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LIVE NOWThe Way of the White SwanThe way of the white swan
We don't want money
We want to kill
When we stop thinking
We remember who we are
We're sick, we don't see it
We care, we don't dare
Words of god
Words of light
Light the sword
Words are swords
Defense is god
God is imaginative
Imagination of magis
Image of magic
We're not sick, we're exceptional
We're not ill, we're extraordinary
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Anami to Hamsa
Antelopes galloping
Towards hot heavens
Chariots of blue fire
It doesn't concern us
Paralyzed Paramhansas
Walk with me to the final destination
I dream of you, I cannot find...2024-07-301h 42LIVE NOWThe House of Moorei heard
consciousness continues in the absence of perception
but how you lost me again
remains unconventional
so your deep sleep will be my awakened
as we slowly die on the surface of things
saints don't feast around monarch butterflies
Bitter orange stars will boldly bolster
the world is supposed to sometimes hurt
pears to airy lemons
i can't forgive the ones who have wronged me
maybe reject the unforgiving
and after so many dream gambles
it feels unknown, unfixable + unsettled
after the rare domestication of our egos
contorting the coils of our
splattered heart strings
the morning of our s...2024-06-172h 38LIVE NOWThe Charm Is OffensiveIf you drop your mind into your heart eyelids might turn crimson red like that morning I didn't want you to let me go
Do we really need
2 cups for 5 flows
5 four of wands
100,000 swans backflipped
No backrolls payrolls scar ripped scarred tows rummaged lake rows
Pathless path
Gateless gate
Road most travelled
For the children of light
Children of 999 fate
The goal is false
The ammunition is transcendence
Lackluster lacuna coils coiling themselves over and over again
I can't find my way to you
But I'll carry you with me
White doves entangled under their own wired wings
white...2024-05-272h 48LIVE NOWUnnecessarily SoundUndeliberately delayed.
Uncircumcised days over bigoted pilot rebirths.
Wars over wards in columns bestowed with tartar teased + succinct
Cut short by egoic masters
Cut off, cut down, leaf in annual leave, sundown countdown preposterous
Real names are not given in spite of private revolutions + truth spasms
But is truth really truth when convoluted if the snake sharpens their poison
To labour new patriarchal muscles
Over white peacock wings disfluttered
Disappointment wins again, dysphoric attainment of a theatre of somnambules,
Sleepers at blood red Catholic masses in cupid debt
No other than high maintenance
Supreme boots hanging outside doors
Tommy hilfiggers...2024-04-173h 12LIVE NOWSangam, The Confluence AgeCurated eyelids of Shiva
None can be looked after
Pragrat before Karuna
Mahasukha - the 6 faces of Kabuki
The ego is a social house
Thoughts don't have a thinker
Ravaging beauty is being born
And maybe when we all have surrendered to the black ⚫️
The Great Meaninglessness of it all
The Great Void
We might finally create
Invincible
Immutable
Light.
9992024-03-022h 57LIVE NOWRedream The World Insteadwhite geese
white satin beds of river lilies
white puffy willows, white embroidered brollies
golden men drunk with mad girls' honey
muddy matters on matted mattresses
matinées matangis
mournful mad hatters
sleep is not the cousin of death
deep sleep is the zero point of singularity
rem sleep is the mirror universe of the awakened
the back of my head
doesn't lose itself
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and I remember you again
we used to be gods
exposed like bones on terracotta shards of monsoon glass
now god is hiding again
and we're clearly confused
we're heartbroken
expatriated
prozac in pink diffused
I...2024-02-163h 05LIVE NOWNever Said I'm Living, RightB!tches like me always prosper
- Prognosis
Of a Prodigy child
I'm Proud and well devoted.
9992024-01-252h 16LIVE NOWMama It's Alright, This My DestinyLove is more primal than thought
The ground of being we couldn’t stand on
Sleep on aplomb to break through barriers
Knowing doesn't need a knower
A subject cannot start a verb
The eternal now is all the time there is
My compassion couldn't kill your growing ugly
I tried to save you, you were committed to damnation in verbatim
The bypassing of another illusion
The loss of another sacred child interim
Our celestial birthright hasn't been fulfilled yet
If memory is noise
We are in heaven now
Mundane is monsoon
Claire de lune, bleu arctic moon
Home is not...2023-12-261h 12LIVE NOWI'm Not Here To Be Stronger Than You(Beyond infirmary and sickness) No_vember
So that when
we finally step out of the boat
we find
everything holds us,
and everything confirms our courage,
and if you wanted
to drown you could,
but you don’t
because finally
after all this struggle
and all these years
you simply don’t want to any more
you’ve simply had enough of drowning
and you want to live and you
want to love and you will
walk across any territory
and any darkness
however fluid and however
dangerous to take the
one hand you know
belongs in yours.
