But the husband she once trusted to protect her became the very person she needed protection from.
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listen with caution | 00:00
next on lovelustfear | 00:16
about justine | 01:19
justine’s story | 02:14
questions & answers | 28:20
closing thoughts | 37:00
charity & organizations | 38:00
submit your story | 38:39
disclaimer | 38:40
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“This guy came to our house. I had seen a photo of him and my dad, in their, army uniforms. So the very first time I ever...
2024-04-2438 minlovelustfearlovelustfear | desiree | his name was SMITTYIn a time before Tinder, Desiree takes the plunge into online dating. She catches the eye of Smitty, a seemingly handsome stranger whose Polaroid profile snapshots obscure his hidden reality.
chapters
listen with caution | 00:00
next on lovelustfear | 00:16
about desiree | 00:58
desiree’s story | 02:19
questions & answers | 15:41
closing thoughts | 24:28
charity & organizations | 25:30
submit your story | 26:00
disclaimer | 26:11
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“So I block him. Even when I would block him, there would be other accounts that I would have to block later. He was all over the place. I mean, I coul...
2024-04-1726 min