actuallybackbecomingbehindboardbodybrainburnoutchangecreatecreatingdaydaysdietdonenergyenoughevenfallingfeelfixgoinghabitshappeninghappenshardhealingholdinginnerisnjourneyjustkeepkeylastlifelikelivinglookmakingmattersmeanmessingmissingneednervousopinionpeacepostproblemquittingrerealreasonregulatedregulationselfshiftingsignsstartstucksummersystemthingthingstipstodaytruthunpopularwaywithoutworkworld