By David Whyte...2023-11-251h 28LIVE NOWYou Do Not Have to Be GoodYou do not have to be good.
You do not have to walk on your knees
for a hundred miles through the desert repenting.
You only have to let the soft animal of your body love what it loves.
Tell me about despair and I will tell you mine.
Meanwhile the world goes on.
Meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain are moving across the landscapes, over the prairies and the deep trees, the mountains and the rivers.
Meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clean blue air,are heading home again.Whoever you are, no matter...2023-10-181h 30LIVE NOWWe Are In Heaven NowLove is more primal than Thought
The ground of being is overlooked
Sleep on Aplomb to break through barriers
Whatever you don't think about is what's watching you.2023-09-261h 27LIVE NOWMemory Is Noise, Thoth is a Light BeamI don't remember what I did yesterday
but I steadily remember soldiers breaking into us
scrapping the inside of our bones with red hearted embroidered daggers + minotaur sword stares
We don't settle for their destitute demands, we never even blink
Shiva always knows its course, she doesn't like to be alone
I'm forgetting myself in the mirror, I have to go back every few seconds, pick myself up by my wedding ring
Dreamers don't do rem dreaming amymore but I remain The Architect of my Dream.
9992023-09-041h 01LIVE NOWI'm a Prodigy, Swallow your PrideBut I gotta provide the Prophecy, I'm a Prodigy, Swallow your Pride that Prospers Prominently.
I'm Black and I'm proud to be that, dominant that, past Conscious, trash opposites, I'm that Competent, Mockery Lives, the Media is Monotonous, it's best to be sure, I'm ready for War and I'm taking hostages. Hey yo, I guess we have more than the average package, we are MasterPieces and for the master teachers we are Superior, Schools' Curriculum is disappearing, Mass Incarceration seems to be bland, but they can't erase the Crown. When all my Kings in drought, don't worry about no Money...2023-08-211h 08LIVE NOWMidnight Blues of LightMore Heart Beat Interludes of Love, we are transcending Samsara through disidentification with the body, individual suffering pursues Ascension, private pain points to the ultimate Collective Light. We are popping out of the cocoon, we are coming back Home to ourselves. The new dawn, the new fleur of consciousness.2023-08-1851 minLIVE NOWI'm not exotic, I'm exhaustedCutting any unhealthy cords with the past, meditating our divinity to liberation from ego + wealth, rough beginnings to opulence in the sun, finally. We ARE THE CHOSEN ONES and no-Body can stop us. The promised land. The promised golden sand. Lion's gate 88. 8832023-08-1141 minLIVE NOWGod Is OddOddball God no. 8
How many probabilities do we need
To make it happen again?
I wouldn't surrender this time
If I didn't have to love refrain.
9992023-08-0245 minLIVE NOWI Don't Need Light To See YouAs we are approaching the event horizon of the supreme ego/consciousness, as we are getting closer to the O point of singularity, mother Earth is pregnant again with the new eye of god, it floats like a butterfly, it will sting like a bee. But don't be afraid, don't hesitate, don't be phased, nonplussed by the illusion. And there is the land of BLISS.2023-07-2534 min
LIVE NOWKali Yuga, Krishna's SisterProof that something can be proof of everything. Are whites the old 'normal'? Is this the era of quarrel, confusion and eternal frustration with futility? Is this the end of the end? Well if it is, I would rather go out with a bang, than a whimper. 9992023-07-1349 minLIVE NOWNew Words, Some Old MoneyInsight into the many faces ego takes in this third dimension, how inner alignment is the quickest path to success, womb sensitivity, brief mental health authenticity check up and check in, short Juice Wrld grudge match freestyle, DJ breakdown on stage and a genius Mad Squablz hip-hop piece.2021-08-0337 minLIVE NOWDesireless, MindfulMetaphysics and the quantum physics of human and universal expansion. Desire, knowing, allowing, letting go, acceptance, self-love, the now, ego, identity, death, life, why's and how's of it all.2021-07-2541 minLIVE NOWNo Tea, No ShadePlayboi Carti favourite tune after 'Molly' followed by why one has to take the logical step further and embrace atheism, a marathon of comedic memes, suicidality tackled again from a different angle and the freshest Buckroll Beat.2021-07-2316 minLIVE NOWStop the SearchHow to wake up to the f(act) that the whole world is a stage and how utterly splendid the theatrics of its showmanship is. How to go beyond the gamble of life with its implied egoic identities and a short interview with a North Korean who gives away the country's political + socio-economic show.2021-07-2024 minLIVE NOWNo CapJim Carrey's satirical take on human ego, how to inspire + educate the youth, how