abandonmentabuseabuseractionactionablealonebackbeliefsbestbetrayalbeyondblocksbodybondsbonusbrainbreakingbreakupbrokenbuildchainschangechildhoodclearingconditioningconflictcontrolconversationcreatingcycledealdesigndiscussiondivorcedondreamseasyembracingemotionalemotionsempoweringenoughescapingexfamilyfearfeelfeelingfeelsfinancialfreegaslightinggetgogoodguilthardhealhealinghealthyhelphiddenhighholidayhumanimpactsisnisolationjourneyjoykeepingkeepsknowknowinglessonlettinglifelovemakemanifestationmindmindsetminimoneymythnarcissistnarcissisticnarcissistsnavigatingneednothingothersovercomeovercomingpainparentspastpathpeacepeoplepersonalpositivepossiblepowerpowerfulpresentprotectquickrerealreallyreasonreclaimingrecoveryreducerelationshiprelationshipsremovingruminationruminationssafeseasonsecretselfseriessettingshiftshiftingshouldnsignssimplesmearsoulstartstepsstickstillstopstoriesstorystrategiesstucksubconscioussuccessthingsthinkingthoughtstimetipstoxictraumatriggerstruetryinguncoveringunderstandingunlockingunpackingunveilingusewayswithoutwomenwordworthwoundswrong