to live in the now through quantum physics and Juice Wrld's soothing prescription of freestyle before sleep.2021-07-1827 minLIVE NOWLooking for BlissHow to reprogram yourself away from your past + start living by creating your own joyfully healthy and freshly new reality. A segment on Jim Carrey's existentialist truth, identity + awakening and more inspiring acts on starting over again.2021-07-1635 minLIVE NOWLively, PointlessMore nihilism, existentialism + free will in an emotional + social crisis explored with Adam, wrapped up by Alan Watts' short logical dissertation on why life is an optimal game worth playing which might encourage + inspire oneself to unburden themselves and dive deeper.2021-07-1545 minLIVE NOWWhen Life BeginsEsoteric explanation on why humans continue to engage in addictions, passing through famous Doors segment, where I'm at in life at the moment, why it hurts and where do we go from here, a brilliant quantum physics take on the universal non-binary and why we desperately need one another.2021-07-1327 minLIVE NOWRed RumA more than sincere conversation with Adam on trauma, the art of living + relating, distress, pain, the suicidal crisis we are facing every day, unbearable emotions, heartbreak, authenticity of oneself in the world, all wrapped up in humour. Epilogue on wealth, time, christianity and the meaning of life + human identity.2021-07-1149 minLIVE NOWCalmShow Me Love fresh beat introduction, the meaning of life tackled once more, what it feels like to walk around with no identity followed by an interview with a borderline personality disorder specialist. Ding Dong.2021-07-1047 minLIVE NOWBless YouThe logic of religion in communities, how we need imagination more than anything else to live a fulfilling life, I and Adam have a sincerely raw dialogue on how we really feel in the day in a pandemic - fully uncensored, a poem I wrote whilst hitting a suicidal low again, anorexia nervosa explored even closer and correcting cliché inappropriateness in men's behaviour.2021-07-0836 minLIVE NOWSongs of Laughter, Words of HopeWhat is trauma bonding and why she can't leave, how the pandemic is a well practised social experiment, how to love and live again in a new world, the impact of the intermittent style of relating, the hilarious heteronormative law, you just have to love yourself a little bit more, anorexia at it again and the most epic epilogue ballad ending it on a high note.2021-07-0759 minLIVE NOWBrave New WorldWe explore the meaning of oneness with all its content + conditions, how to start living again, the before and after work rituals, hometown hero nor, how to love one's daily existence glam and gore, some new black excellence beats and some old comedy.2021-07-0634 minLIVE NOWOut of Your MindWhat is reality, why one doesn't want children, what if you chose recovery for a more blissful future self, the condition of existing in a state of suicidality, how to stop complementing women based on negative conditions, randomised repetitive daily thoughts and the ultimate outlook on life.2021-07-0434 minLIVE NOWThe GameI dissect life, ego and self-awareness, how to manifest anything wanted, how to relate + communicate to people with eating disorders, what is method acting and more existentialist ranting.2021-07-0231 minLIVE NOWS-NovocaineHow to self-soothe to safety, co-morbid addictions, anorexia nervosa explained again, the ethical meaning behind veganism, you are not one person and why should one meditate?2021-07-0129 minLIVE NOWThat PartWhen Anorexia takes over in the day, the power of now in a crisis, depersonalization, sir, what do you do for a living, Maureen jokes and I don't really remember the rest. Just more cheap existentialism and sick Buckroll Beats.2021-06-3038 minLIVE NOWThe SecretThe art of living, breaking down on the train, proof of receipt on WhatsApp, suicidality, the present moment, daily ruminating questions and the universe always loves us.2021-06-2922 minLIVE NOWI Don't KnowExploring some more boundaries, how to reach clarity within, what is - life, identity existentialism, how to really raise children, Buckroll Beats and what is it really all about.2021-06-2733 minLIVE NOWBetter & BetterFood beliefs, rituals, anorexia, get rich or die wolf, quick self-love meditation and baddest Meek Mill beats.2021-06-2517 minLIVE NOWAllow ItDo you beat your heart, more identity exploration, desire/control release + relief, dolphin story and brief truth messages. Beats by Othello Beats on YouTube.2021-06-2524 minLIVE NOWWho CaresHow can one live whilst tainted by an identity crisis, loss, favourite coffee, disidentification, regret and more swag.2021-06-2338 min
LIVE NOWPilot LaunchWe explore, we pray, we - positivity. We just ride the wave. We don't have to try, we don't have to attempt. We don't have to pretend. We just LIVE. NOW. ASAP.2021-06-2222 min